Chapter 3


This morning, after waking up, Owen and I shared even more loving kisses and cuddles, and then we changed each others super soggy baby diapers, causing each other to cum only once more, and then we went and had breakfast. Of course we did not get dressed yet, why bother until we have no choice, right. As soon as we could no longer hold off on getting dressed, we dressed each other, and then went and started on our day. We checked the pools and hot tubs again, verified that they were all good, and then got started on getting everything ready for the day ahead.


We got the pools opened up, the store opened up, and then Owen started restocking shelves while I took care of other things, mostly paperwork and whatnot, but also going through all the reservations and trying to get them all fit in somewhere, somehow, my most hated chore, but I will trust no one else with it.


It was just after eleven when Joshua came in.


“Good morning Joshua, you look happy this morning, and super soggy too. It's hot.”


“Thanks. I am, it's great.”


“That's good. Such a sexy little gay baby boy you are too.”


“Thanks, so are you. Where's Owen?”


“In the back room, getting stock to bring out.”


“Oh, can I go talk to him?”


“Of course. Mind if I tag along? I'll just watch the monitors to see when anyone comes in.”


“No, that's fine.”


I led Joshua to the back room, and as soon as Owen saw him, he dropped the box of diapers that he was putting on the cart and ran to his friend and kissed him.


“Wow, that never gets old.” Joshua sighed deeply when Owen finally let him go, damn near five minutes later.


“Know how you feel.” I laughed.


“So, how'd it go?” Owen asked, plainly the picture of perfect patience.


“So fucking well, every emphasis on fucking.” He giggled at getting to use a naughty word.


“Good. Do tell.”


“I hid the diapers in the bush, and then spent the evening playing games and whatnot, and then my parents went inside the trailer and told us boys to not leave the tent. We never even went to the bathroom, they never tell us to, come to think of it actually. I told Calvin that I had a surprise for him, and to meet me in the tent. I went and grabbed the diapers and brought them in, then stripped down to my soggy diaper as he was looking in the bag that I'd just passed him. He gasped when he saw me, and asked why I was wearing a diaper, and so I told him everything. I asked him if I could diaper him, and he said okay, and so I stripped him, he was super hard, had him lay down, and before he could say anything, I was sucking him, and I sucked him for two baby boygasms.


“I taped him up into his diaper, but it barely even closed, so I grabbed one of our Goodnites and put it over top, it was hot. I told him I need a soggy baby bum change, and asked him to change me, so he did, he never even said anything, but he sucked me. Then I asked him if he's been fucking our babysitter like I think he has, and if he's as much a diaper lover as I think he is, and if he's diaper fucked her. He said yes, to all of it, she even wears as well. I asked him if he'd diaper fuck me as well, and he said, okay, as long as you diaper fuck me as well, I've always wanted to try it too.


“Of course I said yes, we diaper fucked each other four or five times each, we pissed in each other, it was amazing. Calvin put one of our Goodnites on me as well, and we passed out. That's what I'm still wearing in fact.”


“What'd your parents say?” Owen asked.


“Nothing, but they had to have noticed, I saw them look, and I'm pretty sure they grinned to each other. If I was glowing half as much as Calvin was, then they hadta know what we'd done too. I don't really care, though, to tell you the truth, I think they've already known for a while. As we were falling asleep last night, I thought back on things. Like I said, they never make us go to the bathroom, but they also never tell us we should be old enough to peepee in the potty, they encourage us to get ready for bed early, and we've never worn pajamas, ever that I know of, and so we walk around in just our diapers all the time. I'm starting to think they might be diaper lovers as well.”


“That'd be so cool. It'd certainly make it nice and easy on you boys to get them for yourselves.”


“That's my thought as well.”


“So, when's your brother coming over?” Owen asked.


“Told him to meet me here in half an hour, so in a little bit. Will you fuck me please Oliver?”


“As much as I'd truly love to Joshua, sadly, no, I can't. Not only are you still far too small, and have only taken little gay baby boy bones deep in your gay baby boy pussy, but I'm saving myself for Owen for when he's ready for it, because not even he truly is yet. Not only do I not wanna hurt you, or Owen, but I want my first time to be special. I've waited a long time, and so it hasta be perfect for me. Not to mention how insanely illegal it is.”


“Oh, okay, I understand, I guess. Will you let me suck your big baby peepee again at least?”


“I suppose I could.”


“And will you let my big baby brother suck your big baby peepee later too?”


“I suppose so.”


“Good. Can we go somewhere right now, that way, later, once we're done, you'll have lots to give to Calvin?”


“Okay.”


So much for rational thinking, thanks dick head.


Owen said that he would watch the store, and I led Joshua to the bathroom. As soon as we made it, Joshua stepped forth, pulled down my pants and the front of my diaper almost instantly, and then latched on. I admit, waiting to hear from, and then hearing from Joshua, had made me exceptionally horny, and as such, I managed to last a grand total of maybe thirty seconds for my first orgasm to explode forth. This time Joshua was more ready for it and happily sucked it all down, and then continued to suck me again.


I should have pushed Joshua away.


I did not have the willpower to do so, he is making me feel so good it is not even funny, and he certainly seems to be enjoying himself every bit as much as I am. He is making me feel so good, in fact, that I find myself cumming again only a couple minutes later.


This time I do gently push Joshua away, and he breaks the lip lock he has on my erection, it actually popped a little, it sounded fucking hot.


“Mmmm, you taste so fucking good.”


“Thanks, and now I desperately wanna taste you as well.”


“Okay.” He said brightly.


I sat down on the floor, so that I am at approximately the right height, and pulled Joshua forth. I pulled down the front of his shorts to expose his double soggy diaper, pressed my face into it and smelled of him deeply, and then pulled that down and exposed all that he has, and he has a nice little mouthful, not quite as much as my baby Owen, but he seems to be a little bigger than most boys his age. My god is he ever hot. I never actually got to see his little baby bone yesterday, it had been covered the entire time, so now I am exploring it, licking it, and finally sucking it.


Joshua was too hot too, because he squealed and came in only about fifteen seconds himself, but I too did not pull off, and continued sucking him happily. I kneaded his super soggy baby diapered bum as I did so, and it was utterly amazing. Joshua already has an amazing ass, and that is just in clothes, diapered is even better, but super soggy double diapered is perfect in every way.


Joshua lasted a few minutes this time as well, and when he came, he was still incredibly hard, but I pulled off anyway, ensuring that I made a nice satisfying pop as well. I do not want to drain him completely before he and his brother and Owen all get to have their fun times. They all need it, it is good for them. They deserve it, just like I had deserved it at their age, only I never got it, so I will allow them what I never got.


“Why'd you stop, you suck so well?”


“Because you have a better place to be. Your brother and your friend are likely waiting for you so that you can all go and have fun.”


“They can go play, I'd rather you and me got to know each other much better. If you catch my drift.” He said, sounding far huskier and hornier than any eight year old has a right to be.


“No, Baby, as much as I'd loveta, you know why we can't. Sorry. You have no idea how much power it takes for me to say no to you and to not diaper fuck you, but I am, because I know I'd hurt you too much.”


“I'm willing.”


“I know, which is why I haveta use my top head. You're not thinking with yours, only your bottom head, and even though you know it'll hurt, you have no idea how much. No, I'd possibly cause a hospital visit, and that's something neither of us want. I'd land in jail rather quickly in fact.”


“Oh, I don't want that.” He said softly, looking down.


“I know, and just so you know, I'm not saying no for forever, but I am saying no for now. I can't hurt you, you're too beautiful and special to hurt, and I'm not the sorta person who'd just hurt a boy because he's impossibly horny.”


“Thanks, I guess.”


“You're welcome. Now, your big baby brother's likely to be here soon, and we've already spent too much time away. Before we go, though, would you mind if I kissed you as well. Since the first time I saw you yesterday, I wanted nothing more than to kiss you.”


“Okay.” He said brightly, and then knelt down so that we are on the same level, since I am still sitting, and pressed his sensuous little lips to mine, and kissed me deeply.


I kissed him back just as deep. For being new to the kissing game, Joshua sure is good at it. Then again, I am damn near as new myself, and I think I do a fairly decent job at it. It certainly feels amazing, that is for damned sure. We had to have kissed for five minutes at least before I pushed away, we both sighed deeply.


“Wow, you're an amazing little kisser.” I said.


“Mmm, thanks, so are you.”


“Thanks. Stand up Baby and I'll fix your baby diaper.”


“Okay, then you stand up and I'll fix yours as well.”


We repaired each other so that we are both more presentable, and then headed out. As we exited, I noticed a new rather large stack of boxes that was not there before, and Calvin was also there too. When he saw me and Joshua exit from the bathroom, holding hands, he grinned and blushed.


“Hi Baby Bro, just got a nice cum load, it tastes so fucking good. Oliver's agreed to let you come back later and try some for yourself as well. I bet you'll love it every bit as much as I do.”


I could see just how dry his mouth went with that. He was unable to speak, he looked like a landed fish, and as much as he tried to swallow and create saliva, it just was not working. I guess Owen saw all this too, so he stepped forth and offered to give him some of his own to help the situation, and kissed him. At first Calvin just stood there, for at least three seconds, and then he fully melted into the kiss, wrapped his arms around Owen, and kissed him back as well.


Joshua led me over, and because we are still holding hands, I followed. Then Joshua extended our connected hands, and started petting Calvin's super soggy baby diapered bum. Our fingers are still intertwined, yet our palms are opened as much as we can, so that we can truly feel his baby diapered bum. It is nice, damn near as nice as Owen and Joshua's are. We petted his baby bum the entire five or so minutes that Owen and Calvin kissed.


“Wow, that was amazing.”


“Glad you liked, and I see I was able to transfer enough spit to you to help you speak again.” Owen giggled.


“Oh yeah, and I always thought of swapping spit, kissing like that, was so gross. Wow, that was so totally not gross.”


“Mmmhmm.” All of the rest of us sighed as one.


“Well, you baby boys have some fun to be had, how long do you have? Should I call when it's getting close to time to go?”


“About three or four hours, and as much as I'd loveta still be going hard, I doubt we can last quite that long.” Joshua giggled.


“I bet you'll try your hardest anyway. Oh, and take more pictures will you please.” I asked.


“Of course.” Both Owen and Joshua said at the same time.


“Good.” I said, and then the boys pretty much disappeared right away.


I looked at the boxes that had clearly been delivered while I was busy, and sure enough, they are from the company I had hoped it would be. I excitedly opened the boxes up to verify that everything was there, and it was. I sent it all upstairs via my small dumbwaiter, since my suite is directly above the store, so that it would be nice and convenient to get. I then went about doing whatever else that I needed to do for the next couple hours, helping customers when needed, but ended up calling one of my people up to watch the store until the night person's shift started. I wanted to go and check out the action once more, and be there to diaper all three boys in super thick, super thirsty diapers, with diaper doublers.


When I made it home, I crept to the door and peeked in, and Owen and Joshua both saw me, and gave me a grin and a thumbs up. They were both fucking Calvin, one at mouth, one at baby diapered bum, it was pretty hot. I gave the thumbs up back, and then pushed down my pants, pulled up and off my diaper shirt and over shirt, then pushed down the front of my diaper just a little, and matched my rhythm to theirs and jacked off as slowly as they were fucking Calvin.


Owen gave me the non verbal command to come and join in, but I shook my head no, just watched them, my eyes locked with Owen's, as I jacked off. I tried to hold off, so that Calvin could have my load, and so, before I could get too hot, I stopped, and left the baby boys to their fun and games. I righted my diaper, but my dick is still so hard that it is poking out the top, and when I looked down and checked it out, I chuckled and groaned, it looks so hot.


I went and grabbed all the boxes from the dumbwaiter, pulled everything from them, and then opened up the packages that we would be needing right away. I grabbed one of the diapers and went back to the bedroom door, and when Owen saw me, I pointed to the diaper, to the three of them, and then to me, so that he would get the hint that he was to call me when they were ready to be diapered. He grinned and nodded, and then came. I damn near came.


I went back out to the living room and sat down, I can still hear the sounds of the boys having their fun, and it is hot beyond compare. They managed to last at most twenty minutes more, though. I damn near came again on their final cum, which sounded as if it might have been almost painful to the horny little boys. I heard nothing for almost ten minutes, and then three absolutely, stunningly, gorgeous, super soggy and ruined diaper baby boys came sauntering from the bedroom. All their diapers are pulled back up, but the inner diaper material has exploded from all three of them, they are a right mess. It is amongst the hottest scenes I have ever even dreamed possible, and then some.


“Well, you gorgeous little hunks of hot gay baby boy diaper lovers sure do look relieved now.” I said in way of greeting.


“Mmmm, yeah, so relieved. We each got to be double fucked, it was quite nice. Our last time, though, that you got to watch for a few minutes, was probably our longest, and I'm reasonably certain that Calvin isn't complaining.”


“Oh yeah, I am, it was horrible. They stopped way too fucking soon.” He giggled cutely.


“Yeah, well, feeling's mutual, but it was only fair that we stopped when we did for each of us, and even though we're baby boys and can cum lots, even we have our limits. I actually went soft on that last baby boygasm.” Owen said, giggling a little as he did so.


“Fuck, me too.” Both Calvin and Joshua said at the same time.


“Good. So, Oliver, I can't help but notice you're still rock hard and sticking out the top of your super sexy, super soggy baby diaper?”


“Oh yeah, haven't cum since Baby Joshy drained me damn near three hours ago.”


“Mmm, I like that, Baby Joshy. I think from now on, in special company, that's exactly what I wanna be called.”


“I'll be Baby Owe then.”


“I'll be Baby Callie.”


“And I'll be Baby Ollie.” I grinned last.


“Just a buncha gay baby boy diaper lovers. That's awesome.” Owen said.


“Mmmhmm.” We all sighed as one.


“Well, Baby Callie, I think Baby Ollie has a big baby loada cum to feed you. If you still really want it like I know you do, then go get it.” Owen said.


Without saying anything, without even seeming to think about it, Calvin came forth the last couple steps, dropped to his knees, and buried his face in my soggy diapered crotch. He sniffed deeply, then sighed even deeper still. He reached up, pulled down my diaper in the front to expose all that he so very clearly needed, and then practically inhaled me, taking in all that he could, surprising me with just how much he was able to take in. Not all of it, but a far cry more than I had thought possible, and even more than Owen is capable of still. He gripped my smooth, hairless, gay baby nuts gently in his soft little baby hands, and massaged them so nicely as he sucked me quite well. Shocking considering he has had next to no practice, and what practice he has had has been quite recent and on much smaller baby peepees.


Sadly I am much too hot, though, and explode not even thirty seconds later. Calvin felt it happening, and backed off so that he could truly savour my entire load, and savour it he did too, because as soon as I finished pumping out a nice big load for him, he paused in his motions, and just swished it around so sexily in his mouth, but also still flicking my incredibly sensitive dick head with the tip of his tongue. I am not entirely convinced that it was by accident either.


Finally it diluted too much, and his mouth was getting too full of his own saliva, and so he swallowed, but, as he did so, he dove in, and managed to swallow me all the way down as well.


“Fuck me, he's deep throating you. That's fucking hot.” Owen groaned.


“Oh god, his throat's like nothing I've ever imagined.” I groaned deeper.


Calvin lasted only thirty seconds or so, before he had to pull off, and when he did, he gasped for breath, sucked me for a few strokes, and then swallowed me whole again, and massaged me with his throat again. A few seconds later he pulled off, breathed and sucked, and then did the same thing again. I have no idea how such a young boy can do it, but he is, and he seems to be enjoying himself. His throat is likely to be right raw later, and I bet talking will hurt something fierce, but I know if he and I were reversed, I would happily accept that.


I know that I was his age, just past ten, when I started dreaming of having men ram their cocks up my ass and down my throat, and fucking me until they could fuck me no more. And then the next men in the lines would take their place and do so more. I wanted it every bit as much as the three boys with me now do, I know how they feel, I know what they want, and I want to help them with it so much.


Two and a half minutes, maybe, is all I managed to last. Calvin pulled mostly off so that I could fill his mouth once more, and fill it I most certainly did. It honestly feels as if I gave him even more this time than last. He still savoured it with me still in his mouth, and he is still flicking my overheated dick head so exquisitely as he does so, but it is almost painful in its intensity. Once his mouth becomes too full once again, he swallows down all that he has, and tries to start once more.


“Oh fuck me, no, no more, I can't take it again.” I said, grasping his head firmly, but hopefully not too painfully, and pushing him off.


“Did I do good.” Calvin grinned and blushed at me.


“God, I have no idea. You three baby boys are my only data, you all feel amazing to be sure, but, of that, I honestly think you're the most talented little gay baby boy cocksucker, and I can't believe you took me all the way.”


“It felt so right, but my throat is hurting a little now, but not too bad.”


“Well, now I guess I'm just gonna haveta practice more, won't I. I can't possibly be having a jumped up little newbie being better than I, now can I.” Owen huffed indignantly, it was rather cute how he teased Calvin.


“Oh god, I'm gonna die soon.”


“Mmmm, but what a way to go right.” Joshua giggled cutely.


“No shit.” All three of the rest of us said as one.


“Congrats Baby Callie, that was hot to watch though. I've tried, but I just can't seem to get my throat to open that far. I don't gag either, but I just can't seem to take him.”


“Thanks, but I am bigger than you, even Baby Joshy's bigger than you, and you're almost two years older than he is, so I guess you just haveta grow more. I'm sure Baby Ollie will be happy to feed you lots of his special baby formula to help you grow big and strong though. I feel way better now after getting my baby formula.” Calvin sighed.


“True, and I've been trying to keep him well drained too. Between the three of us, he's probably feeling like he's being vacuum pumped and drained right now.”


“Ain't that the fucking truth. My balls feel so empty right now it's not even funny.”


“Good.” All three baby boys said as one.


“Right. Now, you three baby boys are in ruined diapers, and I'm so fucking soggy that the only reason I haven't started leaking yet, was because I was so hard the past few hours, I don't think I've peed at all, so we all need seriously soggy baby bum changes, and I have new diapers here for all that'll truly be appreciated.” I said, while pointing to the stacks that they had not even noticed yet.


“Okay.” They all said, and then went and laid down on the blanket that I had set out for this purpose.


Starting at my sexy little baby boy, I removed his ruined and saturated Pampers baby diaper, cleaned him up well, then lotioned and creamed him, deeply if you know what I mean, and then put onto him a super thick and even super thirstier diaper, with one of the largest and most absorbent diaper doublers I have ever found inside it. As soon as I taped it on, he peed it, clearly he had to go, bad, because it took damn near a minute for him to finish and to sigh. I then slipped onto him a brand new, super babyish diaper shirt. It is red with pictures of Dalmatian's and fire trucks on it. It is cute.


Next is Joshua, and he too gets the exact same treatment. He sighed deeper than Owen when I fingered his little gay baby bum hole to lotion and cream him, and I honestly thought that he was about to cum again. When I taped him up, he grabbed my hand and pressed it to his diaper, and he too peepeed it, and he lasted a few seconds longer, so clearly he really had to go bad. I then slipped him into his baby diaper shirt, his is royal purple, with a crown on it, and it says I'm a baby prince.


The final baby boy is Calvin, and he got the same things again, only I slipped two fingers into him, because he is surprisingly open, and took it so easily. He did cum, twice in fact, once just as I finished lotioning him, and then once when I finished creaming him. He too received his super thick double diaper, and he also grabbed my hand and pressed it to his diaper, and peed it. He lasted just about as long as Owen had. His diaper shirt is a deep green, with four leaf clovers on it, a little Leprechaun, and it says I'm the luckiest baby boy around.


“My god, all three of you look beyond sexy like this. Those diapers are so fucking thick it's not even funny. I really hope your parents don't mind it, even with the good loose fitting clothes you boys were wearing, they're bound to see this.”


“Thanks.” All three said, and then Calvin said, “I don't even care any more, I'm a gay baby boy diaper lover, and from now on, I'm wearing nice thick thirsty tape on baby diapers all the time.”


“Me too.” Joshua said.


“What about your girlfriend?” I asked curiously.


“She's always known I was more gay than straight, I've told her that a few times, but so's she. She's a gay baby girl diaper lover, and we really do love each other too, and we do have sex, but we know it's not what we need. We're gonna get married though, and have kids, but we'll have separate rooms and other friends. We'll still have sex more than likely, but if we don't, neither of us'll care all that much.”


“Really.” Joshua said.


“Yeah. We've already got it all planned out. I'll teach our baby boys, she'll teach our baby girls, they'll never haveta go peepee on a potty if they don't wanna, they'll never haveta give up their baby diapers if they don't wanna, and I bet they never do.”


“I never would've.” I said.


“Same.” All three boys said as one again.


“Now you lay down and all three of us'll change your soggy baby bum.” Owen said.


“Okay.”


We traded places, and all three boys were in there, cleaning, lotioning, creaming, and taping me up, they did everything together. It was nice, especially the fact that I had three fingers inside me, one from each, I damn near came again, and the only reason I did not, I am still too fucking drained. My diaper is every bit as thick, and my baby diaper shirt is pale purple, with pictures of baby diapers on it, and it says I'm a gay baby boy diaper loving slut.


“Wow, what a nice soggy baby bum change.” I sighed once I was done.


“Good. Now peepee your super thick baby diaper.” Owen said, and all three boys pressed their hands to my diaper, and I gave them what they were searching for.


I managed to pee for the most amount of time I think I ever have, though I doubt I expelled even as much as the boys did. I have never been able to pee hard and fast, my urinary tract is small, so not much comes out. Granted, back when I used to actually use a toilet, I used to often miss the bowl, because it always came out in such a tiny jet with a fair bit of pressure, that I could not always aim it. Also, if I do manage to let myself get full, and I do pee hard like that, like how I am now, it actually burns. Finally it stopped though, and the inside of my dick feels probably about as raw as Calvin's throat does right now. That is okay, it was definitely worth it, and like Calvin, I will not ever complain about it.


“Well, I suppose that we should probably get going. Thanks so much for everything guys, it's been an amazing day.” Calvin said.


“Just a sec, I'll get a bag and pack some diapers and doublers for you baby boys to enjoy, and those baby diaper shirts are yours, you don't needta return them.”


“You mean it?” Joshua asked.


“Yep. I bought Owen lots, and those ones fit you baby boys well, so keep em.”


“Thanks.” They both said, and then came and gave me hugs, and one at a time, I bent down and kissed them each good and proper.


“Mmmm.” They both sighed nicely as I let go.


“You're welcome.”


I managed to slip away, went and grabbed one of the stores reusable bags, since they cannot be seen through, and loaded it up with plenty of big thick baby diapers, as well as some of the thinner ones, and plenty of doublers as well. They have a good couple weeks worth there if they do not ruin too many before they need to be changed.


We found the boys' clothes, separated them so that they have the proper clothes, and then I dressed Calvin, as Owen dressed Joshua. Even though their shorts are nice and baggy, and their shirts nice and long, it is still not really all that hard to see that they are wearing incredibly thick baby diapers, and once they are good and full, it will be even more apparent. When asked again, both boys are adamant that they are not changing, and that they are going to go have a nice long chat with their parents and tell them everything. The good news, most people who do not know the boys will not likely notice, unless they for some strange reason pat their super sexy, super thickly baby diapered bums.


As soon as the boys were ready to leave, Owen and I gave them each a nice tender kiss goodbye, telling them to have a good night. They wished us the same, and damn near floated out the door.


“Mmm, they sure are hot.” Owen said.


“They sure are, but you're hotter than both of them are in so many ways. Calvin's incredibly handsome, and Joshua's incredibly pretty, and they're both beyond sexy in just soggy diapers, but you're more so. I think you have an incredible mix of both handsome and pretty in you, and you look phenomenal in just a super soggy baby diaper. I can't wait 'til your super thick baby diaper's so fucking full you're nearly leaking, you're gonna look even sexier than you do now.”


“Thanks.” He smiled softly at my compliments. “I think you're every bit as handsome and pretty too, and you look so fucking gorgeous in just a super soggy baby diaper. I can't wait 'til your diaper's so full you're nearly leaking as well.”


“Thanks. I think that we're likely to last 'til tomorrow morning now. I've never managed to get one of these amazingly thick diapers too full in only six hours, and that's what we have 'til bed time now, and we've got doublers in them as well. These doublers I think add more than double the capacity to these diapers, they're so thick and thirsty, so I think we have well over twelve hours of non stop wetting before we needta worry.”


“That's wicked.”


For the rest of the day, we just did whatever we felt like, but we did it together. We did go through all the pictures that the boys had taken today, and they were really fucking hot. When it was time to go to bed, I was right, we are nowhere near ready to change yet, so we went and laid down, kissed, cuddled, whispered our loving proclamations to each other, and then fell fast asleep, deep in love.


When we woke up, Owen and I laid there just softly caressing each others backs, neither of us even saying anything or moving anything other than our hands. It is so incredibly loving, not even having to say anything like we seem to. When Owen's stomach started growling enough to alert me to his insatiable hunger, I laughed and slipped out of bed, and extended my hand to my baby, and helped him out of bed, but continued to hold his hand as we headed to the kitchen.


As we went, I checked out both our diapers, and we are both incredibly soggy now, and it is beyond sexy. When we let go our hand hold, I grabbed Owen's super soggy and sexy baby diapered bum, and he is very nearly at capacity. He of course had to check my diaper too, oh what a shame, and he proclaimed me to be nearly leaking as well. We still have more than enough time to eat, we both peed as we were laying in bed tickling each other, so we are good for now.


After breakfast was eaten and cleaned up, we decided that we really had to go get cleaned, diapered, and dressed, and from the grin on Owen's sweet face, I can see that he also seriously needs a little relief. I could stand to drop a load myself.


I picked up Owen when we made it to our bedroom, and laid him on the bed in diaper change position, and proceeded to undo his double soggy diaper. When I pulled down the front, I was greeted by an absolutely amazing baby boy erection. He is pulsing again, his heart clearly hammering to make him pulse how he currently is. Using only my mouth to clean Owen, I leaned down and sucked his entire boyish package in, and proceeded to not only clean him, he tastes amazing, but also give him all the pleasure that I could possibly manage.


Owen sighed deeply as I sucked him all in, and started moaning, gasping, panting, and sighing as I lavished him with all my attentions. I was counting, and forty four seconds was all that he lasted, plus or minus a couple seconds in case I was a bit off of course. From the sounds that Owen made as he came, I would think that had he actually cum, he may have drowned me. It was pretty erotic hearing the squeaking and gasping that he did as he came. He pulsed hard at least a dozen times, maybe a hundred, I am not sure.


Clearly Owen had no desire for me to stop, because he clamped his hands over my head, and very nearly face fucked me. He was driving my head up and down with his hands, as well he was humping my face at the same time. I could not help but to laugh. That must have felt amazing to Owen, because the moan he let out from how it felt damn near made me cum.


I decided to take control, and so I grasped Owen's hips, and pressed them to the bed, and locked my head so that he could not move it. He is getting tough, but I am far more so. I even nipped at the tip of his overheated little erection, and he screeched and smacked my head, pretty hard. “What the fuck was that for.” Is what he said.


Again, I could not help but to laugh. Well, if he wanted to be sucked, I was going to suck him alright. I am going to try and make the little hottie pass out. I slipped a finger up his shockingly loose little baby bum hole, searched for and found his engorged prostate, and started massaging it incessantly as I sucked him. For well over half an hour, and through five more cums, I sucked Owen, and even after his last cum, when he tried to push me off, I held fast and continued to suck him good and proper.


On his last cum, Owen went soft about half way through, and screeched even more when I attempted to keep on going. This time he managed to find the power in him to push me off, damn near throwing me from the bed. Well, I did not manage to make him pass out, but that is a damn good second place prize. I laughed.


“What the hell was that for?” He asked again, he looks shell shocked.


“That's what a naughty, horny little gay baby boy gets when he tries to skull fuck his lover.” I grinned brightly.


“My god, even I thought I was about to die near the end there, and I had way more cums yesterday.”


“Good. That's likely because you at least had a little breathing time in between each one, whereas I kept on going, and made you go back to back to back.”


“Wow, it was damn near horrible.”


“Good, glad you enjoyed.”


“Yeah.” He snorted. “I'll ask that you never do that again, well, at least 'til tomorrow.” He giggled.


“You bet Baby. Now, we haveta get in the shower, but I have a load to give to you first. I'm nearly bursting here, I'll last at best ten seconds, and then we'll hit the shower.”


“I shouldn't be doing this and encouraging your bad behavior.” He grinned evilly.


“It's you who was a naughty baby boy. Besides, you're still barely awake, and laying down, maybe I should just do this.” I said, and then pushed my diaper down in the front, scooted up so that I am kneeling right over Owen, my dripping dick nearly kissing his pouty little lips.


Owen opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, but I did not move forth any more. I grasped my own bone, stroked it only twice, stifled a yell that may have been heard all throughout the park, and exploded so forcefully that I managed to miss Owen's mouth with a good portion of my first six shots, spraying him all over his face instead. For the rest, I managed to control the explosive pulses better and filled Owen's mouth nearly to overflowing. He looks so hot like that, my entire load splattered all over his face and filling his mouth.


I used my erection to kind of scoop up all my cum on Owen's sexy little face, and then brought it within licking distance, and Owen happily lapped it all off, though he has yet to swallow all that is still in his mouth, he is trying to hold it, to savour it for as long as he can. I hope he can hold it for just a little longer, I desperately want a nice cum kiss this morning.


As soon as I get the majority of my cum off of Owen's face with my dick, I scooch back down, lean down, and press my lips to Owen's incredible cum covered lips, and kiss him deeply, sharing all my cum in the best way known to man, well, at least us gay ones at any rate.


We kissed for only a couple minutes before I pulled us apart, got back up onto my knees and moved forth once more. I still have one more load of cum to share, and I know that Owen will want it every bit as much as I want to give it to him. The way I am positioned, I have Owen's arms pinned to his side, so he is unable to help me out, which is exactly how I had wanted it. He did manage to free his arms just enough, though, so that he is tickling my asshole very nicely. He is not going inside me at all, just tickling, stroking, rubbing, massaging. It feels incredible along with my own stroking, which I am doing as slowly as I am capable of. I know we really do not have time for this, but honestly, who is going to fire me.


Owen still has his tongue out, lapping at my dick head any time I am in range. I am purposely not slipping my head into his mouth, I am not allowing him to actually lick and or suck me, but the occasional head lick sure is driving me nuts, or my nuts, not sure which right now.


In this manner, I actually managed to last well over five minutes, but this time, when I exploded, I actually aimed for Owen's wide open mouth, his tongue stuck out as far as he could, so as to catch as much of my cum as he possibly could. I did not fill Owen's mouth nearly as full this time, but it is still an impressive load to say the least.


As soon as I finished cumming, I once more repositioned and dove in for more special cum kisses with my insanely beautiful baby boy. We kissed longer and more softly this time, more deep and loving, everything a kiss should be from ones boyfriend. Finally I pulled away.


“I hope that teaches you a lesson Baby.”


“Mmmm, it sure does. Be an incredibly, insatiably horny gay baby boy diaper lover, and great things will happen. That was amazing.”


I laughed. “Not quite what I was going for, but true none the less.”


“I suppose us dirty baby boys really needta go get cleaned, diapered, and dressed, so that we can get to work, huh.”


“Yeah, and because we've taken so long getting dirty, we don't have nearly as much time to get clean as we need, but oh well, not like we're gonna get fired for being late.”


“No kidding.”


We slipped out of bed and headed right to the shower and got good and clean, and, as we usually do, we wash each other, but not with any silly cloths, just hands. It feels so intimately wonderful to do this, something that I have never had in my memory. Finally we are cleaned and dried, so we diaper and dress each other, brush our hair and teeth, and then go get a quick breakfast, so that we are at least not late in opening the store. That is all that truly matters, and we still have plenty of time for that, I just will not be able to do my full rounds.


We did inspect and open the pool before going and opening the store up, and then we got to work. Owen got stared on cleaning and helping customers, while I was doing other assorted paperwork and helping customers as well. The morning slipped by quite quickly, and before we knew it, it was noon. I am a little shocked that we have yet to see Joshua and Calvin. I cannot wait to hear how their talk with their parents went last night. It was almost one when they showed up. As soon as Owen saw them, he rushed forward to meet them as well. Fortunately there are no others in the store with us.


“Hi guys, how'd it go?” Owen asked excitedly.


We can both tell that they are nice and thickly diapered, just not quite so heavily as they were yesterday afternoon when they left us.


“Hi, it went great.” Joshua said.


“Yeah, amazing.” Calvin added.


“Good. So, what'd they say, how'd you do it?”


“It was pretty much done before we even got there, by you two in fact. They couldn't help but to notice just how thickly diapered we were, and our mom said, so, finally ready to tell us who and what you are I trust.” Calvin started.


“And we said yes, we're gay baby boy diaper lovers, and that we wanna wear and wet our thick thirsty tape on baby diapers all day every day. They said okay.” Joshua said.


“Then we asked them if they're diaper lovers as well, and they said yes. They're happy for us that we finally got the courage to go after what we wanted. When they asked about our babysitter, who they know is also a gay baby girl diaper lover, and the major reason she's our babysitter, I admitted that we love to play and have sex even, that we're both mostly gay, but that we really do love each other, and what our plans are for when we're older. I never told them how we plan to raise our kids, but I think they know anyway.” Calvin said.


“Yeah, so I asked them why they even potty trained us at all, since I know for a fact that I never wanted to, and I'm certain that Baby Callie wanted to potty train every bit as much as I did, so none at all,” Calvin nodded. “and we were told that no matter what they liked and/or wanted, it wouldn't be right to force that on us boys. With that being said, though, they never switched us to Pullups 'til we asked ourselves, but that they would've happily diapered us every night for our supposed bed wetting.” Joshua said.


“So, yeah, then we even explained how we'd met Owen, and that we'd had some serious gay baby boy fun with him, and it was a blast. Our dad said it seems that we've also found an adult, but we both said that sadly no, that's not the case, even though we certainly asked, but that you refused, yet know what us baby boys are doing. We didn't wanna tell them anything at all about you, we think they'd be okay with it anyway, but there's no point in endangering you at all. Mind you, they both said that they had adult lovers when they were our age, so they're perfectly okay with it anyway, but still, we never told them anything.” Calvin said.


“I, for one, thank you.” I said.


“Wicked, how do you feel?” Owen asked.


“Awesome.” Both boys said. Calvin followed with, “Now we never haveta be outta our baby diapers unless we wanna be, and our dad even says if we want any special toys or baby accessories, to just ask, and we can search for it online and get almost anything our hearts desire. Oh, they desire, a lot. We have tablets, and you've got wicked internet access here, so we went online last night and found lots. I think the thing I can't wait for most, though, are the cock shaped soothers and bottles that we've ordered, but the vibrating butt plugs and dildos, as well as cock rings should be amazing as well. We even bought a few really awesome gay baby outfits and more of those awesome gay baby diaper shirts that you guys have.”


“Okay, I just went insanely hard.” Owen groaned.


“I'd be happy to help you with that.” Both Calvin and Joshua said identically and at the exact same time. It was pretty cool actually. All three boys started giggling, even I had to laugh.


Sadly our conversation was cut short by the entrance of some customers, so I told the boys to go ahead and have a good time, and they left to go do what hot little gay baby boy diaper lovers should be doing. They truly do deserve to, and I would never feel jealous of them doing so.


I worked the rest of the day by myself, but decided to call it early once more. When I called in my replacement, I told her that I think I might just get her to do this every day from now on, that I am starting to want to spend a little more time away from the store. I think I deserve it. Then again, I think I deserve what is about to happen even more.


I headed upstairs, and, this time, the boys were just exiting the bedroom as I walked in. They have only been going for two hours. I guess even they have their limits, and the past couple days have likely been very draining, especially for baby boys who have nothing to drain. They are all in fresh diapers, nice and thick, but not doubly so, but in their night time diapers already. They also do look very satisfied.


“Hi Baby Boys. Have a good time?” I said.


“Hi.” They all said. “Yeah, we had a great time, but we're all getting pretty worn out, so we couldn't last near as long today.” Owen added.


“I thought as much when I entered after only two hours and you boys were just coming out. You do look worn out, but happy, so that's good. Even young sexual boy gods like you have limitations.”


“Yeah, and I think you pushed me past mine this morning already.” Owen scowled at me.


“I tried.” I grinned.


“Yeah.” He laughed.


“Owen told us what you did, it made us especially hard.” Joshua giggled.


“Yeah, and you were already nearly impossibly hard by the time you made it to the store today anyway, right.”


“Fuck, were we ever.”


“Why were you so late today, we fully expected you no later than eleven again.” I asked curiously.


“We slept in after having a good night last night, kissing and stroking, and then we just enjoyed our insanely thick and soggy baby diapers for as long as we could this morning. We only just changed before coming. Why waste a perfectly good and thick baby diaper after all, right.” Calvin said.


“Wondered if that was the case, and I can't blame you at all. The only reason we changed, was because we hadta in order to open the store.”


“I bet. So, we don't haveta be back for at least a couple hours still, our parents said to go have fun, and to be back by dinner time, which is somewhere between five and six. Would you mind if we stayed here and hung with you guys?” Joshua asked.


“Not at all. I'm gonna strip down to my soggy baby diaper as well, and since I'm getting pretty soggy, I'll get my baby boy to change me real quick, but no playing Owen, I'm still good from this morning, and I wanna save it for tonight.”


“Oh, okay, do you mind if the baby boys watch?”


“Not at all.”


“Good. Lay down here, I'll go grab everything and get you all taken care of here.”


“Okay.”

As soon as Owen left the room, Calvin and Joshua started stripping me of all my clothes, until I was standing there in nothing but a smile and a soggy diaper. I laid down on the floor, and because Owen was much faster in gathering what he needed, he was already there and ready for me, so proceeded to change me right away. All three boys got in on the lotioning and creaming though, and it felt wonderful, but I did have to stop them, because they were not working the cream in, so much as trying to work mine out. Finally they taped me up nice and thick, and now we are all diapered the same.


We ended up sitting at the table playing a board game, having lots to drink, talking and laughing a lot, just having a great time. At one point Owen asked the other two about the toys they have on order.


“So, you said your dad ordered you some stuff, wow, I'd love that stuff too?”


“Our dad asked us if we'd like ones of our own, because he has them for himself, and says they're great.” Calvin grinned.


“While you baby boys were playing, I found some and ordered them for us as well.” I said.


“Wicked. Thanks. When will they be here?” Owen asked.


“Two to three days.”


“Probably the same time ours are then, because our parents just had them set here for delivery, and we're gonna stay for two weeks now instead. Can't remember if we told you before or not.” Calvin said.


“Really, that's totally awesome.” Owen said giddily, though I am not sure to which part he was most giddy.


“Your dad came and saw me while you boys were playing and booked for another week, since the site your in's not booked next week yet anyway. He also asked me to watch for a package, said he'd just had something shipped here, to the store, under his name.” I said, I had figured that the boys would have already told Owen, so I had not bothered to say anything.


“Cool. So, what'd he say to you?” Joshua asked curiously.


“Not much, we talked for a few minutes about you boys and how much you were all alike. He thanked me for allowing you boys all the space and freedom to finally find out who you truly are and all that. He told me how he and your mom have really truly known all along who and what you boys were, and how stunningly beautiful you are in just diapers, and how happy they are now that there are no secrets and you boys are beyond happy. He did whisper to me that you boys desperately wanted something with me, and to not be shocked if you pushed me further. He said he'd be okay with it, that he understood, and I said that you'd told me that, but that it'd still never happen. He laughed, and said that was what his adult lovers had all said, for he had had a few, two men and one woman, he said I'd crumble eventually, and that it'd be so amazing once I did. I gave him the non-committal shrug, but I think he already assumes certain things.”


“Yeah, well, the offer to fuck us raw's always open.” Joshua said again.


“And I won't, not 'til you can easily take me at any rate, and remember, Owen isn't ready yet, and I want him to be my first.”


“We know.” They all said.


When Joshua and Calvin left, Owen ad I made dinner, and after eating and cleaning up, we mostly just relaxed. Once our diapers were pretty much useless, we did decide to go for a swim, since it has been far too long since I have done so. I mean, I have this massive place, with pools and a golf course, and I cannot even tell you the last time I used either. Then again, I am not a great golfer at all, and do not really even care for it all that much.


Since I do not necessarily want too many people to see us in diapers of any sort, we do decide to just wear shorts with nothing underneath. Now I think I remember why I do not like going swimming, going without a diaper now feels wrong. Oh well.


Owen and I swam for a bit and then relaxed in the hot tub for a little longer. We even hit up the sauna and the steam room, since we were there anyway. After a cool down dip, we went and showered off, and headed back upstairs for the evening. We diapered each other nice and thick, and then just watched TV all cuddled up together until bed.


We kissed, cuddled, and stroked each other on the outsides of our slightly soggy baby diapers when we went to bed, and only came twice each, before whispering how much we love each other and falling fast asleep.


When we woke up, we continued our kissing, cuddling, and rubbing, and came only once more this morning, and then whispered to each other once more how much we love each other. It was really quite nice. We got up, got cleaned, diapered, fed, and then dressed for the day, and headed out in plenty of time to go and take care of my rounds. When we made it to the pool, though, my blood nearly boiled.


The pylons and caution tape are surrounding the large outdoor pool, the water is brown and almost bubbly, and there is a note taped to the first pylon we would reach as soon as we walked in. I grabbed the note and read it.


“What's it say?” Owen asked.


“It's from the pool cleaner, he says when he got here early this morning, there were a group of people out here, well after closing time, so clearly they jumped the gates, and that they had been drinking quite heavily. When he confronted them, they got pissed off at him, and every last one of them dumped whatever they had left into the water; bottles of pop, milk, beer, he doesn't even know what all.


“He was furious, told them to get the fuck out and never come back, but says that he can't clean that, at least easily, and that the best way is that the pool hasta be drained and scrubbed, then refilled. He didn't start the draining process, because he wanted me to see it, and to ask if that's what I wanted, but asked that I start it draining so that he can clean it tonight, and hopefully get it filling back up, if that's what I choose to do.


“It's a five hundred dollar hit though, he says he's gonna haveta purge all the lines and manually scrub the pool walls. He says we could let the filters and automatic cleaners, as well a shit load of chemicals do all the work, but that it'd take at least four days to get it all, and even then, that much sugar in there won't be good for the chemical levels for days more, if not longer. He says it wouldn't cost me near as much, but that it'd take five times longer to resolve. Fuck, sometimes I hate people.”


“Really, who'd do that sorta thing?”


“No clue, but fortunately there's cameras out here, so we're gonna find out. Whoever it is will be fined, two hundred dollars per person, and they won't be allowed back for at least five years, but if they're members, they lose the remainder of their memberships as well.”


“Good, make them pay for it for sure.”


We checked everything else out, and at least everything else was all good. I did pull the plugs, figuratively speaking of course, and started the pool to draining. It will take several hours for the pool to drain completely, and when it is, I will have some of my guys in there to start scrubbing it from the top down, so that my poor pool guy will not have quite so much work ahead of him.


As soon as we made it to the store, we went right to the office and to the video equipment. I went to the pool cameras, went back in time, and sure enough, fifteen men and women, and I have excellent pictures of every last one of them, so I printed them out. I also included the pictures of every last one of them dumping shit into my pool. I have full legal authority to fine them, and they will have to pay, or it will be sent to collections, but I doubt that they will want that.


I do recognize a couple of them as well, so they are members, so I went back through my membership file to match up faces to names, and I found them, and what sites they have booked. I will go and pay them a visit later this morning. Considering how drunk they were last night, I am betting they will not be up until quite late.


When all my people came in, I told them of what happened last night, and what needs to be done. I asked one of my people to come and watch the store at eleven, so that I could go and fine and evict some people. If they do not take that well, I will call the cops, and they will come, they have before. Fortunately this sort of behavior is not very common here, but at least once a year I have to evict someone for doing stupid shit, and a few times I have had to have the police involved.


Calvin and Joshua arrived at just a few minutes after eleven, and almost as soon as the boys left to go do what gay baby boys everywhere want to be doing, my relief showed up, so I took my fine book and headed out to go take care of some unpleasant business.


I knocked on the trailer door, several times, until finally someone grumbled and came and answered. It is the man who owns the membership, so that is perfect. As soon as he saw me, his face went even more ashen than it already was. I asked him to come out, so that we could have a talk. I told him everything, that I have pictures of everyone being involved, that I want every persons name that was there, and what all they were all getting.


He asked if he could assume full responsibility and pay all the fines, and pay extra so that he does not lose his membership, saying how sorry he was that it had happened, so on and so forth. He says that he loves coming here, and that he does so at least ten times a year, and would gladly pay an extra thousand to be allowed to continue doing so. That means he would happily pay four thousand dollars himself. I thought about it for a few minutes, making him sweat it out, then said if he gives me the cheque for four thousand dollars, and agrees to never break the rules of my resort again, that we will put this behind us.


He went and grabbed his cheque book and wrote the cheque right away. I admit, this is far easier on me in the end, and an extra grand to look the other way this once is not exactly horrible. It is his first infraction, and he has been a member for several years already, so hopefully he toes the line from here on out.


As soon as I made it back to the office, I snapped a picture of the cheque, emailed it to my bank, and deposited it into my account right away. I really love that feature. Ever since the banks started doing that, it has made life far easier on me, because my bank is damn near an hour away. Since I already have someone covering the store anyway, I decided to just stay in my office and take care of other things that are far easier to do without being interrupted a dozen or more times. I ended up staying in my office, doing assorted paperwork until I decided to call it a day.


I said goodbye to my people, telling them to call if anything comes up, and headed upstairs. The boys are already on the couch, in super thick baby diapers that are already a little soggy, playing video games, laughing and having fun.


“Hi Baby Boys, didn't expect to see you out here.”


“We decided not to play today. We had a good diaper change, stroked each other until we each had one baby boygasm, and have just been playing video games. We figured we're kinda worn out still, and we certainly don't needta fuck every day like we have been, and it's kinda nice just getting to kick back and relax with friends as well.”


“And that's good. No, you certainly don't needta be running away and fucking like mad every day.” I smiled warmly to the boys.


They are already realizing that too much of a good thing is not always good. Then again, they are all very well sated.


I told the boys what all happened, and Owen said that that was probably the best thing he could have done. I agreed. Hence the reason I accepted his offer after all. I joined the boys in playing, and we all had a great time. When it was time for Calvin and Joshua to leave, we dressed them and they headed out. As Owen and I were making dinner, we talked.


“Before us boys came upstairs, because I told them I was still nice and satisfied and wasn't really looking for sex today, we decided to wander around. You said the key I have will open any door, so we looked at everything that there was here. You have a massive hall and a huge kitchen, why don't you use it?” Owen asked.


“It does get used, just not all the time. I'd thought about having a restaurant here, but I already have so much on my plate, I didn't really want that headache as well. I do do large functions here, people can rent the hall and the kitchen, but, honestly, it hasn't seen anywhere near the use I'd hoped it would, nor has it anywhere close to paid itself off. So far it's just been a waste of money and space.”


“Joshua and Calvin's parents are chefs. Their dad's a master chef, and their mom's a sous chef, the babies wanna come live here, and we're certain their parents would as well, given the right offer, can we make them an offer they can't refuse?”


“I suppose so. What are you thinking?”


“There's at least a few two bedroom cottages, there's no reason they can't stay in one of them permanently. They run a restaurant here, pay nothing to live here, but run it like their own business, and just give you a percentage of the profits. That way you don't haveta do anything, and the space basically pays for itself.”


“What about Calvin's girlfriend?”


“He says that he'll ask her to come live here. She hates her parents, they hate her more anyway, I told him you might be willing to hire her. Would you?”


“I suppose so. I'm sure that a restaurant here will do quite well, at least for some of the year. They'll haveta understand that there's gonna be lotsa downtime, and that they won't be being paid for that, and that food purchasing and whatnot will be strictly up to them.”


“I'm sure they'd be more than happy with that. Calvin and Joshua say that their parents are hardly ever home, the restaurant they work in demands so much of their time, and they're usually very tired when they do get home, but here'd be a much lighter and calmer pace I'm sure, even if it was just the two of them.”


“Probably would be, depending upon how busy their restaurant is. I wouldn't expect that we'd be too busy here, but you never know. Again, some parts of the year will be nearly dead, the rest though should be reasonably steady, but there will be some stupid busy days. I will ask them to do something though that I've wanted to do lots, but, again, I simply didn't have the time, and that's do a Sunday morning all you can eat pancake breakfast. Every Sunday during the summer, and then maybe once a month the rest of the time. Depending upon how things go.”


“I'm sure that they could work with that. I'll tell the babies all this tomorrow then, then they can talk to their parents. I don't honestly think it'll take too much convincing, to tell you the truth. The reason they rented the trailer, and came here, was because they're both getting stupidly burnt out the babies say. I was kinda surprised that they decided to stay an extra week. I wonder if they told their boss to go fuck himself. Sounds like they can't stand the new owner of the restaurant, he's constantly berating them, even though they're the best he has.”


“He never said when he came and talked to me, so no clue. I certainly wouldn't work under those conditions, I would've told the guy where to go and how to get there rather quickly.” I had to laugh.


“Me too.”


For the rest of the evening, we just kicked back and relaxed, and come bedtime, we only came twice again, only this time we sucked it from each other, one after the other, not removing our soggy baby diapers, only pulling them down each time it was our turn. It was quite nice, I must say. We changed each others soggy baby diapers, curled up together, kissed and cuddled for a few minutes, told each other how much we love each other, and then went to sleep.


For the life of me, I still cannot figure out how I fell so hard for Owen. I have never been loved, never knew love a day of my life that I can remember. I also never felt that I was the loving type, nor would I ever find someone who seemed to fit together with me so perfectly. Boy was I ever wrong. All this went through my head as I was falling asleep, and even I can feel the smile on my face from this.