Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2003 17:54:14 -0700 From: Joe Webster Subject: Confess/I Love Men Pt1 Adult/Youth I LOVE MEN I wonder what it is? Don't you? You know, the excitement of seeing a naked man, his cock up and hard, as he walks towards you. The commanding way he puts his cock in your mouth, making you take it. Oh, not that you don't want to, but just the way he does it. The tingles and feelings that make you just want to open wide and let him put it in. The thrill of feeling that hard shaft covered in that velvety skin surrounding what feels like a hard muscled core. The way your lips eagerly attach to it, your tongue wanting to tease it. The feel of it as the man grabs your head around the ears and begins to make those pumping motions, wanting every inch of his cock in your mouth. The way you will sometimes moan when he does this, looking up at him, his eyes staring down at you. The power he exudes as he knows he can use you, use your mouth, for his pleasure, not yours, his. Though you know, deep down the pleasure is yours too. The wanting to let him be this way. The thrill of knowing this male animal is in a form of rut and you want it to take you away, wanting to be a part of it! I just wonder sometimes, don't you? Yeah, and that wonderful feeling when you bend over, your legs spread, back arched, you ass pointing up. Waiting for the insertion of a big cock as it pushes into you. The way your body reacts to it, first in a little pain, then a sense of fullness, then, fulfillment as the cock takes complete possession of you. The way, as the man holds your hips, driving his cock in and out of you, you arch your back, pushing your ass up for it. The thrill of the cock as it scrapes your prostate, bringing joy to you inside and all over. The way the man controls it, sliding in and out, back and forth, at first slow and easy. Then, as his rut gets to him, he begins to pound you, pump you, fill you completely as he lets you know he's fucking you! The thrill of submitting to his rut, wanting it, begging, moaning, screaming out in utter want as he takes you! Oh man, the feel of him as he lays on your back, whether hairy or smooth, the smell of him, the sweat as it slides on you. And, all the while, his cock is possessing you, controlling you, making you feel that you want him there always, forever! Or, if you're real lucky, to have two men, one rutting your male pussy, while the second one stuffs your mouth and throat with his cock! Maybe more men as they do it to you again and again, keeping you on that sexual high as you beg and beg for more, more cock, more cock!! Maybe that's why I'm such a slut for cock. I love the way a man takes control of me, uses me, makes me do those things he might never do, but knowing I will. Its been that way since I was sixteen and though there have been times I may have regretted it, I know I really don't. Now after 30 years of being on my knees or hands and knees, I know I don't regret any of it, not any! You see I love to have men dominate me like that. Oh not the usual S&M stuff, that's for other guys. But to know that I'm on my knees, naked, shaking and shivering in want, my need for a man on top of me, that's what excites me. To know that I am what he wants right then, what he needs, and, that he will take me, use me and let me know I'm there for his pleasure. To know that bent over like this, it will be easy for him to penetrate me, to fuck his cock to me! To know that when he does I'll feel complete, whole, connected to him, no matter who he is, just so his cock is inside of me! Ooo, yeah, such a wild feeling and so exciting I'm hard and dripping as I write that. I know that many men have wanted me, lusted after me, taken me during those 30 years, and those feeling were returned by me to them. Even now, 30 some odd years later, all it takes is for a man to give me that knowing smile or leering grin and my stomach shakes and quivers with need. The need to let him have me, use me, take me, control me. And, though I don't have those "pretty boy" looks any more, the fact that I can still see those looks and sense their wanting me, still gives me excitement. Me, my name is Joey. Yes, I know I'm a cock whore, a slut. Have been since I was sixteen and resigned myself then to being just that. Oh, I have gone on in my life, made money, have a nice place to live, and now, a man that seems to want to stay with me. But that was only recently, like the last couple of years or so. Up till that time, I didn't want to stay with one man, didn't know how to. Probably, if I try to be truly honest with myself, never wanted to. Like just now, as I'm writing this, Jake, my steady man is standing next to me, watching me put the words on the screen. He's stroking the side of my face with his cock and telling me to write. This was his idea, to put this all down for all you men at NIFTY. I want to suck his cock, not type, but he won't let me put it in my mouth. Ow, just then, he slapped the back of my head and said, "Type bitch!" I know I will do this, it may be slow, but I will and am. When I was fourteen, my folks died. They were taking a plane trip to New York City to see some special show they had to go to. I didn't know what is was, never even found out, only that my folks told me I was to stay with my grandparents till they got back. Not that I minded that too much. My grandparents had a little farm outside of Cincinnati at the time and I loved going to see them. I remember when my folks dropped me off there. I didn't want them to leave, in fact, I had some strange dreams that began about a week or so before they left. The dreams were filled with flames and people screaming and people shouting. Maybe it was the food I ate that gave me the dream the first time, I don't know. But they changed my life and I'm so glad about that. That first time, the first dream, my mom came in and held me for the longest time. As she was holding me, I got a strange smell from her. Not unpleasant, but I recognized it as the smell she had after she had sex with my father. They must have just finished before I started my screaming and she had come in to me. I knew that smell from other times when they had been having sex. It always excited me, but I didn't know why. She held me for awhile, and then, my dad came to the door. He was just in a pair of boxers, his hairy chest glowing in the light from the hall. My mom let me go and said, "Take care of him honey. You know you always seem to be able to calm him down." Now this wasn't that unusual, cause it was my dad that always seemed to be able to calm me down when I would get upset. My mom didn't seem to mind this, or at least I never heard her say anything about it. My mom got up and left the room and my dad stood there for a bit as I sat on my bed, sniffling as I looked up at him. He closed the door and came in and looked down at me and I just stared up at him. He came over to me and leaned over to kiss me on the forehead and his smell was overpowering. It was that musky smell of a man that had just had sex. It was so strong that I reached up with my arms and pulled him down to me. He laughed and moved to slide in under the covers with me. He pulled me to him and I pressed my face into his dark hairy chest and pulled myself tight against him. He didn't push me away, just held me, stroking my neck and bare back, even patting my ass a couple of times. You see, I was there only child. My mom couldn't have children after I was born so, I never had any brothers or sisters. I never knew why my mom couldn't have any more children, but I know that it wasn't something that caused a problem for me. I had only found out by accident when I was seven that I wouldn't have any brothers and sisters like most of my friends had. But, I was their darling boy I guess. I wasn't spoiled, no, my dad saw to that. I did all the things that normal boys did. I got in trouble like they did, had my fair share of punishments, spanking, all the rest. But I knew my folks loved me completely and that I was their son. You probably want to know what my dad looked like. Well, lets start first with my mom. My mom is the perfect example of the blonde cheerleader type. She was in high school too and then, in college. She met my dad in college and to say they were wild about each other would be an understatement. She was about five-eight and was in really nice shape. She wasn't too big in the breast department, but I knew my dad liked them. I can't tell you how many times I caught him cupping and caressing her tits. She had blue eyes and a sweet smile and to me, she was the epitome of the female side of humanity. She knew a lot and ran her offices like a sargent major and, from experience, I knew you didn't want to run up against her. I had seen her too often dress down some smart ass that thought "she's a woman," only to find out she could dish it out like a man. She rarely raised her voice, but when she did, you jumped. I have seen some of the men working with her quake in their shoes when she'd be mad at them. But she was a soft nice person most of the time. To me, she rarely showed that nasty side of her and even when I would do something wrong, corrected me with love and concern. So I guess you know, I loved my mom. Now, as to my father, well to say that I idolized him would probably be an understatement. He was just over six foot tall, dark wavy hair, dark eyebrows that seemed to protrude, but not much, over his deep dark eyes. The rest of his face was nice and strong, squared off a little, and yet, I never thought of him as anything but beautiful, masculine, powerful. He had broad shoulders that as a young boy held me aloft as I held onto his head and neck. His arms were big, not too muscular, but powerful as I had many occasion to see him use them when he built things like my tree house and stuff. His chest was broad and had a nice mat of hair that covered his pecs and circled his quarter sized nipples. Below that, the dark hair led in a sort of wide swath over his belly, over his innie belly button and down to his crotch. His hips weren't real wide, as the muscular definition of his chest and stomach veed down to that place where his cock and balls hung. And hang they did. He wasn't a giant in the cock department, but at almost eight and a half inches of cut man meat, he had plenty to please any body (I knew how big he was cause I measured him once ). His balls though were covered in the dark hair like the rest of him and they were equal to the cock they hung under. His thighs, well, you can't be a star running back in high school and college and not end up with strong thighs. When he would turn around and you got a look at his back and ass, you knew you were looking at a strong man. His body, like I said, veed down to his slimmer waist and he had this tuft of dark hair right at the base of his spine. His ass, well, it was round and full and had a nice dusting of those dark hairs like the rest of his body. I guess you could say I worshipped my daddy. And, to be honest I did. He was everything a man could be to me. He was tough, hard when he needed to be, but could grab you and tickle you and play like he was a little boy. With me, he was my joy, my DADDY. All my life my dad and I seemed to have a great relationship. My mom didn't seem to mind and even seemed to encourage it. To say that the three of us projected the "perfect" family, might be too much, but not by much as far as I'm concerned. I spent a lot of time sitting on my daddy's lap when I was little and loved it when he was bare chested cause I could press my face against it. I learned to know his body smell and the hair on his chest always seemed soft to me. We cuddled a lot, but don't get me wrong, I did that with my mom too, but it always seemed different with my daddy. I just loved to feel his strong calloused hands stroking any part of my body he wanted to touch. I never ever pulled away from him, ever. It was my little bit of heaven to be surrounded by my daddy and I know he liked to hold me to. So, that night, when he came in to me, to be holding on to my dad the way I was, wasn't that unusual. What was unusual, was the way he seemed to be responding to me. He was holding me closer to him than I ever remembered him doing. I always wore just my pajama bottoms and too feel that hard, masculine body against me had me shaking strangely. My dad felt it, but he must have thought I was still struggling from the wild dream. He kept saying, "Easy Joey honey, easy baby, daddy's here. I won't go away baby, just hold onto daddy." Then he did something I always enjoyed him doing. My dad would hold me sometimes when I was sitting on his lap and rub his fingers over my lips. I don't know when it started, or how, but I never stopped him or wanted to give him any indication that I did. But this time, he lifted my chin and rubbed his thumb over my lips. As he did, he kissed my forehead and cheeks, trying to soothe me. I don't know why I did it, but I opened my lips and took his thumb into my mouth and began to suck on it, as I stared up into his dark eyes. He pulled back from my face and had a funny look on it, as he pulled his thumb out and then, replaced it with another one his fingers. I moaned a little as I began to suck on that big digit harder than I had on his thumb. As I sucked on his finger, his hand went down over my back and I felt it cup my butt cheeks. When he grasped my butt, the finger in my mouth began to slide back and forth. I groaned as he pulled me in harder against him. As he did, I felt something hard against my little belly and he began to rock me against him. I don't know what told me to do it, or why I did it, but I slid my hand over his chest and then, slid it down to his hair covered belly. He gasped a little when my hand went inside the tops of his boxers, but pulled me in tighter when my hand wrapped around his hard cock. I don't know what made me do it, it just seemed the right thing to do. His cock was so hard and it felt so good in my hand, I moaned on his finger in my mouth. Then, he pushed a second finger in and I sucked harder on both of them. My hand in his boxers was stroking his big hard cock and every once in a while, I'd slide it down to rub and massage his big hairy ball sack. When I would do this, he would spread his legs and let me have better access and I'd cup them gently with my little hand. I was lost in the world of my big daddy at that point. I didn't care about anything, just wanting these wild feelings and sensation to continue. Some how, I don't remember how, he got his shorts down and moved back a little, his fingers still in my mouth as he watched me stroking his cock. He said, "Harder Joey honey, stroke it a little faster. Yes, yes, now squeeze as it you do it honey. Oh baby, you're making daddy feel so good, so good!" By now, I was lying between his spread legs, his hairy thighs touching me, his fingers still moving in and out of my mouth. I let go of his cock and used both hands to lift and caress his big balls. He spread his legs wider and I moved into the space, pressing my face right up against his big sack. I inhaled the musky smell and moaned as he pulled the fingers out of my mouth. I looked up at him and he smiled and pulled me up on top of him. He put the two fingers back into my mouth as I lay my head on his chest, sucking harder as he slid my pajama bottoms down and off my butt. Then, he lifted his legs which pulled me on him higher and his hand went to my butt. He stroked along my crack and pressed against my hole and I gasped and pressed into him harder. Then, I felt something long and hard but hot as he pressed his cock against my ass. He laid it along my crack and I don't know what made me do it, or how I did it, but I pressed my butt cheeks against it as he groaned and shoved the fingers harder into my mouth. Then, he pulled the fingers out of my mouth and with both hands grasped onto my butt cheeks. He pushed them tightly around his hard shaft and began to rub me up and down with it. I licked out at his right nipple and he moaned as I closed my mouth over it. I was lost in what he was doing and how the wild sensations just coursed through me, thrilling me. I moved back and forth from one hairy tit to the other, squirming and wiggling on him in excitement. His hands on my ass were so strong and tight and then, he rolled us over so he was on top of me. I was surrounded by him, his smell, his body, his heat, and he continued to hold onto my butt cheeks as he worked his hard shaft up and down. I don't know what made me do it, but I began to help him, hearing him moan deep in his throat as I pushed my little boy butt up eagerly against his hard shaft. Then, his hands moved up off my ass to my legs, spreading them wider. He never stopped the movement of his cock along my ass crack, the head rubbing against my boy hole over and over. My legs were spread wide, and his were in tight to my body, pressing his cock against my spread butt crack as he rocked against me. It felt so good and he was so powerful looking over me I never wanted to have him leave me. I reached down between our heaving bodies and placed my hand around that hard stalk of man cock. He groaned and I gasped out, "Oh daddy, oh daddy!" He moaned and slid his hand under my head, pulling my face to his chest hard. Then, his body was quivering, shaking and I felt his hard shaft pulsing. Then, along its underside, the big tube there pumped and his hot cum shot up onto my belly and chest, covering my hands and arm. He continued to hump against me and then, he lay down and pulled me against him, saying, "Oh baby, I'm so sorry, so sorry! Did daddy hurt you honey? You o.k., Joey baby!?" I looked up at him and said, "I, uh, oh daddy, I'm, I don't know!" Still laying on top of me, his cock semihard as it continued to ooze his cum onto my belly, he lowered his head to my face. He kissed me all over my face and neck, cooing, "Oh Joey, honey, my boy, my sweet, sweet boy!" I held onto his neck and continued to press my body against him, not knowing what was happening, and then, it happened. I began to shake and tremble and I knew then what was happening, but couldn't stop it. He started to lift up, but I grasped him down onto me harder, gasping, "No daddy, stay on me, stay on top of me, oh daddy, please, don't move, oh please, please!!" I guess he knew what was happening, as he lay down on me completely, surrounding me with his body. He kissed my cheek and whispered, "Let it go Joey! Let it go honey. Let yourself go baby!" I did and then, my cock shot, up onto his hairy belly and my belly as I had the first real orgasm of my young life. My body was wracked as I thrust against him again and again, and he held me tight to him, stroking me, letting me climax. Then, as my orgasm eased, he held me against him, then, rolled over onto his back taking me with him. He held me caressing me in ways that only excited me. He licked my sweaty cheek and ran his hand down between us. He got some of his and my cum on his fingers and stared into my eyes as he slid them into his mouth. He sucked them clean and then, lifted me a little to get more. His fingers were dripping with the cum on them. He smiled and moved them to my mouth and I eagerly opened my lips to suck on the pungent, tangy juice. As I sucked on his fingers, he asked, "Like that honey?" I smiled around the big fingers and nodded my head excitedly. He smiled and pulled his fingers out and then, moved onto my side against him and he let me watch as he ran two fingers through the cum on his belly. He lifted the fingers and held them to my lips and said, "Suck honey." I eagerly slid my lips over his fingers and he began to work them in and out as I tasted and licked at the cum on them. He did this once more, then, asked, "Would you like to lick it off of me Joey?" I giggled and said, "Oh yes daddy, please!" He lay back, putting his hands up behind his head and spread his legs and said, "O.k., baby. Now get between my legs. Yeah, like that Joey. Now, start on my thighs and just lick till you get it all honey." I looked up at him, my handsome, powerful daddy, as he smiled down at me. I stuck out my tongue and began to lick at the streaks and globs of cum on his thighs, then, his balls. His cock was all sticky with it and I held it up and began to lick up one side and down the other. Then, I moved into the hair around it and licked them clean, letting him see my tongue working in them. I don't know why I was doing this, but I felt so good and from the look on my daddy's face, it was making him feel good. I licked up to his belly and licked the cum from it and into his hairy belly button. I got it all cleaned up and slid back down to his cock. He held it and said, "Get it right off the head Joey." I moved to it and licked my tongue around the pink red head, tasting his cum on it. He said, "Open your mouth honey." I did and he pushed his dick into it, not a lot, but the full head of it. I moaned when he did and then, tightened my lips around it as I sucked at the big head. He moaned and arched his hips up a bit as I did this, saying, "Oh Joey, yes, yes, blow me honey, blow daddy's big dick baby!" I didn't really understand what he meant, but I sure liked the feel of his cock in my mouth. Then, he pulled me off of it and pulled me up to him. He spread me over his chest and then, began to lick the cum off of me, my belly, my chest, down to my little cock and balls. When he got it all cleaned up, he lay me down on top of him and held me. I lay there, luxuriating in his arms and pressed my face into his chest. He stroked my body, from my neck and hair, down to my ass crack. Each time he'd reach my butt, he slide his finger tips along my crack and press against my hole. I would shiver and giggle, pressing myself in hard each time he did this and he'd kiss my head and chuckle into my ear. Then, he lifted my head and said, "Don't tell anybody we did this Joey. Do you hear me honey?" I said, "Yes daddy, I do and I won't tell anyone. It'll be our secret, o.k.?" He laughed a little and pulled me against him and kissed my cheek, then, surprised me. He lifted my head with his two big hands and pressed his lips against mine. I felt his tongue trying to spread them and opened my mouth for him. He kissed me long and hard, working his tongue between my lips as we kissed. It was so wild, I humped against him and he pulled me tight to him. Then, he rolled me over onto my back and lay over me, stroking my face and said, "I love you Joey. Daddy really loves his little boy and you are so, so special to me!" I hugged him around the neck and said, "And I love you too daddy. Your the best daddy in the whole world!" He smiled and kissed the tip of my nose and said, "Now, go to sleep honey." I smiled up at him as I watched him put his boxers back on and then, he opened the door, looking back at me, smiling. I didn't have the dream the rest of that night and in fact, most of my dreams were of my daddy, naked, standing over me. The next night I had another dream and it was just as bad as the first, but I didn't scream this time. I did start to cry and was pounding on the bed, till I felt strong arms move around me and pull me into a hairy chest. My daddy was holding me, as my mom stood looking down at us. My mom said, "Kyle this is getting me scared. Can you figure out what's making him have such bad dreams?" My dad held me and said, "I don't know Shel, it could be just a phase. Or maybe he's just scared about something." My mom said, "I think you need to take him to see Mark tomorrow. Maybe he can help us out. I don't want my baby being afraid to go to sleep every night." My dad said, "You know, that might be a good idea. Mark works with all kinds of kids and he'd know what to tell us to do." My mom watched us for a bit and then said, "Why don't you just sleep in here with him honey. I have to be up real early for that meeting and have to get some sleep." My dad stroked my back and looked down at me and said, "Alright Shel." My mom leaned over and gave him a big kiss and then, leaned down and kissed me and said, "Sleep baby, daddy's going to stay all night with you. O.k.?" I nodded and hugged her and then, watched her leave the room, closing the door after her. I looked up at my dad and sniffled and he held me and asked what I had been dreaming. I tried to tell him, but it all got messed up some how. As I talked, I noticed my dad was taking off his boxers. He lay down on the bed on his side and I snuggled up against him. I put my hand on his chest and asked, "Uh daddy? Can I, uh, I mean, I want, uh can I feel you daddy?" He smiled and said, "Feel me how Joey?" I rubbed my hand over his powerful chest and bit my lip as I said, "I want to feel you all over daddy. Please, can I daddy?" He smiled and laid back on the bed and said, "Sure baby. Feel daddy's body, feel what ever you want to feel." I giggled and rose up on my knees next to him and began to run my hands over his broad hairy chest, down to his belly and then, back up to his chest. I took his right arm and stroked it all over and then, moved my face into his armpit. He giggled and asked, "You like to smell me Joey honey?" I giggled and said, "Yeah, I like the way you smell daddy. Its so manly and I think I'd like to lick you some." He pulled my face into his armpit and asked, "You want to lick me right there baby?" I licked out at the long dark hairs there and said, "Oh yeah daddy." He chuckled and said, "Then, don't forget to go to the other one. I have two you know." I giggled and moved over so that I was laying over his chest and pushed my face right into his left armpit. I mumbled, "Is this the one you mean daddy?" I swabbed my tongue in a long stroke up his armpit and he pressed my face into it saying, "Sure is honey. You can lick any part of me you want Joey." I lifted up and looked at him and asked, "Really daddy? I can lick you anywhere?" He said, "Any where you want to put your sweet face and tongue baby, you can do it!" I giggled as I wiggled over him and began to lick across his chest and down to his belly. I asked, "Can I lick down here daddy?" He smiled and nodded his head. I moved over and knelt between his legs as he raised them up and spread them. I reached up to his big hairy balls and asked, "Even here daddy!?" He rocked his hips from side to side and said, "Especially there honey! You want to lick and suck in between my legs Joey?" I giggled and leaned in and pushed my mouth and lips against his big hairy balls and said, "Hmm, I sure do." He smiled down at me as I began to lick all over his big hairy ball sack and around and under it. I licked into the creases of his thighs and along the insides of each one of them. I licked back up to his balls and held his big cock and licked in around its base, looking up at him as I let him see me sliding his hairs around with my tongue and teeth. I lifted up and kissed his belly and then, stuck my tongue into his belly button, getting a chuckle out of him. I did it again and he pushed my head down and said, "Now stop that. Get back to licking on me baby." I giggled and stroked his big hard dick and then, looked up at him. I bit my lip as I said, "Can you roll over daddy?" He looked down and asked, "Now why do you want me to do that!?" I giggled and said, "You'll see." He chuckled, rolling over onto his belly. He kept his legs spread and spread his arms out to each side. I marvelled at the way his back looked, powerful, vee shaped down to his waist. I slid up onto the backs of his legs and then, leaned over and began to lick at the back of his neck. I slid my tongue along his back bone and down to the top of his butt cheeks. When I got there, he turned a little and said, "You sure you want to lick my ass Joey?" I rubbed his big globes, covered in a nice down of dark hair and said, "Oh yeah daddy, please?" He said, "Well, if you do that are you going to lick every part of my ass Joey?" I hesitated and looked at his ass. I spread his butt cheeks and could see his dark hairy hole and he said, "You'd have to lick there too honey. Sure you want to do that?" I looked up at him and said, "If you want me to, I will daddy." He lifted his hips a bit and, "Daddy would like to have you licking his ass Joey" I smiled and leaned over, caressing his big muscular ass cheeks as I licked all over one and then, did the other. Then, as I knelt between his legs, he said, "Here let me help you get in there honey!" He spread his legs and then, reached back and spread his butt cheeks, saying, "Now Joey honey, let daddy feel your tongue in there." I was mesmerized by his big ass and moved in and tentatively licked at the top of his crack. I started to slide my tongue down along it and he hissed, saying, "Oh yes, yes, eat daddy's ass Joey. Show daddy how much you love him and eat his ass honey!" Those words were all I needed and I pressed my face into his crack as he let go of his cheeks and pushed back against my face. I went wild in there. I licked, sucked, bit at his skin and licked all around his dark pucker. I licked and swiped at it, each time getting a moan from him. Then, he pulled a way and said, "Lay on your back Joey!" I did and he moved around over me and said, "This way you can really lick and suck daddy's ass honey!" He moved over my face and sat down on me. It scared me for a minute till I realized he was still on his knees. But just then, my little tongue came in contact with his hole. He hissed and gasped, "Oh yes, right there honey! That's the spot Joey! Yeah, lick it, suck it, eat it honey!" I sucked at his hole, and began to push my tongue at it and he pressed down on my mouth and said, "Harder Joey, harder! Push your tongue in my shit hole baby! Go on Joey, eat daddy's ass hole for him. Show daddy you love him Joey, eat me honey!" I went wild as I held onto his butt cheeks and drove my tongue in and out of his hole. I didn't go in far, but I was enjoying it and from the way daddy was working on my face, I knew I was making him feel real good. Suddenly, he pulled up and looked down at me and asked, "Want some more of that cream you licked off my body last night Joey!?" I shook my head excitedly as he angled his big dick down to my mouth. I opened my mouth and he shoved some of it in, as he was stroking it. It didn't take but a few seconds and he groaned and his big cock shot into my mouth. I gasped and almost choked, but began to suck and swallow his shooting cream as he leaned way over me, never taking his cock from my mouth. I couldn't swallow it all, as some ran down the sides of my face, but I tried to get it all. Then, as his body slumped a little, he looked down at me, still nursing on his oozing cock and smiled at me. He said, "Your daddy's favorite toy Joey. I love you very much, very much!" I sucked hard on the head of his cock and was rewarded with another squirt of his cum as he groaned and then, lifted up, pulling his cock from my mouth. He used his cock to wipe at the cum on the sides of my cheeks and each time, slid it into my mouth where I sucked it clean. Then, he slid down on the bed and pulled me against him and said, "Now, lets go to sleep honey. And, in the morning, I'll let you suck on my big dick again Joey. Would you like to do that Joey?" I slid my hand on his semihard cock and said, "I want to suck on your big dick anytime you want me to Daddy!" He smiled and kissed my head. He pulled the sheet over me and then, hugged me to him as I went to sleep, my face in his chest. The next morning, I got to do just what he said too. He knelt over my chest and guided that big dickhead into my small mouth and just let me suck all I wanted. I wasn't able to take much more than about half of it, but that didn't seem to bother my daddy. I could only look up at him, over me, his body so powerful looking his face smiling down at me, his boy, his son, as I sucked harder and harder on his big cock. He said, "Reach between my legs and rub my balls Joey. Yeah, like that, don't squeeze them too hard. Oh Joey, you're making daddy feel so good honey, so good. Suck me Joey, blow daddy's dick for him. Show your daddy how much you love him honey, suck baby, suck!" I just got so excited from his words that I dove down harder on his cock. I felt the big head hit the back of my head and gasped, almost choking as he pulled it back. He stroked it along the side of my face and said, "Easy honey, easy. Take as much as you want, but easy, o.k.?" I looked up at him and said, "O.k., daddy. But I like it in my mouth!" He chuckled and said, "I know you do honey. Do you like being your daddy's cocksucker Joey?" I smiled up at him as he ran the head of his cock over my sensitive lips. I looked at his cock and then, up to him and said, "Oh yes daddy, I love being your cocksucker!" I blushed and he eased his cockhead back into my mouth. I sucked on it, stroking his balls, his hairy thighs and just stared up at my daddy. He slid his hand around to the back of my head and said, "Now, easy honey, but daddy wants to do something to you. O.k.?" Still with his cock in my mouth, I nodded my head. He said, "Now, I'm going to start pumping my cock in and out of your mouth Joey. I want to fuck your mouth Joey. Do you want me to fuck your mouth Joey?" He pulled his cock from my sucking lips and I gasped as I said, "Yes daddy, please daddy, please, fuck my mouth daddy, fuck your cock to my mouth, please daddy!" He chuckled and slid the head of his cock to my mouth and pushed in. I lay there, my upper chest and head in between his thighs as my daddy began to fuck my mouth. I knew right then I'd always want to be like this for my daddy. His cock slid in and out slowly, giving me time to use my tongue on it. I guess I was a natural at sucking cock, cause I never once had him worry about my teeth. He said, "Oh baby, this feels so good, so good! Suck me Joey, be daddy's cocksucker honey, suck me cocksucker!" I moaned to his words and soon, he was giving me almost all of his cock. At one point, he shoved forward and the big dickhead slid into my throat. I fought the gag reflex and when he saw me do it, he gasped, "Oh Joey, oh yeah, take it all baby, take all of daddy's dick!" I moaned as I felt his cockhead slide into my throat time and time again. Each time, my face was crushed into the dark hairy bush around the base of his cock. I loved it, and sniffed loudly each time my nose was buried into them. He lifted up a bit on his knees, pulling me up with him and I slid my hands around to grasp onto his hard pumping butt cheeks. He moved backwards, not letting his cock out of my mouth, till I was on my knees to him. He held my head then and began to fuck in and out of my mouth. I don't know what was happening to me, but I knew right then, this was where I should be. I slid my hands around to his big balls and cupped them, feeling them rising up. I looked up at my daddy's face and he smiled down at me. He asked, "Want daddy's cum Joey? Does daddy's cocksucker want me to shoot my cum into your mouth honey!?" His dick slid from my lips and I gasped, "Yes, yes, I want your cum daddy. Feed your cocksucker your cum daddy, please!" He chuckled and held my head tighter and began to pump a little faster in and out of my sucking mouth. Then, he pulled me all the way down on it as I felt the big tube along its underside pulse, just as his cock began to shoot into my mouth. I moaned and hugged myself closer to him as his cock shot into my belly again and again. Then, he moved back and let me suck on part of it, letting my tongue slide around and around in near the pee hole. His cock continued to pulse and spurt little bits of cum into me, and I reveled in it. Then, he pulled it from my mouth and lifted it up and pressed his big hairy ball sack against my face and I licked and sucked at it. He then, slid backwards and lay right on top of me. I spread my legs, why I don't know and wrapped them around his waist. He chuckled as I did and he kissed me, his tongue diving into my mouth again and again. I was surrounded by him again, my body arching up against his to feel his manly hard body. He pulled the covers up over us and rocked against me and then, slid over onto his side as I held tightly to him. We lay like that for a bit and then, he rolled me onto my back, his big hand stroking my belly and stomach. He covered us in the covers and we lay like that for a bit. Just then, my mom came to the door and I smiled up at her and said, "Hi mommy." She came into the room and said, "You be a good boy for daddy Joey. Mommy has to go to work." My dad said, "See you later Shel." She leaned over me to give him a peck on the cheek and I got a smell of her as she stroked over my face and said, "You guys have fun. I'll be home late Kyle and, oh, don't forget to call Mark and see if you can go in and see him. Alright?" My dad said, "Sure babe. See you tonight and give 'em hell!" She laughed and left and we heard her go down the stairs. Then, we heard her car start and the sound of the garage door closing after her. My daddy poked me in the ribs and asked, "Now, where were we!? Oh yeah, daddy's little cocksucker just let daddy fuck his mouth! Did you enjoy me fucking your mouth Joey?" I hugged myself against him and said, "Ooo daddy, yes, yes I really liked that!" He tilted my head back and said, "Now remember what I said honey. You don't tell anyone about what me and you do, o.k.?" I hugged him and said, "I won't daddy." We lay together for a bit and I dozed and when I woke up my dad was over by the window looking out. I stared at him, his naked body making my little dick hard and my lower body wiggle. He slid his hand down over his belly and slid it up under his balls. He lifted his big cock and balls and then, slowly began to stroke his cock. I watched as it rose up and got harder and harder. He turned just then and looked at me and smiled. He came walking towards me on the bed. I stared in hunger, lust, I couldn't tell you what. This big strong man, his cock up and hard bobbing between his legs as he walked slowly towards me. I don't know why I did it but I threw the covers back and moved to kneel on the end of the bed. I looked up at him and he smiled at me and said, "You look sweet like that Joey. Does daddy's little boy want this toy of mine some more?" He lifted his cock up with his hand and I said, breathlessly, "Please daddy, can I have my toy!?" He stepped in front of me and I tried to reach out to grasp his big hard cock, but he batted my hand away and said, "Uh uh, uh honey. You have to reach with your mouth. Stick out your tongue." I did and he moved closer and then, said, "Now make your lips into an 'o' for daddy! That's it baby, you learn quick Joey. Now, I want to see you reach with your mouth for it." I looked up at him and then, strained my neck towards his cock almost touching it with my tongue. He moved a little closer and then, my tongue touched his cockhead. I licked at the pee hole and moved a little closer and then, I pushed my mouth onto it further. The motion had me grasping onto his hips as I almost impaled my mouth on his cock. I held onto his hips as I looked up at him and began to slide my mouth up and down on his cock. It seemed so normal, yet so exciting. He held my head on his cock and said, "Now, crawl off the bed honey. Get on your knees Joey. I want to see you kneeling to your daddy!" I did as he wanted getting off the bed and looking up at him as I sucked on that big hard shaft. He looked down at me and thrust his hips forward, making more of his cock go into my mouth and asked, "Am I your god honey!? Tell me Joey do you want to worship your daddy's cock, his body honey!?" The way he said that was so strange and so different than I had ever heard him say anything to me. I looked up at him and he pulled his cock out of my mouth and asked, "Well Joey, is your daddy your god, or is his cock your god!?" I looked up at him back down to his cock and then, back up to him. He stared at me hard and I don't know what came over me, but I realized, yes my daddy was my god! It was like there was nothing else in the world just then, just my daddy and his big cock. I wanted to kneel there forever. My daddy was everything to me and he was my god, and, his cock, it was his altar that I wanted to worship at. Sure you're thinking a 14 year old boy thinking these things wasn't real, but for me, right then, on my knees, in front of my daddy/god, it was! I don't know why I said it, but I said, "Both daddy, you and your cock!" He chuckled and moved closer to me and said, "Tilt your head back." I did and he grasped the base of his cock and began to whip it back and forth across my face. It hurt a little, but at the same time, I loved it. He said, "There, your god is whipping you with his cock Joey! Do you love it when he does this to you?" I gasped out, trying to lick out at the big dick as it swung against my cheek, "Yes daddy, oh yes!" He grasped my head and moved his hips to line his cock up to my mouth and said, "Open wide little cocksucker, I want you to worship your god's cock!" I don't know why this was all so exciting, but I eagerly did as he wanted and he moved his cock into my mouth and said, "Suck Joey, suck your god's cock!" I moaned and began to do just that, working my tongue, my lips on the big hard man cock. He didn't move, just stood there, his hips thrust forward, his hands on his hips as he looked down commanding me to service his cock. I eagerly went at it, bobbing my head back and forth, always keeping my eyes on his as I took more and more of his cock into my mouth. Then, he looked down and said, "All of it little cocksucker! Your god wants all of his cock in your mouth and throat!" I pushed my face towards his bush as I struggled to get every inch of his cock into my mouth. I finally succeeded and he slid his hand to the back of my head and said, "Now, that's the way I want my little cocksucker to worship my cock Joey! You need it all in you to enjoy it and you do it enjoy it, don't you?" I bobbed my head up and down a bit. He held my head as he pulled his cock back and then, began to thrust it back and down into my mouth and throat over and over. I gagged a few times, but mostly, I kept my head up and angled for him as he fucked into my mouth completely. I thought I'm worshipping my god, my god's cock and moaned deeply each time I got every inch of his cock into my mouth and throat. He seemed to like that and worked his cock like a piston in and out, in and out, deep and full, feeding it to me. Then, he thrust forward and let out a strange wild sound as his cock exploded deep in my throat. He pulled it out as it was pulsing and shot his load onto my face and into my mouth. He covered me in his cum and then, shoved his still oozing cock back into my mouth. I sucked eagerly on it, not caring, just wanting his cock. Then, he held me still and I felt his cock twitch a bit and then, he was pissing! I tried to pull off of it and he said, roughly, "NO! Swallow my piss cocksucker! Swallow your god's piss!" When he said that, I gave up and began to swallow as fast as I could. Some of it ran out the sides of my mouth to mingle with the cum he had shot on my face, but still I swallowed. When he stopped pissing, he pulled his cock from my mouth and wiped his cock all over it. As it would be covered in his cum, he'd push it into my mouth and let me suck it clean. I loved it and eagerly accepted his cock back into my mouth. Then, though there was still cum on my face, he pulled back and said, "Now, did you enjoy that Joey!?" I licked at my lips and said, "Yes daddy, I did enjoy that?" He smiled and leaned down and picked me up and carried me back to the bed. He lay me down and lay over me again and I stroked his hard body as he pushed my legs apart. I could feel his rising cock pressing into my balls as I asked, "Why did you piss in my mouth daddy?" He lifted up and smiled at me and said, "Cause I wanted to Joey." I almost started to cry, saying, "But isn't that a nasty thing to do daddy? I, uh, I mean, it was piss daddy." He stroked my face and said, "Little cocksuckers like you Joey like piss, almost as much as they like cum from a big dick." I shivered as he said that and he said, "Easy honey, its o.k., daddy won't do that again. Unless you want me to, o.k.?" I nodded and he leaned in and sucked at my neck, making me giggle. He lifted up and asked, "Do you like daddy laying on top of you like this Joey?" I stroked his back and down to his waist and said, "I do daddy, I like the feel of your body against mine." He chuckled and asked, "Is that why you wanted to feel my body last night?" I said, "Uh huh. I have always looked at your body and always liked it when it was against me when you hugged me and stuff." He rocked his body against mine and asked, "Do you like it when I do that!?" I smiled and said, "Uh huh." He pushed his cock back and forth against my balls and asked, "Do you like it when I do this!" I said, "Oh yes daddy. I like to feel your big cock against me. When you stroked it along my butt the other night it was really exciting." He lifted up and said, "Get up on your hands and knees Joey." I did and asked, as I looked back at him, "Like this daddy?" The look on his face was so wild and so exciting as he answered, "Yes baby, just like that." He moved in between my legs and I felt him push them wider as he moved up against my butt with his cock. He lay it along my crack and then, lay over my back, wrapping his arms around me as he began to hunch against me. He said, "Do you like this Joey?" I giggled and said, "Oh yes daddy, I can feel you all around me and, I, ooo, can feel your big cock along my crack and it feels so big and hard." He licked at my ear and asked, "Does that mean you like to have a big man like me on top of you Joey?" I giggled and said, "I have a big man on top of me daddy and I love him there!" He laughed and said, "Now, just hold still while daddy pleasures you honey. I want to make your feel good all over!" I gasped as he did like he had the other night, sliding his big dick along my butt crack. Only now, now he was on top of me and holding me tight to him and I just relaxed and let him do it. He continued this for a while, getting harder and rougher as he pumped against me. I didn't mind it at all and seemed to really be liking it. He whispered in my ear, "Daddy's going to feed his little cocksucker some more of his dick cream. Do you want to swallow some more of my cum Joey? Want me to feed it to you!?" I lifted my head against his shoulder and kissed his cheek and said, "Please daddy, can I have some more of your cum daddy! Please feed it to me daddy, please!" He gasped and I felt his body quiver like it had the other night and knew he was going to cum. He quickly moved off of me and rolled me onto my back and got over my chest. He pulled my head to his cock and said, "Now cocksucker, eat daddy's cum!" I moaned as he slid his cock to my mouth and then, stroked it a couple times. Then, his cock flooded into my mouth. Not as much as before, but I got to taste every drop of it as he fed it to me. When he finished, he rolled off of me and onto his back. We lay there for a bit and I dozed off again and when I awoke, he was gone. I felt scared a little and then, got up and ran down the hall and to his bedroom and he wasn't there. I felt like I was the only person in the world just then, and I was scared! I ran down the stairs and when I got almost to the kitchen, I saw him. He was standing in the doorway of the den, still naked as he sipped at his coffee and stared at me. I ran towards him and he just had time to put his cup down as he grabbed me up and held me tight to him. I gasped, "Oh daddy, I thought you had left me and gone away!" He stroked my back and said, "Sh, sh, easy baby, daddy's right here, right here. I told you I wasn't going to go away, didn't I?" I lifted my head and said, "Yes, but, you were gone and it was so quiet, I thought I was completely alone!" He held me, carrying me over to the couch and sat down, holding me against him. He stroked my body, soothing me and chuckled as he moved his middle finger to my mouth and said, "Here, suck on this!" I sucked on his finger and he worked it around in my mouth till he had me giggling. He began to work the finger in and out of my mouth and I pursed my lips and made like I had been sucking his cock. He said, "Like having something in your mouth to suck on, don't you Joey?" I mumbled, "hmm, hmmm." He asked, "Is that why you like sucking my cock Joey?" I pulled off his finger and said, "No, I like sucking your cock cause its yours daddy!" He laughed and said, "Born little cocksucker aren't you baby!?" I blushed and he held me against him. We sat there for a bit just the two of us. We didn't say anything, just held each other. After a bit, he lifted my chin with his hand and asked, "Joey, do you remember Dr. Mark!?" I frowned, then, remembered the big man that always used to toss me around in our pool. He was a good friend of my daddy's from college and was around a lot, but lately we hadn't seen him. I said, "Oh yes daddy, I remember him. He's a lot of fun." He said, "Yes, he is Joey. Now, I just called him and we are going to go see him. I want you to tell him about your dreams you've had the last couple of nights. O.k.?" I frowned and said, "I don't know daddy. Those dreams have made me get real scared." He said, "I know baby, but Dr. Mark can help you with them. Maybe even make them go away." I bit my lip and he asked, "Now, do you want to go see him? If you don't, its o.k., but I think he can help you." I looked at him and asked, "Do you really want me to go daddy?" He said, looking right into my eyes as he rubbed his nose against mine, "Yes, I really want you to go!" I said, "O.k., I will go if you want me to." He said, "Good boy Joey. And since you are such a good boy, after you talk with Dr. Mark, we'll give you a big treat. O.k.?" I giggled and said, "Sure daddy."