Date: Wed, 12 Apr 2000 08:23:03 EDT
From: Venger7@aol.com
Subject: Lost and Found

  This is a story about sex between males. If you are under 18 years of age
or if sex between males is offensive to you please read no further.

  This is a true story..........I know because I'm the boy in the story.
I've wanted to write it for a long time and finally got around to it, Any
comments are welcome. Venger7@aol.com


			     Lost and Found...

  It started on a cold gray day in the fall.  The boy had just turned 8 a
couple days before.  It wasn't a happy occasion.  It could have been but it
was another of those days.  A day when the boy's parents were at it again.
Maybe he should have been used to it by now.

  But he wasn't.  He had never known anything different but he was sure
this wasn't the way it should be.  He loved his Mom and Dad and he knew
they loved him, when they weren't trying to destroy one another.  At least
that's what it seemed like, them trying to destroy each other.

  It was a war. And in war as usual the innocent always paid a price.  He
had compatriots in his brother's and sister, but he seemed to feel it
more. When the fighting started it was time to choose up sides.  Yeah,
sides.

  The other's seemed to have no trouble siding with one parent or the
other, but the boy did.  He loved them both, so how could he choose?  But
being in the middle was certainly no place to be, so he reluctantly chose.
Thereby angering the other parent.

  Since the boy was extremely sensitive this hurt him badly.  He had always
been more sensitive then the other's, even the girl.  Lucky him.  He was
also more innocent seeming, in attitude and looks, again different from his
brother's and sister.

  While they had dark hair and more of a wiry build, he was solid with a
triangular face, well proportioned with softly curling blond hair, clear
green eyes and smooth baby soft skin.

  This is probably what attracted the man to him.  That and the fact he had
seen the boy hiding in the corner of his parents yard, sad and crying
softly.  The man was big and strong, good looking and friendly.  The boy
knew the man was a Police officer, tough, authoritative and brave.

  After all that's what cops were.  They were authority.  They were good.
They always should be obeyed because they were there to help you.  That's
what the boy had been taught.  If you were lost or in trouble, find a cop.

  The boy walked to the fence looked up into the man's eyes and couldn't
help himself, he started to cry.  The man looked so concerned, kind and
understanding as he lifted the boy over the fence the boy threw his arms
around the man's neck and held on tight.

  The man held him for the longest time, cuddling him in his arms, saying
soft soothing things to him until he stopped crying.  Then they talked
about the boy's problems and the man made the boy feel safe and protected.

  This went on every time there was trouble between the boys parents.
Which happened quite a lot.  The man and his house became a place of refuge
and happiness in all those dark times.  When the boy would first get there,
there would be the time of comfort, being held, warm and loved, safe.

  After a while had passed, it seemed long to the boy but was only a few
weeks, The man started to act a little differently.  He seemed distracted
and sad himself.  The boy, being especially sensitive noticed the change
right away.

  Being so relaxed and comfortable around the man the boy asked what was
wrong.  The man seemed surprised but recovered quickly and sitting down
with the boy in his lap, told him that it was a grown-up thing and that he
wouldn't understand.

  The boy not knowing what else to do, reached up and hugged his friend
tightly around the neck.  The man, seemed stiff at first then slowly the
tightness seemed to drain from him and he gathered the boy closer.

  There was a strange light in the mans eyes as he hugged the boy and
carried him into his bedroom. He set the boy on his bed and slowly started
to hug and kiss the boy.  The boy was in heaven, he was really loved and
wanted!  He kissed the man back burying his face in the man's neck almost
trying to become one with him.

  The man slowly pushed the boy from him and asked if the boy really loved
him and wanted to make him happy.  The boy nodded innocent and trusting,
willing to do anything the man wanted.

  The man lifted the boy down off the bed and then started to pull the
covers back.  He smiled down at the trusting boy and asked if he would like
to really cuddle some more.

  The boy actually squealed yes! And the man smiled.  He then said that the
cuddling would be better under the warm blankets but that he didn't have
any PJ's for the boy to wear.

  The boy smiled and said sometimes in the summer he just went to bed in
his underwear, would that be ok now?  The man's eyes seemed to gleam again
and he said that would be fine.

  The man started to undress and suddenly the boy felt shy and looked down
to hide his blushing face.  The man came over to him and lifted his chin,
and looking into the boys eyes and asked if he would like some help.

  The boy nodded, blushing still more, seeming to somehow know that
something different was happening, and very relieved that the man was going
to guide him.  At that moment the boy subconsciously surrended himself to
the man completely, and it felt so good to do so.

  The man slowly undressed the boy, taking a while at it, folding the boy's
clothes as he removed them.  The boy never questioned the man when he also
took the boys briefs off too, leaving him completely naked.

  After he had set the last of the boy's clothes down he lifted the boy in
his arms and deposited him in the bed, kissing him as he did so.  Then as
the boy watch the man finished undressing, taking everything off too.

  The boy had seen his dad naked once, but this was different, the man was
strong and muscular, with a dusting of hair down his chest running right to
his "private" parts.  The man smiled at him and quickly climbed into the
bed next to the boy.

  He was so warm.  The boy loved the feel of the mans warm flesh against
his own so he cuddled even closer.  The man laid back and pulled the boy on
top of him, running his hands up and down the boys smooth body, hugging him
even closer, then rolling onto his side he kissed the boy.

  The kiss was different from any other the boy had ever gotten, the mans
strong tongue pushed it's way into the boys mouth, filling it.  The boy by
this time would not refuse the man anything, and the man seemed to sense
that.

  The man slipped the boy onto his back asking if the boy really want to
make him feel good.  The boy wide eyed, just nodded and the man explained
there was something's grown-ups did to make each other feel good.  And
would the boy like to try them?

  The boy nodded again more than willing, Again surrendering his will
completely.  The man slid upwards until he was looming over the naked boy,
kneeling so his heavy hard cock was hanging over the boys face.

  The boy just looked up wide-eyed and submissive as the man told him to
open his mouth and accept the mans "cock".  The boy closed his eyes being a
little frightened but trusting as the man lower his cock into the boys open
mouth.

  The man then instructed the boy in how to please him, to tighten his lips
around the head, being careful not to bite!  The boy did as he was told,
and telling from the sounds the man was making that he was really pleasing
him.

  In only a few minutes something warm and thick poured down the boys
throat, gagging him and scaring him too. He started to struggle to get up
but the man told him to hold still, it was a privilege for him to be
swallowing the mans seed.

  The boy still continued to struggle until the man gruffly told him that
if he didn't accept it he could go home and never come back.  At this the
boy settled down and did his best to swallow what was in his mouth.

  The man said that was better but his silly struggling had spilt some.  So
the man wiped the stuff off the boys chin and had the boy lick it off his
fingers.  Then the man ruffled the boys hair and smiled and everything was
all right again.

  The man then rolled over on his back and told the boy to make him hard
again instructing him to lick his cock, and then his balls.  Once the man
was hard again he lifted the boy up and set him down on top of him,
slipping his cock into the crack of the boys ass.

  He didn't penetrate the boy this time, just slid the boy up and down his
cock until he came again.  After the boy had licked his friend clean the
man took him into the shower with him and washed the boy in such a way the
boy clung to him with pleasure.

  This was the beginning of the boy's first love, and although the man
sometimes caused the boy great pain, the boy loved him completely.