Date: Sat, 24 Apr 2004 15:42:23 +0200 (CEST)
From: cyclope@nexgo.de
Subject: Ki(n)d of Curious

WARNING: The story ahead contains descriptions of sex between boys and a
man. If you are under 18 years or you dislike stories of this content,
please don't read further. The main character of this story is me, so I
think there would be no point to flame me, because I just write down the
experience I had back then. I encourage anyone to send comments about my
story, for it's the first try of me, writing for nifty. Although I have to
admit that English is not my main language, so if I miss some errors, after
maybe 100 correction readings, please don't mention it.

Adult/Youth Section ( m/b, m/b/b )


                         K I (N) D  OF  C U R I O U S

                                 by aR Jey

I was always a curious little guy. Growing up in Berlin/Germany, I had much
to explore. At the age of 10 I started sexy games with my best friend
Hartmut, but not more than innocent experiments. At eleven years my
practices in jerking finally had a most surprising result, as I shot my
first load onto myself. My parents had `The Talk' with me when I was 8 years
and so I was mainly proud of my achievement , of being a big boy now (lol)
! At that time we had not much that I could be proud about. My mom was a
severe asthmatic, so that almost every night was interrupted by sanitarians
or doctors trying to help my mother. My father was working two jobs a
day. Maybe it was his kind of escape from this. But I was a kid back then
and so I started skipping school. I had few friends at that time and was
very sensible, constantly mocked by my schoolmates, because i was extremely
farsighted and so had to wear ( in my eyes) ugly horn-glasses.  -Today I
still would be very annoyed if someone is called frog-eye-

I never talked to my parents about my problems. Dad because he was not at
home often and mom because I didn't want to excite her. So it went on and I
turned 12. It was early decembre at the year 1977 and I waited for the big
department-store to open. There I stood a 140 cm big, 35kg weighing, blond
and blue-eyed boy trying to kill time, while skipping school another time.I
nearly jumped as someone called at me from behind "Nothing to do right now,
young man ?" I turned around and saw a big man standing before me smiling
friendly. "No,why you ask ?" "Aren't you expected to be at school now ?"
"No,ehm... we don't have school today !" i lied, blushing fiercely ( I was
never very good at lying). I looked up to him , seeing his knowing smile as
his eyes winked at me. "So, maybe you could spend a little time with me ?
If you you don't have any important business in the store, that is !" I
again looked at his face and saw no hint of a threat. His eyes had a tender
expression and I could not imagine, that he could do anything mean. "By the
way ! My name is Manfred. What's yours ?" "Rainer." "So how's it ? Would
you come to my flat to have some fun ?" I was always a smart kid and so had
a slight idea, what kind of fun he meant, so again I blushed out. But I was
curious, what this adult would do with me, so I agreed. He led me to his
car and drove me to his flat, asking about hobbies and such all the time. I
was quiet excited the whole time. I knew for sure that anything he would do
with me, would be new. As we got to his flat, he led me to a couch in his
living-room and started some small talk.

"So Rainer, what's your age ?" "I am 12 !" "Wow ! So you are nearly adult,
already !"he said with a smirk.

He went to a cupboard, getting a magazine, before sitting next to me at the
couch. "Do you already jerk off ?"

"Y...Yes, s..ss..sometimes !" I stuttered blushing again. He opened the
magazine giving it to me. It showed pictures of naked boys and I excited
looked at them. "What does your cock look like ? Maybe like this ?" he
said, pointing at a boy probably 10 years old, with a sporting erection of
maybe 10cm.What a challenge ! "Naaaw! More like this one !" I said,
pointing at a boy with what must be 15cm. He already had began, to stroke
gently over my crotch-area.  "You must be kidding ! This is big !" And with
this he grabbed my already stiff dick through my jeans. With 12 my cock was
already 15cm long and 3cm in diameter "Hey,you are right ! And look. He's
trying to escape already !"  I looked down and saw my bulge.Then I looked
at him and our eyes met.

"If you want to stop now, just say so and i drive you home again !" Manfred
said. "No, it feels nice what you do!" I whispered shyly. "Looks like my
boner is awake too ! Wanna touch it ?" Without an answer I reached over to
his crotch and started to squeeze the bulge in his pants.He opened the fly
of my jeans and let his fingers wander under the edge of my underpants,
where he tickled the tip of my glans. This sent a light shiver through my
whole body and I sighed . "What about going more comfortable ? Let's get to
my bedroom and undress !"

Weak-kneed i followed him, sat down on his bed and started to undress.
"Just lay down and relax ! I do this for you !" Manfred said giving me a
light push at the chest. Now laying on my back looking up to the man who
slowly undressed me, stroking gently at every exposed spot on my body,
until I was finally stark naked and very aroused. I watched every move of
him, sighing with pleasure and as he started to undo his own clothes, I was
fully relaxed. He laid down next to me and i reached immediately for his
big boner. For me this was for sure the biggest cock of the world and i
whispered this under my heavy breath. He stroked my cheek gently saying :
"Thanks sporty ! Your's is beautyful too,i would say !" He kissed me on my
lips and i felt it tickling all over me. I felt save here and my mind was
flooded with feelings never experienced before. He let his soft tongue move
over every spot of my body, surely finding the most sensible points on
it. I was quivering on his bed and began to moan whenever he touched me
with his tongue. This man could do anything he wants with me, as I
surrendered totally to him. "Do you have fun, sexy boy ?"  "That's awesome
! I never felt like this before!" "And we only just started, little one !"
he said with a smirk. And with that he got down and began to suck on my
dick. The feeling was overwhelming and i started to moan and squirm around
until he held me on my hips. My breathing was heavy and i was sweating all
over, as i got the first blowjob of my young life.After what seemed to be
eternity i felt the familiar tremors starting in my groin, reaching every
corner of my mind. "I...i...will...shoot...soon!" I croaked, with a very
unfamiliar voice. "Give it to me; big boy ! Cum in my mouth and feed me
with your juice !" The feeling flooded my body with pleasure and with a
wild scream i felt my boy-juice streaming through my cock landing in
Manfreds mouth. I laid there panting with my heart nearly bursting through
my chest. "What a big boy you are,Rainer ! Such a big load !" He came up
aga

 and opened my mouth and we started to explore our mouths with our
tongues. I could still taste my own cum in him. It was totally new, but not
as disgusting as i thought. After i caught my breath again i whispered : "
That was fantastic ! Thank you !" He was gently stroking my cheek again. "I
was sure you would like it ! How about it ? Wanna try it on me ?" I looked
down and saw his throbbing dick , nearly waving at me to come over. I was
much to aroused to resist the invitation. So i crawled down and laid my
head on his belly. Carefully i licked at the big cockhead, before i opened
my mouth and took him in it starting to suck on him. "Take care of your
teeth, little one ! Go up and down the shaft now, but not to much at once
or you have to gag ! Yeeeaah baby ! That's it! That's gooood sweety ! Now
when you feel the gagging,try to swallow and go deeper on it !Yes you got
it !"

I looked amazed as my nose touched his pubic hair: His dick was full in my
throat and it felt incredible. After i got used to the expanded feeling in
my throat i let him slide his cock in and out my mouth. After a few minutes
i felt the twitches that ran through his dick and with a loud groan he shot
his sperm into me. I couldn't swallow it all and most of it dribbled down
my chin and into his pubes. I sat up and looked at him with a pride smile
on my face, before swallowing his juice. "You are just great,boy ! I never
before found someone who learned so quickly. You must be a natural talent
!"  Manfred whispered slightly out of breath. "Thank you !" I said blushing
again."Come on now,boy ! Stand up on the bed and i give you another blowjob
!" I did so and nearly fell down again because my knees were so weak. He
put his hands on my hips steadying me and started to suck me again. My eyes
were closed and i was constantly moaning, when suddenly he began to probe
my ass-cheeks with a finger. He finally found my hole pushed the finger in
and finally found my prostate, which he rubbed gently, still sucking me in
earnest. I was totally lost to the feelings i had and sank to my knees. He
followed my motion and placed me down on the bed on my back, put my legs up
and continued to suck on my dick, with his finger still in my butthole. He
had a difficult time holding me down,as i wiggled around wildly screaming
words i can't remember, until I came, shooting what surely must have been
my biggest load ever down his throat. I was panting heavyly and could feel
my heartbeart resounding in my ears. Slowly my body recovered, but my mind
was still in another world. "Do you want me to shove my dick up your bum
now ?" i heard Manfred whisper in my ear.

"Yes,please !" i cooed.  He lifted my knees up to my chest opening my legs,
so he had an unobstructed sight of my virgin-hole. I felt something cool on
my hole as he started to lube me up sticking first one then two of his
fingers into my butt, spreading the lubricant there and stretching my
sphincter in the process. "Relax now buddy! Maybe it hurts at first, but
when the pain goes away it will feel just great !" I waited for the
expected pain as i felt the tip of his cock pushing against my hole. He
pushed a little more and suddenly slided in accompanied with good 5cm of
his shaft. I looked down and we gazed at each other astonished. "Are you
sure, this is your first time ?" All i could do was nodding speechless,
seeing his dick sliding in me deeper and deeper, until his heavy ballsack
touched my butt. He was in me and there was no pain, but only the warm
feeling of his shaft going through all my nerves. It was an incredible
feeling. I let myself fall into the sweet sensations, encountered for the
first time. He slided back until his glans was just at my opening, looking
down at me, as if seeking affirmation. "Please, don't go out ! It feels so
good !" i heard someone whimper, very astonished realizing, that is was my
own voice. "Don't be afraid, little one !  I give you what you need !" Then
he started to slide his cock slowly in and out of my chute, accelerating
after every thrust until he fucked me for all i was worth. I reached
another level of extasy, drooling and squirming under him until the
feelings rose up like a tidal wave crushing over me and i heard myself
screaming out loud before i simply fainted. My eyes opened and i saw his
tender face looking down at me, while he stroked my cheek again. "Hey,
buddy ! Just a little too much for the first time,is it ?" I nodded still
in awe. "It was sure fun for you ! You shot a third time without me
touching you!"  I lifted my head and discovered the familiar spots of
boy-juice all over my upper body. "I love you ! Thank you !" i whispered ,
smiling up to him aft

in.

After we recovered we dressed again and he drove me back to the spot where
we first met. "Do you like what we did today ?" Manfred asked me. "Like ? I
just love it ! Could we do it again someday ?" "Sure buddy ! I know many
boys your age and they all love to do things like this ! I even know an
eleven year old boy who does !"

"Wow ! Really ? I would love to meet him !" " You would surely enjoy it !
Actually i meet him next week ! Do you have time next tuesday ?" I agreed
eagerly. "O.K!  We settle this !We meet half past eight next tuesday ! I
pick you up on the spot we met this morning !" "I can't wait !" We arrived
at the department-store and he drove off. My mind was racing with the
experiences i had this day. I had the feeling, Manfred cared about me and I
really needed this back then.



The week seemed to last forever until finally tuesday arrived. Impatient i
waited for Manfred to arrive and he showed up just on time. I greeted him
joyfull and he calmed me down again. Then we drove off to pick up the other
boy. He was a real cutie. 135cm big and nearly my weight, short brown hair
and green eyes. "Rainer, this is Mark !" he introduced us. "Ok,boys ! Don't
let us lose time. Let's head to my flat and have some fun !" We both agreed
joyfully and within no time we were at Manfred's place where we two boys
settled down on the couch while Manfred sat on a chair looking at us.  "I
have an idea !  You two start to have fun while I take some pictures of it
!" That sounded like fun and we both got very excited to be actors in our
own small porno.He grabbed his camera and some films and instructed us what
to do. We sat on the couch side by side looking through some porn-magazines
before us. Then we looked in each others eyes smiling.I started stroking
his cheek and then kissed him.Slowly we started to undress each other, all
steps very professional recorded by Manfred. Finally we sat back on the
couch now stark naked. We gently caressed our bodies all over, with our
boners already sticking out of our thighs.Mark's pecker was 12cm long and
unlike me circumcised. I grabbed it and rubbed up and down, like i normally
did mine. He moaned uncomfortable and grabbed my hand. Then he opened it
and spit in it, after that he put it back to his groin. I got the message
and started to jerk him again every once in a while renewing the spit to
lessen the friction. He was jerking me too saying "Your's sure is big !" I
smiled at him "Thank you ! But your's sure looks sweet enough to eat !" He
blushed slightly "That sounds nice ! Wanna try ?" I lowered my head and
started to suck him.He moaned softly leaning back and surely enjoying what
i did. We moved again so that we could reach both dicks and now sucked each
other in 69. Our moaning became more and more urgent and suddenly i felt
Marks body tense and his cock twitched s

g in my mouth, but nothing came. He had a dry orgasm. After he calmed down
a bit he again started to suck me, now more determined to make me come.A
minute or two later i felt the familiar tremor building up in me and then i
shot stream after stream of my hot boy-juice up into his sucking mouth,
which he all swallowed. Now it was my time for panting. He came up and we
kissed passionately, hugging each others body tightly.I reached down with
my hand, caressing his soft butt-cheeks. My fingers entered his crack,
probing his hole. I pushed a little and my index-finger went in easyly to
the first knuckle. He moaned softly. I removed my finger, wetting it in my
mouth, before i pushed it back in his butthole and started to finger-fuck
him. He started humping up and down on my finger. Now I knew what he
wanted. "You wanna fuck ?" I whispered in his ear. He smiled broadly at me,
nodding his head. I tried to lay him down on the couch just as i learned
the other day, but he stopped me saying : "Just sit down again !" Then he
kneeled just above my thighs, with his back to me and grabbed the lube from
the table. Now he gently greased up my cock. "You are too big for
him,Rainer ! In this position he can control the action himself !" Manfred
explained to me. My left hand now gently caressed his chest, while my right
guided my cock to his slowly descending butt. Then i felt my glans touching
his hole. Mark exhaled deeply, before pushing his body down and my cockhead
slowly opened his sphincter, popped in. We both gasped. He from the pain
and me from the totally new feelings my dick experienced. I felt the
tension of his body to vanish, as he relaxed as good as he could.Then he
slowly descended down my shaft. Sometimes he paused for a while, whimpering
softly. After what seemed to be hours, I felt his buttocks touch my
pubes. I was in heaven. My whole cock was engulfed by this tight, warm
hole. Then he started to slide up and down on my shaft. I took some lube
running down his thighs, greased up my hand and jerked his cock, while

long. I felt his body tensing and he started to scream out and his cocklet
throbbed in my hand a few times. I could feel something wet running down my
hand, just as my orgasm hit me like a hammer and i shot my load deep inside
him. I felt his warm body against me, until my senses came back and i
looked down. "Hey...Mark!" i said breathless. "You shot jizz !" Mark looked
down on his body and realized what has happened. "I SHOT ! I SHOT !" he
screamed excited, lifted himself up from my cock, turned around and hugged
me tight. "Thank you,Rainer !" he said before we again began to kiss each
other.

"Do you two sweeties mind, if i join you ?" Manfred asked. "Course not !"
we said in unison. We looked at him and saw that he was already undressed,
with his boner pointing upwards. "Go on then ! Do it again in 69 with you
Rainer on the bottom !" We did so and i took Marks cock into my mouth as i
felt Mark doing the same to me. We again sucked each others dicks, soon
lost again in the feelings we had. Manfred lifted my legs telling Mark to
hold them up.I was far too dizzy to mind as he started to lube my ass and
prepared it with his fingers. Then i felt his cock pushing against my
sphincter. After his glans went in he shoved the rest of his cock fully in
with one swift motion. This time it hurt a little and i groaned loudly,
suppressing the urge to clench my teeth. I could not imagine, that Mark
would enjoy this. Quickly he started to hump back and forth in me until he
fucked me in a steady pace. I sucked Marks cock harder than before and he
quick shot a single drop of his juice in me. I too went over the edge and
now with my mouth empty I cried out loud, as my jizz shot into Marks
throat. As my cock spit out 5 or 6 times my asshole clenched around
Manfreds cock. The increased friction must have been too much for him, as I
felt his sperm filling my hole up to the hilt. We laid there on the couch
catching our breath, for what must have been hours.

Then we dressed again and made a little small-talk. Everytime i looked at
Manfred my skin tingled and a warm feeling surged through my body. I
realized that i loved this man and my ears went red at that thought.

But as we got ourselves ready to leave he did a thing that teared my heart
apart. He gave money to each of us, telling us that he had much fun with
us. I could not speak, as he drove us two back to the spots he picked us
up.

He must have felt something was wrong with me because he gazed sometimes to
me. As we departed i even saw a flicker of guilt in his eyes. There i stood
again lonely and confused. My first real sex, my first love and my first
love-sickness all in one week. But now being as old as Manfred was back
then, i realize that i lost something, even more important for a 12 year
old boy. My innocence was gone. The problems in school got worse and now
nearing my 39th year, there isn't much success i could remember. I had some
sexual relationships both with men and women, but anytime my mind raced
back to the moment of my first time. I never had any sex with kids from
there on, although i have to admit that i love boys very much, i know from
my experience that the loss of innocence isn't worth the fun we would have.


                                The End


As i said before this is a true story and i am Rainer (a fact i have to
live with) If you want to send any critics or commentaries, just do so. My
e-mail account is at cyclope@nexgo.de. All sex with boys after this time,
happened only in my fantasies. If you like the way i write, i would
appreciate to be encouraged to write some of them down and send them to
nifty.