Date: Wed, 28 Oct 2009 05:57:03 -0700 (PDT) From: Len Robinson Subject: My Embarrassing Ass My Embarrassing Ass By Parkstranger I'm guessing I was about 9 or 10 years old when I first became aware of the snide and backhanded remarks directed at me. I was being referred to as "fat ass" or "pear ass" or any number of things much worse. Up to that point in my life I was pretty much oblivious to the fact that I was – well different than most boys I knew. Different in a way that I soon became very self conscious of my body and I began opting out of sports games where the guys would play pick-up games and such because I always heard the "I don't want fat ass on my team." I tried everything I could think of to lose the shape of myself but no amount of working out or stair climbing or anything else I could think of to try and lose that fat ass look I had but to no avail. If anything, it got bigger and even more embarrassing for me. As time went on, I became a bit of a loner staying away from the playgrounds where the other kids gathered. I was now 12 now and almost 13 and of course, the one place I couldn't escape from having to put shorts and t-shirt on was in PE at school. I would just go through the motions hoping the teacher would just leave me alone and not make me try to hard at any of the sports things he insisted we play. I never tried for any school teams or anything like that but in spite of my body make up, I was actually a pretty good athlete and at times it was hard to disguise. I was a fast runner and in some sports, I would forget my issues with my ass and let the competitiveness in me come out. The next thing I knew the coach was all over me to come out for the track team. I had a hell of a time getting out of that but I eventually did when he finally gave up on trying to convince me. It was also about this time that certain older boys started paying a little attention to me but only when nobody was around to see them. Like one day I was walking home after school taking the short cut through a stand of bush and this older guy who was in grade 12 called to me from off the path. His name was Mike and I knew he was still in grade 12 trying for about the third year still trying to pass the grade. He was having a smoke and asked me if I wanted one. I thought for a second and said, "Okay sure." I guess I's better explain to you that I was by this time beginning to have those thoughts and dreams of sex. I was a very, very horny boy for my age. As much as I hated the shape of my ass, I did love to play with it at night when I was in bed. I had discovered the awesome feeling of pushing things up inside of me. I was an only child and my mom and dad were divorced. I'm not even sure where my dad lived anymore and I never heard from him. In my night time dreams I first tried bringing up the image of a good looking girl in school but that never seemed to do it for me and I would always start thinking of a certain boy I'd seen in the showers at school. I kept thinking about his cock and how nice it looked and then I would imagine me touching him and later, after I found a certain magazine that had sexy stuff in it I came across a picture of a woman sucking on a cock. Of course that gave me ideas. I started thinking of me sucking a cock. I couldn't stop myself from thinking this and found myself trying to get glimpses of cock every time I got a chance in school. I once even seen the PE teacher, Mr. Jones in the shower and he was shampooing his hair and had his eyes closed so I got a real good look at his beautiful big cock and oh boy did I get horny that night reliving that moment that day. In fact after it was all I could think about. So, I stepped off the path into the bush to have a smoke with Mike. And, as it turned out, I also stepped off the path into the bush to get to suck my very first cock. Mike wasn't just having a smoke he was also drinking some beer. After lighting up my smoke for me Mike asked me if I would like to have a beer with him. Wow, I thought how cool is this? Smoking and drinking beer in the bush after school - way cool. The smoke and the beer were making me a little dizzy and light headed so I went over and sat down on a fallen tree. Mike came and sat beside me talking to me like I was an old friend of his. Mike, being older than everyone else in school didn't have too many friends at school either. He started telling me how he'd been watching me and stuff and I think this was the first time that anyone ever said anything to me that wasn't degrading about my ass. He said to me, "You know Kyle (my name) like I said I've been sort of watching you and I would always try to be behind you so I could watch that sexy ass of yours as you walked away from me." "Sexy ass? I said, what do you mean sexy ass because everybody calls me fat ass and pear ass and stuff and it really embarrasses me." Mike just smiled at me and said, "Oh you'd be surprised what some people are saying about you, in fact I know a few people who would love to meet you but are a little scared of what you might say or do because uh well they are pretty old guys." I sat thinking about what he had said not quite being able to comprehend and with like a million questions going through my head, Mike said, I gotta take a piss and stood up and walked a short way from me and unzipped and pulled out his cock. He stood side on to me so that his cock was about eye level. As he started to pee the questions in my head about what he told me sort of disappeared and I found myself with my eyes glued to his cock. I kept trying to look away but as soon as I did I would look right back at him. I never looked up to his face so I didn't see him as he was watching me. So when he finished taking his pee he just turned and walked back to me never putting his cock away. I think I was mesmerized because I just kept staring at his cock. As he slowly walked towards me I could see him getting a bit bigger and bigger. Before I knew it he was standing right in front of me with his cock out and I just sat there staring at it with my mouth a gap. He brought me out of my zombie like state when he said to me in a very quiet sort of sexy like voice, "Do you want to touch me Kyle?" "Would you like to really help me out here Kyle because I can't seem to help myself from getting hard for you because you're so sexy Kyle?" "Did you know you were so sexy Kyle?" "Please touch me Kyle." My hands seemed to act all on their own as I found myself reaching up and sliding them up his legs until they were right almost hovering over his now very hard and inviting cock. All my dreams were coming true and I couldn't believe this was really happening as I closed my small hands around his oh so silky smooth shaft. There I was touching my very first cock. I finally was able to tear my eyes away from his cock to look up to his face. He had his eyes closed and a look of pure pleasure or maybe it was lust. As I gazed up at him I knew right then that I was going to make Mike a very happy man because that's what Mike was – a man because I think he was like 20 already. I started lightly squeezing him as I ran my hands up and down his shaft giving it a little extra loving caress at the very top just like I did to myself. Then I took another quick look up to his face and when I saw that he still had his eyes closed I shuffled a little closer to him and leaned in and opened my mouth wide and breathed hot air on the tip of his cock just before I wrapped my lips right around his cock and used my tongue to lick and dance all over the knob of his cock. Mike's legs almost gave out on him when I did this and he reached down to steady himself on my shoulders. I got his attention long enough to get Mike to lie down so I could suck him good. Once when I was at home alone and feeling really horny I got on my bed which is right beside the bedroom wall and I got so worked up while I was jerking myself off thinking about sucking cock and well actually letting someone feel me up all over and do what they wanted to me I sort of lost it and with bare feet I sort of shimmed myself up the wall so that my cock was above me and it never even occurred to me that this could happen but when I came it was so powerful that I shot cum right into my own mouth and all over my face, in my hair and down my chest. It was the first time I had ever tasted cum and was surprised how good I tasted. I didn't do it again but I had gotten the idea of what cum tasted like. So almost as soon as I got Mike to lie down and I again slid my mouth over his cock and did my magic thing with my tongue he started bucking his hips up pushing his cock deeper into my mouth almost chocking me and now he was making all sorts of noises and I knew he was on the verge of coming and I wanted to taste his cum. I knew I was going to take all his cum in my mouth and swallow it all. I wanted everything he had and more if I could get it. Mike came in my mouth just as I was having these thoughts and I sucked him harder and harder so that with each spastic jolt of cum that shot up into my mouth I had to swallow quickly so I could get ready for the next one. I did finally drain Mike but it took some time before I got it all and he had to get me to stop because as he got soft he got so sensitive he couldn't take it anymore. At least for the time being that is. I began meeting Mike almost every day after school after that first time with him. I got so that I couldn't wait for school to end so I could rush out and wait for Mike to come to me and cum in me. I even started dressing sexier for Mike. I started wearing those longer silk like shorts for him but I would still wear a longer jacket even when it was hot so I could keep my ass covered up but would let Mike do what he wanted with me. I would take the jacket off and strut around for Mike because it made him horny to watch me. I even let him strip me naked and would let him get me to pose in sexy positions for him. I even let him take some Polaroid pictures (those old instant ones that the camera developed.) The inevitable did eventually happen. One day Mike showed up with an older friend and that was sort of the beginning of my turning my embarrassing ass into a very sexy and sought after ass by many of these men Mike had first mentioned to me that very first day with him. But those are other stories for another time. Want me to tell you? Thanks for taking the time to read my little story of my embarrassing ass. Parkstranger