Date: Wed, 21 Mar 2007 20:25:07 -0400 (EDT) From: phil Smith Subject: look but dont touch number 8 Disclaimer: Sex is not a good thing to read about if you are under eighteen in many areas of the country, and it may not be a good thing to read about in other areas of the world if you are a certain age. This is determined by societies that pass laws that decide you are too young to do this so they make it illegal. So if it is illegal, then it has to be bad for you; therefore, you need to go away right now. Maybe you read about how to make bombs which is not illegal to read about but has no purpose whatsoever except to create mental thoughts about doing terrible things which are illegal. I am not sure I understand this. If it is legal and you like to read about fictional people having sex, you may want to read this but it is about people who have illegal sex in the area they live in. So you may not want to read about anything that is illegal to do even though it is fictional. So maybe no one should be reading this story. If you read this story and think legally about it, please send me an email so I will know it is worth writing for legal readers who like to read about illegal stuff but won't do illegal things. To those readers for whom it is legal to read, please don't read about how to make bombs because we have too many terrorists doing that right now who want to blow us up because they don't like our way of life or our freedom to think about things that are legal or illegal to do. Look but Don't Touch number 8 After dropping Jake off, I had that warm cuddly, good feeling that made me feel like the happiest man in the world. I had a new lover to replace Anthony, although it was fourteen years later. All seemed to be going perfectly. I guess if it was just sex I wanted, I could have just left it status quo. Married man finds young boy who likes sex. Married man figures out time and places to have sex. Married man makes excuses with wife and puts up a ruse to support what he wants sexually. These could be the headings of most any story with a young guy like Jake. But I couldn't do that. I am gay. I always have been gay. I am a married man out of circumstance not out of choice. I love Jake and if he decides he loves me, then it will be the perfect world. Oops. Well perfect except for the wife and children. What was Jake's advice? Don't force it. Just let it happen...there will be something or someone to change things. All Right, I will just go gently into the night or the day after tomorrow and see how it goes. Saturday actually came pretty quickly. Jake and I got on line that night of the twenty-five orgasms and actually talked about things intellectual like Iraq. I wonder why we didn't talk about sex or trade pics? Friday, Jake went out with friends, and at our house we had a big sleepover with both Raymond and Anna having friends over. Marie and I were getting really estranged, but with all the kids over we had our hands full entertaining. Spending the night in our bed that night was a real turnoff, and I had the feeling that our sex life was completely over. I could cheat on my wife with a lover and come home and fake love or even sex with her? Maybe if it were just an affair like the French do, it would be possible, but not when I was head over heals in love with my affair. This just wasn't going to work. I needed a way out. I was up early, of course, Saturday, and worked on fixing things around the house before it was time to go. Billy was one of the kids on the sleepover and was in the planning for the trip to the skate park so after we sent all the other kids off around 9:15 I got the two kids in the truck to head towards the park. I had called Jake to tell him we were leaving, and he said he would be taking off ASAP to walk over to Charleston Boulevard, and I just needed to drive up the street and we could hook up. The boys sat in the back of the truck so they could hold their skateboards and chat. Their relationship appeared to be so perfect and to have Raymond tell me they were sucking and fucking made me amazed but a little exited too. Marie and I slept with the kids occasionally but were now only sleeping with the same sex kid when we did that. I had seen Raymond's erection, and he was a chip off the old block. At ten he had a good three to four inches so I was wondering how Billy was taking him. I think having this new information, I had to have a talk with him about lube. But his announcement the other night was just too shocking, and I had to let it settle. My mind switched to Nic being thrown into this bunch and maybe even his older boyfriend, and I couldn't help but feel my erection rising as I had these thoughts about Billy, Raymond, Nic, et al. As we got off the freeway, I called Jake on his cell and pretended like I was talking to someone else. "Hi, Jerry. Are you going over to the jobsite today." This was my signal to Jake I had gotten off at Charleston. Jake said, "Hi Albert, we are at Valley View and Charleston." "Oh, I am on Charleston coming up on Valley View in a couple of blocks taking my boy to the skate park. Listen could you check my trailer out and see if I locked it last night." Jake said "Oh you forgot to lock your trailer last night? So which one of those cute, muscular dudes did you fuck in there last night? By the way could you pick up the three boys on the side of the rode with their dicks hanging out in the next couple of blocks." If Jake's quick wit and sense of humor didn't get to me over time, I don't know what would. "Yeah sure Jerry. That would be great. Thanks for doing that for me. I owe you one." I pulled over to the right lane after this hilarious exchange with a big smile and now a raging hard-on because I was thinking about seeing Jake and Nic standing on the side of the road with their dicks hanging out. Wait Jake said "three" boys. I thought it was going to be just Jake and Nic coming to the park. It only took a minute to see three boys standing near the curb, and I flicked my lights. Jake stuck out his thumb as if he was hitch hiking. I can't say how relieved I was that all dicks were in their pants even though it would have been exciting to see. Nic, however, did have his thumb in a very risqu‚ position against his pants sticking out as if it were his dick. "I said, "Hey guys there are some skaters. They are probably hitching up to the Charleston Park. Should I pick them up? Both Raymond and Billy leaned forward, but it was Raymond who said, "Fuck yeah, dad. They are gorgeous." Gorgeous! Isn't that kind of gay of Raymond? As I pulled over, I realized that boy three was absolutely gorgeous. It was ok for me to think that because I am gay. He had long, toe-head, blond hair. He looked like he was thirteen maybe fourteen max but would have been tall for his age because he towered over Nic. He was wearing a "wife-beater" t-shirt and baggy cargo shorts. The "wife-beaters" were always my favorite on the older boys because it showed their underarm hair. "Hey guys are you going to the skate park. Do you want a ride?" This was Raymond yelling eagerly out of the window not me. Yeah sure, Jake said as he opened the front door and let boy three in. Raymond opened the back and Nic jumped in faster than anyone. Ages attract so I knew why the boys chose where they were going. As the new boy got in my cab, I stared at his armpits just to see how much he had and damn he had a full set of underarm pubes. Could this person be.....? "Hi, my name is Sean." My thought was interrupted with the word that I was thinking. Sean slid in looking down at my hard-on that was not so hidden in my pants. Jake jumped in and stuck out his hand. "Hi, my name is Jake. Thanks so much for the ride. That's my brother Nicolas in the back." Jake's politeness for a boy his age told me he must be from France. Just kidding. But his handshake came with the middle finger sexual scratch that I had not had done to me for years. This did not help my erected state! I said, "I am Mike that is...." "Raymond." My son filled in the blank. And this is Billy my best friend." Nic reached forward and stuck his hand out not to be outdone by his brother. He said, "Thanks sir, it is so kind of you to pick us poor little boys up off the dangerous streets of Las Vegas." I just shook his hand and thought now this is over the top. Nic is just letting me know, that he knows that I know that he has seen me nude with a raging hard-on. One smart-ass but adorable little kid! "Oh Nicolas," I tried to say formally "It is always a pleasure to pick up skater boys in despair off the streets of Vegas." "Oh, sir, "Please just call me Nic." Nic got in the last word. I could see Raymond sitting now between the two boys get a weird look on his face. The exchange between me and Nic, a ten year old, could never have been made between strangers. My boy is one smart, fucking kid and it was at this point he must have begun to start to put two and two together. Well, maybe Raymond started thinking how to put three and three together. Little did he realize it would really be four and two with him being in the four? As we drove up the street to the skate park, I couldn't help but smell this new cute boy sitting next to me. He was wearing cologne and smelled really good. I couldn't figure how I had missed seeing him in the mall with Jake that first night, but it made me realize how much my picking out Jake for my look-but-don't-touch event was fate. I think I could easily have picked out Sean because he was cute enough to jack off to for sure. Boy, I was throwing my son in with this boy as Nic's friend. I didn't know if I approved of the age difference. Also, having such a beautiful boyfriend could turn Raymond's head permanently towards being gay, and I wanted him to have every chance to do girls and get married and have children. Every man wants that for his boy and must have a disappointment when they find out their son is gay. As we rode up the street, the back seat boys did all the talking sharing stories about skating and skaters. Nic was being polite as my boys were obviously faking it with their knowledge and over exaggeration of their abilities. Nic knew what seemed to be a lot about skating. My interests though were to catch a glance of the kid next to me occasionally. Jake knew I had a hard-on and was grinning ear to ear. Pulling into the skate park, I could hardly stop the truck before the back doors were opened and the rear boys jumped out. Jake opened the car and started out the door. Sean turned towards me with no hesitation or embarrassment and placed his hand on my cock through my pants. He went from top to bottom assessing the situation and said "Hmmm...Now I know why Jake has been walking so funny lately." With this Sean jumped out of the car and headed towards the boys skating after them on his skateboard. Jake jumped back in the car and said, "Could I assume from the state of your dick, you like Sean." "Hell, yeah. And you say he and Nic do things together." "Actually, its a little more than that. They really love each other, and I'm a little afraid that Sean is in love with Nic but Nic is too young to be in love." Jake said this as if he were me analyzing my situation with him. What a soap opera I was moving this faze of my life into! "Mike, do you want me to do something about that hard-on?" Jake so thoughtfully asked. "I would love to have you do something, but this isn't the time or place. It will go away. Let's just head over to the half pipe, and I will watch while you guys skate." We exited the truck and walked closely besides each other heading for the park. We bumped into each other occasionally like two lovers do so they can make any contact whatsoever. This wasn't helping my hard-on problem either. "Jake, I have been plotting our trying to get together and really have some quality time as in a sleep over. School is over this next Friday and Nic and Raymond have their birthdays on Wednesday after that. What if I invite Billy, Raymond, Nic and I guess now Sean to have a sleep over and game night at the Excalibur Hotel. You will have to come to chaperone Nic and Sean, and I will be there for Billy and Nic, of course. We will get two adjacent rooms and put the boys in one and we have the other. Do you think you can swing this with your parents." "Mike, you are an absolute plotting, planning conniving genius. It's brilliant and trust me, you won't regret that night together. You said you wanted to make love to me. I have been thinking about that statement a lot. I know it is in me. I have a lot of anger in me too, but I have to get this all worked out. But that night I want to find out who you are and who I am. I will have no problem working this out with my mom because she makes all the decisions. You will have to come over and meet her though. She will be home in a couple of hours." "Cool, we will meet her after the park." My heart was growing as Jake was crawling deeper in." I had to ask though, a question that was worrying me. "What about your dad. I am worried about his suspecting me with you." I said this with all the worry I could muster up. "Jake a man worries not so much what his boy does with girls but what he might do with a guy. Men don't want their sons to be gay." "Mike, I have something to tell you." After this statement Jake looked straightforward and went on, "My dad doesn't like me; we have never gotten along. Hell, he never got along with his dad so he was kinda kicked out when he was 15. I mean, like, he pays and does everything for me but it's because he is supposed to, I think. It's just like I know he wants me gone. Also, he is a chef and is never home till late six days a week. You never even have to meet him. Mondays are his days off and when he gets up, he just goes out to some bar somewhere." Holy shit. His dad wants him gone. The thought sent a shutter up my spine. Problem solved, Jake. You can just come live with me. I couldn't say this now but my "plotting, planning, conniving mind" set to work on how to make this happen. "Ok, cool. Go skate and I will watch you guys and maybe run around the park for some anti hard-on relaxation." With that Jake turned and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. He feared nothing in public and I enjoyed that innocence in him. Oops. I looked forward and Raymond was skating back to the parking lot and had just seen what Jake did. Jake had jumped out as I just waved at Raymond while staying in the truck to wait for my erection to deflate. "Damn, dad. You are making friends fast." With that he jumped up on the railing of the truck and the little smart fucker looked straight at my cock which was still as hard and obvious as ever. "Yeah. How are these kids? Do you like them?" I said trying to hurry to another subject. "Oh man, they are so cool, Nic is so nice and a good skater, but Sean is like a pro. Just watch him." Well, I wont have any problem watching Sean, I thought. "Ok go back skating. I am just gonna watch a bit from here and then run around the park." "Ok, dad. But hurry up I want you to come out and be with us. Oh yeah, Nic speaks Spanish." Raymond added the last as he was skating away. How could Nic speak Spanish? He is French. My Spanish was terrible but Raymond and Anna were fluent, as their mother had pushed the Spanish down their throats speaking only to them in Spanish for most of their lives except when I was around. I was happy they spoke though since a second language is not something that many Americans had. There is more to this story than I could imagine but it was going to be my soap opera and I wanted it to end with "Mike and Jake lived happily ever after." It was going to take work for me, and I needed some help with the circumstances. After I sat for a while and resolved myself that my son was now totally suspicious of Jake and me by now, and after my hard-on had completely subsided. I ran a couple of times around the park for my exercise and then sat and watched as all the boys skated and fell and skated and fell with my boys doing the majority of the falling. The boys interacted well with their new friends Nic and Sean, who seemingly were very seriously interested and concerned with helping Billy and Raymond learn. It was refreshing, as most boys of these ages would just go off and skate for themselves. Jake was paying attention to all four of them but left the teaching up to the younger boys. He just seemed to be very fatherly in the situation and would do his thing while letting the younger ones interact but watching constantly making sure that all was going well. I could detect the love between Nic and Sean, which was obviously not there between Billy and Raymond as they competed to beat each other. So here were four young boys in relationship in pairs and both sets were having sex. One relationship had love and the other had sex only. I wondered about Jake's statement that Nic was too young to be in love. Sean was younger than Jake and Jake was way younger than me. Who determines who can be in love with whom and who is old enough to be in love? "What the fuck is this thing called `love?'" Skating looked over and the boys were walking towards me with Raymond and Nic leading the pack in deep discussion. "Dad, guess what? Nic and I have the same birth dates and here is what we want to do. We want to play all day and then have a sleep over with all of us. We are getting too old to have birthday parties. And what I was thinking is that we could get a couple of rooms at the Excalibur because you have that friend who can get you a comp like we have done before. That way we can play the three arcades." After a moment of stunned silence I looked at Jake who had his usual smile on his face and I said, "Sounds good to me." I must have the smartest boy in the world and he has the smartest new friend Nic. These were the angels that Jake had known would be sent to help us. "Ok, guys. Lets go meet Nic's mom and maybe if its ok with Nic's mom and you want to, I'll treat to a movie." I went ahead of the crew but really wanting to lag behind and get near Jake. Raymond ran up behind me and put his arm around me saying "Thanks, dad, for finding me these new cool friends." "Sure." I said and put my arm around him. Had my kid figured this all out? Jake came up next to me and put his arm around me saying nothing. Behind me were three more boys two of whom had their arms around Sean who had his arm on Nic. 3 and 3 makes six. 4 and 2 makes six ...any combination seemed to work and the sleepover was going to be the greatest.