Date: Sat, 16 Aug 2008 22:19:31 -0700 (PDT) From: Paul Cornelius Subject: Johnny's-story Chapter 8 Adult youth (AY) Disclaimer: First of all, this story is pure fiction, and none of these events could possibly have taken place. No kids or animals, or even insects were hurt during the creation of this fantasy. If you are not human, cannot love someone unconditionally, or you begrudge people who are different any happiness, have been molded into just another brick in the wall by society, and cannot think for yourself, well, then you should not start reading hey? If you want only to criticize or fight with somebody, well, shove your head into some orifice somewhere, and fight for breath. If you wanna chat, or discuss something of importance to you open-mindedly. If you are curious about absolutely anything in real life, if you are lonely, shy, confused about your feelings, hurting or feeling depressed, if you have nobody to talk to, are young, but of legal age to be here, need answers to absolutely anything at all, feel totally welcome. Most importantly, if you enjoyed all, or parts of this story, or if you are curious and want to hear more about any part of it, don't procrastinate, feel free to E-male. keener29@yahoo.ca Subject: Johnny's story Chapter 8. Alex reaches out to Gregory. Yeah! I am back, and I still cannot believe how my life has changed within only forty-eight hours. It was one AM on Monday morning, and I had hardly slept throughout the night. I was so hyped up, because I had everything to live for now, and to think that I had nothing to look forward to at all, only a week ago. I looked through my homework and worked enthusiastically on a task for next week. I had no idea how I was gonna start on it before. I was basically just going do the bare minimum to scrape through like with all my other subjects. My grades were so bad already, and were one of the reasons that my dad had and excuse to throw me around and pummel me from day to day. But in the early hours of this morning, one brilliant idea after another flooded my brain, and I could not write fast enough. I knew after I read it through, that this was a masterpiece, and that I was gonna get top marks for it, and then I fell asleep at around four AM. I showered early, and I noticed how my bruises had almost disappeared, and how different my face looked, and I blushed when I took note of my boyhood for the first time here at home, and I was proud of it, and I turned and looked at my butt, and then I gave it a slap, and I smiled when I realized how sexy I was. Anyway, I dressed as smartly as I could, and I took extra care with my hair today. And when I went downstairs to get something to eat, I was shocked to find some warm toast and cereal on the table. The kitchen looked clean and there were no piled up dishes in the sink, and then I heard my dad coming down the stairs. "Good morning Alex, thought you might want some breakfast before you caught your bus this morning." And then he walked over to me and hugged me for the first time in my life. I broke down and sobbed, and then I slowly wrapped my arms around him, and then we hugged each other, and he patted my back. "I'm so sorry son, I will understand if you never forgive me, and I want to try and make it up to you if you will allow me to." "Its ok dad, I have forgiven you already.and I love you dad.thanks, f.for the breakfast dad." And then he released me, and I saw how clean-shaven he was, his hair was combed neatly, and he smelt of cologne for the first time that I have known him. "Alex, if you find one more bottle of liquor in this house, I give you full permission to smash it over my head, I want you to help me please, and I am going to my first AA meeting this evening. I need your help to clean up this dump from A to Z, because you deserve a decent home to live in.Alex, do you love your new friends? "Oh yes dad.I love them with all my heart, don't you think that Will and his dad are so totally amazing? "Yeah.yeah I do, Jack gave me a lot think about this weekend, and we owe them big time. And dad, Peter is going to teach me electronics, and dad I can't wait to show you my first project, oh dad I love that man so much." "Jack and his wife paid me a visit yesterday afternoon, and they left just before Peter dropped you off, and they helped me to realize what a good boy you are, and they told me how much they, and Peter's family and friends loved you. Alex.um.you look different this morning.quite handsome actually." "And you look really neat today yourself dad, I can see where my good looks came from, hehehe." "Thanks Alex, I don't deserve a son like you, but I am willing to give it a bash. And Alex.you may visit them any time that you want to, and once we have made our home more respectable I would not mind if you bring friends over." I could not believe what I was hearing, and for the first time in my life I was not afraid of my dad any more, and I grabbed him and bear hugged him, and I decided that together we stood a chance to make life better for the both of us. Oh Peter, have you any Idea how the `magic is spreading, I love you my hero, sniff, I so totally fucking love you already. `Alex' was walking tall, with his shoulders held back, and his head held high, and when I walked into class that morning, I received a few hi's and some high fives and even a shy smile from a girl whose name I did not even know. I felt good and I knew that nothing was gonna stop me from feeling on top of the world all day, I had a smirk on my face all the time, and I could not get the unbelievable events of the weekend out of my mind. I enjoyed my newfound recognition, but I needed absolutely nothing more than my two new families and my brand new dad, I did not walk through the corridors today.I floated, and could look every single kid in the face and smile at them. But at first break, things went horribly wrong. I walked into the toilets and heard two panic stricken boys yelling at each other. "Oh God, what have we done? I did not know that he would do something like this, what are we gonna do? We can't just leave him like this, he could die, and then what are we gonna do? And then they saw me and started crying, and then they pointed to the stall and I saw a pool of blood forming on the tiles. I rushed at the door, knocking it out of the frame, and threw it out into the room. And then I saw a boy sitting on the toilet seat, and he was slumped forward on his backpack, and he seemed very weak, and he was shakily whimpering. "I just wanted to be your friend, can't I just be your friend, I am so lonely, and I like you so much, why do you hate me so much, I just needed someone to say hi to me." And then his body shook as he sobbed pathetically. I grabbed him and helped him to sit upright. "Don't just fucking stand there, come over here and hold him for me, and you, run to the office and get me a full sugar soda and a first aid box, and hurry, and if anything happens to him, you will be sorry that you were born." "Are you ok, please just hold on.please just do it for me.I want to help you, please I won't let you down, just hold on for me, what's your name, tell me your name?" I mumbled at high speed, and then panic flooded my senses, and then he looked unemotionally into my eyes, yet I thought that I noticed a sliver of plight in those almost lifeless dark deep-set eyes, and then he almost whispered. "Fag, queer, homo.but call me Gregory if you want to, I think that's my name." I put pressure on his wrist, and stopped most of the bleeding. Luckily he did not know what he was doing, and the two cuts were not that deep, and It did not seem like he had lost too much blood, but he looked emotionally devastated, and physically weak. His face was covered in perspiration, and his wet hair made him look worse than he actually was. And while we waited for his `friend' to return, the other boy said. "We're twins and in the same classes as him, and he was always checking us and the other boys out ever since the beginning of the year, and we followed him in here every time to give him a hard time. We never beat on him, we just kept on asking him why he always looked at us, and then about a month ago, he admitted again that he was gay, and that fuelled our verbal attacks on him, and he hides out in here during every break, and I guess we just don't understand this `gay' thing. Look.my brother and I were actually going to give him a chance, but we are scared of what the other kids will say, and we don't want him touching us and stuff. We are so sorry Gregory, please forgive us, we are assholes and did realize how much you were hurting, why did you not say anything?" Then Gregory looked up for the first time and weakly replied. "I did try to explain that I would not embarrass you, all I wanted was for us to be friends, and talk and stuff, that's all, but between the insults and constant questions from both of you, I could never get a word in, that's why I locked myself in here all the time, I did not want you to see me crying." "I am Steven by the way, and my twin brother is Jonathan.Gregory.here take my hand please." Gregory reached for Steven's hand and shook it feebly, and said. "Pleased to meet you at last Steven, I promise I won't bother you two, I am just so attracted to you, you are very good looking.I will try not to be too obvious in the future." And then I gave Gregory a hug and introduced myself. "And I am Alex, Johnny's friend, I am pleased to meet you, and you are welcome to join Johnny, Will and myself every lunch break if you want to, and I promise you that you will never need a friend, or be lonely ever again, just give us a chance to prove it to you please Gregory.and what grade are you in by the way?" Jonathan returned and I managed to stop the bleeding and bandage his cuts properly. "Grade eleven, and I am almost seventeen, but I would love to join you.but. don't you mind that I am gay? I mean, and I am also older than you." "We are all in grade nine, and NO! We would love to be your friend, and you may say, and do anything that you want to around us, we might even enjoy it if you flirted with us, and it would only mean that you think that we are cute, hehehe." The twins were quietly eyeing us out, and then they seemed to panic. "P.please don't tell that Johnny kid about this Alex, we don't want him coming down on us, we saw how he deals with bullies, and we don't want a confrontation with him, please promise, and we will do anything for you.just ask.anything." "Ok, on one condition, you will protect Gregory from any further abuse, and treat him just like any other `normal' boy.are you cool with that?" "Yes, we promise.thanks a lot Alex, you're cool dude." And then they High-fived Gregory and me." "Gregory, promise me that you won't be doing anything stupid please, just join us and we will tell you about the `miracle' that changed our lives." And then Jonathan cleared his throat and asked nervously. "Alex.ummm.would you mind if we joined you guys, please.um.if Gregory does not mind of course, I mean maybe you could tell US about the `miracle' and stuff.you know and we wanna hang out with you guys. I know it is a lot to ask, and we promise not to cause you any more pain Gregory.really, we just want to get know someone who is gay." I was not so mad at them any more, and they were actually two very good looking boys, so I did not mind them joining us, the more the merrier, hehehe. And then Gregory smiled, and he looked full of mischief all of a sudden. "Well ok, but only if.each one of you gives me peck on my cheek, hehehe.' And then they actually blushed. "Don't push it Gregory.but K then, if that's what it will take for you to forgive us." I helped Gregory up and we moved out of the stall, the soda seemed to perk him up a little, and then the twins seemed to hesitate, and then I kissed Gregory on both his blushing cheeks. " There, see, its not that terrible, he does not have a contagious disease you know." And then they stepped forward and actually gave him a smooch each, and then they looked all goofy and blushed and shook their heads. "If any of you tell about this.then.then, we dunno, but please don't K?" "We promise, don't we Gregory? And by the way, you two are welcome to join us as well." Gregory nodded shyly and then they left, whispering all the way out the door. "Listen Gregory, if anyone gives you any more shit, just refer them to Johnny, Will or me, and promise me that you won't do anything stupid, I will give you mine and Will's telephone numbers, so just call us if you need us, ok?" "Thanks, Alex, I have suffered for so long, and at my old school I was threatened by the father of a kid who I was friends with. He caught us kissing in the shower, that's why my mom and I moved here, and now her fuck-up boyfriend harasses me the whole time, because he knows about me.and.that's why I attempted to end it all...I just could not take it any more.sniff." "Gregory.I promise you that your problems are over, just give us a chance, and if you wanna slap a butt, receive or give a hug, or wanna kiss someone, or you just wanna fool around and have fun without worrying shit, then you are welcome around the three of us, we enjoy attention, and we will NEVER be mad at you or make fun of you." "I love you already Alex.may I." "Yep, Gregory, there's nobody around, so just do it already." And then he blushed and gave me the sweetest peck on my lips, and then he shuddered when I groped his fast inflating package, hehehe, he did not expect that, and then I suddenly felt like Kyle, and I was gonna have so much fun. His eyes were like saucers, and his mouth hung open, and his smile split his blushing face in half, and then he hugged me and broke down and cried for a long time. "Oh Alex, I thought I would never find a friend again, I love you, I love you, I so totally love you.oh man, I just don't believe this." "Gregory, I just want you to be happy, and.you have FIVE wonderful friends now, and we are all alike, you could never upset us, we have fun all the time, you'll see when you meet the rest of us, and heaven help you when our Kyle gets hold of you, hehehe, and you won't believe just how much love we have to give you, so just give us a chance." The bell rang, and we scooted off to our own classes. Gregory walked with me, and bumped shoulders with me until we went our separate ways. "I so can't wait to meet your friends Alex.thanks again." And then he mouthed, `I love you', and he blushed so sweetly. The twins appeared from nowhere, and walked with him, one on either side. Thank you Peter, you have just made another friend, and I just so can't wait to introduce him to you and the rest of the gang. Kyle is gonna have a ball.OR `two', and I think.something `big' to measure, hehehe. And then I smiled and winked at him, and then I was back on track again, and I felt even more on top of the world. Classes went well, and I was passed a piece of paper with and invite to a birthday bash for some girl in three weeks time, and when I looked in the general direction of where the note came from, I spotted two girls blushing and looking away, and I felt so good. I wrote on the back of the note, that I accepted with thanks and passed it back to them, and then I smiled when I saw them giggle and blush again, hehe. Thanks Peter, your Alex owes you big time, and I am gonna make your toes curl next weekend. Your `Peter Meter' is going to indicate zero resistance to my charms, hehehe, and I so can't wait. And then I boned up `big' time, and I blushed to myself at the `evil' thoughts that entered my mind. Oh my goodness, doing electronics with my hero, is going to be the one of the most mind blasting experiences of my life. Johnny, Will and I sat chatting away at our usual spot on the grass under a tree. Then a boy walked up, and they introduced me to Wesley. He was a year younger than us, and such a nice youngster, he fitted in with us so naturally that it felt like I have known him for a long time already. We chatted and he looked my way often, and then he asked me if I had been over at Peter's place, and then he blushed. I blushed and told him that I had a wonderful weekend at Will's, and then I slept over at Peter's as well, and asked him, why he wanted to know. He looked down, and then he said that he so wanted to visit Peter, but that `circumstances' would not allow it quite yet. And then I teased him a little, by telling him that he MUST insist on showering with Peter. And then he said that he would love to, but that he was afraid of boning up and stuff, and then I pulled him into a quick hug, and I told him, THAT it was the LAST thing he should be worried about, and that he should visit as soon as possible. He thanked me and sat down close to me, and smiled shyly at me a few times. You know his story by now. And then Gregory and the twins walked over to us, and parked off across from us. I introduced everybody, and we all high fived each other, and then I asked Gregory if he was ok. "Oh yeah, I feel great, Steven and Jonathan are so nice, and we like chat now, and they tease me and stuff.don't you guys think that they have just the most kissable lips, hehehe." The twins blushed and looked down at the grass, and then Steven said. "Gregory, we are going to so totally kill you for that, just you wait and see." And then we all laughed and confirmed Gregory's sentiments, and then they just shook their heads and started laughing a swell, and then `Steven' said, not looking too upset at all. "You guys.man you're such a bunch of bastards, we're so totally outnumbered here, hehehe." The atmosphere was fun and friendly, and then we shared and ate our lunches, and I noticed that when Gregory's legs touched the twin's, they would instinctively pull away, but after a few minutes, they allowed the contact, and then they seemed to be a lot more relaxed, and were actually making a little game of touching and pushing hard, and then suddenly pulling away again. We included them in our teasing and jokes and stuff, and they even bumped shoulders with Gregory at odd times, and I smiled to myself. Then `Jonathan' asked. "Ummm.about this `miracle', please tell Gregory and us about it, you guys always seem to be so happy and carefree.is it because of this ` miracle'? And then Will up, and says. "Johnny will tell you about Peter, and then I will tell you my story, and then Alex will tell you his, and then we will introduce you guys to Peter if you want to." I observed Gregory, Steven and Jonathan while Johnny told his emotional story, and I noticed how ALL three of them became emotional, wiping away a tear or two, and how they smiled when Johnny told them about their first sleepover at Peter's. And I noticed how the twins and Gregory boned up when Johnny told them a `watered' down version of their first shower together. Gregory did not even bother to hide his excitement, but the twins blushed and looked uncomfortable when they caught Will and I openly staring at their pre-DICK-aments, hehehe. The bell rang as Johnny was finishing off his story, and then all of us had to tidy up a little down there in the boy- toy departments, and then `Steven' asked. "Johnny.would you mind if we wanted to meet Peter, I mean.we will understand if you don't wanna, its just.my brother and I have some issues, and he seems like the only person who might be able to help us.you know.your party, and Peter and Kyle, and your present.and, thanks for telling us Johnny, you're cool dude." And then they offered Gregory their hands, helped him up and gave him a quick hug each, and then Gregory smiled and winked at us, and we walked off together, chatting and shoving each other, and I felt even MORE on top of the world. Here were just three more hurting boys, and because of all the prejudice, discrimination and victimization out there, the twins shifted their frustration onto a `gay' boy who could not defend himself. It was `THEIR' fault that a wonderful teen boy attempted to end his life, and not the twin's at all. The blame fell squarely on the shoulders of an hysterical, ignorant and brainwashed society who caused irreparable trauma to thousands of confused kids across the world by attempting to play God and persecute, make an example of, humiliate and cruelly separate a man and the kids who loved him with all their hearts. And his only crime was to reach out, and show compassion in the only form that HE was mercifully shown some years before by a real man who saved HIS life. `They' never do anything about the suicides, school shootings and battered young souls out there, as long as `they' feel safe behind their gun-wielding thugs, to continue practicing judgment and intolerance on `different' and compassionate human beings, who are prepared to heal the wounds of desperate kids who only needed a soft place to land. By the end of the week, five more boys joined our group, and they varied from grade seven to grade eight, and they were glued to our lips as Will, and then I told our stories. All of them were very intrigued by our somewhat diluted version of the fun that we had in the huge pool. The younger boys could not wait to meet Kyle and Peter, and to have fun, and play computer games with us. All of them opened up after hearing our tales, and then I realized how many kids, were being severely mentally abused by a seemingly good parent, or parents. We swopped Peter's and our telephone numbers and addresses in case they needed us or just wanted to visit, or chat with somebody. All these kids had very low self-esteem and were being victimized by their peers, and every single one of them showed emotion, when we described how terribly WE were also hurting just recently, and how all of us were silently crying out for help, to.`No one there' (Neil Diamond) I am I said `To no one there' And no one heard at all Not even the chair I am I cried I am said I And I am lost And I can't even say why Leaving me lonely still Did you ever read about a frog that dreamed of being a king? And then became one Well except for the names and a few other changes You can talk about me The story's the same one But I had an emptiness deep inside And I tried but it won't let me go And I'm not a `boy' who likes to swear But I never cared for the sound of being alone I am, I am, I am.Or.am I? My dad and I started cleaning up `our' home, and it was actually looking quite respectable. We even threw a wet rag at each other, and I could not stop until our lounge was spic and span, and the kitchen looked like a new one after we scrubbed everything at least twice. It was almost midnight and we were sweaty and dirty, and then my dad surprised me by asking me to go shower with him. I was nervous at first, but my wonderful experience with Peter, gave me the courage to share it with him. We actually had fun and washed each other's hair and bodies, and my dad did comment on my `impressive' attributes down there, and I felt proud and contented, but we did not touch each other's privates. I did not mind, because I did not have the desire to anyway, but just sharing `something' together for the first time, was very enjoyable to me. We were drying off when the phone rang, and a very upset Gregory asked me in an almost whisper if he could come over, he said that he lived only a few blocks away, and that he was afraid, and had nowhere to go. He said that he usually slept in the park when his mom and her boyfriend kicked him out of the house. I asked my dad, and he said that he was welcome and even offered to fetch him, but he declined and said that it was late, but that he would be over in about half and hour. My dad said that he was tired and was going to bed, and that he bought a large tin of hot chocolate, and that I must be kind to my friend. I thanked him and gave him a hug, and then I ran upstairs and tidied my room as best I could, but then I realized that my bed was a three quarter size, and that one of us might have to sleep on the couch. I switched on the porch light, and went to boil some water, and just then the doorbell rang and I actually felt nervous. This was the first time that anyone visited me.and OMG, he might even sleep over? Oh well.whatever. I opened the door and let Gregory in, and then I saw that he his nose was bleeding. I felt so angry, but also compassion for him, so I fetched a warm cloth and gently wiped the dried blood off for him, and then I made us some hot chocolate, and just for a moment I thought about the wonderful time that we had at Peter's, and I felt a twitch in my pants. He thanked me and looked at me for a while, and then he said. "Thanks for everything Alex.why are you so good to me? I mean, nobody has ever been kind to me before, only my friend back in my old town, sniff." I rinsed the mugs and then we went upstairs, and then Gregory put his backpack down onto my bed and sat down. "Gregory.would you like to sleep over, I mean you're totally welcome.my bed is not too big." "Oh no Alex, it's way big enough for the both of us.I mean if you don't mind sleeping in the same bed as a gay boy.I certainly don't mind sleeping with you, hehehe." And then I smiled at him, and said that it might be fun. And then he smiled and looked happy again, and then I was actually looking forward to it as well. We sort of froze, and looked nervously at each other, and then I thought how much fun we had at Peter's, undressing and dressing each other, and then I grabbed his hands and lifted his arms, and took his windjammer off. "Now I take your shirt off." He said nervously. And then he removed my t-shirt, and then I took off his t- shirt, and then we giggled. His skin was smooth, nicely tanned and had an olive tint to it, and it looked like he had Asian blood in his background. His abs and his tummy sported the beginnings of manhood, his developing muscles were beginning to show through his smooth skin, and he had and oval shaped navel with only a hint of a trail down into his pants, and he must have noticed how nervous I was. And then he said. "This is fun, how do you sleep by the way.I sleep in my briefs mostly." "Yeah.me too.um, so.Gregory.do you want me to remove your pants then?" "Alex, please just do it already, we're two `big' boys you know, and Yeah, I want you to." I sat on the bed and he stood before me, and my heart started beating excitedly as I hooked my thumbs into the waistband of his tracksuit bottoms, and then I slowly pulled them down and over the large bulge in his briefs, and then my heart started beating faster, and I was curious. I pulled his pants down all the way and he stepped out of them, and then I slowly looked up from his feet and I saw his smooth tanned legs. They had that typical perfect shape that most young Japanese boys were adorned with, and then I saw his package, and so close to my face, and I could not get my eyes off of it. His hipster briefs barely covered the treasure within, and were a pale blue color and faded from age, and there was a hole near the waistband, and through it I could see the dark skin of his shaft, and positioned to his right side, was the clearly defined profile of his almost out of proportionately large glans, I was overwhelmed by the erotic scene before me, and I wanted to reach out and wrap my arms around him, and pull his crotch into my face for just a little while, and then I became aware of the deafening silence in my room. "Alex.please.don't be afraid, I am gay, and I would love you to, I know that you want to, please Alex, it will mean a lot to me, I wanted my friend in my old town to do it many times, because it felt so nice when I ALWAYS did it for him, but he only took from me, and never gave to me, and it hurt you know? But he was all that I had." I wrapped my arms around his butt and nudged my nose into the soft fabric, and then time stood still. I inhaled his strong fragrances. The subtle mixture of his body sweat, soap and washing powder intoxicated my senses, and then I gently traced my nose along the length of his fast filling out and very impressive teen-meat, and then he touched my shoulder and awoke me from my trance like state. I stood up, and my face felt flushed, and then I slowly looked up and into his eyes. "Alex.I.I am just as scared as you are. Here, let me take yours down for you." He sat on the bed and I stood before him. My heart was racing and I was so nervous and hyped up, all at the same time. And then he looked me up and down, and then it felt like little sparks arced from his fingertips as he lightly touched my neck, and then he ran his fingers lightly across my chest and very erect nipples. He looked up at me and lightly caressed my quivering lips, while looking intently at me with a kinda serious expression on his face. And then Gregory stood up, and he was almost the same height as me. "Alex.you are so beautiful.please.don't stop me.I have not known any tenderness since we moved here, and when you saved my life today, I fell in love with you, you know.like only a gay boy can? And I just wanna spoil you for a little while." I blushed, and then I smiled and nodded my head, and then he smiled widely with those sensual and very full, large and alluring lips of his. I noticed his deep-set, almost black-brown eyes, his shiny black and neatly styled hair, his slender neck and mobile Adam's apple, his fleshy small well placed ears, his high cheek bones and the deep dimple in his chin, and I realized how devastatingly good looking he was, and combined with his deep bass voice, I found myself dangerously attracted to him. I looked past the `label' that he had attached to himself so bravely, and then I realized that Peter and my new friends could be just as `gay' as he was, and if that were so, I would be proud of it. I had no idea of what the future held for all of us, but at this instant in time, I was keen to experience HIS kind of friendship, with the attractive teen standing before me. He was a human being just like any other boy, and nobody had the right to judge him, and to make his life a living hell when `their' lives were full of `sins' that made his `differences' from `normal' people, fade into insignificance.and just because he COULD love another boy with all his heart. Gregory sat down again and reached for my pants, and then with his eyes fixed on my crotch, he lowered them slowly, and I stepped out of them, and then he brought them up to his nose, and then he inhaled and looked up at me, and I saw an almost tender passion in his appealing eyes. I shuddered involuntarily at the scene unfolding before my eyes, and felt a thrill run down my spine when he smiled weakly at me, and then he focused his eyes on my tenting gray briefs. He put his hands on my butt and pulled me closer, and then he lovingly nosed around in my briefs, and then he placed light and very ticklish kisses all over my entire excited hardness. He nosed around in my pubes and gently kneaded my butt, and all the while he made love to my genitals through the confines of the thin layer of fabric that separated my excitement from his sensual ministrations. He stood up, and embraced me and kissed me so tenderly, that my legs buckled, and I was powerless to do anything, but to accept his probing tongue into my eager mouth. I did not sense any lust between us, only a beautiful considerate love beyond description, and at that moment I decided to let him enjoy me, and to do whatever he pleased with me, and then I kissed his neck and his ears, and I kissed his eyelids and his cheeks, and then I kissed him on his nose and on the deep alluring dimple in his chin, and then I licked his Adam's apple, and felt it shoot upwards as he swallowed nervously, and then I looked at his face. "Gregory.Please.I don't think that you are `easy', because you are gay, and believe me I, don't feel sorry for you and stuff.I really want to do this, that's all. And I actually find you almost irresistible, just like I feel about Peter and my friends, and I know that they will feel the same way about you. I want to get to know YOU, and I respect you for being so brave about who you are, and I just want you to know that you may stop me at any time. I like you a lot already and want us to be friends.so.are you cool with that?" "Ohhhh, fuck.I also don't `lust' you Alex, I already `love' YOU Alex, and I also find YOU so totally irresistible." And then his eyes closed, and he started licking all over his moist lips, and his lower lip moved from left to right under his white teeth, and then he opened his eyes, and we looked at each other with so much desire, and then I saw the approval in his devastating smile, and then he closed his eyes again, and I knew what I had to do, wanted to do, for him, for me, for us. He literally shook as my trembling lips met his again, and then I held our tender kiss for a long while, and my tongue was lightly probing at the corner of his mouth, and then he uttered an almost inaudible low moan, and he shuddered when I slowly wrapped my arms around him, and pushed him backwards onto my bed. Peter had shown me how to pleasure someone to the maximum, nothing around him was ever mediocre, he taught us to give our all to each other, and I was going to show Gregory that he was not alone any more. He lay there breathing heavily before me, and he looked so fragile and nervous and excited all at the same time, and I knew then, that I had the power to totally destroy him or give him back his self-worth and some hope for the future, just like Peter and his lovable hooligans did for me only recently. I studied him for a while, just to give him time to fully absorb the reality that some one actually liked him, and cared about him without compromise. I knew exactly how apprehensive and yet excited he was, and I remembered how I could feel special again, and look forward with certainty, to many more wonderful events in my life, together with the most awesome group of people one could ever be accepted by, and I wanted that for Gregory as well. I recalled how Peter pampered me, and then I kissed his neck slowly, and whispered in his ear. "Gregory, I want to make you happy and feel loved again." He shuddered, and then I saw a zillion goose bumps cover his smooth tanned skin, and I thrilled at the sight of his well worn briefs straining to contain his very impressive boyhood. The wide band was tantalizingly curved downwards below his navel from the huge bulge that stretched the faded fabric to its limits, and I was curious, and I wanted to yank them down and dive in there and make wild passionate love to his pride and joy until he screamed for mercy, OMG I was so horny that I could cry. But, I forced myself to tease him, just like Peter did for me, and then I kissed his pecs and licked and sucked his very stiff nipples, making him squirm and gasp, and then I placed quick kisses all over his heaving tummy, and then I wiggled my tongue in his navel, and then my tongue traced a `snail trail' on his belly, and all along the band of his over filled sexy briefs, and then I moved down and licked inside the tantalizing gaps in the leg openings, where his straining briefs lifted off of his smooth thighs. "Oh shiiiittt, Alex.wh.where did you learn to do that? Have you any idea how horny you are making me? I would never have known that anything as unbearably awesome was even remotely possible.Ohhh, Alex, don't stop please." "I had the best teacher Gregory, you will meet him soon, and if you thought that this was awesome, you have not felt anything yet, believe me, hehehe." Gregory sighed, and then I kissed the insides of his warm soft thighs and caressed his legs at the same time, and then I licked down his legs and took each foot into my hands and kissed his toes and caressed his ankles, and I noticed how delightfully his perfect toes wriggled and twitched against each other, while he giggles and squirmed. His one forearm was pressed against his forehead and the other hand was gripping the side of the pillow, and his lips were pouted into an O, and his face was contorted with an almost pained expression, and then I knew that I was making it a night for him to remember. And then I noticed the growing wet spot in his faded briefs, and I just could not stand it any longer, and I think he was ready to `explode' as well. "Gregory, sit up and take off my briefs please." He literally gasped out loud, and I could see lust in his eyes now, and I knew that mine portrayed the same emotion. He sat up and removed my equally ooze stained gray briefs off of me, and tossed them onto the bed, and then I pushed him back onto the bed and he lifted his butt so that I could pull his off of him. We saw each other naked for the first time and I think that we were both very impressed with our `equipment'. I loved how manly Gregory's `cock' looked, he was circumcised, and it looked bigger than Peter's, on his teen body, and the neat thick bush of shiny black pubes accentuated his `manliness' even more, and I just could not wait to shove my nose in there and inhale his teen aromas. Kyle was going to have to measure him `up' when I introduced him to Peter, and knew that we were so gonna have fun with him. Hehehe. The shaft of his erect boner was straight, thick and smooth, and had only the slightest trace of veins along the top, and his glans was a pale purplish color, and it was broad with a flared flange, and much bigger in diameter than his shaft. And his piss slit was large and deep, and oozing pre-cum into his navel, and I just could not wait for his very large organ to force my lips apart, and fill my mouth to capacity. "Oh my goodness Alex, you are so delectable, and you are uncut. I always wanted one like yours to make love to, and I wanna suck you off please. Alex I can't keep my hands off of you any longer, I wanna stick my tongue into your foreskin and lick your glans all over, and I am gonna so rape you at any moment if you don't do something nooooooow." "All in good time Gregory.little Kyle taught me how to be an expert cock teaser, and now I wanna practice on you, hehe.lie down on the pillows against the headboard please and close your eyes. He was shivering non-stop now, and then I straddled his chest, and then I leaned in and kissed his quivering lips, and then I placed my oozing glans on his lips, and then he jerked at the sensation as I slowly coated them with my pre- cum, and then I kissed him again and mashed my lips into his, and then I pulled back my foreskin and gently shoved my glans under his nose, and then he tried to take me into his anxious mouth, but I was teasing him, working him up into a frenzy, making him want me, and I wanted him to beg me to relieve his pent up sexual tension, beg me to let him suck me off slowly until I squirted my boy juices into his mouth, I was so horny, and I felt like the aggressor, and I was beginning to like it. I felt like `dominating' him, just like Peter said he wanted me to do to him, and it motivated me to give my all, to make this the most memorable moment in Gregory's life. "Smell me Gregory, I know that you want to, and wrap your soft lips around my shiny glans, I want you to beg me to pleasure you, and then I want you to plead with me to cum in your mouth, and I know that you want me so badly right now." "Oh God, Alex, just do something already, please.cum all over my face Alex, thrust your cock into my throat, and choke me with your magnificent boy-meat, aaaargh, Alex I am begging you to make love to me, anything Alex.just don't leave me like this." I felt good, and I was not the little pleading runt anymore. My new friends gave me the self-confidence to start with, and go through with this incredible experience with a boy who was hurting more than I was, and make it a wonderful friendship bonding experience for the both of us. I lay my swollen glans on his lips, and then he came forward and I let it in just enough to be nestled between his fleshy slick lips, his tongue licked at my boyhood and then he attempted to suck me in deeper, but I pulled back just enough, and just kept contact with his quivering pouting mouth. Then I scooted off of him and kissed him gently, and made him shudder some more when I nudged my face into his slender neck, and whispered. "Gregory, its time for me and Gregory junior to become acquainted, hehehe." And then I blew gently under his ear, and I saw how his smooth skin became saturated with goose bumps, and I was so having fun already, hehehe. And then I took my briefs and placed them on his face, and he shuddered, and then I took his hand and kissed his palm, and then I placed his hand over my briefs on his face. "Smell my boyhood Gregory, and get used to it, because I am gonna let you smell me a lot more in the future, and you are gonna like it." He inhaled deeply and almost crushed my undies into his face. "Ooooh, Alex.may I keep these please, I promise to bring them back later.please Alex." "Of course `big boy', but only if I get to keep yours." And then I stroked his rock hard boner once. "But Alex, they are old and torn." "I want THESE Gregory, and later on, I want you to cum in them for me please, and then I will cum in mine for you.would you like that Gregory?" "OMG, yes...yes Alex, I was gonna ask you anyway, thanks Alex.I love you." I kissed his tummy softly, and I licked his pre-cum out of his navel, and then I licked all around the base of his man penis, and then I licked his large balls, and sucked them into my mouth one at a time, and I just could not get enough of admiring his huge `cock-head' It looked so suck-able and beautifully sculptured, and it was so within reach. I lay down on his tummy and lifted his heavy teen-meat and shoved my nose into his pubes and inhaled his `manly' fragrances, and then thoughts of Peter flashed through my mind, and then I was totally overcome with desire. I loved being with a man more than someone my own age, and Gregory, being older and sporting a man-cock, really turned me on something fierce like. I lifted his legs and placed his feet apart, and flat on the bed, and then I licked all over his thighs and then I lay my head onto his heavily heaving tummy, and then I wrapped my fingers around his pulsing shaft and pouted my lips against his large glans, and then I coated my lips with his copious lube, and his `cock' felt so big and hard, and I felt a secret desire for him to choke me, or hurt me with it, anything, just as long as it was HIS. I moved in closer, and then I swirled my tongue around, and inside his piss slit, and then my lips stretched as I slid then over the throbbing spongy head, and then I lay still. He shuddered and suddenly sort of jabbed into my mouth, when my finger touched his anus. I lubed my finger with his oozing pre-cum, and then I wrapped my lips around his slick glans again, and then I inserted my finger into his anus and egged him deeper into my warm softness, and then I trembled when he started fucking my mouth slowly, and I felt his fingers gently massaging my scalp. "Why are you doing this for me Alex.you are not gay, and I don't deserve any of your kindness.you really don't have to.aaaaaaaaahhh.don't stop Alexxxxx." His `cock stretched my mouth to its limits as I pulled him hard into my face, and sucked as hard as I could. And then he got my message and gripped tightly onto my head, and started fucking into my face with long slow thrusts, that drove me crazy, and I could not wait for him to choke me with his spunk. I heard him moaning through the fabric of my briefs, and then his cock enlarged and hardened and stretched my mouth more. My jaw was starting to ache, but I was not gonna spoil it for him, I shoved my finger into his tightly gripping hot boy-hole as deeply as I could and then, he shook and stopped humping into my face, and then he shuddered. "Alex, I.I.am gonna shoot, your mouth.aaaahhh.Alex.ohhhh, Alex, here it comesssssss." And then his cum gushed out of his man-cock, and it DID choke me, but I did not care, I attempted to swallow and swallow, but it just gushed forth for five or six amazing throbs of his man-dick, His pubes and balls were covered in his teen spunk. And then when I did not feel any more twitching of his swollen member, and his tummy stopped heaving furiously, I slowly let my slurping lips slide off of his gooey cock, and then I shoved my face into his cum laden pubes and balls, and then I sucked and licked as much of it up as I could. He was still breathing fast, and then I looked up at him, and then his tummy jerked a few times, and his deep voice broke, as he giggled. "'CUM' over here, you cum-face you, hehehe, that looks so funny, hehehe." I scooted up to him and he pulled me on top of him and he kissed my gooey mouth, and he licked up every trace of his spunk from my face, and then he just lay there and looked at me, and his body shook a little as he giggled again. "Alex.did you really not mind me cumming in your mouth, I have never spoofed so much in my life.OMG, that was the best `sex' that I have ever had by far." "Naaaah, Gregory, why should I, we do it for each other all the time, so why not for you, and I think that I.maybe.possibly.like you, just a little bit, hehehe." He hugged me tightly and then I saw tears in his eyes. "I love you Alex.I want you to fuck me.I am not a virgin any more.you know, my friend back in my old town fucked me all the time, even though I did not always want him to, and he was never gentle with me.I already know that you won't hurt me Alex, you are so nice to me." I shuddered, and then I decided that I was gonna do the best for him that I could. I lay down on top of him and started kissing him passionately, our tongues were having an argument all on their own, and, Gregory hugged me and dug his fingers deeply into my buttocks, and then I ground my pelvis into his, and it was so slick down there, and every contact between our boy-parts felt like electric shocks. Then he suddenly stuck his finger into the cleft in my butt and slid it across my pucker, and then he spasmed under me, and moaned into my briefs, and then I felt his hot spunk mingle with our thrusting boyhoods, and then I thrust my tongue deep into his mouth and kissed him while he came down from his second intense orgasm. And then I whispered into his ear, making him tremble. "Gregory, you are gonna be my first, and tonight you are gonna feel the pain when I thrust deeply into your body. I am gonna stretch your boy-pussy until you beg for mercy, and then I am gonna fuck you until you pass out, and then I am going to keep my hardness buried deep inside you all night long, and fuck you again and again until you don't want me to any more." "Oh please Alex.I WANTyou to hurt me, I want you to look at my face and see the pain that I want to feel for you, and I want you to pump your seeds inside me again and again, and if I shake me head, and the tears stream out of my eyes, I want you to fuck me harder, and have your way with me. I am yours Alex, and I badly want to feel your cock stretching and tearing me open.I want you to take me by force Alex.c'mon my lover, what are you waiting for?" All the dirty talk brought me to the brink of exploding between us. I moved off of him and positioned myself between his legs, I propped a doubled up cushion under his buttocks, and then I placed his calves on my shoulders, and then I rubbed my penis around his anal opening and coated it with my oozing pre-cum, and then I placed my cock-head against his boy-hole and pushed slightly. And then I just held the pressure constant, and looked him in his eyes. "Come one Alex, please thrust that suck-able boner deep inside me." "Ask me nicely Gregory, beg me, plead with me.I wanna see it in your eyes, I want you to tell me how much you wanna feel me thrusting my hardness into you over and over again." He started whimpering, and then I pushed a little harder and my slick glans was just beginning to stretch his anal ring, and then I started jabbing with very short thrusts against the resistance there, and then my eyes shut closed and my face contorted and then I pushed and held my spurting penis in place, and then he mumbled into my briefs. "OMG Alex.I can feel your hot cum forcing into my body, oh Alex, your sperms are inside me.you are so incredible, oh Alex.I love you more, oh Alex where did you learn to do that? You.you fucked me.and you didn't, this must be a world first Alex, you're amazing Alex.yeah! Fucking unbelievable, hehehe. Alex.come here lover-boy, Gregory wants to hold you please." I crawled up to him, and turned on my side, and then I felt him, I felt Peter and I felt Will snuggle up behind me, and I felt all of them put their fleshy cocks between my legs, and I must have purred, and Gregory put his arm over me with his hand over my heart, and he felt it beating fast for him, and he dug his elbow into my heaving tummy and hugged me even closer, and I felt safe and loved. "Alex, this feels like a `miracle' you know, I mean just everything that has happened today.do you know what I mean?" I just nodded and put my hand on his, and squeezed it gently. We lay there, a gay boy and a younger boy, who did not know about gay, and we enjoyed the closeness and warmth of our newfound friendship, and it felt so right. After a long time, his `cock' became limp between my legs, and I giggled as it tickled me when the prominent flange of his glans slowly shrunk back towards his body. His hug slackened off and his hand dropped onto the bed, and then we slumbered off into a peaceful sleep. I woke up in the morning to the wonderful sensation of Gregory kissing my penis, licking under my foreskin and looking at it as though he has never seen one up close before, and he pulled my foreskin over and off my glans many times, and then he would look at it again and place his nose against it and inhale deeply, and then he jumped when I started sniggering, and my tummy shook his head lightly. "Having fun, Gregory? Mmmm, I love what you are doing, don't mind me, hehehe, um, does it not smell all yucky?" He shook his head. "Nah.I love that smell, I wish mine could smell so erotic and sexual." And then he started sucking me deeply and slowly, and his tongue felt like a wriggling snake all over my sensitive glans, and then he stopped sucking me and stroked me and lay back a little, and then I began shaking, and my penis became rock-hard and then my cum squirted over his face. "Yeah!.ohhhhh.Yeah! cum for me Alex, cover my face in your awesome spunk, I am so ad-`DICK'-ted to your long boy-meat, Oh I love you Alex." I just lay there and loved the way that his finger traced all along my shaft and circled my sensitive glans tenderly, while I came down from my awesome orgasm. And then he looked up at me and I burst out laughing. His face was covered in spoof, and some was hanging in little strings from his nose and upper lip, and it looked so funny, and then he took my briefs and turned them inside out and wiped his smiling face clean, and then he swung them around on his finger. "I am afraid that I am going to have to keep these as exhibit one, hehehe." I attempted to snatch them from him, but he was too fast, and we ended up rough housing for a while. He was strong, but he let me get on top of him, and then I pinned his arms above his head and we lay there, and our chests and tummies heaved as we breathed heavily, and then I kissed him in his neck, and then on his lips, and in each of his armpits. He squirmed and sniggered, but he was not trying to fight me off, and then I kissed and licked his nipples, and then he began whimpering in a low moaning voice, and then I licked his navel and then I could not resist the magnificent prime teen cock before my eyes. I slid my lips over that impressive glans of his, and I sucked him deep and full, and I fondled his large balls tenderly, and I sucked on him like it was soon going to be taken away from me, and I loved how it filled my mouth to the max, and the steely texture of his thick shaft felt exhilarating as my fingers wrapped around it passionately, and then he like shook, and then I begrudgingly let his manly cock slip out from between my lips and I cupped my palm over his glans and twisted it around a few times. "Shiiiiiittt, Alex.here it comes, oh fuck Alex, wank meeeeeeee." And then I lifted his cock up a little and stroked it, and then he shuddered and grabbed my head and then his man-meat vibrated in my hand as the spunk rushed up his urethra, and out in voluminous gushes and landed over my eyes and cheeks and in my hair, and over my mouth and on my ear. And then he sighed and ran his fingers slowly through my hair, and then after a few moments he handed me his briefs, and I wiped all of his valuable ejaculate off of my face. I scooted up to him and kissed him passionately for a long time, and then I turned his briefs the right way out again, folded them up neatly, and hid them in my drawer next to my bed. He wrapped my soiled briefs neatly in an old t-shirt that was too small for me, and put them into his backpack. And then my dad called and said that breakfast would be ready in half an hour. We washed each other, and enjoyed our shower together, Gregory loved to be in body contact with me, and I loved his attention, and made it as nice for him as I could, and then we dried and dressed each other, and went down to the kitchen. My dad greeted him cordially and asked him if he was ok, and said that he and Will's dad would have a `chat' with his mom, and her `boyfriend' if Gregory was ok with it, but Gregory thanked him and asked if he could rather come over on the occasions that he was thrown out of the house. My dad agreed, but said that if things did not improve, he and Will's dad would sort the problem out for him one way or the other. "By the way Gregory, did Alex treat you well? I mean you are the first friend to sleep over with him, and I just wondered if you had a good time. And then I saw Gregory blush. "Oh yeah! Your Alex is a good host, he made me feel at home, thank you sir, and sir.would you mind if I came over sometimes and helped you guys sort out your home and yard, I don't expect any pay, I just want to show my appreciation for your kindness, and I am a very hard worker, and I love the exercise." "Why thanks, Gregory, I think Alex has made a very nice friend, thanks Gregory, Alex and I need all the help we can get, until this dump can be called home again, yes indeed.you are a special boy, and you are always welcome here with us." I saw how relieved Gregory was and I felt proud of my dad, and I walked over to him and gave him a hug, and then Gregory also hugged him, and I think I saw a smile on my dad's face, and I felt so happy. "Aw, cut that out guys, I'm not used to so much affection, come on, eat up and be off to school." We caught the bus together and I sat next to Gregory, and then two kids walked past and bumped him, but he said nothing, then they asked me why I was sitting next to the fag boy. I stood up and moved into the isle. "Say that again, but they saw the anger in my face and my balled up fists, and then they clammed up. Come on big mouth, what are you trying to say? OUT with it, what if I am a fag as well, what will you do hey? What makes you better than him or me? Do you think that God loves you more than us? Do you think that you can be a better friend to someone than him? And do you think that you are more of a man than him? You are probably pissed, because his is twice the size of your little mini dicklet. I want you to report to Johnny at lunch break, and if you don't, we will find you and drag you out there, and I want you to wear toilet rolls around your necks from now on, because you talk so much shit, now GET out of my sight, you make me sick. And then they scurried off to the `back' of the bus, and the whole bus was silent for the rest of the trip. I sat down and Gregory elbowed me, and then we laughed and giggled and shoulder bumped each other, and when the bus stopped at school, I stood up. "See, he is just a kid like any of us, friendship costs nothing, but prejudice will hurt YOU more than you will ever know, and they remained seated until we got out of the bus. The twins waited for us and greeted us with high fives, and then they asked why Gregory was on the bus, so I told them that I would tell them at lunch break, and then they grabbed Gregory and mock punched him on the shoulders, and walked off with him. Oh my goodness, that looked so much better. Classes went fine and I was on top of the world again, and I got the usual little stares and giggles from the girls, and a hi here and there from some of the boys in class. When Lunch break came, I met up with Will, Johnny, Gregory and the twins, and then two girls and three boys whom I think were on the bus, walked towards us, and then I saw that one of the boys, was the friend of the loudmouth. They stood sort of to the side and looked sheepishly in out direction, and then Johnny strolled over to them and, chatted to them, and they kinda nodded in our direction. And then the boy came over to me. "Look I am really sorry about this morning, my EX friend asked me to represent him, but I told him to fuck off, and wanted nothing more to do with him.um, please forgive me for being with him, he always intimidated me to back him up, and I am glad its over." Then he turned to Gregory. "I am really sorry dude.can we be like friends please? I have no-one now, and you guys always seem so cool." He offered Gregory his hand, and then Gregory grabbed it and pulled him into a hug, and he did not struggle or seem upset at all. "Thanks guys, you really made my day, and my name is Conner." Then Johnny introduced him around and told him that all of us were his friends now and that he could have our telephone numbers if he ever needed to talk and stuff, and then I saw the broad smile on his face, and I knew that the `miracles' were just beginning. The two girls and other two boys, introduced themselves, and then Johnny asked them to tell us about themselves, and he said that some of us might be gay, or were confused, and that Gregory had the courage to admit it, and that any of them could tell us everything about themselves without even the slightest bit of concern, because everybody was welcome in our group, and that we would never make fun of them or reject them, and that our main purpose was to support each other through thick and thin. I sat there and listened to those kids open up to us, and I cried inside for them. Not one of them had a hobby or some one to discuss questions with, the girls wanted to know what guys wanted from them, and why it seemed to be a sin to be celibate until marriage, and they did not understand why most guys just thought of them as life support systems for their fannies. I was amazed at the questions and ignorance of some of them, and then I knew that we had to help them find themselves, and instill some self-confidence, and self respect in their seemingly very empty lives. Most of them seemed to have awesome parents, but there was fear of talking to them. And there seemed to be evidence of non-involvement with their kids, you know, give them a hundred bucks and drop them of at the mall, and kids should not be involved in adult affairs, pressure to do good at sports or academically and so on and so forth. The boy who apologized to us, sat down next to Gregory, and in front of all of us, he asked Gregory if he may discuss gay stuff with him, because he felt so confused and was afraid to talk to anyone about it, and then Gregory agreed and you should have heard the sigh, and seen the relief on Conner's face, it was so cute, and then they exchanged telephone numbers, and I smiled to myself. And then Johnny said. "Listen up guys, tomorrow we are gonna do some serious soul searching, so I want all of you to think about what makes you angry, or unhappy and just any little seemingly unimportant issues that you may have, and then we will listen to all of you, one at a time, and then we will share your hurt between all of us, and answer your questions, and hopefully lighten some of your burdens. So remember guys, any small little things, even like, too few pubes, or too big or too small boy-parts, just anything and you will see, no-one will make fun of you or say anything to make you feel bad, I promise you that your lives will change for the better.are you all ok with that then?" I saw surprise, smiles, slight frowning, blushes, and just a mixed bag of expressions on everyone's faces, and then the bell rang and we all walked off, and not one kid looked sad or unhappy, and my day was just getting better. During lunch break the next day at school, all the kids and seven more younger boys were there when Johnny, Will and I arrived, and then we got the surprise of our lives when, up walks Mr. `popular' and his four cronies, and called us aside. Well we were outnumbered, and we did not know what to expect at all, and we were actually expecting a fight. And then the most `popular' boy in school said. "Look guys, just relax already, we are not gonna cause any shit here, so just listen to me for a minute please. "You might know my name.I'm Kevin, and this is Le Roy.David.Kelly, and Richie." They all high-fived us, and then Kevin continued. "Johnny.um, that day when you stood up for Will over here, we were all onlookers, and you put us to shame, and we have had many discussions since then, and yeah, we wanted to pick fights with you and stuff, but then Le Roy, said something that made us think. He asked us who we really were, why were so popular and how many REAL friends we had, and then we realized that we were nothing without our designer clothes, and expensive watches and stuff, and that our so called friends would drop us in an instant if we did not throw big parties and share expensive presents and stuff.so, may we join you today please, we just want to try something that we have planned ever since we saw how kids reacted around you.c'mon, what do you say.please." And then he pouted and made puppy dog eyes, and we all burst out laughing, and then I thought I would test him. I grabbed him in a tight hug and held him there, and then I felt no resistance whatsoever, and he did not even complain. And then we hugged all of them and welcomed them whole- heartedly. The surprise and looks of relief on their faces was priceless, and then I realized that they were also just kids, and searching for something more in life, than the superficial materialistic things. And then Richie said. "Johnny.you know.we have never hugged each other like this ever.fucking awesome dudes.thanks." And then we strolled over and joined the `crowd', and I just could not believe what was happening here. Peter would have been so proud of us, and I wished that he was here to witness his `miracles' with us, God I missed him so much, and I so could not wait to be with him again. And then, yet ANOTHER `miracle' happened. Kevin and his `hangers on' spread out and greeted boys that they have never talked to before, and introduced themselves and sat down across from them, and then Kevin grabbed his `new' friend by his hand and came and stood next to us, and then asked us if he could say something to all of us. We saw nods and heard some almost inaudible, ok's and so on, and then he cleared his throat nervously and started with his speech. "I don't quite know where to begin, but here goes. We have realized why we are popular. See, we would be nothing without our rich parents, and all our material possessions, and we would be nothing if we were separated, and not backed up by false friends who were only `nice' to us because we took them out to expensive places and arranged `cool' parties and stuff. I mean look at Alex over here. He is a much better `man' than any of us, he took his beatings and dusted himself off many times and walked away, knowing full well that he was going to be mentally and physically abused again the next day. And do you know what? If I was in his shoes, I would have taken my life long ago, and I have more respect for guys like him than any rich spoilt brat in this whole school. Alex, Will and the rest of you, who have all been victimized by scum like us.Le Roy, David, Kelly, Richie and I, want to apologize from the bottom of our hearts for all the shit that we put you through, and it would mean a lot to us if you could forgive us in time." There was a lot of whispering, and then I nearly broke down when I saw those `new' boys shake hands with these before `unreachable' jocks, and then smiled at them. There were tears and hugs and words of forgiveness spoken all around, OMG, Peter where are you, I am so gonna make love to already? "Johnny, Will and Alex, thank you so much for this opportunity to try to make amends, we were terrified you know? And realize that ALL of you are far better human beings than any of us, and that we have a lot to learn. We would kike to join you, we have a lot of clout in this school, and we want any of you or any other hurting kid to come to us if anybody even looks funny at you. We also have lots of pocket money that we have saved between us, so please, we never want to buy your friendship, but we would love to spend it on a `brand new' second hand pair of sneakers for someone, or a shirt or whatever, even some designer underwear, hehehe." And then I looked at Gregory, and he winked at me, and said out loud. "Um, Kevin.about the underwear, um may I take you up on that please." And then Kevin blushed. "Hey dude, yeah. just give me a call, and then I will take you to my favorite, store.and.I might even help you select something that looks good on you, hehehe." And then `Steven', one of the twins, stood up and said,. "Um, Kevin.rather take Timmy shopping with you.see, my brother and I want to take Gregory shopping, but thanks for the offer." And then they stood closer to Gregory possessively. Awww, that was so `cute'. Oh so many new surprises.bet Gregory just so totally loved the attention.bastard, hehehe. And then there were giggles, and even the two girls blushed furiously, and giggled and whispered to each other, and Gregory was so totally floored. "K guys, just one more thing, we wanna show you that we really mean what we said, and we wanna change our image, so we dressed into our best clothes this morning, and now we want you to swap shirts with us please." I could not believe what I was witnessing here, as these guys swapped shirts with their `new-found ` friends. Then Kevin said. "Right guys, please follow us to gym, and then we can swap pants and watches as well, and we would feel flattered if we could swap underwear as well, and then they all walked off, arms over shoulders, blushing, giggling and chatting excitedly into a new and exciting `real' future for all of them. Oh man.'miracle' upon fucking unbelievable `miracle', hehehe. Peter.you bastard. Just after supper I received two phone calls from some of the newbies to our group, they told me about the pants and underwear swapping, and they just could not stop chirping about how embarrassed they felt in front of the jocks who just undressed in front of them, and then how they were so shy about undressing themselves, but that they have never had such a wonderful day in their lives. They both asked me to arrange a meeting with Peter, and said that they were terribly shy, and were scared of making a bad impression, and then I said that we could chat more at break the next day, and they were very excited and happy And now, Gregory wants to tell you something. You are not gonna believe this, just a couple of days ago, I attempted to end my miserable life, my slut of a mom had to move from our previous town, because my life was being threatened by the dad of a boy whom I befriended and ended up having sex with. Yeah, well, we got caught kissing in the shower, by his father, and we were `boned' up to a `T', hehehe. But it wasn't funny. And then he jerked me out of the shower, and phoned my mom, and later on the school as well, to warn them about this `threat to society'. He slapped Terry up something bad, and threw all the `selected' bible verses at us, and threatened to kill me at the first opportunity that he got. He made sure that the local paper got an exaggerated version of what happed, and then we had no choice but to move. I knew that he was gonna tell my new school as well, so I came out in class one morning, and resigned myself to the fact that a very hard time lay ahead for me. For four months, I had hell on earth, and I hid in the toilets every day, but I was followed in there and tormented, insulted, and eventually forced to tell them again that I was gay, and that I desired every boy that I laid my eyes on. I cried and cried until I could not any more and then I decided that it was only gonna get worse. I had shit at home with my fuck-up mother's `life support system for a limp dick' boyfriend. He would come into my room at night after fucking my mom and then attempt to force his fucking stinking little prick into my mouth, but luckily he was so drunk and skinny that I managed to shove him out of the room and lock the door. Then they would break the lock and barge in together and throw me out of the house, and I always found a windless corner in the park to sleep. I went to school early and attempted to make myself at least a little respectable, but it was not always easy. I received bits of paper all through classes with all kinds of demeaning stuff on. We don't want you here, cock sucker, ass fucker, douche bag and many other insults and threats, and then one day the twins caught me looking at them while I thought that they were distracted, and I was so busted, and inadvertently admitted guilt just by blushing so furiously. "What are you looking at fuck-up? And then they grabbed their crotches. "Is this what you want? Do you want us to force you to suck us off in front of the whole gym class? Can't you keep your eyes to yourself? Why don't you just go fuck yourself? That hurt, because I was only admiring them, they spoke so nicely to everybody else and shoved the other kids playfully, but I could not even look at them or anyone else at all. So I rushed out of class, and went to hide in the toilets again, and I cried but it did not relieve my pain this time, I felt like I was going insane from the shouting in my ears, and then I heard them start up on me again outside the cubicle, and then there voices and the ones hurting me ears and tearing at my soul and the blinding headache shook me so violently that I reached into my backpack, and managed to get hold of the razor blade that I put in there after I got insulted at home a month ago, and then they started thumping on the door. "COME ON OUT YOU FUCKING ABORTION, NOT EVEN GOD LOVES SOMEONE LIKE YOU, COME OUT HERE SO THAT WE CAN SHOW YOU WHAT HAPPENS TO FAGS IN THIS SCHOOL! And then it felt warm as I, on pure instinct alone, cut once and felt the soothing warmth run across my hand, and it felt good, I could actually do it at last, and then I cut again and it felt better, no pain, none at all, all the pain every day was much more, cut deeper, the loneliness, those despising words, much worse, the glares from those beautiful faces were only for me, only for me ALONE, and then my system shut down. Like that of an animal that did not feel pain, because it knew that struggling won't help any more while the fangs of the predator sunk into its jugular. And then their angry voices were drowned out by a magical calm that flooded my soul, and then just a comforting peace came over me, and I only heard my voice as from some distance away. Its ok Gregory, its ok.they won't be able to hurt you any more, they won't miss you.they said so.they said that you were unwanted.they left you no choice.you love them enough to do this for them.they will be happy now.and then I lay my head onto my folded arms on my backpack and stared unemotionally at my soul that was spreading across the cold tiles, and I felt comfortable and relaxed, and then I could not hear the loud voices any more, and it felt so good. I felt sleepy and cold and nothing, and I just wanted all of it to go away, just far away, just not another day please God, forgive me, but You know that this is the only way, I am bleeding for them now, and I know that will be happy, they can see it on the cold tiles, my warm blood, dirty fag blood, getting colder and colder and spreading.reaching reach out.to `no-one there'. Then I became faintly aware of a loud thud, and then I felt a dull bump against my head, but I did not look up, why insult them by showing them the despicable face of `the fag'? They are here, they are going to show me what happens to fags, and I resigned myself to the fact that it did not matter any more, they must just do what they have always wanted to do, deliver the final blows, then spit on me and then.and then. I will make it easy for them, no more hiding and crying, and hoping for a `hi' Gregory ever again. Just no more nothing, I don't care.please! God, just let me mercifully die now.please.please. And then, I heard another voice, a different sounding voice, there was no anger, only a concerned tone to it, and then I felt strong arms around my shoulders, and then I was gently helped to sit up straight, and then I heard that friendlier voice shout something and then he asked me if I was ok, and then he asked my NAME, and just that alone, sparked the tiny `pilot flame' in my dead soul again, and then things happened fast. I heard one of the twins apologizing to me, and taking my hand, and I felt Alex putting pressure on my burning wrist, and I could feel it hurting, and Alex was touching me and talking to me and giving orders to the twins, and then the `pilot flame' lit the remaining fuel that was hidden so far away for so long, and I felt my body warming, and I felt Alex's body touching mine, and his warm strong fingers around my wrist, and then I shyly looked into his eyes, Oh God those eyes, they were friendly eyes, full of compassion and something else which I have not seen in many months, and then I quietly said a prayer, and thanked Him, for the angel from heaven, and I felt an overpowering love for him.yes, an emotion which I thought was not reserved for a gay boy here on earth. Alex looked me in my eyes the whole time, while he wiped my hair out of my face, and dried my free-flowing tears with his handkerchief, and I could not detect one ounce of insincerity on his handsome face the whole time. And I wished that I could thank him somehow, but I could not speak, I just couldn't, because I was incapable of accepting kindness at that moment, all of this still felt completely surreal to me. And then my life was on a roller coaster ride, and it seemed that I was carried by winds of change into a new realm of existence far beyond my wildest dreams. Well the rest of the story you have read about already, suffice for me to say that Alex who was more than two years younger than me, took complete control of my life, and I was loving every second of it. I am being honest here, when I tell you that I would gladly have excluded the wonderful intimacy between Alex and I that night, when he spoilt me beyond description in his bed, in his arms, in his love. His friendship alone meant more to me than anything else in the whole world. Only one day of his friendship was worth more than all the `sex' with all of the most incredible boys who walked this planet, his kind of genuine friendship was what I have prayed for all my life, and I owed him and `his' Peter big time. And a couple of days later during lunch break, the top jocks in school offered to use their pocket money to buy us poorer kids stuff that we needed, and I just jokingly said that I needed underwear, and when the top jocks offered to take me shopping with them, I could not believe my ears when the twins actually seemed to be a little possessive of me, I mean, what DID we have we here? Anyway, I'll get to the gory details that made shopping with them, a memorable and very exciting experience for ME, for Gregory, for the once shunned gay boy. The drive over there that Saturday morning was amazing. Steven drove his brother and I in their mom's sporty luxury car, and they were teasing me, and I was openly flirting with them all the way, and they did not even mind me putting my hand on their legs a few times, and I was really beginning to actually like them. I told them in the most serious manner, that I could muster, that they owed me nothing but their friendship, and that I have totally forgiven them, and that we should start from scratch if they wanted to. And then I walked into the most fancy store, with them on either side of me, and the young salesman, greeted us as though he has known us for ages, and then he blushed when Steven asked him to show us to the boy's underwear section. He said that we could try on the merchandise as long as it was over our existing underwear. Then he blushed again when `Jonathan' asked him to show me their sexiest range. I have never seen such fancy shapes and brands in my life, and I was actually excited, and starting to twitch down there when I saw how tantalizingly they were modeled on the most awesome looking torsos. My mouth fell open when I saw how much they cost, and I just looked at the twins. "Guys really, I was just joking already.I am not worth this, lets just go to some ordinary store if you feel that you HAVE to get me something." They walked right up to me and just looked at me. "Ok, we will select a few for you then.oh Jason, just come over here a minute.ok, we wanna get something special for our friend Gregory here, can you advise us as to what you think will look very revealing on him." I felt a little shy and looked down, and then I noticed that both the twin's and Jason's cargo pants were bulging noticeably, and then I felt more at ease and thought to myself. Why not Gregory, you will only insult them if you don't accept their gift.and besides, mmmm, scheme, hehehe. Jason blushed, and then he shocked my by asking. "Gregory.are you.I mean, are you well equipped down there.I mean we don't wanna cramp your `style' or anything." I blushed furiously, and then I found the courage to say. "Well, I dunno really.but you guys can always fit them for me, and then check me out, and decide for yourselves, and then I so enjoyed myself when all three of them blushed and shoved me, and then Jonathan smiled and said. "Jason give him three from your best range and then Steven and I will select two pairs each for him." After quite a while of carefully selecting his choice for me, Jason handed me three pairs of hipster briefs, and showed me to the dressing room, and then he whispered to me. "Gregory, you may take your old underwear off, because I know that you are going to like my selection, call me when you are ready, so that I can `check' if they are perfect for those two." And then he winked at me and closed the curtain, and then I almost ripped my clothes off, and I felt excited and reckless, and then I carefully removed those precious briefs from their `designer' pouches and caught a thrill when I saw that one pair were see thru and skin colored, with a khaki colored rear section, and a nice wide red waist band, with red leg opening bands, and on the front was a see through, almost pearly white splash motive to the one side, and I almost boned up when I pulled them on and felt how silky smooth they felt around my semi erect boyhood. I resigned myself to the fact that I was gonna embarrass myself, so I peeped through the curtain and nodded at Jason. He walked in and closed the curtain, and then his jaw dropped as his eyes focused on my `presentation'. "OMG.fuck, Gregory.will you consider modeling our top of the range underwear please, we will pay you good money, wow dude, that is the most sensual sight that I have ever feasted my eyes upon." And then he just up and pulls the waistband forward and re- arranges my dick, and then he looks down there with his head cocked to one side, and then he spun me around and arranged the leg bands with one finger, and then he patted my but, and then he spun me around again, and I was almost fully erect by then, and then he said. "Nice Butt too.Gregory, I hope that my two clients realize what an incredible hunk they have in you, I mean I would give my right arm to be able to get into your pants.sorry, that must have sounded so dorky.I apologize, you just have way too much sex appeal, damn. Yeah, I think that I guessed your size pretty well.um.does it feel comfortable to you? I mean your huge hard-on seems to fill them comfortably." "Yeah, thanks Jason, they feel fucking amazing, I think that junior is never gonna go down while I wear these, hehehe." And then Jason called the Twins from where they were still busy selecting something for me. "Hey you two, come over here, you wanna see this, and then they snuck into the spacious cubicle, and their eyes sort of zoomed in to my `exhibit'. "Wow Jason, hey dude, we can check almost all of him, awesome Jason, now you know why we come here, you're the best dude, thanks man, we will be sure to recommend you to management, fuck, don't you think that he's just oozing sex appeal already, ok Gregory fit the next one please." I fitted the net fabric ones next, and in full view of my `admirers'. The netting was bright white and the bands were navy blue, and they also supported my boner comfortably and I felt so special in them when I saw their faces, and blushed at their kind compliments. The bright yellow pair were made of a more dense fabric, almost like a brushed cotton, and the waist and leg bands were nice and wide and looked almost doubled up. The waistband hung with like a downward curve at the front, as my full package stretched the velvety fabric to the limit. I felt confident and proud of whom I was, and then I just smiled as each one of them gave my hardness a squeeze, and a quick feel, and then I saw that they were admirably boned up as well, and then I felt just like one of them. Then the twins personally fitted their choice of silky boxers, and another make of comfortable fitting wide sided, and very colorful briefs for me, and then they giggled when they saw how I was leaking. "Guys, are you satisfied, I am gonna give you a nice discount for purchasing our top brands, and Gregory, please consider my offer, you won't regret it, and when you are in the area, please check in on me, you know, just to chat and stuff." And then the bastard gave my dick another squeeze. Steven knocked his hand away. "Hey Jason, lay off of him already, we know what you are up to, he's OUR friend and WE will accompany him when he visits you, so don't get any ideas, hehehe." And then Jason asked if he could have my old worn briefs, and then I gave them to him, and thanked him for his kindness. "Thanks Gregory, I will look after these for you, and you know...be thinking about you, you are my fav customer, and will always be welcome here, and thanks for bringing him here you two, I love all three of you." And then he shook my hand, and then I saw a small C on his wrist and I smiled at him, and I wondered if he saw mine on my right groin, hehehe. The twins paid with their joint credit card, and then they took me to a nice place to have something to eat with them, and I felt so happy when they sat on either side of me at the counter, and chatted with me like I was just another boy. I thanked them over and over again, and they said that they have never been so happy to spend their pocket money before, and that I must always bring, ALL `their' underwear with me, when I came to sleep over at their place. Did I hear them correctly? Sleep over? OMG could I be more fortunate ever? I was overcome by emotion, and my eyes filled with tears, and then I looked at one and then the other a few times, and just shook my head. "Yeah, you heard me right, and we wanna take zillions of photos of you modeling for US, and then we will put together a portfolio for you, and submit it to the management of the `Guys R us' stores." I lost it, and hugged them both there in public, and they did not seem to mind one iota. Were these even the same guys? Peter, I wanna meet you dude, and then I am so gonna model for you, hehehe. There were two more kids at our lunch break gathering on Friday, and we were asked by Johnny to find a partner each, and then tell them what we liked about them, and that we had to be scrupulously honest and not hold back on anything, no matter how shy we felt, or how embarrassing it sounded. He said that we would be less inhibited and be able to enjoy each other, and life much more, after we had done it a couple of times. The twins were sitting on either side of me as usual and, and then Steven, I think, asked me which `ones' I was wearing, and I said that I felt reckless today, because I was so happy, and that I was wearing the net `ones', and then he blushed so sweetly, and then he told Jonathan and he smiled at me and blushed too, and then each one of them handed me a `complexly' folded note written on special textured paper with a motif on the front of the cutest dark haired boy, with large brown eyes, and wearing only the skimpiest of yellow briefs. I blushed and mouthed "thanks guys" and then I asked them which `ones' THEY were wearing, and then they pulled their cargo pants down at the waist and showed me their underwear sticking out, and then I blushed and they smiled, bastards.I was beginning to love these little games, hehehe. The twins picked the two new boys, and I picked Conner, because he seemed to wanna chat me last time when we were first introduced. Conner was extremely nervous so I, being at least three years older than him, started our conversation. "Let me see," And then I winked at him, and he shifted some, and then he blushed furiously. "For starters.I like your name. You have beautiful hands and nice shapely thumbs. I like the way that your ears are placed low down at the sides of your head. I like your hairstyle.makes you look trendy and cheeky. I think that you would make someone's toes curl if they were lucky enough to get a kiss from your full lips, and now I love to see you frown like that, hehehe." And then Conner packed up laughing and blushed again, and then he abruptly put on the serious look again, shame, he was trying so hard not to laugh. "And I love how you are trying so hard to look all serious right now, and I loved how your gruffy boy-voice broke up into a squeak when you laughed. You have nice large white boy-teeth that makes you look devastatingly handsome when you smile and your upper lip pulls towards your nose in such a cute way. I find it difficult to look into your large pale blue eyes. I like your narrow black eyebrows and long eyelashes, and your almost straight nose. You have a nice broad boy-neck and I love to see your Adam's apple move under the skin when you speak or swallow nervously. I like the way that you walk, because you look so confident and proud. Conner.I cannot continue unless you lift your shirt and show me your chest and tummy." He swallowed, and then he sighed, and then he lifted his t- shirt right up for me, and then he blushed shyly. "Conner, you have the smoothest boy-chest, and the most kissable pert nipples, and, oh boy, the most lick-able deep navel, and the flattest most smooch-able tummy, and Conner, because I am gay, I like the way that the fabric forms pleats, that radiate away from that nice bulge in your pants, and you are very good looking as well. And Conner.you can lower your shirt now, unless you wanna get attacked by me." "Thanks, Gregory, those were the nicest things that anybody has ever said to me.I feel so special you know? Did.did you mean all those things though?" "Yes Conner, every single word, and I know that the rest of you must be just as beautiful." And then he blushed and looked down. "Do you like me Gregory.I mean like wanna hang out with me and stuff.look I know that I am younger than you, it's just." "Yes Conner, anytime.you're welcome in my life, and I promise that I won't come on to you, and embarrass you. I don't care how young you are.I could visit you, or.maybe.we can go to Peter's place and we can swim and play PC games, and even sleep over there and stuff.you know with Peter, I mean I really wanna meet him, so.you just let me know and we can make a plan." "No.Gregory, you can't visit me, and you don't seem to want me at your place.so I think that we should ask Johnny to let us spend some time at Peter's place, because I am dying to meet him too.and get to know you.see I prefer older guys, because I never knew my dad, and I know that Peter would fill that gap in my life, and then I want you to be my friend as well.and, Gregory, I can't tell you why yet.it's just, I kinda think that you are very attractive and stuff." "Yeah.thanks Conner.um, my home life is really fucked up at the moment too, and that's the only reason that I can't have you over.I mean I really would like it and all.oh well, whatever, I will speak to Johnny and see if I can organize something for us, um.your turn Conner.just say what you wanna, I'm easy really, try me." Well, Gregory.I like boys, but I am terrified of getting unfairly treated like you have been, and you seem like a nice guy, and you're older than me, and you will be able to explain guy stuff to me without me being afraid to ask you stuff, because I know absolutely nothing, you know, like, about wanking and cum and stuff. And I also like noticed.aaargh, like down there, your big bulge, and the fabric and I like looking at you, and I am like curious. Your deep man-voice makes me feel all tingly inside and I am inexplicably attracted to your large lips, and I like wonder how it would feel if you just held me tight and kissed me.like properly. Sorry, do I sound weird to you?" "Not at all, I told you, I love your voice, and how your mouth moves when you pronounce your words.and look down `there' and you will see just how much I enjoy your compliments, hehehe." And then he looked, and his mouth fell open, when I flicked `it' for him. "Wow, dude, now I'm really curious, looks like your pants are gonna split or something.hehehe.now look what you've done, now I also have `the' problem, damn, I feel all like horny now." The atmosphere amongst our group was like magic, and all of us were feeling the peace and acceptance, and I noticed a few other waistbands being lowered and left in place for their `ex jocks' to look at their newly acquired underwear. Fuck, that looked so tempting and sensual, did they not realize that there was a gay boy amongst them now. We absorbed friendly smiles, acknowledged blushes and nods of understanding, we listened and answered questions and related our personal feelings to our partners, and overall I think that it was a very special moment in our young lives. We no longer were non entities, and Peter's boys gave us our individualism and added characters to our otherwise blank faces, and made us feel like we belonged and were part of something very special that was about to become a reality for us in the near future. The hurt of each individual in our group, was effectively divided into the number of kids whom we were part of, making any leftover stains in our young lives dissolve into the caring and love that we were able to show each other, without fear and prejudice from here on forward, and then sadly the bell rang and we had to part to attend classes. My mind was reeling when I got home and flopped onto my bed, Conner kept on popping up in my thoughts and then I remembered the notes from the twins, and I shuddered, and then I lifted them from my pocket, and then I looked at them and smelt them, and then I inhaled a different cologne like fragrance from each one, and then I opened the first one carefully, so as not to damage the first non threatening note that I was ever given, and then I folded it open, and then I read words that I dared not believe, and I cried all the way through one of the most emotional moments of my life. My brother and I attempted to put into words, something that might help you to forgive us for hurting someone who has become very special to us, and we trust that you will help us to forget the pain that we actually brought upon ourselves while we were punishing you so unjustly just for being the wonderful boy, that you have always been. Yeah.I feel warm inside when I think of your name, and I still feel like I have no right to say `Gregory'. That first day when you stood up in class and introduced yourself, you were the only one amongst us, who truly knew himself, and you made me feel so small and insignificant, and then just to confirm what an asshole I was, I chose to be peer pressured, into hurting and insulting you. Every time that you stared at us, I wanted to reach out to you, because my conscience was eating me up alive, but I was too much of a weakling to be a young man for once and row upstream against the current of hate, bigotry, and arrogant ignorance that we bestowed on a defenseless boy. You made us feel even more insignificant and ashamed of ourselves, when you so readily forgave us, I cried my heart out every night since, and felt that I would never be worthy of your uncompromising friendship. Dearest Gregory, we can buy you little gifts, and we feel joy when you accept them, but we realize that no money can buy a genuine friendship like yours. I feel ready to say this to you now, Gregory.I love you.will you be my boyfriend please? With this note I invite you go on a date with us, we will fetch you this evening, and you WILL accept our invitation. We are going to the movies, and then we are taking you to supper, and then you are coming home with, us and then we will pamper you in the shower, and then we will get into our king sized bed, and then we want you to guide us, so that we can attempt to be worthy friends to that incredibly sexy boy that we were honored to feast our eyes upon in that cubicle last Saturday. Your `boyfriend', if you'll have me. Jonathan. XXX I wiped away more tears, and then I opened the second note. Gregory, Please read Jonathan's note first. I am no good at putting my feelings into words, because I have never been given the opportunity to express the feelings in my heart, but after knowing you for only a short time, I cannot help myself anymore, so here goes. I would rather have kneeled down and patted a scared dog, than given you a hand to help you up every time that you were knocked down in our presence. Yeah, goes to show what scum I had become under all the peer pressure, and just to be `accepted' by the in crowd. I can't even look at my reflection in the mirror, and I think that I have suffered almost as much as you have lately. My girlfriend gave me an ultimatum the other day. It's either me, or that fag boy, make your choice. She sneered at me, and then I realized that she did not really like me at all, no, I was only her gateway to miss popular, and just a puppet on her arm at parties and in the cafeteria. Well, I recalled how she used me, she worked me up into a frenzy many times, and then would only wank me, but she would not finish, and told me to do it myself if I needed relief, because she could not stand to get cum on her hands, and that she would never give me a BJ, because she heard that boys leaked pre-cum. And then I told her to go find another victim, and that I preferred to be in your company anyway. I was hurting, so I told her that you had much more sensual lips than hers, and to get out of my life. So I am alone now, and I will understand if you tell me to take a hike. Gregory.I would feel honored to be your boyfriend. Don't reject me yet, please just think about it, and let me prove to you that I can be a human being. You will find our invite to go on a date with `your' twins in the other note. You have our telephone number.please don't take a shower, just pack all `our' underwear into your overnight bag and call us. PS, please wear two of your oldest briefs over each other for us tonight. Eagerly awaiting your call. Your Steven, XXX I sat there and just let my tears flow freely, and then I realized that I was going on my first `date', and tonight, and to the movies, and then to supper, and then I was going to be in the same bed as the two boys who `seemed' to hate my guts. I was so excited that I could not think of what to do first, and then I read their notes again, and changed into my two oldest pair of briefs, and I brushed my teeth twice, and then I smelt under my armpits, and it was not too bad, but they did not say that I could not use deodorant, so I applied some, and then I sprayed some of the cheap stuff on my tummy and groin area as well, hehehe. I did tend to my hair as best I could, and put on my best clothes, and then my heart started thumping in my chest as I dialed `their' number. "Hello.is that you Gregory? "Yeah, I'm ready.and thanks so much guys.for your notes.and your kind words." And then I heard in the background. "Yes, oh yes.its him, can you believe it, its him. K, Gregory, we'll talk some more, see you in twenty, bye." Steven was driving us, and Jonathan sat behind me, and placed his chin on my shoulder. "Thanks for coming tonight Gregory.you've made us so happy.we were so afraid of losing you to Kevin and his jock friends. "Awww, c'mon guys, you'll make me get all `swollen' headed already, hehehe. Naahh, I've only really had eyes for your hot bods ever since I transferred here, and Yeah, I did feel flattered, when the top Jock invited me to go `undie' shopping with them, but Alex, you two own this `gay', boy body and soul now, your friendships completes me you know, I'm nothing special after all." And then Steven like says. "So have you slept over at Alex's place?" And I like. "Yeah.why?" And then Steven's like. "In his bed.you know?" And I`m like. "Yeah." And he's like. "Were you, like together.just in your underwear?" And then I said. "Yep." And he's like. "Was it.I mean.did you guys like do stuff." And I'm like. "Maybe.why do you ask?" And he's like. "Just.ummmm.cos." "That's not an answer." "Is too." "Not." "Do I have to answer?" "If you wanna." "I don't wanna." "Why." "Just cos.' "That's not an answer." "Is too." "Fuck you then." "Ok.your place or mine.' "Gregory.I said fuck you!" "And I said Ok, what part of O and K don't you get?" "Well, just tell us what all you did.fucking, pleeeeeease." "Why?" "Because.because.we are, sorta jealous.are you happy now?" "Why, you shouldn't you be, you're straight and all." "Well, just cos, we like you and.we don't mind.fuck! How do I say this?" "Duhhh, like in English.just say it, I'm not gonna make fun of you.c'mon, out with it already." "Gregory, you bastard, you've so got us by the balls you know." "I would be so lucky, hehehe, I won't mind. "N.nor would we.see that's what we're trying to tell you here, like.we won't mind if you want to be like.`gay' with us you know?" "Thanks guys.we'll see.I really like you two a lot.and." "And what! Gregory, c'mon, you tell US this time, please, you heard what Johnny said, just say it, anything.we won't bite either you know?" "Well.are you sure that you're not just pulling my pisser here, I.I don't wanna fuck up around you guys, you mean too much to me already." "We won't mind." "What?" "You know?" "No, tell me." "Like.pulling your pisser and stuff.there I've said it, now you can laugh." "NO! I will never joke about stuff like that.mmmm.I got you by the balls, and you are pulling my pisser.ha.hahahahaha, sounds like a good start to me, hehehe." "You mean that Gregory?" "Yep, anything for my two boyfriends, hehehe, I'm such a bigamist already.' "So.you mean it! We can be like boyfriends and date and stuff.fuck, I don't believe it.are you serious dude, I mean are you?" "Yep." "Is that all you can say.yep?" "Yep yep.there, one for each of you, are you happy now? hehehe." "Are you teasing us?" "Yep." "Gregory, grrrrrrrrrr, we are gonna just HAVE to punish you if you keep making fun of us.' "Why?" "Cos." "That's not an answer." "Is too." "Not.how are you gonna punish me?" "Dunno yet, we'll scheme up something really bad when we get you into bed between us tonight, hehehe. "Promise? "Aaaargh.never mind, you're impossible, bastard, grrrrrr." "Yep, but I'm YOUR bastard." "Are you scared?" "Maybe.just a little, and thanks guys." "What for?" "Just everything.you're way to kind, and you are making my wildest fantasies come true, I love you.MY two awesome boyfriends, hehehe." "Fantasies? What fantasies? Like about.you and us?" "Yep, I wrote down all my fantasies about US in my little diary, even when you were so nasty to me.see I never stopped loving you all that time." "Ummmm.did you write fantasies bout.you know. Other guys?" "No.just you two, I had no space left in my heart for anyone else." "Thanks.Gregory we're so sorry.sniff.tell us about some of them please?" "In bed tonight, I promise, but you must promise not to get mad at me or make fun of me.I don't mind you joking around, but my feelings for you are very serious to me." "Thanks Gregory.you're our best friend already." We were quiet, and occupied with our own thoughts and feelings for the rest of the journey, I did not know where all of this was `taking me', but at that moment I would have gone to the park, and had a soda and an economy hamburger with them, and that would have been enough for me. End of chapter 8. A little cliffhanger? Yeah, well I had one request for shorter chapters. Thanks for your wonderful feedbacks, I answer ALL of them. Some readers actually ask questions, which seem to indicate that the story is somehow real to them...I feel truly humbled, but I will have to keep you guessing. NB: I do not keep any records of your E mail addresses, just in case some of you have any concerns. So, don't be shy, I can still handle a few more. I have had requests to write about Peter's 'happy' wife and kids, and where he found all the energy and time to help so many youngsters, well, those chapters are already done, and will be posted near the end of the story. BTW, have any of you attempted to guess who is writing this story? Ariel Mann