Date: Sat, 23 Mar 2002 02:47:06 -0600 From: St an Subject: Introduction of a paperboy I read the posting of paperboy 16 (The Paperboy and Mr. 32) and his description of his first gay experience - it was so fucken hot that I came all over my computer. But it was also an experience that I can relate to. I also was also a paperboy in Texas before I went to college. I almost had the identical experience - it started out very much the same, but did not end as good. I am so jealous. This guy I delivered to was gorgeous. He was always home when I delivered in the afternoon. Whenever he heard me drop the paper by his door he would come out to pick it up. He was usually working out at the time and would be dressed either in loose fitting boxers or in the skimpiest string shorts. Those shorts were so form fitting they outlined every vein in his cock. As hard as I tried I could not keep my eyes off of his cock -- and I could tell he knew it. Once he came out in boxers so small that the tip of his cock peeked out by his leg. When he saw me staring at it he smiled and pulled up the leg of his shorts to show me all of his cock. As I stared at it -- it started to get hard and rise up at me. He took it into his hand and said "I am glad you like it" and turned and went into his apartment closing the door behind him. He will never know what the view of his cock did to me that day. A few days later he came to the door dressed in a jogging suit. He invited me in and after we went into his apartment, he got me a coke and we sat on his couch. He got me to talking about myself and after a few minutes he picked up a magazine from his table and asked if I would like to see some interesting pictures. It was a picture magazine full of naked men sucking each other's cocks and fucking each other in the ass. There was one page of pictures that I still think about every time I jerk off. They were all of a young guy (looked about my age) kneeling in front of an older guy sucking him off. In most of the pictures the cock was in his mouth but in the last picture the older guy was cuming all over the kids mouth and face. I could see the cum spurting from his cock hitting the kid in the face. It gave me a raging hard-on. I thought I was going to cum in my jeans. When he saw the effect it was having on me he laughed and said "lets get more comfortable". I just sat there speechless rubbing my cock through my pants while he totally undressed. He had a beautiful cut cock that looked monstrous to me. I know I sat on the couch with my mouth open waiting for him to step forward and let me suck him and make him cum on my face. But he didn't, Instead he came up to me grabbed me by the belt and yanked me up on my feet. He opened my belt and very roughly pulled my pants down to my knees. Before I knew what was going on - he had me bend over the back of the couch and was ramming his cock up my ass. It hurt like hell and I tried to pull away but I was trapped. My ass burned like fire. After he came he stood back from me and laughed. I do not know what he wanted to do next but my ass was bleeding and in great pain. I was so scared - I grabbed my pants and ran out of his apartment. Thank god no one was in the hall to see me run out with my pants half off and my cock hanging out. I never delivered his paper again. He was much bigger and stronger than me and I am sorry to say he was not as gentle or patient as paperboy 16's friend. I believe that if he was more like the guy paperboy 16 described, I would have loved to suck him off and I even believe that I would have learned to love him fucking me in the ass if only he would have introduced me to it properly College was not great to me - Gay was not considered acceptable and gay guys were beat up regularly. I am now out of college and I still have not made it with a guy. I think about sucking on a cock all the time and even try to suck on my own cock. If I lay on my back and roll my legs and ass over my face, I can get the tip of my cock to my lips. I can lick the head of my cock with my tongue. Best of all when I make myself cum this way, I cum in my mouth and all over my face. I usually keep a hand mirror near so I can see the cum running down my face. It really turns me on. I wish I had a picture of me doing it this way. I wish I could meet someone who would be willing to be gentle with me and teach me how to do all the thing I long to do. Jack the Paperboy Please write me at ssdock@hotmail.com