Date: Mon, 22 Apr 2019 11:41:11 +0200 (CEST) From: marin.giustinian@laposte.net Subject: Fragrance 69 In the following story, all of the characters are totally fictive and the setting is real. For whomever it would be illegal, immoral or prohibited for any other reason whatsoever to read a story about love between two young men is kindly requested to refrain from continuing. A free picture album illustrating this story (pdf) is available upon request at . Please remember to help Nifty stay online by sending your contribution. This being said, I hope you enjoy the tale. ---------- FRAGRANCE 69 by Marin Giustinian ---------- Nowadays, Dominica Island, Eastern Caribbean ---------- Prologue Monroe's father is of African descent and his mother, European. He is from Dominica, a small, independent island in the Caribbean and former British colony. It's placed just in between two French possessions: Martinique to the south and the archipelago of Guadeloupe to the north. He lives in a small cabin he built himself. It's in the shade of the vegetation that comes down to the beach of a small uninhabited cove in the northeast of the island, only about a ten minutes walk from of the little town of Marigot. In spite of his relatively young age of twenty-nine, his very unique character led him to prefer living alone in the midst of nature instead of seeking the company of fellow humans, belonging to a community. On the fringe of land between the exuberance of the jungle, clinging to the abrupt mountain slopes of the island and the slim strand giving way to the immensity of the sea, he felt in perfect communion with his surroundings and above all, with himself. He had decided that being a poor islander, like nearly everyone on Dominica, would not be a problem for him. He was rich in all the things he could do away with. No bills, no neighbours to keep up with, no landlord, and no wife freed him of the drive to work for money and strive for social recognition. The only modern conveniences he allowed himself was his smartphone and his boat. He also had a solar panel needed to keep the phone charged. His old inboard sea skiff, kept in perfect condition, was safely moored in the little port of Marigot, just a short walk along the wooded path. He kept a small pirogue on the beach in front of his cabin for fishing, and, when the night was dead calm, the pleasure of drifting in the moonlit shimmers of the sea, soaking up the silvery light glowing on his almost pale, naked body. He felt, as he grew into manhood, that he had a special connection with the spirits of nature, a sense of belonging to their world, heeding his urges with theirs and enjoying their invisible but ever-present companionship. Some people considered him being simpleminded, others a mystic, even a saint... whatever could be their judgement, one thing was certain: he was one of the most beautiful humans that ever walked the face of the Earth. His work consisted in gathering aromatic plants as well as wild flowers and fruits in the tropical forest. He extracted their essential oils with a small copper still he kept in his cabin. The Dominica Essential Oils & Spices Co-operatives Society Limited bought his vials of essential oils. On the side, he perfumed incense sticks and beeswax candles that he sold in the village market. For him, the incense and candles were sacred, celebrating with each scent a special energy of nature that he called a spirit. But, he had a mission. Now, the story can begin. ---------- Sunrise on market days in Marigot is a colourful event. Merchants, farmers, fishermen, and all kinds of artisans and craftsmen hustle and bustle around, shouting, laughing, spreading out their wares. As Monroe unrolled his straw mats and set up his layout of incense and candles, a teenage lad showed up with a bunch of baskets, setting up business just beside him. It was the first time Monroe had seen the lad on the market. He was a rather comely young man, almost white, certainly a mix of Kalinago Indian, a native tribe just south of Marigot, and European. He could have been a Latino also. Concentrated on displaying his baskets the best way possible on the colourful cover spread on the ground, he paid no attention to what was going on around him. Only when Monroe idled over, looking at the merchandise, did the boy look up and give a good-morning smile to his first customer. Monroe smiled back saying the only word he knew in Kalinago, "Mabrika... hello." The young man readily replied, looking somewhat puzzled, "Ita Bia! Kalinago?" "No, just a local half-breed! 'Mabrika' is the only greeting I know in Kalinago. But you are Kalinago aren't you?" "For one half, yes..." "And you're new on the market!" "That's right... Gotta learn sometime!" replied the young man. "By the way, my name's Monroe." "And mine is Winston. Glad to meet you" "Glad to meet you too. Did you weave those baskets by yourself?" "No, my mother and grandmother do that. I just finished school and they put me to work! And you? That smoke you have burning over there really smells good! Are you selling smoke?" he teased with a pearly smile. "I make incense and scented candles. Otherwise, I make plant oils and sell them to a Co-operative," Monroe said rather nonchalantly... "How much do you ask for the backpack basket over there? I need it to gather my plants with." "I love plants!" Winston exclaimed. He darted over, picked up the larger backpack basket with canvas straps. It was just the right size for Monroe, not too big to be cumbersome and big enough to cram a lot of plants into it while scrambling, hands free, through the thick jungle vegetation. "I can let you have it for sixty East Caribbean dollars. Last you a lifetime!" "Too much, forty dollars," Monroe quipped back. "Listen, I feel good today and I love plants... Okay, thirty-five and it's yours." "Thirty," stated Monroe, handing him the bills. Winston tilted his head, flashed a devilishly cute smile and nodded, saying, "Take it..." While Monroe tried on the backpack, Winston took the money, put it in his bag, and came back with an illustrated book showing it with great pride to Monroe. "Look, I study plants whenever I have a moment to read. I try to find their pictures and names in this book. It's not easy. The names are in English, French and Latin... Isn't that funny? Latin!" Monroe was quite pleased with his purchase and even a bit more so over the enthusiasm of the lad. He also liked the way the boy drove a deal. There being few clients so early in the morning, they had time to strike up a bit of conversation. Monroe explained why Latin was used all over the world for plants, no translations needed. Winston drilled him with more questions and claimed he was interested in distilling oils himself. Monroe tried explaining to him how it's done. "That sounds really complicated! Maybe I could come and see if you don't work too far away?" was his conclusion. More customers started showing up. "Sure, why not..." Monroe hurriedly told Winston where he lived, gave him his phone number and said he could drop in anytime he wanted -- that is, if he had questions about the plants he found or if he'd like to see how a still actually works. Monroe ran out of stock by eleven and decided to leave the market. He waved at Winston, who was still busy with two fussy women, haggling over a pile of baskets. He flashed a sunny smile at Monroe, bringing his thumb to his ear and his little finger to his mouth, signalling that he would call. Monroe nodded and went on his way, sporting a handsome new basket on his back. ---------- Monroe didn't think the lad would call, but two days later when his phone buzzed, there he was. "Hello" "It's me, Winston. The guy with the baskets. You remember." "I remember." "Am I still welcome to come down to your cabin?" "Sure, when?" "This afternoon?" "See you then." That was it. It was three in the afternoon when Monroe heard Winston, whistling like a mockingbird, striding along the strand, light as an elf. "Come on in. Want some herb tea? I was going to brew some for myself." "Yes, I would, thank you," he said, looking around the frugal one room cabin. His eyes stopped on the gleaming, polished copper still, throning in the corner by the stove. "So that's the magic machine..." "It's not a machine." "Sorry." "When something has a name, use it." "So that's your still." "Yes, it's old but it's in great shape. There are smaller ones and even gigantic ones, like for rum. This one's just right for me." While the herb tea was brewing, Monroe explained how it worked: The charcoal burner boils the spring water. The steam rises through the herbs, absorbing their essence, and goes down the coil immersed in the bucket, full of cold water. This makes the steam condense, leaving the essential oil to fall, drop by drop, into the cup. The contents of the cup is then poured into a special jug, a separator, to draw the oil off the top leaving the leftover water and impurities beneath. The pure oil is then poured into the vials and that's it. "Are you going to make it work soon?" "Let's drink the tea first and then I'll fire it up. I was planning on extracting the scent out of lyang-lyang flowers over there. You'll see, it'll look like magic, but it's not really that mysterious." Winston was smiling for all he was worth, anticipating the metamorphose of petals into pure perfume. As they drank their tea, Monroe asked Winston about his studies, family, his likes and dislikes. What does his father do, etc. "I loved school, soccer and plants. Now, I'm out of school and no more soccer. No father, no brother, no sister. My mother got pregnant with a passing yachtsman from France and here I am. We live on the edge of the village, just me, my mother and my grandmother. Grandmother's the boss! I love doing girl things with her like mending and cooking." "What's girly about that?" Winston stalled an instant, then went on, looking down into his mug, "My grandmother told me that some of us Indian boys are born with two souls, one's a man-soul and the other, a woman-soul. She says I'm like that. I've got both. I like being like that, but she says I should never show it, never let the blacks or whites know about it..." "Well since I'm both black and white, I guess I don't count, do I?" "I don't know... I don't even know why I'm telling you all that..." "To tell the truth, I don't think that only you Indians are the ones with two souls. Here in the islands, everybody hates queer boys and men, but every man I know has something queer inside him. When he acts real macho-like, I'm sure it's just to hide his girly side." "Ha! I see what you mean!" laughed Winston. Monroe continued, "Now that you mention it, maybe I've got two souls like you. That's why you feel like you can tell me what your grandmother sees in you. It's just nature after all." "Nature... Yeah, maybe that's why..." Winston said, emptying his cup. Monroe stood, took the cup and said, "Let's fire up the still." About an hour later, Winston beamed as he held the half-ounce glass vial of ylang-ylang oil in his fist. "That's too kind of you Monroe! A real gift! I'd love to learn your trade, man!" "You could ask around to be an apprentice. Apprenticeship is a serious job, but you learn better than in schools." "Do you need an apprentice, Monroe?" "Take it easy, man! Never studied the question. But let me see... If you really want to learn, you've got to start from the beginning. Would you be willing to come and help me gather plants next Tuesday? You'll have to get up really early. We must be in the hills before the sun hits them." "Of course I do! Where and when do you want us to meet?" Monroe gave him an appointment at five at his place. They'd take the pirogue to go to a nearby cove and from there, climb uphill, along the gully of a stream. ---------- Monroe was happy to have some company but was getting angry when he saw that the lad was late. As he was pushing off to leave by himself, he heard the lad shouting as he ran along the strand, "Wait for me! I'm coming!" "Hurry up, damn it! We've only got about an hour's picking time before it's too sunny." They paddled off around the point into a cove and beached in the mouth of a little stream. "I know where there's wild orchids and also some cade roots we're going to dig out." "I'm really sorry I was late, Monroe... Really I am." Monroe said nothing more than, "Hang on and follow me." In the hollow of the stream, the humidity was dense. The earthy odours were almost edible. "There they are! The orchids I was looking for. They were waiting for us. Look at those beauties, my boy!" "Oh my God, Monroe, they are unbelievable!" exclaimed Winston, whistling his amazement. A distant bird echoed the sound further up. "Ha! Sounds like you've got a friend up there!" "Hope so!" "You're going to pick them, with love. Choose only the ones that have a little yellow claw on the tip of the top petal. That means they're just ripe for yielding their juice. Don't bruise them. Touch them in a way that they'll feel glad you want them, then you pluck. That way they'll not try to hang on and surrender between your fingers." "I understand." "I'm going a little way upstream to dig up my cade roots," Monroe said as he left Winston on the job. Then calling back over his shoulder, he said, "By the way, if a snake shows up, wish him 'Good Morning'. He won't bother you. Remember, the only poisonous creatures on the island are people. Ha!" "I'll remember. Stay in calling distance, just the same!" As the sun climbed into the day, so did the temperature, sticky and damp, buzzing with myriads of insects. They were both perspiring when they met back at the pirogue, baskets full, and ready to paddle back. Monroe admired the gatherings of his young disciple. The scent of the basket-load of flowers blended well with the pungent, musky fragrance of the sweaty young man. "Well done, Winston. What else do you have there?" asked Monroe as he picked up a bunch of foliage Winston had stuck on the edge, "looks like wild lime." "I felt like it wanted to come with us too..." "Glad to see you've already started mixing the scents in your mind." "Really? Thanks, man!" "Let's go. I think we deserve a good swim after that." "I didn't bring my swim shorts..." "What for?" ---------- Around noon, Winston left. Monroe found the peace of his cherished solitude. He enjoyed some of the fresh fish they had speared together with a big bowl of beans and rice. Sitting in the breeze on the front porch, he thought, "Winston gave me energy. At the same time, he absorbed a lot of mine. But so what! That's life's good side! Both of us giving, neither one just taking, doing what we feel as it comes and at the same time we did a good job. I think I'd be a fool to not take him on as an apprentice. All I have to do is be clear with my conditions. But I'm not in a hurry. I'd better go sort out the orchids now and wash the cade roots!" As the evening fell, Monroe was dead tired. He drank a cup of rum... or two and collapsed on the bed. He was out in a minute. ---------- Monroe was still in bed when a knock on the door woke him up. "It's me, Winston. You there, Monroe?" Monroe muttered..."What the... Hold on! Just a minute!" Monroe staggered around, looking for his pants. He pulled them on and opened the door to see a double sunshine : the golden dawn dancing on the wavelets and Winston's smile. "You told me to come back early. Am I too early?" he meekly asked. "I told you to come back? What for?" "You said we'd do some distilling..." "I said that? Well, if you're here, I guess so. Come on in." Monroe lit the fire for the tea and pulled out a chair for Winston saying, "The paddling, the hike up the stream, gathering the plants, the swim and washing our harvest yesterday in the stream got the best of me. I don't know why, but with you around, I seem to speed..." "I'm sorry..." "No! Don't be sorry! I loved every minute... I like having you around..." "You mean I can be your apprentice?" "Hold on there. I thought about that some, but I'll make up my mind about you later." "Later when?" "Well, later after our work today. For the time being, I've got to get my wits together, drink my tea and then we'll start the job. Did you bring something to eat or are you going back up for lunch?" "I got my lunch with me, if you don't mind." "No, I don't mind... just let me be for the moment. I need time I wake up, wash my face and start working. Go take a look at our plants and then take the boiler and the coil down to the stream and clean them out real nice." Winston did as told. Monroe washed up and even trimmed his beard some. He lit the charcoal in the burner and called Winston. They distilled with infinite patience the whole stock of what they brought back the day before. "I see why you're not used to hurrying. It takes time to do this work, thing go slow. No way to hurry them up... Gives you time to think. Do you think a lot, Monroe?" asked Winston has they sat waiting for the last batch of orchids to exhale, drop by drop, their essence. "I think all the time." "What do you think about?" "Depends... and you?" "I don't know if I think or if I dream... for the time being, I dream and think about you, about what we're doing... and about how happy I am being here, now!" "Me too." The silence was warm between them as they looked at each drop of orchid essence ooze and then fall into the cup. Then came time for the cade. The day went by like that. When everything was distilled and the labels marked on the vials, Monroe said, "That's done... and well done! Go wash out the still while I put the vials in their shipping box." When Winston returned and reassembled the still, Monroe had the teapot in hand with two cups. He said to Winston, "Come out on the porch and let's talk some." Winston followed Monroe in silence, not knowing what to expect. Would his apprenticeship be accepted or refused? He kept his fingers crossed in his back as he followed Monroe. They sat facing the ocean. Monroe passed a mug of tea to Winston. "Thank you, Monroe." "Tell me, Winston, do you like it down here by the water, away from everything and everybody? Not too boring for a young guy like you?" "Not at all! I love it here. Why do you ask?" "Because I think you're going to be here a lot if you're still interested learning the trade with me." "You mean you accept me!" "I'll accept you only if you accept my conditions. Listen to me all the way and then give me your answer. I'm dead serious and I want you to be serious too." "I'm listening, Monroe. Please tell me what I need to do to be your apprentice." Monroe took his time. He drank his tea, sat the mug down beside him, rubbed his hands together, cleared his throat, and stood. He took a few steps and turned, facing Winston. "Okay, here I go: The first condition is that I meet your mother and grandmother, since you say she's the boss. I need to tell them what we're doing and what I expect of you. I expect you to be on time, clean, never absent, never tell me lies, and all that stuff. I'll expect you to be a perfect gentleman. That's what I'm going to tell them and that's what you're going to promise me in front of them. I'm not going to ask you nor them for money. You're not getting paid for working for me, but you're learning, and learning for free. I'm not a teacher and you're not a pupil. I want to make that clear with them and with you. I'll tell them that you are free to leave me whenever you want, but you and they must know that if you leave, you can't come back. When I tell you that I no longer have things to teach you, then you can come and go as you like and get your cut on the work if you stay with me. I'll tell them that in front of you and you'll tell them that you agree. I want you to bring them here so that they know me and know where you are when we work together. " "All that's fine with me. They'll be glad to know you. I've already talked about you a lot and they..." "Winston! I am not yet finished." "Sorry." Monroe let the sentence seek in, then he continued. "I'm a simple artisan, a distiller of essential oils like many do here on the island. You could be an apprentice with them too... But I'm not just an artisan. There's a difference between me and the other distillers. I have a mission, a quest, a goal, an aim in what I'm doing other than just selling the products of my work. I'm looking for a deeper meaning in concentrating nature in my little vials. If I'm doing that, it's because I'm looking for something that might sound crazy, but something that is the most important thing in my life." There was an intense silence as Monroe figured out how to say what he wanted to covey to the lad. "Now I'm going to empty my sack, Winston, and try to understand me. I'm looking for the perfect fragrance of natural love, the fragrance that makes us feel the power of real love, the sacred force of love in the universe, the power of love and the respect of love, of its beauty. I'm going to find in nature the secret fragrance that reveals the nature of real love, its mystery, its power, its godliness. Do you follow me?" Winston nodded. "My most important condition is that you accept to seek the same thing with me. There! I've spoken my mind." There was a deeper, warmer silence between them. The breeze rustled the palms, the wavelets lapped the sand. Monroe looked at Winston. Winston looked at Monroe with a pleading smile in his eyes. Monroe then said, "That's all. Now, what do you say, boy?" Winston didn't lower his eyes in the least as he said with youthful conviction, "What you want, I want too." Monroe held out his hand. Winston stood and stepped up. They shook hands and both laughed. "Are we going to find that fragrance, man?" shouted Monroe as he patted Winston on the shoulder. "We're going to find it, man! That's for sure!" "So you're willing to work also with your heart, your guts and your feelings too. I don't have any recipes, just insight. But this I do know: We can't find the fragrance of love if we don't cast our egos and our past ways into the fire, and become transparent and pure. Only that way can nature feel free to let the best of love reveal itself to us, in us." "I don't understand your words, Monroe, but I feel your heart behind the words. I trust you. That's the raw, naked truth! I trust you all the way." "That's a good start, Winston. Now go back home, tell your mother and grandmother that we want to talk with them down here at my place. You call me to say when you'll come. You can leave now. I still have work to do." "See you later... and, thank you." "Save your thanks for later. There's a lot of work ahead!" "Thank you, ANYWAY, Monroe!" he sang out as he skipped away down the beach into the setting sun. ---------- Winston, his mother and grandmother met with Monroe the following day. Everything was settled. The only thing they requested was to let Winston sell their baskets in the market one morning a week. Monroe added that he could sell their things with the baskets too. Everybody was happy. Now the real work could begin and begin, it did. Monroe showed Winston how to make incense sticks using makko powder and guar gum on slivers of bamboo. They then soaked the dried sticks in selected combinations of essential oils and let them dry. Winston carved some wooden incense stick holders in cedar heart. It looked great and Monroe was sure it would help sales. Also, Monroe showed Winston how to make the scented candles out of the honeycombs he bought from the local beekeeper. This was the production side of their collaboration. On the research side, they set out to test the thousand and one combinations possible, looking for new, inspiring fragrances, be it with flowers, barks, wood shreds, spices, algae, everything that grew, lived and embellished the island's uniqueness. Winston said they could make body oil, perfume it with their scent extracts and sell it for massage, after-sun lotion and whatever. Monroe agreed and they studied what to use as oil. They needed an oil with the least scent possible. This excluded fruit oils such as coconut or maracuja. Palm oil was out too. The best and least expensive was to make algae oil themselves. At the foot of the cliffs, there were abundant patches of algae, easy to harvest by only diving a few feet under and the subtle sea scent could add a touch of vastness to the perfume. They seemed to be so busy that there was little time for anything else. Monroe began feeling the need to be alone more than just in the evenings. He needed to find his own rhythm again. One evening after work he brought up the subject with Winston. "Winston. I've got to slow down a little. We make incense but we don't burn it together. Let's be more like the incense. It burns slower so that the smoke can rise and disappear leaving only the presence of its fragrance in the air. Let's take time to become sublime, to smell, feel, and enjoy what we make and let new desires and ideas blossom. Let's take time for ourselves, by ourselves. The fragrance we seek needs to come to us as much as we need to try and catch it. If perfumes, scents and fragrances exist, it's to draw love, change us inside, open our minds and our hearts. Let's work more for that than for production." As Monroe softy spoke, gazing into the late afternoon clouds, Winston listened with infinite attention. He was sitting close to Monroe on the porch, so close that their shoulders touched. Neither realised that their energies were mingling like the scents of their essential oils, radiating peace in the luminous, simple pleasure of just being together. "I think it's best we work together for production only in the morning. We already have a good stock for the co-operative. We have enough candles and incense for at least three to four markets. That way, in the afternoons, we can take our time, each one on his own. We can seek new plants, try out new smells and combine them and share our results whenever we feel like it. I've decided to build a back porch onto the cabin and set up the still and the tables out there for making the incense sticks and candles. That way, you don't have to come into the cabin to work on your own, you can come and go, and me too, each one at his own pace, following his own intuition, seeking the same undefinable but deeply felt goal. What do you think, man?" "I think it's worth a try. Do we start tomorrow?" "No, tomorrow, I want to take you to town in Portsmouth, just for some fun together. Go eat in a restaurant, shop some. Go and buy the wood and hardware for the porch and let the still cool off some. Is that a good idea I have there, Winston?" "Couldn't be better!" Winston jumped up doing a little happy-dance, then opened his arms facing Monroe, and stated, "Listen, Monroe, I've got a favour to ask of you." "What for?" "For a hug!" ---------- The boat ride around the northern tip of Dominica was a great treat for Winston. It was his first trip offshore. He sat hushed in the front of the boat, just gazing at the distant islands of Guadeloupe on one side and the mountain top of Dominica on the other. "I didn't realise the mountains were so high. When you're on them you can't see them." "It's sort of like that with people. When you're too close, you don't see each other. You have to back away sometimes to see all of each other, all the way." Winston just gave him a thumbs up, winking at him and then exclaimed, "Look at the dolphins jumping! They're just as happy as I am!" The day in town was fun. They ate a full meal in a small restaurant full of people and loud music. Monroe bought a pair of bright red sneakers for Winston and Winston insisted on buying Monroe a pair of sunglasses. "Makes you look real mysterious!" he said, proud of his gift, and even prouder of his man! They also bought a box of nails and loaded the boat full of planks for the porch. When they got back, they went into the bay just in front of the cabin. They threw the planks in the water and while Monroe took the boat back to the port, Winston waded and swam, rounding up their wood, stacking it high on the beach. He was just swimming around naked when Monroe returned. When Winston saw him, he ran up and grabbed Monroe in a big hug. Monroe fussed, sputtering, "You're getting me all wet!" "I don't care, man! Just hug me back!" Monroe broke out laughing and said, "Wait a minute! Let me strip and swim a stroke or two with you!" It was a beautiful sight to see the two handsome fellows, naked as innocence itself, their plumped up cocks bouncing around as they ran and dove into the warm clear water, frolicking, splashing, wrestling as if they were both just ten old year kids raising hell together. ---------- It only took them two days to build their porch and thatch it over with palms. They set up business out there. It was much cooler and Monroe found the newly available, personal space inside his cabin simply wonderful. Their plan worked. There were no longer any moments of friction nor waiting for each other. Their production routine worked well in the mornings. Each one did what he wanted after lunch. They took tea together at the end of the day, discussing what they had done... or not done, during that time. They just enjoyed the way life was guiding them. It almost became a habit to take their naked swim together when the wind and waves didn't decide otherwise. Monroe worked mostly on combining existing essences for incense and candles, trying to optimise the scents that were deeply modified by burning. He let Winston use the still as much as the fellow wanted and really enjoyed watching him at work. The growing lad's tenacity was fascinating. It made a big impression on Monroe. Winston indulged in distilling all kinds of matter: plants, bark, flowers, etc., with reckless abandon. With his extracts, he combined them, making improbable blends such as mountain plants with seaside plants, barks with flowers, roots and buds, etc. The boy's creative audacity seemed to be limitless. From time to time, Winston disappeared with the pirogue to gather plants in the inaccessible nooks and crannies of the cliffs. One day, he found a small shrub bearing blood red pods, like peppers, growing right at the foot of the cliffs, exposed to sea foam. When he asked Monroe what it was, his mentor replied that he had never seen such a plant before. They looked for it in the book but found nothing like it. A discovery! The pods had a deep, lingering odour that intrigued and excited Winston to no end. Monroe felt that his apprentice's imagination was now boiling over! The next day, Monroe said he had some work sanding and varnishing the boat and left his apprentice to work alone. Winston distilled the unknown pods and combined the essence with that of the wild orchid bulbs and mountain jasmine. The resulting fragrance had a strange effect on him. He stayed erect, leaking with lust while combining the fluids. When Monroe came back, Winston dabbed some of the mixture on him and asked Monroe to sniff it. The young man was writhing like a cat in heat, his voice having suddenly become deeper. As Monroe leaned in to smell his companion, he felt the lad's erect cock against his thigh. The scent cast its spell on him too. When Winston started to pull Monroe's shirt off, he didn't resist. "Come swim with me, Monroe. I need to cool off," Winston cooed, caressing Monroe's chest, then exclaiming, "Good God! Monroe your skin is so soft!" They went on undressing each other, rubbing each other in a sort of haze. Once they were naked, their cocks pressing together, they began laughing and ran into the water. They kept on tumbling and sliding their lithe bodies together, groping and grabbing each other's stiff cock, feeling a growing sensation of lust taking over. In the midst of play, suddenly, Winston broke away and ran up on the beach, leaving Monroe in total dismay. The youth shuddered, covered his face, exclaiming "Jesus sees us and he'll send me to hell! I'm a wretched sinner! I'll burn forever in hellfire! What am I doing? My soul is in the claws of Satan. Oh my God! Save me, Lord! Save me!" Monroe ran up to him on the strand, grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him, shouting, "What the hell, Winston! Stop wailing shit like that! Who tells you that kind of crap? What we're doing is harmless, fun and natural! What's the problem?" "The preacher!" "What does the preacher have to do with us? With you and me here having fun?" "He wants Jesus to save us, save us all." "Save us from what, man? Do you see any sharks lurking out there? I don't!" he joked, opening his arm to the sea. Winston gathered his wits some, calming down. Feeling the power of Monroe beside him, he breathed deeply kneeling down on the sand in front of Monroe. After a few seconds of silence, Winston looked up at Monroe with lost eyes, "I don't know what he wants to save us from, Monroe... I don't know. I don't know a damn thing anymore. I just know that I feel... I feel you are in my life, in me... in my heart, man..." Monroe reached down and urged Winston to stand. They hugged. "Let's get dressed," quietly said Monroe, squeezing Winston's shoulder. Winston smiled back at Monroe. They picked up their clothes and side by side, they went back to the front porch, dressed and sat together facing the sea. "Powerful scent you found there, man..." "It opened me up to myself... it opened me up to you, Monroe... and I'm so confused with my happiness!" Winston calmly commented, "Let's talk about the preacher since he's aggravating your peace of mind." "Okay, if you want... He's a nice man... but..." "Listen, if the preacher man finds something wrong with nature jubilating in us, that means he wants you to be like the way he says you should be, like the way he uses the Bible to say how you should be. He doesn't want you to be free and be the way you really are, be the way God made you to be. You can't be saved from being yourself, from the way God's nature shaped your soul." "But he says that we're all sinners by nature!" "Bullshit! God made nature, not Satan. The story about the Garden of Eden is a fairytale. The truth is that we're not creatures made to live behind the walls of a damn garden. We were put on earth to run wild enjoying God's nature and God's nature comes supplied with volcanoes too. Nobody can stop them from erupting. We menfolk have a volcano in us too that needs to enjoy erupting too. Think about that! All your preacher wants is your money and submission. He wants you to be happy like dogs in his kennel and that's all. Believe me. I know what I'm saying." Winston was on the verge of sobbing. He stepped out on the beach, shaking his hands over his head, saying, "Oh Shit, man! I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know who to believe." Then he turned and came back to Monroe whispering between his teeth, "Maybe the devil is at work in those plants I was combining, driving me mad with lust for you, Monroe." Monroe laughed out loud. "It can't be the devil, Winston! The devil has many more wicked things to do than to hide himself in a perfume. The devil doesn't bother with nature. He bothers with what people do for money, for power, for possessing the souls of other people, for fucking up the planet. Don't you see how the devil makes people hate each other's difference. He's sicking people one against the other like men do in dog fights. Look at what the white folks did to the Indians, to the Blacks... making them become slaves or just killing them out like they kill animals, just to get rid of them and take over. Look how some people treat us half-breeds... My flesh and yours carry the work of the devil down that line!" "It was the devil in that tourist that used my mother... Am I the son of Satan?" "Shit man! Don't mix up everything! If your mother let him fuck her, it's because she felt love for him. There's no devil in that. The devil is in the fact that the tourist just fucked her and ran -- no love involved. The devil can't bear love. Love put you in your mother's belly, not the devil! Your genitor was already fooled by the devil in thinking he could do what he wanted with a redskin. He could just get his rocks off in her since he was white... His rocks were natural and there you are! The poor fool's heart and head were no longer natural simply because the devil made him think he was better than us. I thank God that you're here and I'm sure your mother and grandmother do too. You're here because she loved, not because he fucked and ran. In fact, nature used that tourist's juice to make you come into the world. Love stole it from him, but he didn't know that he was the victim of the devil... not you." Monroe was all fired up explaining those things. His growing attachment to the lad freed feelings he had repressed for years now. "Let me tell you more about Satan, boy!" Monroe said, standing and speaking for the first time with deep sadness, glistening with hate in his eyes. "My dad was black and my mother a quadroon. She looked like a full blooded white girl. They loved each other. They took me with them out of this island to go to America looking for a better life. As a better life, they got killed by the Americans -- by the white, church going evangelical Americans who thrive on doing Satan's business, in the name of God! They hate, hiding behind the religion of love. That whole country up there is sick in the head with religion and hate. Religion and hate kill! They killed my dad and raped my mother, fucking her to death because they claimed that only the Devil can put a black man's dick in a white woman's cunt. For them, there was no way that their 'Jesus' could let them love each other and I, the half breed, the fruit of sinful abomination, was just good enough to lick their asses before they stuck their dicks up my ass, tearing me apart, raping me too. There's no way that there's any Jesus-business with that. I was only twelve but I was already twelve. It was in Alabama. That group of white trash committing murder with their dicks was getting drunker by the minute. I managed to run away. I fled for my life, dying in my ass, bleeding down my legs. I was found, huddling in a garden shed behind a little wooden house. I passed out, hoping to never wake up. An elderly black lady did wake me up. I screamed and scrambled trying to get out. She said, 'Don't fret little man. I'm not going to hurt you, boy.' She took me in, gave me some salve to calm the wounds in my asshole. She said that'll do you good, boy. She said she made the stuff herself with herbs. She was all I had left. I broke down and told her all my story. I thought I was going to die from weeping, vomiting, screaming out all the evil stuffed down in me. She took me in and went to a lot of trouble getting people to help smuggle me back home to Dominica, back home where I could tend to myself. Every time I tried to thank her, she just said, 'It's only natural, honey.' You see, Winston, that's Jesus-business working. He works in natural things, thwarting the Devil, outside of his walled in garden, because it's the Devil who made an orphan out of me, who got my ass torn up getting raped by those high and mighty, righteous, nigger killers, who laughed, tying up my father and slitting his throat, who fucked the life out of my mother and then fucked the ass of her child they held as he screamed for help. Nature and Jesus made me a free man, a man free to be me and to be me with you here and now. There's no Devil in what nature, fun and youth urged us to do, Winston, because what we did doesn't interest the Devil. He's too busy doing evil business through righteous people, judging other people's lives. In fact Satan shuns you and me for what we did because he shuns real love!" "You... you love me, Monroe?" "My God yes, Winston! I do love you! I believe Jesus, Winston -- I believe Jesus and I believe nature and both Jesus and nature tell me to love you. It's my heart who tells me so. You see, man, long before Jesus was born, love and sex between men existed. Jesus never said a word about that. In all his teachings about many, many things, he never said that love and sex between people like us should be condemned. But what Jesus calls sinful IS sin. He could even get out his whip and chase the righteous people working in their church. The same Jesus, hearing that his lover friend, Lazarus, was dead, he wept and called him out of the tomb! If he doesn't call something a sin, then it's not a sin and what's not a sin is a virtue of nature. Do you hear me, man? He never said that our kind of love is a sin! Believe your heart. Believe nature. What does nature tell you? Where is there a simple trace of Satan in nature? Your preacher and the devil say one thing. Nature, Jesus, and I say another. Your heart must choose the one who sets you free to be yourself, to love and grow and be happy. It's up to you." "My heart tells me it's you who set me free!" exclaimed Winston as he threw himself on Monroe, grabbing him in a long, long hug. While clinging to him, he even wept some. Monroe let him do it, hugging him back, gently rocking him a little. They just hugged. After a while, Winston went limp and uttered, "I'm so tired, Monroe... I think I need to go now. I need to go home." "That's a good idea, Winston. Go rest up some. See you tomorrow." "I'll be here, Monroe. I love you too... and Thank you!" "It's only natural, honey-boy! Ha!" ---------- The next morning, Winston showed up nice and smiley again. They hugged, drank a tea together and organised their day. "Listen, Winston, the weather's perfect to go to Portsmouth in the boat. I need to do some serious shopping to put a decent roof on our back porch. The thatch isn't working well and we need to screen it in because of the bugs. I think it would be good for you to work some more on that potent concoction you made yesterday. It's really powerful. Just let it work on you some more. Maybe you're on the breach of finding that fragrance of love we're seeking. Don't be upset by religion, stay faithful to your mission, to our mission and forget their stupid restrictions. It can't do any harm if it makes you lusty again. You know how to take care of it if it gets too tough," he said making the familiar, jack-off gesture with his hand down in front of his crotch. Winston laughed. "You know, Monroe, I thought a lot about what we talked about. I don't care if you're the devil or not. What you said to me did me a lot of goddamn, holy good -- and I want to thank you..." Monroe interrupted him saying, "It's only natural..." "I knew you'd say that! But let me finish. I already thanked you before going to sleep last night. I thought about you and took care of thanking you just like that too!" he giggled some, wiggling around, jerking his hand just like Monroe did. "I'm flattered! But work on balancing your potion too! Make a new distillation and mixture. If the fragrance is still as fantastic and effective on you as yesterday... then do what you have to do. Whatever happens, when I get back, I want us to work together on the formula. There's a lot of love energy involved in it. We can improve it together. Would you like for me to do that with you?" "I need you to do that, please!" "If the wind doesn't rise, I should be back not too late in the afternoon. Help yourself to what you find in the pantry for lunch. You'll need to feed yourself, I'm sure!" ---------- The next morning, Monroe was already gone when Winston arrived. He immediately went back to work on his formula and the more he worked, the more the urgency of lust became persistent. He finished the combination and couldn't stand it any more. He jerked off and spewed his semen in the potion. Why? He didn't even think about that. It was just evident that it was the thing he had to do. He had to make his offering too. The milky substance slowly dissolved in the cup. The scent became deeper, calmer with notes of mellowness. It had lost its sharp, somewhat prickly tang. Feeling less feverish, he went about pressing oil out of the algae he had gathered and dried. It was a strenuous task and the exercise did him good. He took a swim to cool off, ate a bite or two and went back to the oil press. Then he lit a fire to burn the remains of the algae so that only the smell of the sea remained in the air and in the oil. The wind had risen and there were white caps out beyond the cape. When he saw Monroe's boat entering the bay, he felt his heart throb in his chest and his mouth went dry. He pushed the pirogue into the water and paddled out to meet him. Together, they unloaded the boat. "Good day to you!" he shouted as he threw the anchor overboard. "How was the trip back?" "Wet!" "Did you find all you needed town, Monroe?" "Yes, I did... and how was your day, Winston boy?" "You'll see!" They shuttled screening, shingles, battens, tar paper and chip boards in three trips. Winston stacked the stuff up by the cabin while Monroe took the boat back to port. As he waited for Monroe to return, he checked on his mixture and saw it had completely settled. The fragrance filled his nostrils and the effect on him was immediate. He was shaking with lust. His mouth watered and his hands trembled as he carefully poured into a clean cup the clear oil off the dregs remaining in the bottom of the separator. He covered the cup with a saucer and put it in the shade. He saw Monroe coming up the beach and couldn't help himself. He ran towards him, the scent of his concoction still lingering on his fingertips. He stopped just in front of Monroe, ran his fingers through his hair and held out his arms for a hug. "Do I smell the perfume of your work in your hair?" asked Monroe as he released Winston from his embrace. "I guess you do," he said, sniffing his fingers as they walked side by side, back to the cabin, "I worked on the formula all day long and pressed almost a pint of algae oil too." Monroe took Winston's hand as they walked and brought it to his nose, inhaling a deep lung-full. Enthralled, he smelled once more, saying nothing at first. As he felt a glowing emotion rise inside, he squeezed his companion's hand and simply said, "Let me smell a drop of it in one of your arm pits." "Why that, Monroe?" "Our bodies express the smell of our feelings in our pits and pubes. When we put fragrances there, they enhance our own fragrance... or stench... Ha! It depends on how we're feeling..." They went inside. Monroe poured himself a tall glass of cold tea exclaiming, "I'm dying of thirst all of a sudden... must be the sun or is it you that make me need to drink! Ha! Go fetch your work, man!" Winston came back, bearing the cup still covered with the saucer. When he took the saucer off, the fragrance invaded the warm, immobile air of the room. The wind outside seemed to pick up, making the palms rustle overhead. "Fantastic!" gasped Monroe, "dash a drop... just a tiny drop, mind you, under an arm and rub it in." Winston did as was told, excited to see Monroe so enthusiastic. "That's good. Now come closer." He bent over, holding Winston's arm in the air and whiffed his pit. "It's close to what we're looking for... but it's not yet quite that," he muttered, inhaling again. "I want to smell it on you, Monroe." "That's fair! My pleasure!" He stripped off his shirt and dabbed a drop under an arm too. He then raised his arm as Winston approached his face. The moment was intensely intimate, pure and luminous. The two men scented each other like animals do, gently at first, then just a little bit wilder. Monroe pulled Winston's shorts down and rubbed a drop of essence into the lad's pubes, never minding his throbbing cock, drooling crystal clear slick from its tip, smearing Monroe's cheek as he leaned in breathing deeply. "Me too!" breathlessly whispered Winston as he tugged on Monroe's pants. There too, a very stiff and wet cock greeted him. He dabbed Monroe's pubes with his fragrance and then seizing the shaft of his master's perfect cock, engulfed it, sucking it, seeking it, swallowing it as Monroe moaned, thrusting slightly, his head abandoned, thrown back, his eyes closed in rapture. Instinct dominated as youth thirsted maturity's essence... Maturity surrendered it's essence to quench youth's needs. A sudden, high pitched howl resounded in the cabin as Monroe spewed abundant globs of semen into Winston's eager mouth and down his throat. Some drooled on his lips as he coughed a bit and obeying some mysterious urge, he turned and spat the rest of Monroe's offering, mixed with his own saliva, into the cup, joining the semen already present in the mixture. Monroe grabbed him, held him tight in his arms and covered his face with kisses. Their mouths met. Their tongues danced. They stumbled, still clinging to each other, and fell on the bed. Monroe licked Winston's chest, his heart, his tits, his belly and as the lad trembled and writhed, he sucked on the young, straining cock until his thirst was quenched too with a deep, grunting sigh. "Oh my God! my God!" Winston shouted, over and over again, grabbing Monroe's hair and pulling him up to his face. They kissed, catching their breath, squirming in their sweat, clenched together. Winston began to hum. Monroe hummed with him. A kind of chant rose as their voices melded on the background of the waves' rhythm pounding the sand. From deep within their throats, a soft sound of laughter rose until they wept in the joy of that sacred instant. The setting sun skimmed the foam-streaked waves. They lazily untangled their gleaming bodies. Monroe lit the oil lamp. The golden glow fell upon their smiles as they stared into each other's soul for the first time. Monroe went over and breathed in the fragrance from the cup once more. The combination of both men's semen created the perfect fragrance they sought and finally found. Winston was sprawled on the bed, wanton, legs open, his cock dribbling once more. Monroe climbed back on the bed and covered Winston, nibbling his ear, whispering, "We have found the fragrance of love." Winston jerked and turned over on his belly under Monroe, writhing some. "The algae oil is in the pantry on the back porch, Monroe. I need you in me... I need you now... Please... Don't let me languish anymore!" A full, pregnant moon cast its eternal spell. Clouds sped their shadows through its milky beams. The silver light, flowing through the closed windows, crept across the bed as the hours slid towards dawn. The gentle moans and giggles of the two lovers met the song of the gale winds blowing... or was it just the wild dance of angels, celebrating above, the sublime explosions of their erupting love? ---------- Winston told his mother that he was moving in with Monroe for several days. They were constantly sucking each other, collecting at the same time each other's semen. They collected and distilled more and more of the plants that went into the creation of their fragrance of love. Their souls continued to merge deeper and deeper as they performed their ritual of mutual fellatio. The blending of their offerings, bathed in each other's saliva, with the essences of their plants, led them to a deeper communion with the thriving nature of their special island. Their productive communion, sucking each other to orgasm, led to a more intimate communion when they surrendered to the lavish penetration of each other. Little by little, their sex became rituals as if they were sacred acts of worship, acts of art. They scented the algae oil with their potion and massaged each other, anointing their cocks, and in the glow of their scented candles and the haze of their incense, they slid in and out of each other, loving late into every night, serenaded by the jungle sounds above and the rolling sea beyond. They perfected the formula with several variations of intensity, creating milder or higher levels of potency, experiencing total immersion in nature's most powerful expression of love and creation together. ---------- Winston went as usual to the weekly market in Marigot to sell his mother's baskets. He and Monroe agreed that he could put just a whiff of their aphrodisiac fragrance on him, just to see how others, males and females, reacted. With the girls and ladies, they only complimented his good smell. Nothing more. However some of the menfolk and boys lingered longer than usual before the baskets along with Monroe's ordinary candles and incense on sale. One older man and later a younger one actually stared longingly at Winston, without reserve. It was evident that each one was confused and yet attracted, both mysteriously drawn by the air around Winston's person. The proof that the fragrance had an erotic appeal only on other males happened as Winston was packing up after the market. Three of his younger school mates, on their way to soccer practice, stopped by and engaged conversation with Winston. Usually they just waved hello. As they were talking two of them kept on touching Winston, then teasingly touching each other, obviously aroused, feeling randy. The third, unaffected and clearly less refined than his buddies, pulled the two others away saying, "Come on and stop acting like poofs!" When Winston returned to the cabin, he told Monroe about what happened on the market place and his encounter with his school chums. "Our love fragrance works only on boys and menfolk who have, hidden deep down inside, our kind of feelings. For the ladies, it only smells good. Our potion could really help a lot of mates who could free that part of themselves with our frangrance. They deserve experiencing what we experience, Monroe," explained Winston as they strolled along the beach. "I'm sure you're right, man... but we need to think about how to get it to them, where to sell it, with whom and all that, without getting in trouble. Even if many guys feel sometimes in life what we feel, it's something that still has to be hidden around here. You know that better than I do!" "Yes, you're right..." Still thinking, Monroe went on, "On the other hand, as you say, our fragrance could help them to recognise each other and free all that built up love that nature's put in them, like in us, that's stifling under secrecy, shame and fear. That's a fact..." "Listen Monroe, more and more tourists are coming through our island. You can tell that a lot of them are chi-chi, batty boys, guys like us. The difference between them and us is that they show it. Couldn't we find places to sell it to them? The word would leak out anyway and the local islanders that fancy going with the tourists could be touched that way too. We could make scads of money, live better, work less and have more time for loving! Don't you think I'm a clever business man?" "You've got a point there, lover-boy!" They talked about the use of making more money than they already needed, about the dangers of exploiting nature too much, about getting caught up in the 'system'. They knew that their fragrance was rare and difficult to make. It combined the wildness of the jungle, the spiritual elevation of the the mountains, the immensity of the sea and the delicateness of flowers. Then there was the precious presence of mixed, loving semen. Just to make that special fragrance would be a full time job, not to mention the candles and incense. "Listen, Monroe, we won't forget our philosophy. We're not weak nor crazy. All we need to do is help men and boys let their souls soar some, discovering each other and sharing their hidden desires in the light of our fragrances." "Putting it that way, that sounds good! Hold on a second. I've got an idea" exclaimed Monroe. Winston sided up next to his lover and took his hand, waiting for him to speak again. "I know this guy who runs a guest house in Portsmouth. His name's Terry, Terry... something or other. He's a Brit and I'm sure the way he flaunts around, he must cater to the fag set. Whatever... Listen, the guy's really cool. It won't be the least bit of a problem to come out to him, I'm sure. We could ask to see if we can try to sell some of our fragrance in his place. Let's make a little batch of body oil, incense sticks and candles, take the boat and go." "Now?" "Now!" ---------- Terry listened to them with great interest. He took a sniff and said, "Boys, you're damn right! Powerful potion... Leave me some. I've got a gay sailboat cruise, full of guys coming in for the night before taking the plane next week. Each cruise ends up here in my place. I know the captain. I'll burn some incense in the bar at happy hour and display your body oil and candles. What do you call your potion?" Winston and Monroe shot a blank look at each other. Then Winston directly announced, "Fragrance 69." Terry smiled and said, "That's a great name, but we need a ticket, a label, something to make it look legitimate and not under the counter, voodoo stuff, if you see what I mean." "Give me an hour and we'll bring what you need back here, hand-made, elegant and all!" Monroe still looked blank. "Come on, Monroe. Do you know a shop in town with good paper, kraft, cardboard... anything like that?" "What do you want to do, man?" "Create our label!" They found the right heavy duty paper. They also bought a pack of string labels, a red felt pen, and a stick of glue. They went back to the guest house. While Monroe and Terry chatted some, Winston quickly penned on each label a stylised 'six' with the tail of a 'nine' hanging from it. The meaning of the symbol, the logo, was evident and elegant at the same time. He then quickly tore strips of paper and wrapped a sleeve around each candle, gluing the ends. He penned the same logo with the six and the nine sharing the same circle. The result was perfect. Only the logo, nothing else written to trace the objects. "Wow, guys! That's really first class!" exclaimed Terry, "now tell me how much do you want for each article?" Monroe replied, "How much do you think they could be worth?" Terry thought a moment and came up with a series of prices in East Caribbean dollars, Euros, US dollars and Pounds Sterling. "Let me take twenty percent and the remaining eighty is for you, Monroe," said Terry. "You mean for me AND for Winston." "Yeah, that's what I meant," he said, smiling at Winston, then at Monroe... "Sure! that's what I meant, fellows. Great! I'll call to tell you how it went." Terry called a week later. The results were stunning. Terry ordered another stock saying they could raise the price... even double it! ---------- Epilogue They went to work and made a limited production of FRAGRANCE 69 and returned to Portsmouth. Terry's reaction was clear : they doubled the price. It was expensive, but worth it. He also told them of a gay-only bed and breakfast on the neighbouring French Island of Marie Galante. Between the French place and Terry's they discovered that they could probably sell all they could make. Monroe asked him to call this French guy for an appointment. Terry immediately rang them up and explained everything. An appointment was set for the following week. "The fellow's name is Jean-Pierre. He's really nice. The place is called Matin Heureux... Happy Morning. Make a good deal!" wished Terry as they left, cash in pocket. The next day, Winston and Monroe went back to work, taking their time with the labels, sleeves, and each other. They left for Marie Galante, found the Matin Heureux, and were greeted by a Jean-Pierre, happy to meet them. He was really impressed. Every evening at the Matin Heureux, there was a party by the pool. Monroe, Winston and Jean-Pierre set up a display and lit incense and candles a bit everywhere. The pool became the stage of a wonderful orgy! They sold all they had brought. Jean-Pierre wanted to buy the recipe, offering a small fortune. Both Winston and Monroe refused. They explained that it would offend the spirits of the island. Jean-Pierre thought they were crazy, but had to accept their position. However, he did persuade them to split their production exclusively between Terry and himself, and keep both places stocked. "Listen guys, when the news hits Paris, we're going to be invaded!" claimed Jean-Pierre, "You better prepare yourselves!" "We'll cross that bridge when we get there..." stated Winston, "and thanks for everything!" "Yes, thanks a lot, Jean-Pierre, Merci!" added Monroe. The two lovers sang all the way coming back! ---------- Winston's mother and grandmother blessed them when Winston moved in with Monroe to stay. Monroe thanked them from the bottom of his heart. Grandmother's reply was so true, so simple. "It's only natural, dear. That's the mystery of love. That's nature's business, man! Nature and Jesus! Come by our place as often as you can and stay out of trouble, both of you! Don't forget, I'm the boss! Give me some... some ordinary candles..." ---------- A free picture album illustrating this story (pdf) is available upon request, giving the title, at