Date: Thu, 10 Oct 2002 23:04:05 +1300 From: Arthur Subject: flights of fancy part 3 adult /youth FLIGHTS OF FANCY Part Three By Artnur "I was born nearly fifteen years ago October 3rd, so I'll be fifteen in two weeks, at a small town called Waituna West, you know the place, don't you?" "Well yes, my grandfather was born there." "Yes, well both my parents were killed in a car accident when I was about six years old and I was sent to Waitara to live with my grandfather, he was the last of my family, he was also a Tauhunga, (type of spiritual healer, or traditional doctor), he brought me up and told me from an early age that I was going to be different from some of the other boy's when I was older." "Are you following his calling then?" "No, I don't have his abilities, but he spent his time teaching me a lot of the old ways, about medicine's from the bush, a lot of the old legends and my whakapapa (family history/tree), he also prepared me for what he said would be my destiny and how the rest of my life would be set out for me if I wished to follow it." "So how does this bring you here with me?" "Ha ha, you still have the pakeha (White) impatience, your going to have to learn to listen to your maori side, don't worry you're not to old to learn," "How did you know of my back ground, nobody looking at me can tell?" "It's in your eyes, you have to much depth in them for a pakeha, also I can feel it, just like my koro said I would." "Sounds like a pretty smart man to me?" "Yes he was." "Was?" "Yes, we had his tangi (funeral) three months ago, just before he passed on he told me where to find you, not what you looked like but the fact I would find you on Maungakeikie (One Tree Hill) and that I would know you by your eye's, so I just began to spend my time there every day the sun was shining, waiting to see you." "But there's other's with blue eyes, in fact thousands of people have blue eyes?" "True, but only your's pulled me to you, even though you didn't see me till today, every time you were there I could feel you pulling me closer, you knew I was there but you never felt me, but it was this that brought you there so many times, you just never understood, so today I knew that I had to come to you, I knew you would not recognise the feelings and that you had not made contact with your other side so were not aware of it." "Are you sure you're fifteen and not fifty?" "You'll understand one day, I know most of this because my koro leads me, even now he is gone, he never leaves me." "This's all a bit much to take in for me Tio, I mean, ok, you're so sure about everything but how did your grandfather know about me and you?" "Your great grandmothers name was Tapuae, yes?" "Yes, but?" "My last name is Tapuae, yes I'm the last of our line, just as you're the last of both of your lines, except for our blood ties we are the last so my koro knew that the way I was I would never have any moko's (children) to follow me just like you, that's why he said we being the last it was right that we should be together, from the first time of seeing you I knew he was right, I can't be parted from you just the same as you can't be parted from me, it's meant to be, so I'm asking you to accept it as it is, we can't change it." "So what about when you seemed to be reading my mind?" "I wasn't reading your mind, my koro told me most of the problems that would probably arise in your mind and by watching your eye's and the way your face moved, it wasn't hard to guesse what you were thinking, or close to it." "You're wise beyond your years, Tio?" "Not really, my koro was a very good teacher, so are you ready to accept us now?" "what can I say, it's all so strange, I'm still not sure if I'm having a dream or not." Tio leaned over toward me, placing a gentle kiss on my lips and both hands flat on my chest, then pulled back slightly to look into my eye's. "Does that feel like a dream?" "No it's real enough, I'm sorry Tio, it's just so strange, I've so many questions and at the same time I can't think of a single one to ask." "Don't worry about it, we've the rest of our lives for you to have all the answer's." "Ok, but it's a bit scarey as well." "Not really, it's just new to you, remember I've known about this all the time, the last thing I have to tell you is what my grandfather said to me the day he passed on." "What was that?" "I have never been with a man, nor a woman of course, but for the last three years my koro has prepared me for you, both physically, with some artificial aide's, and mentally as well so that I could help you with our feelings, his words were these," 'you have never been with another, he's going to be your first, he will also be your only one, and he will be your last, but don't worry you'll both have a long life and be always together.' "So now you can see, we're meant to be and that's enough for me, is it for you?" "Yes, yes, more than enough for me as well." "Good, now, I'm starving, how's that chicken coming along?" I looked down at my watch, almost an hour had gone by, damn the chicken was well done by now, I'd have to put it in the warmer while the vegetables were cooking, I went to the kitchen to finish cooking, the conversation of the last hour running through my mind at warp speed (do people still use that expression?) but I also felt at peace both in my mind and physically, so relaxed and contented for the first time in my life. I returned to the lounge to see Tio still sitting in the same place but now with a very peaceful look on his face, watching every move I made as I entered and moved toward him. "I see you accept it now, that's good." "Is it that obvious?" "Only to me, come sit with me, please?" "And where did you think I'd sit?" Tio just smiled as I sat beside him, then leant toward me placing one hand behind my back around my waist and the other on my chest, he lowered his head onto my shoulder with a sigh, shuffling only a little more to get comfortable. "After dinner we'll be one." The statement of what was to come and the slow building of excitement deep down in my stomach was almost more than I could contain as I held him close, gentley rubbing his smooth copper skin as he let out that soft purring sound that I'd heard earlier in the day. He lay against me while I switched on the TV to watch the news, as usual full of polotics, disaster and crime, if only they knew what it was to find a treasure like Tio then the world would be such a better place and there would not be the continual conflicts that seemed to divide so many people and countries, it's such a damn waste. I looked again at Tio, there on my chest, so natural, so fitting and I didn't want to move but the chicken called and it was time to feed this boy I loved so much, it hurt to think of all the years lost looking for him. "Hey my love, got to get dinner." "Hmmmm, ok." I rose from the sofa and made my way to the kitchen to begin to serve up our meal nothing fancy just plain home cooking, after placing it on the table I turned to call Tio and found him standing beside me, he had entered the kitchen without a sound and had just stood there watching as I moved about. We sat oposite each other but before we began eating Tio asked me. "May I make a blessing?" "Yes of course you can." Tio proceeded to make a blessing in Maori of which I spoke very little, when I was growing up it was still considered a forbidden language and I had never had the opotunity to learn, although now there were many avenues for the young to learn and to understand what we nearly lost because of victorian attitudes of days gone by. After the blessing a feeling of calm came over the table and we both began to eat and chat about all and sundry, just enjoying each others company and the underlying feeling of love between us, if I'd been a millionaire I couldn't have bought that dinner or feeling that we had that first time. Dinner finished we both arose at the same time and began to clean up the kitchen and dishes, then to the lounge for a rest before bed, the anticipation was like a storm inside me,thoughts and desires rushing through my brain in a jumble of unrelated parts. Tio had resumed his position as before but this time he was rubbing lightly with his right hand over my chest and I could still hear that soft purring sound coming from deep in his. Slowly he lifted his head, raising his face up to mine, his eyes asking, his lips opening just a fraction as he pulled closer to mine, then he was there, those beautiful lips pressing so lightly on mine, asking to to be tasted, needing to be invaded slowly, softly, with love and tenderness, not to be forced or bludgeoned by haste or lust. I lowered my mouth to his, rubbing softly across those buds of tender flesh with the tip of my tongue, tasting his youth and freshness as I did so, I had at this stage no desire to go further, just to bathe in the feeling of him, to feel his body so close to mine, soft and pliable, no strong driving thrust of heat or hurry, just the smoothing out of his body as he conformed to my shape. His lips parted a little further, inviting me into himself, I relished the invitation and slipped in tatsing him truly for the first time, the heat, the love, the softness of his mouth enclosing my searching tongue, the tip of his playing, touching, retreating and then advancing again to taste each other. I felt him pulling me deeper into his mouth searching for that ultimate sensation of love, my fingers lifted to caress his jaw line, following it from his ear to the tip of his chin, again and again I ran my fingers over that area as he melted into my arms and into my lips. Time meant nothing, it stopped while the world waited for our love to be passed onto each other, the wars and conflict stopped, waiting, holding their breathes as we became the beginning of a new idea, a new life, a new love that would conqueur all before it. His hand continued to move lightly over my chest, no urgent heat, no hard desire, just tender butterfly strokes as he entered my very soul. Was it night or day, I couldn't care, we were in our own space and time, this beautiful boy giving me his body and soul now and forever. I had no idea how long that kiss lasted but I knew it was only the first of many that would take place as our love grew to encompass all around us, I lifted my mouth from his as he opened his eyes staring into my soul, knowing that this was our moment of breaking the final brick in my wall of loneliness. His lips closed again over mine, this time his tongue searched, asked, and was allowed to enter into my own domain, relishing the feel of him as he took from me all the worries and memories of past thoughts from my mind, I felt his strength as I surrendered to his will and implanted me with his love. Had the moon risen and waned, had the stars moved in the heavens, I had no idea, all I had was the comfort and safety of his embrace, the certainty of his lips, the soft caressing of his tongue, the taste of his love for me, the universe stood still and would never move until it had our permission to do so. Tio withdrew his tongue, looked me in the eye and nodded his head. "It's time to become one." We stood and as we clasped hands, turned toward the bedroom, no words spoken, no words needed, we were spiritually one now was the time to be physically one, I was surprised to see that neither he nor I were aroused, the kisses had been a joining of our souls not the arousing of the flesh. Entering the bedroom he turned to me waiting until I was standing in front of him, then lifting his hands he began to loosen my belt, gentle movements, slowly lowering my trousers to the floor, I stepped out of them, then he placed his hands on my hips also lowering my briefs,(hate boxers) I stood before him naked and open to his gaze but he looked into my eyes not at my (average) body, lifting his hands to my head he placed a kiss on my brow and stood back waiting. I reached for his shoulders, bare, copper colored skin like silk under my touch, running my hands down his chest watching as his eyes closed, trying to take in the full meaning of my touch as I descended to his narrow lithe hips, slipping my fingers into the waistband of his shorts, lowering them with as much tenderness as he'd shown me. I stepped back and took in this vision before me, he was David, Adonis, Eros, this boy I loved unconditionally was all that even the old masters could not have captured in their finest moments, neither sculpture nor paint would have done him justice, lithe body, glowing with something more than animalistic humanity, his was almost an etherial beauty that could only be seen through the eyes of one that loved him deeply enough to understand the work of art that nature had intended him to be. I reached forward, lifting him into my arms, craddling him against my chest, feeling his silken flesh meld with my own as I lowered my lips again to taste the nector that was his very essence, embodying all that was life itself. His arms lifted to encircle my neck, his legs leaving my grasp to fold around my waist as he pulled even closer to my searching tongue, letting me drink of his beauty and to feel the heat rising within us both as he began to harden against my hips and my response as I fell into his void. I moved to the bed, leaning forward to place him gentley down, his eyes never leaving mine, as I straightened up I looked again at his beauty, his face framed by snow white pillows, topped with the dark satin sheen of his hair, down to those eyes that swallowed my deepest desires, his face slightly flushed, a fine sheen of expectation, his body bared and open for me to drink from, smooth hairless but for the small patch of jet black pubic hair just above his circumcised penis, standing straight and strong, 5" of pliant flesh saved for this very moment. I caught a glimpse of myself in the wall mirror but now instead of average I could see more, something deeper had appeared, the body had not changed but now it didn't seem just average, my 6" length stood stronger than I could ever remember it being, my lack of body hair was not so unatractive as before, my height was not as lacking as it once was, if his love had done this then he deserved everthing from me this night. I lay down beside him reaching out for him as he moved to be with me, our bodies coming together fitting, molding, merging into one another as we surrounded each other to become one, his hardness pressing into me as his top leg stroked my hip, his arms encircling my neck and shoulders. I drew him closer and closer until I could feel him entering my body, the heat welding us together in a joining that would never be broken, never rust or decay but just grow stronger with time and our love for each other. I felt him pull lightly with his arms as he made to roll underneath me, our members rubbing together just as our bodies were one, now I felt the passion of his kisses, pulling me deeper into his mouth, now demanding to be taken, straining upward calling for that inner feeling of hard flesh to enter his most sacred of places, wanting to injest those fluids of life and love. I lifted my body a little up from him, watching as his eyes devoured me, the need, the desire, the wanting, there for all to see, a deep fire waiting to be extinguished with the liquid of life and love. I trailed my fingers downward lingering on his small nipples, like brown buttons on his defined copper colored chest, rubbing gentley, arousing them to hardness as he let out a soft moan of pleasure never felt before in his young body. The tips of my fingers teased and caressed these buds of boyhood, revelling in the writhing motion of his body as he squirmed and shook, tears of passion and joy falling down his cheeks. The humming and purring fighting with his desire to lurch upward to my touch, to call out and shout his as yet unreleased passion, his fists clenching the bed clothes in an attept to rend them apart in his need. I leant forward again pressing my lips and tongue to his sternum, tasting him as he sent out small beads of perspiration to run down his tight little abs as they rolled from side to side looking for that need to release his love. Following the trail of sweat I worked my way down to his small bush, drinking in his smell and need as I fed on his body, the heat rising hotter and hotter as I neared his center of excitement, hard, throbbing, asking to be taken, begging to be given that one joyous feeling it had never had. I took in the sight of that shaft of love, it's intense need for touch, the copper colored shaft moving to the beat of a pounding heart, controlled by nothing more than the want to be tasted and worshipped until it could send it's message of love to me. I lowered my mouth until it surrounded that love pole, taking it deep until there was no more to be had, running my tongue around it, feeling, tasting, worshipping, urging it to release it's milk of love into me. The soft touch of caressing hands becoming more and more urgent as the shaft tightened, enlarged and finally released into my hungry mouth the essence of my virginal lover, forcing, pumping, throbbing, as a yell of pure joy uttered around the room and to the very heavens above as my saviour from mediocrity sang to the old gods his song of release. Ingesting every drop offered to me I looked up into his face, his eyes wide in wonder, his mouth agape unable to issue more than a moan from deep in his chest his rigid body collapsed onto the bed in a final acknowledgement of acceptance. I moved up again to be beside him as he reawakened from his first orgasm of love, holding him close until he settled again close to my overheated body. Through the gasps and shudders of post orgasmic pleasure he spoke to me. "You did that for me?" "yes, It was for you and for me." "But what did you get, only I was in heaven?" "No, I was there as well, you've put your love inside of me now, I'll always have that." "Then it's time for you to give to me, now please make love to me, let me feel your love deep inside me so I can carry you with me always." "There's some thing's I'm going to have to do to help you, I don't want you ever to feel pain, or to ever fear what we do." "My koro helped me with some things, I know what to expect, I just need you, I need the feel of you passing your love to me." "Slowly my love, we have our lives together, there's no need to hurry." I again began to caress his beautiful body, softly nibbling his ear and neck with those same butterfly kisses he had done for me earlier, running my finger tips over his skin, tracing each muscle from it's starting point to it's end, luxuriating in the feel of him, feeling him start to move with me, not as demanding as before but with a rythmn set to the beat of his heart. Downward to his inner thighs, stroking, feeling the smoothness of his skin, the tightening of his muscles as I travelled his highway of sinew and shape, caressing and kneeding, moving upward ever closer to that one prize valued above all else, that cavity to the ultimate doorway of love. My finger found and began to stroke that little valley below his hairless tight testicles, again hard up to his scrotum, the heat forcing itself out at my searching finger telling me to go lower, to feel the slickness of his sweat soaked inner cheeks, to search and tantilize that one and final goal. I stroked down and across that small tight hole, feeling the tight pucker as it contracted at my touch then opened again asking to be caressed, opened, explored enticed to give up it's one last secret, his legs bending back, trying to open up further to my questing finger, begging to be taken. I kept my finger searching in that holy of holies as I raised up to place my lips over his as he shook his head from side to side, emitting a never ending moan asking for more, the feel of his hips as he thrust them upward and backward trying to encompass my unrelenting finger. I closed my lips over his, tasting him again as my tongue entered, moving with his shaking head giving him my breathe and then as I pushed gentley on his puckered hole I inserted my tongue as far as he could take it, his suction pulling me deeper into his mouth as he emitted a moan of needful desire when my finger made it's first entry. His cheeks clamped tight onto my finger, holding tight while that first touch within his inner most sanctuary became enlightenment and then acceptance as he relaxed pushing down asking, no, demanding, more, as I eased a little more into him his hungry mouth forcing me to taste his excitment of what was to come. The fire in his face was raging and burning with every sensation as he gave up his one jewel to my probing digit, his hardness rubbing my forearm as I worked more into him until I hit the one place he was unaware of and then there was a wetness flowing across my arm over his stomach and my finger was clamped in a vice so strong I couldn't move, then an exhilation of air as he went limp again allowing me to take the intrusion from him until he could recover, his groans softening as he came down, a limp, rag like figure, covered in perspiration and shaking in a feverish like state. This was my love, my life, that lay before me, his exhausted look belying his need for final gratification in the one act that would make us both one and whole to each other in our eyes, and the eyes that tended our future, this last act had to be the finale that would make us whole and would convince those above that we were everlasting in our statement for each other. Again I awoke his desires with gentle strokes stretching his needs beyond what he thought was possible for his body to maintain, this I knew would have to be the one night of our lives that he would remember above all else. My love for him knew no bounds as I persisted in his attainment of the ultimate joy of our love even to stretching the normal bounds that overshadowed our sanity, this was to be the night of joy and joining of our two souls for the rest of time. His body responded to my caresses again pulling from him the moans of extacy and expectation as I placed my hand upon his holy place, again the upthrust of his hips demanded to be taken and now was the time I could no longer refuse to fulfill his need. If this was to be even the last night on earth I was assured he was going to be given final satisfaction for his needs and desires, my love for him was so great that I could not deny him any request and this was the ultimate request of all. I lowered my body to cover his, opening his legs wider to give me access to the one place that was kept private for the final thrust of acceptance to bind and tie us together forever, this was his final barrier, his full devotion to our needs our seal upon our partnership for life. My beautiful boy do you feel me close your door of love as I push to enter your dark dungeon, to feel you take me as no other has ever done, to accept me as the first and last lover that will ever worship at your alter of love. His legs lifted higher, clasping my hips as I entered his doorway of delight, feeling the heat and the love that he sent toward me, my thrusting memeber filling him until I could enter no further and we were joined together his flesh surrounding me, pulling me deeper into his longing and fulfilling love. The heat of his being was making my mind loose what common sense that I had left as I began to penetrate him deeper than I thought possible, his moans driving me on to fill him with the fullness of my love juice so that he would feel complete. Tio, my Tio, my long lost love, now at last we have found each other, feel my thrusts as I work to give you the love you deserve, let me worship at your alter of love and I will be satisfied if I never live to see another sunrise. I felt the rise of my passion as it funneled through my groin to finally arrive at my point of delivery, gushing into this, my boy, my lover, my very being, to at last make us one as he again released his offering upon our bodies to seal our destiny as one. The sound from the lips of our soul pushed it's way past my pounding heart until I heard the words that I had lived for many years thinking they would never be uttered. "I love you, we are one." "Yes Tio, my love, we're one now, I know what you mean now." "This was the only way you would know." "Yes Tio, this was the only way." As I pulled from him he gave a last sigh into my shoulder and asked me. "Will it always be like this?" "For me, yes, for you, all I can give you is my love and devotion, that will never change." "Then that'll be enough for me as well." "I love you Tio." "I love you to, Christopher." To Be Continued: