Date: Fri, 22 Sep 2000 09:37:12 EDT
From: VicHowel@aol.com
Subject: Growing Up Sexual - chapter XXXV

Growing Up Sexual by Dave MacMillan

There's a plot twist/shift that I've put into this chapter.  I realised
with the last chapter that GUS was rapidly becoming just porn, that I was
slipping away from character- and even plot-development - or losing what I
had.  In short, I was nearly to the point of losing whatever focus the
story had.  I hope that I've managed to correct for that.

Also, this chapter - for those of you really into GUS (like Trekkies are
into Star Trek) - gives the first whiffs of seasonal change, of something
coming to an end.  Any erotic fiction that promises to be more than simply
inserting tab A into slot B has a story line, and there is a clear
beginning and ending to that line.

Don't worry, I'm not going to rush the ending of this story.  There are
still a lot of loose ends to tie up.  There's still Vic's need to find love
- as Broughton and Lindy have.  For that matter, most of the boys who've
appeared in this story need that to happen.  But coming chapters in this
story are going to begin closing off lines instead of opening them.  I
figure maybe another 10-15 chapters will be needed to bring Vic's
exploratory teen years in Soul GA to a close (that's 20 to 30 weeks,
y'all).

I do want to thank each of you who have been reading, enjoying, and
identifying with Vic and the boys this past year.  They've had fun for and
with you.  You've made telling their story(ies) worthwhile.

Dave

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Chapter XXXV


Billy Lee caught up with me as I was turning into my last class of the day.
"Hold on a minute, Vic," he said as his fingers gripped my elbow.

I turned around and smiled when I saw who it was.  I was pushed against him
as somebody entered the classroom.  "I guess I'd better get out of the way
here."  I took a step towards the wall beyond the door.  "What's up?"

"Can I come over this afternoon?  I need to talk to you."

I felt an intensity to Billy's request that just wasn't him.  It didn't
take a great leap of intuition to figure out that there was something
serious on his mind and that he really did need to talk to me.  "Sure.
It's Friday - why don't you plan on spending the night?"

"I-" His face broke into a grin as he quickly considered it.  "Yeah.  That
could be fun.  Okay.  I'll meet you after school then."  He patted my arm
and took off down the hall towards his own class.

It wasn't until halfway through English class that I realized what I'd
done.  The past month, the Weeks boys gave me a ride home everyday and we
detoured out into the country instead of going straight home.  And, unless
one of us had a big test coming up the next day, we found ourselves a nice
quiet, secluded spot in which to play.  Worse, we were supposed to do
dinner out at Johnson's Lake and really rock and roll before I had to be
back home at 11.

I forgot all about Shakespeare and the death of Julius Caesar then.  I
started to get pissed off at myself for screwing up a perfectly good
fuckfest, instead.  That's when I remembered just who Billy Lee was.  I'd
fucked and sucked with him and his brother for more than two years - almost
three.  That calmed me.  I actually smiled down at my book.  I didn't think
that Billy Lee was going to be upset about having nice dicks at his beck
and call.

And I had no doubt at all that neither Henry nor Jimmy would mind Billy
riding with us.  It wasn't like they'd fool around with just anybody, but
... Well, Billy wasn't trashy.  His brother was a walking and talking and
breathing god, but Billy wasn't Boris Karloff or anything.  Billy Lee was
actually a pretty cute kid.  The Weeks would both be able to fuck a willing
hole at the same time.  I cracked a real smile then.  The Weeks twins were
going to be real happy boys after school let out.

Me too.  Because Billy Lee didn't have any hang ups about somebody thinking
he was queer.  He bent over AND he sucked. Yeah.

I was just finishing up putting things away in my locker when Billy came
up.  He grinned at me and I grinned right back.  "My mom says me staying
over tonight's okay with her," he said and threw his stuff in his locker.
Shutting it, he started tapping his foot like I was the slowest slowpoke in
the world.

I decided I wasn't going to tell him about our evening until he saw the
Weeks boys' Impala.  I finished in my locker and shut the door.  I couldn't
resist giving him a little hint, though.  "You're really going to like this
evening," I told him as we started towards the doors and the weekend.

He grinned back at me.  "I've been thinking about it for a week, Vic, he
told me as we passed through the doors.  "Getting up my nerve, I guess."

"You've got Richard every night, Billy," I answered as we reached the
pavement and glanced around to make sure we weren't overheard.  "You're
getting all the dick a boy could want."  I couldn't help it, there was a
hint of jealousy in my voice.  I could feel it as we started down the last
line of cars.

I couldn't help it.  Richard Lee was - well - he was like some angel that
had materialized here on earth.  A walking, talking, and fucking angel.  He
was that good looking.  And he had a tool that felt so good.

I hadn't seen it in almost a year.  I hadn't felt it or tasted it or
anything.  But I sure remembered it.  I accepted that it wasn't the biggest
thing around.  I was probably as big in the dick department as Richard was.
It wasn't even that he knew how to use it better than anybody else.  The
Weeks twins were damned good with theirs; Clyde was near perfection the one
time we'd done it.  It was just that Richard's dick went along with the
rest of him - it was perfect.

Richard Lee had been my first love.  If I were honest, I'd have to say he
was my first lust.  True, there'd been Julian before him but, as I
understood it now, that had been more curiosity than anything else.
Richard was - he was drool material.  Mouth-watering.  Julian was just a
tool to whet my curiosity.

Yeah, I was a little jealous of Billy.  He had that dick every night.  He
had Richard's body pressing against his.  And he wasn't satisfied with that
perfection.  Some boys just don't know when they're blessed.

I'd taken a couple steps before I realized that Richard had stopped in his
tracks.  I turned back to find him staring at me, his face a blank.  I
walked back to him.  "What's the matter?"

"He's cut me off, Vic," Billy whispered.

"Who?"

"Richard.  He stopped all sex last Friday night.  He doesn't even strip in
front of me any more."

I stared at him in shock.  Richard had cut him off?  Richard wasn't fucking
his twin brother?  His plan from last autumn had finally been put
completely in place?  Richard?  "Why?" I mumbled.

He looked like I'd just shamed him.  "I don't know, Vic," he admitted.

"He just cut you off?"  I snapped my fingers.  "Just like that?"

"He's been acting funny for a month now - maybe more."  He frowned.
"Suddenly, he was real rough - taking me, you know.  It wasn't like him at
all.  Then, he started being sorta shy about getting naked.  Finally, these
last couple of weeks, I've had to beg for it - to get him to come over to
my bed, to get out of his underpants, to put it in..."

"Richard?"  I remembered the boy who'd taken my cherry in his pool.  The
boy who had me swallowing Billy while he fucked me.  The boy who wouldn't
take no while I was trying to work out what I wanted inside my head.  This
sure didn't sound like him at all.

Billy just nodded.  I realized that he looked a little lost.  Like he'd
lost his best friend or something and was just now realizing it.  I guessed
then that, in a way, he had.  I wished that there was some way I could help
him.  And I wondered what in the hell had got into Richard Lee to have him
cutting off his brother like he had me.

We'd reached Henry and Jimmy's Impala and I looked up to find the twins
watching us, a combination of surprise and curiosity written across both of
their faces.  I smiled and turned to Billy when he mumbled under his breath
to me: "I didn't know you knew the Weeks boys - they're are so cool."

"Wait until you get to know them, Billy.  They're nice."

He looked at me suspiciously.  "Are you saying what I think you're saying?"
I nodded.  He looked at the twins and then back to me.  "They fool around?"
His voice was incredulous.  I nodded again.

He grinned.  "Come on," I told him and led him up to the twin standing
beside the passenger door.

"Hey, guys!"  I greeted them.  "You know Billy Lee, don't you?" I asked,
nodding my head back at my friend.

The closest twin looked across the top of the Impala to his brother.  "We
know of him and his brother," the one farthest from us said slowly, still
watching one and then the other of us.

"Billy's spending the night with me," I said and grinned.  "He'd like to
join us."

The twin closest to us suddenly grinned.  "That sounds like a lot of fun."
He stuck out his hand.  "I'm Jimmy.  That's my ugly duckling brother Henry
on the other side of the car.  He's okay to look at - if he's wearing a
paper bag over his head."

Billy blushed.  I laughed.  Then, Billy was chuckling with me.  Henry
joined in.  "You got me that time, little brother," he told Jimmy.  "Just
wait.  Your time's coming."

Jimmy opened the door and pulled back the seat.  He climbed into the back
and looked out at Billy through the window.  "Why don't you ride back here
with me?" he told him.

After Billy had got in the car, I sat down and pulled the door closed
behind me.  Henry got behind the wheel and looked over at me, his eyebrow
arched like some movie actor asking a question without saying a word.  I
grinned back at him and mouthed: "he's cool."

* * *

We parked on the far end of Johnson's Lake from the rink and restaurant.
Mr. and Mrs. Weeks had bought the land but hadn't got around to building on
it yet.  There were just a couple of ruts leading into the deepest bush I'd
ever seen.  I put my glasses on the dash and, stepping out of the car,
pulled the seat up for Jimmy and Billy.

It was a place that I felt comfortable getting naked and fucking like a
rabbit. The four of us walked down to a small clearing just off the water
that the twins had cleaned out back when they were balling Julian
regularly.  It was that secluded.

Jimmy was carrying the blanket the brothers kept in the trunk, and Henry
had the tub of Vaseline they kept under the driver's seat.  Jimmy had his
hand riding on Billy's fanny; Billy was snuggling close to his twin.

He looked over his shoulder at me and smiled knowingly when he saw that my
hand was riding Henry's crotch.  "You've been getting both of these guys
all this time?" he demanded.  I nodded.  "Lucky bitch!" he hissed.

"You want to try it?"

"What?" Henry asked, his dick pulsing under the denim I was stroking.

"Having both of you at the same time."

"You want to watch us both filling Billy up?" Jimmy asked.

We'd reached the clearing.  Waist-high brush and close-together pine trees
separated us from the water.  "That might be fun.  It'd be different.
Billy likes dick as much as I do-"

"More!" he yelped.

"He'd enjoy having both of you at the same time," I told the twins.

Henry met Billy's gaze.  "Do you want that?"  He nodded.  Henry looked back
at me.  "You are a real pervert, Howell," he chuckled.

"And you love every minute of it," I retorted.

"Yeah, we do," Jimmy answered for both of them.

"So, what're you apes waiting for?" I grumbled, my hard-on tenting my
jeans.  "Let me see some skin ... Get naked."

Billy wasn't bashful; he toed off his sneakers while he pulled his shirt
out of his jeans.  Henry started to undress too while Jimmy spread the
blanket before he pulled off his loafers.

I stood with my back to the lake watching the three boys undress.  Billy
was ahead of the Weekses and sat down on the blanket so he could pull off
his jeans while the twins were still getting out of their shirts.  He
steadied himself on his elbows and lifted his butt to pull off both his
trousers and his underwear.  A moment later, he stood back up, naked and
with a hard-on jutting out towards the twins.

He watched them for a second before coming over to where I was standing.
My gaze was on his dick.  The boy had definitely done some growing since
the last time we'd fooled around.  He had to be a good 6 and probably
closer to 6-1/2 inches now.  I took him all in and, again, wondered what
the hell Richard was thinking.  Even if he wasn't really queer, Richard Lee
had a good looking boy ready, willing, and able to give him fun.  Even the
straightest boy in Soul didn't get much pussy.  I doubted seriously that
there were many boys in town who'd just shut down his access to ready sex
whenever he wanted it.

"They're really nice, Vic," Billy said quietly as he watched the twins
finish undressing.  "I've wished-" He chuckled and turned to face me.  "And
to think that you've been running around checking out the best looking guys
in Soul - how in the hell do you do it and not get caught?"

I started to tell him that I wasn't a slut but then realized that he was
really complimenting me.  Billy Lee had dreamed of having other boys than
just his brother, and I had had them.  Some of them anyway.  "I stay with
just the regulars at Clyde's-"

"Clyde's?"

"Your - I guess he's your uncle."

"That fag?" he yelped.

"It looks like you have something in common with him then."

Billy grinned and looked over at the twins.  They were both naked and
facing us.  "I guess I do at that.  Thanks, Vic, for inviting me."  He
stepped onto the blanket and crossed over to the other boys.

He reached out both hands and took each twin's dick.  He looked from one to
the other and nodded.  "You two are exactly alike, aren't you?" he said and
knelt before them.  "It's so hard to choose when they're the exact same."

"Choose?" the twin I thought was Jimmy asked.

"Yeah.  Which one I want to taste and which one goes up my butt."  He
looked up into the twins' faces again.  "You know, which one goes where
first."

Jimmy chuckled.  "Lick Henry's lollypop first then, Billy.  I'll give you a
ride you're not going to forget-" He glanced over to his brother and
grinned.  "One that's better than anyone's ever going to give you."

Billy nodded and grinned - and his face moved towards the thick pole
jutting out of Henry's pubes.  His fist pulled the skin off the twin's knob
and he stuck out his tongue to lick it.

Jimmy looked over at me.  "Come on over and give your buddy a real treat,"
he said as he picked up the tub of Vaseline and stepped behind Billy.

"What do you have in mind?" I asked as I crossed the blanket to join them.

Jimmy reached out and ruffled my hair.  "You're a fun kid, Vic."

"Thanks," I mumbled as I watched Billy take all of Henry's dick.  "What do
you want me to do?"

"Get between Henry's legs and suck this kid's dick for him."  Jimmy pulled
out a glob of Vaseline and knelt beside Billy.  "You suck him while he
sucks Henry and I fuck him.  The kid's going to blow a fuse from all the
feelings blasting through him at the same time."  He nudged Billy's nearest
leg and my classmate spread his legs as he began to bob on Henry's dick.

I moved around behind Henry while Jimmy began to lube Billy's butthole.  I
got on my hands and knees and Henry spread his legs to let me get through
them.  Billy wrapped his arms around the waist of the twin in front of him
and kept bobbing on his dick like that was the most important thing in the
world.

I crawled between Henry's legs and got down on my elbows so that I could
get under Billy.  I rimmed out his bellybutton and saw that his knob was
already glistening with pre-come.  Jimmy slipped between his legs and
placed the head of his dick at Billy's hole.

My tongue was licking the pre-come off Billy's knob when Jimmy began to
ease into him.  Billy's body moved forward with the penetration, his dick
pushing into my mouth.  I sealed my lips around his shaft and made my
tongue into a chute for it to ride in its blind search for my throat.
Above me, Billy moaned around Henry's meat as his nose buried in the twin's
pubes.  I moved my head sideways to continue taking my friend's meat as it
was shoved into my mouth and his smooth, hard belly moved across my cheek.

Billy started leaking immediately, coating my tongue with his thick
gruel. Jimmy was starting off slow, pulling out to the flange of his knob
before sliding slowly back into him.  Billy's low moaning was the only
sound in our little clearing for a while as I feasted on his dick and he
had both ends filled by the Weeks brothers.

"I'm getting close," Henry grumbled and I felt his legs move back along my
flanks.

"I want it!" Billy growled.

"Vic, let's get you undressed," Henry said as his fingers found my belt
buckle.

I pulled off of Billy's dick as Jimmy's hands found his chest and pulled
Billy back against him.  I looked from the two of them up to Henry bending
over me.

"Get naked, Vic," he said.  "You two can suck each other while Jimmy and I
fuck you."  He chuckled.  "All holes filled and dicks buried - you'll both
enjoy the hell out of it."

I nodded enthusiastically as I assimilated his suggestion.  I pushed up to
stand on my knees and pulled off my shirt.  Henry had my jeans unbuttoned
and unzipped and was pulling them down over my fanny before I could toss
the shirt to the pile of clothes on the other side of the blanket.

I wiggled my fanny against his hands as they returned to my hips and began
to pull my underwear down.  I looked back to Billy watching me and all I
could think of was wanting to be impaled like he was.  I raised my knees so
that Henry could get my jeans and briefs off.  And I spread my legs as he
got my clothes over my feet.

"Lie on your back, Vic," Jimmy suggested from behind Billy.  I did and saw
that Henry was greasing up his pole as he fell to his knees.  Billy leaned
over me and his dick was oozing pre-come on my cheek.  I reached up and
wrapped my fingers around it to bring it to my lips at the same time that
his tongue began to bathe my knob.

"Yeah," I moaned and took him deep.  Henry raised my legs and Billy moved
to hold them under his arms.  Henry's pole found my hole and began to press
against it.  I opened up for him as Jimmy returned to humping Billy.

I was quickly floating on a tranquil sea of pleasure.  My butt, my dick, my
mouth were all 3 centers; and it was as if my whole body had become one
mass of pulsing pleasure.  I didn't try to think; I went with the flow that
welled and ebbed through me.

Henry moved slowly, in sychronization with his brother's movement in Billy.
I watched as Jimmy's dick pulled out of Billy's butt and Billy's dick
retreated from my mouth as his mouth moved up along my shaft.  Jimmy would
then reverse his retreat and re-enter Billy, pushing his dick into me and
his mouth down on me.  Henry's movement in me duplicated his brother's in
Billy.

Billy blew a load and I swallowed it all.  He stayed hard but,
instinctively, I slowed my suction and my tongue action because I knew his
dick had to be super sensitive.  Jimmy continued to move in him and his
movement kept Billy's dick fucking my mouth.

Henry's dick moving in me and Billy's sucking me quickly sent me over the
edge.  Billy kept his lip-lock around my shaft and swallowed it all.  Like
him, I stayed hard.  He opened his lips and just let my dick bounce around
in his mouth while Henry continued to slow fuck me.  My hands moved up
along Henry's hips and gripped his buttcheeks, feeling them flex as his
body changed from retreat to penetration and back again.  I wallowed in the
pleasure washing over me.

* * *

Billy lay spooned against me on my bed that night, my hard dick still
buried in his butt.  He wiggled his fanny against my groin and sighed.
"Vic?"

I raised up on an elbow and looked down at him.  He took my hand from his
pole and brought it to his lips, beginning to lick his jizz off my fingers.
"Yeah?" I asked finally when he hadn't gone on.

"I had fun today.  More fun than since we stopped inviting you over to fool
around."

"Thanks, I think.  Why did you stop inviting me?"

"Richard.  After that movie we made, he didn't want anyone to know about
us.  Then, he started trying to be straighter than the straight boys."

"You two kept fooling around, though, didn't you?"

"Yeah.  When I begged him to let me have his dick.  It got worse after our
Thanksgiving party-"

"He got Glenda Faye then-"

"Yeah.  That convinced him that he was going to be straight.  Fucking me
wasn't very straight, but he'd still do it if I wheedled him enough -
until..."  He finished cleaning my fingers then.

"Until?"

"About two weeks ago.  He'd gone over to Clem Stokes'-"

"Clem?" I groaned, remembering our classmate.  Clem was fat.  He was ugly.
His family was a successful one, but it was new money - I figured Clem fit
into the same niche that Ronnie Varnadore did.  Clem was also asthmatic.
He'd always been sickly while we were growing up and his mother was pretty
protective. I knew him, just like the rest of us kids did; but I didn't
know him.  Why in the hell would Richard go to Clem's?

"Yeah.  Clem approached him at school and invited him over to his house.
Alone.  I wasn't invited."

"That's weird."

"I thought so too," Billy mumbled and wiggled his butt on me again.  "That
night, he just wouldn't come over to my bed.  No matter how much I begged
him.  Vic, I haven't had any sex for the past two weeks - except for my
hand.  Today really hit the spot."  He looked over his shoulder at me.
"You're still hard.  Think we can get another one out of you?"

My hand moved back down over his smooth chest onto his tight belly.  I
smiled back at him when my fingers found his hard-on.  "Only to keep you in
practice," I told him and pulled several inches of my dick out of him
before reversing direction and pushing them back in.

"Oh, yeah!" he moaned.