Date: Sat, 14 Jan 2006 10:55:28 -0800 (PST) From: "Darron, Darron The Witch, The Witch" Subject: Jamie - Chapter 4 - by danny The Witch "The Lord detests lying lips, but he delights in men who are truthful." -Proverbs 12:22. "Truth is stranger than fiction... There are greater things In heaven & earth, Heratio, Than are dreamt of, In men's philosophies." -Shakespeare. Chapter IV The Rest Of The Story The next day at school, I held true to my promise. At gym start, I didn't even hesitate. I went first, and let the other boys gawk at my complete nudity, before Matt even started undressing. Matt's dad was right, no one said anything, or teased either one us about it at gym. After gym, we both got naked at the same time, and Matt didn't seem to have any fear at all, and as for myself, those other boys were completely invisible. I didn't get a boner, and neither did Matt, BUT I didn't care either way. It was no fear all the way, and I felt more powerful than I ever had in my entire pre-adolescent life. At lunch I was excited to hear the rest of Matt's story, because I was completely confident that Matt was telling the truth and I was more than a little curious what other things he had to relate about the little scrunt Justin McCormick. Exactly why I wasn't sure. But first, Matt was going to tell me his little secret, and I could hardly wait. When I arrived at the common, Matt caught up to me quickly. "Thanks dude, thanks for being a true friend." he said. "No problem dude, we faced our biggest fear... together." "Anyways, now let me tell you my secret." "I'm all ears." I said. "Ok here goes." And Matt looked at me once again with that strange and unidentifiable expression on his face. What ever this was it was real. But this time, I saw no tear in his eye. "Jamie? Have you ever been queered on? I mean ever? By anyone??" "This one caught me by surprise. Of course I didn't have to think about it. "No ," I said. "Well I have..." And thus he started his tale, "I was six years old, and attending after school day care at the time. I was kind of new and I didn't stay there that long, anyways, there was this real weird kid there, his name was Jeremy. He was six also. He had a buzz haircut, and stuff, and I kind of made friends with him on my first day; actually, he made friends with me. Anyways, after a couple of weeks of day care I knew this kid was real weird but I still liked him, I mean, he was the first one to make friends with me on my first day, and I thought that was real cool. Anyways, the thing that was weird about this kid, is that he was always trying to grope other boys in their privates-- You know what I mean? He'd try to cop a feel, while he was playing or wrestling around with other boys. I didn't think anything at the time, I mean I didn't know that it was anything but a little strange. Anyways, I'd seen him do it, to other boys, and the other boys were kind of teasing him about it, but I don't think they really minded that much, that just thought it was kind of naughty. The other thing that he would do is he'd try to kiss other boys. Not like on the lips, just like on the cheek and stuff, and it made the other boys uncomfortable, but no one called him gay or anything, I don't think any of us even heard of gay. We all just thought he was a little off. Anyways, I didn't care, he hadn't tried any of that stuff with me, and like I said, I liked the kid. My first day there could have been a real bad experience for me, especially how I'm kind of a loner and stuff but it wasn't. He'd been real cool to me, I didn't care if he was a little off, or whatever. I still liked him. Anyways, I'd been there a couple of weeks now; every school day after school for a couple of hours until my mom could pick me up after work. It was nap time, and of course my friend Jeremy took a position next to me, to take our little naps. The director turned the lights off. And after a few minutes it seemed everyone was either asleep or pretending to be. I didn't know, I figured everyone really was asleep. The director is sitting at his desk, and from his vantage point, I knew he couldn't see Jeremy and I, so we knew as long as we were real real quiet, we could talk to each other and not have to take a nap. Jeremy whispers to me, 'You want to see my pee-pee?' And I said, 'ok?' I mean I was only six at the time. He pulls his dick out of his pants and its hard, I mean the kid has got like a stiffy. Even at that age I knew what a stiffy was. He then asked to see mine, so I pulled it out of my pants, I wasn't even concerned I don't think about any kids seeing us, like I said, I thought they were all asleep, apparently Jeremy did too. I did look up to make sure the director was still at his desk, which he was. Then I watched as Jeremy started playing with his dick in a different way then I played with mine. It was very unusual, and the more he did it, the harder and bigger it got, until it was a full stiffy, sticking straight up. I was impressed. I asked him 'how'd you do that?' And he said, 'here let me show you' and he reached over to my dick and started playing with it the same way he had been doing to his, and just like his my dick got harder and harder, I think harder than it had ever gotten 'till then. Anyways, this is thing that I'm embarrassed to admit. While Jeremy was playing with my dick, I have to admit. It felt really really good, I mean this really good feeling came over me. After that I called it the good feeling and still do to this day. I can't explain it, and the longer he did it, the better it felt. Jeremy asked me to rub his dick the same way he was doing to mine so I started to do that. Like I said, It didn't seem wrong to me, in fact it was kind of exciting, I just didn't want the teacher to see, 'cause I thought it was probably naughty. Anyways, Suddenly the director starts stirring like he's going to get up from his desk, so me and Jeremy quickly put our dicks away. The director walks towards the door, and exits. This wasn't unusual, sometimes he would leave us alone for a few minutes while we were all taking naps. He usually wasn't gone for very long only a few minutes. Anyways, after about a minute after he left, Jeremy whispers to me, 'Did that make you feel good, the way I was playing' with it?' And I said, 'yea!' enthusiastically, so enthusiastically I almost woke up some other kids. Anyways Jeremy then whispers to me and asks, 'you want me to show you something else, just as good, EVEN BETTER?' And I go, 'ok,' and Jeremy leans up, and pulls my pants and underwear down, and of course I still got my stiffy at full attention. He leans over, and just like that, puts it in his mouth, and starts sucking on it. He sucked on it for about thirty seconds, and again I hate to admit this, but it was the best fucking feeling I'd ever felt. Once he started I didn't want him to stop. Anyways, he'd been sucking on it for about a minute or two when all of a sudden we heard another kid shout out, 'Look everybody-- Look what Jeremy is doing to Matt!!' Jeremy looked up, and it was this kid named Brian, I guess he'd woken up and saw what we were doing. I watched as other kids shot their heads to see, and I guess maybe about three or four other kids were able to see my dick in Jeremy's mouth, before he popped it out. Anyways, when the director came back, the kids told him what Jeremy had done to me, and like I said at the time I didn't think it was bad, weird but not bad, and after the good feeling he'd made me have, I was kind of sorry, he couldn't keep doing it. Anyways, the director asks me and Jeremy if it was true, that he'd put his mouth on my pee-pee, and I said yes, and he said yes. And after a little investigation, mostly based on what Brian said he saw, the director figures I was laying there taking a nap, when Jeremy suddenly pulls my pants down and starts sucking my pee-pee. But like I said, I didn't think it was bad at the time. And the director didn't seem to make too big of a deal about it. He didn't tell us it was bad, or we had been bad, and in fact just started an activity for all of us to do, and everyone forgot about it, or so it seemed. Later on, the director had Jeremy sitting by his desk, not because he was bad-- I don't know why exactly, maybe he wanted to watch him, and I was kind of eaves-dropping, and paying attention and stuff 'cause of what happened. Anyways, I heard Jeremy kind of whisper to the director at one point, 'Will you suck on my pee-pee?' Now, the director was like a grown man, and I thought what Jeremy asked him was weird, but at the same time, I guess because I had just discovered it felt good because of what Jeremy did to me-- I was surprised that it really turned me on-- I got a little jealous. So, I couldn't hear what the director whispered back to Jeremy but nothing happened for about fifteen minutes and then I saw the director let Jeremy leave to go to the bathroom. About two minutes later, the director told us that he'd be right back, everybody stay here and then left, heading off to the bathroom. I know it sounds really weird but I was really turned on by what I think the two of them were doing in the bathroom. I couldn't resist the temptation-- I just had to check it out. I quietly left the room, and once outside-- headed straight for the bathroom. Because this was after school, the whole school was deserted-- no one was apt to use the bathroom except us kids in day care, and all the kids except for the director and Jeremy were in the room. I approached the door, and quietly opened it up and snuck inside. What I saw was the director, and Jeremy standing in front of the two urinals. Jeremy had his pants and underwear pulled all the way down, and the director man was sucking on Jeremy's erect dick. I had been standing there for like a few moments before the director saw me. Jeremy saw me first and actually winked at me. It was because of that wink that the director looked over towards me. I was scared but terribly excited at the same time. I have to admit, honestly, that I was hoping the director was going to do the same thing with me but he got all scared and stopped, and asked me not to tell anybody what I saw. I almost said to him, 'okay, but only if you suck mine too-- but I was too chicken to say that." When my mom came to pick me up, the director explained to her what had happened about Jeremy sucking my dick, but the director explained to my mom that he 'thought it was all innocent' whatever that means-- Anyways, he explains to my mother that I had been sleeping, and it wasn't my fault an any way. On the drive home I told my mom that I had heard Jeremy ask the director if he would suck his dick. I realized just after I said it, that I was supposed to keep that a secret I guess but it was too late now. I thought my mom was going to realize what the director had done and that I might get him in trouble-- like for doing something naughty with one of us-- but surprisingly my mom just said that the Jeremy kid was messed up in the head and didn't ask me anymore questions about it. BUT, my mother did take me out of dare care, and I never went back again, even though my mom didn't ever talk to me about it again and neither did my dad except that I heard my dad talking about it several times with his sports buddies, after they'd been getting drunk, and I heard them say that Jeremy musta been queer. I didn't understand what they meant for awhile but eventually I did. Anyways, ever since that day though, that Jeremy taught me how to play with my dickie the right way to make the good feeling happen, I've been doing it almost everyday, sometimes more than once. After awhile, the good feeling becomes a great feeling, and you feel like you're gonna explode! Anyways, I was jerkin' off one day about a couple of months ago I was, and the feeling got the best I'd ever felt it, (except when Jeremy was sucking my dick- I thought I was going to die of pleasure when he was doing that) and I REALLY REALLY REALLY thought I was going to explode, or pee or something, when I shot this white stuff out of the tip of my dick, a lot of it, I mean not as much as when you go pee, and its thick, and smells funny. Anyways that's the story. I told it. So, you probably think I'm a fag now hu?" Matt asked me matter of factly. "Jerkin off? " I asked. "What is THAT? It took Matt a moment to realize I had completely dodged his question, he stuttered a bit and then said, "Funny. Um, Ahh, onto my next point, and you have very astutely discovered my eventual connection, to the rumors about Justin McCormick." "Hu?" I asked. "Never mind, you'll see. " Matt said. "So, what is jerking off?" I asked again trying my best to pretend I had no idea what it was even though I did. "You're serious? You really don't know? You don't do it?" I nodded my head: negative. "Jerkin' off, is um, you know masturbating, Strokin' your meat" "How do you do it? " I asked again. Now, I was being a little dishonest here-- but, I had a plan, and part of the plan was to make Matt realize I didn't think anything bad of him.. And I wasn't totally lying. I had heard of it-- I had heard other boys talking about it before lot's of times, BUT the truth is, I didn't know how to actually do it-- In fact, until this conversation I wasn't sure the rumors were even true and know that I believed there really was such a thing-- I REALLY did want to know how to do it. "Well, you kind of play with your dick until it gets hard, and then once it gets hard, you put your hand around it, and squeeze while you move it up and down, and pretty soon you get a real good feeling, and the longer you do it, the better the feeling gets." Matt tried to explain. "That's it?" I asked. "Well, its more complicated than it sounds, I don't think I'd have known how to do it if Jeremy hadn't shown me. I noticed most kids our age don't know how to do it, I mean they heard of it, but I know, and I talk to 'em about it, and I realize they don't really know." "What does it feel like?" "All I can say is that its the best fucking feeling in the world, especially when you cum." I pondered this for a moment. "So, I probably still wouldn't be able to do it right, even from what you just told me." "Probably not, someone would probably have to show you. I mean you know you'd probably eventually figure it out, but who knows how long, could be years from now." "Oh.." And then something else got my curiosity. Something about his story. "The white stuff is cum, hu??" "Yea." Matt said, "If you keep doing it, you eventually squirt the white stuff out. I didn't know that until like just a few months ago when it happened to me for the first time. And when It finally squirted, the feeling was the best I'd ever felt it." "You can cum?" I asked astonished. I had heard of cumming also but didn't really know what that was either. "Yup, and you probably can too, 'cause I can tell your pretty big for your age, most kids our age and younger can't shoot it, 'or don't know how, 'cause I can just tell when I'm talking to them they don't know nothing about it." I took a deep breath, this was what you call a calculated risk but I couldn't stop myself, "Would you show me how to do it?" I asked. "Is this a trick?" he asked. "No." I said. "We'll if you're serious, maybe, we'll see," he said, "MAYBE I'll show you, IF you don't think its a GAY thing." "I won't I promise, I just want to know how to do it." "Well see." he repeated. "Anyways here's the point," Matt continued. "You don't know this 'cause you didn't let me get far enough along into the story about Justin for you to hear the next bit, and it was the next bit that I was pretty sure what Matt said Justin did was true and probably not made up." "How's that?" I asked. "Well, Matt told me that the next thing that Justin McCormick did, was that he started rubbing his hard on in a funny way. And I asked Matt to describe exactly what he remembered Justin doing, and he was able to describe it to me well enough that I knew immediately what Justin had done, he'd had jerked off in front of Matt. And I also could tell from talking to Matt, that Matt had no idea what Justin McCormick had done just that he was playing with his hard on, in a way that made him very uncomfortable. That's Why I believe that the rumors about Justin are true." "I tell you what," said Matt, "I'll make a deal with you, Let me go ahead and tell you the rest of the story, And afterwards, If you still don't think its true, I'll go and talk to Justin, and tell him about the rumors and see if he denies it or not. If the rumors are true, he probably won't deny it. I mean after all, they say he's being obvious in front of everybody right??" "Yea" "Well, then why would he deny it?" "I guess he wouldn't" "So , here's the deal , if he denies it, I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, and apologize to him for helping to spread the rumors. "You would do that?" I asked. "Sure, I trust you. If after I tell it to you, you still think its bull-shit, then I owe it to you as a friend to do the right thing." "Ok Ok It's a deal." "OK, remind me of the story, and like continue where you left off, You got my curiosity up now." I said. "Ok, remember, Matt was in the bathroom, and Justin came in, and like -" "Yea yea I remember all that, you left off with Justin had just turned back to the urinal after trying to introduce himself to Matt." "Ok, here's the rest of it... Justin turns towards the urinal, still with his pants and underwear down to his ankles, and his shirt tucked up under his chin, and a raging boner, although his dick was only like four inches long, Matt says he's watching astonished out of the corner of his eye what Justin does next, Matt says he starts playin' with his dick with his hand, kind of stroking it up and down." "And Justin was masturbating." I added. "Yea, only Matt didn't know that but I knew that. Anyways, Then Matt says and swears-" "I know I know, He swears to God its true." "Yea, that Justin turns to him again, and asks Matt to kiss his pee-pee. Matt said, he didn't know what to say it threw him for a loop, he just stood there silent for like twenty seconds, then Justin says, '...or..I could kiss your pee-pee if you like.' And that's when Matt says he lost it, he says to the little dude, 'I thought you came in here to take a piss, or did you just come in here to queer around?' and then Matt says Justin says to him, 'Nah, I don't have to go, but, I'll watch you go pee-pee.' and THAT was it, Matt said, 'FUCK THIS I"M OUTA HERE, he pulls his pants together, and storms out of the bathroom, stopping once to say to the kid, 'your a little queer dude, and I'm warning everyone to stay away from you before you queered on somebody!' he said Justin didn't say anything and just stood there with his pants down and his shirt up, while Matt left the bathroom. And that's all that Matt Jonas had to say, and Jamie, I think it might be true, you wana here what Eddie Chapel said now? "Yea sure." I said. "Well first of all, Eddie's in the sixth grade so he goes to P.E. with Justin, He says Justin when they play tag football and stuff and speed-ball and stuff, that whenever Justin has the chance to wrestle with you or jump on top of you that he'll try to like hump you, like hump his privates into yours. Eddie said if I didn't believe him to ask any of the other six graders, he's done it to like almost all of them." "He tries to hump them?" I was astonished. "Yea dude, rubbing his crotch against there's any chance he gets he says Justin's been literally tossed off other boys and almost beat up but no one's done it yet. And then of course I already told you they say he's always rubbing himself, and has a hard on at P.E. whenever they do sports together." "Ok is that all homo-phobe Eddie had to say." "No way dude, Eddie has his own urinal story about Justin and him alone in the boys' room." "Ok shoot." "It starts out the same way Matt's story does, except this time, the kid asks Eddie if he can touch his pee-pee and lick it." "Really?? Why would he want to lick a penis." "Well, that's what Eddie said the kid asked him, 'Can I touch your pee-pee and lick it." "Eddie being the smart-ass he is, told the kid he could blow him if he wanted to, and he said the kid immediately got down on his knees, like he was really going to do it!" "What does that mean to blow it?." I asked, I know I had heard kids talking about blow jobs too but I wasn't exactly sure what it meant. "It means to suck someone's cock until they cum." "To actually shoot the cum in their mouth??" I asked astonishingly. "Yea, usually, anyways, Then Eddie tells the kid, no thanks I'm not a fag, and casually left the bathroom, but then soon after he started talking about it, that's when Matt finally admitted almost the same thing happened to him, with Justin. "Shit dude, do you think he really would have done it?" "Who knows dude, but, I think it might be true." "Is that it?" I asked. "With all the rumors about Justin McCormick." "Yea." "I think its all still bullshit." I stated matter-of-factly, "And I think we owe him an apology. " Ok I'll talk to him, and if the stories are true, he really doesn't care if people know, if he's THAT obvious, and if he acknowledges it fine,-" Matt said "But if the kid denies these stories are true, You and me not only apologize to him , me for listening to the whole story and you for telling it, but I think we should hang with him also, since these rumors will probably destroy all his reasonable chances of making any other friends." I added. "Ok, But I bet you he doesn't deny it." Matt said. "Well, if he doesn't, than we have nothing to worry about. BUT if he does, He deserves it to have somebody make it up to him." "Ok dude." Just then the lunch bell rang. Matt said, "See you after school again dude?" "Hang at your house for awhile again? " I asked. "Yea, why not. Maybe I'll show you how to jerk off?? "SERIOUS?" "Only If you are!" "All right, I'll meet you in the front again." I said. "During class I wondered if Matt had just been kidding about teaching me to jack off. I hoped he was serious, 'cause it sounded most exciting. In fact, it was mostly all I could think about during the next three periods.