Chapter 4

Uggggggggggggh.

That was what I groaned deeply when I finally woke up this morning. I feel like a train just ran over me. I am talking a full kilometer long freight train with at least three locomotives, every car fully loaded, and every last wheel on one side ran over me. I do not know if you know the position one must take when they are laying on their side and fingering themselves, but I was still in that same position when I woke up. My back arched a bit, my hand still inside my ass, and I am in pain from sleeping like that all night long. I also slept in, which is rare for me.

My bed is also a mess. I guess I got a little rowdy during my last tug session, because my diaper was barely even covering me any more, but then, even if it had have been, it had been far too full anyway to hold much more. As per usual when I somehow forget to diaper myself, the carnage is total. I pee so much during the night, that the wet spot goes from my shoulder to my ankle, and almost to both sides of the bed as well, and I have a big bed.

I extracted my fingers from my ass, and yes, they are definitely dirty, I rolled and stretched, trying to work the kinks out, and then gingerly worked my way out of bed, groaning out even more as I did so. I looked at the mess and had to laugh. My diaper change stuff is still in the exact place I had thrown it the night before, my blankets are still pushed down to the foot of the bed where I put them for playing, and my tube of lube is laying on its side on my bed, a good sized dollop of it oozing out.

I knew there was little point in going for a shower first and then coming in and cleaning up, so I got everything then, even though I really wanted to go for a shower right away. Even my blankets got pulled off the bed, because I would wash them at the same time. I washed off the protective sheet, threw my diaper supplies back on the bed, put my lube where it belonged, and then took the bedding into the bathroom and threw it in the washer. I then hopped in the washer as well, otherwise known as a shower.

I set the water as hot as I could possibly stand it, I needed to relax my poor back, or I would never last, and just stood there for several minutes and relaxed. It took almost ten minutes for my muscles to relax, and I sighed when they did, and then I washed up quickly. We would go swimming later, so I knew I would get fully washed then, but I did not want to smell like stale piss all morning until then.

By the time I finished in the shower, it was just a few minutes after seven, I really had slept in, I dried off and then went and got diapered. I then headed downstairs to meet the others. I knew that Josh would have to leave pretty soon, and I wanted to see him before he left. I headed downstairs, and the other three were already sitting there drinking tea by the time I made it. Dad and James are in just their diapers, but Josh is already dressed and ready for work.

“Mornin.” I grunted, even I thought I sounded a little caveman like there.

“Must've been a good night. You slept in, you had a shower, and you're walking like you still have a baseball bat shoved up your ass.” Dad laughed at me.

“Not far from wrong, actually. Was just four fingers, but all night long. Passed out again after my fourth orgasm, and I know better than to do that.”

“Been there, done that, but oh well, it's always worth it, right.” Dad laughed again.

“I'll say. Was dreaming of you and I playing all night long again though Josh. Hope I wasn't the only one dreaming last night.”

Josh's face as Dad and I were talking was priceless, he was shocked and embarrassed, he was blushing madly and his mouth looked like a landed fish. Then I went and said that and I think I almost made him burn up. He gasped and tried to say something, but it was almost a minute before he managed to make more than a grunting sound.

“No.” Was all he managed to say.

“Mmmhmm, not even sure a nunnery full of the most pure and innocent nuns would believe you, not with that reaction. That's okay, if you wanna lie to yourself, it only hurts you more in the long run. Neither here nor there, and right now, I need food and tea, so I hope you left lots for me.”

“Nope, sorry, we ate and drank it all.” James piped up, giggling.

“Glad I don't believe you, or I'd have to come over there and beat you, and not the enjoyable way you've been getting with my daddy.”

“Mmm, and it is enjoyable.” He sighed.

“Yeah, hope I get that soon too.” I said, pointedly looking at Josh, I even winked at him, he nearly spewed a hot mouthful of tea, that he had just sipped, straight out his nose.

I said nothing further, neither did Josh, he just gulped, and I went and grabbed myself what I needed and came and joined the other three at the table. Not even ten minutes later, just as I was finishing, Josh got up and took his things and put them in the dishwasher, then came back to the table.

“Well, I gotta get going, so I'll see you guys this afternoon. I'll be off at three thirty, so I'll be here for about four thirty or so. Call if you need anything and I'll bring it home with me.”

“Okay, thanks, that's a good idea.” Dad said.

“Have a good day.” James said.

“Have a good day Josh, and try not to dream of me all day long, you do have a job to do.” I teased.

He just shook his head and left, but he did blush a bit more. As soon as he was out the door, Dad started.

“Quit torturing the poor boy.”

“Why, it's fun.”

“I know, but if you don't loosen up, soon you might drive him away.”

“I know, I haveta be careful with him, he's still so afraid. He's so hot though. Is there any chance, that while you're in town today, I could get you to buy me a couple things please?”

“We'll see, what were you wanting?” He asked, but from the grin he had, I am reasonably certain he knew what I was about to ask for. He had given me the same grin the day I asked for lube.

“From that grin, I think you already know, but I want a butt plug and a dildo please, both vibrating.”

“Yep, that's what I thought. I'll get you what you need while I'm in town then.”

“Thanks Daddy, hopefully it'll help.”

“I'm sure it will. Well, let's go swimming boys and then get started on our day.”

James and I are both very much okay with that. Even though my diaper is still very fresh, I have already wet it, so I have to throw it out when we get there. We all washed off well, and then headed to go do our morning workout. I ended up having to bow out before the hour was up, which is very much unlike me, but I am starting to hurt a great deal, so I went and slipped into the hot tub and laid in the lounger with the back massage jets. A few minutes later Dad and James hopped out of the pool and headed to the steam room, so I went and joined them.

“A wee bit sore this morning are we?” Dad said as I entered.

“Oh yeah.” I said and then told them how I had slept all night long.

“Yikes, no wonder you're sore then.”

“Yeah.”

After that we all sat back and relaxed until we were well steamed, then we headed to the sauna and sweated ourselves out almost totally, and then to the hot tub to lay back and relax. I took the lounger again. Finally we jumped into the pool to cool down, and we swam lazily for a few minutes to do so fully. After that I felt a thousand times better, yet I still did not feel back to a hundred percent. We headed to our rooms and got diapered and dressed, ready for the day.

“Okay Baby, James and I are gonna head into town to get him all set up, you go ahead and do your school work for the day.”

“Okay, will do, have fun.”

As soon as they left, I did get started. I took my computer out onto the front porch and sat in the swing in just my diaper and did my work for the day. I am getting a very late start, but I will still only work until eleven or twelve like I normally do. I usually do somewhere between six and eight hours of school work, but when I have a project, I do six. I normally get lots done in the morning before breakfast, take a break, then get in a couple or a few more hours, but today I will only do a couple hours. Probably as soon as Dad and James get back I will stop working and go do some fun stuff.

As soon as they came back, I finished off what I was doing and headed in to get dressed and go get to work. Dad and James had headed right to the shop when they got there, only waving to me as they drove past the house. I met them down in the shop only a few minutes later.

“So, how'd it go?” I asked as soon as I walked in.

“Good. I'm all set up for homeschooling, and we went and bought me my own notebook computer to use for it as well. Still don't think I really needed it, I coulda just used one of the other two.”

“Of course you did, Dad and I are often using our computers at the same time, and I like to get my work done first thing in the morning, and so should you.”

“Oh, yeah, I suppose so. He didn't have to spend that much though, there were cheaper models.”

“Yes, there were, but like I told you at the store, the cheaper ones were cheaper, but the one we got you will last twice as long as those ones would've, or more, assuming you take care of it of course. Taking that into consideration, they weren't any cheaper, they would've been considerably more expensive.”

“I suppose so, still don't like seeing you spend that much money on me.”

“I know, but don't worry so much.” Dad said, giving him a kiss to the tip of his nose.

“So, now that that's dealt with, did you get me my toys?”

“Yeah, I'll give them to you tonight, after Josh gets home.” He grinned mischievously.

“Oh goody, that's awesome.” I laughed.

“Thought you'd like that.”

“Oh yeah.” I said to him, then turned to James, “Wanna come help me again today James, I could really use your help?”

“Sure, I suppose so.”

Dad said that he was going to continue on with his project, so us two boys headed outside. I went and grabbed the tractor again and brought it and the cement mixer back, and then grabbed a couple more loads of sand and gravel. We would be needing a lot. I then took the tractor to the shop and just lifted the entire pallet of cement, because we would likely use a good portion of it this time.

The first thing that we have to do is take off the cardboard, so we each took care of two of them and got them done fairly easily, and then we got started on mixing as much concrete as we could stuff into the poor mixer at a time. We will have to be fast though, because between pours we cannot allow the concrete to cure at all, or it will never cure properly. I figure that we will need somewhere around ten cubic meters of concrete to do the whole thing, and at not even two meters capacity on the mixer, I know that we will be somewhere around five or six batches. It took every bit of the six full batches that we made, but only because I made the centre higher than the outsides, so that should any rain get in, it will run out. Once it is cured up a bit, I will come out with a stiff brook and rough up the surface some, not that it is not already somewhat rough, but hey, I am a kid, this is only my second time doing this (at least on my own), so I am not great at it yet, but it is certainly more than good enough for what I am needing.

“Wow, that was a lot of work, I'm gonna be some sore in a bit.” James groaned.

“Yeah, but it's good for you, put some muscle on those scrawny baby arms of yours.” I teased.

“I've gotten loads better since I started working out with you guys this past year.” He grinned, because he knew full well I was teasing him, we like to tease each other.

“Yeah, you have, and working out with us every day from now on will only make you better as well.”

“Thank god. Even I know how weak I am. I'm weak compared to the other boys in my class, but they're wimps compared to you, so imagine how I feel beside you. You're so fucking strong. You can at least almost lift a bag of concrete, I can't even move one. They're only twenty kilos, yet I can barely do it.”

“Yeah, but no one ever taught you how to work out either, I've always worked out.”

“I know, which is why you have an amazing body, I've always thought so.”

“Thanks, but you're real cute too, just a little on the skinny side, but we'll work on you, and today was good for you. I'm gonna go get my dad to come check it out to ensure I got it all right though before it hardens too much.”

I went and asked Dad to come and check it out and he was very pleased with how well we had done. I told him I was going to give it a brush soon and he said that was a good idea as well, because we would not want it slippery, not when I am working with metals in excess of fifteen hundred degrees Celsius, it could be very bad for the health to slip and fall because of a slippery floor, especially considering how easy it is to take care of right now.

We got everything all cleaned up, the concrete put away, the excess sand and gravel put back where it belongs, and by the time we were done that, the concrete was already ready to be brushed. I was a little heavy handed in a few places, but not too bad, all things considering. Besides, there would be lots of equipment to hide any minor imperfections. By the time I was done I was very pleased with myself.

“It looks really good.” James said.

“Yeah, it does, thanks for the help. Not bad for a few hours worth of work though, huh.”

“No prob, but not like I did a lot.”

“Sure you did, I never woulda' been able to do it alone as fast otherwise. Wanna go pick out the logs we'll need and start getting them peeled?”

“Sure, but how do we do that?”

“That's easy.”

We already have two draw knives and two sets of supports for doing just that sort of thing, so we each grabbed what we needed and headed over to the pile of logs. It took the use of the tractor to pick up the logs and set them onto the supports, and then I went about showing James just how easy it is, and he caught on right away and started peeling away.

I did the same, and by the time Josh made it home, we already had six logs peeled. He had parked up by the house and then came down. He had to pass right by the pile of logs on his way, so he stopped to say hi.

“How was your day at work, and when is your last day?” I asked, hopping up and wrapping him up in a hug. He tensed up.

“Um, not bad, in a week and a half, my boss asked me to stay 'til then.”

“That's good. I don't bite, by the way, you don't have to be so tense because I gave you a hug, I just wanted to say hello.”

“It's what your hug would lead to if I let it.” He said dryly.

“Is that an offer?” I grinned brightly.

“No, Brat, it isn't. So, what are you guys doing?”

I explained to him what we were doing and what we had already done, and he said he would check it out when he passed by it. He said he was going to head to the shop now, so I let him go, though I must say I really did not want to. Once more, he had that manly scent about him mixed with cedar and other woods, man I love that smell.

I got back to work with James, and by the time it was getting close to dinner time, both James and I were leaking, we had wet ourselves so much, and we were done all the logs I felt that we would need. I will take care of the bark after dinner or tomorrow, I will shred it and throw it in the gardens, that way we use pretty much everything.

We are like that with our wood, every bit of it gets used, even if just for heat, but all bark is stripped off all logs, before we cut it into firewood as well, bark causes more smoke, and is better in the gardens than the fireplaces, so I had gotten very good with a draw knife, and so will James.

We swung down to the shop to tell the men that we were going to go make dinner and to come up in half an hour, so they agreed and we headed up ourselves. Our first order of business, of course, are diaper changes, so we head up to my room to take care of that right away. We changed each other, both of us hard, neither of us doing anything about it, because we have more important things to take care of, and then headed to the kitchen.

Halfway through making dinner, Dad and James walked in and said that they were going to get cleaned up as well. Josh very clearly needed a soggy bum change, because he looked so sexily soggy and full. Granted, Dad did not look any less full himself. They were out a few minutes later, both of them fresh now, Dad in only his diaper, but Josh had gotten dressed again. Shame that.

Once more the men checked to see what was for dinner and then set the table accordingly, then they sat down and talked with us as we finished cooking. We sat back and enjoyed our dinner, then went and sat back in the living room to relax for the evening once it was all cleaned up.

“Well, I'm bagged, James looks even more so, so I'm gonna head to bed.” I got up and said.

“Yeah, I'll be going soon myself.” Dad said. “Oh, and I grabbed something I think you'll enjoy today.” Then hopped up and grabbed the bag.

“What is it?” I asked, though I know full well what it is.

I opened the bag in full view of Josh and was very happy to see what Dad had bought me, that was not just acting.

“Wow, thanks Dad, this'll help out lots 'til Josh comes around.”

“Yeah, now, instead of torturing the poor boy, you can go fuck yourself.”

“Gee, thanks Dad. Still gonna torture him anyway.” I grinned to Josh.

Josh had about the most amount of blush I had ever seen before.

“What's the matter Josh?” My dad asked.

“You bought your eleven year old son sex toys!”

“Well, yeah, I know what he needs, and since you're not ready to give it to him, yet, I got him the next best thing. I felt it was better than having him torture you endlessly 'til you cave. Don't you approve?”

“Oh, well, um, I suppose so.” He stuttered rather cutely.

“Oh, I see, you don't even have toys of your own. Never got up the courage to go buy what you needed huh.”

“No.” He whispered.

“You really should, it'd help you out a lot. You should probably go get your own soon too, it'll probably help you to resist Avery's charms longer, though he doesn't wanna hear that, but it'll also help you to fully understand once and for all who and what you are.”

“Um, what's that supposed to mean?” And he blushed even more, I honestly did not think it was possible.

“You're incredibly uptight for a young man your age. By your age most gay guys have already fully come to terms with who and what they are, but you haven't yet. You've barely even admitted to being gay, you've probably never even played with yourself back there either have you. You've never felt just how good it can be, for some reason you're scared of it. You are gay, fully gay, you'd never be happy with a female, and I can tell just how much you wanna give and receive equally, you're a versatile, same as the rest of us. Like I said, you're too uptight.”

“Um, um....” Was all he could get out.

“Yeah, that's what I thought, which is why this bag's for you.” Dad said, reaching down and grabbing another bag he had had hidden and passed it to Josh.

Josh took the bag, knowing exactly what is in it, but his hand is shaking so bad he looks like he is having a seizure. His blush, which I already thought could not get worse, got worse. He did not say anything, but he had a few tears streaking down.

“And here's batteries as well. Each toy takes two AA batteries, these are twenty four packs, that should last each of you a few days. Now, go fuck yourselves silly, I dare say you both need it, and no Avery, not together yet, Josh has some exploring to do that one can only do himself.”

“I know.” I said.

The rest of us just turned and walked away, leaving Josh alone, I could tell that that had been hard on him, but it is good for him too, which, I am guessing, is exactly why Dad did it. I skipped happily to my room, my toys and batteries clutched possessively, and when I got there, I threw it all on my bed and jumped on as well, only after grabbing my lube.

I wondered if I was going to pass out again tonight, and then thought that it would be so worth it. I unwrapped my new toys and inserted their batteries, tested both to ensure that they worked, and boy did they, this is going to feel so amazing.

Deciding to be extra kinky tonight, because this time I can, I poked a hole in the back of my diaper, leading, of course, to my asshole. I lubed up my hole, then the dildo, and then started working it in. It is neither large nor small, it is about fifteen centimeters long, and twelve around. It is shaped just like a nice hard dick. It only took a few seconds for me to open up to it, and the head slipped in me and I sighed deeper than even I have ever sighed.

I started pushing and pulling it gently, trying to slowly work it into me so that I do not hurt myself, and it is feeling so amazing. I started rubbing the front of my diaper with my other hand, and about five seconds later, I came.

The dildo is only about half way in me so far, it feels so good rubbing against my prostate, vibrating so intensely, nothing has ever felt so good, so right, and as such, I am nowhere near ready to stop. So I continued.

By the time I came for my second time, almost five minutes later, I had already worked the dildo all the way inside me, and it feels amazing. Pulling it all the way out, until it slips out of me, then slower still I push it all the way back inside, long dicking myself. All the while I am still rubbing myself through my soggy diaper. The feelings are indescribable.

I keep right on going though, two amazing orgasms just is not enough, I just feel too good to stop, I cannot stop. Orgasm number three almost wipes me out totally, but I am still awake, though even I have no idea how. Had I cum on that last one, I would have totally flooded my diaper.

“Wow.” I panted.

I pulled my dildo out and applied a bit more lube to the plug, turned it on, and then slipped it inside. It is shorter, but its widest area is almost twice the size across as my dildo is. As it slipped into me, I grunted a bit, but it does not hurt either, it just feels so amazing. Even I did not get hard for that.

I stumbled out of bed, gathered everything up and got the garbage put away, the batteries and lube were put into my end table, and then I went and cleaned the dildo and put it there as well. Finally I am ready to change my diaper, so I did so. I barely even remember pulling up my covers or shutting off the light, but I must have before I fell asleep.