Date: Fri, 2 Oct 2009 19:09:40 -0700 (PDT)
From: lenrbnsn@yahoo.ca
Subject: Love of Older men - How it Really Began

I made a mistake and I hate it when I do that. Storytelling 101 tells you
that if you're going to tell a story, start at the beginning (I missed that
first day.) Okay so here we go. I'm backing up here.

I told you about meeting a man in an arcade -- truth is that happened but
not quite like I told the story. Sometimes, I get too carried away and my
bullshit meter flies right off the monitor. Anyway, let me set the record
straight and start when my sex life all began -- well sort of. I did not so
much mature in mind but in body kind of early. Sex was an almost obsession
with from an early age -- assume double digits but just. There was a boy
about two years older than me in age but not in body if you know what I
mean who I became friends with. His name (for the record) was/is Eldon.

Eldon started coming over to me at school recesses and would talk to me.
Not about anything in particular -- just talk. We eventually got to know
one another pretty well and began hanging out after school and sometimes
even on weekends. I, of course didn't know it at the time but I was sort of
being recruited by Eldon. By this time I was well into having those "wet"
dreams even though they didn't actually become wet for about another 3
months or so. It definitely wasn't dreaming about girls that inspired these
dreams either. I had had a couple of incidents happen to me that got my
full attention. One was an occasion when there was a small party going on
at my house that my mother hosted for some of her work friends and one man
spent a lot of time being very friendly and talking to me. I had a dart
board in my room and somehow we got talking about darts??  No idea how that
happened but I told him I wasn't very good at it and he said he was a
champion player and would be happy to give me a few tips.

Long story short we headed to my room and as he was showing me the proper
throwing methods etc. It required him to touch me and get me in the right
positions and all to throw accurately. I still can't play darts but I can
still feel his hands on my arms and shoulders and even around my waist as
he moved me into positions. I can really remember the feel of his hard cock
pushing up against me. I was already starting to have these dreams I was
telling you about so I was getting pretty worked up from his touches. But,
there was came a knock on the door and soon another couple of people came
in and a real dart game broke out. So that was the end of that. But it did
things to me.

The next incident was a couple of months later when driving to a picnic
with my school mates about six of us had all piled into one vehicle along
with another students father who, along with the driver was coming along to
help supervise us. I ended up sitting on his knees and with his hands
around my hips holding me steady. We were hardly out of the parking lot
before his hands were starting to roam up under my t-shirt and up my
back. Nobody could see what he was doing because it was so crowded in the
backseat. I never did anything to stop him from feeling me and I guess this
encouraged him because his hands went everywhere on me. By the time we got
to the picnic sight he was finger fucking me in the backseat and I was
trying my very, very hardest not to cum in my pants. By now I was pushing
back at him and really wanting more and more. He was whispering in my ear
how sexy I was and what he's like to do to me and I would nod yes and
pretty much agree to anything he suggested. The interaction involved in
that trip I don't have the time or space to tell you. It was like (I don't
write novels just stories to help you with your dreams) "Is this okay?"
"Yes" Does this feel good?" (When his finger is going in me) "Yes." "Can I
fuck you?" "Would you suck me?" "Yes, yes" and so on and so on.

However, as these things go once we got there we never got another chance
to get together even though I dearly wanted to. This incident spurred my
`dreams on even further. Enter Eldon to my life. It was later before I met
Mr. Haywood again -- but I did meet him again.

And then -- maybe a couple of weeks later Eldon came into my life. I was
(and still am) a bit of a loner. Don't get me wrong because I'm not a
misfit in society -- I just like being alone sometimes or at least not
among family and friends all the time. I like my time alone and often --
especially now make sure to create those times. Of course I'm much older
now and I am writing to you "stories from the past" as such so when I say
"he cum inside me" I mean "he came inside me."

And then came Eldon into my life

It really all began the night the next summer when Eldon invited me over to
his house for a sleep over. I think it was really then that I realized that
Elden and I had a whole lot in common. Eldon later admitted that he watched
me for a while before he approached me. I guess it was the "gaydar" -- the
vibes working. He said at first it was my ass that just turned him on but
later he started noticing that I was open to his eye contact and gazing
across at me from the other side of the room. I can't say I didn't notice
it but still wasn't too sure as -- well I was very new and very naive.

The night I stayed over at Eldon's he was home alone as his parents were at
a wedding in the next city about 200 miles away.

That night I witnessed something that to this day still is eroticism beyond
anything the internet can reproduce. I woke for whatever reason around
midnight. Maybe it was the sounds I heard. I woke up and Eldon was nowhere
around so I got out of bed and headed out to the living room. I stopped
immediately when my eyes focused and I could actually make out the scene I
was looking at. It was Eldon bent over the back of the couch in his living
room getting fucked by Mr. Heywood. Did I tell you Mr. Heywood is a big
man? Well he is and he had Elwood up on the back of the couch and he was
pumping in and out of him as Elwood was moaning and groining. At first I
thought Elwood was in pain but soon came to realize that this was moans of
pleasure.

I stood back and watched as Mr. Heywood fucked Eldon over the couch. I
immediately got very hard and I was jerking as I faded back into the
background and watched what was happening. I got so hard watching and in no
time I had my very first wet cum.  Good god I couldn't believe it. I came
all over everything I think. As I said it was the most erotic thing I had
ever seen. And I was ready.  Eldon had a fabulous body -- very slim but
with a very round and sexy ass. The only person that I think has a sexier
one is -- me. He (Eldon) although is a bit older is not quite as
"developed" as I am -- however, I digress. I need to tell you the "rest of
the story."

Eldon fucked me that night. My first time ever. When Mr. Heywood left,
Eldon came back into the room. Naked and looking like a million dollars.

The conversation got crazy. Eldon snuggled up behind me as I was lying on
my side. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear --

Eldon - "I seen you watching"

Me - "Uh okay, sorry I didn't mean to"

Eldon - "It's okay I wanted you to see" Me -- "Eldon that was kind of
really sexy to me"

Eldon -- "Want some?"

Mw -- "Uh what do you mean?"

Eldon -- "Want to fuck me too?"

Me -- "Uh ya that would be awesome -- can I?"

Eldon -- "Oh yes just turn over and take me c'mon hurry I'm so, so still
horny I need it."

I turned over and soon I felt myself sink into Eldon and oh god it felt so
good. The second time in my life that I had a wet cum was in Eldon. After
we lay there and Eldon said to me, "You know I kind of recruited you."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"I knew you were like me the first time I seen you just that you have a way
nicer body than me"

Eldon -- "The men want you"

Me -- "Huh? What men?

Eldon -- "I have been having sex with men for a long time now and they
asked me if I could find them another -- younger boy for them. Sorry7 but
you were the first one that came to mind and a few have seen you and -- uh
-- well they really want you um -- if you know what I mean."

"What men? I asked again"

"Um you know Mr. Heywood for one but there's more -- uh like you know
Mr. Sorenson at the school?"

"The janitor?" I asked. "Yes, and Mr. So and so and Mr so and so and Mr so
and so and well there are a lot of men that like to have sex with boys like
us."

"Holly fuck I said"

"Can I be first, asked Eldon?"

I was so turned on after actually having sex for my very first time. After
all those sexy dreams and all the "incidents" I'd had I was so wanting --
so ready. I really wanted to be --I don't know is seduced the right word?

"Okay", I said. And as Eldon started working his finger up me I was so
surprised because he had some sort of stuff that made him able to slide his
finger in me so easy. Before long he had two then three fingers in
me. Eldon leaned over my shoulder and said, "Fuck kiddo you have a natural
ass for fucking. Are you sure you've never done this?"

I admitted that I had been using "things and fingers" to fuck myself with
but that no, I'd never had anyone.  "Oh god" Eldon said, "then I really
want to be first."

"Okay yes, Eldon please, please I'm so ready and I've wanted this to happen
for so long now" I said trying to get him so horny for me that I was
becoming desperate. There was really no need for it but...

I so wanted to see what it felt like to be fucked for the very first time I
would have done anything to make it happen.

I cannot nor ever will forget the feeling of having my first cock break
into my opening boy pussy even if it was just Eldon whom, by the way became
my "regular" as in he fucked me almost every day after this first time. I
always had to be ready for him.

I'll also never forget the gauntlet of thoughts that went through my head
after his cock was in me -- thinking oh god, I'm actually being fucked, oh
god this feels unbelievable, oh, oh and I closed my eyes and just
concentrated on the feelings going on inside of me.

Later Eldon sad to me, "I can't believe this was your first -- it didn't
hurt? "No" I said not even a little bit all I felt was pleasure. Jesus,
Eldon said, "you must be a total natural. Even though I'm not too big you
took me like so easy. The men are really going to like you. Do you still
think you'd like to meet a couple of my men friends like Mr Sorenson?

And so it began...

But, this can and does get better

Parkstranger