I want to dedicate this story to anyone and everyone who has ever been bullied, discriminated against, abused or murdered for their thoughts, beliefs, race, feelings, who or what they are or were. I wish nothing like that would ever happen. Sadly it continues today. Even from the highest levels.

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My Former Life

Part 5

Saturday morning came and I hear a knock on the door. I have been getting around now even though EVERYONE insists I stay in bed. I just cant stand it anymore after Thursday I couldn't lay in the bed one more day. So when I hear the knock I am in the living room sitting in my chair looking at the paper. I am enjoying a nice cup of coffee. I am still upset she makes me drink two glasses of water each time. I go to the restroom more then an old man. I am thinking I spend an hour a day now pissing. So I go to the door and Christian is there.

“Please come in.” I say making room for him to enter.

Ben sees him come in and races to give him a hug.

“I came by to see if you need me to take care of that task for you.” He says.

“Kind of. I don't think I should drive yet. I also think if something happens to me and you want to you know help someone.”
“Yes I think that may come in handy. Just in case.”
“OK let me get my boots on and I will be ready.”

I had already gotten dressed as I wanted desperately to keep this appointment. Ben grabs my boots for me he polished to a mirror shine as usual the night before. He helps me get them on like I’m an invalid or something. I just shake my head as he puts them on me.

“Getting tired of it Herr Major?”
“You have no idea.”

We go and Ben and I get in the back and I tell my Sergeant where to drive. We arrive at the art dealers shop and I see a few people in there so we wait before we go in. Once they leave I go in with Christian and Ben. Ben is between us holding both our hands. The dealer looks at me like am I supposed to talk?
“He is trustworthy.” I say to ease his mind.

“I see he loves the boy too.”
“Yes sir I do.” Christian says.

“OK I can arrange it to happen but, it will take two weeks before we can do it.”
“Can we start the process on Friday night that week?”
“That's exactly when I need to start.” He answers. “Why is that day better for you?”
“I have a meeting of Vril that week and I will be gone all weekend. So no one will notice them missing until I return and then it will be Monday morning before I would notice. That will hopefully give them enough time to make it to the Swiss border.”
The man smiles. “That sounds perfect.”
“I also have their documents ready. I just need to get photos.”
“We can take care of that. Are the documents good forgeries?”
“No they are the real thing.”
He smiles even bigger.

“I wish I could get about twenty of those.” he says.

I just nod. He sees what I do and smiles even bigger then before.

“I need to find a jeweler and get some gems. I know they will travel how can I say easier if they get caught.”
“I know a man.”
“I want it to seem legitimate though. So if they come back to ask I will have plenty to show them.”
“Very well. I can get you a very good price if you can manage the twenty documents.”
“I can manage probably a hundred. You think we can do a hundred Christian.”
He rubs his chin a moment.

“Yes I think we can start with a hundred easily enough. I think we may have a little fire in the office though. Not too bad just a little damage.” He says and chuckles.

“HM. We may have to order more and have a bigger fire?” I say.

“We just may. Would be awful to lose five hundred especially when we have a new shipment of political prisoners coming in wouldn't it.”
“Yes it would be Christian.”

“Then we would have to get more wouldn't we since they were all destroyed.”
“Terrible thing Herr Major. I thought the ashtray was cold. I guess a cigarette was still smoldering.”
“Terrible shame wasn't it?”
“It sure was.”
The man is watching us go back and forth smiling the entire time.

Ben is watching a bit confused. I reach in my pocket and pull out ten of the documents, I had brought just because I know they are very hard to find.

“Here is ten to start with. We will have plenty more for you very soon after that terrible fire.”
He takes them and slips them in his pocket.

“Will you need any more money for them?”
“No Herr Major we have agreed to a price and it is set. So thirteen days from now. We will begin.”
We talk for half an hour and set the plan in motion. I am amazed at how easy this is going to be. I cant possibly be found at fault as I will be away for he weekend hanging out with Himmler and Goring. Who would dare question my allegiance? Hopefully no one. On the way back I have Christian stop at the little store. I go in and get three cokes and some cigarettes. I have him drive me to the candy shop and I walk in.

“Oh Herr Major one of our favorite customers.” The keeper says.

“Thank you. I am sure you say that to everyone.”
“Oh no Herr Major. I truly am fond of your little man.”
He says looking at Ben.
“I am too. He is a great boy and helper at that. I guess that's why I spoil him so.”
“All good boys deserve treats.”
“Yes I think so. I would like to get a pound of that excellent fudge and a box of the chocolate bars please.”
“Yes Herr Major.” The man goes and gets what I asked for and Ben is looking at some marzipan. The man just keeps getting stuff and notices Ben looking. He gets a box and fills it full of the candies. He puts my things in a little box to make it easier to carry. I hand him the Reich Marks and he gives me the change.

“Here my young friend he says handing Ben the box. I thought you may enjoy them. They are a gift from me to you.”
“I cant accept this sir.” Ben says.

“Why cant you?” He asks.

“Well, because.”
“Because why Ben?”
“Well I’m a Jew.”
“So Jews cant have candy? I give it to you often enough.” I ask.
“Yes but, I work for you.”
“Do you want to sweep out his shop for it? Would that make you feel better about it?”
“Yes.’
I look at the man. He lifts his hand palm up and shrugs his shoulders.

“Then sweep his shop. If you want to.”
Ben smiles and sees a broom in the corner and goes to it. He starts sweeping and doing a really good job of it too. Once he is done he sweeps up the dust he got and the man hands him the box of marzipan. He gets on one knee in front of him.

“You know I knew you were a good boy. I really just wanted to give you a treat. But, you proved beyond any doubt I had that you are a great boy. Next time you come in if you don't accept it for nothing it will hurt my feelings. You wouldn't want to hurt an old mans feelings would you?”
“No sir. I sure wouldn't.”
The man smiles pats Ben on the shoulder and gets up.

“Such a god boy.” He mumbles.

I smile at the man.

‘Thank you sir.”
“You are both very welcome. If next time he doesn't come with you I will still send him a treat.”
“You are very kind sir. Thank you.”
“Come again.”
“You know we will.” I say as I open the door and Ben goes out under my arm.

Once we hop in the back he says to Christian.

“I got a box of marzipan would you like some?”
“Marzipan oh yes. Its one of my favorites.” Christian says smiling and takes a piece.

“No your my friend have more then one.”
Ben is leaning against the middle of the front seat the box over the top.
“I will have two. But, you have the rest and share it with your friends.”
“I am sharing it with my friends.” Ben says seriously.

“I suppose you are.”
“Hans you want some too?”
“I wont have a single bite until you eat two yourself.”
He smiles and pops one in his mouth and savors the rich flavors of the candy.

“MM MM…... That's so good.” He moans.

“I wish I knew you liked it so much. I would have gotten you some before.”
“Its one of my favorites.” He says as he swallows the first piece.

He looks and gets another.

He takes a little bite and he chews it up and takes a swig of Coke. He then eats the rest of the piece. I can see him truly enjoying it like its the best thing he has ever eaten.

“Now you Hans.”
I take one piece. And pop it in my mouth. It had been ages since I had it and it is very good. He holds out the box and I take another. He has another and makes Christian have another then he closes the box and puts it in his pocket.

“I have to save some for my Mother, sister and brothers.”

“The man is right you are a good boy.” I say. He just smiles.

We head back to the camp and I tell Ben not to tell anyone that the plan is set. Not anyone the less people who know the less chance we get caught. He nods. After we get back he goes to his mothers apartment to spend the day and share the candy. Christian takes me back to my little house.

“Christian would you like to come in for a while?”
“Yes thank you.”
We head in and Anna comes out of the kitchen.

“Anna, Christian and I would like a cup of coffee and maybe something to snack on please.”
“Have you had some water?”
I just glare at her.

“I will take that as a no then.”
She returns a few minutes later with a cup of coffee for him and a glass of water for me. She also has some Apple Strudel on two plates for us. I take the glass from the tray and down it. She smiles at me. I glare at her. I just want some damn coffee I think.

She goes back into the kitchen and returns with some coffee for me.

“Thank you.” I say.

She smiles and heads back into the kitchen.

“She cares about you. But, I imagine you know that.”
“Yes she does. But, she is so I don't know. Controlling.”
“Its for your best interest is why she is doing it.”
“I know but, dammit I just wanted some coffee.”
He smiles and takes a bite of the strudel.

“I swear if you ever repeat this I will deny it until my death. But, this is better then my wife's or my mothers.” He smiles as he says it.
“I wont say a word. I will miss her.”
“So she is one of them?”

“Oh yes. Wait a minute. Anna.” I call.
She appears in the door.

“Do you have any of your rolls left?”
“A few why?”
“Allow Christian to try one.”
“Of course Herr Major.”
A few minutes later she returns with a couple of her rolls on a plate. She had heated them in the oven a bit. She put a bit of butter over the top. I can see it melting. He takes a bite of one. I see his eyes light up.

“I think these are better then having strudel.” He says.

Anna smiles at him.

“Thank you I do my best.”
“You have to teach my wife how to make these.”
“Sorry its a family secret. I am going to share it with one person. Maybe he will make some for you.”
“Maybe so.” I say.

“Anna are the girls here today?”
“Just Channa.”
“Can you send her to me please?”
“Of course Herr Major. She adores you.”
“Well I adore her too.”
Anna disappears and Channa comes in. All five nearly six years old of her total cuteness.

She isn't sure how to act with Christian there.

“Yes Herr Major? Anna said you wanted to see me.”
“No I wanted a hug from my princess.”
She smiles her beaming smile. She races into my out stretched arms.

I hug her tightly as I wont be able to for much longer. A tear slips from my eye as I do.

“Channa I want you to meet my friend and Sargent. His name is Christian.”
“Oh I know who you are. Ben talks about how much fun he has at your house. But, just to us few kids that come here. Its a secret.”
She says cute as can be.

Christian smiles at her.

“I have a little girl.”
“I know a baby. Her name is Magda. Ben says she is very pretty like your wife.”
“Aren't I pretty?” Christian says his hand to his chest.

“No silly men aren't pretty. They are handsome.”
He smiles at her.

“Channa sweetie do you want a piece of fudge?” I ask.

She totters back and forth on her feet her head facing down and her eyes on me. Smiling ear to ear.

“Yes please.”
“Go get the box from my coat pocket and bring it here for me.”
She is off like a shot. Back in a flash box in hand.

I open the box and she carefully selects her piece. She takes a little bite off of the corner.

“Thank you Herr Major.”
“You are very welcome sweetie. Now head back into the kitchen. No wait here take another piece for you and one for Anna.”
I say holding the box to to her.

“Before you go I will give you some to take to the family.”
“Thank you Herr Major.”
“Thank you Channa.”
“For what?”
“For being my princess.”
She blushes and returns to the kitchen.

“I would guess to say she is another one?”
“Yes she has me tied around her little finger and she knows it.”
“I can tell.”
“You can see why this is so important to me now. Its not just Ben its three adults and nine very precious children. Of course all kids are precious. But, these I know and love.”
“I will make sure we do everything possible.”
“Thank you Christian. I would give my life for any of them and just may have to.”
“I see that sir, and I understand.”
He says and finishes the rolls.

“Seriously what does she do to make them so amazing?”
“I don't know. At least not yet. She used to own a little restaurant before we arrested her and her family. It is my understanding it did a good business. But, as you know the communists were arrested first. With her being Jewish that sure as hell didn't help any.”
“No I’m sure it didn't. Can I get some more coffee?”
“Sure I will get it for you. But, honestly I am positive Anna will bring it out to make sure its for you.”
He chuckles.
“Shes got you on a short leash huh?”
“You have no idea. She keeps hiding my cigarettes.”
He laughs a hearty laugh and snorts, he laughs so hard.

“Ben told me they are under the radio.” He says and points.

I get up and walk over and open the radio cabinet.

There are eight cartons and multiple packs of cigarettes.

“Well Ill be damned.”
He laughs again. I grab a package and slide them in my pocket along with my lighter I thought I lost and it broke my heart when I thought I did. I get his cup and carry it in the kitchen.

“Herr Major can you braid my hair?”
“Sure sweetie. Anna, Christian wants another cup of coffee.” She eyes me suspiciously.

“Really its for him.”
“Ill bring it out in a minute for him.”
I start laughing.

“Whats so funny?”
“I told him that's what you would do.”
She smiles. "I guess we know each other pretty well anymore.”
“I guess so.”
Channa walks next to me me out and into the living room holding my hand as we go.

“Told you. Your coffee will be out in a moment.”
He chuckles.

“Go get the brush and a ribbon. You know the drawer.”
She goes to get the brush and ribbon, she comes back in at the same time Anna comes out with the coffee. Anna gives Christian his coffee and Channa give me the brush and puts a pretty blue ribbon on the end table next to my chair. She slips up on my lap and I brush her hair out as Christian and I talk about nothing in particular. Once I have it brushed out nicely I start to braid it and then once done put a bow on the end of it.

“Looks like you are pretty practiced at that.”
“I do it often. We both enjoy it. Its relaxes me and she says it feels good when I do it.”
“Can you show me how so I can do it for my daughter when she is bigger?”
“Sure. Channa do you mind?”
“No Herr Major.” She says smiling.

I undo her hair and brush it showing Christian what I am doing. Then I show him how to braid it and then take it out. She takes the brush to him and he brushes her hair and tries to braid it. After a minute he is a bit flustered.

“How do I do this now?”
“Its easy go like this," showing him a few braids.

“Oh I got it.” Then he completes it and ties the bow on the end.

“Thank you Christian.” She says and kisses him on the cheek.

He actually blushes when she does and then kisses her cheek back.

“Now go help Anna honey.”
She goes back into the kitchen beaming.

“She had hold of my cock the whole time squeezing it.”
“Yeah she does that. It is a thing her and Golda do. I don't know why and I figure its just girls being curious.”
“I guess so. I hope my daughter doesn't do that.”
“Never know buddy. Girls are curious creatures.”
We chat and enjoy each others company for a good hour or so. After a while he says he needs to get home to his wife. I shake his hand as he leaves and we part ways.

I sit down and have a cigarette from my new found pack and smile as I exhale the first drag. Channa walks out of the kitchen.

“Will you read more of the story to me please Herr Major?”
“”I want to but, that wouldn't be fair to Golda would it?”
“I can go get her.”
“I tell you what you see if she wants to hear more and if she does have her come back with you. If she doesn't then I will read to you. Does that sound fair?”
“Yes sir.” She says smiling.

“Because you wouldn't want me to read ahead without you would you?”
“I sure wouldn't. Ill be right back.” She says going out the kitchen to let Anna know she is going.

“A moment later Anna walks in with a cup of coffee for me.

“What no water?”
“You have been pretty good the past few days. I figured you deserved it.”
I smile at her and take my gift with no water. Its not that I don't like water. I am like most people I don't like to be told what to do. I mean really who does?
A few minutes later I hear the back door open and in walks Channa and Golda from the kitchen.

“I didn't want to miss anything. Channa said you were going to read some more Herr Major.”
“Yes I am. Channa go get the book from beside my bed sweetie.”
She is off like a flash and back just as fast. Apparently she is liking the story. Or maybe just the closeness of the situation.

“Herr Major?”
“Yes Golda?”
“Before we go home will you braid my hair for me?”
I smile and nod yes.

“Thank you.”
“I enjoy doing it for my princesses. It helps me relax, and apparently that's what everyone says I need to do.”
Channa climbs up on my lap and Golda sits next to me. So close a piece of paper wouldn't fit between us. I don't mind I like the closeness of my two girls.

I start back where we left off. I begin reading chapter 6. We read a few hours and the girls take turns squeezing my cock. I think Ben is going to be in for a night of lovemaking all night. Especially since soon he wont be here anymore and I wont have anything of him but a memory. I think this and it makes me pretty glum. But, also very happy he will once again be the free boy he deserves to be. We read a few hours and the girls never lose interest in the story or my cock. I am about to erupt from their constant touching. Anna brings me water to quench my thirst as I read and an occasional cup of coffee. I see it is getting dark out and we are on chapter twenty now. Only eleven left. I want to finish the story before they go. I know we will as they are frequent guests in my home. As the sun is starting to set Ben walks in as he is instructed to do.

“Reading more of Robinson Crusoe I see.” He says as he takes off his boots in the entry way.

“Yes we like it.” Channa says.

“Why wouldn't you its a good story?” Ben asks.

“Here Channa I saved something special for you.” Ben says proffering the box of marzipan for her.

She smiles her beatific smile at him.

“Thank you Ben.” She say and takes one piece of the maybe six left. “No take two. Everyone had two.”
Golda looks at him with sad eyes.

“Golda you had two already.” He says sadly. “But, have one more OK?”
She smiles at him.

“Thank you Ben.”
“Here Channa you have another.” He says. She takes her time choosing and gets one she thinks is perfect.

“Herr Major would yo like another one?”
“No Ben, you enjoy them.”
He smiles at me and gets one out and enjoys it. Two pieces left now. I see. Good my boy has some for later. I wish he didn't have to share. I know that sounds bad but, dammit I want him to have everything. Its wonderful though that he does share. He has a kind heart and wants to spread the gift with everyone. I rub his head as he goes into our bedroom. He comes back with his cleaning kit and polishes his boots and mine to a mirror shine. I tell the girls its time for Ben and I to spend some time together. They understand that Ben and I have a special relationship. They don't know what it is but, they know its special. I brush and braid Golda's hair as promised and she gets a royal blue ribbon this time. I tie her hair and they part into the kitchen and come back directly to tell me our dinner is ready when we are ready for it.

Ben sits on my lap and I kiss him on the top of the head. We hear the back door close and know we are alone.

“I am going to miss you so much.” I say to him.

“I don't have to go.”
“Yes. Yes you do. I want it for you. I want you to go to America and be free and be a good boy for me OK?”
“I will be the best boy ever.”
“I want you to do one thing when you get to New York City for me.”
“What?”
“I want you to get a big beautiful kite and go to a big park they have there I have heard of called Central Park. I want you to fly that kite and think of me as you do.”
“I have never flown a kite before. But, I will just for you.” He says sadly but, smiling. He is like me I think. Sad we are parting but, happy he will not be a prisoner anymore.

I just hold him close to me for half an hour or so. Just smelling him and his essence and trying to record this thought and memory in my mind for as long as I can. I don't ever want to forget it or him. Him I know I will never forget. This I may but, have no desire too.

“Ben I’m pretty hungry. You ready to eat?”
“Yes sir. Whenever you are.”
I nudge him and he hops off my lap and heads to the kitchen. He gets the milk for us and I get the plates she made for us from the oven. We sit down and enjoy a nice meal together. Once we finish as Ben has always done, he rinses the plates and puts them in the sink. We go back to the living room and Ben goes to the bedroom and comes back out naked with his violin. He starts playing for me and I light a cigarette and enjoy a nice coffee. I watch his every move the way he slides the bow over the strings so easily and his fingers so strong as they push down the strings. I watch his chest and his tummy. I watch his cock slowly swing back and forth as he plays. Watching him play clothed is wonderful. This is one of the finest things I have ever seen. Sure I have seen it many times but, I have never truly seen it before. I took it for granted I suppose. Once he plays four songs he sits his violin on the table and sits on my lap.

“Do you think I can take it with me?”

“Probably not Ben. It will probably just be you and your clothes.”
“I wish I could take it with me. It means so much to me.”
“We will see. I don't really know if you can or not. But, I wouldn't count on it. Maybe once the insanity is over and the noodle head loses power or dies I can give it to you again.”
“I wish that would happen now so I don't have to go.”
“Me too Ben. Me too.”
“Why don't you turn on the radio and we will listen to one of your programs?”
“OK.’ He says glumly.

He turns it on and instead of sitting on the floor as usual he gets back on my lap. I can tell he wants to be close to me as much as I want to be to him. I wrap my arms around him and hold him as close to me as I can. We just sit and listen to the radio until its nine. He goes and turns it off and heads to the bathroom and I hear the water running. I go to the bedroom to undress and he is there to help me. I look at him with sad eyes and wish things were different.

“Why don’t you come with us?”
“Ben we discussed this. How many people will be hurt if I am gone. How many people will do without? What if the next Major isn't nice like I am and is a thieving villain like the commandant. I cant risk these people for my selfishness.”
He looks down and knows what I am saying is true.

“I just wish you could.”
“I know. I do too.”
We get in the tub and we wash each other without any sex play. Neither of us was up to it. We are both kind of sad. Excited as well but, sad. After we climb into bed and we just cuddle and hold each other.

“I’m going to miss listening to your heart when I go to sleep.”
“I’m going to miss having my bed warmer here." Wrapping his warm arms around me.

"Ben I love you and I will miss you. But, you know its for the best right?”
‘Yes. Sadly I know it is.”
We hold each other and drift to sleep.

I wake just before dawn I can tell the way the light outside is. Ben is snoring softly and I look at his sleeping boy next to me. I gently run my hand up his side and down his tummy. I feel his cock and of course it is rock hard. I bend down and start to kiss his nipples and then his tummy. I am slowly stroking his cock as I go down. I reach the head of his cock and I inhale it like its my last breath. I suck it hard and fast and I feel him waking and starting to push up into me. I gently rub his balls and feel them pull up tight against him. I feel his cock start pulsing in my mouth. He lets out a few grunts as he does. I gingerly let loose of it and he rubs the top of my head as I lay it on his tummy. I watch as his cock loses its hardness and am sad about it. I kiss his tummy and get up to go pee and to shave. We have to go to the jeweler today to get the jewels. The art man said he would let him know we are coming. After I shave I get dressed and Ben is just watching me as I do. Smiling while he watches.

“Hans. I love you and always will.”
“I know sweetheart. I will always love you too.”
I reach down and kiss him gently on the lips. I release him and go to the kitchen and make a cup of coffee. I actually drink a glass of water before I have coffee. Just one but, I do have a glass. Honestly since I have been I have been feeling better. I wont admit it to anyone but, I do. I sit at the table and have a cigarette OK, two with it and relax. Shortly Ben comes out dressed and asks if I want toast.

“Sure.”
“Want me to make you some eggs?”
“No I just want toast this morning.” He makes a few pieces for us and we have a nice time just being together and having toast. I sip my coffee and he sips his milk. I am going to miss him so very much. But, if you love someone I mean truly love someone. Sometimes you have to let them go because its for the best. This time it is truly for the best.

Once it gets to a reasonable hour to conduct business if there is one on Sundays. We head to the Jewelers store. We had set an appointment through the art dealer for ten so we arrive in my car at precisely ten. We see a man unlock the door and go in. We both get out and I knock on the door. A man peeks around a blind and smiles at me and unlocks the door and allows us in.

“Welcome Herr Major I was told you would arrive around ten. I hope I didn't keep you waiting.”
“No sir we pulled up as you were going in.”
“Very good. My friend says you wish to buy some gemstones. Yes?”
“Yes that is correct.”
“I have several to choose from. How much are you looking to spend?”
“Around half a million Reich Marks.”
He looks shocked.

“He said it was a lot. But, I had no idea how much. I have plenty for you to examine.”
We follow him back to the back of his shop and he unlocks his safe. He pulls out several trays of gems. There are so many and I am completely ignorant when it comes to such things.

“I have so many lovely gems. I was told to give you my price on these. So I make no money. But, it is my understanding you are a very respectable, and helpful man. My friend would not ask if he thought any different. Apparently you have done him a very big favor and I am to help to repay that favor. I think these are very nice.” He says handing me a tray of diamonds, and an eye piece. I look at them and they look like diamonds are supposed to I guess.

“Here are some lovely rubies very valuable the clarity in them is fantastic. Also they are nearly flawless.”
We go through several trays and he looks at me.

“Which do you like the best?”
“I don't know which are the best of the lot in your opinion. You sir are the professional in such matters.”
He smiles. I don't know if I should be worried or not. I think I am fine as this is a friend of the art dealer and he says I am getting them at his cost. I have no reason to doubt him.

“I can let you have these and these and these he says for right at 300,000. I will if you want them include these and these and I can sell them to you for 400. I can let you have them all for 500. If that's what you desire.”
“I will take your entire stock then.”
“Its OK. In this time no one is really buying too much. It is a good no it is a great time to buy. It is a buyers market. I am actually kind of stockpiling right now. In a few years when the economy gets better then they will be worth two to three times what they are worth now. Possibly even more. If you were to sell them even today you could probably turn a nice little profit. I am giving you a very good deal.”
“Did your friend tell you what they are for?”
“He hinted. Its all we dare to do anymore.”
“I understand. I will take them all then.”
“Very good. I will put them in pouches for you then.”
He packs them up and I open my briefcase and hand him Ben's painting money. I put the gems into my case and we leave. This is one of the few times I am glad I am required to wear a side arm. You just never know what can happen and I don't want anyone to steal Ben's freedom. We head to the car and I am checking out everyone on the street as we go out. I get in the car and Ben does as well. We head back to the camp and we get back to my little house. I immediately put the gems in the safe and instantly feel much better. I go into the kitchen and pour myself a cup of coffee and sit in my chair in the living room and have a smoke to calm my nerves. I have been so nervous carrying the cash and then the gems. I am glad its over with. Seeing as how its Sunday Anna is there. She had started to give me a hard time about the coffee. Ben said to her that I needed it. She just looks at us and smiles not knowing what exactly is going on. Ben heads to the bedroom and comes back a few minutes later smiling.

“What are you smiling about little man?”
“I have a surprise for you. Come here I will show you.”
“I follow him into the bedroom and I see on his easel he has a painting. It is a painting of me and I am wearing a regular suit and smiling. I am sitting at a big desk and look very impressive.

“I wanted to make this for you so you can see what you will look like when this is all over. I know you will be a happy and an important man.”
“You are so special Ben. I love you so much.” I say and wrap my arms around him as he stands in front of me. I am lightly rubbing his chest through his suit.

“I have another one for you as well.” He says and he pulls the one of me off and its a nude of him. He is so beautiful in it. I admire it and think he is so amazing. So much talent in a young boy. It is such a shame that so many boys and well people like him are being wasted by hatred and ignorance of the people in today's world. I just have a hard time accepting that people have apparently all gone mad. I sit in the chair in my room and stare at it for a good half an hour just admiring how good it is. I know that this will always be with me.

“Ben why don't you go and get the girls so I can finish reading the story to them. I want to finish before they leave. I don't want them to know why. I just want to make sure its done. I don't want any loose ends no matter how small or insignificant they may seem. It may be very important to them in the future or not at all. I don't want to chance anything when it comes to you children.”
“OK. I will be back in a little while.”
“If you would like you can visit or play. Or if you choose you may come back. The option I yours.”
“I will come back. I like to hear your voice read the words and bring the story to life.”
I just smile and shake my head at him. I go to the kitchen and get the fudge I purchased yesterday from the cabinet and put some of the pieces on a plate for the girls and Ben to enjoy as I read. I take it to the living room and the book is still on the side table next to my chair. I go back to the kitchen and get a glass of water and drink it down then refill it and carry it in the living room with me. Reading is thirsty work. When I do this Anna just smiles at me as she knows it is her influence that has me doing this. Because she knows before I would have just had coffee. I sit down and wait for the girls and Ben to arrive.

I am relaxing and light a cigarette when I hear them come in the back door. A moment later the kitchen door opens and the girls come out grinning.

“Good afternoon Herr Major." Channa says.

“Good afternoon to you princess.”
“Hello Herr Major.” Golda says next.

“Good afternoon to you too my other princess.”
Which makes her blush. It always makes her blush when I call her princess.

Both girls come over and climb up on the chair and I get a kiss on each cheek. I kiss each of them on their cheeks.

“Herr Major?”
“Yes Golda.”
“Is it OK if we take a bath first and ask Anna to wash our dresses.”
“If Anna has time I see no reason why not.”
“Thank you I feel icky. I like to take a hot bath here its just better then a cold shower.”
“I am certain it does. You go ask her if she has time.”
Both girls disparage and come back a few minutes later naked.

“So what did she say?”
“She said yes silly.” Channa says giggling.

“I thought so seeing as how your nakey.” I say smiling.

A moment later after they disappear I hear the bath water running. I look at Ben and he has a noticeable tent in his pants.

“I thought you didn't like girls?”
“I don't usually but there is something about Golda I like. I cant figure it out but, when I saw her naked. I wanted to see......well do more.”
“Maybe you do like girls and don't know it yet. It is possible.”
“But I love you.”
“Ben sometimes love doesn't matter. Sometimes your body just wants something different. Kind of like when Gavriel comes over. I love you with all my heart. Him I love but, differently. Sometimes different is a good thing. Do you understand?”
“Not really. I never thought of any girl that way before.”
“Golda is a special girl maybe, Its possible she is on this earth just for you and that's why you are thinking like that.”

“Maybe.”
“Ben don't ever limit yourself. Not in anything. You are an amazing boy with so much talent and so much love to give. Maybe you just want to experience a girl. I don't have all the answers. Let us see how it plays out. Just don't stop yourself from experiencing something because of me.”
“OK.” He says kind of without any commitment to the idea. But, I do notice him adjust his cock. After a good half an hour the girls come out with dry bodies and wet hair. Channa is holding the brush in one hand and they both have a hair ribbon in their hand.

“Herr Major?” Channa asks in her sweet I want something from you voice.

“Yes I will comb and braid your hair. I think Ben can do Golda’s for her. He knows how he has seen me do it enough.”
He looks at me I can see he is confused and thrilled at the idea. Channa climbs up on my lap and her hand is instantly on my cock. I guess this is part of it for her. I don't know. It certainly seems to be now. I allow her to play as my cock grows. She looks up at me and smiles. I continue brushing out her hair and once I am done I had the brush to Ben. Golda sits in front of him and he starts to brush her hair. I can see her hand go behind her. She smiles when she feels his is already hard.

“I told yo Ben likes me.” She says smiling at Channa.

“How do you know?”
“His thingy is already big.” She says giggling.

Poor Ben turns thirty shades of red.

“Its OK Ben I like you too.” She says never letting go of his cock. He starts to brush her hair and has a dreamy look in his eyes. I am starting to braid Channa's hair and she is as always chatting away about whatever is on her mind. Typical for a little girl I suppose. I watch Ben from the corner of my eye and he is really seeming to enjoy her squeezing his cock. She also seems to be enjoying it. I see her start to rub her self with her other hand a little tickling her mound between her legs. I really have no clue how to make a girl happy. I have never had the desire. But, with Channa doing what shes doing to my cock and thinking of my sweet boy and this lovely girl has me rock hard and dripping pre cum.

“Why don't you two go into the bedroom for a while. Channa and I will wait for you before we start reading.”
“OK.” Golda says smiling.

They head to the bedroom and Channa and I sit and talk for a while about little girl things. How she wants a new doll. I tell her she will have one soon I’m sure of it. We talk for a good while and then she climbs off my lap to get a piece of fudge I had on the table she asks if she could have. I told her I put it there for them. She smiles. After a good long conversation we have the other two get back after probably half an hour. Ben is naked now and his cock looks pretty red. Golda's little pussy looks pretty red as well. I pick up the book after they get back and start to read. Channa snuggles in and listens intently to the story. I see that Ben is leaning back and Golda has her head against this chest and he is slowly running his fingers softly up and down her body. I think Ben is a boy in love. Not with me. Well, still with me of course it doesn't dissipate that fast. But, I think they had a pleasant time for both of them. I see Ben’s cock rise after a few minutes and Golda just wraps her hand around it and holds it. It sounds sexual but, it really wasn't. It was just loving. I know odd but, it was the way it was. I knew it for what it was because Ben had done the same for me and Channa is right now as well. I know she doesn’t want my cock in her. I know I don’t either. So I read on into the dark and finish the story. The girls liked the way it ended. I tell them to go see if their dresses are dry. I am certain they are and they come back a moment later to give me a kiss goodnight.

“Tell Anna I will give you all a ride home. I don't want some idiot guard hassling you. Even though they know Anna is my cook we have gotten some new guards lately and I want to make sure you get back without any problems.”
“OK Herr Major.” Channa says and goes in to let Anna know. She comes back with Anna next to her holding her hand.

“I am ready Herr Major I was just waiting for you to get done with the story for the girls.’ Anna says.

We all go to my car and get in and start off to their apartments. On the way sure enough one of the new guards stops me. Once I stop and he comes to my window he immediately recognizes his mistake.

“I’m sorry Herr Major. I didn’t know who it was?”
“How many cars do you see driving in the camp?” I ask angrily.

“None sir.”
“So you stop a staff car with the flags flying on the front?”
“I wanted to make sure Herr Major.”
“Turn on your light and look at the people in this car.”
He does so and shines his light to one face then another.

“If you ever. I mean EVER see these people out any time day or night and you bother them for anything other then to help them carry something. I will have your hide. DO you understand me?” I say bitterly.

“Yes Herr Major again I app….”
I drove off on his apology. I don’t want or need it. Soon my family wont have to worry about this harassment any longer. I sigh as I think this.

“Anything wrong sir?” Ben asks.

“No. Everything will soon be very good.” I say and pat his leg as he is next to me.

I drop them off and the girls give me a kiss on the cheek. Even though we are in public it is very dark and no one can see. I bid them farewell and Ben and I go home. I see the guard on the way back and he salutes as I drive by. I glare at him. Not that he could see but, it made me feel better.

Ben and I get home and have a nice meal. Anna is apparently lightening the restrictions on me as there is a pot of coffee on the stove. I will be good and not drink it all tonight. I think that will give her a pleasant surprise in the morning. I actually had water with dinner which did surprise Ben.

Afterwards he and I went out to the living room and listened to the radio for a while until it was time for bed. We bathed as usual no sex play tonight. We snuggle into bed. I wrap my arm around him and he says.

“I like Golda.”
“Did you like what you two did?”
He hesitates a minute.

“Its OK I want you to always be honest with me.”
“Yes I liked it very much.”
“I wont ask what you did because its not my business. But, I am glad you liked it.”
“I like what we do together though too. I’m a little confused.”
“Well Ben. Some people like both sexes. Some people when they are young like you try things with other boys or men. Some like it some don't. Some stay with boys or men and some grow out of it. Sex is very confusing. Love though is not.”
“I think I understand.”
“Good because I don't.”
“You don't understand it?”
“No Benjamin. I sure don't. When I was younger your age I liked other boy my age. I thought as I grew older that my attraction to boys would get older with me that I would like boys my age. It didn't happen that way. I got older and my attraction to boys younger then me stayed the same. I don't know why. There are a lot of theories on it. I’m sure none are right. I think honestly its just the way I am. Maybe the way I was born to be attracted to young boys and only young boys. It is a curse to be honest. Before you I was all alone in the world. I had no one to love and no way to express my love. Sadly, I am in a position I can manipulate things so I can have boys. I know I didn’t manipulate you. That you enjoy everything we do. But, if I was a vicious man I could have every boy here if they wanted to or not.”
“I see what your saying. You could just go around and take any boy you wanted and he would HAVE to do whatever you say.”
“Yes and that would be wrong. Like I look back to when I first met you. I felt every single boys cock there. I now know that what I did was wrong. I shouldn't have done that. I should have made sure it was alright with them first.”

“But, none of them said anything.”
“Would you have if you didn’t want me too in that position?”
“I didn’t think about it like that.”
“Yes I made a mistake. We all do.”
“When I go somewhere else will you get another boy?”
“I don’t know Ben maybe. But, if I do I will surely love him and care about him. But, nothing like I love you. I cant ever see a love this strong happening again. I just don’t believe it will happen.”
“You could get Adam he likes to play with boys and I know he wants to play with you.”
“I don’t know. I do know I will be sad for a long while without you here. But, I will also be very happy that you aren’t here too. If that makes sense.”
“It does because I think the same way. I will miss you terribly. But, that is the cost of my freedom. For me to part with you.”
“Yes it certainly is. I so wish I could go as well. But, we know that cant be.”
“You could have Christian take over for you.”
“I wish I could Ben. But, Christian isn’t as educated as I am. He wont ever be an officer. Well, I don’t think so anyway. I suppose its possible. But, highly unlikely.”
“Yeah.” Ben says dejected.

“Now get to sleep Benjamin. We have office work tomorrow.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too Ben.” I say and pat him on his bum.

We get to sleep but, I can tell Ben is having a hard time of it. I feel him tossing and turning. Usually he dozes right off his head on my chest. I wake the next morning on my side. Him in front of me and my hard morning cock between his legs. It feels nice but morning needs are more important at this time. I get up and go use the restroom and shave. I put on my robe and go out to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Anna is already there.

“You want toast?”
“Yes.’ I say and pour a cup of coffee.
“I see you didn’t drink any coffee last night after I left. Didn’t you see it here?”
“I saw it. I just had water with dinner last night.”
“Really?” She says surprised.

“Yes really. Ben was shocked as well."

“Well, miracles never cease.”
“Bah.”
I sit and sip my coffee and Ben comes out a few minutes later dressed. Anna starts making him some eggs and toast. Seems to be his favorite. He just sits and looks sullen. I don’t ask because I know its because he slept poorly last night and he is sad to go. We eat in silence and just enjoy what is to be one of our last few days together. After we eat I got dressed and Ben helps me. We head to the office and after we walk in he gives Christian a hug.

“You feeling sad my young friend you are leaving?” Christian asks.

“Yes. But, I know it is for the best.”
Christian picks him up and hugs him better.

“Yes it is for the best. In America things will be better for you. You wait and see.”
“I know but, I will miss all of you.”
“We will miss you too. But, we also will all be happy you’re free. I don’t dare tell my wife about it. She would never say a word. But, I want her to be surprised by it just in case anyone asks her about it.”
“Good choice Christian. I shouldn’t have told you but, I was worried I couldn’t make the meeting.”
“I would have gladly gone by myself if I needed too.”
“I know this.”
“I liked your little, shall I say family.”
“Yes that is what they seem to be. Christian I truly enjoyed your visit Saturday we must do it more often. Seems as though we have a lot of common interests.”
“Yes it seems we do. I saw you had a chess board. I'm not very good but, I do like to play.”
“I would be honored.”
“Hes pretty good Herr Major. He beats me more then you do.”
“I will make sure not to wager with him then.” I say chuckling.

Ben for the first time today breaks a smile. Christian is still holding him.
“See You can still smile.” He says smiling at Ben.

“Yes I am just sad, and scared, and worried.”
“We all are.” I say. “But, we need to get our work done so nothing looks suspicious.”
“Yes Herr Major.” He says and salutes me.

“Cheeky boy.”

We do our paperwork and Gavriel shows up later in the day for his reading lesson. I watch them a few minutes as they work on his reading. I think soon I wont have any boys left. Well, that I know. I can have Adam but, he is too young yet. In time I can have him of that I am sure. I could have him now if I wanted. Its not that I’m not attracted to him. I just don’t want to hurt him. Which I am certain I would. I start thinking about the two sexy boys in my office and my poor cock is throbbing. I am still watching them and I start to rub myself a bit to make it not hurt but feel a bit better.

“Ben go tell Christian I don’t want to be disturbed for about fifteen minutes.”
Ben goes and lets Christian know I will be in deep thought for a while and don’t wish to be bothered. When Ben walks back into the office I look at him. I am so worked up because it has been a couple days since I have had any release.

“Boys I need you over here a while if you don’t mind.”
“Sure Herr Major.” Gavriel says. Ben just comes over.

“Ben I need some attention.” I say looking down at my bulging pants.

He smiles at me and he bends down to release me.

“No I have a fantasy I have always wanted since I met you boys. Ben I want you to make love to Gavriel while he sucks me.”
“I would like that a lot.” Ben says.

Gavriel is smiling and stripping his clothes off without a word. He unfastens my pants and has me in his mouth in seconds it seems. Ben has his pants down, shirt and coat off and is lining up behind Gavriel. He lets saliva drip down onto his bouncing cock and then puts it next to Gavriel's pucker. He slides it in and I watch as it goes in Gavriel starts to moan softly as Ben pumps into him. He has my cock in his mouth and is slowly pumping up and down at the speed Ben is pumping into him. He slowly slides his mouth down and engulfs my entire cock. I had never had anyone deep throat me before and I almost came right then. Ben came close. But, not all the way. He would slide it out and the tip almost clear his lips and slowly go all the way down to my pubic line. I was enjoying every second of it. Ben started to pump a bit faster and in response Gavriel started sucking me faster. I have my hands on his head. Not forcing anything just resting and feeling his head go up and down. I watch as Ben is pumping into him and watch his muscles ripple as he goes in and out. Ben is starting to breath a little heavier and I am thinking he is getting closer. He grabs hold of Gavriel's hips and really starts to have at it. Gavriel is sliding me in and out so fast I cant believe he can do it. I am watching Ben and Gavriel reaches between his legs and gives his cock a few strokes and he moans several times. Ben lets loose and I know he is cumming feeling the anal muscles constricting around his ass. I let loose and I am starting to force my cock into his throat and I let loose and leave it all the way in. I can feel his throat muscles contract as he swallows around my cock. I shoot seven shots right down into his tummy. I let go of his head as I shoot my final load and he holds his head there milking my cock with his throat. I have never felt anything like it and I pull my cock back and push it back in and am pumping in and out of his throat while I have my after cum feelings. Finally I am completely dry. I don’t think I ever came so much or so hard. Well except when I make love to Ben. I guess I should say I never came so much or so hard orally before. I love oral but, this was amazing. Gavriel lets loose of my cock and it feels sad its lost its home. It is so sad it withers down to its flaccid state.

“That was amazing Gavriel.”
“I have been trying to do it without choking for a while now. I was practicing on a cucumber and had it pretty good. But, its easier with a big hard cock.”
“I couldn’t believe you got it all the way in.” Ben says.

“Boys I want to thank you so much for doing this for me.”
“I was surprised because we have never done anything in the office before.” Ben says smiling. “Not that I haven’t wanted to.”
“I am usually so busy I just want to get done and go home.”
The boys put their clothing back on and I put myself away and they go back to studying and I go back to paper work. Ben let Christian know I completed my task.

After that the time just flies days fly by like minutes and I make love to Ben and Gavriel several times knowing soon I wont be able to. That soon they will be truly free of this camp of horrors. Gavriel spends many of the nights with us as Ben loves to watch how he can suck my entire cock. I think he really likes to make love to Gavriel as well. Who wouldn’t he is a sexy boy. I made love to them so much my poor cock hurt. But, I didn’t care I made love to them more. I was making love to each boy at least three times a day. Then Gavriel would suck me off a couple times a day as well. I was cumming a good eight to ten times a day. Finally the day came when it was time to let everyone know that today is the day they escape. We had their papers ready with pictures and I had taken a few nudes of the girls and the boys just because. Well, the boys so I can have a fond memory of them as I wank. The girls just because they are just so adorable. I even got a few shots of Gavriel sucking me and Ben pumping into him. I don’t want my memory to fade and if it does I have photos to recall them by. I head home from the office early as I usually do when I have to go to the castle. I have Ben go and get everyone involved. Soon my little living room is packed with people. All twelve are there. I get out half of the gems and I instruct them to eat them. So if they are caught that they wont be able to see them or find them. It is hard for the little ones. But, poor Channa managed it with lots of water to wash them down. Everyone is so excited and surprised we had this planned. I get out my suitcase and pack it as if everything is normal

“Now if you go to the fence at 8:55 the guards wont be there because they will be changing the guards. Here are wire cutters. After you cut the fence and everyone is through make it look secure. You will all walk a quarter of a mile east. There is a little house there. You will knock like this on the door.” I say and knock on the table.

“A woman will answer the door. She will then lead you to a truck and you will get in the back. If you are stopped just show your papers and you should have no trouble as they are real documents. I have changed your last names to reflect a non Jewish heritage. So remember your last names if you are stopped. The truck will take you to the Swiss border and cross over. Once you are there you are to check into the hotel that the truck stops at. You will stay the night and try very hard to get some sleep. I know it will be hard but, at that point you are safe. No one will bother you. The next morning another truck will pick you up and take you to a cruise ship. You have tickets waiting for you with your new names on them. When you board the ship it will take several days and then you will be in America and safe. I wish you all the best of luck. I have done the best possible job to make sure you reach America safely. I love you all and wish you nothing but safety and happiness in the future.”
I give each of the a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I get to Ben last and I am crying terribly now. I kiss him on the lips and say to him.

“I love you so much Benjamin. Remember your promise to me.”
He is crying and cant talk. He nods his head. I pick up my suitcase and go to my car and head to the castle for my meeting of Vril. I get there and am nervous as I have ever been. The only real danger is them getting through the fence. Then to the little farm house. I check my watch every few minutes. Once I arrive at the castle I see Heinrich Himmler talking to Fat Herman. They see me and smile and wave me over. I sigh and walk over. Heinrich is telling a story that has Herman roaring with laughter by the time I reach them.

“You are too funny Heinrich.” Goring says to him slapping him on the back.

“Hans how is the prison business?” Heinrich asks.

“No escapes in over two months. We have tightened security so tight that the devil himself couldn’t get out.”
“As always you do fine work.” Hes says putting his hand on my shoulder.

“I was thinking of putting you in charge of the camp. What would yo think of that?”
“Well, sir I must politely decline. I must say my commandant is doing a very fine job and I could in no way do better then him.”
“He does a fine job sure. But, he is a blow hard always trying to butter me up.”
“I understand sir. I like my position very much sir. Of course I am at your disposal and will do whatever I am ordered to do.”
“I like the respect you have for your superior officer. Even if he isn’t really superior to you in any way other then rank.”
“Thank you sir. My loyalty is to the Third Reich above all.” I say and feel my stomach turn as I say it.

“You are a fine lad. You will go far in the thousand year Reich.”
“Thank you sir.” I see the clock on the wall its 8:50. My stomach is in knots. I am so worried something changed that anything goes wrong. I talk to Heinrich for about fifteen minutes more until the meeting is called to order. If everything went right they are at the farm house and in the truck by now I think. I pray to a god I don’t believe in that it went perfectly. I can imagine going back and finding out they are all dead. I would be devastated. We go through the rituals and listen to the seer give us reports from other worlds. I don’t even hear what she is saying. I am in another world myself at this time. We are released from the meeting and I head to my room. I get ready for bed and try to sleep. It does come but, fitfully. I cant help but to see the guards mowing down my loved ones with a machine gun. Their lives escaping their bodies. I think of Channa and her happy self and Golda, Aharon, Ben, Gavriel. I think of them all. Poor Anna lying lifeless on the cold ground. I sleep and have terrible nightmares. The next morning I am up before dawn. I go for a walk in the woods. I am so anxious and scared. I walk around until the sun is up. I see the Fuhrers assistant walking his dog. I offer to take her for a run in the woods. I am thanked with a smile. This man obviously thinks taking care of the dog is beneath him. I love animals and children. Whats not to love. As we get further from the castle I start talking to the dog telling her about my family and the little things I love about them. How they are almost perfect especially Ben. Its as if she understands every word I say to her. I sit down on a felled tree and start to weep because if everything went well they are free now. If it didn’t well its not something I want to think about. The beautiful dog comes over and licks the tears from my cheeks. I hug her close and cry hard at the loss of my friends. Either way they are gone. I stroke her coat and talk to her. After a good while I feel better. I feel a calm wash over me. I am not worried anymore. Whatever happens, happens it is out of my hands. I walk a while longer with the dog and allow her to run and have her doggy fun. She chases critters never catching them. I laugh and toss sticks and she chases them. We get back to the castle and I play fetch with a stick with her for a while in the front. I see the Fuhrer watching from the door way smiling and laughing at our fun. I look at him and smile. What I really feel is total disgust for the man. But, I must keep up appearances. As much as I hate it. I just hope it doesn’t last long. I think of the irony of me seeking comfort and even getting it from the mad mans dog.

After the very, very, very, long weekend I head back on Sunday afternoon and arrive back at the camp around six pm. I look around my little house and its filled with ghosts. Everywhere I look I see Ben doing something. Either painting or playing his violin or trying to make me laugh with his antics. I go to the kitchen and I see a sheet of paper on the table. I look at it and I see its a recipe for Anna’s rolls. I read every ingredient and I cry. I cry long and hard for my family. I wish I could have joined them. I know now they are free and have made it or I would have been told immediately on my return of the escape. I am not a drinker but, tonight I am. I go and get a bottle of schnapps I was given by Himmler ages ago. Its so old it became something to dust for Ben. I open the bottle and pour myself a tall glass. I drink it down in a few minutes. I pour another and soon I am very drunk. I drink about half the bottle and I hear the clock chime nine. I go to the bathroom and draw a bath for myself. Just for me. I cry again at that thought. I get undressed clumsily as I have no balance from the drink. I climb into the tub and soak. I think about Ben and my family sailing to a new world. To a land they are free. I start feeling happy instead of sad now. I think of all the fun they will have on the ship and the games they will play. I think of them finally seeing the great lady in the harbor of New York. Give us your tired your poor your huddled masses. I am smiling as I can see Channa jumping up and down laughing and smiling as she points to it. I smile as I think of them going into the city and living their lives. I think of all these things and I get out of the tub and sleep like I have never slept before. I have vivid happy dreams of them starting their new lives. Of them having everything they ever really wanted. All because of Ben’s amazing talent. I dream of them having little houses next to each other with yards for the children to play in. I dream of the children growing into adults and starting their own lives. I dream of Ben and Golda getting married and having lots of little beautiful children. I dream of Channa getting older and going to college and studying hard. I dream of her meeting a fine young man and marrying him. I dream all these wonderful dreams. I wake up in the morning and feel very refreshed. I get dressed and head to my office. Around noon I report that they are missing. A lot of fuss is made over it. No one can figure out how they escaped as they did such a good job fixing the fence. I am thrilled. No one ever questions me about it. I put on a good show screaming and ranting how Jews cant be trusted. How you let them into your lives and they do nothing but, take advantage of you. It is very believable. I am screaming and spittle is flying out of my mouth. I am angry. Very angry of course not at them but, at the situation we are all placed in. I go on and on and am screaming and so angry they call the doctor to give me a sedative. I take the pill screaming I don’t need it. I head back to my little house and Christian makes sure I get home alright. Once we are in the house He looks at me and smiles.

I hug the big man and kiss him on the cheek.

“They should be about halfway across the Atlantic by now.” I whisper.

“He cant stop smiling.

“Our boy is free now.” He says softly.

“Yes he is.” I hug him again.

He heads back to the office and reports I am asleep. I never took the pill I cheeked it and spit out out on the way back. I sit in my chair and look at the book Robinson Crusoe still sitting on my table. I touch it lightly and smile.

“My family is free.” I whisper to myself, and smile.