Date: Wed, 2 Oct 2002 20:08:11 -0700 (PDT) From: m o Subject: Opening the door- chapter 1 Hey, this is my first time attempting to post on Nifty, I would appreciate any comments, feel free to email me at daytool86@yahoo.com Before I start just want to say this is adult material, therefore no reading if you are underage or it is not permitted where you live. There may be some sex scenes, otherwise, enjoy! The doorbell rings, I look at the clock. "Ugh, 10:40, who the fuck is at the door". It rings again, and then again three more times. I drag myself out of bed, throw some clothes on and go downstairs to the door. I open the door and who do I see? Little smiling John. "Hi Mike!" "My god John, its fuckin early, what the hell are you doing here?" "You wanna smoke?" "Fine, meet me in the back, I have to go get my cigs." I go back up to my room to grab my cigs and lighter and think to myself "he's lucky he's so fuckin cute or I'd fuckin kill him for getting me up this early". I meet John in my backyard, we light up our marbs and start to smoke. Now I mentioned John is cute, let me describe him to you, he's 14, italian, dark but not real dark, just a nice tan, about 5'4" and he's smooth.. He's real smooth, no facial hair, chest hair or hair on his stomach. Sure he's got leg hair and armpit hair, but a smooth stomach is what's important. And its a nice flat, washboard stomach. John has deep brown eyes, and from the look of him in a bathing suit, he has a very nice sized package, a nice italian sausage if you know what I mean. Enough about that, he's very much like a little boy, he loves to watch his cartoons, and he plays childish games that just make him appear so adorable. But he is also a great guy, like if everyone is on bike or skateboard, and im the only one walkin, he'll hang back and talk to me. He's such a sweetheart, its a wonder he doesn't have a girl already. Then there's me, now im bi but mostly gay, I think I would choose a cute guy over a hot girl any day. I don't have the best looks, I mean im about 5'10", also italian but not as dark, weird hazel like eyes, but im a little chubby. I find myself unattractive, im also a little more on the hairier side and I cannot stand hairy guys, I like them smooth. The way I see it, others find me unattractive as well seeing as how ive never had a bf or gf, well I guess not having a bf is acceptable seeing as how im only out to a few people, but still, not only have I not had a gf, ive never been kissed. I can have fun, but I am more on the depressed side when im by myself. All I want is a guy to hold and someone to love me back. That pretty much sums me up. As I left off, John and I are in my backyard smoking, when we finish up we go inside, John watches his cartoons and I go upstairs to shower. Had it been anyone else I would not trust them alone in my house, but John is so sweet, I know he would never do anything. After my shower I come back downstairs and John and I decide to go back outside to smoke another cigarette. As were smoking, John looks a little distraught, something just doesn't seem right. So I ask him "John, is everything ok?". And as he answers "Yeah, everything's ok" it looks like his eyes are a little watery and his voice sounds a little shaky. "Are you sure" I ask , I am deeply concerned, I had never seen him like this and it scares me because for some reason I care for him greatly. What happened next shocked the hell out of me. John broke down and began to cry, and im just like "John, whats wrong, you can tell me, it will be ok". And thats when it happened, in between sobs john says "Mike, I think I might be gay". This took me by complete surprise and I was like "what". And John replied "Oh my god, I shouldn't have said that, im so sorry" as he began to cry even harder. At this point I reached over, took him into my arms, rubbed his back and said "it will be ok, John really, everything will be fine". He seemed to calm down a little so I said "come on, lets go back into the house for a while, maybe you should lay down". So I led him up to my room and he laid in my bed and I laid next to him and had my arm around him. I ran my hand through his hair and decided to make my confession too. "John, its ok, it really is, I like guys too, there is nothing wrong with it, really, im here for you, I will always be here for you, trust me, being gay will be ok, you just have to learn to adjust". John looked at me with surprise for a few moments, then he began to lean in to kiss me. Just as our lips were about to meet, the doorbell rings. "Fuck" I yell. "John, stay here, Ill be right back, Ill go see who it is". I regrettably get out of bed and go answer the door. To my dismay some of our other friends, sean, bob, greg, tj and jim, and im just like "hi". And they are like "Hey Mike, whats up? You wanna come out". Not wanting to, but knowing the moment with John is already ruined, I say "Yeah sure, John is upstairs on the computer Ill go get him". I then went back upstairs to John and told him it was the other guys. We both decided we better go out, he went into the bathroom to wash his face, and as we were heading downstairs I try to comfort him once more, "Really John, it will be ok, we will talk more about this later, lets just try to have little fun right now". John says "Yes, we will have to talk again, thank you for understanding and be here for me Mike, you're a great friend". And with that we walk outside and meet up with the other guys. Thats it for chapter 1, I hope to have another chapter up shortly, email any comments at daytool86@yahoo.com, thank you