Date: Sat, 04 Aug 2012 21:20:07 +0400 From: Doctor Fox Subject: Mayday with Pavel Part One Mayday with Pavel Part One A story by Doctor Fox I met Pavel in the street on a warm May Day evening. It was early, about eight, and starting to get dark. Because it was a holiday, there were lots of people out enjoying the warm night air, listening to the buskers and sampling food and drink from the stalls that lined the main road through the city centre, now closed to traffic as it was every weekend, so that people could stroll its mile length unimpeded and unimperilled. I had seen a couple of interesting boys near a sandwich stall, one dark-haired, with a beaky, hooked nose, the other with a holed, grey cardigan held together with safety pins, no socks, ill-fitting black shoes. That was Max. He was famed for sucking off men in the park. He was thirteen, looked about ten and razor-thin. His eyes were always a little desperate, black ringed, as though he were 'on' something. I knew him vaguely, though I hadn't at that time taken advantage of his skills. Pavel was a bit taller, a bit fuller in the shoulders, but still wirily thin, with hips that would fit through a coat-hanger. He had an open face, very cute, corn-blond hair cut in a ragged fringe, and his eyes were the greeny-blue colour of the sea. Height-wise, he reached my shoulder.He was looking at videotapes, an assortment of Hollywood blockbusters, probably pirated, and Russian classics crammed together in a box on a table and selling at 30 roubles per film. He was wearing a jumper in light green, with yellow zig-zags threaded through the wool, and dark turquoise tracksuit trousers with a discreet Recbock logo near the left hip. His once-white trainers were not branded, and splitting along the seams. I lit a cigarette and joined him at the video-stall. 'James Bond,' I said. 'What?' He half-turned his head. 'James Bond,' I repeated, tapping a box that contained Doctor No. 'I like James Bond, do you?' 'It's OK,' he said. He half-closed his eyes, appraising me. 'Can I have a cigarette?' I slid one out of the pack and handed it over. 'Russian,' he said contemptuously. 'You got any Marlboroughs?' 'No,' I said. 'Do you like those better?' 'Yes.' 'I'll get you some if you want,' I said. He looked at me again, considering, then shook his head, took it and allowed me to light it for him. The suck he took was long, deep and clearly satisfying. I asked him what films he did like. 'Russian ones,' he said. 'Are you American?' 'No, English.' 'Oh.' He drew on the cigarette again. 'What do you do here?' 'I live here,' I said. 'In a flat over there.' I waved my hand vaguely towards the apartment block which towered over the bookshop a few hundred metres down the road. He seemed to consider again. 'You hungry?' he asked. 'A little. Are you?' 'Yes. Do you want to eat somewhere?' My heart leapt. Was he asking me out on a date? 'Sure,' I said. 'Wherever you like.' We left the stall and strolled down the street to the Moscow Hotel. He raised a hand to some other boys. 'That's Max,' he remarked. 'Do you know him?' 'I know of him,' I said. 'But you never been with him? He'd suck you off for a few roubles. Cheapest action in town.' I acted surprised. 'Really? I didn't know that.' I left a beat. 'What about you?' 'What about me?' 'Do you suck men off for a few roubles?' He grunted. 'I'm not gay like Max.' 'Or cheap?' I said, raising an eyebrow. 'You're fresh,' he snorted, drawing on the cigarette. 'You don't have to be gay to enjoy a blow-job,' I stated. 'Everyone likes getting sucked off.' He tossed his spent cigarette into the road. 'Is that a fact?' 'Sure. You do, don't you?' He grunted again. 'You're fresh,' he repeated. 'What's your name?' 'Fox,' I said, 'Doctor Fox. What about you?' 'Pavel,' he said. He led me into a plastic gazebo attached to the front of the Moscow Hotel. 'Here's good.' We sat in two purple, plastic chairs at a white plastic table which was covered in a red-and-white checked tablecloth marked with cigarette burns and ash-stains. He looked at the menu while I ordered a beer. 'What do you want to drink, Pavel?' I asked. 'Same,' he said. 'Two beers,' I told the waitress. She looked slightly disapproving but brought them anyway, green bottles of Baltika 3 cold from the fridge and running in condensation. We ordered a shashlik each, sausage and side-salads, and then started talking. Pavel, (he preferred the petname Pasha), lived with his older brother. Their parents had split up, then Mum had died and Dad had cleared off, leaving them struggling to pay the rent on a home Pasha said had a great big hole in one wall. They used it instead of a door, he said. His brother, an unemployed labourer, was rarely at home. He was knocking about with some woman on the other side of town. I tutted sympathetically when Pasha told me he stayed out as long as he could to avoid his brother, especially if he was drunk or had argued with his girlfriend. Both seemed frequent occurrences, and then he would take his anger out on his kid brother, often with his fists. Besides, Pasha added, the flat had rats and roaches and the bedding was always damp. I asked what he lived on. 'My brother gives me ten roubles a week for food,' he said, shovelling chunks of cucumber into his mouth. 'That's not much,' I said. 'It's all he can afford,' said Pasha defensively. 'He can't get work. He has a bad back. That's why he's angry all that time. And he was saddled with me because our parents were shit.' That sounded like his brother's words. 'Your mother died,' I said. 'You can't blame her for that.' 'All right, my father was shit.' Pasha tore at the bread with his teeth, then swallowed a mouthful of beer straight from the bottle. 'He was always drunk and he has a bad back too.' I laughed. 'How old is your brother?' 'Twenty-six.' Pasha ripped meat from the wooden skewer. 'And you?' 'Thirteen.' I wondered if his brother ever made him do stuff, Max-like stuff, but I didn't ask. He might be touchy about it, and I didn't want to put him off. Instead I sucked on my beer then on the sausage. I caught his eye, and wound my tongue suggestively round the sausage tip. Pasha giggled, blushed, and swallowed more beer. I didn't eat much. I wasn't too hungry. Excitement and anticipation dulled my appetite. I lit another cigarette, gave one to the boy. He drew on it greedily. 'I'll get you some Marlboroughs later,' I said. 'There's a kiosk on the corner near my house.' He wiped his lips with the back of his hand and burped softly. 'I haven't eaten like that for days,' he said. 'I tend to live on sandwiches, bread, cheese, you know? And tea. I drink lots of tea.' I ordered two glasses. He lived in the north of the city, about three miles away, up beyond the Aurora Cinema. He had walked into the centre for the May Day festivities with a couple of friends. They had gone on a few rides at the fairground in First of May Square, then split up, his friends wandering off to meet their parents, and Pasha had been left to himself. 'What about school? Do you go to school?' I asked. 'Sure,' he said. 'I like school. It's fun. We learn all sorts of stuff.' 'Like English?' He smiled a little, sipped his tea. 'A few words.' 'Like?' 'Hello,' he said in heavily accented English. 'How do you do?' I laughed. 'Very good,' I said. 'Anything else?' He looked up at me coyly from under his blond eyelashes. 'I love you,' he said, and giggled again. I noticed he had dimples. I have a weakness for dimples. I felt my heart flutter. We finished our tea and I paid the check. Twenty roubles, or so. I made sure Pasha saw a wad of notes bulging in my wallet. I sensed rather than saw his sea-green eyes widen. Then we stepped out into the warm, enveloping darkness. 'What do you want to do now?' I asked. He shrugged. 'Don't mind. More beer?' He looked at me again. 'And you promised me Marlboroughs.' We went to the kiosk on the corner of my street and bought two bottles of beer and twenty Marlborough Red, then went to sit on the wall outside the House of Books. It was dark by now, about ten o'clock. He didn't seem in any hurry. 'Are you married?' he asked suddenly. 'No,' I laughed. 'Why?' I glanced at his face. 'I'm gay,' I said. 'I prefer men.' 'Oh,' he said, and fell silent. He drank more beer. 'Do you live alone?' he said eventually. 'Yes,' I said. 'Just me, the television, and the porno films.' He laughed, then frowned. He seemed to be wrestling mentally, whether to go or to stay. 'I need a piss,' he said suddenly. 'Hold my beer.' He thrust the bottle into my hand and slid off the wall backwards. I watched as he pulled his cock out, though I couldn't really see anything in the dark, but I saw the stream of pale piss arc from his body to splash against the wall. 'Don't watch me,' he said, 'Watch the street, you know? Keep a look-out.' They were closing up at the Hotel Moscow over the road. The disapproving matron was wiping down tables and tipping spent cigarettes into her hand. The splashing stopped, Pasha scrambled back on to the wall. 'Where do you live?' he said. 'Up there.' I pointed to my balcony nine stories overhead. 'I bet you get a great view,' he said. 'You wanna see?' I asked carefully. He hesitated for a moment, then nodded. 'Yes. I want to get off the street anyway. I'm getting cold.' He stood up. 'Have you got any vodka?' 'Yeah,' I said. 'Good.' His eyes locked onto mine. 'Let's go.' We walked round the corner and up the narrow alley to my building, tossing our empty bottles into the great blue skip which served as our communal rubbish bins. We crossed the threadbare grass, through the front door and waited quietly for the elevator. I smiled at him warmly. The ninth floor was the top floor, and there were just two flats, locked away behind an iron security door which I unlocked with a Yale key. The door opened outwards, and I ushered him through. Then I opened the front door to my apartment and stepped in. Pasha followed. The door clicked shut behind him. He jumped slightly. 'Welcome to my home,' I said. I gave him a quick tour, the blue and white-tiled kitchen with its four-ring gas stove, narrow worktops, deep white sink, steel draining board, cupboards, fridge, then the bathroom - "You have a bath!" he exclaimed - and the living room/bedroom. This was a long, fairly narrow room, with a rug laid out on the floor, a TV on a stand, a desk against the wall by the the doors to the balcony, and the bed, an opened-out sofa with a pillow and a duvet, on the other side. A couple of armchairs stood at the foot of the bed, facing the TV. He wanted to see the view, so I pulled back the net curtains, unlatched the doors, and let him out. The night air was cool, the southern part of the city below a sparkling sea of lights. The large black dome of the Cathedral dominated the skyline, a hulking outline against the darkness. Down below, First of May Square was emptying as stalls were dismantled and packed away until the next morning. Pasha leaned against the rail and released a globule of spit. He watched it fall slowly, then timidly said 'Can I have a bath?' 'Sure.' I was surprised. It was eleven o'clock. 'But you'll have to have it now. They switch the water off at midnight.' Which was true. In an effort to conserve water, the City Council turned off the mains supplies between the hours of midnight and six a.m. every day. He didn't seem to mind, and watched as I put in the plug, and added a capful of Radox bath-foam to the running hot water. 'That's good,' he said. 'I like bubbles.' He sat on the edge of the tub and prised off his trainers to reveal pink socks. They came off next. His feet were very pale, quite small. 'Could I have some vodka please?' he asked, sounding like a little boy. 'What? Now?' 'Yeah. For the bath.' I shrugged and went to the kitchen and got the ice-cold Stolichnaya from the freezer. I poured a glass and returned to the bathroom. He had taken off his sweater and stood in a white vest and his tracksuit trousers. 'Where should I put it?' he asked. 'Give it to me,' I said, picking up his trainers and socks. 'Here.' I handed him the glass. His eyes widened. 'Too much?' I asked. 'Are you trying to get me drunk?' he said. 'You don't have to drink it all,' I said. He took a large mouthful and pulled a face as the strong alcohol bit into his throat. Then he placed it on the corner of the tub. The bath was half-full now. I ran my fingers through the bubbly water. It was hot, so I added some cold as Pasha pulled off his vest. His upper body was pale like his feet, and thin. His pink nipples were almost invisible. There wasn't an ounce of fat on him. His arms were thin, spindly almost, and his stomach flat. 'Right,' I said. 'It's ready, I think.' He smiled. 'I haven't had a bath for weeks,' he said. 'Our shower doesn't work so well. I have to go to the public bathhouse for a proper wash.' 'Well,' I said, 'Enjoy it.' I was waiting for him to get in. He was waiting for me to leave. I left. He shut the door behind me. Then he called me back. He was now in his pants, pale brown briefs. His legs were short and hairless and his hips almost non-existent. 'You forgot my trousers,' he said, giving me the turquoise trackies. I went to the kitchen, poured myself a large vodka, lit a cigarette and sat at the table. What to do? Here was a boy I fancied, with the kind of hair, eyes, face, body and figure that I found intensely attractive in my bath, drinking my vodka and showing no sign of wanting to go home. He knew I lived alone. He knew I was gay ? I had not concealed this ? and yet he was here, in the bathtub. What would he do when he had finished? I didn't want him to get dressed and go, but I wasn't sure what would happen if he stayed. Should I make a move? Should I proposition him, offer him money? Should I encourage him to go? Of course I should. He was thirteen. I was nearly forty. I pressed his clothes, his sweater, his vest, his socks, against my face and inhaled in the mixed scent of sweat and smoke and boy. It made me giddy. If he walked away, could I bear it, another failure, another opportunity let go, another occasion where I had 'done the decent thing' and passed? I took his clothes into the living room and folded them into a neat pile on the bed. I turned the main light off, put the bedside one on. It created a more intimate atmosphere. Then I went on the balcony to finish my cigarette. It was half-past eleven. The city was still now, the air quite cool. Only a few people were making their way home along the main road. I drank more vodka. I would play it by ear, see where the evening took us. If he wanted to go, I would let him. If he wanted to stay, I would let him. If he wanted to do anything, well?.. 'Fox!' I heard him calling. 'Fox.' I opened the bathroom door. The room was steamy, the mirror steamed up. He was sitting up in the middle of the tub He had the glass of vodka in his right hand. He had drunk about half of it. The tub was deep and long, but the water reached the rim. Some had lapped over onto the floor. The bubbles reached his chin. I regretted the bubbles. I couldn't see anything through them. 'There's no towel,' he said, 'And you could bring the vodka bottle. Where are my clothes?' he asked when I returned. 'On the bed,' I replied. 'You want more vodka now?' 'Yes, just a splash.' 'And the towel?' He sipped the vodka. 'On the floor.' I did as I was told, and went back to the living room with the vodka bottle, the ashtray and the packet of Marlboroughs. I didn't want him to feel threatened or pressured. I wanted him to feel he was in control. On the other hand, I didn't want him to think I wasn't interested... I put all the stuff on the floor, sat in the armchair nearest the bed and turned on the TV. There was a patriotic concert from Moscow, folk dancers and a military band and choir. I lowered the volume, and waited. Then I decided to prepare. I took off my trainers and socks, stripped off my jeans, and sat in my boxers and a plain grey T-shirt. Suddenly he appeared in the doorway. He was wearing the pale brown briefs and carrying the vodka glass. His wet hair was darker now, and stuck up like stray stalks of straw. 'Good bath,' he said. 'What's the concert?' He was looking at my legs. 'Something for May Day,' I answered, 'From Moscow.' I was trying not to devour his pale, slender body was my eyes, which was difficult, especially when he sat in the armchair next to me, stretched out his bare legs and crossed his feet at his ankles. He helped himself to a cigarette, flicking the ash into the saucer on the floor, and drank some more vodka. 'Do you like this music?' I asked. 'It's OK,' he said. 'You got any videos?' 'Yes. What do you like?' He grinned. 'Sexy films,' he said. 'You got any sexy films?' 'Yes,' I said. 'I've got one or two. Is that what you really want?' Stupid question. He's a thirteen year old boy. 'I've got James Bond, and Harry Potter.' 'Harry Potter later,' he said. 'Sexy films now.' 'It's nearly midnight,' I said. 'Won't your brother be worried about you?' 'He won't notice,' said Pasha dismissively. 'Besides, I generally don't go to bed till 2 anyway. Why? Do you want me to go?' 'No,' I said hastily, 'No.' I got out of the chair and crossed to the cabinet under the TV where the video cassettes were kept. I had three locally made porn films, one straight, two gay, which I had purchased at the only sex shop in town. 'What do you want? Gay or straight?' 'You choose,' he said. 'It's your house.' I chose the straight one, and inserted it into the player. 'Fast forward through the boring bits,' he said, 'You know, when they go to the house and flirt and all that crap. Get to the action.' The story, such as it was, involved a plumber calling on a busty, blonde housewife who answered the door in a very flimsy, very short black dress. The images flashed past, the snogging, the shirt coming off to reveal a ripped torsos, the jeans coming off to reveal a massive, thick and very hard cock, the dress coming off to reveal huge breasts. 'OK,' Pasha said, and I slowed it back to normal. The woman knelt at the plumber's feet and started licking his cock. He put his hand on her head and thrust it into her mouth. Her cheek bulged. Pasha drank more vodka, crushed his cigarette into the saucer, shifted in the chair, flexed his toes, leaned forward, cradling the glass in his hands. I found myself getting hard. I wasn't sure I wanted him to see, not yet anyway. The plumber stuck his fingers into the woman's fanny. Pasha whimpered slightly. I glanced out of the corner of my eye. He had a huge bulge in his briefs. He gulped more vodka. The glass was almost empty now. His bulge seemed to swell a little more. So did mine. The plumber flipped the woman on to her hands and knees and eased his cock into her vagina. My cock felt like a rock. Pasha's eyes, I noticed, were glittering and his pants seemed about to explode with the strain of what was clearly a gigantic erection. He swallowed the last of the vodka, and sat back in the chair. The tent in his briefs was even more prominent. He glanced at me and grinned as the couple on the screen fucked noisily, the woman slapping the plumber's arse as he thrust. I grinned back, and flipped my cock out through my fly. It stood upright, stiff, hard, seven inches of uncut meat. 'I gotta wank,' I said. 'Sorry.' I rubbed my cock, drawing the foreskin down the shaft, then up again, breathing through my nose, going slowly, watching the screen. I stripped off my T shirt and stroked myself again. Pasha seemed to shrug, and pulled his pants down to just under his balls. His penis sprang up. It looked almost painfully hard. It was about three inches long, quite thin, also uncut. He rubbed himself too, rapidly at first, then settled into a slow, regular, smooth, up-down rhythm which seemed to relax him. The couple on the screen were reaching a noisy climax. The plumber pulled his cock out of the woman's fanny and slapped it on her tits, then began masturbating. Pasha was breathing hard, his rhythm getting faster. His legs seemed to stretch, his toes spread. He was clearly nearing the end. I reached across and put my hand on his. 'Not yet,' I whispered, but the tip of his cock was already glistening, the juices were already spilling, dribbling down his shaft, sperm emerging in a thin, colourless ribbon which shimmered then fell on the back of my hand. He moaned and rolled his head on the chair-back. His legs went rigid, and he uttered a cry of relief and joy as his penis pulsed and jumped in my hand, pumped its semen into the air to spatter on the top of his thigh, stomach and pants. I gripped my cock in my left hand and jerked it fiercely. He watched, fascinated. I released his cock and, grinning, licked his juice off my hand. 'Go on,' he hissed, 'Do it. I wanna see you cum.' And I did. I sent a jet of thick white spunk eight inches into the air, and fell back, the orgasm sweeping through me in a spasm of release. 'Wow,' he said. A minute of silence passed as the film credits rolled. Then I took a fistful of tissues and wiped my stomach. There were wet patches on my boxers. Pasha seemed exhausted. I moved to the floor, between his knees, and licked the juice from his thigh, licked the juice from his cock, which twitched under my tongue. I swirled my tip round his head and slit. He moaned, and stroked my hair. 'Not yet,' he said. 'Later.' He pulled his pants up over his shrinking cock. 'Give me a drink.' More vodka. This was his third tumbler. I copied him. We smoked. We drank. We were quiet, tired but glowing, and recovering. I sat on the floor at his feet, my right forearm resting on his left knee. He didn't move it. After a while, I looked up into his face, at his blond eyelashes and sea-green eyes. 'You're very beautiful,' I said. He laughed. 'No-one's ever said that before. Everyone says I'm too short, my legs are too short, my chest is too small, my arms are too thin?.' 'I think you're perfect,' I said. He smiled. 'Thank you, Fox.' He stroked my hair gently, then my cheek. 'You're very kind to me.' 'I like you,' I said truthfully. 'You don't know me,' he said. 'I'm not.... I'm.. I'm a bad guy. I do...bad things.' 'Like what? Sex things?' 'No.' He shook his head. 'I don't do sex. Not for money. I'm not like Max. This,' he smiled, 'Is because I like you, because you're good to me, and I know you want it.' He stroked my face again. 'I talk to people badly, you know. I feel angry a lot, so I swear at them, say bad words to them, try to make them hurt inside.' 'I guess you're angry because of your father,' I said. 'You think?' he answered sarcastically. I stroked his thigh. 'Put the gay film on.' 'You gonna stay the night?' I asked. 'Sleep here?' 'Maybe,' he said. 'Put the film on. The gay one.' This one started with a young guy lying naked on a sofa and masturbating whilst looking at a porn mag. I settled again on the floor at his feet and put my arm back on his knee. 'Why do you prefer men?' Pasha asked suddenly. 'I like cock more than cunts,' I replied. He giggled at the rude words. The guy on the screen was joined by a mate. They started kissing and fondling each other. 'Do you like that?' he said. 'Depends on the guy. He's got to be cute.' I turned and kissed his knee. 'Like you.' He smiled, and I kissed the middle of his thigh, then the inside. 'It tickles,' he remarked. I did it again, and again. I ran my hand up his leg, kissed him again. I glanced up at him. His eyes were fixed on the screen, where the two guys were in a 69. 'Do you like that?' he asked. 'Yes,' I said. 'I love that.' His sea-green eyes glittered, and I noticed his pants were tented again. I shifted so I was kneeling between his knees and kissed his stomach. And again. I probed his navel with my tongue. He grunted softly. He tasted of soap and boy-sweat. I moved up his body and flicked my tongue across his pale nipples. He reacted as though he had had an electric shock. They hardened instantly, and I sucked each one. I felt his fingers playing with my hair. I felt his cock rising against my stomach, so I slid down him again and kissed it through his pants. It stirred. I kissed it again, then, watching his face, took the hem of the pale brown pants and eased it slowly away from his body, down over his genitals, releasing his three inch erection once again. I slid the pants down his legs, over his ankles and feet, and off. I resettled myself between his knees. He was now completely naked. He had a little circle of blond fluff round the base of his cock, and a couple of thicker hairs on his mound. His eggs were small, and I was able to take them easily into my mouth, one at a time then both together. He moaned softly as I used my tongue to play with them, and sucked them very gently. At the same time, I slipped off my boxers and freed my own erection. His fingers were still twining in my hair. I licked his shaft, ran my tongue round the head, then plunged my lips over his cock, enclosing the whole three inches in the soft warmth of my mouth. He moaned again, and shifted in the chair. His cock was swelling inside my mouth, and I wondered what it would be like in my arse. 'Softly,' he whispered. 'Softly.' I sucked him a little, created a little vacuum, slid my lips up and down his shaft, feeling it bumping against the inside of my cheek and my gums, trying not to scrape him with my teeth, enjoying the heat, the taste and the velvet hardness of the boy's cock. Suddenly, he pulled his hips back, and it slipped out. 'Let's lie down,' he said. We stood up, locked hands and moved to the bed. He lay me on my back and sat astride my waist. My cock-tip rested against the small of his back as he straddled me. I grabbed his cock and masturbated him slowly. He ground his arse-cheeks against my groin, pushing down, then reached behind himself and seized my cock, wanking me. Then he moved backwards so he was sitting on my thighs, and our cocks were together. He took both in his hand and masturbated us together, cock against cock. I felt the rhythm, the heat, the excitement transferring from him to me and me to him. Then he stopped and slid away to the side. 'I'm gonna cum,' he said, 'And I don't want to yet.' On the screen the two lads were fucking. The receiver lay on his back with his legs in the air while the giver knelt on the sofa and shoved his cock up the willing arse. Pasha watched, his cock twitching. He stroked himself gently. I could see he was really close to an orgasm. His pink cock-tip was glistening with pre-cum, his foreskin was pulled fully back, the rim red from the friction, and the penis itself was unbelievably rigid. It seemed to have grown another half-inch or so, and strained upwards like a flag-pole. My penis was harder than I could remember. It felt like a stick of wood. 'Stop. Rest,' I advised, and drew him into a cuddle, but he wriggled free, and slowly, sinuously, inch by inch, licked my cock, then ran his tongue over the slit, lapping the pre-cum like a little cat. He dabbed round my foreskin, then round the rim. The tip swelled. I shivered and almost came. He licked down the other side, slowly, carefully, lick by lick, till he reached the base and my pubic bush. He licked me again, in long strokes, up, down, up, down, up, as though he were tackling an ice cream, looked up at me and grinned mischievously. 'Do you like that?' 'Yes,' I whispered, the words choking in my excitement. My balls were swelling. He kissed them, then licked my shaft once more, up, down, round the head, into the foreskin, round the rim. He looked into my eyes again. 'Well,' he said, licking the head, 'You'll like this even more,' and he took my cock into his mouth, as much as he could, about three-quarters, sucked in, inch by inch. The soft, warm wetness was amazing, and when he used his tongue to pleasure me, as I had him, I thought my balls would explode. I tried not to thrust my hips because I didn't want to choke him. I glanced down and watched his blond head bobbing up and down. Once, twice his teeth scraped my meat which made me sigh deeply, but mostly my bell-end was pushing into his cheek, or against the roof of his mouth. It was wonderful. He held my shaft in his right hand and gently pumped it. I took his left in mine and twined our fingers together. He squeezed back. I rolled my head on the pillow and closed my eyes. This was heaven. He sucked me steadily till I felt the sap rising and I withdrew. He grinned up at me. 'Good?' he asked. 'Awesome,' I said. I took his ankles, and I shifted him round so we were top to tail. I stroked his thighs, kissed the inside, licked him. He kissed my balls, little butterfly kisses. I parted his legs and licked his perineum, the bridge between his balls and his bottom, and ran my hands over his cheeks, prising them slightly apart so I touch his hole. He shuddered as I stroked, just one finger. I pushed it in ever so gently, just the tip, and wiggled it. He shuddered again. I murmured his name: 'Pasha, you are so beautiful.' I took his penis back into my mouth, and, as I did so, felt him stroke my arse-cheeks, kiss my cock, and swallow it once again. The 69 was a little uneven, because he was shorter than me, but it worked quite well, and I lost myself in the joy of the moment, my cock in his mouth, his in mine. He tickled my nuts with his free hand. The other gripped my shaft and wanked me while he sucked. I kneaded his little eggs in my palm. They felt like tiny acorns. His tip pressed against my cheek and he started thrusting. I took his buttocks again, felt them tighten, put my fingertip in his hole, pushed. My cock slid through his beautiful lips, in, out, in, out, and his hand moved up and down in time to the rhythm. 'I'm gonna cum any second,' he whispered huskily. 'Me too,' I said, feeling that familiar tingling in my scrotum. 'Don't cum in my mouth,' he whispered. 'OK,' I said, jerking his penis, then engulfing it again, preparing for the moment when his boy-juice would spurt into my mouth and trying to hold my own ejaculation back. His whole body went rigid and he sighed deeply. I gripped his buttocks and drew him in further. My nose touched his stomach. The end of his cock pressed against the back of my throat. He moaned and took my head in his hands, thrusting his hips, pushing himself in as far as he could, the whole three inches, the end against my wisdom teeth. His buttocks clenched in my fingers. He thrust again, and moaned. 'I'm nearly there,' he stuttered. I tasted pre-cum, sweet, sticky, on my tongue. I felt the semen travelling up through his shaft and past my lips, then it burst out against the roof of my mouth, thin, sticky liquid squirting against my gums and down my throat, over and over and over as his penis pulsed and jumped between my lips and he gripped my head tightly and sighed again and again. He thrust his hips again as I swallowed the juice. More spurted from the slit over my tongue. He cried out, a great tearing cry, and thrust again, more violently. Still more semen pumped from his sac, filling my mouth, spilling now over my lips, as he slowed, sighed again, his whole body responding to the intensity of his orgasm. 'I don't want it to stop,' he cried. 'I don't want it to stop.' His penis gave another twitch, but he was dry, empty, drained, and his penis slipped from my lips, leaving a translucent thread over my chin. I grabbed his hand and moved it to my cock, making him wank me as I pushed him on to his back and knelt up over him. His eyes were wild, the pupils black. His lips were dry and parted and he was panting heavily. He jerked me hard and quickly, dragging my foreskin down as far as he could, then up again. He sat up to twirl more pre-cum off my slit, then he licked the rim again. I groaned, and pushed him back on the bed, feeling my legs stiffen. I put his hands on my buttocks and wanked vigorously. The juice was moving. The sap was rising. 'I'm cumming,' I cried, and, with a deep, loud sigh, I shot my load. My whole body shook as the orgasm swept through me, my penis jerking again and again as the sperm erupted over his chest, spattering him with pearly white pools. One rope hit his neck, another splashed on his face, another onto his stomach. The ejaculation seemed to last for a lifetime. Finally I stopped and knelt over his sperm-spattered body, breathing heavily through my nose. My heart slowed down. Pasha smiled up at me. He snaked his arms round my waist and pulled me into a hug. The semen glued us together. 'Oh fuck,' he panted, 'I've never cum so much in my life. That was so fucking awesome, so incredible, unbelievable. My whole body...I can't feel my legs...I never cum so much.' He was running out of words .. 'Even my toes..and it was proper spunk..I know it was. I never made proper spunk before. It's usually dry, or just a bit wet, but that was REAL, real spunk, REAL cumming, a proper spunky grown-up ejaculation. Oh God, that was sooooo fantastic.' I hugged him warmly, thrilled by his breathless excitement, by his sheer joy in what he had just experienced, and kissed the top of his head. 'Thank you, Pasha.' He smiled warmly. 'Thank you, Fox,' and he kissed my cheek. 'Did it taste good?' 'What?' 'My sperm. Did it taste good? Did you like it?' 'I loved it,' I said, and kissed his nose. 'Proper man's spunk.' He smiled drowsily. 'I'm glad,' he said. 'I never done that before, any of it. It's the best feeling I ever had. I wanted it to last forever.' 'Me too,' I said. 'But we can always do it again.' 'Not yet,' he said. 'I want to sleep now.' 'It's after two,' I said. 'You can't go home now. There's no trams, trolley buses, nothing.' 'No matter,' he murmured, 'I'll sleep with you,' and, laying in my arms, he drifted off into a peaceful slumber, his face relaxed, his eyes closed, the blond eyelashes soft and still, a half-smile on his lips. I had a naked, sexy young boy at peace in my bed, a boy I had just had the most intense sexual experience with, and I rejoiced. I cradled him gently in my arms and stared at the ceiling. Trying not to disturb him, I reached for the sheet that had been crumpled aside, and spread it over us. His clothes had been scattered on the carpet. I would leave them there till morning. I hugged him close, and felt him respond. He turned onto his side and moved his head into the hollow of my shoulder, sighed a bit, and slept. I wondered what the morning would bring. May 2nd was also a holiday. Maybe we would spend the whole day together. He cuddled me, and I stroked his hair. I switched off the bedside light and dozed for a while. When I woke needing a piss, the dawn was beginning to break through the curtains. I gazed at my sleeping boy. I didn't want to wake him, but I needed a piss. I eased away from him and stood up. I was still naked, I realised, and grabbed my boxers on my way to the bathroom. It was a disaster area. There were pools of water on the tiles, the towel was screwed up in a heap, and the bath itself had a tidemark of dirt round it. I washed the spunk off my stomach and out of my pubes, cleaned my teeth, hung the sopping towel, tidied a little, put my shorts on. When I got back, Pasha was sitting on the edge of the bed with his vest and pants on. 'I'd better go,' he said. 'It's nearly six. Shit. I've been out all fucking night.' 'You don't have to go,' I said. 'You can stay if you like.' He pulled on his sweater. 'No. I gotta go home, but I'll come back later, I promise.' He grinned. 'Don't go watching any films without me. Save all your spunk for me.' I knew I wouldn't see him again, and I felt sad. 'Will you be safe, going home?' 'Sure. It's getting light, the trolley buses are just starting up and there's no-one really around at this time. I've been out this early before. I'm not a kid, you know.' He pulled on his socks. 'What will you tell your brother?' 'That I stayed with some friends.' He pulled on his trackies. 'What if he checks?' 'He won't.' He laced his trainers. 'Don't worry. I'll be OK. It's a holiday. We do things like that.' He patted my cheek. 'I'll be fine. I'll come back later. Promise.' I put on my boxers and T-shirt and walked him to the elevator. A feeling of sadness seeped through me. I didn't want him to go. I put my arm round his waist and held him tightly. When the doors opened, he turned, kissed me once on the cheek, said 'See you, Fox,' and stepped in. As the doors slid shut, he blew me a kiss. Then he was gone. The room stank of smoke, vodka, sweat and spunk. I felt suddenly very tired and stretched out on the bed. It was still warm from Pasha's body. I hugged the pillow, smelling him on it, and fell asleep. I didn't think I'd ever see him again. But he was true to his word, and when he came back, he had a surprise. End of part one