Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2010 05:15:03 -0800 (PST) From: John Smith Subject: For the Love of Ryan-05 DISCLAIMER: This story contains descriptions of explicit sexual acts of a man/boy love. It contains graphic scenes of sex between an underage boy and adult male...If this type of content offends you or you are under the age of 18 do not read it. Author's Note: This story is the property of the author. It can be downloaded for personal reading pleasure or sending to a friend, but cannot be reposted. If it is illegal to read such material where you live or if you find the topic deceitful then please leave now. If you enjoy the story, please let me know. Your comments are highly encouraged and appreciated. For the Love of Ryan 05 I found it hard to sleep that night in the tent. One reason was obvious. A beautiful, naked boy was shear inches away from me sleeping soundly on the air mattress I brought for the camping trip. And another reason was because of the events that just occurred a few hours ago. I had just given this sweet nine year old tentmate a blow job. He willingly allowed me to lick and slurp on his hard-on to a glorious orgasm as he watched and participated. After all, wasn't it he who placed his hand on my head and guided me back to his delicious little penis. And wasn't it he who moaned in ecstasy and bucked his hips as I sucked on his boner. Well, now I laid there wondering if my little tentmate, Ryan, would regret it. I know that sometimes after I had an encounter with someone, I would later feel ashamed or guilty afterwards. I knew if Ryan felt that way it would hurt deeply our growing relationship not to mention that things could quickly become disastrous for my career and social life. As I laid there pondering all the possible outcomes, I found my eyes becoming more accustom to the dark as the hours ticked away. Eventually Ryan rolled over and draped his arm across my abs. His head was now touching my shoulder and I could feel his breathe on my arm. I laid perfectly still waiting to see if Ryan was going to explore my body as he had done before when he thought I was asleep. Slowly his hand lowered to my crotch. He put his hand right on top of my bulge in such a manner as to pretend it just fell that way. "Maybe I don't need to worry after all...He still seems to be interested in exploring," I thought to myself. Soon Ryan's fingers were going through the fly of my briefs. I could feel his fingers touching the side of my shaft, and my cock immediately responded to this erotic episode. Normally any sudden move by my cock would scare away Ryan's exploration, but this time, he seemed determined to touch my hard-on as he did in the shower. Only this time it was deliberate rather than trying to disguise the touches as accidents. He took his hand out of the fly and touched the waistband of underwear, and to my surprise, he raised his head up and supported himself on his right elbow. I had to quickly close my eyes and squint threw my lids to see what he was up to. I didn't want my "wake state" to possibly scare him off. Ryan raised the elastic of my briefs with his left hand, and stared at my erect cock. Even though I know Ryan had seen my hard-on several times when we were in the shower. It was always done in quick glances, but now he looked at it as if he was studying every inch of my six and a half inch dick. Then Ryan sat up and began to pull down on my briefs enough so that they rested behind my balls. I was surprised at the vigor in which he pulled and tucked. It was like he wasn't afraid if he woke me up with all his tussling on my material. And, maybe he didn't care. Maybe my oral copulation opened the door for the pretending to stop. I thought I would test this new theory. I opened my eyes and watched as Ryan wrapped his hand around my hard-on. He held it for awhile as if he was feeling its weight in his hand. And then he looked up and saw that I was watching him with a slight smile on my face. Ryan let go of my penis and I felt it flap hard against my pelvis. He was smiling as he leaned in close to me, head to head. Ryan whispered, "I couldn't sleep." He seemed to avoid acknowledging playing with my dick. "Do you need another massage?" I asked keeping the pretence up that Ryan hadn't just been feeling me up. Ryan changed his position so that a little more of his weight was now on my body. I could feel his little boner on my hip and his upper left leg was now touching my balls and I felt his leg slide in the middle of mine. Ryan had this giddiness about him. It was the same behavior that he had when he was at my house and I had strongly believed he woke up horny. Of course, on that day the phone rang, and Ryan never got to act upon his horniness. Well, I believe he was in that same state now. The only difference is that now there was nothing to stop him. My left hand stroked his back as he cuddled in closer. He didn't respond to my question, but his squirming and moving his pelvis on my side caused his boner to rub against my hip seemed to indicate he was. His rubbing my chest with his left hand and looking up at me for relieve seemed to say, "Yes, I need your massage!" "Okay, Ryan, let's get to it," I said as I rose up. I took my underwear off and tossed it at the side of the tent next to Ryan's briefs. "These darn things keep binding," I said as a pretense for removing my underwear. I decide not to openly acknowledge what I saw Ryan doing with them earlier until he was ready to acknowledge it himself. When I looked down at Ryan, he had positioned himself so that he was flat on his back with his arms resting on his chest and his legs slightly apart. He laid there naked with his gorgeous erection fully exposed. I was surprised to see him in this position because when I usually give him a massage, he has always turned over. This time, though, it was like he wanted to skip the pretence and just get right to the blow job. It was so beautiful to see a boy display himself so willingly. I reached over to turn on the battery-powered lantern so I could fully see this hot boy body. Ryan used one of his arms to block the light from his eyes and I apologized. Although it hurt our eyes for awhile, it was well worth it. I had to see this sexy nine year old in all his glory in regular light. "Come on, Ryan," I said as I patted the side of his naked hip. "Turn over." "I was thinking about the front first this time," Ryan said with a slight grin as he put a finger to his lip. He looked so cute trying to be coy about asking for what he really wanted. I knew he wanted another blowjob, but want makes them best is the foreplay leading up to the ultimate climax. So, I wasn't going to let Ryan miss out on the whole experience. Not to mention, I enjoyed touching and kissing his whole body. "We'll get there soon enough...so come on," I said as I patted his hip again. "Okay," Ryan said as he reluctantly rolled over. Ryan laid on his stomach with his arms draped on either side of his body. I straddled his lower legs like I did a few hours ago, and start caressing, kissing and now licking his back. I figured since I licked on his cock a few hours ago, surely he wouldn't object to me now licking his backside. Ryan never objected. Instead, I would hear him moan in ecstasy or squirm with pleasure. When I explored his ass, I was determined to show him a little more love. I lightly kissed each cheek of his ass and began licking the full length of his butt (as I had done with his back). Ryan rolled a little from side-to-side, wiggling, and making grunt noises as I made love to his backside. I took each of Ryan's legs and gently spread them apart from each other so I could see more clearly his anus. I could slightly see his pink rosebud coming into view, but his perky cheeks still hid most of the hole I had fingered several times before. I could see Ryan rocking his ass slightly from side-to-side as if he was anticipating what was coming next. His ass was so round and smooth that it seemed too good to be true to have such a delight in front of me. There was not a blemish on that white, hot butt. I began by rubbing each cheek lightly while rolling the flesh away from his anus. I could clearly see inside his crack. His puckered hole was so clean and light pink. Each time it was exposed, I could see the pucker open slightly. Laying directly below his ass was the back side of his beautiful nuts. I began to lick down his crack, and gave a few extra swipes across his boy hole. Ryan's ass immediately tensed up, and he rolled on his side and looked back at me with a look of shock and a big smile, "I didn't think you would do that?" I became scared that Ryan felt I went too far...maybe he felt that the asshole was off limits. "Do you not want me to?" I asked innocently. "I just thought you was gonna use your fingers like you did before," he said as he laid back on his stomach. I wasn't sure what Ryan meant by that but I never used fingers on his anus when he was awake (or I thought he wasn't awake). So, part of me was thinking, was he awake when I played with his asshole in the past as I suspected or was he just simply doing a comparison with what I did with his butt cheeks. I decided to ignore asking probing questions to find out what Ryan meant and count my blessing I was able to make love to him. "Fingers, huh...like this," I said with a grin. And, I began to use my forefinger to glide along the crack till I got to his boy pussy. I felt Ryan move his legs a little wider and raise his hips a little higher. I rubbed the tip of my finger along his puckered ridges. Ryan continued to wiggle his ass. "Yeah, like that," he said in a whisper. "So, you don't like this?" I asked as I leaned and licked his pink hole a few times. Ryan giggled and squirmed. "Just feels weird," he said in a grunting voice with a slight giggle. I wanted to drill his hole and rub my cock all over his ass, but I felt the "massage" on his backside had reached a new level and pursuing it further might be too much. So, I went on down to his legs. "Okay, turn over," I said as I rubbed Ryan's bottom one last time. This time without hesitation, Ryan rolled over before I could even fully get off his lower legs. I could see how anxious and excited he was for me to do his front. He had a huge grin on his face and was acting giddy as he put his hands behind his head. He was no longer trying to hide his erection from me as he had done in the past. Now, I think he was longing for me to get on with the "massage." I worked on Ryan's neck first. I pecked at his neck as he would tilt his head, giggling. I worked my way down to his nipples, slowly kissing and licking on his shoulders and sternum as I went. Ryan's nips were usually about the size of dimes, but now they were a little smaller as they contracted into their erect state. I slowly licked and kissed each one. Ryan was no longer giggling, but looking down watching my tongue swiping his boy nipples. His right hand rested on my head as I continued to suck on his hard, brown, tasty tits. Soon I felt his hand stroke my head as I continued worshipping his chest. I loved this boy so much. Being able to make love to him as he watched and enjoyed the sensual feelings I was giving him was more than a boylover could dream. I continued to work my way down while lightly skipping his abs (I knew Ryan found that area too ticklish). I knew that was something I would have to work on with him later because I really wanted to caress, kiss, and lick his abs and belly button one day. For now, though, I will just lightly peck them until I got to his pelvic region. Ryan raised his head to watch and used his arms for support, but looked a little surprised when I didn't stop to feast on his privates. Instead, I lightly kissed near the groin and moved on down to the upper legs. "Aren't you gonna..," Ryan began to stammer. Was he finding it hard to come up with a word to describe what we were doing? Was he struggling to call it a massage or blowjob? Was he afraid to acknowledge what we're doing...by not giving it a label, he could deny it was going on? I wasn't sure what he was thinking, but I could tell he was having a difficult time acknowledging what he wanted. "Don't worry I'll get to it," I said, saving him the embarrassment of what to call it. In the meantime, Ryan had taken my pillow and stacked it upon his own to prop his head up giving him the support he needed to watch me. As I traveled back up his legs, I began to nibble on his scrotum, licking the two gorgeous nuts contained within. I decided I wasn't going to stop unless Ryan asked. In a way, I was afraid to look up at Ryan's face in case he disapproved. It was as if Ryan read my mine, because I soon felt his fingertips touching my shoulders as I went down on his balls. His fingers lightly rubbed back and forth on my shoulders as if to give me the signal I needed that he approved. As I sucked on his nuts, I also lowered myself down to lick along his smooth perineum. I could see his legs spread further apart as I licked under his sack as much of his anus as I could reach. This spreading of his legs to gain me more access was another sign he approved and enjoyed his "massage." Once I knew my saliva had soaked his asshole well, I began to run my forefinger back over it. I let my fingertip slightly penetrate the outer rim as I licked, sucked and kissed my way back to his balls. I kept my finger at his virgin rosebud, letting it rub and slowly enter his hole. Ryan's ass was extremely tight. I knew loosening him up would come with time. My other hand rubbed and caressed his firm little stomach and groin area. I began to nibble along the side of Ryan's cock without actually touching it. One of his hands was now tousling my hair on my head as he waited for me to engulf his beautiful three and a half inch hard penis. As I kissed along the sides, I could see Ryan's cock flare, pulsate and quiver in anticipation. Finally, I kissed the head of his dick. Each time I took a little more into my mouth as I sucked lower and lower down his shaft. I could feel Ryan place both hands on my head this time. I could feel him applying a little pressure on my head as he had done a few hours before, and I felt him buck his hip once. But it was almost like he caught himself because he suddenly stopped applying pressure and bucking his hips. He put his hands back on my shoulders. I stopped sucking his boner to lick my finger that had been playing with his boy pussy up to this point. For the first time since I started sucking his dick, I had the nerve to look up at Ryan. He was looking down at me with his head still propped up by both pillows. He was breathing through his mouth. When he saw that I was looking at him, he gave me a grin and dropped his hands from my shoulders. He watched me lick my finger, but never asked me why. It was like he already knew. As I put the wet fingertip back on Ryan's asshole, and flicked it back and forth over the puckered edges, I asked, "Does everything feel good?" Ryan nodded as he placed his hands on his chest. I quickly returned and inhaled his sweet little cocklette into my mouth. I must have nursed on his rock hard cock for over five minutes when Ryan began to squirm more violently. His hands shot to my head and he doubled up applying pressure on my head to stay down on him (as if I wanted to go anywhere). I could feel Ryan's penis throb in my mouth and knew he was having another one of his dry orgasms in my mouth. "Uaaww!" Ryan gurgled loudly out of his mouth. I tried to penetrate more of my forefinger into his ass as he was busy concentrating on his orgasm. I got an inch inside him as he climaxed in my mouth. When he flopped back onto the air mattress, I knew his orgasm had subsided. I wiggled my greedy finger inside Ryan's hot anus, and then pulled it out. I licked his cock one last time before I slid next to Ryan. I was still totally nude with an erection harder than ever. I brought my finger that had just invaded his asshole to my nostrils and inhaled the aroma. It was the most senual smell I could imagine. You would have to be a boylover to understand how hot the smell of a boy's ass could make you. I had one hand on my head propped by my elbow and the other I finally draped across my abs. I lay on my side watching Ryan breathing heavy, recovering from his orgasm. Ryan looked over at me with a huge grin on his face. "You give great massages," Ryan said, as he leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "I think I can sleep now," he said as he began to get under the covers. "What about my pillow?" I asked. "Oh, here you go," he said as he slid it from under his head. "Nite, Mr. Smith...luv you." "Love you too, Ryan," I said as I turned off the lantern. I watched his shadow drift off, as my erection remained hard. I had hoped Ryan would notice my hard-on and say something like, "Let me help you with that." But, I wasn't going to force him. I hoped one day he would realize that I need relieve, too. So in the meantime, as he slept, I masturbated. I wasn't quiet about my jacking off. I kept hoping he would roll over to see what the noise was all about why I was making grunt noises. But, he never did. I also thought about cumming all over Ryan, but I thought it might make him mad. I wasn't sure how much he knew about sex and that males cum when they reach puberty and I didn't want to upset him. I knew it would take some time, but maybe one day he will satisfy me as well. In the meantime, I came on my abs and chest, and cleaned it off with my underwear that I left near the knapsack. I embraced Ryan and cuddled up next to his hot, nine year old body. I eventually feel asleep as our two naked bodies entwined. When I woke up the next morning, Ryan was kneeling next to his knapsack routing inside it with his underwear on. I was a little disappointed to see that. Did this mean he was embarrassed by last night after all? "What's up Ryan," I asked. "I gotta use the restroom," he said. I see...well let me get dressed and I will go with you. We both wore a t-shirt, shorts, underwear, and sandals, as we walked to use the restroom. I kept an eye on Ryan. I was waiting to see if he had anything he wanted to discuss with me or looked like he was ashamed at what he allowed me to do. But Ryan acted like his usual self all day. After we used the restroom, we ate breakfast and began to enjoy the camping experience by swimming, hiking, and playing a few games at the facilities. Throughout the day we ran into the same father and son we saw the day before. At one point, I saw Ryan over in the woods with the twelve (12) year old talking and throwing sticks. I was making lunch at the time. When Ryan came back, I asked him if he made a new friend. "Sorta," he said. "What's his name?" I asked. Ryan told me that his name was Chris and that he was gonna start seventh grade when school started and that he and his father was leaving tomorrow from the camping site. He told me that he stays with his father during the summer as part of the divorce. "Wow!" I thought. Ryan learned a lot about this kid for only being with him for about a half hour. So, I was curious what he told Chris about me. After all, I never told Ryan not to say anything about our special massages...I just never thought it was needed. I felt Ryan knew it was a special thing between us, but now I wasn't too sure. Ryan said that he told him about where he lived, his school grade (Ryan would be starting fifth grade when school started again), and he told him about the other things he did this summer, like the amusement park. "Did you tell him who I was?" I asked. "No, he never asked, I think he thinks you're my dad," Ryan said. "What makes you say that?" I asked. "Well, coz he would say things like 'Our dads have the same kinda cars' stuff like that." "You never corrected him?" I asked. "Nah, you might as well be!" Ryan said with a huge smile on his face when he realized what he had said. I kissed him on the cheek and told him that I would be proud to be his father. For the first time, Ryan told me about his father as we ate lunch. He told me that he doesn't remember him very well because his mother left him when he was three. Ryan's father never married his mother and his father never made an effort to file for joint custody. So, Ryan has never seen his father since he was three. He told me that when his mother does talk about him, she calls him "an asshole." It saddened me to hear how Ryan's parents once again seemed to do all the wrong things. Before long, it was getting late and time to visit the shower facilities. Now that we were more open with each other's bodies, I had some interesting plans for the shower. I deliberately left the wash cloth behind. When we arrived, the place was empty. So, Ryan and I decided to undress in the locker area rather than the small shower stall. Once nude we went in shower stall four (4). I figured this way I only had to worry about shower stall three (3) if someone came in. It wasn't long before I was lathering up Ryan's body as I had done in the past, but this time I did not have the wash cloth. I had made a big fuss about it as we got into the shower about how I stupidly forgot the washcloth, but Ryan didn't seem too concerned. So, I washed Ryan's hair and my own as he played with water gushing upon our bodies. I washed Ryan's upper torso, arms, hands, and face by rubbing the soap on to my hands and placing my soapy hands onto his body parts. Ryan would hum or carry on a conversation as he so often did when we showered together. Ryan was facing me and I was facing him when I leaned in closer and rubbed his back with my soapy hand in the same manner. Ryan put his hands on my waist for support, as I continued sliding my soapy hand down to his buttocks. I let my hand slide across the sexy globes as I looked over Ryan's shoulder and could see his ample hindquarters being touched by me so sensually. I slid the fingertips within his crack and rubbed the puckered hole as well. Immediately blood rushed to my penis, and it began to swell. I could feel Ryan's hot breath on my chest as I looked over watching his back side. When I pulled away, I had Ryan rinse off his top. As he did so, I could see his semi-erect cock flopping so beautifully before me. Now I was soaping up my hands to wash his sexy little privates. I kneeled down to get closer to his genitals. Once my hands was good and soapy, I began to rub them gently around his dangling balls. Ryan was staring down watching my cleaning process intently. Once I began to stroke his cock with my soapy hand, he became fully engorged. Ryan was absolutely quiet as I cleaned his crotch. He didn't hum or carry on a conversation as he usually did. It made me start to worry, but I could see it was because he was highly aroused. I asked Ryan to lean against the shower wall for support and to thrust his hip region forward. Without question, Ryan complied by placing his back against the shower wall. He moved his waist forward and spread his legs for better support. I soaped up both my hands and placed the soap back into its dish. I began to use one of my soapy hands to surround his harden prick, while the other slid under his balls invading his tight boy hole. I masturbated him slow and steady on the pretense that I was simply cleaning his privates. Ryan stared down at his crotch watching my soapy hand manipulate his boner. He bucked his hips a little as I brought his arosual to its peak. "Aaah," was all that could gurgle out of Ryan's mouth. My soapy finger that penetrated his anus had not gone very far up his butt (maybe an inch), when I withdrew and told Ryan to rinse off. He still wasn't speaking or humming as he rinsed and I felt that maybe I had gone too far as I began to wash myself. But then Ryan said something that made me feel so much better. "Want me to help?" Ryan knew that there was no washcloth. He knew he would have to help clean me with his soapy hands, and yet, he still asked. "Sure, Ryan. Here do my back," I said while I handed him the soap. Now Ryan had washed my back before, but this time, he was using his soapy hands. It felt so good to have his hands roam across my flesh. He handed me back the soap, as he made his way to my buttocks. I fully expected him to stop. Even though he cleaned my butt before, he always had a washcloth. So, I was taken by surprise when he continued rubbing his soapy hands over my ass. "Would he wash my anus? He did it with a washcloth in the pass, but would he use his fingers as I did? Am I expecting too much?" I thought. Finally, my question was answered. Ryan's fingers began to slip between my crack. I continued to wash my front as if all this was prefectly normal. I bent over to give him more access to my asshole. In response, Ryan ran his soapy fingers over my butthole, but he didn't use any of his digits to penetrate my ass. Regardless, it felt wonderful that his fingers were now fiddling with my hole. I thought about asking him to invade my assshole with his fingers, but I thought that might be too much. Maybe one day he will take the initiative on his own. "Maybe one day he will take his hard cock and shove it up my ass," I thought as I turned around to rinse and noticed Ryan's cock still red hard from the incomplete hand-job I gave him a few minutes ago. Now that my front was facing Ryan, I fully expected him to stop since in the past he never did my front (even with a washcloth). But, I was surprised once again when his hands began to wash my abs. I didn't stop him. If anything, I was going to treat his attempt as perfectly normal. "Wait a minute, Ryan," I said, as I handed him the soap again. "You may need more soap." Ryan took the soap from my hands with a slight grin on his face. I was washing my chest, when Ryan made a place for my cock. Such a great sense of pleasure and shock fell upon me. I didn't overly react externally, but internally I was in heaven! I wanted Ryan to feel that helping a guy out by washing his dick was perfectly normal. So, I didn't stop him. Ryan started the whole process by placing his soapy hand around the lower part of my shaft and began to slid his hand toward my tip. Once he reached the tip, he took the soap and rubbed it across his palm. Then he repeated stroking my cock with his slippery, wet hand. I kept washing and trying my best to restrain my erotic feelings. I asked Ryan for the soap so that I could soap up my hands again. I washed my abs (even thought Ryan already did them) to buy some time. At this point, Ryan began to jiggle my balls and held them in his hand for a moment as if to feel the weight of them as a pretense that he was washing them. I could see him studying my cock and balls as he "washed" them. I put the soap back into the soap dish, and I stood in front of the water to rinse. Ryan's hand dropped from my balls when I turned to rinse. "Time for the swimmer to swim again, don't you think, Ryan?" I asked while holding out my hands. Ryan got a huge smile on his face and he jumped into my arms. Ryan had his hands around my neck and his naked legs were wrapped around my back. His boner was pressed against my abs. My hands went to his naked, sexy ass for support, and my erection was pressing against the end of his butt. Just as I had done the day before when we took a shower, I took a step so that his back was against the stall for support. The water splashed on us as it had done before forming a pool of water around Ryan's cock and balls. As Ryan and I both stared at his privates, I reached into the pool of water using my index finger and thumb to slowly masturbate him. I slid my other hand under his ass to invade his boy pussy. Our foreheads were touching together, when I pulled back a little. This caused Ryan's eyes to look up, and place his eyes on my face instead. He looked puzzled and his mouth was slightly apart. He looked so beautiful that I leaned in and kissed him full on the lips and let my touch for the first time pierce his open mouth. Ryan seemed shocked in the face, but I wasn't sure if it was the French kiss or if it was the stroking his cock or the wiggle of my finger up his anus. I could feel Ryan squeeze his ass cheeks together and thrust his hips forward in sexual bliss. I kissed Ryan on the neck and his head tilted a little as if to stop the ticklish invasion of his neck. The slow strokes I was giving his cock began to get vigorous and I had fully intented on bringing Ryan to a full climax when I began to hear voices in the shower facility. Instinctly, Ryan and I both broke free. I was worried about who it was or what they might be saying. It was hard to hear what was being said with the water running so I told Ryan that we better get back to the tent. I think he could tell that I was worried about being caught, but I tried to act like it was simply time for us to stop showering. When I turned off the water, Ryan and I stayed in the dress area of the shower stall to dry off and get dressed. It was a tight fit (for two), but I really didn't want to step out into the toliet and sink area. I wasn't sure if there would be someone out there who might not see this as appropriate. Once we dressed, I kept stalling to make sure whoever was out there was either gone before we came out or I was waiting for them to go into a stall themselves before we left the shower. Soon I heard a shower going and realized it was probably safe to exit. As Ryan and I left, I could hear the voices in the shower. The younger voice said, "If I can!" with a hint of excitement and a snort of a giggle. It sounded like it was twelve (12) year old Chris and his father. I often wondered if they were carrying on an incestiuous relationship, but I didn't stay to listen. A small part of me wished I would have, but a much larger part of me was glad I was heading back to the tent with Ryan. With another whole night together with this beautiful boy, had too many interesting possibilities! The next chapter is what happened when we got back to the tent. Please send your comments to john_boy16@yahoo.com