Date: Thu, 28 Jun 2018 18:10:30 +0000 From: Devon Campbell Subject: More About Jimmy: Jimmy the Second Time This a true life experience. **04 - Jimmy, the Second Time (with Todd) Jimmy, the Second Time (with Todd) If you have not read the first part about Jimmy, you should do so before you delve into this second part of his story. Jimmy is a boy who emailed me about one of my stories. He was very surprised that I responded and when I did he opened up with a lot of questions; not uncommon for boys who email me. He was fifteen, gay, afraid of being gay, scared of his feelings, afraid someone would find out, and he was so relieved and happy that he had someone to talk to. Through the course of several more emails we discovered that we live only about twenty miles from each other. He wanted to meet me. He begged; he wanted to talk to me in person. He sent me a couple of pictures of himself. One of him in a tux; damn, he was cute! I think to further entice me he sent me another picture of him totally naked. Ohh, Godd! He was so hot! But he was only fifteen; I drooled over the picture before deleting it, and told him not to send me any more like that, I didn't want pictures of naked fifteen year old boys on my computer. I have an established policy not to meet up with guys I've met on line, even though there are several guys who live within easy driving distance. (But none like Jimmy). I finally broke my own rule and agreed to meet Jimmy; he sounded so desperate. And I admit I had that image of him naked in my head. It turned out to be a wonderful experience, for both of us, but I told him we couldn't do it again. He was disappointed but understood the risk. But we kept emailing after that first time. Then I received an email that he had "met this guy." He sounded so happy and bubbly. Actually he already knew the guy from high school but never got to know him. He said they had spoken barely a half dozen words that whole year; he was a senior jock when Jimmy was freshman and they just never associated. Then he met him at the mall. The guy was working at a construction site close by there and had come inside to the food court to eat lunch. Jimmy, seated at a table eating Chinese, saw him come in and go right to the steak place and get in line. When he had his tray he looked for a place to sit and that's when he saw Jimmy. Jimmy was so happy and surprised when he came right up to his table and asked if he could sit down. He couldn't believe the guy was suddenly so outgoing and friendly with "the lowly freshman." They laughed and talked and got acquainted then the guy had to get back to work. Jimmy said he watched him walk out, eyes fixed on his tight bubble butt with his work gloves stuck in one pocket. He said he tried not to drool. Jimmy went to the mall again two days later, hoping to see Todd again. Sure enough he came in again and this time, instead of walking right up to the steak place, he seemed to be looking all around the food court, like he was looking for someone. Jimmy was afraid to believe he was looking for him but the guy's face lit up with a big smile when he saw him. He waved at Jimmy then got in line. They ate together again and something happened that blew Jimmy away. The tables are small and their knees touched several times. Jimmy pulled his away at first but then he didn't, and he was shocked to feel Todd's knee pressing against his. He said their eyes met across the table and it was like sparks flew. He said he could hardly breathe. Todd was open before, he opened up even more this time. He started out telling Jimmy about his apartment that he'd just moved into and maybe he would like to come see it sometime.....all the while their knees were touching. Jimmy said maybe. Todd's lunch break was up and he had to go back to work. He asked Jimmy if he would be there for lunch the next day, Friday, he would buy lunch. Jimmy joked that yes he could be if it meant a free lunch. Todd told him since he was buying, they were both eating steak. Next day they ate steak, and Todd extended his invitation again for Jimmy to come see his apartment, the next day, Saturday. Jimmy stalled him off, said he had to go somewhere with his parents, but asked Todd if he would like to exchange emails. Todd said yes. Meanwhile, Jimmy emailed me about "meeting this guy" and he wanted me to meet him. He was sure there was something between them, hard as that was to believe, but he wasn't completely sure of Todd's motives and he was afraid to plunge into something. I told him to just be cautious and take it slow and get to know the guy better; that they had gone to school together didn't mean all that much. They had lunch together several more times, Jimmy said Todd was getting progressively aggressive, although in a gentle way, and he was afraid if he didn't accept his invitation to see his apartment he would lose interest. I told him if Todd lost interest over something like that, HE, Jimmy, needed to lose interest in him. But Jimmy turned on his charm again, and begged again, for me to meet Todd and tell him what I thought of him. I asked him what Todd would think of him drawing a third party into their budding relationship and he said it didn't matter. He wanted my insight. I knew from all of our emails that Jimmy desperately wanted someone in his life who he could share thoughts and feelings with. He w anted me but we both knew I couldn't be that person and if this Todd guy was all Jimmy said, then it would be a match made in heaven. Not that I gave it a huge chance, but I couldn't disappoint my young friend. So, mistake that it might be, I made sure Jimmy knew Todd would be there and I agreed to meet them at the mall on Saturday. Todd had to work till noon. I would just be sitting there with Jimmy when Todd walked into the food court. The "Fatal" Meeting I arrived at the mall about eleven thirty, wearing a pair of dull greenish, khaki cargo shorts, hiking boots, and a nice fitting Hollister T-shirt that showed off my arms, and my Army baseball cap. I know, I'm probably considered by some to be too old for Hollister, but I like the way their shirts fit and show off my upper body, and I could tell from some looks I got going into the mall that the outfit was working. Not that I'm that much of a hunk anymore but I can still turn a few heads, given the right outfit. I looked all around the food court, didn't see Jimmy, so I took a table on the far side by the fountain, one with a huge plant overhanging one end. A few minutes later I saw Jimmy come walking toward the food court. Fuck, he looked so sexy in a deep red A&F t-shirt and a pair of cargo pants that I surmised also came from AF, from the winkled style. Chills ran down my spine and settled between my legs as I watched him. I waited till he was in the food court, he was looking all around, then I stood up and he saw me immediately. He came toward me with a smile that looked like it was trying to burst out on his face; a smile he was trying to control. I put out my hand across the table. I was afraid he might hug me and I didn't want that. "Godd, Pete, it's so good to see you." "Good to see you too, Jimmy. You look great; looks like you've put on some weight." "I've been sort of working out, I'm glad it's starting to show," he said sheepishly. "Oh, it's definitely starting to show." I waved him to the chair across from me but he took the one to my left. We talked about general stuff for a few minutes, he seemed nervous, kept looking around to the outside entrance to the food court. "You said he doesn't get off till noon," I said. He smiled, embarrassed. "Yeah, it shows," I chided him. "Wait till you meet him. He's a god." "So I gathered from your emails." "He was always a god in high school, one of the jocks....no, THE jock....I just can't believe he's even noticed me." "Oh, that's not so hard to figure out, you're not all that hard to look at yourself," I said. "Listen, Jimmy, I hope you're approaching this with your head, not your heart, or your balls. He sounds too good to be true, which means he probably is, and I don't want you to get hurt." "Wait till you see him," he said again. "I don't mean his looks. HE sounds too good to be true, as a person. And that, combined with his looks, makes me skeptical." "Just meet him, that's all I ask." "That's why I'm here." "He just came through the door.....here he comes." Jimmy's voice was suddenly forced, like he couldn't get his words out. Jimmy stood up and I looked around and saw the guy I knew was Todd. I didn't know what he looked like except by Jimmy's description, but this was indeed and truly a young god coming toward us. His smile alone softened my concerns a little, and the way he was looking at Jimmy. I mean, his eyes were focused on the kid. He didn't give me a look till he was almost upon us and I stood up. "Todd, I want you to meet my friend, Pete. Pete, this is Todd." I took his hand that he put out, a worker's hand; big, strong, with thick, muscular fingers that gave him a good grip. He had his work gloves in his other hand and he stuffed them in his pocket. "Good to meet you, sir, I've heard a lot about you." "You don't have to call me sir, just Pete," I said as we all sat down. "You guys eat?" he asked. "No." "What do you say we go get in a line, I'm starving. And I'm buying," he said. "And you're eating steak," he said to Jimmy. "I know, I know," Jimmy said, laughing. "He's trying to convert me. I love Chinese, but he says steak provides a lot more protein, which he says I need when I'm working out." "He's right," I said. Jimmy looked us both up and down and said, "Well, I can't argue with results." Todd stood up to go get in line. "Steak for everyone?" he asked, looking at me. We all got in the steak line while Jimmy and Todd chattered about things in common and I stood aside and listened. I was becoming more and more comfortable with Todd as I saw what seemed to be a sincere affection for the younger boy. I didn't join the conversation till we got back to the table. "Jimmy tells me you guys know each other from school," I began. "Not really. We were in school together, but you know how it is with freshmen and seniors," Todd said. "Especially senior jocks," Jimmy put in. "I couldn't help the age gap," Todd said. As we ate I could see the chemistry between the two. Jimmy obviously idolized Todd, and if Todd didn't idolize Jimmy he certainly cared a lot for him. There were a few times when I wondered why I was even there. Most of their attention and conversation was directed at each other, with a few side glance remarks thrown my way. I finally wedge myself into it, asking Todd about his high school athletic career. I wanted to know more about the guy. "I played football and wrestled. I tried basketball but I was too slow on my feet," was his answer about his athletics. "He holds the state title in wrestling," Jimmy put in. "Hey, he's talking to me, I'll answer the questions," Todd said with a scowl that hid a smile. "He was on the swim team, too," Jimmy said by way of ignoring him. "Yeah, but I was too big to be much of an asset," Todd said. "Jimmy's the swimmer." He looked at Jimmy. "That's the reason I don't want you getting too big and bulky." I asked about his family. "I've got an older sister, married, and a younger step brother who lives with his real dad. We get along great but we don't see each other all that much." I asked about his job. He was nonchalant about that. "It's a job, hours are good, pay is great. And it'll pay for some of Jimmy's college." I looked at Jimmy. "I don't remember, did I ask you about your plans for college?" "That's too far ahead in the future," he said. "The hell it is. That's what high school is all about, preparing you for college," Todd said as he stood up with his drink cup in his hand. "You guys want a refill?" We both declined. "Jimmy, why am I here?" I asked as we both watched Todd's firm bubble butt flexing inside his jeans as he walked away. "I wanted you to meet him. I want your approval." "Why?" "I think he wants a relationship. He's been wanting me to come to his new apartment." "Jimmy, are you sure you're not reading something into all of this?" "I'm reading what I see," he said. I shook my head. "Jimmy, you're sixteen years old, you're too young to be talking about a relationship. You've got school, you've got parents." "I don't mean a permanent, live-together relationship. I know I still have to live at home for a few more years, but with him having his own place.....he wants us to be together all the time. Really together." "And what are your parents going to say about you hanging out with this older guy? Have they met him?" "He's not an older guy, we were in school together. No, my parents haven't met him but they know of him. His picture was in the sports page all the time. And my parents aren't going to know how much time I spend with him. I won't be gone any more than I usually am, I just won't be at the places I usually am." "Is that smart, sneaking around?" He shrugged, with no answer. "Okay, I can't fairly judge a man on a first meeting. He seems like a great guy and you're right, he is a stud. But a tight butt isn't enough to base a relationship on," I said with a sly grin. "It's a good start," he said, laughing. When he saw my grin fade he got serious. "I know he's going to ask me again to come to his apartment." "Have you been to his apartment before?" "No." "What has been your relationship so far?" "Meeting here for lunch, been to a couple of movies, some ball games." "Nothing else." "No. Well, he's reached over and took my hand and held it when we're driving. He wants there to be a lot more and so do I, but he says he won't push me." I nodded thoughtfully. "So what do you need me for? Not that I wouldn't give my left nut to get him in the sack, but this is not about me." "Even though it's been only one time for you and me, Pete, there was so much wrapped up in that one time, you taught me so much. I just want you there." "There?" "Yes, when it happens," he said. "Why, for heaven's sake? To judge his performance, or as a coach, or what?" "He's never done anything like this. He told me. Not with another guy." "He'll figure it out," I said. "You gotta know, Jimmy, Todd doesn't want me there." "He's okay with it." "Oh, really!" "We've talked about it......here he comes." As Todd was sitting down again, I told Jimmy right out to go take a walk around the mall. He got up slowly, with a smiling, confused look, and walked off. I turned to Todd. "I don't fully understand why I'm here, Todd, but apparently it has to do with sizing you up and passing judgment and then maybe giving my blessing. Would that about sum it up?" He laughed. "It would. I hope I pass your scrutiny, `cause if I don't, I don't have a chance with Jimmy." I still didn't understand why the kid, any kid, would put that much stock in me or any other adult but I moved on. "Tell me about Jimmy." He shrugged. "I think you know him better than I do. A LOT better," he added with a sly grin. I didn't bite; I didn't know what Jimmy had told him about us. "He's smitten," I said. "So am I." "But are you gay?" He reared back with a stunned look. "Damn, you cut right through the bull, don't you," he said, laughing nervously. "You do know Jimmy's gay." "Yes. Found that out right away." "How?" "Well, I....I, uh, sort of guessed, the way he always looked at me when I came in for lunch, you know." "What's the attraction, except the obvious?" I asked. "You guys went to school together and he said you didn't know he existed." "That's all gone. I don't have the high school jock blinders on anymore; I can see Jimmy for who he is." "And who is he? `Cause you're right, I do know him a lot better than you do." "He's a cute, warm kid, still scared about his sexuality even though, like you said, he's sure about it. I like him. He's funny and fun to be with, we like being together. I like him a lot, and I don't know what else you want to know. Look, I'm not much on opening up to strangers, but you're IN this guy's life and I have a feeling I'm going to have to pass muster in order to be in it." "No, I don't think so. He just wants my opinion." "And what is your opinion of me?" he asked. "How do you feel about Jimmy?" I asked back. He laid his head back, taking in a deep breath, and pursed his lips. "I said I'm not big on opening up, but Mr.....Pete....I think I'm I love with him. Fuck, I don't believe I just said that! I've been in and out of love, but nobody's ever affected me like Jimmy has. Man, you don't know how he just waltzed into my life and screwed it all up." I smiled. I was getting what I wanted. "How'd he screw up your life?" "I've been this macho stud all my life, even as a little boy, I got called a little stud." "Well, I wouldn't take that away from you now," I said. "You know what I mean. Straight. I've never been turned down for a date, I've been having sex with girls since I was fourteen; hell, even with one of their mothers. Never had a gay thought in my life. I've been on the straight path and never strayed to either side. Then Jimmy....." He paused and sighed. "Jimmy was scared? I was scared out of my mind when I started to wake up and realize that all the respect and admiration I had for the other jocks was more than just respect and admiration. The way I looked at them in the locker room and the showers.....it was like I was trying NOT to look but I kept being drawn back to their bodies. I pushed it all aside, buried it again, but the more I got to know Jimmy, and saw how okay he was with who he was, I began to feel more okay about who I was; who I am. Who I really am." "And who are you, have you decided?" "Not fully. You asked me, I don't know if I'm gay or Bi, but I know I'm not the super straight guy I thought I was. And I'm okay with it. Jimmy said I don't need a label, I should just be me." I chuckled. "You told him that, didn't you," he said. "Something like that. You mentioned the jocks in the locker room. Why is your focus on Jimmy instead of older guys like them?" "You tell me and we'll both know. How did it happen that you let him seduce you? He told me that's how it was. He's more or less done the same thing with me." "So where do you see this all going?" I asked. "I don't know, it's probably dumb to say I want us to have a life together, he's so young, still in high school, and I'm sure his parents have plans for his future. What I do know is, I want him in my life and I want to be in his, however we can manage to do that." "He, uh.....he mentioned something about going to your apartment." Todd laughed. "And THAT tells us both what a tremendous influence you've had in his life. The way he talks about you.....I just hope I can earn that kind of respect and admiration from him." "I wasn't aware that I was so important to him." "I think I would be safe in saying you're the most important person in his life right now. Secretly." "I rather doubt that, considering how he talks about you," I said. "You came along at a crucial time in his life. And I don't see that changing any time soon," Todd said. "I see it as something he will have to outgrow. "We've emailed back and forth but I had no idea." "He worships you." "Well, I never got that impression, but....you're not in competition with me," I said. "Maybe not, but I sure as hell have to measure up to you," he said. "I think you're overstating it." "Am I? He wants you to be there for our first time together," he reminded me. "Yes, that is a bit odd," I admitted. "Look, I can ease out of this. When he comes back I'll give you my stamp of approval and be on my way. "Don't do that." "You don't want me there," I said. "Yeah....yeah, I do. When Jimmy sees I'll do anything to make him happy, he'll come to trust me and depend more on me and he won't need you as much." "I see you've got your own plan for easing me out," I said with a smile. "Yes, you could say that." "That's good, because I can't become involved with him. I've already allowed myself to be more involved than I should be. Jimmy says the most you've done is take his hand." Todd laughed again. "That's partly why you're here. But I'm glad we've met and had this understanding. I'll go find him." I watched him walk away, and waited and wondered. They came back a few minutes later, smiling and laughing. "I wanta show Jimmy my apartment, do you want to come along?" he asked. "If you're sure I won't be in the way." "We're sure," he said. "I'll follow you," I said. Todd's place was a small, second story, studio apartment, quite common in a college town where space seems always to be limited and a premium. It was in a pretty nice section of town with a balcony view overlooking the park with a large duck pond nestled in the trees. I wondered if he'd chosen the place before or after he met up with Jimmy again; it seemed sort of romantic. There was a kitchenette just to the right going in. Everything in the place seemed in miniature, with an apartment sized stove and refrigerator and a small table against the wall with three chairs. I was surprised to see a tablecloth on the table and live flowers in a vase. The layout of the large room was, a large, comfortable looking couch facing away from the balcony, with a matching chair and ottoman and a lamp table. There was a small writing table and chair close by. The king sized bed was off to the right of the "living room" area, with a nightstand and lamp, and a large wardrobe. I didn't see a closet except for a small door in the kitchenette and I didn't think that was for clothes. A curtain was drawn back revealing the bathroom with a shower and a tub separated by a glass partition. It was nice. Jimmy was impressed. He was smiling the whole time Todd was showing it to us. I was anxiously curious now, how things were going to go down. I was sure this wasn't simply a tour of Todd's apartment and I had decided that this was about Jimmy and Todd, and however things went, I was not going to be the initiator. It wasn't my place. I didn't know if I would be a bystander/observer or an all too willing participant. Or if I would even stay. Todd got three beers out of the refrigerator. I was impressed again that it was bottled beer. He handed me mine unopened. He opened another and handed it to Jimmy. "You're not driving, you can have one too," he told him. "Thanks. I probably can't get it all down," Jimmy said as he sipped the beer. "Drink what you want, you don't have to down it," Todd told him. He took a long, hard slug from his beer and set it down. "Now if you guys will excuse me I need to shower." I sat in the chair. Jimmy took the couch. I thought the way he drew his legs up was--I don't want to say effeminate, but it wasn't a manly stance--it was the first I'd seen anything like that. We were facing the bathroom and Todd had left the curtain drawn back from the door. I was certain that was on purpose, so Jimmy could see him undress. "Godd, I can't believe I'm here," Jimmy said softly as he kept sipping his beer, his eyes focused on the bathroom. I smiled. Watching Todd undress was an event. The guy had a body to kill for; he was muscular beauty in motion. I saw Jimmy squirm on the couch. Todd opened the glass door to the shower and adjusted the water that he had already turned on then stepped inside and closed the door. The "event" unfolded as he began to soap up his tanned, muscular body. "He's gorgeous," Jimmy said, glancing at me with a smile. "Godd, I think I'm more nervous than I was with you, if that's possible." It was barely a glance in my direction because his eyes were instantly averted back to Todd in the shower. Just then Todd bent over to wash his legs. "Oh, My Godd!" I laughed. Again, I think he did it to show off his butt. I didn't blame him; it was worth showing off. "Boy, are you going to need resuscitation before you even get started?" I joked. "You're not getting turned on by this?" Jimmy said. "Yeah, absolutely, but this is about you, not me." "I am so glad you agreed to come," he said. Just then Todd called out, "Jimmy, do you want to come and check out my shower? It's awesome." "Oh, fuck!" The boy's voice was barely audible and there was a quiver. "It's what you've wanted. This is your dream come true," I said. "I just can't believe it's real, I'm afraid I'm going to wake up." "Go on," I said, nodding toward the bathroom. "I'm sure he'll show you it's real." Todd stepped out of the shower as Jimmy went into the bathroom. He pulled his shirt out of his jeans and Jimmy raised his arms for him to pull it off. I saw how Todd's eyes raked over the boy's bare upper body as he ran his hands down his sides and reached for his belt. He pulled Jimmy's jeans off and I saw his shorts were tented. Todd squatted down to pull them off but stood back up without touching the bulge, or even paying it much attention, and motioned Jimmy into the shower. Jimmy didn't ask questions, he stepped in under the shower spray still in his shorts. From that moment on I think I ceased to exist. They washed each other as if it was the most natural thing in the world for them to be doing. It was hard to imagine Todd doing this; all the showers he had taken in the locker room and no doubt never touched another boy like this. Todd took the soap and lathered up Jimmy's chest then handed the soap to him. Jimmy lathered up his hands then rubbed his hands and the bar of soap all over Todd's chest and stomach. Todd took the soap back and shoved it down inside Jimmy's shorts to lather up his pubes. He let go of the soap and it slipped out of the leg of Jimmy's shorts. He picked it up and handed it up to Jimmy then began squeezing and mauling and massaging the front of Jimmy's shorts, working the lather all around. Finally, he pulled them down and turned Jimmy around to use the lather to wash his butt, then he turned him around twice so the water would rinse him off. When he stood up, Jimmy brought both hands down to Todd's manhood to wash him in much the same way. Rinsing off, they stood under the shower with Todd's head down on Jimmy's shoulder and Jimmy's head on Todd's chest. I felt I should leave; that I had served my purpose in being there, whatever that purpose was. I wondered again why Jimmy had asked me here. I thought perhaps he was afraid to be alone with the older boy in his apartment. I felt that any fears he still had were of himself, and I had no fears for him. I wasn't needed. But I was drawn to them. I wanted to stay and see it play out. My hand fell to my crotch as I saw Todd take Jimmy's cock in his hand for the first time. He put his other hand around Jimmy's hip and pulled them together, then drew him into one of the most passionate kisses I'd ever seen. I continued to be surprised at Todd's demonstration of raw passion for the younger boy; surely a first for him with any other male. When Jimmy put his hand round Todd's cock I decided I was staying even without an explicit invitation. I untied my boots and slipped them off then took off my jeans. I left my shorts on, as well as my socks and T-shirt. My cock was standing up, tenting my shorts. I began stroking it, my eyes fixed on the two beautiful young specimens in the shower, now engaged in a tussle of passionate foreplay. I whispered "ohh, fuck" as Jimmy, of his own volition--Todd encouraged him not one bit, not even a hand on his shoulder--went to his knees and took Todd's sizeable cock in his mouth. Todd laid his head back, tilted into the shower spray. He followed Jimmy's moves with his own hip thrusts and even put on leg over Jimmy's shoulder. I felt privileged to be witnessing the first real sexual act between them. I kept stroking my cock inside my shorts and swiped the precum off with my other fingers and licked them off. Suddenly the water turned off--Jimmy had stood up--and Todd led the way out of the shower. He held a towel out and wrapped Jimmy up in it, spooning himself against him as he started drying him off. He took another towel and started to dry himself but Jimmy took the towel to do it. They seemed in their own little world and suddenly I felt unwanted and unnecessary. But they smiled at me as they came into the room and I felt welcome again. I took my hand out of my shorts and saw Todd eyeing the bulge. Much as I wanted to stay, I said, "Look, I think I should leave now. My work here, whatever that was, is done." I realized how stupid that must sound after I'd taken off most of my clothes. "No, don't," Todd said quickly. "We want you to stay," Jimmy put in. Since it was Todd who had spoken first I was ready to reconsider. I wondered again if I was to be an innocent bystander; I didn't think I could do that. "We want you with us," Todd said. "Jimmy does, and I do." I gave him a skeptical look and I know he was thinking that I thought it was Jimmy's idea and he was just going along with it. "Look, I'm new at this, all of it, even the feelings....." "Looked like you were catching on real quick there in the shower," I interrupted. "That just sort of came natural with him," he said. "I mean, till I met up with Jimmy again I was totally, one hundred percent, certified straight. Now I'm not sure about anything except Jimmy." "And what is it that you're sure of about Jimmy?" I asked. "I'm sure I like him. A lot. More than I ever liked any other guy, and in a whole different way than I ever liked any other guy. I think he's hot as hell; I want to be with him. Look, Jimmy wants you for moral support. But by the time you leave you will know how much I really care for this guy, that I'm not just using him. Come on, you won't be sorry." He nodded to the bed and Jimmy held out his hand to me. I let myself be led to the bed, without much resistance. I was left standing when Todd maneuvered Jimmy onto the bed; actually he picked him up and gently tossed him on the bed on his back. I was more than a little surprised how Todd approached things. If what he'd just said was true, this totally macho stud wore his heart on his sleeve....the way he positioned Jimmy on the bed and crawled between his legs like he was moving in for the kill, without apology or pretense, and buried his handsome face between the boy's legs. Jimmy's mouth flew open and his eyes popped. He was totally and visibly shocked. Todd nuzzled his face in the boy's crotch but I didn't see if he opened his mouth. Jimmy closed his eyes with a dreamy look on his face. Then Todd rose up on one elbow and took Jimmy's cock in his hand. "I've never done this before so I don't know how good I'm going to be at it." Then he took his cock in his mouth. Jimmy's mouth flew open again and his eyes fluttered and he mouthed, "Oh, My Godd!" Todd began moving his mouth up and down and I could tell he was using his tongue a lot. He paused once to say, "You are so fuckin' hot," then went back to sucking him. Another time he paused to ask, "How am I doing?" "Oh, Godd, you don't ever have to ask that," Jimmy told him, placing his hands gently and lovingly on the older boy's head. "I'll get better, promise," Todd said. Then to me, "You can jump in here any time you want." I wasn't sure what he meant by that but Jimmy reached down and touched the front of my shorts in a welcoming gesture. I moved up closer and he squeezed the pouch of my shorts. After a moment I pulled the front down and my cock and balls fell into his hand. "Holy Shit!" Todd exclaimed, wide-eyed--I'd seen him eyeing me and what Jimmy was doing. "I told you," Jimmy said, laughing, as he held my cock out for Todd to see. "Goddamn! Now that is a hunk of meat! I thought he was kidding. I've never seen a cock that big." "I doubt you've seen many hard cocks other than your own, have you?" "Well, no, but that's even beyond imagination." He looked at Jimmy. "And you're telling me you've taken that?" Jimmy was nodding proudly. "Well, that pretty much puts to rest any fears I had." "Fears about what?" I asked. "Afraid I might hurt him. But fuck, if he took that, he sure can sure as hell handle me." "It doesn't work that way. Trust me, he's going to feel that when you go in," I said nodding to his cock. Jimmy had been licking my cock; I think to get the precum that was oozing out. I knew he liked it. I let out a little moan when he took the head in his mouth. "I can't wait to see what that feels like," Todd said, nodding to Jimmy's mouth working on my cock. "We can trade places," I offered. "No, I can wait. I wanta finish this first." I didn't know if he meant finish him off. I started fucking Jimmy's mouth, giving him what he obviously wanted. But this wasn't what I expected, not how I pictured it happening. Somehow I thought Todd would be the dominant one, that Jimmy would be the one servicing him. Seeing the hunk walk into the food court, I never imagined it the other way around. Not that Jimmy was being dominant. I was feeling a little out of place, even a little guilty. "Look, I think you two should be doing each other, why don't you turn around here," I told Todd. He was shaking his head even as he raised his head. "No, this first time is all about Jimmy, not me." I could tell by Jimmy's mouth on my cock that he was building up and I wondered what Todd would do; what Jimmy would do. Would he warn him? He did. He moaned around my cock then got off it as he clasped his hands around Todd's head. "You're getting me so close," he gasped. "I'm going to get you closer," Todd said. "Todd, you don't have to prove anything," I said. I immediately knew I was out of place saying it. "Yeah, I do," he said as he stroked Jimmy's cock. "Jimmy trusts you more than he does me. I have to win his trust, and to do that, I have to prove to you how I feel about him." Jimmy interrupted him. "Todd, that's not true, that I don't trust you......" Todd pointed two fingers at Jimmy. "I'm talking here." He turned back to me. "I'm not saying I'm in love or anything like that, maybe it's too soon for that, but I like Jimmy a lot. A whole lot. It's like he sent me into orbit and my head's still spinning. Why I can't believe he's even letting me do this; he could have any guy he wants." I could see Jimmy tearing up. I was feeling sort of choked up myself, hearing this from a stud who could have any guy or woman he wanted, and probably had. He looked up at Jimmy. "When you get ready to cum don't pull away from me." Then he went back down on him. A tear ran down the side of Jimmy's face as Todd started sucking him again. I drew back a little so Jimmy wasn't sucking my cock anymore. I felt the final moment should be between the two of them, without me or my cock being involved. Jimmy didn't try to take it back. He wrapped his arm around my thigh. Suddenly he whispered, "Todd....please, you can fuck me." I think that caught Todd by surprise. He raised his head and looked up at him. "Are you sure? You don't want me to finish you off this way? I will. I want to; I really do." "There'll be plenty of time for that," Jimmy said. I knew Jimmy meant it and I was already reaching for the lube. Todd took the lube from my hand without looking at me; his eyes were fixed on Jimmy. He squeezed some lube between his buns and worked it in. Jimmy let out a little gasp followed by a low moan, then a louder groan. Todd had no idea what he was doing to the boy, that he'd found his prostate. He lubed up his cock then, the whole time his eyes were afire with passion and lust for the younger boy. It didn't matter that I was there, he hardly knew it. Jimmy did, he had hold of my hand. Todd was one of those guys who was ordained in the womb for sex. His well-defined body was perfection, from the close cropped hair right down to his sexy feet. Yeah, even his feet were sexy, and everything in between. Every ripple of every muscle exuded sex. He positioned himself at the entrance of the willing boy's body and gazed down at him as if he needed a signal to proceed. When he glanced up, Jimmy's face was all the sign he needed. I was so proud of Jimmy when Todd shoved in. His mouth came open but it was a wide open smile of pleasure, despite the pain, that became more intense the deeper he went. Todd had a sort of funny look, one of disbelief, almost as if he'd seen a ghost as he sank his cock in deeper. "Oh, Godd.....Holy Shit!" he kept saying as he sank in all the way. "Fuck, Jimmy," he moaned softly when he was all the way in. For that short time it was as if I didn't exist. "Godd, tell me I'm not dreaming, cause this is the finest thing I ever felt in my life," Todd said. "If it's a dream, I don't ever want to wake up," Jimmy said. They were gazing into each other's eye, and their faces being drawn together was barely noticeable till their lips met and they were kissing. It was a gentle kiss, filled with passion that soon burned into their loins. I saw Todd's butt muscles tighten hard as bowling balls as he pressed himself as tightly as humanly possible against Jimmy's spread butt. I wished I'd timed the kiss. There could not have been a nerve ending in either of their mouths that remained untouched. Todd lifted his face slightly but then kissed him again. "Fuck, that was so awesome," he said, wide eyed. "Man, I never thought I would ever be kissing another guy." Surprised, I asked, "That was your first time to kiss him?" "Yeah, a real kiss." "Geez, what have you two guys been doing since you met, holding hands?" "Getting acquainted," Todd said. I laughed, shaking my head. "What? What's the matter?" he asked. "If there were ever two guys built for sex, you two guys are it. I can't believe I just witnessed your first real kiss." "We wanted to get to know each other," Todd said. "Then there was you," he added. "Me?" "Yeah, the invisible, mysterious Pete, lurking in the shadows. But I intend to make up for lost time," he said, as he began fucking Jimmy. It was a beautiful sight to see, each one giving his body, his mind and heart, even his soul to the other. I got the feeling that they had really gotten to know each other and this was the physical culmination of that, and living proof of how they felt about each other. I found it heartwarming and somewhat surprising in someone so young. Todd fucked him with the fluid, graceful movements of an athlete and young Jimmy received his gentle thrusts with soft moans of gratitude and pleasure. At one point Jimmy told him, "You don't have to be so easy; I'm not going to break." "This is how it is the first time, there' gonna be plenty of time for the hard stuff," Todd said. He smiled, with a hard jab. "Don't worry, I'm gonna be fucking your eyeballs out soon enough, making you beg for mercy." "The only think I'll be begging for is more," Jimmy said. I was lying on my side watching one of the most beautiful sights I'd ever seen, stroking my own cock absently, but otherwise remaining detached. I was there, but I needn't have been. Todd moved a certain way that brought Jimmy's whimpering moans and that delighted him. "Yeah, I'm finding all of your buttons to push," he said with his handsome smile. "Ohh, Godd, you sure found that one!" Jimmy gasped. "Ohh, ohh, fuck....yesss, right there!.....Godd, keep doing that! Fuck me!" Then suddenly, without warning, he started cumming. Cum shot up past his head then on his face and neck and shoulder, then all across his chest and abs. There was a lot of it. Enough that it surprised Todd, and I had forgotten how powerful the boy was. "Fuck, Jimmy, you cum like a pony," he said with obvious pride. "Oh, Godd, I'm drained," Jimmy moaned. "And it still wants to cum." Todd slowed his pace till he was still, but buried deep. "I'm sorry," Jimmy said. "Our first time, I needed to hold off." "No, no. No sorrys," Todd said. "Don't ever say sorry to me. It was awesome, what you just did. Awesome to see and awesome to feel, the way your ass squeezed and fluttered around my cock. It felt great." "But I left you high and dry, you're still hard." "Don't worry, it's not gonna fall off," he joked. "I said no sorrys." Then he silenced him with his kiss. "Okay, I'm not sorry, but I wanted us to be together at the end," Jimmy said. "Feel that? We are together," Todd said as he jutted his hips at him. "Uhnn. Fuck, yeah I feel it. You've got an awesome cock. And I love your body." I suddenly felt the need again for them to be alone. I got up and went into the bathroom. I lingered for several minutes before I went back out. Todd was lying beside Jimmy now, his arm and leg thrown across him. "What'd you do, Pete, go jack off?" Todd joked, laughing. "No," I said as I sat on the edge of the bed. "But I wanta tell you that was the most beautiful thing I ever saw." They just smiled at each other, then Todd leaned up and kissed the cum off the side of Jimmy's face. He kept licking and lapping it up and I could tell he was swallowing. I was more than a little surprised. "Do you like it?" Jimmy asked. "Not particularly, but I think it must be an acquired taste," he replied. Then he said to me, "I could use some help here." I gladly leaned over and began licking the cum off his stomach. We met somewhere over his chest, close enough that I could smell Todd's breath. Then Jimmy did the neatest thing. He put his hands on the back of our heads and guided our faces toward each other. We naturally melded into a kiss. It was hot as hell. It caused my cock to stiffen again as I wondered about the company I was in with this young man, not just Jimmy, but all the girls who had experienced those full, firm lips. I wondered if they would ever press against a girl's mouth again, or if his cock would ever find its way into a warm, wet pussy. "Fuck, now I know why Jimmy is such a great kisser," Todd said when we parted. I saw that he had taken hold of Jimmy's cock. He began to stroke it slowly and moved down toward it. He looked like he was going off in his own little world again as he took it in his mouth. I was convinced this wasn't just sex for Todd; he really cared for Jimmy and wanted to do everything he could to please him. "Oh, Godd, there's more!" Jimmy exclaimed. "I should be doing this to you." "You will," Todd said. "You will." I watched for several minutes. He wasn't just sucking Jimmy's cock; he was making love to it, making love to Jimmy. He crawled down between his legs and stretched out with his feet hanging over the end of the mattress. "You can jump in here any time," he told me again just before he went back down on him. He was inviting me to share Jimmy's cock, but the way he was laying there gave me other ideas. "Glad to," I said. But I didn't join him in taking care of Jimmy. Instead I got off the bed and moved behind him. I went to my knees on the floor and began kissing up the back of his thighs. He moaned around Jimmy's cock then lifted his head. "MMmm, what's this?....Awwwh!....Oh, fuck, man, w-what're you d-doing!" It was what I wanted to hear. I smiled as I lashed his delectable asshole with my tongue. I pulled his butt apart and put a lip lock around his hole and sucked hard. He cried out, muffled by Jimmy's cock in his mouth. Then there was a loud slurping sound and I saw Todd duck his head and heard Jimmy groan as he began sucking his balls. Todd's moans joined his as I kept licking his asshole. "Ohh, Todd, ohh, Godd.....Todd, you don't have to do that," Jimmy whimpered. "Yeah I do," Todd murmured. Just then I saw Jimmy's legs lift up and saw Todd's big hands pressed against the back of Jimmy's thighs. Then all I could see was the back of his head and Jimmy moaned again. It was working. Todd was following my lead. I pulled Todd's hole open and drove my tongue up inside him as far as I could reach. The sound that came out was almost a screaming growl and he hunkered his butt hard against my face. I rimmed his ass like a hungry puppy on a bowl of warm milk. He was good. I mean he tasted good, and his asshole way up inside, felt like warm silk. I could only imagine what those silken folds would feel like wrapped around Jimmy's cock, if he was ever that lucky. I wasn't sure Todd would go that far. I decided to take it to the nest level, and give the stud something to think about at least. I pushed in a lot of warm spit then paused to get my breath and give my tongue a rest, and used my fingers to massage his asshole. He moaned softly at the new attention and squirmed his butt around. I pressed my middle finger against his relaxed, wet hole and it slipped in with no effort. He groaned again but gave no sign of stopping me so I shoved my finger all the way inside him. Surprisingly, he pushed back against my hand. I couldn't believe this was going so well, and it gave me hope that Jimmy would indeed experience the stud's silken asshole sliding over his younger cock. At the moment Jimmy was moaning with intense pleasure as the older boy rimmed his ass. Todd was doing his share of moaning as well. He did more than moan when I found his prostate. "Awwwhh! Fuck! What's that!" he cried out. "You like it?" I asked as I massaged his quivering love nut. "Oh, fuck yeah! Ohh, Godd, where'd that come from!" I laughed softly and kept massaging his nut. Suddenly I felt it quivering harder, going wild in there and I knew he was cumming "Shit, man, I'm cumming!" he gasped with surprise. "Get around here, Jimmy, I want you to take it!" Jimmy quickly turned around and scrambled in under Todd to catch his load, I guessed just time, from the sounds of their dual moans of pleasure. After a long moment Jimmy crawled from under him, smiling and licking his lips. He lay on his back and Todd tumbled over beside him, gasping for breath. "Holy Fuck! I never felt anything like that in my life!" He laid his arm across Jimmy's chest. "Has that got anything to do with why you like to be fucked?" "It's got a LOT to do with it." Todd wanted to know about his prostate and I explained it. I knew he was thinking about getting fucked himself but I wasn't sure he would ever submit to another guy's cock going in his ass, no matter how good my fingers felt. "Can I ask you something, Todd?" I asked. "Sure. "During any of this, did any thoughts of girls creep into your head?" "Only that none of the girls I ever dated could measure up to Jimmy," he said. "And quite frankly, I don't remember the sex being as good with girls," he added.e keHe They rested a while--I should say we did--and we talked. Mostly I listened to Jimmy and Todd. Aware that many, maybe most, gay relationships have a short life, the more I heard the more convinced I was that these two really loved each other, odd as it was. Todd was older, he had no doubt been in love before, but he sounded so sincere that I was sure this was his first real love. Jimmy, I supposed could be infatuated with the handsome, muscular jock--any gay boy would be--but he also seemed so enamored with Todd that I thought it could be possible that he could know real love. I could only hope, for they were a perfect, beautiful pair. I thought once again that my time, though well spent, was up, my usefulness had run out, and I really did want to leave them alone together. "Listen, guys, I really need get on the road," I said, although there was no pressing reason. "Not yet," Todd said, wrapping his hand around my bicep. He held it tight and I flexed it for him. "There's one more thing you have to witness." "I didn't have to witness anything, but I'm really glad you invited me." "What is it?" Jimmy asked. "He's gotta witness you fucking me." Jimmy's eyes popped and I think mine did too. I wasn't sure he would ever submit to being fucked and I certainly didn't expect it to happen so soon. I was half expecting Jimmy to protest, and he did, but it was a weak protest. He really wanted to fuck the guy, and who wouldn't? "First, we need to shower," he said, smacking Jimmy's stomach. "Let us shower together, then you can shower while we're making out with foreplay," he told me. I sat on the stool in the bathroom and watched the two muscular young athletes shower together, still pondering whether I would stay. I thought I might shower and leave. "Hey, you're supposed to save the making out till after your shower," I reminded them when they became amorous with each other. They got out and were drying off and I got in the shower. When I came back in the bedroom they were making out big time, all over each other, kissing and groping. I was pleased to see that Jimmy had two fingers in Todd's ass. I wished I had a video camera. I heard Todd say, "I want you to fuck me." Nobody would have to be told twice, and Jimmy certainly didn't. They moved apart, Todd stretched out on his stomach, and I held the lube out to Jimmy. He took it and took hold of my hand to squeeze the lube on my fingers. I guessed he wanted me to get Todd ready for him. I pulled my hand back. "Look guys, this is major, what you're about to do. As much as I want to be here, it needs to be between just the two of you." I said and I started putting on my clothes. "You trust me with him?" Todd asked. "Yes. I think you would know better than mistreat him," I said. "We would still like for you to stay," Todd said. "No, guys, some other time maybe, but this one is you and him." "Is that a promise? You'll come back over sometime?" Todd asked. "That's a promise," I said. I had thought I would butt out of their lives but now I knew I wouldn't, not completely. And after this, I didn't want to. Todd started to get up from the bed to see me out but I stopped him. "Stay put. That's the image I want to take with me," I said. "It's the image you created," Todd said. "Just tell me before you go, did I pass muster?" "That's something you have to ask Jimmy," I said. I walked around and kissed Jimmy on the mouth. Then I reached across him and took Todd's hand that he offered. As I was closing the door I heard Todd ask Jimmy what time he had to be home. I left with a wonderful, warm feeling; a feeling that I had done the right thing when I agreed to meet up with Jimmy that first time, and more so by coming again to meet Todd. I drove to the same little café and sat over coffee and wrote everything down while all of the wonderful details were still fresh in my mind. The End