Date: Sun, 6 Feb 2005 11:12:09 -0800 (PST)
From: Yates Zaldevour <hydra913@yahoo.com>
Subject: male jezebel and the jesus junkie

spring 1988

"It was spring time my eight grade year. I was
fourteen and heading off on a camping trip with a
friends church group. We drove up into the north
Georgia Mountains at night and arrived at a lake that
still to this day I have no clue which one. Then we
took a boat to the other side of the lake to stay at a
house even though I brought a tent to stay in like (I
was told to but they changed all that at the last
minute).
 It was Easter weekend and I was glad to be out of the
house. Once on the other side of the lake I searched
around in the night to find a spot to pitch my tent.
Finally found a spot and once it was up me and my two
other friends who where "members" of this church went
to sleep after telling lots o jokes and ghost stories.
We awoke in the early afternoon time and had breakfast
at the house. I started to notice that the youth
minister liked to talk a lot about sex. I also noticed
that he took up in my defense when his brain dead wife
and her clan of
white-trash-neurotic-bible-thumping-gender-comrades
would give me hell for wearing a speed metal bands t
shirt (People wonder why I hate Christians).
 Anyway I also took notice to this "youth minister"
(his name was Dave) and his friend (Scott) that was a
little less shameful in his actions around all of us.
Like when it was Dave's job for some odd reason to
help carry each of us out of the boat to dry land
(only 10 feet or so and in just above ankle deep
water???). He would carry each of us over his shoulder
and set us down away from the water but when it was
his friend Scott's turn, Scott reaches around and
grabs Dave's ass and his crotch and say's some rather
striking remarks. Dave responds trying to set a good
example as a "youth minister" and asks him to not do
that in front of the younger males (that was my
friends and I), saying that it was inappropriate but
yet he was blushing all the way (I think I was the
only one to log that in my memory). Eventually it was
my turn to be carried from the boat. Now in a
realistic since I had no need to be carried but was
more interested in having physical contact with this
man.
 I started to notice he reminded me of someone I had
briefly fantasized about before. The only difference
was that he has more body hair and a bigger outgoing
personality. So you know I was all about that being
lifted over this married "youth ministers" shoulder
with my semi-erect cock against his upper body and my
hands wrapped around his waste with his hands very
close to my ass. I needed a jack break soon.
 Dave was probably about 30 something, dark hair, and
a fair body covered with hair just the way I like it.
Nothing to over the top but I seem to have this
attraction for that certain average type man. There
were a total of four adult men and three dysfunctional
women. There were also my two friends and I do believe
maybe three to four more young people close to our age
and then myself, the non-member freak with the heavy
metal t-shirts and a raging lust building in my head.
 I always went out on trips with friends and their
church groups back then. It was the best excuse to get
out of the house and chill somewhere away from my
elderly Mormon mother who feared these freaks would
convert me but I was already a non-believer in
religions and I just wanted to party (If I am correct
this also was my last trip out with a church group).
It might have been well worth it, I think.
 After we all were fed and in need of some escapism
from our boring lives, well... their boring lives. We
loaded the boat on an all male trip out on the lake
while all but one female stayed back at the cabin,
Dave's wife (some all male adventure huh?). While the
boat starts to set out into the lake I notice Dave and
another guy acting a little foo foo so the speak. I
proceed to lie down at the rear of the boat facing
everyone at the front of the boat and to get some
sunburn since I don't tan. As I start to lie down Dave
proceeds to take off his shorts and chill in his
all-mighty whity-tighties exposing himself directly to
me while he notices that I now have sat up and I am
tilting my head to get a glimpse of what sits at the
top of his hot dark haired thighs. I was consumed by
this and forgot that I was in the closet and left my
straight-boy mannerism back on the other side of the
lake (I never found them when we got back). Needless
to say I got my glimpse and proceeded to prop myself
up so that it would not leave my eyes if I could help
it. Now me being the type that I don't really flirt or
even speak my mind about a sexual turn-on's, I just
basically collect information so I can quickly get
somewhere to jack-off.
Eventually we stopped the boat in the center of the
lake so we could do some swimming. Dave's wife takes a
dive off the boat (and it's a damn good thing she did
not drown or have an accident). I decide I would jump
in so I could wet my swimming trunks wet and lay back
across the back of the boat showing off what I had
inside my hot young boy shorts. I remember at this
time in my life I was just growing hair on my legs and
I have that natural yellow gold blonde hair so my leg
hairs are white with pubic hairs that have hints of
brown and blonde in them and my sea blue eyes that can
hypnotize one if they get caught up in them. My chest
was completely smooth but I have paper white skin with
a silky texture that turns fire red when out in the
sun too long. I had about a 7-1/2 inch cut cock back
then that still stands perfectly straight when erect
today (I might have only gone up some since then?).
 While in the boat with Dave and the other clowns
onboard I let myself get mildly erect in a show of
appreciation for his way of showing male bonding to
us. We cruised around in the boat in the hot afternoon
sun till the rest of the sheep caught up with us in
the fishing boat that was brought up also. Eventually
some one broke out the kneeboard and each of us took
turns, till. Well... My turn came along.
 I had never done anything like this before. So I had
absolutely no clue how to do this. I must say I tried
15 fucking times before Dave decided that he would
come out in the water to give me a little bit of
instruction from behind. In front of "god" and
everyone he dove into the water and swam over to me
trying to help understand how to climb out of the
water when it takes off and get situated on my knee's
to stay afloat while zipping all over the lake. It's
just too bad that was not the idea I was thinking
about doing on my knees at that time while he (Dave)
had got to where he was laying on top of me grinding
his cock against my ass under the water and to my
surprise not a goddamn fool on the boat even noticed.
I was so afraid of them thinking something was up and
kind of pulled out from under him and said I don't
think I am going to be able to figure this out. So we
crawled back into the boat and let the rest of the
monkeys ride.
 Soon we where not to far from our cabin and my tent
so I decided to jump ship and swim back because I knew
I could have a moment of self time to get some
stroking done. Once I got back I walked up the cabin
and used the restroom and peered into all the rooms
trying to see which was the one he would have slept in
so I could maybe wipe some of my nut on his bed
covers. As I looked out the window I noticed that he
was following in my path out of the lake and onto the
red clay shoreline. I walked out of the cabin and down
the hill to greet him where we proceeded to talk a
little bit about the flock of dead weight that was
still out in his boat. Then he started to make
references about his wife in a sexual manner but on a
more degrading level that he might as well just said
she was just another "ho" no different from any other
pussy you'll find. I just chuckled and glanced at his
body thinking that there are always others options and
no one is looking right now. He must have picked up on
my vibe. He asked me if I would like to go for a
little walk up the gravel road away from everything.
He said that he thought of me to be an interesting boy
un-like most of the kids that just follow what they
are told and have no real sense of self. I didn't know
what to say. I just kind of blushed I guess and
accepted his offer besides I knew what was about to go
down.
 As we walked up hill on the gravel road we talked
about music and my school life and I told him about
how I hated school because of the sorry
disposable-douche bags that use me as a scapegoat for
all the mistreatment they receive from their fathers.
He asked about religion and I told him I was not
interested in it because like those other assholes I
get no pleasure from it.
 Then that was the key hook for him. He started trying
to feel pity for me and wanted to give me a big hug so
I let him. After that he wanted to hold my hand as we
walked down off of the gravel road and into a very
secluded part of the woods. He said this was a nice
quiet place that we could talk and relax away from
everything. I began to wonder if he knew this was
turning me on.
 We walked down to this area that had a drop in it
with a big rock and was completely surrounded by
trees. We sat down on the incline and he wanted me to
sit inside his legs so he could hug me because he said
he could relate to some degree about being different
than his peer group too. He reminded me that he was
not trying to drag me out here to witness or preach
about Christ to me. I understood because I knew why we
were there. And sure enough things started happening.
 I was sitting between his legs leaning back up
against him but I was sitting with my arms crossed
because I was nervous. He had his arms around me
holding me like we where a couple on some picnic
waiting for the sun to set. I finally got the nerve to
ask if he didn't mind if I placed my arms over his
legs and of course he was all for it. He asked me if I
had a girl fiend and I told him yes but she does not
seem too fond of me as of lately. He asked if we had
sex and I told him no we hardly ever kiss. Then he
asked if I have had sex before and I told him that yes
I had but was not sure how to feel about it. What do
you mean by that he said? I told him that I had fooled
around some but had yet to do much of anything that I
wanted to. At that moment he moved his hands under my
arms and was slowly feeling up my chest and stomach. I
was getting harder with every movement he made with
his hands. He asked what I would like to do and I
could not say a word I just sort of stuttered and he
said that it was okay that I didn't have to tell him.
He asked if he was making me feel uncomfortable and I
said "no, that I felt very comfortable" and was
getting aroused by him. At the same time I felt his
cock go from half hard to fully erect as he pulled me
into him grinding himself against my back while he
proceeded to move his hands down to my crotch and
slowly massage my cock through my shorts. He asked me
if that made me feel good and would I like to sit here
longer and get to know each other some more. That he
was into me though he had never had done anything like
this with a boy my age. That he had only fooled around
with his friend Scott from time to time and it would
always happen un-planned between them. By this time he
was rubbing his dick with a bit more passion than just
a few minutes ago. I imagine he was having a visual of
him and Scott when he said that. Because he started to
get a little more aggressive then he told me if I felt
he was bothering me he would stop and not bother
again. I told him that I liked it and he could do what
ever he wanted to with me.
 At this point he squeezed himself into me grinding
his 6-1/2 inch cock into my back and then he started
kissing me on my neck and ears while he ran his arms
and hands all over my body. Then he stopped and told
me to take off all my cloths. While I disrobed he did
the same also. Then he laid me on my back and we
started making love to each other frantically kissing
each other's faces and slamming our tongues down in
each other's throats. He was grinding his waistline
all over me I could feel his cock pressing against my
stomach and my cock, causing me to swell with lust and
raging hormones of a horny young man getting it on in
secret with an older man that was putting his little
world at risk for a moment of bliss.
 Then he slowed up and asked me if I ever had sex with
a man when I had fooled around before. I said yes but
the man in particular was nothing himself to ever
reconsider. That he (Dave) was the hottest man that I
had finally gotten the chance to be with. With that in
mind he laid back down on top me and kissed me really
deep till he sat up and wanted me to suck his cock. I
opened up and took his cock. I had been thinking about
for hours on end. He grabbed my head from behind added
some force. He let out some mild moans that caused me
to moan along with him. Then he asked me if he where
to cum early could we keep going? I said "sure we
could do this all night if we need to". So back in my
mouth his cock went. I was on my knee's, he was
standing up holding my head doing the occasional
thrust and slamming of his cock deep into my mouth and
holding it there before pulling my head back off and
resuming normal flow of the blowjob. Then I felt his
cock start to swell in my mouth a little bit more each
time he would ram it in deep. I could taste his
pre-cum oozing out of him and into my mouth. He
started to moan some more thus making me moan along
also. I could feel his manhood tightening up in my
mouth and expanding. His hands started to grip my head
a little harder as he tells me he is about to cum.
Then he takes full control and fucks my face with his
cock ramming in and out of my mouth like jack hammer.
I could taste the moment beginning to happen as he
slams his dick to the back of my throat and shoots his
nut filling my mouth and throat full that I started to
gag and he let loose so I could let some of it out
(this was the first time I had gone this far with a
man).
 He sat down with me and kissed on me while we relaxed
on the ground. Then we started playing around with
each other again and he turned me over on my stomach
and spit all over my ass and his cock. Then he got on
top of me and started pushing his rock hard dick into
my ass. At first it started to hurt a little bit but I
was excited about it that it soon went away as he
slowly and deeply rammed his cock into me giving me
extreme amounts of pleasure. He worked his way up into
a steady pace and since he had already gotten one nut
he was able to take this to a whole new level. He lay
on top of me with his body using his hips to do all
the fucking. So I could feel his chest hairs and hear
him breathing in my ear as his flesh pops against my
flesh. Then he sits me up in a doggy style position
and keeps at it like a pro in a battle for dominion.
His balls slapping into my balls with his hands
gripping my waist with all his might as he thrust his
cock into me like he was exercising all the rage he
had ever had but was doing it out of love. He would
then start to dig it deep into me making me moan with
ecstasy as he placed his hands on my back and applied
pressure pushing my head and half my back into the
dirt while he carved his way through my large
intestines.
 Then after about 20 to 25 minutes of hard grudge
fucking from behind he turns me over so he can see my
face and I could see his. He then laid missionary on
me and fucked me a little slower but with out losing
any thrill to it. I wrapped my arms around him and we
moaned out together and started kissing while he
fucked me like I wanted to be fucked. Then he sat up
after about 15 minutes of that and pushed my legs up
and watched me being fucked. He anticipated as much as
I was for that feeling we were going to both get from
him cuming. He sped up and kept it going deep and hard
every time never loosing a beat. Then he clamped his
hands around my chest and told me he was ready. His
rhythm began to increase and his hits began to smack
into me twice as hard. As I could feel it in his body
and his cock was swelling in me. He reached down and
gave me a kiss then let loose as his eyes started to
roll Back in his head while his fist clenched up my
boy breast' screaming "oh yea man, UH, UH, UH, UH,
FUCK YEA!!!! And then he shot so hard in me that he
was cuming and having an orgasm for over a minute.  It
sent me into a raging full on orgasm where my ass
muscle tightened up and squeezed his righteous cock
into pumping more of his seed into my body so that he
can always live inside me. After the storm let down we
laid with each other for other hour or so him with his
dick still inside me where he just left a deposit for
services rendered and boy was he pleased. I can't wait
till I get my tip."

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