Date: Wed, 15 Dec 1999 15:29:00 EST
From: VicHowel@aol.com
Subject: Growing Up Sexual - chapter 7

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Growing Up Sexual, Chapter VII, by David MacMillan


My mind wandered as I sat through the Sunday School class the morning after
Richard took my cherry.  And my eyes roamed.  My dick stayed half hard.

There was Lindy Bennett sitting two seats from me on my left.  We'd been
buddies on and off since we'd started school five years earlier.  I
realized suddenly that he was really nice looking.  On my right was Tommy
Mills whose daddy was the new high school principal. He was just a little
bit pudgy but nice over all.  The Weeks twins sat in front and were really
nice on the eyes.  They were 14 like Julian and entering high school next
year. Richard and Billy were sitting over by the window and I kept glancing
at them too.

My butt was a little sore now that I was having to sit on it and was bored
out of my head.  I had a hard-on as I undressed them in my mind.  I even
undressed some of the boys I wasn't attracted to.  A part of me wanted to
taste each one of them, feel their dicks push back and forth between my
lips until the shot loads of jizz into my mouth.  That same part of me
wanted to feel their dicks in my butt too.  I wondered if any of them would
look as good as Richard did naked.  Or if they'd just be okay like Billy
was.

I smiled at that.  Billy's dick was a good two inches shorter than his
brother's and was thin.  He wasn't fat but there wasn't the definition to
his body that Richard had.  But he felt good pumping his thing into me, as
good as his brother.  Plus, he'd sucked me off a lot last night.  There was
a special place in my heart for him because of that, even if I couldn't
stop thinking about Richard's dick and how much I wanted it again.

I'd accepted that I liked dick.  Down my throat and up my butt.  The boys
of Soul GA were the only ones who could be my sex companions.  But how?  I
had to be careful or I'd get myself labeled real quick.

Billy caught up with me at the bike rack.  "Don't even think it, Vic.
Promise me that."

"Think what, Billy?"

"I saw you looking at every boy in our class."  I looked down at the
sidewalk and my face felt hot.  Was I that obvious?

"Vic, I like you.  Richard does too.  We want you to be our friend.  What
we did yesterday and last night was a special kind of friendship.  I don't
want that to end."

I looked up at him, surprise written across my face.  "It won't end, Billy
Lee.  Why should it?"

"It will if you try to get into anybody else's pants."  He looked away, the
toe of his shoe tried to dig a hole in the flower border along the walk.
"People talk, Vic.  Anything out of the ordinary and they start jabbering
to their friends.  The word gets around."

"Yeah - so?"

"With that kind of reputation, nobody would dare get close to you.  You
know that Donny Eason in high school?"

I nodded.  I'd heard of the boy, whispered rumors mostly - filtered down
from the high school boys who played on the vacant lot next to Julian's
house..

"You don't want that kind of reputation, Vic."

"Billy, that Eason boy is one step above white trash," I told him, hiding
myself in class-status.  "Those kind of people run their mouths about
everybody. "

"So do people from our class, Vic.  From what I hear, it was Marshall
Fields who started the rumor about Donny."

"Marshall?"  Marshall Fields was a senior at the high school but he so good
looking.  A real dreamboat.  Imagining him as I stood at the bike rack with
Billy, I was willing to bet he had a dick as nice as Richard did.

"Donny sucked him off.  The next day it was all over school."

"Jesus!" I groaned.  I shuddered.  What Billy was saying started to sink
in.

"From what I heard, it was Donny's first time doing it too."

"How do you know so much about it?"

He looked at me, searching my face.  "I have my ways.  And I keep my ears
open.  Remember, Vic, I'm like you - I like it too.  Only, I know the score
because I keep my eyes and ears open, because I don't want that kind of
shit getting around about me."

"Don't worry, Billy.  What we did last night, what we continue to do, it
isn't going to get shared around," I told him.  "I don't to get labeled
either.  It'll be just the three of us and nobody else."

He smiled then.  "That's what I wanted to hear."

"But I can look, can't I?  I realized back there that there are some cute
guys in this town."

He grinned.  "Yeah, you can look.  I sure do.  But you've got to hide it a
lot better than you were doing there in class."

"I was daydreaming."

"You going to this church camp they're recruiting for?"

I remembered that the Sunday School teacher had mentioned it.  I knew my
step-father would almost make me go.  "That's in July.  Yeah, probably.
Why?"

"I'll probably go too then.  That could be fun."  He grinned.  "I'd better
catch up to Richard and the folks.  I'll see you at school tomorrow?"  I
nodded and watched him wave as he started for the church.  I pulled out my
bike and began to pedal for home.

* * *

Julian's body slowly relaxed.  Danny's dick was still buried in his butt,
his own buttcheeks pressed hard against the older boy's crotch.  It felt
good having Danny's arms around him and his dick inside him.

Danny released him and pulled away from him.  Julian felt empty.  "That
surprised the hell out of me," Danny said as the younger boy turned to face
him.  "It just slipped in, like your butthole was open and waiting for it."

"I - it felt good," he said, hoping that he wasn't going to push the older
boy away from him by admitting to liking what they'd done.  He wanted more
of Danny.

Danny grinned.  "It sure did."  The grin faded as he studied the younger
boy's face.  "You liked getting cornholed?"

Julian looked back towards shore, unable to meet the other boy's gaze.  He
was hard still just thinking of Danny's dick.  "Yeah," he mumbled.  "Are
you going to tell everybody I'm queer?"  His voice quivered.

Danny smiled again, slowly.  "As long as it's just you and me, Julian,
nobody's going to know anything."

Julian relaxed then.  He hadn't even realized how tense he'd become.  Now,
he felt safe.  Danny wasn't going to tell, and he was implying that this
wasn't going to be the only time.  He smiled tentatively at the older boy
and reached between them to find his pole.  "So, you think you like my tail
then?"

"It's tight.  It felt real good.  And I want more of it - all I can get of
it."  Danny let the younger boy's fingers wrap around his meat and gently
pull on it.  He grew hard again.  "Have you - uh - done this before?"

"Just last night - and this morning," Julian admitted, looking away again
in embarrassment.

"Not with anybody we know, I hope."

"Naw.  Some Yankees going down to Florida.  They paid me to do it.  Only, I
found out liked dick."

Danny grinned.  "I figured.  You're in the perfect place to find guys
who're interested.  Only, I figured you hadn't gone all the way."

"Well, I did.  I'm not real proud of it.  I'd rather have found out with
you as my first time-"

"Nothing to be ashamed of there, Julian.  You take it whenever the
opportunity comes up."

"You mean it?"

"Yeah.  I mean, those Yankees are from out of town; nobody's going to know
what you're doing with them.  And they pay you for doing it - that's cool."

Julian studied the older boy carefully.  He'd been hoping they'd have
something between them - more than just the sex he'd had with Hank and Jim.
He still did.  "You don't mind me spreading my booty around?" he asked
hesitantly.

"It's yours, Julian.  You can do what you want with it.  You and me, we're
just buddies-" he grinned and reached out to touch the boy's hip, his
fingers spreading across his nearest buttcheek.  "Fuckbuddies now, I guess.
But that's all it is, us helping each other out."

"Fuckbuddies," Julian mumbled and looked back towards shore again, his eyes
glistening.  He suddenly felt ashamed of being naked with Danny.  Of what
they'd just done.  Of wanting him again.  He let go of the older boy's hard
dick.

"Right.  As long as nobody else knows you like dick, we can help each other
out a lot."  He laughed and moved closer.  "Do you suck dick too?" he
asked, thinking of Donny Eason swinging on his dick last night.  Things
were looking up.  He was going to have all the sex he wanted, and it wasn't
going to be just Clyde and Donnie sucking on his joint.  He liked this
kid's butt.  He liked dicking it.

"Y - yeah."

"I'm ready again," Danny said and squeezed Julian's butt.  "Which way do
you want it?"

"I-" Julian realized he was just a thing for this boy to get off with, like
he had been with the two men who'd stayed in the motel.  His face flamed at
the realization.  His dick felt harder.  "I'll suck on it," he said,
shucking off his embarrassment.  "Let's get back on shore."

There were a lot worst looking guys than Danny who could have caught him
out, Julian told himself as he started to make his way towards the sand.
Guys who'd have talked a blue streak about what they'd done.  At least,
he'd get plenty of dick, he'd be satisfied, and nobody would know.  Just so
long as he kept it to just him and Danny.

By the time he was only up to his knees in water, Julian was looking
forward to tasting the older boy following him.  He hadn't even really seen
Danny's pole and it'd been in his butt.  He wiggled his fanny at the memory
of it being there, of it filling him up.

He heard splashing behind him and Danny was running a finger inside his
crack.  "You want my dick in your butt, don't you, Julian?" he growled
against the younger boy's ear.  "I'll keep you so filled up, boy, you won't
even want to put your clothes on again."

"Yeah?"  Julian stopped, ground his butt against the hand, and smiled over
his shoulder.  "You and what army?"

Danny guffawed.  "Keep the army out of this, boy.  I've got all the dick
you're going to need from now on.  All you've got to do is ask for it."

Splashing up to the shore, Julian turned around to watch the older teenager
come up to him.  "Please, may I have your dick, Danny," he asked, smiling
and studying the boy's equipment package as it approached him.

It was cut, like Vic Howell's, but an inch or so shorter than his own,
maybe 7" - and nowhere as big around.  It was a lot smaller than Hank's at
the motel.  Yet, it filled him up nicely.  And Danny's hair.  Julian had
liked the feel of that when Danny was fucking him.

He dropped to his knees.  "Please, Danny, come to me.  I want to taste it,"
he prodded.  He smiled as the older boy took a step closer to him and
licked his lips.  "Come to, baby."

He reached out to take Danny's dick when it got close enough and rubbed it
against his cheek.  Danny moaned.  "You like that, don't you?" he asked,
aiming the boy's dick at his mouth and licking its flared head.

"Take it!" Danny hissed as he shoved his hips forward.  "Take my big dick.
I want to feel your tonsils squeezing it as I fuck your throat."

Julian opened his throat, just as he had learned to do with Hank and Jim.
His nose pressed against Danny's warm skin, the older boy's black pubes
tickling his nostrils.  The head of Danny's dick was buried deep in his
throat.  Julian swallowed.

"Oh, shit!  That feels so good," Danny yelped.  "Do it every time I push
all the way into your mouth."

Julian nodded and continued to suck the 16 year old off at the edge of the
pond.  His hands explored the boy's tight cheeks and moved up his back to
come under his arms and find Danny's nipples.

Danny held Julian's head, mostly to guide his dick into the boy's mouth as
he wasn't resisting.  He pumped his pole in and out of the boy's mouth and
felt his balls tightening.

He looked down at the boy and saw him sitting on his haunches, his buttocks
spread and sticking out, inviting him.

Danny pulled his dick out of Julian's mouth.  "I want your butt, Julian.  I
want to fuck you again."

Julian looked up at him and smiled.  He lay back on the sand and raised his
legs, bending them over his chest to expose his butt.  He watched Danny
kneel below him.  His heart beat out an excited tatoo and his hard dick
pulsed with desire in time with it.  An itch deep in his butt flared and he
wiggled his fanny as Danny's hands gripped his ankles and spread his legs
open.  "Give it to me," he groaned and grabbed each buttcheek and spread
them as further invitation to the older boy.

Danny crawled up to Julian and bent over him, holding himself up with his
arms.  His hard pole held to his belly.  "Put it in you, Julian," he
whispered and smiled down at the boy beneath him.  "Show me how much you
want my dick."

Julian folded his fingers around Danny's meat and slowly pulled it away
from the older boy's treasure trail.  The tip traveled the length of his
ballsac, pushing his balls out of the way.  Then the knob was filling the
well Julian's cheeks made around his entrance.

Danny wasted no time.  The moment he felt the boy's cheeks pressing against
the head of his dick, he thrust his hips forward.

Julian gasped as the older boy began to enter him.  There was no pain, he
was still stretched from both Danny's work out of his butt earlier and the
sex with the men at the motel.  It felt good entering him, massaging the
nerves at his entrance and massaging the muscles in his chute as it slid
easily into him.

Julian gazed up at the older boy, holding onto his gaze.  His hands rose to
ride Danny's hips as the last of the boy's dick filled him.  Pleasure shot
out from his butt, from the lips of his hole, from his dick, cascading over
him like a wave as the older boy's pubes tickled the bottom of his ballsac
and the insides of his thighs.  "Yeah!" he moaned and ground his buttocks
against Danny's thighs.

"You like my dick in you?" Danny asked, still suspicious of anyone wanting
a dick in his butt.  Julian's butt was so tight, though, he wasn't willing
to think about his suspicions much.

"Yeah."

Danny didn't think about it any more.  He had his dick buried in Julian's
butt.  He was going to fuck him until he cummed.  And, from the looks of
it, the boy liked dick enough to spread his legs regularly.  He had himself
a queer who wanted his dick.  Julian was a queer nobody knew about.  He was
all his.  Danny started to move in him.

Julian's hands cupped the older boy's buttcheeks and began to guide his
thrusts into him.  His dick bounced across his belly, its head peeking
through its cowl and leaking trails of pre-cum across his smooth abs.

"I'm going to pound your ass so hard you'll be sore for a month," Danny
gasped.  "I'm going to fill you up!"  He couldn't believe how tight
Julian's butt was.  His chute was like warm butter molding around his dick
every time he pushed into him and milking him as he pulled back.  It was a
whole lot better than Clyde's or Donny's mouth, even Julian's mouth.  He
wondered if a pussy could feel this good.

Julian's head moved from side to side, his eyes closed as he rode the waves
of pleasure crashing through his body.  His balls tightened, moving to ride
his shaft.  He pumped another load of pre-cum each time Danny pushed into
him, the older boy's knob and shaft grazing his spot.  His dick bounced
across his belly and skidded in ropes of pre-cum.  His hands moved up and
down Danny's back.

Danny's rhythm slipped into being one of fast and short strokes, his dick
banging the boy's butt hard.  His balls rode his dickshaft.  He realized
that he was on the edge, but he couldn't make himself slow down.  He
speeded up, pounding Julian's butt even harder.  He wanted to cum.  He had
to cum.  He was going to fill the boy with his jizz.  It was all that
mattered.

Even in the vortex of pleasure buffeting him, Julian felt Danny's dick get
larger in him, stretching him wider.  It wasn't even a conscious point of
awareness, but his body reacted.  His balls churned and his own dick got
thicker, his skin pulling back behind the head in a collar.

His muscles stiffened.  The first volley of cum crashed into his cumchute
and barreled out of his dick.  His anal muscles spasmed, tightening on
Danny's dick hard, biting into it.  Milking it as it pulled out of him.

Danny went over the edge then, gasping hard.  He shoved his pole all the
way into the boy beneath him and held it there.  His dick throbbed as his
balls began to unload.  Rope after rope of cum blew out of his pole to coat
Julian's chute.  He shuddered, the strength in his arms sapped.  His breath
came in ragged gasps.  "Jesus!" he managed, his dick still pulsing out
shots of jizz.

Danny collapsed on Julian, lying across his chest with his dick still
inside him.  He sucked in long gulps of air.  He felt the boy's arms go
around him and hold him tight.  "Don't pull it out," Julian whispered at
his ear.  "I like the feel of it in me."

Danny just nodded against his chest.  He didn't have enough breath yet to
form words.

When his breathing had returned to normal, the older boy pushed back onto
his knees, sitting on his haunches.  He looked down the younger boy's body.
Julian was hard as was Danny's.  The head of it was still inside Julian's
butt.  "Want to do it again?" Julian asked.

"Jeez!" he groaned "What are you, a nympho?"

Julian smiled.  "I'm beginning to think the same thing," he said and
rotated his hips.  Danny shivered at the feeling that caused in the head of
his dick.

"Later, kid.  We've got some time left."  He pulled out of Julian.  "But
we've got to talk."

"Your love of dick for one thing."  Danny pushed himself to his feet.  "I
need a lot of relief," he continued, "so your being queer works for me -
just like my needing relief works for you."

"I'm not queer if nobody knows about it," Julian mumbled.

"What do you call sucking dick and taking one up your ass?"

"Helping a buddy out."

Danny shrugged.  "Okay, I can work with that - we'll call it whatever you
like.  But we've got to be careful with this shit.  Nobody but us can know
what you like - not if you expect us to still be seen in public together."

"I don't want anybody calling me a queer behind my back," Julian growled.
"I don't want kids-"

Danny's hands rested on his hips as he looked down on the naked boy lying
beneath him.  "Good.  So, it's got to be just my dick you're sucking or
riding.  You can't be doing this shit with anybody else."

"Yeah?"

Danny heard the defiance in the other boy's voice.  "Look, Julian.  You
start shaking your booty at guys and the talk will start real quick.  Maybe
some guys in the whole high school would keep their mouths shut about you -
but there are hundreds who wouldn't.  The only place I can think of in Soul
where you could do what we've done and it not get around is at Auntie
Clyde's.  If one of the guys sucks dick we just keep quiet about it."

"Auntie Clyde's?"  Julian's face showed his curiosity but Danny wanted time
to think this shit through before he opened up that can of worms.

"Clyde Stokes-"

"The writer guy?"

"That's him.  He lets some guys go out to his farm - guys who can keep
their mouths shut.  You've got to be invited by a buddy."

"Will you take me there?"

"Maybe, once I'm sure of you.  You can suck any guy there or let them fuck
you - and it won't get around town.  Only the guys there will know about
you."

"Are you going to want me to do them?"

"Not unless you want to.  It's up to you.  I love your butt and your mouth
- they do wonders for my dick.  But I'm not queer.  Sooner or later, I'm
going to find a girl who'll put out and that will be last time you'll get
any of me.  So, if I'm honest, I've got to tell you to see who and what you
can get when I do take you there - so that you'll have somebody to take my
place."

Julian stared at the older boy.  He understood what he was saying about
them.  Danny was going to find himself a girl but, until then, they could
have all the sex they wanted to.  He was still trying to fathom Clyde
Stokes being queer and inviting guys over to his place to fool around in
private.  He wanted to see that.  It sounded so cool.  And he'd need it
when Danny found a girl who'd put out for him.