Date: Mon, 2 Sep 2002 11:08:51 EDT From: AmateurishWriter@aol.com Subject: My Little Star Gazer - Part Two Warning: The following story is a work of fiction. It is a fantasy. It never happened, except in the author's imagination. This story may contain sex between a legal aged teenage boy and a man. The author does not encourage or condone sex between adults and little children. If you are underage, or this is illegal where you are, you already know what you're supposed to do. Delete this file and find something else. If this kind of story turns you off, delete this file and find something else. If you're looking for a story that has someone having sex in every other sentence, this one is not it. The author retains the copyright for this story. Placing this story on a commercial web site or in print without the authors permission is a violation of that copyright. Comments to AmateurishWriter@aol.com, pro and con and of a constructive nature, will be gratefully received and acknowledged, if possible. Flamers will be ignored. Special recognition - To my little star gazer for his contribution to the writing of the dream sequence. My Little Star Gazer Recap of Part One - One of my younger readers, a 16 year old boy from Fiji, wrote to me about my story "M.A.R.C." and we began regular correspondence. Soon we began to have feelings for one another. Not withstanding the great distance between us, our relationship grew and Tosh and I fell in love. After many months of correspondence and a couple of long-distance phone calls he surprised me with his arrival in America. Toshiya, Tosh for short, and his mother were here to look at a university near me that he was planning to attend. I went into the city to meet them for dinner. Today, they are visiting the university and then coming to my home for dinner. Afterwards, Tosh will spend the weekend with me while his mother returns to the city to shop and see a show. Part Two - A Weekend In The Country Begins Chapter Four - Tosh and His Mum Come to Dinner My kitchen activities were interrupted by the sound of a big car coming up the drive. I looked out the window over the sink where I had been washing some lettuce and saw the dark blue Lincoln Towncar. Then the neatly dressed driver got out and, opening the back door, my Tosh enthusiastically jumped out followed more gracefully by his Mum. Having been to interviews at the university, they were both rather overly dressed for a barbecue on my porch. As I do for all visiting friends, I came out on the porch and, looking down on the driveway below, called out a hearty greeting. "Hello! Hello and welcome!" All three looked up. "John!" Tosh, waving excitedly, burst into a grin from ear to ear. The stairs down were on the side of the house. I bounced down them two at a time to eagerly greet my guests. Tosh met me at a run and just managed to restrain himself before bowling me over. He was clearly thrilled to be here. He gave me a brief hug and, as I hugged him back, I noticed a tired but pleased and proud smile from Sachiko, his mother. "They accepted me John! After the final interview this afternoon! I start next Fall!" Tosh exclaimed as he looked up at me. He had a hand on each shoulder and he was so happy that I was sure he was going to kiss me right here in front of his Mum and the driver. He stopped and burst into gleeful giggles. Sachiko expression dissolved to a bothered motherly look. "I'm afraid that my Toshiya can be rather enthusiastic sometimes." I smiled back at her and laughed. "Yes, I can see that." I looked down at him. "But he's a breath of fresh air in this old bachelor's home ... you both are." I reached past Tosh and gently took his mother's hand. "Come up on the porch for some iced tea and tell me all about the interview." Tosh headed back to the car and retrieved a small overnight bag and a package. The driver headed back toward the limousine to leave. "Mrs. Bartlett? When should we send someone back?" Sachiko looked thoughtful for a moment. "I would like to be back at the hotel by 10:00 or 10:30 p.m. at the latest." "Yes Ma'am. Then someone will be here at 8:30 p.m. sharp." Tosh's Mum moved to hand the man a tip but he held up his hand. "No, thank you ma'am. Gratuities are not permitted." How refreshing, I thought. Then I spoke up, "Would you like to join us for an iced tea?" The driver looked surprised and pleased. "Thank you sir, you are very kind but I must get along to my next client. As the large car drove out I guided Tosh and his Mum up onto the porch and served the iced tea. They both were taken by the variety of the views. A grassy yard with flowering shrubs and plants with a small pine grove on one side and water and beach views in the distance on the other side. "Oh John." Tosh sighed. "It is so pretty and different here." "The air is so light." Sachiko added. "In Fiji it is hot and humid, particularly in the rain forested areas where we are." "Well, we do have our hot steamy days here but we also have snowstorms." I laughed. "It will be interesting to see how Tosh reacts to those." Tosh had wandered down the porch. "John! Is this the hot tub?" He was unlatching the thermal cover and peering inside as a cloud of steam rose up from the 105 degree water. "Yup, that's it." I snuck a sideways peek at Sachiko to see her reaction. She didn't bat an eyelash but asked. "I wonder if I might wash my hands John?" "Oh yes. I'm sorry." I blushed. "Let me show you the powder room and while you are freshening up I'll show Tosh his room." We went inside and Sachiko disappeared into the powder room. Tosh gave me a cute grin and we headed for the stairs. Once we were alone upstairs Tosh grabbed my hand, pulled me to him and into a very warm tight hug. He stuck his chin in my lower chest and looked up at me with a happy smile. "Oh John! This is so wonderful!" I chuckled and kissed his forehead. "I'm glad you like my home." "And you." He stretched up on tiptoe and brushed my lips with his. They were warm and soft. I laughed again. "And me." "Okay." I stepped back and grandly gestured. "This is your room my Prince." He giggled and went in, plopping his overnight bag on the bed. "Wow! It's great John." "Well, we have to add a desk and a good comfortable chair for reading but it is a nice room. It used to be mine before I built a new one." "Oh? Can I see please?" We crossed the hall. "Here it is." "Cool!" Tosh exclaimed. "What a view!" The balcony overlooked the neighbor's lawn, the rocky coast and the sea beyond. I beamed. "There is always something of interest to see out there, day or night." As I turned to look at his reaction again, he was standing there holding out the package that he had carried up from the limousine. "Here John." I gently took it from him. "What's this?" He smiled up at me. "Just a little something of thanks." A lump grew in my throat and I could not speak. "Go on then. Open it." I gulped and cleared my throat. "Shouldn't we go down so your Mum can see?" "Oh no. She knows what it is. She helped me pick it out." I untied the string with trembling hands and pulled back the wrapping. It was a silky fabric. As I held one edge it slipped and unfolded with a rush of silky sound. It was shades of dark to medium blue with gold geometric patterns. I found the label and held it up straight. It was a mid-length Japanese Kimono, something that Tosh and I had talked about. It was so incredibly beautiful. I looked at Tosh with tears in my eyes. "Oh Tosh. It's wonderful. Thank you." He looked lovingly up at me and I bent down and kissed him softly on the lips. We lingered and the kiss went on and became more, more than just a kiss. The kimono slid to the floor and my arms enwrapped him as his found my waste and pulled me close. We stood like that for what seemed like seconds and ages. Finally my mind slipped back to reality and the vague memory of his Mum downstairs. It took a moment or two to regain our composure. Finally, with a chuckle, I suggested we not take any longer to get back downstairs. Tosh stopped at the top of the stairs. "Would it be okay if I changed clothes?" "Sure. I'll let your Mum know." He went into his room and I returned to the porch with Sachiko. "My apologies Sachiko, for taking so long. Tosh surprised me with a gorgeous kimono. Thank you. That was too kind." She blushed a little. "You are most welcome John. Tosh had told me of your interest in one and asked me to help him pick it out. Your friendship has been very good for him you know." Now it was my turn to blush. "Well, being able to be his friend means a great deal to me as well. I have a family full of wonderful nieces but it is special to have a young man to be a friend or Uncle to." "Or a father." She added. "I would never presume that but it is a very kind thought." At that, the porch door swung open and a very dashing Tosh came out dressed in a red T-shirt, black surf shorts and sandals. They, combined with his golden looks, set my heart on fire. He was handsome beyond words. Suddenly I was very sure that his Mum had seen my mouth hanging open. I blushed a red deeper than his T-shirt. "Well!" I coughed. "Now that we're all here, why don't I start up the grill?" Dinner was very enjoyable. I politely declined Sachiko's offers to help but did put Tosh to work making the salad as I had learned, in our e-mails, that he was an expert at it. We chatted and got further acquainted as I grilled and as we devoured the feast out in the fresh evening air. Sachiko seemed to relax and become less formal with me as she saw that that was my style. Eventually she broached her concerns for Tosh being so far from home with only a recently made friend to fall back on when needed. I reassured her that when Tosh came to the university, phone calls whenever, would be fine, that way she could "mother" him all she wanted and visiting, even though it was a long distance, was always welcome. Not having been a father, much less a mother, I could only guess at what she was feeling as we finally walked down to the waiting car and Sachiko and Tosh said their good-byes. But, I did remind them that it was only for two days. They both looked at me like I was from another planet and then giggled in unison. Then suddenly, Sachiko straightened up, her refined dignity returned. She shook my hand, kissed Tosh on both cheeks and entered the limousine. With her slight smile and brief wave, she had the driver pull away. Chapter Five - Walking in the Moonlight and ... We watched the tail lights of the limousine move off slowly down the lane and disappear around the bend. As the lights vanished, I felt Tosh's warm hand move lightly down my arm and take hold of mine. He gave me a playful tug. "Show me the beach John?" We strolled hand in hand down the lane in the moon lit night air. As we moved beyond the trees, the fresh breeze, laden with warm sea smells, came in over the beach. The moonlight sparkled on the small wavelets as they slowly progressed toward the sand and broke with a rush of gentle lapping sounds. It was so peaceful. Even though it was warm, I shivered as the breeze passed over my bare arms. Tosh slipped his arm around my waist and I brought mine over his shoulders. He shivered as well. "Cold?" I was concerned. He giggled softly. "No, excited. Can we walk through the pine trees? Is there a soft patch of grass?" I turned him to face me. He looked up and then rose to tip toes. We kissed softly. Sweetly. "And what have you got in mind for this little soft patch of grass that we might find?" I asked with feigned innocence. Another shy little giggle. "Maybe a warm cuddle under these beautiful northern stars of yours." Again he took me by the hand and led me back towards the house. We found our way to a section of lush lawn by the small stand of pines. It was protected from the sea breeze and as we lay down on the grass, the stars spread out above us. We lay there on our backs, our shoulders just touching. Tosh started a guided tour of the stars that he had only seen in books and on his computer at home. His home was so far south that he saw an almost totally different sky. He was amazing. I had no idea that he knew my night sky so well. I was whisked away on a tour of the universe and as he directed our flight, his hand found mine and then his leg found my leg. We made up our own constellations and laughed softly with each other. As the precious moments slipped by, we moved closer and soon he was snuggled up to my side with my left arm around him, holding him close. His hand glided over my chest and played with the buttons on my shirt. His head rested on my shoulder. He softly kissed my chin. I wanted to tell him that I loved him but I was shy. It felt like it was the first time for me. Then he yawned and that caused me to yawn. My yawn convulsed into laughter and almost instantly, so did Tosh's. "I know." His laughter became a shy giggle. "Yawning's not very romantic." I gave him a gentle squeeze. "Oh, I don't know, I think it's kinda cute." I knew that if I could see my golden young man, he would be blushing. "You've had a long busy day. Maybe we should go in." "Mmmmmm, but it is so nice out here." He wrapped his leg around me and pressed himself tighter to me. I could feel the firmness of his love against my hip. It was my turn to giggle. "What?" He sounded playfully indignant. "I was thinking. I can just see us falling asleep and being awakened in the bright morning sunlight by a concerned neighbor." Then I started to giggle again. "Besides, I thought it might be nice to have a soak in the hot tub before going to bed." Tosh sat bolt upright. "Oh yes! What a delicious thought. I nearly forgot it. Let's go have a hot soak!" His emphasis on the word hot ran a shiver of anticipation through me. We had enjoyed some nice online fantasies about my hot tub. Tosh eagerly leapt to his feet and pulled at my arm. With some stiffness and a struggle, I got my 50-plus year old body vertical and we headed for the house. The hot tub is located up on the porch which looks down on the lane and the neighborhood. This wasn't too early to go naked, 10 p.m. was my usual time but 9:15 p.m. was safe, I hoped. Besides, that's how I preferred to go. Someone would have to be intentionally looking to see anything. It was very dark. Anyhow, if it meant that much to them, who was I to deprive them of an eyeful. There was barely enough moonlight to see where we walked. Otherwise, there was only the soft blue light reflecting from the bottom of the tub up on the ceiling and that was on it's dimmest setting. The pumps made a gentle whir as the water began to bubble. We had talked of this so often online that no conversation was necessary. Facing each other we each reached for the other's buttons and began. I felt Tosh's fingers tremble and I leaned forward and kissed his forehead. I was rewarded with a little giggle and more steady and urgent fingers. We each slipped off the other's shirt. Then, pausing, we kicked off our shoes and sandals. A tentative finger touched my left nipple and it rose. There was a soft sigh. I reached out and did the same as Tosh's fingers trickled down over my belly to my belt. He tugged at it as my hand roamed over his soft smoothness and found his pants as well. I knew that there would be just a snap and a zipper and quickly heard the satiny sound of his surf shorts sliding down his legs. My pants soon joined his on the porch floor. Despite the darkness, I could tell that Tosh was as nervous as I. Our hands trembled as we each tried to find the waist band of other's under shorts. I couldn't help it, I giggled. "Now what?" He giggled back. "I'm sorry." I chuckled some more. "I must not have mentioned it but I don't wear under shorts." "Oh." He sounded disappointed and, I could tell how his silhouette moved in the moonlight, that he had let his hands drop to his side. I was about to apologize when the back of my hand brushed him in front and pleasantly distracted me. I now knew that he was indeed as eagerly attracted to me as I was to him. Just as my thumbs found his waistband and were occupied by a new task, I felt the back of his hand brush my likewise, very erect penis. I moaned softly as I eased his briefs over his and down. I was rewarded with a returned happy sigh. "Okay Tosh?" "Yes." We leaned over the edge of the hot tub and I noticed that he, as did I, glanced sideways first to see what he could see. His curiosity was charming and I suppressed a giggle with difficulty. "Okay, see the seats here and there and the recliner platform for one person there and the one for two over there?" I pointed at the various accommodations. "Yes but how do I get in?" He sounded a little tentative. "Oh, you can just sit on the edge and swing your legs over and in. Then slowly sit down in the water where ever you like." I watched as his strong young body moved effortlessly. I caught a glimpse of his delightful hardness as he disappeared into the frothing waters and settled on the far side of the recliner for two. His beauty, in the soft blue light, stirred my passions to greater heights than they had seen in sometime. I felt honored and blessed to have both his love and ardor so completely directed towards me in my advanced years. He watched with clear interest as I sat on the edge, swung my feet around and slid down into the swirling and soothing heat. Before I could sit he reached out to me and drew me to his side. There was just enough light so that we could gaze into each other's eyes. The depth of the love and the passion that I saw there made my heart leap with both joy and worry. The source of joy was clear but the worry concerned me. I was afraid that I would not be able to satisfy his needs. Not so much sexual but his emotional needs. So many times in our discussions in e-mail and instant messages I was worried that I had come up short of his expectations of a relationship, that I could not provide what he was looking for, that I had, or would, let him down. Once again I tried and failed to tell him how much I loved him. It was far easier to do with letters on a screen. I wondered if that way was perhaps too easy. Then I admonished myself as I knew my true feelings for this wonderful young man. Just as I turned off the pumps to let the waters calm, I felt his finger tips dance over my chest and stomach. The delicateness of which reminded me of minnows nibbling at my toes as I waded as a young boy in the quiet water at the beach. They did not nip but tickled. I giggled and turned towards him. His arm reached behind me and we moved together and hugged. I felt the soft stiffness of his love move next to mine and our lips brushed. Then brushed again and lingered. Finally, they parted and our tongues met and stoked the fires of each other's passions and love. Our embrace and kiss tightened with urgency. Our bodies pressed together and moved in a complementing tempo. For many minutes our hands sought out and caressed all the soft curvy places that enflamed our burning pleasures. We skyrocketed towards our crescendo. Tosh tensed, trembled and then groaned out into my throat, a series of deep straining grunts. The intensity of his pleasure sent me reeling into my own wild orgasm that had been building for six long months. Moments later, as we broke our kiss to catch our breath, we watched and giggled with silliness, happiness and love as strings of white pearls slowly swirled around us in the warm crystal clear waters. Whatever feeling of doubt that I had was gone. "Tosh, I love you. I'm here for you for as much or as little you need, for as long or as short a time as you wish. All you need do is reach out for me." "John, I love you too but I don't want you to be hurt." "Oh Tosh. You dear sweet boy. If you were to vanish at this very moment, the happiness of our short time together would more than out weight any pain." He held onto me and buried his face in my neck. We both held on to what we had and waited. Nothing happened. Tosh did not vanish. Soon the intensity of our feelings washed away in the warm water and Tosh's breathing slowed and evened out. He was asleep. My heart filled with tenderness. This precious boy, my gentle loving star gazer, was safe and asleep in my arms. Oh what a wonderful feeling. We lay there for a few minutes as I soaked up the special moment and thought, with a quiet chuckle, about how I was going to get this dear sweet sleeping boy into his bed. Eventually, I had to move as the two of us were going to be wrinkled beyond belief. I stood, being very careful that Tosh didn't slip below the water, and lifted him up onto the edge of the tub. As I turned him around and planted his feet on the porch floor, he seemed to awaken a little. "Tosh sweetie. I need you to help me a little." He looked up at me with a silly little sleepy grin. "You can touch me John." "Huh?" He was half asleep. "Well, we need to get you dried off. Can you help me? Here's a towel." He took the towel and, with that sleepy headed look that only a boy can have, he stood and awkwardly started to dry himself. Once I had to stop drying myself to steady him as he almost sat down and would have fallen back into the tub. "You can touch me you know." He mumbled again. "While I'm asleep, I mean." "Huh?" I figured he was half dreaming. "That wouldn't be right, it would be sneaky." He finished drying and was about to sit down again. "Sneaky? I think sneaky would be fun. It would be hot." Then he yawned as I stopped him from sitting, again. "Well, we'll see." I chuckled to myself. Here I was humoring a half asleep 16 year old. "Let's head upstairs Tosh." We got just to the top of the stairs when he stopped and put his arms around my neck and just stood there. Now Tosh, at 5' 5", is not a little boy but I threw caution to the wind and, bad back and all, scooped him up into my arms. I was surprised at how light he seemed. He tightened his arms around me, nuzzling his nose into the crook of my neck. It was easy to carry such a soft and warm burden ... no, he was no burden, not at all. When I got to the guest room I turned down the spread and top sheet with one hand and gently placed my sweet Tosh on the cool bottom sheet, he sighed, rolled onto his side and mumbled, "Thank you my Ursa Major." I chuckled, kissed him on the ear and whispered; "Your big bear will just go close up the hot tub and the house and come right back up. Do you want to brush your teeth?" "Uhhh hhuuuuhhhh." I chuckled and affectionately patted his shoulder. Chapter Six - It Started With a Dream When I returned from closing up I went to check on my little sleeping angel but he wasn't there. I checked the guest bathroom but he wasn't there either. Finally, I check in my own room and I almost laughed out loud. There he was, fast asleep in my big bed. I bent to kiss him again and could smell toothpaste on his breath. Perhaps he had been more awake than he let on. He did say it was fun to be a little sneaky. Somehow, brushing my teeth at night is like a signal to my brain. Often, moments later I'm overcome with yawns and sleep descends quickly. Tonight was not an exception and no sooner than I lay down next to my young house guest, I slipped into a peaceful sleep. Strangely, I found myself standing in the upstairs hall holding Tosh in my arms as though I have been carrying him some where. He seems to be asleep but, even though he is dressed, I can clearly see that telltale part of him that tells me he is aroused. I stand and think a moment. Hadn't we just come from the hot tube and weren't we both naked? I shake my head and carry him into the bedroom and place him tenderly on the bed. His arms slip and fall, bending at the elbows like he is surrendering. His legs fold awkwardly so I kneel beside him and arrange them more comfortably. I know he doesn't sleep with any cloths on as he has explained this in his e-mails. So, I have to figure out how to deal with that. As I think, Tosh moves as if he isn't comfortable and an incredibly cute little frown crosses his face. I decide to remove his sandals from his sockless feet first. I am tempted to and do, caress his toes. Looking at him again I see that his erection clearly gives away his continued arousal. I wonder for a moment if he is just a little bit awake. My temptations grow but I must be strong and resist. Then I decide to pull off his red T-shirt. I place my hands on his side being careful as I remember Tosh telling me that he is incredibly ticklish. I notice that he has goose bumps and flops a little when I pull the shirt over his head. I decide that if he were really awake he would be having the same problems controlling his breathing that I'm having. My heart is pounding. I look at him and think that he looks so sexy. He is the most beautiful boy in the whole universe. I bring his arms along his sides and touch his palms, tracing the lines with my index finger. I wonder about the origin of the scar on the left one. I examine his fingers, one by one. My emotions are in turmoil. I sigh and bend back to the task at hand. My fingers ever so gently open the silver button of his black surf shorts and pull the zipper down over his erection pumped up under his red undies. I wonder again, this time, if he is faking. But, instead, just look at his innocent beauty. How did I manage not to bend down and kiss him? Again, I return to undressing him and slip my trembling fingers under the elastic of his undies. There is a muffled mumble from Tosh and he turns his head to the side and breathes out a deep sigh. I gently remove the boy's shorts without disturbing him down there but see that his penis is throbbing and bobbing. He takes a hold of it mumbling something in his sleep. Words in French under his breath which I do not understand. I just fold the sheet and roll him over so as to cover him. "Sleep tight my sweet young friend. You are safe here." I didn't realize he would seem so defenseless. I softly caress his shoulders and give him a quick kiss on the neck. My breath must have been warm on him and he opens his eyes and grabs me around the neck with both arms and kisses me. "Whoa!" I gasp and loose my balance, falling across his nude body. Do you know how, when you're dreaming and you start waking up in the middle of it, it seems so real when you finally do wake up? Well, this is just what happened to me ... Slowly I opened my eyes and regained my sense of reality. In the dim light I could see that, as usual I was on my left side. Tosh was just an inch or so away and on his back just slightly rolled so that he partly faced me. The moon had moved to the other side of the house and was now shining in just enough that I could see the slight smile on his handsome face. His arms were draped comfortably, his left coming down across him just above his stomach and his right laid out across the bed with his upturned hand and fingertips nearly touching me. So as not to disturb him, I rose up slowly on my left elbow and propped my head with my hand. The dream had left me very aroused. I moved my gaze over him from head to toe and back again, just drinking in his beauty. He looked so sweet and peaceful. Then his words came back to me; "You can touch me while I'm asleep." I didn't dare ... did I? But my desire overcame my inhibitions. Ever so softly I reached over and gently brushed his soft black hair from his forehead. As I pulled my hand back I let my fingers trail down his soft cheek. I could smell his scent and my hardness throbbed. My hand continued it's caress down over his shoulder and along his arm. When I got to the point where it bent and draped down over his stomach I moved to his side being careful not to tickle him as I was sure that that would awaken him. The intensity of my arousal now caused my hand to tremble but I had to touch him more. I had to see as well as feel my fingertips on his soft smooth golden skin. I turned my hand over and with the backs of my fingers I glided over the gentle roundness of his stomach and lower. I hesitated as I reached the point where his limp penis lay over the top of his leg. I was ashamed. I was sneaking, stealing. My hand lingered on his abdomen. As I pondered my dilemma, Tosh's senses began to aid in my decision. His limp hooded penis began to lengthen and swell. As I watched, it slowly rose up from his leg and sought out it full size. Finally, as it stretched up along his belly, its crimson head began to appear from inside its protective fold of skin. I stared at its incredible beauty. After a few moments and an occasional gentle throb, a glistening jewel of liquid appeared at its tip. With a finger, trembling now with lust instead of guilt, I lifted that single drop and brought its gleaming essence to my lips. It was unimaginably sweet. I smiled to myself and let my gaze drift up to Tosh's face. His eyes were open, as I somehow expected that they would be, and he too smiled. It was a smile filled with love. Next: Part Three - A Weekend In The Country Continues