Chapter 2

For the rest of the day, we sat around and did not too much. I have to do a few different exercises every day, so Ezra joins me in doing so after lunch, and then we change each others diapers once more, making each other cum only once this time, and then at bedtime, we make each other cum twice more during our diaper changes. Each and every time, Ezra would lick up all my output and then I would kiss him to share it all, telling him every time that I love getting my cum in this method far more than any other way. Tonight I have my baby sleeping with me, and we are curled right into each other, it is so very nice and relaxing. I have never truly been cuddled as I slept before, and I do enjoy it so very much.

I wake first and revel in the warm loving embraces that I am getting from Ezra, he is still sound asleep, but I start tickling his back tenderly, and he gets the cutest little smile on his face in his sleep. Almost ten minutes later he wakes up. Before saying anything at all, he reaches in and presses our lips together and gives me the very best morning kiss I have ever experienced. We kiss softly and tenderly for probably close to fifteen minutes before breaking apart.

“Mmm, good morning Baby, how'd you sleep?” I whisper softly to my baby boy.

“Mmm, so good, I don't think I've ever slept so well before, but waking up's been so much better, at least so far.”

“I agree.”

“I'm really hard, how 'bout you?”

“Yes.”

“I'd really like to suck you please. I've never sucked a dick before, but I really wanna.”

“And I'd love to suck you as well.”

“Good, can I go first?”

“Absolutely. Since you've never sucked before, let me give you a few pointers. Most boys figure this out on their own fast enough, but I'll help you learn faster. Teeth have no business scraping a hard dick, not even nibbling like I had one boyfriend who liked to do so. Don't go too fast or too far, eventually even you'll be able to take my entire piece down your throat, but not the first time, it'll take time. Don't be surprised if you gag a bit, most people do the first few times before they learn how far they can go. Use your tongue, lick and tickle, massage, wrap it around, and play. Humming is always nice, it feels amazing. You don't have to suck, even though that's what it's called, you don't need to suck my tonsils out through my dick, and in fact, it can be uncomfortable if not done right at all. Last, but not least, take your time and enjoy, a good suck fest can last a long time, and it should.”

“Okay, thanks.” He said, and then threw off the covers and moved so that he is in position.

Once where he needs to be, Ezra lowers the front of my very wet diaper, zeroes in on his target with his mouth, and starts licking me first. His tongue is so soft, his touch is even softer still, he is gently lapping at every millimeter of my dick, and he is driving me mad already. He keeps this up for at least two minutes before he actually sucks me in.

Starting with a deep growl, I start panting. I do not know what Ezra has been practicing on, but he has clearly done some research and practice somehow, and certainly not on another preteen either, but he had said that he had not sucked a dick before either, and I believe him. He is sucking me perfectly in every single way imaginable, and while he cannot quite take me all the way, yet, he has taken me far further in than I had thought he would be able to. The only reason he does not seem to be able to, is simply because I cannot fit all the way in his throat yet. Not one gag, not one choke, not even so much as one little tooth scrape. Perfect in every way, shape, and form. And about forty five seconds is all I manage to last.

Ezra must have felt the oncoming rush of my imminent orgasm, because he pulls all the way off my dick, until only my head is still in his mouth, and then goes right to work on my incredibly sensitive head with his unbelievably talented tongue, and drives me nuts. As soon as I explode, Ezra's eyes light up in glee, and he greedily sucks in everything I have to offer, yet he does not swallow it all down either.

Instead of swallowing, Ezra savors all that I gave him, and though I know I went out of it for at least a minute after such a powerful orgasm, when I came down, he still has me in his mouth, and he is still swishing my essence around. As soon as he sees that I am back, he starts again, after finally swallowing my treat down.

This time I last at least three minutes, and give Ezra all that I can, only this time, as I come down, I gently push his face away.

“That's it Baby, that's all I can give you right now.” Even I can hear the panting hoarseness in my voice.

“Wow, that was amazing, thanks so much.”

“No, thank you, you're right, that was amazing. Where'd you learn how to do that, you're way better at sucking dick than someone your age has a right to be?”

“I like my bananas.” He grinned and giggled, making a show of eating a banana, only deep throating it as well.

“Clearly. I've had several boyfriends who never did half as good a job as you did.”

“Awesome.” He smiles brightly.

“Go ahead and flip over now Baby, I want at your hot baby bone now.”

“Okay.” He says brightly.

I am pretty sure that this is going to be his first time receiving as well, so I want to make it really good for him. As soon as Ezra is on his back and ready for me, I lower the front of his diaper and start licking all that he has to offer as well. I tongue bathe his entire groin; balls, shaft, head, I take care of it all, all before sucking him in.

As soon as I suck Ezra in, though, he goes into immediate and massive orgasm, and very nearly passes out. I am looking right into his eyes as I make tongue love to all his boy bits, and his eyes actually roll right back as he experiences possibly the most mind altering orgasm he has ever experienced. Though he does not actually pass out, I can clearly see that he is not all there either. It takes nearly five minutes just for Ezra to come back down, and when he does, I start fully sucking him now.

Taking my time, trying my best to make it the best possible for Ezra, I am doing everything I know to increase his pleasure. The only problem though, Ezra is still rising far too fast, and no matter how slow I go, I can tell that he is about to cum again not even a minute after I had started for my second time. Shortly after realizing this, Ezra explodes, and this time he does actually pass out.

I extract myself, slip out of bed, and grab the diaper change materials that we are needing, and then proceed to change Ezra first. He is very soggy already, and I am certain that after all that amazing sex, he will need to pee again soon, so I need to get him diapered. I have to pee very badly as well, mind you, but I am awake and can hold it if I want to, I just do not want to most times.

I give Ezra the full treatment, taking several minutes to get him into a fresh diaper, and then I lay down with him and start trying to wake him, so that he is not sleeping for too long. It takes almost ten minutes to wake him up, and when he does come awake, he wakes with a brilliant smile.

“My god, that was absolutely fucking amazing.” He sighs deeply, then gets a panicked look on his face. “Oops, sorry.”

“It's okay. If we're boyfriends, I'm not gonna care about words like that, we're equals now. That doesn't mean that you should swear all the time, mind you, you know how little I swear, and I see no reason why you'd need to any more than I do.”

“Oh, okay. We're equals?”

“Yes, of course. A couple can't have one person that has more power than the other, it's not fair or right. I hope that you understand, of course, that this is a two way street, and that as much as I think about you in everything that I'll do from now on, you have to think about me too. A couple makes decisions together, works things out together, talks to each other, and tells each other what they want and need. It'll be a little harder on you at first, because you're still pretty young, and you're not truly used to having such freedom, so we're both gonna have to learn lots.”

“Oh, okay, that makes sense, I guess, and it does sound nice.”

“Yes, I'm sure it does. Now, I think we both need breakfast, but I need a soggy bum change still, so change my diaper please Baby.”

“Okay.” He says brightly and then proceeds to do just that.

As soon as I am in my fresh diaper, I grab Ezra's hand and place it on the front of my diaper, and then pee inside it. I do not have a lot, but Both Ezra and I sigh when I am done. He then grabs my hand and presses it to the front of his still dry diaper, and then proceeds to wet his a little as well. Once more, we both sigh when he is done.

“That's so naughty and nice all at the same time.” Ezra giggles cutely.

I have always loved hearing Ezra laugh, he has the cutest laugh you can imagine. I am forever trying to make him laugh, and so is Josh, because he loves hearing Ezra laugh as well.

“Yes, absolutely it is, and while I certainly wouldn't go around telling anyone, it's not wrong either. Some people seem to think that what we love is gross and or wrong, but they're wrong, so very wrong.”

“I agree with you on that one. Now, let's go get breakfast Baby.” He smiles warmly to me.

“Okay.”

After making and eating a good filling breakfast, we just sit back and relax for the morning. After lunch, we change our diapers and make each other cum by hand only once each, do my exercises together, and then do some work around the house. After dinner and fresh diapers, as well as another cum each, we watch a movie, and just as we are about to finish the movie, Josh gets home and walks in.

“Hi Josh, have a good weekend?” I call out so that he knows where we are.

We are covered in a blanket, so when Josh walks in, he cannot see how we are dressed, or undressed as we currently are.

Josh, like I said before, is very small for his age, though not quite so small as Ezra. He is twelve years old, though most think that he is somewhere between ten and eleven. He has a messy mop of medium toned brown hair that has streaks of both lighter and darker browns in it naturally, and we purposely keep it a bit shaggy looking, because it suits him quite well. He has medium brown eyes, cute little round face, complete with little round nose, nice lips, and all around well proportioned. He too is skinny, though he does have some good muscle definition to him as well. When he is naked, he and Ezra are nearly identical in the diaper area, both hard and soft, because I have seen him hard during diaper changes several times.

“Yeah, I had a great weekend, thanks. How 'bout you guys.”

“It was great.” Ezra says exuberantly.

“Why, what'd you do?” He asks curiously at Ezra's sheer excitement.

“I think it's better we show you.” I said.

I threw off our blanket, exposing us and all that we are wearing, which is only a nice slightly soggy diaper. We then sit up, and as Josh's face goes from shock, to awe, to curiosity, to questioning, we tell him everything that he now needs to know. He never says a word the entire time we tell him everything. It is at least a full minute after I finish speaking that Josh finally says anything.

“You really knew, about everything, all this time, and you never told me?”

“I did, but it wasn't my place to tell you. You had to tell me on your own, but you weren't, so now you know.”

“And Dean really knows about Declan and I and is okay with it?”

“Of course he is, we set you boys up, knowing full well what you both wanted and needed. You see, Dean and I've been friends since we were kids, we fooled around, a lot, when we were kids. Dean has his very own little gay baby boyfriend, by the way, he's the same age as you, so twelve, in fact. I don't think you know him, but Dean's trying to adopt him, since the poor boy hates his mom and is scared shitless of her finding out that he's gay or a diaper lover as well. And yes, Dean's loved diapers his entire life as well, he and I both did. That's why Declan always has the best diapers for his supposed bed wetting, and he never questions the fact that Declan goes through easily twice as many diapers as he's supposed to, usually closer to three times though by the sounds of it, especially when you come for the weekend.”

“Wow, and Declan doesn't know any of this?”

“Nope, not yet, though he might now, I told Dean that I was telling you everything today, so he said he's gonna tell Declan as well, so that it doesn't accidentally get spilled by you. So, would Baby like to go get into a fresh, thick, thirsty, tape on, baby diaper?” I ask, because I know he wants to.

“Oh yeah, and does this mean I never have to take them off?”

“Not unless you want or need to for some reason. I don't see many reasons why you'd want to, mind you, and I already have thinner diapers here for you boys for school, so if you wanna wear there as well, then you're more than welcome to.”

“Wicked, then heck yes.” He says happily and leads the way to his bedroom.

Both Ezra and I follow him, and Josh is simply standing in front of his bed, ready and waiting for me. As I start undressing Josh to get him diapered, Ezra goes and grabs all the diaper change supplies, and sets it all on the bed, just as I am laying Josh down to diaper him up.

“My my, look at your baby bum, looks like you and Declan had a good fulfilling time. Good grief, I've never seen you this gaping and bruised, what'd he do to you, fist you?”

“As a matter of fact, yes, he did.” He answers, only blushing a bit.

“I hope you didn't fist him as well.”

“No, but I got four fingers into him. He was upset that he couldn't take my whole hand as well. Why didn't you ever say anything before when you changed my diapers, you had to have known, if you knew pretty much exactly what we did this time?”

“Wasn't my place to say anything. I knew you boys were playing together mutually, you both wanted and needed it, neither of you was hurting the other, so it wasn't my business. Like I said before, though, I'd hoped you would've been able to trust me, but I do understand too. Even though you're young, you knew without a shadow of doubt that what you and Declan share is very illegal, and you didn't wanna share even that with me. Now you don't haveta worry at all.”

“Oh.”

I finish diapering Josh only a few seconds later, and then he grins and pees, then sighs deeply as he finishes up.

“Saving that, huh?” I ask.

“Yeah, was gonna ask you to get me ready for bed soon anyway, now I don't haveta. This is so great, I'm sure you have a pretty good idea of how often I wanted to ask for you to diaper me all day every day, but take that number and double it, and you still might not understand. I was so scared, now I know I was being stupid, so thanks so much Daddy.”

“Yes, you were being a bit stupid for not trusting me, even though I've told you hundreds and hundreds of times that I'd love you, no matter what you had to tell me. All that matters now though, is that you are free, and I want you both to always tell me everything, there is no shame here, there should never be any fear, I will never judge you on something that you like.

“Now, let's go play some games before bed Babies.”

“Okay.” They both say as one, and we head to the living room in just our diapers.

Almost three hours later, we are all ready for bed, so Ezra and I say goodnight to Josh, and then we go to our bedrooms. Ezra and I wrap each other in tight embraces, lock lips, and start rubbing and petting each other anywhere we can. Once we are more than hot enough, we both head right to the front of each others diapers, insert our hands, and then start taking care of each others' needs. Our first cum comes in at a little over a minute, and Ezra pulls out his hand and licks it all off again, then as he is pushing his hand back inside my diaper, we lock lips once more and share the wealth.

Orgasm number two slams into us about three or so minutes later, and this time, when Ezra pulls his hand from the front of my diaper, I grab his hand and pull it to my face and lick off all my mess, then go back in for another deep and passionate kiss.

We do not restart our playing though, we are both very satisfied with two baby boygasms, and we are now just kissing lovingly. Probably pretty close to ten minutes later, we finally break our kiss and tell each other just how much we love each other.

I hop up and grab our diaper change materials, and Ezra turns himself and lays down in diaper change position so that I can more easily change him. I take care of him, and then we trade places and he takes care of me as well. Once we are both ready for bed, we curl up to each other and fall asleep quickly, wrapped all up in each other yet again. As I fall asleep, I realize that I truly do love my little baby boy, and having him right next to me as he is, is beyond compare.

(The weekend, from Josh's perspective.)

It has been an amazing week so far, earlier in the week, Dad told me that Ezra's gonna get to move in with us, so I get my best friend and adopted brother living with me now, which is awesome. We truly are best friends, we know everything about each other as we possibly can. We change each others diapers, and we do jack each other off, but that is all, since I already have a boyfriend, and he really wants someone else for that role anyway. He wants my dad, though I cannot blame him, only, neither of us know how that would work out, or how he would take it. The other great thing, is that my boyfriends dad called and asked me to come and babysit.

Declan is only eight years old, but he's so amazingly hot, and he knows way more about hot gay baby sex than I ever did at his age, and not all of it because of me either. He had started researching all about that sort of thing when he was six, and he said he had his first real orgasm not long after.

Not that six years old is early to have a true orgasm, Ezra and I caused each other to cum for our first times right around then as well.

As soon as school is out for the day, Ezra and I walk home, and he asks me if I have to go pee like he thinks I already do, and, of course, I answer with a resounding yes, saying I only hope I can last until five when I am supposed to be there. He laughs and asks if we plan to diaper each other as soon as Declan's dad leaves again. I answer yes again, and he laughs. I then tell him that we plan to fuck each others brains out the entire weekend again, and he has to reposition himself.

“I just wish I could have your dad so bad.” He says to me.

“Well, this weekend would be a good time to try, I guess, I just don't know how he'll take it.” I answer.

“I know, and living with you guys now's gonna make it harder on me, not easier I'm betting.”

“Yeah, I know. Really, what've you gotta lose, other than your virginity. You have the whole weekend, try tonight, and if you lose your courage, try in the morning, and if you lose it then, try again tomorrow night.”

“Yeah, maybe I will, I just don't know. I'd really like to, that's for sure. I haveta go home and spend the next couple hours with my mom, and then I'll be at your place. Maybe I'll ask him to get me ready for bed, tell him that I still need diapers.”

“Pretty sure he knows you still do too, but then, he's never said anything either, so who knows.”

“I don't think he does.”

As soon as we make it to our houses, we separate, which is not normal, but will also be the last time, and then I go in and spend the next couple hours with my dad. If he noticed that I drank lots with dinner, he never said anything. I had already packed my bag for the weekend, I have everything that I need in there, just next to no clothes. I have lots of diapers, a new thing of lube, my toothbrush and deodorant, and anything else I need, so that I am ready to go as soon as I am able to. At just a few minutes to five, I tell my dad that I should probably be heading out, so he gives me a hug and kiss goodbye, and then I head out.

The walk to Declan's is short, he only lives about a block away, and as soon as I arrive, I knock on the door and then just go in as usual.

“Hi there.” I call out.

“Hi.” Both Dean and Declan call out from different areas of the house.

Declan comes running down the stairs and slams into me. The only problem is, I am not exactly big here, and Declan is not exactly small. He and I are almost the same height, but he often forgets that in his excitement. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly.

“I'm so glad you're here.” He says happily.

“And I'm happy to be here too.”

Just then Dean comes around the corner from the kitchen. “Let go of the poor boy before you kill him.” He says.

If only he knew that being held by Declan is the way I wish to go. “It's okay.” Is what I actually say though.

“So, still sure of staying for the whole weekend?”

“Sure, we've had no issues the past few times, and besides, my dad's right down the street if we really need anything. I know how to cook, and I know lotsa first aid, so we're all good.”

“I know, and you boys always behave so well, so I have no problems with it.”

I am reasonably certain that if he knew how we truly behaved when he is gone, he would not be so happy.

“Thanks. Where do you haveta go this time?”

“Another conference, at least this one's at a really nice ski hill, and I'll even get to get some good skiing in.”

“That's good, I'd like to go skiing, but, of course, with my dads injuries, there's no way he can go, so I'd haveta go with someone else.”

“Maybe I'll take you boys one day then.”

“Thanks, but that's okay.”

“I plan to take Declan soon anyway, so if you and Ezra come along, it won't be a big deal.”

“Oh, well, okay, but I'll haveta see if my dad'd let me, and I'll pay, I have lotsa money saved up.”

“I'm sure you'll be fine. Now, I haveta get going, so you boys have a good weekend, and behave.”

“Okay.” We both said, but I know that we do not plan to behave at all. I have almost double the amount of diapers that I need, and I hope to use them all being very naughty with my little baby boyfriend.

Only a minute later, Dean is gone, and Declan turns to me and grins.

“I haveta go peepee really bad, please Pamper my pussy, let me diaper you, then you gotta diaper fuck me real good.”

“Oh yeah, I haveta go pee too, real bad.”

“I want your piss in my pampered pussy today again.”

“Okay, but only if I get to suck you first and you pee in my mouth then?”

“Okay.” Declan says brightly.

We run to his bedroom, both of us stripping all the way there, and when we arrive, Declan jumps on his bed and lands in diaper change position. I grab his diaper supplies, throw them, and my pack with all mine in it, onto the bed, and then bend down and suck Declan in all the way. He squeals so cutely as I suck in all his ten centimeter erection and taut ball sack, and then I start giving him all the pleasure that I can manage, and not even thirty seconds after starting, he squeals in ecstasy and grunts seven times as he pulses away madly. A few seconds later, I am gifted with his hot sweet pee, and he is sweet too, even sweeter than normal. I have loved drinking Declan's pee since the first time we accidentally did it, we had fallen asleep while sucking, and I woke up spluttering because he was peeing. He had felt so bad for that, that he insisted I do the same for him, so fed him my entire load as well, and he too loves it now.

I am now so hot and hard that I know that I am not going to last much longer at all, so I grab my lube and prepare Declan as quickly as I can. We have made love to each other so much , that if we are just using our dicks, we can usually just lube up and slip in, and that is all I am doing today.

I get up on my hands and knees, Declan sees what I am doing and re-positions himself as well, and then I slip into my baby boyfriend, and start making sweet love to him. Sometimes we like to just fuck raw, but most of the time we really truly do make love to each other. It will be Declan's turn later, but he had asked first today, so it is only fair.

I had been correct though, I last maybe twenty seconds before exploding in my first orgasm, and then I force myself to pee, and then proceed to piss fuck my baby. We absolutely truly love doing this to each other, and even though we know that we are likely making a small mess underneath us, neither of us care. Sadly neither of us are really large enough to be able to make love through our diapers, and even though we cannot wait until we can, at the same time, we both want it to take a while longer. I know that I will be first, but probably not by that much, maybe a couple years at most, because I know I have not even started puberty yet.

This time, now making love to my baby's very sloppy baby bum, I last at least a couple minutes. As soon as I do cum, though, I know that I really need to get Declan into his diaper. Because he is still only just barely small enough to fit into them, Declan is lucky enough to still get to wear Pampers. I diaper him up lovingly, adding more than enough cream and lotion to prevent any rash, and it smells great too. We then trade places and he diapers me up as well.

As soon as Declan has me diapered, I roll and turn so that I am laying down properly, and he crawls in and cuddles up to me as well. We kiss for a few minutes, just rubbing each others backs softly.

“Ah, so much better. It's been so long. I wish we could live together so that we could share this every day.” Declan sighs deeply.

“I know, me too, but your dad'd kill me if he knew what we were doing, and not to mention both our dads and our diapers.”

“Yeah, about that though, I think my dad knows.”

“Why, how?” I ask, almost panicking, but then realizing that if he knew anything, I would not be here now.

“Just the way he told me something earlier. He said he'd went and got me more diapers, he said he got me more than enough to last for about the next month, yet when I looked, there's six packs of diapers, which is probably a three month supply, if I wear them only one per day, like I'm supposed to. He's also changing me to the same diapers you use, just in my size, 'cause the Pampers are starting to get a little snug now, but your diapers are damn near as good. Then there's what he said when he asked what we were gonna do. I told him just hang out and watch movies and play games and whatnot. He said, make sure and not spend all your time in your bedroom playing games. Well, I have nothing of any sort in the way of games in my bedroom, and the only sort of games we play in here are the kind he's not supposed to know about.”

“Odd.”

“Yeah, that's what I thought as well. So, yeah, I think he knows, and from the way he made it sound, he's happy about it. He grinned at me and everything. I hope I didn't blush, but I don't think so.”

“No kidding. I'll be in massive shit if anyone ever finds out, even if you were the one to have started it.”

“Yeah, well, I may've started it, but you sure never complained, but there's no way I'd let my dad give you shit for anything, we both want it.”

“No, nor will you ever hear me complain either.”

“Good.”

For the rest of the evening, we sat back and watched a movie, then played some games on the Nintendo, and when it was time for bed, both of us are more than soggy enough to warrant soggy bum changes. Well, said soggy bum change involved a fair bit of sucking and fingering, we did so at the same time and made each other cum twice, and then Declan made love to me and filled me up as full as he was able to. Nothing in this world feels better to me than being piss fucked, and Declan went for two more orgasms after filling me up.

“I haveta go peepee really bad now Baby, do you want it?”

“Hell yeah, when don't I?” He giggled and grinned.

“That's what I thought, and I could stand to cum once more as well.”

“Goody.”

I had not cum the last time that Declan had, I tried my best to hold it in, so that we could do just this, but I am so hot, that I know that I will not be able to last for very long. I was right, because probably only fifteen seconds after Declan started to sucking me, I exploded. Not even thirty seconds after that, the urge to pee slammed into me, hard, and so I gave Declan what he is searching for. Once sated, we diaper each other up, and then curl up and go to sleep.

This morning we woke up within just a minute of each other, as we usually do, sucked and fingered each other to two good morning orgasms, changed each others very wet diapers, went and had breakfast, and then played and had fun. After lunch, we changed each other again and sucked and fingered each other, it is our favorite way, after all, and then the same after dinner and bedtime. Declan has been up to four fingers inside me for months now, and I have only gotten three into him, he is still pretty tight, but I know that he will be able to take four of mine, and soon, and as soon as I do that to him, I know for a fact that he is just going to slip his entire hand inside me. Even though we both know that it is going to hurt, we are both looking forward to that, and I think tomorrow might be the right time.

I was right, because after our lunch time diaper change and suck and finger session, I did slip four fingers into Declan, and he slipped his entire hand into me, fuck it hurts, but it feels so amazingly good at the same time. Seconds after taking Declan's whole hand, I cum my hardest to date, and had I actually ejaculated, I may have actually drowned Declan. Then again, Declan came harder than normal as well, and had he squirted, I may have drowned as well. It was, without a doubt, the greatest ever, and, as such, we did not stop, and continued what we are doing, and came a further two times.

At just after five, Dean called, as he normally does on his way home, to ask us what we want for dinner, and we both answered, and he said that he will be home in half an hour with dinner then. This, sadly, means that we now have to go get out of our gloriously soggy and warm diapers. We clean up everything, and ourselves, get dressed, since we had been in just our diapers until then, and by the time Dean comes home, he will not know anything is out of the ordinary.

We eat together, and then talk for a bit, before I say that I had better be heading home. I have school in the morning, and I need to get to bed. I am well worn, for some strange reason, gee, I wonder why, right, so I want to go home and ask my dad to get me ready for bed, and then go to bed soon.

When I get home, Dad and Ezra stand up and show off that not only are they wearing diapers, but that they are soggy as well, and then they tell me everything. Shocked would be putting my feelings mildly, astounded might not even be close enough. I am finally wearing diapers, and I have been assured that if I never want to take them off again, I do not have to, and I can promise you right here and now, I will never be taking them off if I have anything to say about it.

When Dad and Ezra head to their bedroom for the night, I cannot help but wish, once again, that Declan was here with me, crawling into bed with me. Not just about the amazing diaper sex that we have either, just cuddling and kissing him is all I need to survive, the amazing diaper sex is just a bonus.