Date: Tue, 4 May 2010 21:28:54 -0400 (EDT)
From: polevaulter973@aol.com
Subject: In My Heart - Part 5

      I awoke and I realized that Camille and I were spooning; my arm was
draped over his waist. We were really close together.  I could feel the
heat emanating from his body and the light beating of his heart.  However
there was a problem, I had morning wood and it was directly between his
ass. My breathing was ragged and my heart was racing, if he woke up I'd be
embarrassed and he'd probably hate me for being such an old pervert. I
slowly took my arm from around his waist and slowly began to push myself
away from him. That's when I hit the floor.

      "Jesus Christ!" I whispered angrily. I didn't want to wake him. I
slowly rose up to check if my fall woke him up. He was still sleeping, and
I let out a soft sigh. I looked him over; his chest was rising and
falling. What am I going to do? I want him, I love him, I love this boy...I
want to marry him someday. I chuckled to myself.  The sunlight that was
creeping in through the curtains shined on his face and flaunted his
beauty. How could he want me?

      I showered and threw on a shirt and shorts , then I decided to make
some breakfast for Camille and myself, I mean come on, who doesn't like
waking up to breakfast. I remember when Camille would come over and eat
breakfast with me before he went to school and I went to work. His favorite
was French toast and ice cream so I decided to go with that. A half our
later I had breakfast all ready and the smell of the cinnamon infiltrated
the air, I love it when that happens, makes the whole house smell good.

      I was surprised to see Camille not in bed and I wondered where he
could be, maybe in the shower? I heard the floor creak and turned around
with the plates of food in my hand. His hair was dripping and there were
still some beads of water on his torso rolling down his toned body.

      "Your awake," I gulped, "I made you your favorite," I smiled. It was
difficult not to stare at him. The boy of my dreams, standing in front of
me dripping beads of water that glimmered in the sunlight, smelling like
fresh soap and only wearing a towel around his waist; I had to pry my eyes
off of him. I turned around due to the tent that was being magically built
inside my shorts.

      "Ha-ha, I can definitely get use to this Guy," he
chuckled. "Well...actually we both know this and Mac and Cheese is the only
real thing your good at cooking."

      "Well you're not too good yourself loser," I shot back. I placed the
plates down on the nightstand. "Well I'll get out so you can change and
stuff."

      "You can stay...," I heard him whisper.

      "Camille, I can't, we haven't even completely talked about all this
yet" I said and hoped he would relent. If he asked me again I think I'd
actually stay and watch him change.

      I heard the bed creak behind me, "You're hurting me you know." I
heard him say quietly.  Those words got to me; I felt a light pain in my
chest, the pain that lets you know you actually have feelings.  And I was
hurt knowing that my rejections to his on-comings were hurting him. I
turned towards him, he was looking towards the floor; damn, he was so
beautiful.

      "I love you, okay? I don't mean to hurt you, I really don't. I just
want what's best for you." I looked at him to see his reaction. He looked
up at me and had a blank look on his face.

      "If you really did love me like I love you then you'd kiss me right
now Guy." His face was serious and he seemed focus. I didn't know what to
do; I was tired of hurting him but at the same time being with him might
not work out for us right now.

      I walked over to him slowly, contemplating, and sat down next to
him. I lifted his chin up and looked him into those beautiful eyes that
belonged to the most beautiful boy in the world. I leaned towards his light
pink lips. He slowly closed his eyes and leaned slowly waiting to meet my
lips. I closed my eyes as I gave him one single, lingering, kiss on his
warm cheek.

(To Be Continued)

Sorry that I've been taking a while to write the next parts, but thank you
for your patience =]

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