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Happy Holidays.

Eric

My First Christmas

From

Eric Murphey

I get a chainsaw from the garage. Its nearly brand new, I have only used it once. I never thought I would ever have a chainsaw. But I do and its a good tool to have. A very dangerous tool. But, its good if you are safe. We start out to the first tree I know is down. Its pretty close to the house and just across a little creek.

"OK guys." I start when I get the saw and we are walking back. "We are going to get the first tree right over here. I want you to stack the wood in this area here. Try to make it neat if you can. It doesnt have to be perfect becuase I need to split it later too. I may just split it and have you boys stack it in a nice row when I get done. I guess we will see about that in a day or two when I have enough to split."
The boys are listening and following.

"Now be carefull the stones in the creek can be slippery. I plan on building a little bride here in the spring. But, its not here yet so be careful crossing over. I would suggest you carry the wood to here then toss it across so you dont have to juggle it as you cross."

Now the creek isnt deep maybe two feet at most.

I get to the tree and have them stand back so nothing flies and hits them. I want to help these boys not hurt them. I look at them and they look so handsome in their new coats and the winter caps they have on. Their cheeks are rosy already and I watch as their breath freezes as it leaves their bodies. I get the first one cut up in no time. I made the pieces about twenty inches or so. Some of them are pretty thick so I may have to carry those for them.

But, the boys get right to work on it when I let them near it.

We get the first tree done pretty quickly. I would say maybe an hour or so. There is another one thats close by and I start cutting it up as they move the other one. I get done as they are finishing the first one. I figure that this is enough for the day as I need to get some lunch ready for them. I figure its around one now and Im sure they are getting hungry. Pancakes stick to your ribs pretty good. But when your a little boy not much sticks for long. I got some turkey at the Walmart while we were there as well as some chips. I usually skip lunch becuase Im not hungry at that time. But this work is making me rethink that position. We get the second tree hauled up. I say we. Because I helped them on this one. There were some pretty big logs. I wish I could say Im super strong and didnt struggle with a couple but that would be a lie. But the boys have the last two smaller pieces and we get to the creek and they toss them over. They start across and Im behind them and I slip on a wet stone and down I go. Now while I was trying not to fall I grabbed for the closest thing that might stop me. Much to Jakes surprise it was him and I took him down with me. While he was falling with me he reaches for Kevin and well becuase Im an idiot all three of us are now laying in the freezing water.

"Oh shit guys. Im sorry." I say as I stumble to my feet and grab both boys and pretty much tuck a boy under each arm and race to the house. By the time we get there my teeth are chattering.

"OK boys Im really sorry about that." I tell them as Im walking into the house.

Im shivering and they are as well. I haul them straight to the bathroom and tell them.

"Strip to nothing and get under the shower to get warmed up quickly. Put your clothes outside the door and I will get them to wash and dry. Ill find something for you to wear when I get out of the shower. Towels are right here." I say as I hand them two.

I head to my room and strip fast because Im fucking freezing. I am stripped in no time. Which is a chore when you are shivering and your clothes are wet. I hear the shower start in the other bathroom. I figure I may as well hurry up and get their clothes into the washer so they can have them back as fast as possible. I slip on my robe and rush to get their clothes and I figured mine as well in the washer. I see the door to the bathroom is ajar some and their clothes are outside the door like I asked them.

"I think Randy is real nice." I hear from Kevin. I smile when I hear it.

"Yeah he is. But, dont let out that you are gay. I dont think he would like that much. You heard him say he was one of those Jehovahs Witness people. They dont like gay people much and I would hate to ruin a good thing."
"I bet he has a big pecker."
"Come on Kev lets get cleaned up. Just put this out of your mind OK? He is real nice sure. But when a boy is gay then that changes things for a lot of people."
"But you still love me even if Im gay. You really like this."

"Kev stop." I hear and wish I could see what hes doing.

"Do you think that he would let me see him naked?"

"Please Kevin dont I want to use the money from this to fix the washing machine for mom. I know she doesnt mind going to the laundry mat. But wouldnt it be better if we didnt have to go and she could rest more?"

"Yeah it would. But can I just suck you."

"No come on Kev. We have to get done he might be mad if we take too long."
"No I dont think he would get mad at us for much. He doesnt seem like hes like that."
"Maybe not. But I dont want to mess this up."
I grab the clothes and leave them in their conversation I shouldnt have heard and feel like an ass for hearing it. I get the laundry started and rush to shower. Im not as cold now. Im actually kind of excited that Kevin would want to see my old cock. Maybe someday. But, its my real hope to just help them. I wonder whats wrong with the washing machine? I get done and step out and dry off pretty quickly so I can get the boys some t-shrts or something to wear. I hang the towel on the rack so it can dry and walk into my room naked and two boys are there wrapped in towels. I quickly try to hide my nakedness. I do notice that Kevin is certainly staring at my cock.

"Im sorry guys. I didnt know you would be in here."
"Its OK." Kevin says with a grin.

I notice Jake is softly shaking his head in disapproval as he is sure Kevins actions are going to ruin the little jobs they have now.

I grab my robe and slip it on.

"I figure for now you boys can just wear one of my t-shirts. I dont have anything that will fit you. I hope that will be alright until your clothes are dry.

"That will be fine sir." Jake answers for them. I grab two t-shirts and Kevin has his towel off exposing every inch of his naked perfection to me. Now its my turn to admire him. I try not to stare. But its really hard not too.

"Kevin show some modesty." Jake tells him.

"Ah we are all boys here. We all have the same parts." I tell him as I tear my eyes away from looking at Kevins flacid one and a half inches of cut boy meat bouncing around in front of me.

"Yeah we are all boys here." Kevin tells him grinning.

Jake figures the heck with it and strips off his towel and slips on the t-shirt.

It reaches his above his knees and I noticed he has a wisp of hair above his two inches of cut boy cock. I wish I could suck it and Kevs too for that matter. I wonder if Jake shoots yet?

"Guys I was going to make us some turkey sandwiches for lunch. But with the recent turn of events of me trying to make us all freeze to death I changed to grilled cheese. Do you boys like that?"
"Sure we do." Jake answers for them.

"Good. Now I know lots of people have tomato soup with them. I dont like tomato soup so I hope chicken noodle is good for you guys."
"I like that." Kev tells me.

"Me too. Actually better than tomato."
"Yeah." Kev agrees with his brother.

"OK thats good then. You boys want to watch some TV or something while I make it?"
"Nah this is good." Kevin answers for them both.

"Sounds good to me. You boys do what makes you happy."

I get out the bread, butter, and cheese. I also get out two cans of Chunky chicken noodle. It costs more than the regular Campbells. But I like it way better so I think its worth it. Besides if I watch sales and with coupons it can be about the same price.

"Mr Randy you got any kids?" Kevin asks me.

"No Mr Kevin I sure dont."
"You aint married or nothing?" he continues his line of questioning. I figure this will give me an open to let him know Im not only OK with him being gay but will embrace it and I so hope him too.

"No sir. When I was youngger I thought about it. But I couldnt get married then. So I kind of just put it on the backburner and it just kind of stayed there."

"Why couldnt you get married? Was it your religion or something?"
"No sir. Now dont get upset with my boys. But, uh Im gay. I hope you dont hate me for it. Because its been nice having you around. If you want to leave when your clothes are done I understand." I tell them not looking at their faces becasue I know they dont care. But I also want to act the part right. I know its being deceptive in a way. But, I really want Kevin to know its OK to be who is is. That he doesnt need to hide it from me.

"We dont care if your gay." Jake tells me.

"Yeah it dont matter who you love. Least thats what my momma always tells me. She dont care I like boys instead of girls." Kevin tells me.

I look up at him and give him a questioning look.

"Yeah me too." he tells me grinning.

I smile back. I look to Jake.

"No Im not gay. But girls wont do nothing yet. But boys will." he tells me grinning.

"That is very true." I smile at him. "Im surprised that you are so open about being gay." I tell Kevin.

"Shoot it aint no big deal. I mean its how I was born right?"
"You are exactly right young man." I grin at him and he is just so cute I cant help but to muss his hair a second.

I get the skillet hot and the sandwiches go in. I got a square griddle and can fit four on it. I figure they will each eat one maybe Jake two. So Im making four. I will just have one. If they want I can make more.

"Do you got a boyfriend?" Kevin asks me.

"No sure dont. Do you?"

"Noooo. I wish."
"Oh no. Now you got him started."
Jake says holding up his hands like he is defeated.

"What?"
"He knows Im going to tell you about this boy at school. But, Im not going to." He tells me and sticks his tongue out at his brother.

Jake rolls his eyes at him.

I plate the sandwiches and slice them diagnally. Because any other way is just wrong. I fill the bowls with soup and get some spoons and set everything in front of them then set my plate in front of my spot which is next to Kevin. It really is always where I sit. Its the end stool so it makes sense.

"You can tell me about him when we are alone."I tell him and place my hand on his knee.

He looks up at me and grins.

We eat and it hits the spot. I know this becuase Jake said.

"Man this really hits the spot."

See. When we get done the boys and I walk our dishes around and rinse them and they follow me putting them in the dishwasher. I get out the crock pot and plug it in. I get out 4 chicken breasts and put them in. I pour a bottle of KC Masterpiece over them and set it on high. I figure it will be ready when we are.

"Whatchoo doin?"Kevin asks as Im doing this.

"Making BBQ chicken for supper. I figure we can pull it apart and make sandwiches. Have some potato salad and chips for supper."
"That sounds good. I know I just ate but I cant wait." he tells me giggling.

"Me neither." Jake says grinning.

"Yeah me neither." I reply and we laugh.

"So guys I figure outside work is done for the day. Let me go check Im sure I can put the clothes in the dryer now. But I figure we can work on decorating the inside."
"Sure we can." Jake agrees.

I go get a large fold up table from the garage. I bring it back in and set it up in front of the big windows that show out back. Its a beautiful view this time of year. Im sure in spring it will be amazing.

"Alright you guys are in charge of doing it. Im just going to watch."
They get the buildings out of their boxes. I am loving it too. Becuase they are sitting on the floor with their legs crossed and I am looking right up them and seeing what makes them a boy. Im glad I put on jeans after my shower so it will hopefully hide my hard on. I cant believe I have one. What am I 12 or something?

The boys are talking amongst themselves.

"Yeah we should put lights under the snow like I seen once. It was cool." Jake starts.
"Yeah it would be. But you think if they was flashing it would be better or not flashing?"

"I dont know. But both would be cool."

"What do you think Mr Randy?" Kevin asks me.
"I dont know. I think Jake is right. Both would be cool. I guess whichever you put in is what we will have. Next year we will try it the other way so we know for the year after that." I answer.

"You alway gonna do this now?" Kevin asks.

"I think so. Its fun so far." I tell them smiling.

"Here plug this one in." Jake says handing the cord to Kevin. Theres a wall socket under the table so he climbs under.

Now while he is climbing under his ass is exposed and in the air. I see the wonderful cheeks come together and as he bent forward I could see his little star winking at me. Oh my I wish I could pause time and just jerk off staring at his gorgous little ass. Sadly the show was over as quickly as it started.

They are both standing now putting the buildings in place. Then they put the lights on the table around them. They follow up putting down the cotton for the snow. I have to say that the lights that dont blink look really cool under it.

I stand up to admire it and put my hands on the boys shoulders. They lean into me.

"I have to say guys it looks really nice. You did a great job. I think this calls for a cookie break." I tell them.

They are both smilng at the praise I gave them and follow me into the kitchen and I pull out a bag of Peppridge Farms cookies. I take two out and hand them to Jake and do the same for Kevin and myself.

"Hop on on your stools and Ill get us some milk."
They do as I ask and I do as I told them I would.

"These are good." Jake says looking at it.

"I dont get many store bought cookies becuase most of them arent very good. But these are almost as good as making them yourself."

"You make your own cooies?"Kevin asks me like I hve two heads.

"Sure its not hard. Im sure your mom knows how. But it takes a lot of time. Which Im sure she hasnt got a lot of."

"Not really. She works a lot. But its not her fault."
"Some people have to work a lot. Some people dont. Its kind of screwed up." I tell him.

"Sure is." he agrees and takes a bite of cookie.

Now I figure is my chance to "find" out about the washing machine. I figure if its not the electronics I can probablly fix it. I have before and Im sure I will again.

"So waht are you guys going to spend all your hard earned money on? Im betting some games or something." I ask smiling.

"Maybe after I get mom a Christmas present." Jake answers.

"What are you going to get her a pretty necklace, some perfume maybe?"
"I wish something pretty like that. But I want to get the washing machine fixed so mom doesnt have to go do laundry on her day off. Me and Kevin can do it if the machine worked. But we cant do to the laundry mat cuz its too far."
I smile at him.

"Thats a wonderful gift. I know your mom will love it. Whats wrong with it?"

"I dont know. Water goes in it and stuff. But thats about it."
"Sounds like its one of two things. Both super easy to fix."
"But I dont know nothing about doing stuff like that." he replies.

"I do." As much as I hate to say this next part I do. "I bet your clothes are dry by now. Lets get you boys dressed and go look and see if I can fix it, or if we need parts to fix it."
"Really? You would do that?" Jake asks surprised and half smiling not believing what hes hearing.

"Sure. Thats what friends do for each other. Help each other out with stuff right?"
"Sure it is. How much are you going to charge me?"
"Just whatever parts it needs I will buy and you pay me from your salary. Hows that sound?"
He is so excited he leaps from his chair and wraps his arms around me.

I hug him back.

"I changed my mind. I like this hug a lot. Im going to charge you hugs to fix it."

He giggles and Kev does too.

"I can pay hugs all the time." He tells me as he pulls back and smiles at me.

"I can help him pay too." Kevin chimes in.

"I think it would only be fair you help pay too.' i tell him and ruffle his hair.

"Coem on lets get you guys dressed and go look at this machine."
They follow me into the laundry room.

'We got the same washer and dryer." Jake tells me.

"Well, that makes it a lot easier for me then. I have fixed two things on this washer and one on the dryer. So I at least know what Im looking for." I tell him as I pull out the clothes from the dryer and hand each of them their things. They strip off the shirt and are once again naked in front of me. I swear I tried not to look. But it felt akward not looking so I looked. I must be amusing Kevin becuase he smiles at me when I make eye contact and then go lower. He rubs his cock a second before he starts putting on his underwear. I fold the little bit of clothes I have in the dryer. I figure I cant get in trouble doing that. Once I get done they are slipping on their t-shirts and then they sit on their butts and slip on their socks. An amazing show I would have paid a small fortune to see. Again why cant I freeze time?

I head to my room to grab some shoes and they get theirs on from the porch. They put on their coats which I just tossed in the dryer. I put on my other one becuase I thoguht mine was dirty anyway and it needs washed. So I will get it later tonight or tomorrow.
We walk out to the garage and I grab my tool box. I check and make sure what I might need is in there. Duct tape? Check. Hammer? Check. Because if you cant fix it with duct tape and a hammer its broke for good. No not really. I open the back glass of the truck and put the box in and shut the glass. We all pile in and head to their trailer. Now when I think trailer this is not what I think. This thing is super nice Its a double wide and its spacious. Its furnished pretty nicely. Its not great furniture but its nice. I folow him back to the laundry room. I am surprised it has one. But its a nice one nearly as big as mine. Im in shock of this place. Its really nicer than I thought. I guess I was thinking run down type of place. I flip on teh overhead light and pull out the machine. I unplug it because I dont like the thought of getting a shock. I point this out to them. I unscrew the eight hundred and thrity four screws to take off the back panel. OK I exagerate. But it was a lot. Like six.

I set the panel aside. I get my flashlight from my tool box and peer into the machine.

"Ha. Get down here and look." They both get down and look.

"See this belt?" They both nod as I jiggle it. "All you have to do is thread it around these and it will work. I do that and test the tension and its fine. Could hae been an uneven load knocked it off. It happens sometimes if you arent paying attention. Or any other number of reasons. I stand up and walk around and spin the dial and start it. It starts just fine. I let it go and sure enough its working just like new again. I spin it around so it cleans out the machine. When its done I unplug it again and put the back panel on it again push it back to where it lives.

There you go. That will be nine hundred hugs." I tell them smiling.

"Momma is going to be so happy." Kevin smiles as he says it.

"You aint kidding neither." Jake agrees quickly.

"Im sure she will be thrilled. Now lets get back to my house so we can go get us trees. I figure we can pick them both out and cut mine down first and set it up and get it decorated. Then in the morning I can bring you boys tree down to you. Hows that sound?"

"That sounds real good." Kevin answers and we go back to my house. I made sure the boys locked their door. You just dont know even out in the middle of nowhere its still something to be catious about. Them more than me becuase they have about 30 other trailers around them. Me not so much becuase in the time I have lived here the boys are the only ones I have seen on my property.

We get back and Bo meets us at the door tail wagging so hard its creatng a breeze. The boys both give him the attention he thinks he needs. I wouldnt mind them rubbing me all over either. If there is reincarnation I want to be a boys dog. Yep thats me, the one with his nose in a boys crotch.

We get Bo and a saw and go look for trees we like. We both find them pretty quickly. I cut both of them down I figure while Im here. I haul mine to the house and they haul theirs. I just have them set it by the truck. I figure I can strap it down and take it with them tonight. We get my tree in and decorated and man does it look amazing. I got lights, ornamants and candy canes. I want to do popcorn on a string. We will see how that works out. But I think if I do that after Christmas I will put it outside so maybe the birds will eat it. Give them something in tough times. I get out some nice rolls for the chicken and then get out the potato salad and the chips. I pull aprt the chicken breasts and I make each of us a hearty sandwich. Mine a little heartier. If they want more they can have more. Not a problem. I get us all out a soda to drink. we all start eating and the boys are impressed with how good it is.

"Man you are a good cook." Jake says.

"You watched me do it. I didnt do anything. I just put two things in a pot and tunred it on. You can do that easy."
He thinks a second and smiles.

"Yeah I could." he agrees.

"Um Mr Randy?"
"Yes Mr Kevin." One day he will realize I do this becuase I dont like being called Mr Randy. Maybe not. Maybe I should tell him.

"Do you think it would be alright if you took us home when we get done eating?"
"Sure Kevin. Wanting to get that tree decorated huh?"
"If I got time. But I was thinking it would make momma real happy if she got home and all her dirty laundry was done."
"I imagine that would make her real happy."
"Yeah and I can help fold cuz its hard to fold her shirts." Jake adds.

"You are good boys let me tell you. I doubt there are many boys as good as you in all of the Empire state." I tell them grinning.

How can you not love that idea. We get done and I make a plate for their mom. Becuase I asked if she eats when she gets home and they said most of the time. I thought it would be nice to have something different and she doesnt have to cook. We go out and I strap the tree to the top of the truck. Im not real thrilled about it. I did put a tarp down to protect it. But its for these two sweet guys. Its worth the risk of a few scratches. I get them back and help them set up the tree after the boys start a load of laundry. Im impressed they even sorted them. We get it set up in the stand and I head home. I let Bo out to run and use the restroom. I see its around seven or so and I think about my very odd day and how nice it was.

I kick back in my chair and Bo is at my feet and we watch a movie. OK I watch he sleeps. I think he sleeps about 23 hours and 59 minutes a day. The other minute hes eating and shitting. But I love the big fur ball. I decide to watch something Chrsistmas themed. I see A Madea Christmas or something like that. I like Tyler Perrys humor and the way he wraps it into reality and a lesson. I watch the movie and cry at parts and smile at others. All in all my first Christmas movie was mediocre. But I liked it well enough I suppose. Felt like the characters werent very well presented in a lot of ways I thought. I put on my boots and coat and Bo knows its time to go out. Hes at the door waiting. I open it and he shoots out the door. He is racing around in the snow and tossing it about with his nose. Hes such a good ball. I cant help but laugh at him. He is just filled with joy at this moment. I kind of feel like that too. I hope that these two boys are around more than just a short time. I really like them and they are good boys. Not little rotten things.

If Santa were real they would be on the nice list for sure. HM? I wonder if I can get them some presents? But what would I get them? I dont really know them well enough to know yet. Tomorrow I will be mister detective and find out.

I let Bo play a good while and then call him in. Im ready for bed its been a long day for me. I talked more today to Jake and Kev than I have in the last six months. Its kind of nice. We get in and I disrobe my winter garments head to my room and get ready for bed with some sleeping pants and a t-shirt. Same as I have worn my entire life I think. I have always wanted to try sleeping naked. I think it would be liberating. But, I just cant get myself to do it. Im too afraid for some reason. I guess my upbringing is haunting me. Wouldnt be the first time.

I go and get some hot tea and start to watch a program on TV. My phome pings I read the message.

Hi its Tina Jake, Jake and Kev's mom. If your'e up and can talk I would like that very much.

I just hit dial. I thought a second how she got my number. But of course Jake called her earlier and Im sure she saved it seeing as how her sons were with me.

"I was heading to bed in about half an hour. Whats up Tina?" I say acting nonchalant about the call. Im worried the boys said I stared at them naked.

"I just wanted to say thank you so much for fixing the washer. Its been broken for months. But a repair man costs a fortune."
"I know. Thats why I learned how to do it myself. It was easy. I even showed the boys how to do it safely if it happens again."
"Yeah those two. When I got home they were decorating the tree. Also thank you for that. But they turn around and say to me."
"I didnt spend all evening washing and folding your clothes so they could just sit on your bed. At first I was confused thinking maybe they went to the laundry mat or something. So I was just standing there and they grabbed my hands and tugged me in and all my clothes were folded neatly and on the bed. They told me you fixed the machine. So thank you."
"Honestly I asked the boys what they were going to do with their wages. Of course figuring little boy things. Like a new game or something like that. But they said they wanted to fix that for you for Christmas. Since this is my first Christmas I figure I need to give. Because they say giving is better than receiving. But, you know what? I had a really good time with your sons today. Did they tell you about the creek?"
"No what did they do?"
"Trust me it wasnt them. I warned them to be careful crossing the creek becuase the stones are slippery. I told them at least half a dozen times. So we decide to stop for a while for lunch and my old dumb ass slips on a stone and take not one but both boys into the water with me. Its only two feet. But we were all drenched. I tucked then under my arms and ran back to the house. I had them hop in the shower and I washed their clothes while they decorated my house." Shes laughing at me. Which Im good with becuase it is funny as shit.
"Oh lord dont tell me they were running around naked in your house too."
"No they had on old t-shirts of mine that were pretty long."
"HM, here I cant hardly keep clothes on them."
"Well, I doubt we have that problem seeing as how we will be outside most of the time."

"Maybe in the summer you will. But youre right this time of year probably not. I better let you go. Oh and thank you for the chicken its really good. Seems like you did everything for me today."
"No I just did a few little things that seem like big things becuase youre overwhelmed."
"Thats no lie."
"I really enjoyed having the boys over. They are lots of fun. Ive never really been around kids much. I never got married. I dont have brothers or sisters. My job was in an office so I havent ever really been around them. But, I really like yours a lot. They are really good boys."
"Thank you, and they are good boys. They said they are helping again tomorrow is that right?"
"Yep they sure are. Tell them I will give them breakfast before we start. I got a mess of eggs I dont know what Im going to do with. But they were on special and I couldnt help it I bought too many."
"Ive done that. I appreciate it."
"Have a good night." I tell her.

"You too."
We end the call and I look at Bo.

"Bed."
He rushes to the bedroom and beats me. I look and hes on my bed.

"You have a bed. Use your bed."
He wags his tail looking all pathetic.

I sigh and roll my eyes.

"Fine but if you start farting your ass is in the living room."
I lay down and he wollows around a bit and settles in.

I just shake my head close my eyes and let the sand man give me my dreams.