Chapter 4



The next couple days went by for the two lovers in rapid pace. They started every morning the same way that they had every morning before, and then continued on with putting their new house in order, and by the time they were there for four days, they felt that they had everything all done. Every day they also sucked or gave each other a hand to help reduce the amount of boiling cum they had in their balls. They had just finished their morning workout and getting all cleaned and ready for the day the day after they finished everything.


“Baby, I still haven't seen anything you've written. Go get it for me and I'll start reading it while you go do something a boy your age should be doing, namely going out and playing or something.” James said.


“Okay, I can do that, but I don't know anyone, and, well I'm not exactly good with other kids.”


“Call those boys who used to bully you and have them come over.”

“You think they're ready for it yet?”


“It's more a question as to whether you think you're ready for it or not.”


“Yeah, I guess it's true. They hurt me so much, so often, I just don't know. I know I should help them out, I know it's the right thing to do, but I still don't know if it's what I want to do.”


“I think you'll make the right choice, you're a good boy, you've got a good heart and a good head.” James smiled warmly.


“Thanks, so are you. I'll borrow your cell phone then and go for a walk and think about it.”


“That sounds good.” James said and Nathan went and grabbed the binder that he had put all his short stories in.


“Here you go, just remember, I'm not exactly a professional, and some of these stories are older, and I've gotten a bit better over the years.”


“You don't have to tell me that. I still look at my first book as being childishly written, even my second I thought needed more polishing before it was released.”


“Yeah, I guess we're both the same that way. Well, I hope you like them.”


“I'm sure I will. Go, try and have some fun, love you.” James smiled warmly.


“Thanks, love you too.” Nathan smiled back, grabbed the cell phone and headed out the door.


Nathan spent almost half an hour just walking and pondering his decision before actually calling. He was nervous as he called first the older boys house, only to be told that he was not home and to try his other friends house. When he asked at that number if they were there, he was told yes, and a minute later the phone was answered.


“Hi.” He answered as soon as he picked up.


“Hi, it's Nathan. I want you guys to meet me at the park by our houses.” Was all Nathan said, and then hung up.


He had not really meant it to sound so rude, or so much like an order, but his throat had constricted at the last second, and he had found it difficult to talk at all. He figured they would either show up or not, and that he would give them fifteen minutes at most before he left. They showed up only five minutes later.


“Hi, I'm glad you guys came. Sorry I sounded so rude there, but this is really hard for me.” Nathan said softly.


“It's okay. Look, we'd like to try this all over again if we could. We've done a lot of thinking and talking lately, and we realize we're miserable and that we owe our parents nothing. If they don't like us the way we are, then fuck em. So, to start, hi, my name's Issac, and this is my best friend, no boyfriend Mitchel.” The younger boy said.


“It's good to actually meet you guys, I'm Nathan.” Nathan smiled genuinely.


“I just realized something else, you have a beautiful smile, but we've never seen it before.” Mitchel said.


“Yeah, like I had a lot of reasons to smile in the past.” Nathan said simply.


“No, and I guess we played a large part in that, but if you'd allow it, we'd like to make it up to you. You pretty much demanded that we be your body guards, but instead, do you think you could take friends instead? I know it's a lot to ask after what all we've done to you, but we finally know who we are and what we are, and we want real friends too.” Isaac said softly.


“While I'd love to just say yes, at this time, I just can't, and I think you know and understand why. Maybe soon though that could be the case, but not yet. We need to get to know each other first.”


“We understand.” They both said.


“Thanks. So, how did you like the surprise I gave you guys the other night?”


“Oh god, we loved them. We ended up having to screw up the courage to go and buy more, we're nice and soggy right now as we speak. Fuck, it's so awesome. We even went and bought some diaper like shirts to help hide the diapers better.” Isaac grinned.


“I thought you might. How long had you guys dreamed of it?”


“Ever since we stopped wetting the bed and didn't get our diapers any more. That was almost four years ago now, but we'd talked about it, a lot.” Mitchel answered.


“Yeah, I had a feeling about that. Let's go sit down under the big tree over there and talk for a bit.” Nathan smiled softly and the other two boys agreed instantly.


They went and sat down under the shade of the nice big oak tree at the edge of the park and talked for more than two hours, really getting to know each other. Nathan told them a lot about himself, and the two of them told him almost everything there was to know about them. It turned out that both boys were really quite soft, and only acted tough to really cover up their insecurities. Their larger than average builds had worked in their favor in that respect and helped garner them the respect they wanted in the school, but that was not who they were underneath it all. They really were just shy gay baby boys, just like Nathan was.


“Well guys, I should probably get going, but I want you to come over tomorrow morning and we can swim or something.” Nathan said happily once they had talked themselves out, handing Mitchel a card with his phone number and address on it.


“Yeah, we probably should too, it's getting to be lunch time. We'll come over tomorrow for sure. What time should we come over?”


“Let's say ten, and tell your parents you'll be staying most of the day, maybe for dinner as well.”


“Cool, thanks.” They both said.


“Have a good day guys.” Nathan said.


“And you too.” They both said, and then they headed out on their way.


Nathan walked home with a happy spring in his step. Unbeknownst to him, he was already starting to think of Mitchel and Isaac as friends, and they him. When Nathan arrived to the house, he went in search of James to see if he wanted some lunch.


“Hey there Baby, I'm home and I'm gonna make some lunch, would you like some?”


“Hi Baby, sure please, that'd be real nice right about now. I'm starting to get really hungry. Can we have something a little more substantial than just a salad today though, I'm starting to feel almost light headed with eating as little as you've been feeding me lately?”


“How about I grill up a nice lean chicken breast to go with it, and you could probably even have a piece of garlic toast with it if you want, but they both have to be small?”


“That'd be wonderful Baby.” James smiled.


“Okay, I'll have it ready for you soon.” Nathan said and then headed to the kitchen to prepare their lunch.


James continued on with his reading, actually enjoying what Nathan had written quite a bit. Lunch was ready almost half an hour later and James was called to come eat, and he reluctantly put it aside so that he could do so.


“I've finished reading about half of the first one in the book, and for a short story, it's pretty long, but I've really been enjoying it. You really have the knack for writing intrigue and mystery. There's very little that I'm seeing yet that you need to work on, technically it looks really good, and structurally even better.” James said as they started to eat.


“You mean it?” Nathan asked in shock.


“Yes Baby, I do, and that's not my opinion because I love you, it's my professional opinion. If I didn't like it for some reason, I'd tell you the reasons why.”


“Thanks. That was my latest one, it took me a month or so to write, but it's only like a hundred pages long, so it's not really a book. The further into the binder you go, the older the stories, because I always put the new ones to the front.”


“It's a hundred full size pages, printed in the tiniest printing, and neatest I might add, that I've ever seen, as well as it's printed on both sides. No, if that were to be printed in book form, it'd be nearly three hundred pages, which is more than enough to publish. Trust me, it's longer than my first book was.”


“Oh.”


“You and I are so much alike. You don't think that what you've written is any good or anywhere near good enough to be published, but it is. When I finish the story, if I think it's still good enough to do so, I'll be sending it in to my publisher, whether you want me to or not.”


“Wow, you really think it's that good?” Nathan asked, nearly choking on the bite of food he had been chewing.


“Maybe even better than mine.”


“No way, I doubt that.”


“I don't. My best book was when I was twenty four, you're only thirteen. If you can write this well at thirteen already, then you will surpass me, of that I have little doubt.”


“Wow, I never knew.” Nathan said in awe.


“Nor did I, and look at me now. Granted, I'm nowhere near the most famous writer in the world, but I do pretty good for myself. Actually, most people don't really even know my books at all, almost no one knows my name, but I'm good with that.”


“Yeah, but what if I don't want to be famous or anything like that?”


“Then we just don't publish it, but I think that you should, and just go by a pen name and try and keep private and don't tell anyone who you are.”


“I'd like to wait and see at least.”


“Okay.”


They continued eating in near silence, Nathan thinking mostly about what James had said, and he knew he was not just saying it either, James was far too honest not to tell the real truth. When they finished lunch, James said he was going to continue reading, and Nathan said he would clean up and then go find something to do.


For the rest of the day, James stayed reading, and Nathan kept himself busy doing a number of different things, but mostly he just sat and watched TV. They had dinner together, and then at bed time, James put down the binder and crawled into bed with Nathan.


“Nathan, Baby, I think we should send those first two stories in your book to the publisher, I think they would do real well.”


“I still don't know, I mean I want to, but I'm scared, I don't want a bunch of people pawing all over me or something stupid like that. Are you sure that using a pen name will be enough?”


“Your books, much like mine, won't be read by a huge number of people, only a few million or so, and if you just keep it low like I have, then I think that you and I'll be the same, that no one really knows us.”


“Okay, then I guess you can, if you really think they're good enough.”


“I really do.”


“Thanks James.” Nathan said, giving his man a nice tender kiss goodnight, and then whispered goodnight, I love you. James whispered it right back, and a few minutes later they were sound asleep.


The next morning their morning routine was taken care of in the normal time, and because Nathan had forgot to tell James the night before that Mitchel and Isaac were going to be coming over for the day, he told him as they were sitting down to eat breakfast. James was more than okay with this, but did ask that Nathan not divulge any private information with them or anything like that. Nathan was of course more than okay with that, claiming that he had no intentions of doing so for a good long time, if ever. James told Nathan that while he was entertaining his friends, that he would just read and putter around the house, and to not worry about him. Finally, at just a few minutes after ten, the doorbell rang.


“Hi guys, come on in.” Nathan said when he opened the door.


“Hi.” They both said.


“Nice place here. I've seen it before, lots, because I walk past it almost once a day, I've always liked it, but it was for sale and empty just a few days ago.” Mitchel commented.


“Thanks, it's a really nice place, and the reason for that's simple, my new dad wanted to downsize, so we bought this place instead.”


“This is downsizing? This is twice as big as my house, and it's a fair size.” Isaac asked in shock, it was still easily one of, if not the largest house in the area.


“Yeah, he used to own a much bigger house, but it was too big. Neither of us really liked it any. This is much nicer though.” Nathan smiled.


“Wow, I wouldn't mind seeing that other house if this is smaller.” Mitchel laughed.


“Nah, you don't want to. Come on, do you you guys wanna go swimming?”


“Sure, but we didn't bring any swim shorts, do you have any we can borrow?” Isaac answered.


“I'm sure I've got something here for you.” Nathan grinned.


“Okay.” They said, so Nathan led them straight to the pool.


“Okay, just go ahead and strip down while I see what I can find in here.” Nathan said while going to a cupboard that was by the pool.


The boys thought nothing of it and stripped down until they were naked, showing off the fact that they were once again wearing quite soggy diapers. Nathan also stripped down quickly as the others were doing that, pretending to look in the cabinet. Once they were all naked, he turned around.


“Oh sorry, there isn't anything in there, we'll just have to swim like this.” Nathan said.


“Oh, is that okay with your dad?” Mitch said a little self consciously.


“Sure, why wouldn't it be?” Nathan answered.


“Oh, but what if he sees us?” Isaac asked in a slightly higher pitch.


“Why would that bother you, he's a guy too, I'm pretty sure he knows what you've got hanging between your legs just as well as you do. By the way, they're not bad.” Nathan grinned.


“Yeah, but most parents wouldn't want their kids going naked like this.”


“He's not most parents, first of all, and second, there's nothing wrong with it, it's perfectly natural.”


“Okay, but I hope we don't get in trouble.” Mitchel sighed, and then as one the three of them jumped in the pool.


For more than an hour the three of them swam and played in the pool, just having fun, and before too long, Isaac and Mitchel forgot about the fact that they were very much naked and in someone elses pool. James had looked out the window a few times to see how the boys were doing, and at first he was shocked to see the three boys swimming naked, but he liked what he saw. All three boys were very good looking, Nathan of course the best of all, and that was not just his lovers opinion speaking either. The other two boys though were larger in every way, especially Mitchel who was a good foot taller than Nathan, and appeared to have almost an inch and a half more meat swinging below his ample balls. Isaac was only just a bit bigger than Nathan in the dick and balls department, but was still a head taller than Nathan. Of course, none of them were hard, so it was hard to tell how big they were when hard, because that always told a different story. James knew how big Nathan got when hard, and it was a considerable difference, and in all likelihood, the other two boys would not grow that much more. Admittedly James watched a few times for a few minutes each as the boys splashed and played, it made him feel good.


“Come on guys, let's go sit back in the hot tub and relax for a bit now.” Nathan called out once he was getting tired.


“Okay.” They said, nonchalantly hopping out of the pool and slipping into the hot tub.


“So, how does it feel to be naked like this?” Nathan asked curiously.


“Different, but nice.” Admitted Mitchel.


“Yeah, same.” Isaac said.


“That's good.”


“It is. If either of our parents caught us like this, they'd freak out with a capital 'F'. We're not even allowed to go around the house in just our underwear, and when we go to bed at night, we're supposed to wear pajamas, and we're supposed to sleep in separate beds. It's retarded, it's like they think that if they prevent us from being close to each other, that we won't get feelings for each other. What they don't seem to realize though is that wouldn't, and didn't stop us from getting really close to each other, it still happened. I think my dad's getting suspicious though.” Mitchel said.


“They never check on you after you go to bed?”


“Every so often they do, but we just wait 'til they've gone to bed, and then we strip and join each other in one of the beds.”


“Oh, that's good. It must suck not being able to hold onto each other all night long though, because I'm betting to save getting caught, you have to split back up after your romantic interlude and get dressed.”


“Yeah, we do. One night though we almost got caught, because we passed out after a particularly intense night, and we woke up just before my parents did. We got back into our jammies and beds properly, and not five minutes after that we were barged in on by my mom.”


“Yikes, that wouldn't have gone over well.”


“Yeah, about as well as a fart in an elevator.” Isaac giggled.


“Actually, that probably would have been kind by what you guys tell me.” Nathan laughed.


“You're right.”


“So, why do you think your dad's getting suspicious Mitchel?”


“He's been looking at me funny, and when Isaac's over, he's been watching us, and he's asked me more than a few funny questions about what Isaac and I do when we're together.”


“What do you tell him?”


“I just tell him we're friends and when we hang out together, we're either at the park playing basketball or baseball, sometimes football or soccer, or we go hang with some of the other guys, the usual. Whenever I'm around him though, especially with Isaac, I make sure to act very cool and make sure not to touch Isaac at all, and he does the same. Of course, whenever we're supposed to be out doing something, we're usually nowhere near there, and we're doing something much more fun.” Mitchel answered, grinning at the last part.


“Is there somewhere you guys can go to escape your parents?”


“No.” They both answered.


“Not an uncle or aunts house, a good family friend who'd be okay with who you are? No one at all?”


“No. Neither of us have any other family. In fact, we're sorta related, our dads are cousins, which is probably the reason they both treat us the same, because they were raised the same. They've lived nearly next door to each other their whole lives. Our moms were best friends growing up as well. I guess that's why we're so close to each other, we've known each other since we were babies.” Isaac answered.


“Oh. Then we'll have to figure something else out for you guys, because hiding as much as you have to just isn't good for you at all. Do you guys have any brothers or sisters?”


“I have two little sisters, and Mitchel has a little brother and a little sister, as well as the older brother we mentioned the other day. Why?”


“Well, some parents find it really hard to accept the fact that their child is gay, especially if they're an only child. So, somehow we have to find a way to sit down with them and let them know what's up, and gauge their response, and then go from there.”


“I don't think that's a very good idea. Remember what we told you about how they'd react, and what mine did to my brother? Well, I for one don't wish to go through that.” Mitchel said.


“Instead you'd rather hide who and what you are, continue sneaking around and fearing getting caught every time you become intimate? And what about wearing diapers, that can't be easy around them?”


“No, I don't want to keep doing that, but what else can we do.”


“Then we have to find a way.” Nathan said simply.


“I don't see any way that doesn't involve us being killed outright, shipped off to some special school or being kicked out. Mind you, kicked out might not be so bad, but I'm willing to bet that's the least of what we'd have to face. For certain they'd tear us apart, we'd never be allowed to see each other again, freedom would be so severely reduced we may as well be dead, and that's if they're kind.” Mitchel said softly.


“I know how you feel. My parents weren't exactly model parents either, hence the reason I no longer live with them. I found someone who'd take me in, and we officially adopted each other only a couple days ago now.”


“You haven't even introduced us yet to your new dad, would he adopt us?” Isaac asked hopefully.


“I don't know, that's a touchy subject. Until quite recently, he was pretty much a recluse who almost never talked to anyone unless he had no choice. He never thought of having kids at all, and even still he's not used to the fact, even though I've been with him a while now.”


“How did you meet anyway?”


“Actually, we met at the pool, his hot tub had broken down and he needed one to relax his back, and I was swimming there. We both did something that we rarely ever do, and that's talk to someone, because as you might have noticed before, I was much the same as he was, and we hit it off.”


“Are you two, you know, involved?” Mitchel asked curiously.


“At this time I don't care to answer that question.”


“So, in other words, yes.” Mitchel smiled. “Don't worry, like we can really say anything. You could ruin us as much as we could you, and we have no desire to be ruined.”


“Actually, if anyone were to find out, we'd be far more so, and we'd appreciate it if you did keep that to yourselves. Technically though we haven't actually done anything, except a little kissing and stroking.”


“Oh, are you still a virgin then?” Isaac asked curiously.


“We both are.”


“Wow, and here we gave each other our virginity, what, four years ago now.” Isaac said in awe.


“Yeah, but you guys have known each other forever, you already had a deep love for each other. We're still learning about each other and we wanna move slow.”


“Yeah, I guess so.”


“So, as much as I'd love to say we can take you guys in, I don't think it's a good idea to broach that subject, at least not yet. Maybe once James knows you better and sees how you're living, then he could say yes, but really, somewhere else might be better.”


“Where could be better than here where we'd be accepted completely for who and what we are. I'm betting that living with another gay diaper lover couple would be far better than living with total homophobes.”


“Yeah, you're right about that, but I don't know where yet. Ultimately family would be best, but if you have none, then a close friend, someone you can trust.”


“We trust you.” Mitchel said softly.


“No you don't, not yet. You're trying to trust me, you want to trust me, but you still feel like I have too much over you.”


“Okay, I can see why you might think that, and really, it's more you still don't really trust us, but we all have a lot on each other. None of us would escape unscathed if something slipped.” Mitchel pointed out.


“Yes, also true. Trust will take a while, first we need to work on friendship, and I'm still having a hard time with that.”


“We can understand that, we weren't exactly the nicest of people to you, but we promise that it'll never happen again, and anything we can do to prevent any further abuse will be done.” Isaac vowed firmly.


“Thanks. I'm starting to like you guys, once you let down your rough exteriors and let people see who the real you are, then you're quite nice. I understand though why you had to do so, and I even understand why you bullied me and all those other kids, it was a good stress relief, and in your eyes it made you look and feel stronger than you really were.”


“Thanks. That pretty much sums it up too. Once you let someone in and let them know you, you're really nice too though. It's too bad we didn't learn that sooner.”


“So, what's, um James was it, what's he like?”


“You'll get to meet him in a bit, but he's super nice, so very shy, and he's a bit bigger than he wants to be, but he's so cuddly. I'm helping him to lose weight, because he really wants to, and really, he should too, just because it's healthier. He's also a lot better looking than he thinks he is, but he just won't let that in yet. Maybe once he's back down to his pre accident weight and starts to really look at himself in the mirror again, then he can let me say it and believe it.”


“What kind of accident?”


“He went through a crazy faze, pretty much trying anything he could to kill himself, because he didn't have the nerve to do it, and he managed to destroy his knees and wreck his back. Before that he was very fit, a diver and a gymnast, but after that he gained a huge amount of weight because of lack of mobility. Now that he has most, if not all of his mobility back though, he's having a hard time losing the weight. I'm helping him with that, and he's teaching me more about diving, because I love to dive.”


“Oh. He was actually trying to kill himself?” Mitchel asked in shock.


“Yes, but please don't let him know that you know. I won't go into the reasons right now as to that, maybe another time, but yeah, he was that low at one time.”


“Yeah, been there, hell, still there really.” Isaac sighed sadly.


“Same. I'm getting better now though with James helping me. I never got low enough to actually want to do it.”


“Yeah, we talked about just ending it all a few times, but we never got to that point either. Trying to live like we were was, well really is getting to be very difficult, and as we get older, it's only getting harder to conceal our feelings for each other.”


“Yeah, I could tell, because I've noticed it a few times at school when you thought no one was looking.” Nathan said softly.


“One of our other friends asked us not too long ago if there was something going on between us. We think he noticed as well.”


“More than likely did. Anyone that knows you well will have already started to notice as well. You already know your parents are suspecting more and more.”


“We know.”


“Just don't do anything stupid, don't go offing yourself or anything like that, and if they get too hard on you, just run for it, leave everything if you have to, come here and we'll figure something out.”


“Thanks. It's nice to know if we need to, we have an escape route. Even if we only just stay here for a few days to figure things out, it'd be a hell of a lot better than nothing.”


“That's what I'd been searching for, for at least the last couple years, but I figured that until the age of thirteen, that if I had to run, I'd have to go to foster care. It's best that I was able to wait 'til I was thirteen though, so that I at least had a bit of a choice in the matter, and I found who I wanted as well.”


“Oh, we actually can choose where we go?” Isaac asked in shock.


“To a certain extent, yes. We're at least old enough in the laws eyes to be able to choose some things. Hell, we can be made into an adult if we kill or rape someone, but no, we're not allowed to choose who we make love with. It's bullshit really, but anyway, you're not asking about my views on a corrupt government and where they can stick their ideas about my having an illegal relationship.”


“Actually, I for one would love to hear it. My favorite types of books are conspiracy theories and things like that, and that sounds just like one to me.” Isaac laughed.


“You read?” Nathan asked in shock. “From the way you act, you never crack a book unless you have to.”


“Yes, at school we play the tough jocks who hate reading and school and all that shit, but we both love to read, a lot. We read lots of mysteries and science fiction stories, and I like the conspiracy theory books as well.”


“Wow, you play it well then.” Nathan laughed.


“Good.” Both boys laughed as well.


“What do you get for grades then?”


“I've never had anything less than a 'B', and Mitchel's never had anything less than an 'A', but most the time I get 'A's as well. Our parents are really strict too, we have to do well in school or else. If we get kicked out of school for any reason, we get kicked out of home too. We've gotten in serious trouble a few times for getting suspended for bullying. The funny thing though is we never got in trouble for bullying, only for getting caught and getting suspended. We're pretty sure our dads were huge bullies as well, they were both football players and were the quintessential jocks all throughout school.” Isaac answered.


“Oh, I never knew. You guys really do act it well then.” Nathan laughed.


“Thanks. We've had to learn to act to save our lives and our sanity I guess. I suppose we should have learned to act out in a different matter, but what's done is done I guess.”


“Yeah, it's done, and I'll help you guys as much as I can as well.”


“Thanks, we really appreciate it. There's not many people that'd help us out, especially not after what all we've done, and we never figured it'd be you, the one that we tortured the most.”


“Yeah, well sometimes life just throws a huge surprise at you. Trust me, if you had've told me a month ago that I'd consider you both friends, I'd have called you dirty fucking liars.”


“Actually, same could be said for us about you.” Isaac laughed.


“Yeah, I don't doubt that. Well, should we hop out now and get nice and thickly diapered and go meet James?” Nathan asked.


“I guess so.” They both said, sounding more than a little unsure.


“It'll be okay, don't worry. I think you'll really like him.” Nathan smiled warmly.


The boys nodded, and then they all hopped out of the hot tub and to the showers, where they all washed off, and then dried off as soon as they were clean. There were already stacks of diapers in the pool house for ease of dressing, so Nathan offered to diaper the other two boys, and they agreed, so he diapered them, and then they he.


“Okay, come on, let's go meet James.” Nathan said once they were all done.


“What, like this?” Mitchel asked, sounding as if he were going through puberty again, of which by the looks of him, he had mostly finished, and his voice sure reflected that, just not at that moment.


“Sure, of course. You think he doesn't know that you two love diapers already. I tell him everything, and I mean everything. Everything I know about you, he knows, and later tonight, I'll tell him the rest. Whenever we're home, we're only as you see us, and so will James, because I told him not to get dressed, so you're just gonna have to get used to it.” Nathan smiled warmly.


“Oh god. I can't believe we're about to do this.” Mitchel said shakily.


Where Mitchel went, Isaac followed, so quietly, they followed Nathan into the main part of the house and went in search of James. They found him in his office, typing away madly. At first he did not realize the three boys were there.


“Oh, hi boys. It's nice to see you feel so comfortable here. I'm James.” James said in a friendly tone as soon as he realized they were there, standing up to greet them, showing that he too was only wearing a diaper.


“Hi James, I'm Mitchel.” Mitchel said softly.


“And I'm Isaac.” Isaac said quieter still.


“It's good to meet you, I've heard a lot about you, but sadly most of it wasn't all that good. I'm glad to hear though that you're turning a new leaf. I understand though how hard it was, and is really, so I don't hold it against you.” James said in the most kind voice he could muster.


“Thanks, and we're not proud of who we were, but we're putting that behind us and trying to be people that we can be proud of.” Mitchel said honestly.


“And that's all anyone can ask. So, what are you boys up to now then?”


“Thanks.” Mitchel and Isaac said.


“Not too sure. We were just coming to see if you had any plans and to see what you were up to.” Nathan answered.


“I wasn't up to much, only adding some detail to my current project, nothing much. I finished your second by the way, it was really good. We'll talk more about that later though.” James said warmly to Nathan, and then turned to the other two. “Sorry if it sounds as if I'm keeping something from you two, but at this time, it's private, and I don't care to reveal it yet.”


“That's okay.” They both said.


“We haven't really tested out the theatre yet, want to go rent a couple new movies and go get some stuff and put the new home theatre through its paces?” Nathan asked.


“Sure, that sounds like not such a bad idea.” James smiled happily.


“Cool, and as soon as we get back we can have some lunch, and then watch a movie or two.” Nathan said happily.


“How does that sound to you guys?” James asked.


“Good to us. We don't often get to watch movies, there's too many people at either of our houses to be able to sit down and enjoy a movie without half of it being wrecked by the sounds of other kids or by them constantly getting in the way of the screen. And we certainly can't be comfortable like we are now, nor can we cuddle there, of which I guess we probably can here, since you know everything there is to know about us already.” Mitchel answered.


“That's good, and I can understand how frustrating that is. That's the main reason I hate going to the theatre, because sure as shit someone's just gotta sit in front of you that's always moving or making noise.” James laughed.


“Never been to the theatre. With as many people as there are in either of our families, and with as little money as they really make, going there just isn't in the budget.” Isaac said this time.


“Yep, know how that is too.”


“Okay guys, let's go get dressed real quick and head out.” Nathan said.


“Okay.” The others all said as one.


They all went and got dressed quickly, Nathan and the other two heading back to the pool house where their clothes still were, and James went to their bedroom to get dressed. They all met by the door shortly thereafter.


“Okay guys, we'll walk, because the movie store is only like three blocks away, so not at all far, and it's nice out.” Nathan said.


“Okay.” They all said and then headed out.


It did not take them all that long to make it there, and when they went inside, they all perused the selection.


“Hey guys, only look at the 3D Blu-Ray movies will you, we really want to test out the function of our new theatre properly, okay.” Nathan warned his friends.


“What, really, you have that, that's totally awesome!” Isaac said in awe.


“Oh yeah, just wait 'til you see it all, it'll blow your mind, and maybe even your ear drums.” Nathan giggled.


“Awesome.” Both Isaac and Mitchel breathed out together.


“Here, how about this one, it looks like a super good action movie, that should fit the bill?” James asked, holding up his choice.


“Sure, looks good.” Nathan said after looking to see what it was.


A few minutes later both Nathan and Mitchel each found ones that looked good, so they decided to take both. So with their three movies all paid for, because James said he was going to buy them instead, they were headed out.


“Where to next?” James asked.


“Let's go to the grocery store where we can get a couple healthy treats.” Nathan offered.


“Can't we at least have one not so healthy treat, please?” James asked with a puppy dog look.


“Afraid not, and don't try that look on me, you know by now it doesn't work.” Nathan laughed, and both Mitchel and Isaac were shocked.


“Fine.” James sighed.


“Don't look so shocked guys, I told you I was acting as James' personal trainer, so he gets only healthy foods, which means so do we. We will get popcorn, but it'll have very little butter and no added salt.”


“Oh, right, forgot.” Mitchel said and Isaac nodded.


They arrived to the grocery store a few minutes later, talking all the way there, enjoying themselves, and then went and picked out a few things. They picked up a few bottles of fresh fruit juice, some fruit and some yogurt, and a couple cranberry blueberry bran muffins, because they were good and at least decently good for you. Mitchel laughed, saying that he had never picked up this sort of thing before to watch a movie, Isaac had to agree, James did too mind you. Finally they headed back to the house and took all their stuff to the kitchen, and then stripped down when Nathan told them all to. They got themselves a nice lunch ready and then sat down to eat it, and then Nathan got together their snacks and drinks to take downstairs, and then headed down.


It took more than a few minutes for them to figure everything out, but eventually they did, put in their first movie, which was picked at random. It just happened to be James' selection. They all sat down in a seat with their boyfriend and put on their glasses so that they could watch the movie, and then their minds really were blown. James had the volume set to Earth shattering, at least that was exactly how the explosions sounded, and the ultra intense action looked amazing. All of them were thankful that they had diapers on, because more than once, something quite literally scared the piss right out of them. They ate all their popcorn and drank much of their juice by the time the first movie had ended.


“Wow, never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that something like that could be possible, that was amazing.” Nathan was the first to say, and the others had to agree with him completely.


“Yeah.” They all said in fact.


“If everyone else is wet as I am, we should probably head up and get a diaper change before the next movie though.” Nathan said.


“I am.” All three of the others said as one.


“Okay, let's go. You guys go ahead and pick a bedroom to use and I'll get you some diapers.” Nathan offered.


“Okay.” They both said.


They all headed upstairs and Nathan grabbed the diapers and headed to the purple room where the other two had went. He then went back to his and James' bedroom, where they changed each other lovingly, same as the other two were changing each other at the same time. A few minutes later they were all changed and ready to go, so they all headed back downstairs and put in the second movie at random.


A little more than two hours later, that movie ended, and they had all been blown away by it as well. It was decided though that they did not want to watch the other movie quite yet, but they also were not hungry. So they headed upstairs and just sat back and watched TV for a bit, and then got up to make dinner.


“What time do you guys have to be home?” James asked.


“Pretty soon actually. We said we shouldn't be any later than seven, and it's already after six, so I suppose we should head out.”


“You're welcome to come over tomorrow as well, whenever you care to.” Nathan smiled warmly.


“Thanks, we appreciate it.” Mitchel said happily, Isaac just nodded his head.


A few minutes later the boys were gone. They had went to the same room they had used earlier and changed each others diapers, on Nathan's prompting, got dressed, and then headed out.


“Well, that seems to have went well. How was it this morning swimming naked with them?” James asked.


“I wondered if you'd have taken a peek. It went well. How did you like the view?”


“It was splendid to say the least.” James blushed.


“Good. I was hoping you'd like it. I know you enjoyed seeing them in only diapers as well, hence the reason I made certain that was how we stayed dressed. I enjoy seeing them both ways though, so I couldn't blame you.”


“I did like it, and I would've been worried had you not enjoyed the view either, like how could you not.”


“Yeah.” Nathan smiled, and then proceeded to pretty much tell James everything that had been said that morning.


“Well, I'm proud of you, I just wish they hadn't figured out our secret, but I guess it was only a matter of time. I'm glad you told them no though about staying here, I just don't know about it.”


“Yeah, it was a matter of time, but I'm surprised they realized it right away. If it gets bad enough at home though, I told them to run, to save themselves, and to come here, that we'd help them out, so eventually we might have to look at the options for them, and I sorta agree with them that this really would be the best place for them.”


“Maybe, maybe not, depends I guess.” James sighed, not really liking the situation any.


“I know, I know, but we'll figure it out together, don't worry, and it might never happen, or it could happen at any time. Now, I'm gonna go call my grandparents and introduce myself, since I've never met them, hell I didn't even know I had any.”


“You go ahead Baby, I'm gonna go write for a bit before bed then.”


“Okay, have fun.” Nathan smiled, and then went and grabbed the phone and his mothers address book and sat on the couch to make an awkward phone call. It took a minute for him to find the correct number in the book, but he did.


“Hello.” A ladies voice answered the phone.


“Hello, are you Nancy?”


“Yes.” She answered.


“Hi, my name's Nathan, and I know you don't know me, but apparently you're my grandma.”


“Nathan. It's good to hear from you. I never figured you'd end up calling. What made your parents decide to give you our number?”


“I didn't give them much of a choice.”


“Oh.”


“No, and from what I know, you know more about those reasons than even I do. I have my suspicions, but I don't care one way or the other really, because they're no longer related to me in any way, I divorced them.”


“Oh really.” She said in an icily cold voice.


“Yeah. While I won't say that they were bad parents, it was apparent all throughout my childhood that they clearly weren't happy with being parents. They gave me everything I needed, but nothing I wanted, namely the love of caring parents. When it became known that I was gay though, that was too hard on them to accept, and it just got worse, so I decided I couldn't live there any longer. It came out during all that that I had grandparents and that you'd pretty much forced them to keep me or else they'd get nothing from you.”


“Oh dear. They refused to allow us any access to you, we had no idea how hard they were being on you. If we'd have known that, we would've remedied the situation, and for that we're sorry.”


“No, don't be. It wasn't bad, I just knew I wasn't really loved, or even wanted for the most part, but they did try, I guess. It only got bad once they found out I was gay. Don't remove their inheritance though please, if you remove that from over their heads, there's a better than even chance they'll self destruct.”


“They were removed from our will many years ago now I'm afraid, nothing they can do now can fix the damage they've done. There's so much more that I'm sure you have no idea about, stuff that no child wants or needs to know about their parents. Hell, stuff no parent wants to know of their children. They've already self destructed, there's little that we can do to help now, and any money we could give to them would only exacerbate the issue more than anything.”


“Oh. I understand.”


“Instead our wills have been rewritten naming you as the sole heir should we ever die. Your parents might even have suspected as much, maybe that's the reason they kept you around.”


“Possibly. But to tell you the truth, I don't want it. I'd like to meet you guys at some point though, but I have no idea where you live, and given that it was long distance to call you, I know you don't live in town here.”


“No, we live clear across the country from you, but we'd be more than happy to fly out there to meet you. Where are you living now, you said you divorced your parents?”


“A friend. He's now adopted me. We met quite a while ago, and we became good friends, he was the father I needed I guess, and when it became too bad at home, I forced my parents to sign me over to him. Trust me, they didn't want to, and now I know why. Without me, they were never going to see any money.”


“They were never going to see it anyway, I just wish that they had've let us see you.”


“Why didn't you force the issue?”


“They told us that you weren't to be a part of our lives unless they were, and we had already told them that we no longer cared to be any part of the lives they had chosen for themselves. They told us that they'd run with you, be damned of the consequences if we did so, so to save you, we granted that wish. It wasn't in our better graces that we did so, but really, there was nothing we could do. As I'm sure you noticed, your mother wasn't exactly rational. She actually has a serious mental condition that she refuses to acknowledge or treat, so more often than not, she wasn't even sane.”


“Well, that sure explains a lot.”


“I'm sure it does. We suspect your father may also suffer from something of the same sort, just possibly caused by a different reason.”


“This mental condition my mother suffers from, is it genetic, should I be tested for it so that I can start medication if necessary?” Nathan asked softly.


“No, her condition was caused due to a fall when she was just a baby. She fell down some stairs and lost some of her rational thinking behavior, and while she could take medication to help her, as you now know, she refused to acknowledge that she had a problem. It essentially caused a serious imbalance in her brain.”


“Oh. And I know my fathers brain was just fried from drugs, and my mothers was likely exacerbated from that as well.”


“Exactly. How much do you know of your parents activities?”


“Not much for certain, but like I said, I have my suspicions. I know they were into drugs and booze, sometimes heavily, I'm certain they dealt, and I think my dad even cooked once or twice in the garage. I'm pretty sure that one or both of them also used their bodies to get money, because they did bring home a few people every so often and made some noise, but mostly they stayed away from the house to do all that. I know a few years ago they got caught stealing a car, and they managed to stay out of jail, but they didn't know I knew about it, they thought I didn't read newspapers and stuff like that, and for three weeks I stayed at a friend of theirs. Yeah, that was an interesting three weeks, let's say I learned a lot, and none of it anything an eight year old needs to learn about. It's probably a good thing that I wasn't raped and made to sell myself as well, because her pimp was there every day, and he eyed me hungrily more than a few times.”


“Oh, how disgusting. We're so sorry for putting you through that.” His grandma said in shock, nearly starting to cry.


“It's okay, really it is. You had no way of knowing what you'd done would've caused that. I've always been very smart, more than smart enough to know there was something seriously wrong with them, and it was just after that three weeks in fact that I decided that I didn't have parents, I had birth devices, nothing more, nothing less. I used them as much as they were using me. Now, I promised them that you wouldn't know any of this, in order to get them to sign the papers, I was going to say it was all me, and most of it was, I was just sick of living somewhere that I wasn't loved, wasn't appreciated, so I had to go. So please, in order to save me any problems, don't tell them anything of what I've said. For all they know as well, I haven't even talked to you, I could have been bluffing.”


“Oh, well at least you were smart enough to know what was happening. We're going to come out there and call them, because we do do that every so often, a surprise inspection so to speak, to make sure everything's going good, and we should come and visit a few old friends as well, and we'd really like to come see you as well.”


“I'd like that. How will you work it though?”


“Well, they know our lawyer is still there, and he let's us know of everything that he knows of what happens to them. We'll just let it slip that we happen to know that a parental divorce took place, and that you got rid of them. Then we're gonna let it fall that they'd been removed from our will, and that we want to know everything that they've done to you, and where you are now, so that we can meet you. Of course we'll already know, but they don't need to know that. If they refuse, we'll tell them that we can find out, and if we do, then we'll be charging them with neglect as soon as we find you, that should loosen their tongues, because our lawyer told us that that time they spent three weeks away, the judge gave them very clear and concise warnings that if he ever saw them again, that they'd lose you and go to jail for the rest of their lives. Clearly they didn't want that, because they've managed to keep clean ever since. I have no doubt that they were still doing illegal things underground and not getting caught, but they kept it to a minimum.”


“Oh, okay, that should work well, pretend as if you have no idea where I am, that I never called, that should protect me.”


“Exactly. You didn't just get smart, you inherited it from us. I'm an English literature professor at the university here, hence the reason we no longer live there, I took a higher paying job here, and your grandfather is an alchemist, but he works from home. He's written for the science journal many times, and I've got four dozen published books, but they're romance novels, so I doubt you'd have read them.”


“No, I won't have read them, but I read everything else, and I like to write too. James, that's my new dad by the way, is also a writer and has read a couple of the books I've written and says he's gonna send them to his publisher. I still don't think they're good enough, but he thinks they'll sell better than his do.”


“Ah, excellent, I told your grandfather you'd take after me.” She laughed.


“How would you've known?” Nathan asked curiously.


“We've kept track of you as best we could, just watching your scores in school and stuff like that. Our lawyer has also looked into you a few times for us, and even got your library information so that we could see what you were into. To tell you the truth, we figured you might be gay from a few of the books you took out.”


“Yeah, and that was only the books I removed from the library, you have no idea how many more I've read while just staying there.”


“We figured as much.”


“So, you have no problems that I'm gay?”


“No, none at all. I'm sure you had no idea of this, but you did have an uncle, he was younger than your mom, in fact she was a teen when he came along. He would've been only eighteen now, so only five years older than you, but sadly he died a few years ago. He was gay, he admitted it to us when he was eleven that he thought he might be, and by thirteen he claimed he was. He was such a beautiful boy, in fact he looked a lot like you do, he was so kind and caring, so gentle, but he died doing what he loved doing, helping others. He actually saved three children from a burning building, protecting the third from dying by covering him as the building came crashing down around them, our son was killed, but the boy beneath him managed to survive, almost not harmed at all except smoke inhalation. He was fifteen. We were so proud of him, we are so proud of him, so few kids would gladly give their lives to save others, but he did, and continued to do so even after he died, because he'd insisted on donating all his usable organs should he ever die. Ten more people live better healthier lives because of his sacrifice, over and above the three kids he saved.” She said, tears coming down.


“I'm so sorry, that had to have been so hard to take.” Nathan said sadly.


“Oh no. Sure, we were grievously saddened to hear of the death of our beautiful son, but how could anyone truly be saddened when he did all that he did. Those kids were all under five years old, they had no way of surviving without his aid, their parents were beside themselves as they realized they couldn't get to their kids, and he just did what he knew he had to do, he barged in there and actually threw the first two to their parents from the second story window, and the third the firemen were able to retrieve, along with Jamie, the baby they were able to revive, sadly Jamie was not so lucky, but even had he survived, it wouldn't have been in his best interest to, because he had suffered so many burns. His clothes were almost totally gone, he had sacrificed himself to save those kids, and regretting his death would be to mar the heroic efforts that he gave that day. His bedroom still does, and always will look the same as the day he left, a shrine to him, as well as we added pictures of all those that he saved that day.”


“I can understand that, and I'm a lot like that too, I'd do the same thing if I had to, gladly give my life to save the lives of others, especially children.”


“I'm glad to hear that. Jamie wasn't very popular in school either by the way, he had his bullies, but he was happy. It was a well known fact in his school that he was gay, he was very open, he even had a boyfriend. It was harder on the poor boy than for us the day Jamie died, but at his funeral, he said a few words for the boy he loved like no other. He actually laughed, saying he had just known Jamie would be the type of person to do just that sort of thing, and that he only hoped that if ever faced with the same choice, that he too would be brave enough to do what was right. Your grandfather and I still have him over for dinner every so often, and he brings his new boyfriend with him, he's such a sweet boy too.”


“I'd love to sit down and talk to you for hours once you're here and hear all about the family I should've had, but for now I should probably go. When do you plan to come out then?”


“Yeah, I probably should as well. As you're undoubtedly aware, I'm also on summer break, so I can go whenever I so desire, and your grandfather can also go pretty much any time he wants, so we'll see what we can arrange and come out to see you in a couple days. Can you give me your address and phone number so that we can call once we're back in town?”


“Sure.” Nathan said and then gave the information.


“Thanks, well, thanks for calling, we'll see you soon.”


“Thank you too, see you soon.” Nathan said and then they hung up.


As soon as Nathan was clear, he went and found James and told him everything that he had found out.


“Well Baby, it sounds as if you come from good stock, only your mother was a rotten egg, and it seems even that wasn't of her own doing. Your uncle giving his life like that to save kids, I commend him, and if there is in fact a heaven, you can bet he's sitting high now because of that.”


“Thanks, and yeah, I agree, assuming of course there is a heaven, like you said.”


“Yeah, but of all the conspiracy theories out there, the church I believe is the biggest and baddest of them, what there is and is not they can't say, only tell what they think, and I don't honestly believe a word of it, nor do I wish to go into it. Well, unless you wanted anything more though Baby, I think I'm gonna continue writing for a bit, and try and get a bit more done before bedtime.”


“Okay Baby, have fun. I might just go sit back and relax and do the same thing.” Nathan smiled warmly.


“Have fun then.” James smiled and continued typing away merrily.


For the rest of the night before bed, the two of them sat back and wrote, both enjoying their time. Then of course they went to bed and enjoyed their time there even more, they sucked each other twice, and then once sufficiently drained, they changed each others diapers, then fell fast asleep.