Date: Tue, 8 May 2007 18:51:33 -0700 (PDT) From: wetswimboy2000@yahoo.ca Subject: MY SWIMMING LESSONS We would love to hear what you think. Please provide us feedback to: wetswimboy2000@yahoo.ca MY SWIMMING LESSONS by Derrick Hammond and Michael Smith He handed me a shopping bag over his giant mahogany desk, behind which he sat, working. I was twelve years old at the time, a tall skinny boy. He told me that the bag was for my new swimming lessons, which he felt I needed, even though I was quite a good swimmer. But my father, being one of the best lawyers in the country, felt I could improve. But I admired him for this; for this drive to always be better, and to never make me feel like I was inadequate, but only that I could improve. So I took the bag and opened it in my bedroom, and pulled out a pair of navy blue Speedos. I had never worn Speedos before, and as I held them up to myself in the mirror, I was curious about how I would look in them, though I knew it would have to wait until the next day. My father, if he happened to come up to my room, would frown on me wearing almost no clothes. Even though it was only him and myself in the apartment, I always had to be fully dressed. I reluctantly packed them away and got ready for bed. Early the following morning, just as I was about to leave, I suddenly felt embarrassed about the Speedos in my bag, and I quickly swapped them for trunks. It was an early summer morning, so it was a nice walk over. The sun was coming out nicely, and I could tell that it would be a good day for swimming. Coach Jones, who asked me to call him David, answered the door with a gentle smile, and gracefully asked me into his home. He showed me the pool and the changing room, and I met him a few minutes later at the pool, both of us wearing trunks, though he had on a t-shirt as well. He was staring at me, and I suddenly felt naked, as I was a boy used to always having on clothes. I saw myself naked only briefly every day, when I changed clothes, and I was certainly not used to being alone with another person, wearing almost no clothes. I was very relieved, at that moment, that I was wearing trunks. "Didn't your dad send you with Speedos?" David asked. "Umm, well, he did," I answered, "but I sort of forgot them." "Well trunks slow you down. Don't forget them next week, otherwise I may have to make you swim naked." Those words of his made me suddenly stop and think about what would happen if I were to forget them the following week. The thought of swimming naked suddenly appealed to me, though I knew I would be mortified if I had to wear even fewer clothes in front of this man, who at the time was a complete stranger. We stood together on the side of the pool, facing each other, while he led me in some stretching exercises, and when we were done, told me that we stretched every muscle in our bodies, which would help immensely. When that was over, I was finally able to swim. It was wonderful diving into the warm water. I swam a lap, and then David gave me some pointers, and I swam again, each time trying to improve. We did this for a long time, and when it was over, he told me that he would be doing some different exercises with me the following week, and that I would be less bored and learn more. He climbed out of the pool first, and then offered me his hand, which I took, and he helped to pull me out. Of course I did not need the assistance, but it was a courtesy I appreciated, as it made me feel much more comfortable with him. He put his hand on my back and walked me towards the changing rooms, telling me that I did very well. There was something strange about the way I felt when he touched my bare skin; I did not want him to let go. I wanted David to continue holding my back, to support me, to tell me that I did well. But I ended up in the changing room alone, which I was partly grateful for. I experienced, that night, one of the rare occasions at home that I did not have any pants on. I was bent over my father's knee, and I felt his hand crashing down on my bare bottom for not wearing the Speedos. David had called to tell my father, not so that I would be punished, but so that I would not forget them the following week. As I went to bed that night, I closed my eyes and thought of David's touch on my back, and not my father's. David's was memorable; something different. My father gave me an everyday touch, a spanking or a hug, maybe a pat on the back. This was special in its own way, but I could not figure out what the difference was with that, and with how I felt when David touched my back. At my next swimming lesson, I emerged shyly, not used to having a piece of clothing hugging my body. I felt even more naked standing in front of David, methodically stretching naked parts of my body, than I had when I was wearing my trunks. But at the same time, I was enjoying the freedom of bare skin and the warmth of the sun. Back at the house then, late at night, I would not even pull my pants down to play with myself. I was really anticipating my next swimming lesson. I found myself in the pool, my stomach lying on David's hand, while I stroked, and David tried to teach me how to do it perfectly. I wanted to continue this as long as possible, and was disappointed when he sent me off to swim on my own, his touch disappearing. He complimented me again on my progress after the lesson. This time he walked me over with his arm across my back, his hand holding my shoulder, and I slowed my walk, to make it last. More than anything the following week, I wanted the end of the lesson to come, so that I could feel his encouraging hand on my back. I almost ran to his house, and did not even bother to close the door of the poolhouse as I changed. Once I had pulled on my Speedos, I felt a little bit silly for this, but David did not see me anyway, as he arrived at the pool when I did. This time, during the warm up exercises, David too put away some of his inhibitions, and stood before me without a shirt on. I could not help but stare at his muscles, thinking that someday I would be as big as him, and suddenly feeling like a miniscule little boy. How could I live up to David's expectations of me? I thought, suddenly, that I may not feel his warm hand on my back later on. After our stretch, I was ready to get into the pool, but David instead took me towards the house, and he himself sat down against the bricks, and put me over his lap, the way my father would do when he was about to give me a spanking. But this was not David's purpose. He wanted me to show him my kicks, the way I moved my legs in the water. I did it for him, and he squeezed one of my thighs. "You'll have to do a better job of stretching," David said to me, as he began to massage my thigh. I showed him my kicks again, this time feeling that I was doing a much better job with the leg he had just massaged. But what I could also feel was my penis becoming hard as it was pressed against David's leg. I turned suddenly red, embarrassed, and I began to wish that I was anywhere else. But David, in his wonderfully calming voice, said that we could get into the pool. He asked me to do a number of laps, but halfway through he stopped me, and pulled me out of the pool. He stood there in front of me, staring at me, as if he were sizing me up, looking for something. "You're an excellent swimmer," he said thoughtfully, "but there's something holding you back. I can't figure out what it is." He continued to stare at me, and I did not know what to say. I was embarrassed, as I was not used to being around other people in such a state of undress. And then David pointed at me, suddenly. "I think that your Speedos are too tight," he said. "Did you by any chance keep those trunks in your bag?" I shook my head. "Hmm. Listen Christopher. I don't want you to be embarrassed, but I'm going to have you do a few laps without your Speedos, just to see if you improve." I stood there, absolutely frozen to the spot. I wanted to do whatever David wanted of me, and furthermore, if I had to be naked around someone, I would have preferred that it be him. But I stood frozen, not knowing what to do, even though he had made it perfectly clear. "If you prefer," he said, "you can take them off inside the pool. Otherwise, just go back to the change room and put them in your bag." My mind was racing; I did not know which option was better. I remember suddenly nodding, and scurrying off to the changing room. I removed my Speedos, and was about to walk out bravely, when I remembered the stack of towels that were always there. I wrapped one around my waist, and then went back to the pool. David smiled at me, indulgingly, because of the unnecessary towel. I walked up to the pool. I hesitated for a moment, but knew that sooner or later I would have to do it. So I dropped it, and climbed into the water as fast as I could. David climbed in after me, and then told me to start my laps. I was grateful, when we were finished, that he followed me out of the pool. It meant that he would only see me from the back, and I very quickly had myself covered again with a towel once I was out of the water. I began to walk, slowly, towards the changing room, and then I felt his hand on my back. "You did much better without the Speedos. I think that you should get a slightly larger size for next week." I did exactly this, and as usual, I met David by the pool after having changed. "How do the new Speedos feel?" he asked me after we had finished the warm up. "They feel okay, I think they're a better size." He walked up to me, and placed two fingers inside them at the back, and then brought them around, across my waist, to my front. He barely grazed the base of my penis with his fingers, but it got me excited. "Yes, they do feel better," David said. "Now lets see how you do with them." He removed his fingers, and gave me a hard slap on my backside. It was meant to be a playful slap, but being a small boy, and him just the opposite, it hurt. But also, I was not expecting it, and so I stumbled forwards. He must have seen this happen, because he grabbed my Speedos from the back to keep me from falling, but I did so anyway, feeling them being pulled down my legs. The fall did not hurt very much, but at the end, I was naked, and I could feel the warm sun in between my legs. I looked up at David, absolutely mortified, but when I saw his face, I could not help but start laughing. He knelt over me and apologized, saying he did not mean to hit me so hard, that it was supposed to be only a little joke, even though David was laughing himself. My speedos were still around my ankles. "Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?" he asked me. "Well, you saw mine," I said. This is a line I had heard many other boys my age use on each other. At that age, we were all curious, not just about our own bodies, but also about everybody else's. I rarely participated in these boyhood rituals because of my father's strictness about nakedness, but I listened with lots of attention when stories of boyhood experimentation were told. I did not really expect David to comply with this only half serious request, but David offered me his hand, pulled me up, and when I was standing in front of him, he pulled down his trunks, revealing a man's body, pubic hair and all, to skinny little Christopher. I did not know what to do next. I stared, and I felt myself becoming hard. And then I was confused, because David's penis was doing the same thing as mine. I understood, a little bit, of what was happening to me. I was in the presence of a grown man, who had a nice, muscular body. But I could not understand what business he had becoming hard staring at a skinny twelve year old boy, with no hair on his body and a penis that was barely noticeable even when it was sticking out straight. But it did not matter that I did not know what to do next. David took a few steps closer to me, firmly grabbed my hand, and placed it on his now hardened penis. "Don't be scared," he said. As soon as those words came out of his mouth, I no longer was scared. There was such a large difference putting my hand around a fully grown penis, as opposed to my own. I was mesmerized by it, and luckily, because he said so, I was not scared. And then David pulled me towards him, hugging me in a playful but loving manner like I had never been hugged before. An involuntary chill went up my spine as my hand still held his erect penis. I felt his hand move down my back, and then onto my backside, where it remained for a moment, squeezed, and then let go. It was awkward for me to continue holding his erection during this, but I did not know what he wanted me to do with it. But then, with David's lead, we separated, and sat down together beside the pool, dipping our feet in the water. "You know Christopher," he said, "there isn't much more I can teach you about swimming at this point. Your body will have to mature a bit more before you can have a noticeable increase in speed. But aside from that, you've been doing really well. Your dad has paid me for one more lesson though, next week, so come over, we'll do some practice, and then we'll see what to do with the rest of the time." What David was really saying to me flashed through my mind in a moment. I realized that nothing more was going to happen that day, that I was being sent home, and that next week was the last time I would ever see him. "But I don't want my lessons to end yet!" I said suddenly when I realized that it was ending. "I know you don't. I would keep you here as long as I could as well. But you don't need me anymore. You're swimming better, and you've gotten over another little problem of yours as well." "What problem is that?" "Shyness. You're sitting here, right beside me, completely naked. You've never done that before, not with anybody else there. I know your father; I know his rules." "Well I like you, and you make me comfortable around you, and you're naked too," I replied, as if justifying it would change the inevidtability of everything ending. But David, at that moment, gently reminded me that I would be returning the following week, and asked me to go and change. When our final meeting came, I was disappointed when he actually asked me to climb into the pool and swim a few laps, mentioning something about the fact that my father paid for swimming lessons. My heart began to beat faster, not because of the swimming but because he asked me to come out of the pool. I pushed myself out and stood before him, water dripping down my body. I could not see any details on David's body, because the sun was in my eyes. But he pulled down his trunks, and told me to do the same. David bent down a little bit and squeezed my penis, which at that moment was still soft. He began to massage it, until I had an erection. "Are you alright with doing this for me?" David asked. "Because if you're not, we can stop right now. I won't be upset." I stood still for a moment, frozen, with everything and nothing rushing through my mind. I had no idea what exactly it was that I would be doing for him, but I did not want this to end. Up until those weeks, the scope of my sexual experience was limited to quietly and quickly masturbating under my covers. So whatever it was that I was agreeing to, I did so with vigor. David asked me to lie down, right there on the ground, outside, beside the pool. I did so, and I felt the warm ground on my back. "On your stomach," he said to me once I had gotten comfortable. I turned over, and realized that the ground was hotter than I had previously thought. David wasted no time. I felt his hands spreading apart my legs, and then reach under me to fondle me some more. The ground was becoming hotter underneath me, and I began to wonder what he was going to do next. Within moments I felt it. His hardness inside me. It hurt, but at the same time, I was enjoying it. The feeling of being naked, of being touched, of giving someone else pleasure that I knew would be returned to me. He began to go harder, but at the same time I could feel him being careful to not hurt me too much. I could hear him breathing and smell the chlorine from the pool as I tried to remain as still as possible for his pleasure. And then I felt more wetness, and it was over. David turned me over, and began to fondle me once again. This time though, he did not stop, but continued to stroke me until I was finished too, though there was no wetness, only a feeling of pleasure that I could never have achieved on my own. It took me a few years to understand why David could never see me again after that day. The obviousness of this baffled me at the time but now makes sense. But even so, he made sure that day that I left on a positive note. He held me, and told me how wonderful I was. He thanked me for giving him such pleasure, and then he took me out for pizza, where all was forgotten and he was just a swim coach, and I just a pupil. He made sure that I was clear on the fact that we could never see each other again, and then sent me home. Two weeks later, however, I received a letter by post, containing a single, blank piece of paper with an outline of his hand, expertly shaded to look real. `My hand is always on your back,' was written underneath. So he did know how nice it made me feel when after the lessons he would have his comforting hand on me and tell me what a great job I did. That night, after I was sure my father was asleep, I thought about being naked in front of David and his willingness to have me touch his most private parts. But most of all I enjoyed the erection that came with these thoughts, and I stripped, even pulling off the covers. I spread my legs and placed my hand in between them. And most of all, I savoured the new and unexpected things my swimming lessons had brought into my life.