Date: Sat, 06 Jan 2007 16:09:07 -0500
From: Ryan Scott <ryanscott@mail.com>
Subject: if you let a boy into you heart (part 2)

I must have dosed for a few minutes in the morning, because I woke up
when I heard the tent zipper opening. I almost jumped out of my skin
until I realized that Nate was not in the tent. He stepped through the
door still naked.

"I just had to take a piss, Looks like you need to also."  He said
nodding his head toward my Dick.

My morning wood was sticking straight up, "Ya, don't close the zipper,
I'll be back in a minute."

I walked out of the tent, it was a nice cool morning, the ground was wet
from dew, and the sun was getting bright.

"HEY, YOU PISSED ON THE TREE RIGHT?" I yelled towards the tent.

"NOPE, YOU'RE WALKING IN MY PISS RIGHT NOW!"

"WHAT!"

"I'M JUST KIDDING, OF COURSE I PISSED ON THE TREE"

I took about a 5 minute long piss, and it felt great to get it out.

"YOU COMING BACK OR WHAT?" I heard from the tent.

"I'M COMING HOLD YOUR HORSES"

"HOW ABOUT YOU HOLD MY HORSES" he said with a chuckle

I made my way back to the tent, and there he was lying on his back slowly
stroking his dick.

"Hey, lets save that for a little later" I said.

"awww come on, I thought we were going to have some fun this morning."

"We will, but if we get started with that stuff now, we'll never get
out of here. We have a lot to do, let's put some clothes on and make
some breakfast. Then we can pack everything up. After that we can go down
to the river and take a bath."

"A bath? In the river?"

"Yes, sounds like it might be fun right?"

"Oh, I see^Å^Å^Åa BAAAaaaaaath"

"Aaahh, now you're getting it"

"Well come on then let's get everything packed up."

"Do we have enough time for a quickie", He asked with a smile

"How quick is a quickie" I asked him

"Really quick if you do the same thing you did last night."

"Alright, you talked me into it" Tell you what; well try something a
little different. Come over here and sit on my chest"

He scooted over and got on top of me, I put his knees to my sides and I
leaned forward, and sucked in his dick. He instinctively started pushing,
and I put my hands on his ass and encouraged him to pick up the pace.
Before I knew it, he was sliding in and out at an amazing rate.

"Holly shit, this feels so good," he said.

I started to feel his dick swelling, and just when I thought he couldn't
go faster, he picked up the pace some more.

"aaahhhh^Åaaahhh^Å.aaaahhh^Å.Here it comes" he gave me a warning.

He tried not to slow down, but on the first burst, he started to match
the pulse of his orgasm, thrusting in as far as he could on each pulse.
His tank was full, he gave me a good amount of juice, His aggressiveness
had really got me going, and I found myself having my own orgasm on his
back and ass as he got his last few shots in my mouth.  He pulled his
dick out of my mouth, and lay down on top of me.

"That was awesome," he said with his head lying on my chest.

"Looks like you needed a quickie too," he said.

"Ya, I did, but we really need to get moving" I said as I picked up a
couple socks and started wiping off his back. Let me clean up a little
here, and then we have to start packing.

What's for Breakfast?" he said as he started fumbling around for some
clothes to ware.

"There are a few small boxes of cereal in the bag, and a small bottle of
milk in the cooler."

He put on some shorts, and a tee shirt, opened the tent and made his way
over too the cooler. It took me a couple of minutes to catch up to him,
but I went over to the hill, and brought the chairs back to the table,
and he got the stuff out. We sat at the table and he started eating like
a growing boy, he ate his two boxes, and had his eye on my second box of
frosted flakes.

"Are you going to eat that?"

"I couldn't deprive you man, go ahead and take it"

"Are you sure?"

"I'm as sure as you were last night" He put on a huge grin and grabbed
the box.

"Thanks Ryan"

It took us a good hour and a half to get everything back into the
watertight bags, and we were both hot and sweaty by the time we were
done.

I grabbed a bar of soap out of a bag in the cooler, "are you ready for
your bath?"

"Yes, I'm ready"

"Well you can't take a bath with cloths on can you?"

He immediately took off his shirt and then his pants. It was a real joy
to see him stripping them off.

"Are you coming or what?", He asked.

"Yes, I'm just getting a kick out of watching you that's all"

I lifted my shirt off and then took off my shorts and through them on my
chair, and we made our way down to the water. It was pretty cold, but it
was refreshing.

"Come over here" I said

There was a tree growing out of the side of the bank and there was a
water hole about 3 feet deep under it. The tree acted as a shelf for the
bar of soap.

"How about I'll soap you up first, then you can do me?"

"Okay what do you want me to do"

"Well first, duck your head under and get your hair wet, I'll take care
of the rest"

He ducked under for a second and then popped up. I grabbed the bar of
soap off the tree and lathered my hands up really good.

"Raise your hands up on the air"

He lifted his arms, and I came around behind him and pulled him against
me. My hard penis was pressed into his back. I then took my hands and
started to rub them all over his chest and belly. Then I did his armpits,
which were smooth and hairless. I then told him he could put his arms
down, and I stepped back and soaped his back. I took the bar of soap
again and lathered it up again. This time I started to soap up his hair.
He closed his eyes, and I lathered it up really good.

"Okay, now duck under and rinse all the soap out of your hair"

He ducked down for a minute. And a couple more times just to make sure
the soap was out. The he popped up and said,

"What about the rest?"

"Well get that in a minute, but first it is your turn to wash me."

"Okay, but get down on your knees so I can reach"

I ducked under for a second to wet my hair, and he grabbed the bar of
soap and lathered up and got behind me, and in the same fashioned he
rubbed his hand all over me. I felt his hard dick pulsing on my back. He
stepped back to do my back, but then moved against me again when he
started on my hair. He took his time, and I waited for him to tell me to
dunk.

"Okay, rinse off" he said

I dunked under and made sure I got all the soap out of my hair. Then I
surfaced.

"Okay, are you ready to get out now?" I said.

"WHAAAAT! What about the rest?" he said with a hurt look on his face.

"I'm just joking, take it easy," I said with a big smile, and his
smile returned.

"I have an idea, come over here and float on your back in front of me"

I took the soap and lathered up really good again. He stretched out in
front of me. I put one hand under his back to keep him above the water,
and I took the other and started to soap up his 5 incher.  He lifted his
head out of the water to watch me.

"ohhhhh, that feels really good!"

I reached between his legs and ran my soapy hand down the cord, and
cleaned his pucker hole really good. He looked down at me in amazement as
I did this, but didn't say anything. That was about a far as I would go
in that area, I don't push anything when it comes to that. It is up to
the boy if he takes an interest in that area, and that is something for
him to explore with his friends. Then I made my way back to his penis. I
took the bar of soap and gave it a couple more twirls. Then I started
sliding back and forth on his shaft, his immediate reaction was to lay
his head back into the water and close his eyes. His arms lay straight
out in the water on each side of him, and his whole body completely
relaxed and limp in the water.

"ohhh---uhhhh---ohhh, he was cooing.

I dam near shot off myself right there; this beautiful boy was putty in
my hands. Then I felt every vein start popping out of his penis and the
head started swelling. Then I could feel his legs sinking as he started
to arch his back. Then it happened; the first shoot went right over his
head into the water, then the second hit him in the face, the third hit
his chest, Four, five, six, his whole belly was covered. I couldn't help
myself, so I bent down and licked through the big puddle on his belly,
and that was when his head pulled up to see what I was doing. He just
looked and smiled at me and I let him drop down so he could rinse himself
off.

"That was the most amazing thing ever!, you have to try it, It felt like
electric all over my body."

"Well, I'm ready if you are" I said in reply

This was truly something new to me, something I hadn't done this before,
and it made it a lot more exciting that he was so enthused about it. I
let my feet come up and I laid back and floated on my back in front of
him, it was easy for him to support my weight in the water. He soaped his
hands really good, and then lathered up everything, my penis, balls, and
even between my legs although he didn't go for soaping my hole. Then he
started stroking, it was really nice, and I laid my head back in the
water. Something about this position made it very different from
everything else. With my ears in the water, most of the sound was lost,
my eyes were closed and I could feel the water touching my skin on the
water line all around me. Other than that the only thing I felt was
slight touch of his hand under me, it was like the only sensation I was
getting was from his hand jerking me off. It is hard to explain. I guess
it was like being blind and deaf and weightless, and the only part of
your body getting attention was in sensory overload. The water meeting my
skin at the water line made it seem as though many fingers were gently
tracing up and down my sides. After only a couple minutes, I felt the
pressure start to build up, and my penis started to swell, he felt the
difference and began to work even harder. Then all of a sudden, it seemed
as though the whole world shut off for a minute and time stopped, and my
next sensation was something wet hitting my face, and then I was aware of
the next 2 or three shots hitting my chest and stomach. It was very
powerful and different feeling, something that I would have to try again
sometime. The next thing I felt was his hand rubbing my cum all over my
belly and chest. I stuck my head up and looked, and the sound returned.

"Pretty cool huh?" He said to me.

"Very cool!" I said, as I let my feet drop back to the bottom. "Hand
me the soap again so I can rinse off"

 He lathered his hands up and then handed it to me. We both took a couple
minutes to clean off.

"Come on, lets go sit in the chairs again for a little wile, I have a
couple more things to tell you." This time we didn't bother putting the
towels on and we sat down.

"There are some things that you should know, Number one; anything we
said or did here has to stay here okay?"

"I know that, I'd never tell anyone."

"Also, if you are going to mess around with Josh or any of your other
friends, don't get caught, and especially don't get caught by your mom.
Most Men know that boys do this kind of stuff, they might have a little
understanding of it, even if they don't like it, but a women just could
never understand. A lot of people are scared it might make you gay, but
like I said before. That is something that just is or isn't. Playing
around when you're young is not going to make you that way.  Some boys
might figure out they are gay a little sooner because of playing around,
but it wasn't the playing around that caused it.  My advice to you is
don't worry about being gay, because a lot of boys think they are when
they are young, but as you get older, you will find most of the time that
girls become more interesting. Just remember though once you go there the
fun of being a boy is over. A lot of boys play around until they are 16
or 17 before they get a girl friend, but it is not long after that, that
they become a man, and then all the boy games are over."

"What about you Ryan, how come you still do it"

"Good Question, When I was your age, I was having the best time of my
life, then I had my first girl friend when I was 18. That pretty much
ended things for me with playing around with my friends. I didn't have
anyone when I was young to explain these things to me, so I always felt I
was doing something wrong when I was young. It was very difficult for me.
So when I see a boy like you that is starting to experience life, and he
doesn't have anyone to explain to him what he is going through. I will
try to help, but in some cases, the boy needs more than to just hear
about it. He needs to see that it is real and normal. Now that you
understand, you will probably help a lot of your friends to understand.
You will probably have more questions as you learn more. You can always
ask me, but just remember the only place we can talk about what happened
on this trip is right here in this spot okay? So do you have any more
questions before we leave here about what happened?"

"What about what we did last night and today, that's not gay right?"

"Buddy, at your age there is no gay; everything you do right now is to
prepare you for when you get older. When you finally do get to be with a
girl, then everything you learn now will prepare you for that. Just have
fun with your friends no matter what it is you are doing together. There
is one thing though that is very important, and you should never break
this rule for anything."

"Okay?"

"Never and I mean never make any boy or anyone do something they don't
want to do. No means no, that could get you in more trouble than anything
else will. Don't use your friends to gang up on someone if they are shy.
You always stick up for someone if they say no. Believe me, you are going
to see it happen. Don't let it happen, Okay?"

"Okay, I just have one more question?"

"Go ahead"

"Can we do this again some time?"

"Ahhhh HHAAAAaaaaa, I told you that you would be begging me to come
back."  I said with a big grin.

He just smiled and said, "I'm not beggin."

"Well then, I guess the answer has to be no then"

"Awwwwe come on!"

"Was that begging I just heard?"

"Alright, you win." He said smiling, but also with a look of defeat.

"You just make sure you dad knows that we had great time, and maybe he
will let you do it again next year."

Alriiiiiiight!!!!!

We put our bathing suits back on and packed the chairs into the canoe.
The second day is very easy, and you hardly ever get stuck. It only takes
about 2 hours to reach the pick up point. As we were heading down river
we passed a lot of people swimming in different beach areas. The rest of
the trip was uneventful, except for one incident that I found hilarious.
We were back on the river for about an hour, and we came to a place where
the river got very narrow only about 2 feet wide. Nate had become a lot
braver the second day. There were many water bugs swimming around on the
surface, and he stood up in the front of the canoe and bent down to take
a close look at some of them.

"Nate you better sit down" I said.  He just ignored me and continued
looking in the water.

"Nathan, you better sit," I told him once again.

We suddenly we bumped into a root under the water. The canoe instantly
stopped and he did a front flip headfirst right into about one-foot of
water and he was stretched out on his back lying in the water. I just
started laughing my ass off, and after he got over the shock. He started
to laugh also.

"You alright ya dope?" I asked still laughing.

"Ya, I'm fine"

He got back in the canoe and we started going again. Whenever I thought
about it, I just started cracking up again.

"oooh, that was great! I will never forget the look on your face."

"Shut up!" he said trying not to smile.

"Thanks buddy, thanks for ending the day on a high!"

"Come on Ry, cut me a break" he said, still smiling

"I'm Sorry Bud, It was just so funny"

It was not long after, that we started to hear cars in the distance. A
sure sign we were getting close the end. Then we went under a bridge and
saw the pick up spot. It was an end to an awesome trip.

After that trip, Nate had a different outlook on things, He stopped
getting in trouble with that girl, and it seemed that he and Josh got a
lot friendlier.

A month later, I found out that his father had gotten offered a new job
out of state. It would mean that he would be moving away. Nate wasn't
the first boy I had been involved with, so I knew it was inevitable that
something like this would happen. Still I loved the kid with all my
heart. So this was not going to be easy.

He came to my door that day with tears in his eyes,

"Ryan, My dad is making us move away", he said as he was wiping his
tears.

"I know buddy, your dad told me".

"What are we going to do, I want to stay with you".

"Come on buddy, you know that cant happen".

He jumped into my arms crying. "please let me say with you"

"Listen buddy, I know this is very hard, I will always be your friend,
and I will always be here for you. We can stay in touch, you can talk to
me any time you want to".

"Really?"

I knew and maybe he did to that it wouldn't happen. But for now it is
what he needed to hear.  Boys will be boys, right now he felt he needed
me, but once he got settled in somewhere, he would find a new friends to
take my place. Probably someone his own age. I would always love him, but
who knows if I would ever see him again. It's just something you have to
accept if you are going to let a boy into your heart.

He looked up at me as I reached behind my neck to undo the clasp on my
chain.

"I want you to have this, so you will always remember that I am with
you, even though we are not together, keep it close to your heart" He
looked at it as I put it around his neck, and as I tucked the dragon
pendant into his shirt.

"it's warm" was all he said.  "I'll never forget you Ryan," he said
as he hugged me as hard as he could.

"you better not Kid, or I'll come looking for you"

"is that a promise?"

"hell yes" I said as he gave me a big grin.

"That's more like it", I said referring to his smile, which made him
give me a bigger grin.

In the following month we had found a couple opportunities to be alone
again,

It wasn't such an easy thing to do because in the last year, I had
started a pretty serious relationship with the women that would
eventually become my wife. She had her own house, but she could stop over
unannounced, and the only time Nate spent privet time with me was when I
tutored him for two hours each week. As we knew we didn't have much time
left, when he came over for his usual tutoring time, We didn't spend any
time studying, We kind of just hung together and watch movies, He wasn't
to interested in the massager anymore, but he would bring it up so he
could get some action started. I had to be careful, but we both got in a
lot of quickies for the next month. There was one time on a usual
tutoring night that his parents called me and asked me if he could stay
late so they could go to a party, and it so happened my girl friend was
out on a business trip. It had been about a little over a month since we
were on the canoe trip. This would probably be our last chance to really
spend some quality time together. And I remember it like it was
yesterday. We both poured our hearts into it.

I heard the knock on my door, and my heart jumped with anticipation of
the coming hours.  I opened the door.

"Hey Buddy, Looks like we'll get some extra time tonight"

"Cool! Is Jenn going to be coming over tonight? "He said as he walked
in and I closed the door behind him.

"Nope, she is out of town on a business trip" What do you want to do
tonight? I said, As if I didn't know what the answer to that would be.

"Uuumm, Let me think about that one for a minute" he said
Sarcastically.

"I've been saving up all day today, so don't make me wait too long"

"Okay, but I ordered some pizza, and it should be here any minute, are
you hungry?"

"Starving! He said as he was adjusting himself, but little Nate is
killing me, He said pointing to the bulge in his pants, I've been
waiting for this all day.

"You have nothing to worry about buddy; we'll have plenty of fun
tonight"

It was only a couple minutes later when the Pizza man was at the door. It
was still burning hot, so I set it on the table to cool down.

"I know it's going to kill ya, but let it cool down for a minute"

"Aawww come on, you're killin me. "

"Well, I'll tell ya what, I haven't had a chance to shower since I got
home from work, Maybe we can get a quickie in while the pizza is cooling,
Ya want to hop in the shower with me?"

"Lets go!" he said as he was walking towards the bathroom taking off
his shirt.

Man what a change since last month. He had his pants off before he even
walked into the bathroom.

"NATE!" I yelled ate him pointing to the open shades on the window "You
got to be careful, you're gonna get me in trouble. "

"Oh, Sorry! maybe you ought to close them", he said as he walked into
the bathroom.

"Just think about what you're doing, Okay?" I said as I rolled the
blinds closed.

I walked into the bathroom, and closed the door behind me. He watched me
as I undressed. It was the first time we were both naked since the trip
together.

"Get in and turn on the water" He stepped into the shower and pulled
the handle and waited for the water to get warm. Then pulled the switch
for the showerhead as I stepped in behind him.

"You stink! Let me wash you first" Nate always said what he was
thinking its just the way he was.

"Okay, go for it" I replied

"Get on your knees and face towards me so I can reach."

What was I going to do argue? I'd do just about anything he wanted. I
got on my knees, and put my hands on his sides as he started running his
hands all over me. He lathered up really good and started on my chest,
then my arm pits, then reaching around me doing my back. His hard 5
inches just inches from my face, then he started working down. Every now
and then, he would push me back into the stream of water and rinse me
off. Then he reached my very hard dick, and he started using both hands
sliding them up the shaft one after the other like he was pulling up a
rope. It was an awesome feeling. I was feeling the cum boiling up in my
balls.

"Woe Nate, I think you better stop that; it's starting to feel too
good. "Why don't grab the shampoo and do my hair.

He put a bit of shampoo in his hands, and started to lather me up, I
leaned back into the stream, and pulled him with me. My lips found his
Cock, and I pulled him in.

"Uaahhhhh", he sighed as my nose went against his pubes. He started
rocking at a very slow pace.  Staying at that pace for about two minutes.
I could feel his cock swelling, and every vain popping out, it was almost
like those slow down strips you hit on the highway to wake you up.

"Stop, I'm going to cum" he said to me.

I stopped for a second letting his Penis spring out of my mouth.

"It's okay Nate, I'm sure you'll have a lot more for me later" I
said as I pushed his hard pulsing penis back down to my mouth.

"As he slid in, I felt him lean back, his head looking at the ceiling.

"Ooohhhh Shit!" He said as he leaned further back against my hands on
his hips, now they were only thing holding him on his feet.

"oooohhh Dam!" Ooohhhh Fuuuuuuccaaahhhh!!!^Å..He didn't quit get the
whole word out as he shot an enormous amount of juice into my throat I
swallowed as fast as I could, and I didn't lose any of it.  His knees
buckled, and I had to wrap my arm around his legs to keep him from
falling down. I had to hold him up for about a minute until he started to
come down from his high.

"Dam! he said as he was trying to get his breath back, leaning forward
now he put his palms on my back to steady himself. "That's the best one
yet"

"You okay?" I asked him. As I let him regain his strength to stand.
"Let me get up and finish washing you off". I said as I started to
stand up.

"I'm good now" He replied, as I found the soap and started to wash him
down. "Let me finish you now" he said.

"Not now", I won't recover as fast as you, so lets get done here and
have a little pizza.

"What you mean your still hungry after that? He looked up and me with a
huge grin on his face.

I didn't get it right away, but then it suddenly clicked in my head and
I smiled back at him "just a little bit"

I finished washing him, and rinsed the shampoo out of his hair, and we
got out.

"Let me go and look for something for you to put on. I found my self a
pair of cotton boxers that I often where a night when I sleep, and I
found him a pair of cut off sweat pants. I brought them back and he put
them on. I have to say; he could make anything look good. He looked awful
good with no shirt and sweat pants, with his boney knees sticking out at
the bottom.  They were a little loose on him, so they were hanging a
little low on his waist.

We went back out to the kitchen, and we both made pretty quick work of
the pizza.

He started some conversation, "Ryan, I don't know what made that so
good, but I never thought it could be that good."

"Ya, well pizza can be great when you really hungry", I said taunting
him.

"Noooo, not the pizza", he said with an irritated look.

"I know what you meant, I'm just messin with ya."

"There is only one thing that can make it that good," I said.

"What?" He replied.

"When two people really love each other, it's always better."

"I can't believe I have to move away after I find someone like you."

"Don't think about that now. Tonight is about you and me. Besides, We
will always be friends, this thing between us right now can't last
forever, you will grow up, and have a wife and kids, and live you own
life."

"I don't care about that, I just wish I could stay with you right
now."

"I know buddy, and I wish I could stay with you too, but it just
doesn't work that way sometimes.  So lets just enjoy this for as long as
we can, Okay?"

"Okay" he said looking kind of sad.

"Come here and give me a hug," I said.

"He came to me and hugged my really tight, and I felt him shutter as he
tried to hold back his tears."

"Hey, we won't have any tears today, Okay? And as I said that, then he
really let loose and started to cry. Man, it just killed me to see him
cry, but I had to try and keep up his spirits.

"Okay, I guess we'll have a few tiers then" I said as I was rubbing
his back. I then put my arm under his but and I picked him up and carried
him into my bedroom, and I laid him on the bed, then I lay down with him
and hugged him to me as he cried. I just let him cry for a few minutes as
I ran my hands up and down his back to try and calm him.

"Nate, Listen too me. I will always be your friend, and I will always
love you. I'll always be here if you need to talk to me.  I know this is
hard for you right now, but I promise you, your going to be okay. "

"I know," he said sniffling, "I know," he said again in a whisper.

We lay like that for like a half hour, wrapped tightly together, he
calmed down and almost seemed to be asleep. Until I noticed that his
penis was pressed against my stomach was now pulsing against me.

"Nate" I said in almost a whisper. "I think little Nate is trying to
tell me something"

He didn't move, but he started to laugh.

"What do you think he is trying to say?"

He laughed at me some more.

 "I think maybe he wants to get out of these Shorts," he said as he
reached down and started to take off his shorts.  After he through them
onto the floor, he quickly resumed the same position pushing his naked
body against me.

"I think little Ryan needs to get out too," I said. He leaned back to
let me get my shorts off, then he rolled on top of me so our both now
leaking cocks where together. As I started to slowly draw circles on his
back with my fingers, he started to slowly grind his penis into mine. It
felt really nice, and as our precum started to flow, it even felt nicer.
I started to match his grinding for maximum resistance. We were both soon
totally covered in precum between us, and there was no stopping it, it
was just feeling too good.  After about a good five minutes, I was
starting to feel my balls tightening.

"Nate" I whispered, "how are you feeling?"

"It's feeling really good, I don't know how much longer I can take
it" he replied.

"We'll, lets try to finish at the same time, just let me know when you
are getting close"

"Okay"

We kept swirling and grinding, and getting wetter, and more slick every
minute. I was at a point where I was starting to hold back, but I could
tell by his breathing that he was getting very close also.

"STOP!" he said suddenly with a halt to his grinding. We both quit
moving. "I'm right there," he said.

That little shock almost sent me over the edge, but I was able to hold it
back. "I'm right there too, so just let me know when your ready"

When I say go, just go like crazy, he said^Å^ÅReady^Å^ÅGo!

We both went into high gear, it was so cool. I could feel the sharp
breaths coming out his nose onto my chest, and then I felt his first shot
on my stomach, the heat was almost surprising, and as soon as his first
shot, I started firing my juice too, there was so much cum it was running
down both of my sides.  We kept grinding until the last pulses of our
orgasms. Then we lay there coming down from our mutual high.  I think we
stayed like that for about 10 minutes, I felt completely spent, but I
knew from Nate's Jerk off record that he could do a little more, so I
rolled him onto his back, then started kissing down his chest. I licked
up and down his smooth stomach cleaning off as much cum as I could, then
I took him into my mouth, he was not fully hard, but in just a few
seconds he was at full mast again.  At least this time I might get to
suck him for a while. He usually only last about two minutes, but not
this time. This time I'd get to enjoy this for a while.

I was up to a good five minutes on him, when I felt him trying to sit up
and reach down to get his hands on me again. This made Little Ryan start
to come back to life again, so I turned him on his side, and I tuned
around and slide my feet towards his head to get into a 69 position. Then
I went back to work on him. I figured that he would get the idea, and at
first, I felt his hands all over my penis and balls. Then I felt some
wetness on shaft. Then before I knew it he was matching me move for move,
I stopped sucking, and started to lick his balls and take them in my
mouth, and then I felt him doing the same. I licked his shaft from head
to base, he matched me. Then I took him back in and really started to
apply some suction, and he followed. Wow, this was taking a toll on me,
he was going to win, I couldn't hold out much longer, and when it hit
me, it was like hitting a wall, it was so strong it almost hurt. I let
lose into his mouth and as my climax was coming to an end, he rewarded me
by shooting once again into my mouth. After I milked him for as much as I
could I stopped.

"How you doing Nate" I asked him. He slid his mouth off of me.

"I'm doing pretty good, How about you? He said as we both were trying
to catch our breath.

"Better than good, I said as I turned back to face him laying on my
side. He slid up against me and wrapped his legs into mine. I kissed him
on the forehead.

Then I looked down at him and noticed he had the dragon pendent pulled
away from his chest looking at it in his hand.

"You taking care of that for me" I asked him.

"Yes, ^Å^Å.Can I ask you something?

"You can ask me anything" I replied.

It was Mike that gave this to you wasn't it?

The question caught me a little off guard. "Yes, it was." I answered
him.

In all the time we spend together, I had told him about Michael. It
wasn't a topic I brought up very much. There was an old picture under
the glass on my desk of me and Mike together, and he had asked me about
him the first time he saw it. He knew that Mike was his age when I was
friends with him. He also knew that Mike had moved away when he was 12.

Your wearing this in the picture on the desk, he said looking at the
pendant. Did you love him the way you love me?

Woe, that question really caught me off guard, but I didn't have
anything to hide. "Yes, I did, he was my best friend, just like you are
now."

"How come you lost touch with him?"

Ouch, another tuff question. I didn't really think he was really
listening to me when I told him that. "That's a tuff one Nate, but
I'll try to answer you. He was about your same age, and he also was
moving away. It was the first time that I had ever loved someone so much,
and I was so sad about him leaving, that it made it very hard for him to
leave me, and I didn't know how to tell him good-bye. Even after he was
gone, the few times that we talked were sad.  He was too young to be sad,
he had his whole life left to be happy. I think we lost touch because he
didn't want to feel sad anymore.

"Wow, That's so sad, is that what's going to happen to us?"

"No, Not a chance buddy, I want you to be happy, and you don't have to
worry about me, because I'm not going to be sad. I will miss you, and
you can miss me, but we won't be sad."

"Why did you give me this? It must be important to you."

"It is Nate, but it was given to me out of love, and I gave it to you
out of love. I am more happy knowing it is with you", I said as I kissed
him for the forehead once more. He wrapped his arms around me tight and
we stayed like that for a while until we both fell asleep wrapped tight
in each other's arms.

When I opened my eyes, it was dark out side. I looked up at the clock and
Woe! It was 10 o'clock! We had one hour till his parents were coming.

"Nate" I whispered while giving him a little shake.

"Huh?" He said without moving a muscle.

"Come on Nate, I think we should get in the shower and rinse off, your
parents will be coming soon."

"Okay, give me a minute" he said still not moving.

After a minute, I decided he wasn't planning on moving, so I got up, and
he reluctantly let go of me. I walked around the other side of the bed
and picked him up off the bed, and started carrying him towards the
bathroom. When we reached the door, I set him down on his feet and put my
hand on the back of his head to guide him through the door, since he
still had not opened his eyes.

All right, All right! I'm going he said, as he pulled away and walked
over to the toilet. He stood there for a second and he started to pee. I
just couldn't take my eyes off of him. He just looked so beautiful
standing there naked.  As he finished up, I told him to get in the shower
and get the water going. I would be right behind him after I took my own
piss.  I also told him not to wet his hair, because it would not have
enough time to dry.

We played around a little, but I told him we needed to get moving because
he parents would be there soon, so we cleaned up and got our clothes back
on.

We went in the living room and sat on the couch, he leaned back on me and
I rested my arm on his chest, then I grabbed the remote and turned on the
TV. We found an old monster movie to watch.  It wasn't much longer till
his mother arrived at the door knocking. I got up to answer, and let her
in.  Nate stayed on the couch, now hooked into the movie.

"Hey Ryan, How did Nate do? Did he behave?"

"How are you Pam, Oh ya, He never gives me a problem."

"That's Hard to believe", she said in reply, "Come On Nate, Lets give
Mr. Scott a break."

"Aawww Come on Mom, can't I just stay? we were just getting into this
movie."

"No! Come on, Let Ryan go to bed, I'm sure he is tired. Besides, you
have to go to school tomorrow.  So come on, get your butt moving!"

I just looked over at Nate and gave him a little shrug.  "I'll see you
around Buddy."

"Thanks so much for watching him tonight, his grandparents are very
thankful", She said as she was making her way out.

"It's no problem, Nate and I get along really well and he is very
entertaining."

"Yes, I know what you mean, sometimes he a little too entertaining, I
hope he didn't break anything," she said with a grin.

"MOM!" Nate said in disgust.

"No, nothing like that, down deep, he's a good kid." I replied.

"I wish I could convince everyone else of that," she said laughing.

"Later Buddy", I said to Nate as I tussled his hair.

"Bye Ryan." He replied.

 After that Night, we had a couple more tutoring Nights, but nothing that
would be on that level again. The sex was not all that much important to
me anyway, I was content with him just wanting to be close to me. Some of
my fondest memories are of him just being curled up with me on the couch
wile we watched a movie. I think I enjoyed that more than anything else.
The time went fast, and before I knew it, it was a month later; we were
in the driveway saying our last goodbyes;

"Bye Ryan" Nate said, It was kind of awkward moment with his mother and
father in the driveway with us, and I was not sure what to do.

"It's okay Nathan", his mother spoke up, "Give Ryan a huge, it's not
going to kill you to give a man a huge."

His eyes flashed into mine, and he leaned in and started to squeeze me.

"There you are" his mother encouraged him.

My heart was breaking, and it was getting hard for me to keep my
composure.

He leaned into my ear and whispered, "I love you Ryan"

"Love you too buddy" I whispered back.

I wish I could have said more, but I had to settle for;

"Take care buddy" I said louder, as I took my thumb and quickly wiped a
tear from my eye. I had been through this before, and I thought it would
be a little easier this time, but my heart just melted when he hugged me
for the last time. I think I cried for like an hour after they had gone,
but I definitely was a little more prepared for it this time, and it
didn't take me too long to accept it. He called me a few times in the
following months, telling me about his new friends, but it soon faded as
he became adjusted in his new life.  It wasn't too long after that that
I married my girl friend, and we had a baby girl. We moved to a bigger
house on the other side of town, but I still never forgot the boy who
made such an impact on my life.

That was Eleven years ago, I'm 42 years old now,

About a year ago, I was on a road trip, and I decided to stop by the old
neighbor hood. After driving pasted the houses, and remembering some of
the times I had spent with Nate. I stopped in a convenients store near
by.  As I was getting a coffee, I looked up and saw Nate's father
standing in front of me, and a few steps behind him a tall young man with
a mustache and goatee.  I thought to myself, "No, that can't be him"
he was now 22 years old. Not much left of the boy that I had once known.
I stopped them both, and asked how they were doing. Nate's father told
me they were in town a couple days visiting family, the whole time Nate
just stayed quiet.  It was a very awkward moment.  It had been so long, I
wondered what Nate must have been thinking, but we greeted and I shook
both of their hands, and sadly, just like that it was over.  As I went up
to the counter to pay for my coffee, I turned back to look at Nate again.
He was looking directly at me, and our eyes locked together. I watched as
he reached into the collar of his shirt and started to pull something
out. He was pulling a chain out from his shirt. Then on the chain, the
dragon pendant I had given him. He gave me a huge grin, and for a moment,
I could see the Nate that I used to know.  I smiled back with the biggest
smile I could give, and for a moment, it was like no time had passed.  I
waited outside for them to come out, and I went up and gave his father a
card with my email address, and told them to say in touch.

Few weeks later, I got a letter from Nate, and here it is.

Ryan,

It was so good to see you again. I didn't think I would ever get to see
you again. I want to thank you for being such a good friend to me when I
was young. I don't regret any of the times we spent together, you showed
me what it means to love and care for someone I never felt so loved as
when I was with you. I'm sorry I didn't stay in touch with you, I did
look for you a couple times when we visited there, but I didn't know
where you moved too.  I hope that now we can write each other once in a
while.  I have a girl friend now, and I think she may be the one. hope to
hear from you soon.

Your old buddy, Nate

We started writing  for a while, then we started to talk on the phone.
Turns out he had gotten his girl friend pregnant, and he worked his heart
out 16 hours a day to provide for them, but thankfully he hadn't married
her.  A couple days after the baby's birth, the baby died. It turned out
that it was because she had been doing drugs during the pregnancy. He was
devastated and even more devastated when he found out she was hooking
herself to get drugs. He quickly lost everything that he had been working
so hard for, and once again he stopped communicating with me.

As I sat at home one day, I received a phone call; it was Nate's father.
He asked me if Nate could stay with me for a while. His father was
convinced that it would be best for Nate to get away from there, and be
close to where he had a lot of family. I was very reluctant. Who knows
what kind of problem he might be, but I told his father I would take him
until he found somewhere else to go.

Later that same day, Nate called me and told me not to worry, because he
planed to stay with his grand parents, but to just tell his parents he
was staying with me, because they did not want him to move in with his
grand parents, and I agreed that I would.  Two days later he showed up at
my door, the first thing he did when he came in was embrace me, and he
seemed to be forgetting the situation he was in at the moment (no Job, no
money, almost homeless). He was just happy to spend a little time with
me. He unloaded his belongings out of his pick up truck and told me when
he got his own place he would take it all back. My wife had met Nate a
couple of times when we were dating, and she also knew about me tutoring
him when he was young. She was very impressed by his manor. Of course he
had never had any problem with Charm, he was a pro from the time he was a
little kid.

He did move in with his grand parents, and just by coincidence, the
company I was working for had an opening for someone with Nate's
background. The timing was impeccable. If it had been any other time, I
would not have had the connections that I did then. I was able to get him
hired in a good paying job.

In the first month he was here, he had already found a new girl friend.
She seemed to be a pretty nice girl.  He completely cleaned up his act,
and he still listens very closely to any advice I give him. I helped him
to set up a budget, and get his life moving forward again. He had filed
bankruptcy in the state he moved from, but as soon at that was settled.
His life began to turn around.  At about his one-year anniversary to his
new job, he and his girlfriend moved to an apartment about 3 miles away
from me.  He makes it a point to call me at least every other day just to
say hello, and for the past couple weeks, me my wife and my daughter have
been going bowling with him and his girlfriend every Sunday night.

Nate's always been special to me, and he still is. It's amazing how
much he will go out of his way for me. It's a different kind of
relationship now, but I still couldn't ask for a better friend.

There are a few other boys in my past, all but one I am still friends
with. The one boy, the first one, the one that gave me the dragon
pendant. I will always have a special place in my heart for him, but it
was at a time when I was still too young to understand that the early
relationship is only a temporary one.  Once they start making there own
decisions, chances are they will be gone for a while, heck maybe forever,
but you have to be willing to accept that if you let a boy into your
heart.

If you liked my story about Nate, I would love to hear some feedback.
Hope you guys enjoyed it.  ryanscott@mail.com