Date: Sat, 5 Dec 2009 15:58:32 -0400 From: Chris Johns Subject: Max Pt 2 Usual rules Everyone Max Part 2 - I Build Two Dreams Both of us slept through the night and once again I was awake before Max. When he woke he looked round him first before settling his eyes on me. I didn't know what to say to start with so we just looked at each other. I could see confusion in his look, that was ok, I expected to. I could see fear, again I expected to. I could see shame and I didn't understand that. "Hello Max, how are you feeling?" Silence, and eyes turned away from me. "When I saw the state of your bottom last night I had to call the Ambulance because I couldn't handle that level of damage. I had to call the police as well. I'm sorry, I don't know what they will do with you now. I will try to keep you and look after you but I'm only twenty one so I think they may take you away from me." "Why would you want me, my daddy doesn't." "Your daddy is out of his mind. I love you Max, I want to spend my life showing you how much I love you. I don't ever want to hurt you or embarrass you like I witnessed on Sunday night." He shook his head and then without warning he went rigid and almost screamed, "I need to pee." I looked round quickly for a bed pan. I found it, pulled his bed covers off, raised his gown quickly and placed the pan under his penis. I held it into the bowl and he loosed about a gallon of his morning pee. We didn't spill a drop. I put the pan down under the bed, straightened him up and then wiped my hand across my forehead, laughed and said, "Phew that was close." He cried. I cuddled him. A nurse came in and I explained what had just happened but nothing else. She looked at Max's notes and left. A few minutes later Ray Stevens came in. "Are you ok Guy?" I nodded. "Right young Max, how are you feeling this morning?" He looked at me first and then said. "I'm sore and my bottom hurts. Am I going to be alright Sir?" "I think so Max, I'll sort out your bottom in a minute but first I need to ask you some questions. Mr. Stevens can stay as your guardian until that can be sorted legally." "Can you tell me what was used to make your bottom blue/black, and what was used to damage your insides?" Max looked devastated but shook his head. "I'm sorry Max, I'm sure this is very embarrassing but if you don't tell me you will have to tell the police." Now Max looked frightened, so I cuddled him again. "Please Max, tell the Doctor what he wants to know, we think we do already but just need to confirm it." "You won't want me if I tell, you'll think I'm unclean." "Never in a million years Max, I'm going to look after you somehow." We did some cajoling and eventually through a bucket of tears he told us. "After you left on Sunday, Daddy spanked me for ages and then fucked me. He kept spanking me and fucking me all through the day on Monday until I couldn't stand. While I was recovering he piled all my things into rubbish bags and told me he was going to bury me with all my rubbish and forget I ever existed, but he took me to the Youth Centre and gave me away to Guy." He couldn't talk for ages after that. Ray left me to console him but came back a few minutes later. "I taped all that Guy, with any kind of luck he won't have to repeat that." I moved away from Max so that Ray and I could talk about him. "Good, but what are we going to do with him, this would turn most boys into basket cases?" "I know, we will get a psychiatrist into see him but to be honest with you the best thing that could happen to him would be for someone to just love him and show him that he is loved. It wouldn't matter who that someone was, or how old he was, I would back him to the hilt to be able to keep this boy." "You know, don't you?" "I think so Guy, you are very young to take on this kind of responsibility but I can see that you love Max, I don't care why or how, but if you can look after him, and more importantly want to I'll do everything in my power to make it happen." "I want to, if Max will have me I want to love and protect him. I will never hurt him, I will cherish him forever if he will let me." "I guess we just have to let Max make the decision then and I will start the wheels churning on this one. I'll leave you to talk about it." Christ, I didn't realise I was that obvious. I looked at Max and he was staring at me again with that confused look in his eyes. "What?" I said and shrugged my shoulders. Tears started to course down his cheeks and he replied. "I'm disgusting, I've had my father's cock in my arse, lots of times, and I pee myself. He used to make me drink my own pee sometimes as well. Why would you want to touch something as disgusting as me?" I couldn't decide whether to keep it serious or try to lighten it up. The latter I thought was what was needed at the same time as I let him know how I felt. I put my finger to my lips, looked at the ceiling and went, "Mmm," then I looked at him and continued, "Could it be because I love you and think you are a devastatingly wonderful boy who I can imagine spending the rest of my life with." I moved in on him then taking him in my arms and stroking his hair. "I love you Max, I think I did the first day I saw you in the Youth Centre, please let me look after you." The crying got more vocal then. "I can't, I just want to die, please leave me alone." I wondered how long this abuse had been going on and if the previous 24 hours was just the straw that broke the camel's back. I didn't know what to do. I rang the emergency button and Ray came back in. I had tears in my eyes as I told him. "Max doesn't want me, he just wants to be allowed to die. Please help us Ray, I love him so much." Ray was an MD, this was way outside of his sphere of medicine. He could, and did get Max physically well but the mental side was a monster. The long and short of it was that Max was moved to a mental facility when he was physically well. Ray put him out again for his final examination because he thought that penetrating him, even as a doctor would be too traumatic. He called me into look. I could have cried with relief. His bottom looked perfect again and his anus was all closed up and slightly puckered. Ray spread him as wide as he could for me to look at the inside. It was all pink and smooth, no scarring that I could see. Ray lubed a finger and gently caressed Max's inside. "It's as smooth as silk Guy, the boy is physically as perfect as he was before, now we just pray that Tom Cassidy can make him well again mentally. I'll introduce you to him and let him guide you in your actions." Max was kept under observation, he said he wanted to die but he wasn't, or didn't appear to be particularly suicidal. I was allowed to see him regularly as long as he didn't object. He didn't but he was definitely puzzled as to why I hung around. When he asked Tom at one of their sessions Tom told him it was because I loved him very much. When we were together I told Max about the activities at the Youth Club, I also told him about my home. "I have bought a proper house Max, it is quite small but it has two bedrooms, both with their own bathrooms. I have furnished yours all in lime washed pine and had all your clothes cleaned and put away neatly ready for when you come home." I showed him some posters of rolling hills and pretty villages like the ones on our camping weekend. I thought they would be calming for him to start with. "Would you like me to get these framed and hung on your walls?" "Why?" "Why what, Max?" "Why are you doing all this?" "Because I love you and want you to have a nice home to come back to when you are ready." Nothing more was said to me but Tom told me that at their next session he thought he had made a break through. "When Max asked me why you were wasting your money making a nice home for him I told him. `Guy is praying that it won't be a waste and that one day you will want to go with him and let him show you how much he loves you.' His next question was why you could love him when he is so disgusting. I told him there was no logical explanation for love, it was just an emotion that humans had. I told him in your case he should be pleased because a love as deep as Guy has for you is rare." Our conversations after that got wider in content and he started asking questions about our camping trips which were a regular occurrence during the summer months. We got his GCSE results through and they were quite respectable. "What `A' Levels are you going to do Max when you go back to school?" I think that was the final breakthrough. He could consider school without the shame of knowing he had been spanked and fucked every day. Yes, Tom had discovered that the abuse had been going on for a couple of years getting worse as his father dove deeper into his own slimy mind. "What will you do with me if I come to live with you?" "Oh I don't know, probably drag you along to Youth Club with me a couple of times a week, but not until you have finished your homework assignments, take you to the gym with me to get you fit and find exciting places to take you at weekends. I'll probably want to cuddle you a lot at home as well while I tell you how lucky I think I am to have you living with me." I saw the smile, and the tears formed in my eyes. He saw those too and the smile disappeared to be replaced by a look of concern. "What's the matter Guy, what have I done?" "Oh nothing much, you just smiled for the first time in a couple of months. Can I give you a kiss Max, to show you how happy I am?" He nodded and I kissed him very gently on the lips. Take the risk I thought because that was where I could demonstrate my love best. I pulled back and he said, "Doesn't it disgust you touching me knowing what I have done?" "Are you kidding. If you would let me I'd kiss every inch of you, don't you get it Max, I really love you, I love everything about you, inside and out." Nothing more that day, he asked me to leave and I wondered if I had blown it. I was full of trepidation the next day when I went in to see him and I needn't have been. Tom met me at the entrance with a wide smile across his face, and walked with me to Max's room, standing at the door as I entered. Max's few possessions were packed, the room was cleared ready for a new incumbent and Max was stood looking ready for the outside. "I want to see my new bedroom today Guy and stay with you if that is alright?" That one sentence had obviously cost him a huge amount of courage because as soon as he finished his shoulders slumped and I thought he was going to fall over. I moved to him quickly and took him in my arms to steady him. I looked at Tom, he was smiling and he nodded. "Not a problem Guy, we both missed it because of Max's condition but he is sixteen now, we don't need anyone else's permission for him to live with you. You will look after him won't you?" I grinned like a Cheshire Cat. "Are you kidding, I'm going to smother this boy in so much love he's going to wonder what's hit him." He absolutely loved his room but then he looked sad. "What is it Max?" "How can you cuddle me if I am in this room and you are in yours?" "Well, we can cuddle before bed and if you ever want sleep time cuddles my bed is big enough for both of us." He grinned and that night I had him in my bed for cuddles that lasted the whole night. The next morning he kissed me, nothing light about this one. This was a kiss that was meant, I had such a hard erection by the time he broke the kiss that it hurt. Max looked embarrassed. "I'm sorry Guy if I did that, I just wanted to show you that I love you as well and to say thank you for making me better again." He was looking in awe at my cock, it was quite big and so very hard. "Not a problem youngster, breakfast after our morning shower ok?" "Mmm, I'd like that." "Good, go and pamper yourself in your bathroom and I'll see you in the kitchen." He almost bounced out of my bedroom and I watched with tears in my eyes at his perfect little posterior all pink and clear. I watched Max carefully over the next few days. I was working mainly from home and he was never very far from me. He watched quite a lot of TV and started to read books from my collection. I noted the books he read to see if there was any pattern that would show particular interest. He made no suggestions about going out other than to Youth Club and the Gym with me. He had lost the hunted look and appeared to be quite happy. He mixed better with the other boys, more confidently, but didn't strike up any special friendships. I asked him what `A' Levels he was going to do and he said, "Oh, I had to make the decision before school finished for the summer." I telephoned the school to confirm what Max had told me. He would be starting back the next week so we needed to be sure. Geography, History and Economics with a half in Computing, it sounded like an interesting selection. "What are you going to wear to school Max?" threw him for a moment and then he smiled. "I'm lower sixth so I don't have to wear uniform. I guess I'll wear jeans most days." Everything appeared normal with him and I was pleased, and relieved. He had taken to the gym quite well and I was looking for the body tone to improve. I thought he would be even more edible as it did, he was already puting on weight which he needed to really. Most important for me was that he slept with me every night. I loved it but it became very frustrating because I wanted to make love to him. Because of the trauma with his father raping him I didn't want to broach the subject. I had no idea whether he was gay or not. He never talked about girls and he never appeared to be interested in any of the boys at Youth Club. He patently loved cuddles, didn't mind me kissing him on the lips and didn't get embarrassed any more if I saw him with an erection, or vice versa. He did look at my cock when it was hard but I couldn't see any desire in his eyes just curiosity really. The day before he went back to school the police told me that Max's father had confessed so Max would not be called as a witness, the case as far as we were concerned was closed, the man would go to prison meaning Max would not have to worry at all about him. I told Max at dinner that night and he just nodded until we had cleared away and were sat in the lounge talking. "I never told you why my Dad started abusing me Guy, but now that he is gone I feel able to talk about it." I butted in quickly, "You don't have to Max, I don't want you dredging up old memories and upsetting yourself." "It's ok Guy, I know I'm loved now so it doesn't matter." His look as he said that made me realise that at last he did accept my love happily. "He caught me beating off when I was thirteen, which was when he spanked me the first time. The next day he made me beat off in front of him before he fucked me for the first time. I couldn't believe the pain so when he threatened to do it again I wet myself. That was when he started making me wear nappies. Each time he threatened me I wet myself so he would use that as an excuse to thrash me and then he would fuck me anyway." I cuddled him and kissed him all over his face after he finished telling me and I had told him how sorry I was and that he would never have to do anything he didn't want to while he lived with me. "Oh good, I don't like washing up so I don't have to do it, right." I laughed, "Wrong, I meant you wouldn't have to do any of the nasty things you did with your Dad, homework, chores etc. are not part of the deal." He grinned at me and just said "Spoilsport." I tickled him then and had him howling with laughter. When I stopped he got all serious. "Guy, are you gay?" Phew, where did that come from? "Yes, does that answer worry you?" "Only if the reason you took an interest in me is because you want my body." "Mmm, how many nights have you slept with me naked?" "Quite a few." "And how many times have I touched you in a sexual way?" "None." "Does that answer your question?" "Partially. Would you like to make love to me?" "Yes, for me it would be the natural way to show you how much I love you. I guess because you are a delightful and sexy young man there would be a big chunk of lust in my actions but mainly it would be to show my love for you." "Will you make love to me tonight?" "Are you kidding, I would be delighted to." I couldn't believe he was being so bold. Where was this shy little boy that had plucked at my heart strings only a few months ago? I was going to make exquisite love to him this night. I wasn't terribly experienced myself but I was going to pull out all the stops to make it memorable for him. I was not however going to penetrate him. I wanted to show him that anal intercourse wasn't necessary. His father had done way too much of that and I thought he might associate that act with pain and degradation. No way was I going to allow that to happen. I was almost crying with happiness as I caressed my lover, he was so responsive. I didn't go anywhere near his bottom so he never tensed up at all. He lay still just soaking up the attention I was smothering him with. I kissed and caressed all of him apart from his butt. When I had him purring with the pleasure I was giving him I took his cock in my mouth and gave his glans a tongue bath before moving to his ball sac. It didn't take long then for me to have a mouthful of boy juice. I sucked gently until I was sure I had all of it and he was quite soft again before sliding back up his body kissing my way to his lips and then just cuddling him. Neither of us said a word for ages. "I want to do that to you now Guy, is that all right?" I hugged him closer and told him another time but tonight he could just snuggle into me and we would sleep. I had waited months to do this I could wait a little longer for him to satisfy me. He felt my erection and said, "But it isn't fair I can feel how much you want to." "No my love, you can feel the physical want but my mind wants your memory of this first time to be clear that what I did to you was out of my love for you not my lust." I'm not sure he understood me then but the next evening when he came in from school he had obviously thought about it. "I know now that you love me Guy, when we make love again you can do anything you like with my body. I give it you with all my love." Gentle kiss then the stern guardian. "Off you go, assignments first. When you are finished we'll hit the gym and then a late supper tonight, ok." He grinned, "Yes Master, whatever you say." "Would you like me to be your Master?" That question stopped him at the door where he turned, looked at me intently and then asked. "If I said yes what would you do with me?" "Oh I don't know, beat you and fuck you probably," and then just as his facial expression started to change I added, "I'd beat you for erotic effect and if I entered you it would be so gently and then only if you wanted me to. But before any of that I would want us to have a long and sensuous period 69ing." He grinned, "Mmm, I might like that." Then he got serious again. "Would your cock in my butt really be good Guy, for both of us?" "Mmm, it should be, I would do everything in my power to make sure you enjoyed it because I know how awful it was with your father, but with me it would be done with love." Nothing else, he went off to do homework and no doubt think. We had a terrific workout he was really puting his back into it and looking at himself in the full length mirrors each time to see if he could determine the improvements in his physique. "It won't happen overnight my love, but already your skin glows with good health and everywhere is beginning to look tighter. When we get home I'll take some photos and then we'll compare them with you in about three months." He looked so disappointed I wanted to hug him. He was surprised when I told him to leave his briefs on for the photos. "Don't you want me naked?" I leered at him. "Mmm, but not yet, these photos are for education not porn." He laughed, I loved it. We hadn't had anal intercourse yet, but he had decided he wanted it and not getting him naked at the drop of a hat somehow conveyed to him that I loved him and didn't just lust him so he wasn't overly worried. That night we did take the big step. Max opened the proceedings so to speak. "Will you hurt me when you put that inside me Guy?" He pointed at my cock which was already rampant. "Probably a little. I will be very gentle and open you up properly first with lots of lubricant. After I get my glans over your sphincter I will hold still until what pain there is goes away and then I will slowly increase the penetration until you are uncomfortable or just tell me to stop, is that ok?" "My daddy used to go straight in in one go, with no lubricant. Just before he got all the way in I used to get another bad jolt of pain, will it be the same with you?" "Possibly, I call it the second barrier, it happens when I enter your large intestine. I won't go that far in if you tell me not to. Depending on your internal structure I would probably hit it at about seven inches and I don't have much more than that." He thought about it while he played with me. "Can I tell you to stop after I feel what it is like having you in me?" "Of course lover, you call the shots all the time. I want you to want this as much as I do so you go as far as you are comfortable with." I spent ages kissing and caressing him. I got him to turn over and spread his legs wide and raised his bottom by placing pillows under him. I lay over his back and whispered in his ear. "I won't penetrate you in this position Max, I just want to play with your bottom and open you up. I will turn you over and tell you exactly what I am doing this first time as I get ready to penetrate you." It was all a bit clinical I suppose because the most important thing was for him not to be scared about something that previously had caused him so much pain and shame. It worked, he remained relaxed while I showed him how much I loved him and when I slipped my glans over his sphincter his almond shaped eyes opened up like saucers. "That feels amazing Guy, it doesn't hurt at all, will you feed me some more?" I slid in about six inches and held it. "If I go any further you will definitely feel pain Max but it will go away again quite quickly, but you will get a bit of pain every time I push in if I go to my limit." "Do it Guy, give me all of you, I will stop you if it hurts too much." He was amazing. I don't think he took his eyes off mine once while I slowly fucked him with long strokes, varying my angle of entry as often as I could to make it more erotic for him. I saw him wince as I went over the second barrier each time but he told me to keep going. We both had wonderful orgasms but not mind bending, I think it was because of all the clinical type talk. The morning after our first anal loving Max was positively glowing. His expression was a little coy as he looked at me across the breakfast table. "I loved having you inside me last night. Is that alright?" I grinned at him. "Any reason to suppose it wasn't?" He shook his head. "I always associated it with something shameful but you made me feel so good last night." "Max, it was very clinical last night because it was our first time and I didn't want to frighten you. When I do it again all you will have to do is go with your feelings, there will be nothing but my love for you to think about and you will know beyond a doubt that what we are doing is good, not bad, because I am going to take you to Paradise." One very happy boy went off to school and this one was just as happy going off to work. That night I made love to him. No explanations no verbal briefing, nothing but pure loving. No Gym, no youth club so quite early we went off to shower. I gave him two douches first and explained why. No problem and my next contact with him was when he walked into my bedroom naked and glowing with love and anticipation. My lovely boy was as ready as he was ever going to be for some serious man on man loving. Not much more to say about our love making after that. I did take him to Paradise then, and most other nights that we made love. I let him fuck me one night as well and he loved it, almost bouncing off me when he had calmed down after fucking me doggy fashion. We never looked back really, he never took another lover and nor did I. We were both lucky finding our soul mate so young, we had our whole life together. ========================================================================== Sorry, I told you porkies, I forgot I had written a short third chapter which I will post in a couple of days. It doesn't do much more than describe Guy and Max's second night of anal sex and rounding off the ending.