Date: Thu, 14 Oct 2010 22:46:14 -0600
From: dnrock@rock.com
Subject: Lambda Psi 8

Lambda Psi
by:  dnrock(dnrock@rock.com)


Eight: Help Is Only A Thought Away

It was obvious Sinjin was unaware to this early activity by his lover.  I
thought we needed get everyone in the mood for some serious sex before this
evening was to finish.  I smiled at our boys and suggested we all needed to
get more comfortable.  The look on Sin and Holden's faces when they saw our
endowments were priceless.  It did not take long for everyone to strip to
underwear.  The boys served refreshments and Russ suggested we explain a
little about ourselves and then induct Sin into our order.  Simon and Tony
were all for that.  I know they wanted at Sin's ass in the worst way.  One
could see it in their eyes and their erections.  Dirk placed both subjects
into heavy trances to give them a number of suggestions.

I know he feels as I do about this business.  These two will not be given
any choice in their futures.  Sinjin must be inducted and quickly to
preserver confidence.  Holden being one of us and at a crossroads of faith
and ethics can not be allowed to escape.  We will never be completely able
to give him peace but we can give him a renewed purpose and direction.
Having been prepared, Sin began asking questions about the LP's and seeking
membership for himself and Holden.

"Since you desire membership and are ready for a profound life changing
experience, you need only rise and kiss me," I told him.

He did.  My lips engaged his and as my tongue pressed into his mouth and we
began exchanging saliva he began pressing his body tightly into mine.  The
waves of passion and desire flowed thought his body as we kissed and kissed
again and again.  He shuddered as my hands glided across his smooth pale
skin.  His erection so strong it was on the verge on pain, as I drew his
briefs down and my mouth engulfed it.  I began giving him the pleasure he
needed and wanted with my lips and tongue, slowly drawing his phallus into
my throat and just as slowly expelling it, while my fingers played with is
scrotum and butt.  Having brought him almost to climax I backed off and
directed his erection to Holden's lips.

"Here friend give your lover what he so desperately needs.  Drink his
essence as a symbol of your mutual love and respect," I said.  Holden did
just that.

Russell then explained what was going to happen next.

"Induction to the Leskah Pallos has two parts, first the magical kiss from
one of us who posses the power.  In this instance Apollo, Solon or myself,"
he said pointing to us.  "The magic of that kiss lay in us taking control
of your sexual being, giving the last one of us that kissed you, control of
your sexual desire and actions.  You are then fucked by one of us," he
pulled off his briefs and handled his massive erection.

I told Sin, "You want Idouma to fuck yourself.  Fall on your knees and
worship his phallus the true source of male sexual pleasure."

He did just that taking the massive cock in his hands, kissing the licking
it.

"On receiving my magical ejaculate in your rectum you will feel feelings
and desires you could only have dreamed of before.  You will be consummated
as a full member of the Leskah Pallos.  Your loyalty to us is absolute and
life long.  All the secrets of the society will be held to yourself and
will never be revealed.  Your loyalty to us is absolute your loyalty to
your Leskah Pallos lover will be as absolute and life long."

Idouma bid him rise and they embraced.  Idouma began kissing him exchanging
his saliva and further capturing his sole.  Dirk brought a container of the
special lubricating oil and bathed Idouma's phallus with it.  Placing a
quantity on his fingers he prepared Sinjin's anus to receive this massive
cock.  Sin was placed over a chair and Dirk stood at his head while Idouma
eased his cock into the boy's ass.  Apollo presented his erection to Sin's
mouth and he began taking as much as he could in while Idouma slowly and
easily fucked this new member.  I sat by Holden and explained what was
happening and why.  On Idouma's signal Apollo ejaculated into Sinjin's
throat and they Idouma filled his rectum.  Sinjin's reaction to the oral
and anal deliveries was profound and he climaxed and almost passed out.
His body shuddered and began quivering as the magical essences surged
through his body.

Apollo placed as small butt plug in Sin and he was told to sit watch and
when we finished go to bed with his new brothers.  He would be given his
Greek name at a consummation reenactment ceremony in a few days. Now it was
Holden's turn.

"Holden, I can not completely explain all the magic you have seen or will
see in the next little while.  It is in some respects a mystery but it is
not a mystery of faith, for it is very real, even if not completely
explainable by myself.  Like Sinjin, we three will all kiss you and you
will want us to do so.  Like him you will be completely under our sexual
power.  You will also be under our mental power as well.  That I will
explain later.  For the next two weeks, you and us will not eat any solid
food.  We will only drink special elixirs.  During that time the four of us
will have sex a frequently as possible.  Over the two week period your body
will be molded into the ideal male form, not unlike ours.  Your phallus
will grow to a size like ours.  You too will have a formal consummation
ceremony in a few days and will be given your Greek name," Apollo told him.

Sin's face was priceless when he realized his lover was to become so well
endowed.  He as yet, had no idea that Holden was not a truly ordinary man
but like the three of us, one who held magic.

I was the first to kiss him, followed by the other two.  We each proceeded
to fuck him, ejaculating in his bowls, the other boys all provided their
cocks to his mouth.  Having been given so much ejaculate and saliva in such
as short time he did pass out.  The boys cleaned up and took Sinjin to
their bed for rest and as much sex as they could muster, which I am sure
was considerable.

We took Holden to our bed where we further explained how and why he was
special and what that was to mean.  Then we all found sleep punctuated by
several fucks of this new apprentice priest.  In the morning we called one
of our member police officers and our lawyer.  The cop took the gun away
and would see it was returned to Holden's father, to whom it belonged.
Holden destroyed his death note.  The lawyer made sure to get Holden's
resignation properly worded and delivered.  We had his car which belonged
to the parish taken back to St. Simon by a towing company.  Holden and
Sinjin would stay with us, in hiding for the time being.

The next day we met with Sinjin's parents: myself, Sin, Holden, lawyer, mom
and dad.  Holden explained the situation to them.  They had suspected it
and Sin's admission of being gay was not surprise.  The lawyer suggested
they give Holden, Sin's guardianship.  They were not quite willing to do
this.  I explained that a major sex scandal at St. Simon's was about to
brake, that and the mutual love between them was why Holden had resigned.
He assured everyone he would not be implicated in any underaged sex, as
long as Sinjin did not make a complaint.  That Sin would not do against
Holdy and since others were coming forward, he saw no reason to identify
his seducer, which was Father Swartz.  The parents being good Catholics
went along.  I told them Sin and Holden would remain in town for about
three weeks.  We would move them to a community where they were not known
and Sinjin could finish his schooling.  Holden and Sinjin were now members
of our fraternity and being so would be looked after and protected.  Sin's
band mates would come in a few days to collect his things.

Holden then needed to visit his parents.  None of us were with him and I
don't know what he said to them.  I am sure they were very disappointed.  I
am sure they will get over that. The band was not pleased that they would
need a new keyboard player but they would get over it too.  Our boys kept
Sin more then occupied until they went away.  We, all three of us, kept
Holdy more then occupied.  I must say he was a good and experienced fuck
when he came.  By the time they left he was a wonderful fucker and fuckee.
Sin was most appreciative of his new endowments too.

Holden responded to physical adjustments even better then I did.  His cock
was about the same as mine but his upper body was even better and his butt
was oh so well defined.  Nice rounded cheeks with just enough size to be
very noticeable.  His cleft was quite open and he had wonderful little
hollows on ether side of the nicely rounded globes.  I would miss fucking
him.  He had the same ability to suck, my or any cock, into himself and
hold you firmly in place.

Our boys, not just hour house boys but all the boys in the club, seemed to
just fit in and flirt with other boys and men.  We knew a kiss was all it
took to inspire them to have sex with anyone and in any way we indicated.
I think they knew it too.  That said, few if any ever need encouragement or
direction in that activity.  Sex for boys and girls is at the top of their
agendas anyway.  Sex outside their social group, with older men is not, sex
with other teens is.  Once in the sanctuary or our apartment the rules were
suddenly changed.  They wanted sex with the men as much as the other boys.
I have always assumed it was phallic worship.  The men were different.
They too were part of the phallic worship thing as we all are.  It is more
or less what we are all about.

The men, who would normally not be all that interested in boys, had the
most profound transformation.  Not those that had grown up as part of the
LP.  Those that came to us as grown men.  They very quickly came to
appreciate the younger ones and would often seek them out.  I am probably
the primary example of this.  Unlike Holden for instance, I was never
interested in boys until I became a priest member.  All is different today
and was from about my second or third week.  I prize nothing more then a
virgin older boy or young teen.  I think seeing their pleasure, this new
pleasure, being experienced and sharing in their joy, is a major part of
it.

On a few occasions I know I overstepped my bounds by seducing young ones I
probably should not have.  Dirk seems to have more restraint then I, in
this.  He feels it is his experience that allows it.  I know in his earlier
years he would capture as many as could be found.  Times today are
significantly different.  I do not mean I go out looking and just raping as
many as possible.

The scandal broke and the authorities were looking for Holden.  No
complaints had been registered against him.  From what we were lead to
understand from the press and Holden's limited knowledge, the vast majority
of the boys that had been, "abused" had not complained or would not.  The
DA claimed 15 complaints and he was sure more would come forward.  Dirk
kept his council for the first while letting things sort out.

About two weeks after Holden and Sinjin left us, for training in Toronto,
we were visited by a police detective.  He or his people had ascertained
that it was us that foiled Holden's intention to take his own life and to
helping him to disappear.  They were not sure about this, since all they
knew was Sinjin had called us and we appeared at the mall and took Holden
and Sinjin away.  Dirk was only willing to tell them what they already
knew.  We assisted Holden having been called by Sin.  He would not say way
Holden had resigned or why he chose to leave the community.  The DA was
incredulous and I can understand why.  Dirk and I just told him exactly
what Holden's parents had, "Holden had some kind of crises of faith and
felt he could not continue."  What ever he told us about that crises was as
privileged in our organization as it is in his.

"Since nothing that he said or did was in any way contravention of the
civil codes of this state, that privilege must be respected," Dirk said.

The detective wanted to know about the relationship between Sinjin and
Holden.  I would only tell them spiritual advisor and friend as far a I
knew.  Sinjin was also a friend of ours and our young charges, playing in
the same band.  He told us that Holden was suspected of having had sex with
Sinjin and that is why they have both disappeared from the city.  I gave
him both their email addresses.  Suggesting that he simply contact them.
He told me he already attempted to do this and the response from both was
not cooperative.  I suggested that he should not expect either to willingly
incriminate themselves.  Perhaps no crime had been committed therefore
nothing to cooperate about. He grumbled a bit that all of us religious
types were sticking together in this.  Dirk was furious and I had to calm
him down.

"I want you to know detective that you are way out of line here.  Lesksh
Pallo is more a fraternal society then dogmatic theology.  I can not speak
for the others and can only speak for myself and Sam.  We are not in the
business of braking the law, nor are we in the business of being our
brother's keeper.  As a scholar of history, I can tell you that the
tradition of sexual interaction between the powerful and boys or young men
is so ancient, it predates recorded history.  All of the religious groups
have and as we see, still do practice some kind of sexual power patrimony.
The civil codes of the last few centuries has more to do with controlling
the abuse of power then morality.  The hypocrisy demonstrated by all
religious groups in post 17th century societies, is largely the cause of
this.  Essentially he who controls sex controls all.

If one looks closely at western societies from that approximate date, one
finds no shortage of what we today call sexual abuse, be it the nobility,
rich, military or religious groups.  Call it what you will, god's will or
morality, it matters not..."

He went on for some time on this showing that all societies and all
religions practice some kind of control over who has sex with who and when.
He demonstrated that the rules have changed over time and will continue to
change in the future.  Non of this was right or wrong, except in the eyes
of the beholder or the rule-makers of the day.

"The religious groups or any groups that have a belief about this are not
sticking together at all, they are all opposed to each other for the
reasons I outlined.  You are frustrated because Sam and I have no knowledge
about what Father Swartz or anyone else in any other organization does
behind closed doors.  While the RC's, Anglicans, Lutherans and so on all
espouse abhorrence, none are without sin, at lease as they define it and
that is how the present civil code also defines it. They are not in any
real position to know what happens in each others houses, as are you.

What is frustrating is, some percentage of those abused, as you define it,
may have, based on their beliefs, different standards or views.  Some were
probably sexually seduced but are either embraced about it or don't feel it
was harmful.  I am not walking about rape here.  Rape is a violent crime
and often causes trauma both physical and mental.  I am talking about
seduction.  That to, can in hindsight, cause trauma.  This seems to be a
rather recent thing.  I suspect in large measure to the hypocrisy of the
official and legal positions taken and the actions shown.  That said, it
does not mean you should not try and ferret out these abuses.  I suspect
you will not ever uncover them all.  Only those that are viewed as such,"
Dirk told him.

He went on to suggest that what was most troubling to society and the
courts is the lack of accountability and a willingness to remedy the
situation. To Dirk it is most obvious that old ways die hard, specifically
if the actions are not matched with the words on the broadest of scales.
.................

Over the years the marshall arts club had expanded and now employed several
masters, myself and Dirk included.  Dirk is the fencing master and I the
Teakwondo Sahyun (master).  Russell helped in Karate, he has a third level
black belt.  About ten years ago the club opened to families.  Females were
in most divisions. The young females, under about 14, trained together with
the boys but after that they settled into their own groups.  After 14, many
of the girls found other interests, except for fencing.  Dirk had about the
same number of males as females.  Between our sons and houseboys we had
about 75% of the under 18 males as sanctuary members.

Right after the Javed incident, as we call it, the LP board of directors
took ownership of the marshall arts center by forming a semi autonomous,
not for profit, club.  Shortly after that, one of our young members,
Tollard, a lad about 10, showed up at the dojang in tears.  His clothing
was a mess and it sure looked like he had been give a rough time by
someone.  One of our boys spotted his distress and alerted me.  I took him
into the Saseong's (Grand Master) office.  The Sasegon was very upset that
one of his youngest students would be in such a state.  He told me Tollard
was one of the welfare students.  I called Jared.  Welfare students are
sent by social services and all fees are waved and they provide any
uniforms or other equipment.

Tollard told me several of the neighborhood's undesirables had pushed him
around, demanding his money.  He had none and that was that.  His tears
were more related to his home situation.  He father had come home from
prison recently and was not well.  His mother had crawled into a bottle and
he just didn't know what to do.

I comforted him as best I could.  I got him cleaned up and into his dobok
(uniform). I tried to settle him down but with limited success.  I gave him
a hug.  He was such a beautiful child and so polite.  My heart was breaking
for him and I before I could stop myself, I was promising him I would make
things better.  That is when I kissed him.  He looked stunned at first, his
big hazel eyes were the size of quarters.  He clung tighter to me and
kissed me.  I was a bit taken aback but not so much that I stopped kissing
him.  I had no understanding of what effect I would have on boys this
young.  To that point, all my experience was with boys that had at least
started puberty.  This lad had not.  If nothing else my kisses had a true
calming effect.  I liked his tears from his cheeks and that got him
laughing.  What ever works I thought.

"Sahyum Sam, I love you," he said.

"I love you too Tollard."

"You do?  You mean you really love me?"

"Yes, I said so, I do love you Tolland."

I kissed him again and this time I could feel the waves of emotion rolling
through him as he melted against my body.

Jerad showed up before the end of the lesson and while we talked, Tony took
Tollrad home to find him some clean cloths.  Jerad explained the situation.
The mother was drinking more then ever now that the father was home.  He
had contracted Hepatitis C in prison and did not have all that long to
live.

"I don't know what you are planning Sam but you have that look.  I don't
think I can do much in this case however, he is just a bit to young and
does have some relatives.  Although what little I know about them is not
all that good."

"I don't think you need to do much of anything.  I will see to it and this
meeting never happened," I told him.  He just smiled and left shacking his
head.

By the time I got back to the apartment Tollard had been more or less
settled in the boys' room.  Simon had seen to his bath and Tony had found
him some close that almost fit.  He did look very cute in the slightly
oversized Y front jockey undies. For a ten year old he did seem to have a
larger then normal package.  I had noticed that earlier.  Tolland came
running up and jumped into my arms.  I kissed him several times.  He just
giggled.  I wanted to call his parents but he assumed me they would not
even notice him missing.  Tollard could not keep his eyes off Dirk's and my
crotches.  I knew he was curious.

I had no way to know just how my kisses were effecting him. I really wanted
to get his undies off and play with his butt.  I know I can't possibly fuck
him, he is just to little but I sure wanted to.  All during our evening
snack the boys were playing penis tag with Dirk and that was not lost on
Tollard, although he obviously did not quite know what to make of it.  We
settled in for a bit of TV and in no time at all Tollard was sitting on my
lap and getting more and more kisses.  He could feel my erection and
pressed his butt against it.  Before long someone switched off the TV.
Neither Tollard or I noticed for some time.  My hands had slipped into his
oversized briefs and his little penis was stiff and being pressed into my
hand.

His little eyes were just as wide as before when Dirk, Simon and Tony began
making out.  Now naked, they were right into sucking and fondling.  I
slipped off Tollard's briefs and lifted him up.  He seemed to realize what
I was about and assisted pressing his little penis into my mouth.  It was
not long for a index finger to find his pleasure place and his first dry
orgasm.  "I love you Sam," he shouted! With much approval of the other
three.

I carried him into my bed and laid him on it.  Spreading his legs wide,
easy for a Teakwondo, as flexibility is taught and highly prized, pressing
my tongue into his pink rose bud.  The boy was going wild.  Turner soon
joined us.  He pulled off my briefs and moved around, kissing and fondling
Tolland.  After delivering a goodly saliva load into his anus I used my
fingers again to bring him to orgasm.  Turner presented the sacred oil and
I lubed his cock and he soon was delivering pleasure to this new little
brother.  I wanted to fuck him at the same time but thought better of it,
spending my time kissing and folding Tolland instead.

When Turner ejaculated I pulled Tollard on his side and present my cock to
his mouth.  He licked off all the precome and in seconds warped his lips
around the top few inches.  Turner showed him how to use his hands on my
huge cock.  He returned to his anus saying to me, "shoot in his ass I
prepared it".  Having just fucked the boy it was easy for Turner to open
him up again.  He did it just enough to let the tip on my cock in to make
the delivery.  I think it is the body weight difference but Tollard reacted
to that delivery more strongly they I have ever seen before.  I thought he
was going into convulsions.  He didn't but he was overwhelmed for some
time, soon falling asleep.  In the morning I gave Turner a good solid fuck.
Tollards eyes were again as wide a quarters, he could not believe my cock
was going into Turner and that Turner just loved it.  I had Tollard suck on
Turners cock which would also give him a close up of the fucking action.

As we lay in bed trying to get up and start our day Tolland began begging
me to fuck him.  I guess the action of the saliva and ejaculate are the
same on any male pre or post puberty.  I explained he would need to settle
for the boys until he grew a little and was big enough to accommodate Dirk
and I.  He just pressed his lips to mine and directed my hand to his crotch
as much and as frequently as he was able.  It did not seem to dawn on him
that he might not be living with us.  It did not dawn on me that I might
not be able to secure his guardianship.  I know I was not thinking quite
straight.  I somehow had completely fallen in love with a ten your old.  I
know he love me but I know why.  I have no clue why I fell so hard for him.
I thought lust but no.  It is not like I have a shortage of ass and very
attractive ass at that.

The boys took him to school.  Dirk and I visited the liquor store and armed
with a pile of booze and a guardian ship agreement, went to visit the
parents.

"I am not a religious man Mr. Sulton but I have been praying for some way
to get Tollard away from me and that drunken slut," he pointed toward the
other room, "his grand parents obviously didn't do either of us well.  Just
keep him away from them and his no account cousins, as best you can."

"I can and will do that.  Perhaps you should add that to the guardianship
agreement," I said.

He did just that and we all signed again.  Dirk just about had to hold the
pen for the woman, who was half way through one of the bottles we brought.

"I figure about two maybe three months before the liver is completely gone.
It won't be a pretty thing either," he added.

"What if Tollard wants to see you," Dirk asked?

"I more than understand if he doesn't.  If he wants, can you arrange it at
the hospital?  I'm there Monday, Wednesday and Friday for treatment."

"Sure thing," I said. "What about his mother?"

"Best he not see her like this.  You can take him to her funeral."  He
doubled over with pain for a few seconds. "I doubt she has as much time as
me.  Just tell him she is in happy land.  She has tried to take her own
life several times before.  He knows that.  That is why they let me out of
the pen you know.  Compassionate parole.  You know, so I can die at home
instead of in their cell.  I'm more then sure she will succeed this time,
now that Tollard won't be around to call 911.  Don't tell him that please.
They won't bother me, since I will be dead before they can even get the
paperwork finished.  As soon as she is gone I'll simply refuse treatment
and in my condition... maybe a week as most."