Date: Sun, 11 May 2003 02:30:08 EDT From: ErastesTouch@aol.com Subject: Point of View - chapter 11 Legal Notice: The following story may contain descriptions of graphic sexual acts. These acts may be between boys or between a man and a boy. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. The author, or his designee, retains copyright to this story. There may be no reproducing or distribution of this story without expressed written consent. I wish to extend my thank you to Ed for his editorial assistance with this chapter. * * * * * * * * Point of View - by Erastes Copyright 2003 by Erastes Chapter 11 - The end of innocence. February 2003 Although the boys were too old for me to see them off on the first day of school, I did make sure to be outside working on my lawn when the bus went by that first morning. As it passed by, I saw both boys wave out the window at me, and I returned their waves, pleased to share that brief moment with them. Once the bus was out of sight, I went back into the house and began to work on my new story. That night they came down to my place almost as soon as they arrived home, and they began to tell me all about their new classes, new teachers, and which friends were in the different classes with them. We continued to discuss all the various aspects of their day until it approached the dinner hour, and then I sent them home, so they'd be there when their mother arrived to eat with them. I knew they wouldn't be back after that, as they had homework to do for the next day, but I did enjoy the time we did have to spend together. I now had a feeling this might be a nightly ritual for them, giving us a couple of hours alone each evening, before they went home to be with their mother, do their chores, and then their schoolwork. However, I didn't see them the next couple of nights, so I concluded they had only done this because it had been their first day of classes. That Friday afternoon, which officially began the Labor Day weekend, the boys came down to my house, toting a small duffle each, which contained things they would need for the next couple of days. I was thrilled they were going to be spending time with me, even though I suspected there wouldn't be any chance for any sexual activities, unless Jared's devious mind could come up with a way to do that without his brother's knowledge. I wasn't going to suggest that, nor count on it, as I was just happy to have them around again. The first thing we did was to take a swim together, something I had been getting out of the habit of doing, as I was spending most of my time working on my new book. Swimming with the boys soon reminded me that I should maintain a daily exercise program, which I would make sure I worked in to my daily routine now, fitting it in the time slot after I woke up and before I began to write. I would exercise, shower, eat, and then begin my writing regimen, which would not only make me feel better, but also get me stimulated for those later tasks. I thought this was going to work out nicely. After our time in the pool, we went down to the diner, to have dinner with their mother, as I didn't want her to miss out on this time with them. I treated them all to this meal, though Sherry made sure we got her discount on the bill, and it was nice to watch the boys interact with their mother during this time. When Sherry had to leave to go back to work, I took the boys out to see a movie, one of the ones that they didn't think their mother would be interested in seeing with them. I enjoyed this time together, as each one sat on either side of me at the theater, and I'd occasionally feel one or the other, or sometimes both of them leaning against my shoulders. When the movie ended, we headed back to my place, and we talked more about school and other relevant topics before we turned in for the evening. As it turned out, both boys asked if they could sleep with me tonight, seeing I had a king-size bed, and after discussing this for a few minutes, I finally agreed to let them join me. I felt having both of them in there at the same time would be safe enough, and I concluded it would be like a parent allowing their children to join them in bed. It seemed important to each of them, so I didn't see how I could say no, and besides, I wanted to do it as much as they did. The night was uneventful, though I did enjoy it when either boy would cuddle up against me during the evening, and I doubt that I actually slept much that night. Instead, I enjoyed watching them sleep, feeling their bodies close to mine, and knowing that they felt safe and secure beside me. I know Jared thought about something sexual during the night, as I felt his hand exploring my nipples and genitals at one point, but I didn't let him know I was awake, or that I knew what he had done. I concluded he determined discretion was the key to our continued relationship and he didn't want his brother to find out what we might be doing. At this point neither of us knew Josh was already aware of some of the things we did together. We had never discovered the fact that he saw us on that one occasion, as he kept very mum on that point, and we were totally oblivious to the fact that he knew Jared and I shared a sexual relationship. The next day we spent more time swimming, and then I took the boys miniature golfing again, before we headed back to my house. Once we got to my place, we began to prepare things for the rest of the weekend, as our time would be limited from that point on. We laid out our clothes for Sunday, packed up the things we thought we would need along the way, and then we turned in for the evening. We actually went to bed early, seeing we planned to leave before sunrise on Sunday morning, as that would allow us to get to the park when it first opened. When the alarm went off a few hours later, neither boy budged, so I had to try to rouse them myself. They weren't eager to get out of bed, but I did manage to get them showered and dressed, telling them they could finish sleeping in the Tahoe on the ride to the park. I got them both into the back seat, strapped them in, and gave them pillows to use on the way. After I picked up Sherry at her house, it wasn't long before the boys were off to dreamland again, so she and I chatted as we made our way there. The boys slept for nearly the whole trip, only waking when we stopped to use the restrooms and get a drink. After using the toilet and downing a carton of orange juice, the boys went back to sleep and stayed that way until we came to a stop in the amusement park's parking lot. Now they were wide awake, checking out the lists of rides and making plans about which rides to try, and in what order. Jared and Josh were soon dragging us from one end of the park to the other, finding the rides they wanted to try out. Sherry and I joined them on the first couple of rides, with Jared going with me, and Josh riding with his mother, but we weren't as thrilled with the rides as the boys were. I discovered as I grew older that the twirling, whirling, rising, and falling of the rides merely made me want to lose the last meal I had eaten and they didn't seem that big of a thrill any more. I think Sherry had drawn the same conclusions, so we chose to remain on the ground as much as possible, except when the boys insisted we join them on a particular ride. This frantic pace continued throughout the day, with the exception of a meal break we took around midday. Other than that, we let the boys do whatever they desired, giving them every opportunity to enjoy the park and tire themselves out at the same time. Don't get me wrong, Sherry and I had a good time too, but most of our fun was in watching the two boys enjoying themselves and we reveled in their youthful enthusiasm. No matter how much this day might end up costing, it would be worth every penny just to be able watch the boys having such a wonderful time. As dinnertime approached, we asked the boys if they wanted to stay at the park and eat, or if they had enough of the rides for one day and wanted to go somewhere else for dinner. After talking this over andasking the boys a few questions, I could tell the youthful duo wanted to stay and make at least one more round on the rides, so we decided to eat at the park again. We picked a different spot to dine this time, trying to get away from the fast food type of items we had eaten earlier, but there weren't a lot of choices available to us. We found a place we thought might do, and we went in and were able to find something suitable. This place had chicken, barbequed beef, and sausage and peppers, which seemed to be a step up from the hamburgers, hot dogs, and pizza we had for lunch. After a reasonable delay after eating, to give our meals time to settle first, the boys dragged us off again, to have another go at the rides they enjoyed the most. Right away they wanted us to go with them on the rides they had selected, but Sherry and I explained to them that we needed a bit longer for our meals to settle, unless they didn't care if we just happened to barf on them along the way. Picturing this scenario in their minds, the boys told us we could sit out for a while longer, and they raced off to enjoy those anticipated delights together. About forty minutes later they returned, unwilling to listen to any more of our excuses and protests, and they dragged us off to go on some of the other rides with them. This time Josh wanted to go with me, so Jared went with his mother, and I think they had intentionally selected the most horrendous of all the rides for us to start this round on. As we were lurched, jerked, and jettisoned about, Sherry and I did all we could to keep our meals where they belonged. I think the boys got a bit of a sadistic delight watching us suffer in that fashion, and they would allow us only a brief respite between rides, explaining that the closing time for the park was fast approaching, so we'd have to hurry to accomplish all they still wanted to do. Over the course of the next couple of hours we rode on rides that catapulted us into the air, before plummeting us back to earth, rides that spun us round, as they whipped around a circular track, other rides that snapped us from side to side, and nearly gave us whiplash as they jerked us forward, as well as enjoying the simple up and down motion of the older, more gentle rides. While Sherry and I suffered through these torturous forays, the boys seem to get some enjoyment from our agony, as well as being able to revel in the pleasures they received from the rides themselves. They were having such a good time that I almost felt sorry for them when we heard the announcement that the park would be closing shortly, although Sherry and I were relieved at the same time. After some grumbling and groaning from the boys, they selected one last ride for us to go on, and obediently we followed them to our final tribulation. As we endured this last ordeal, I gave my best theatrical performance of a person in severe agony, and the boys laughed and chided my dramatic abilities. When the ride had finally ended, I pretended that it had turned my legs to rubber, and I staggered and stumbled as we made our way back to my vehicle. The two boys split up and moved to either side of me, attempting to help me make it across the parking lot. Sherry was nearly splitting her side in laughter, watching me milk this for all it was worth, and the boys played along, although they were both pretty sure I was faking it. Once we reached the Tahoe, I made a miraculous recovery and we hopped inside and headed for home. I thought the boys might sleep on the way back, but they were still too excited and wound up for that, and they kept telling stories about everything they had enjoyed while they were at the park. After recounting which rides were the best, which were the lamest, and which ones were merely okay, they then regaled us with an animated account of what Sherry and I went through on some of those rides. They were going totally overboard with their animated account of what had happened, doing their best to crack us up or make us defend ourselves in the process. They got very silly doing this, but it was wonderful to watch how much fun they were having imitating our previous discomfort. The boys managed to keep this up for the entire ride home, and didn't let up until we pulled into their driveway. Immediately Jared asked if he could spend the night at my place, as there wouldn't be that many opportunities for him to do so again, now that school had started. After listening to impassioned plea, his mother relented, as she could tell how much it meant to him. We were surprised when Josh told us he was going to stay home with his mother, as he seldom let Jared and me have time alone like this any more, but we gratefully accepted his decision. I knew before we even backed out of their driveway that Jared was making mental plans for us, and then he began to tell me what he wanted to do, as we drove from his house to mine. As soon as we entered the front door, Jared was dragging me off to my room, barely allowing me time to lock the door behind us. "Jared, slow down, will you?" I pleaded. "You don't have to be in such a hurry." "But we haven't been alone in such a long time!" he blurted out. "I know," I sympathized, "but we're alone now and the doors are locked, so no one will be slipping in without our knowing it. We can take our time now, and we definitely don't have to rush. Okay?" Jared looked up at me and smiled, giving me that look which told me he trusted my judgment, so I reached out and tousled his hair in response. "What do you say to taking a shower together?" I asked him. "It was a long day and we probably don't smell too fresh right now." He grinned at my comment. "Yeah, you're probably right. I did do a lot of running around today." I guided him to my room, and when he began to take his clothes off, I grabbed his hands and stopped him. He gave me a surprised look. "Let me do that for you. Okay?" I asked him, getting his devilish grin as a response. "You do whatever you want to me," he quickly offered, letting me know that he was open to all kinds of possibilities at this point, maybe even hoping for something different tonight. I brushed these thoughts aside for the moment, returning to the task of removing his clothes, which I did with as much love and tenderness as possible. I had no intention of rushing or hurriedly ripping his garments from his torso, even though I was anxious to get to the treats inside. "You're always so gentle with me," he commented, letting me know he appreciated my efforts. "Gentle, huh?" I responded, having just removed his shirt and unbuckled his shorts, when a devilish thought entered my mind and I decided to act upon it. At that point I pushed him onto the bed and began to tickle him mercilessly. "How about this?" I asked him, as he roared out in laughter. "Is this gentle enough for you?" Jared was fighting to break free from me at this point, trying to catch his breath in between fits of laughter. "Okay, okay. I changed my mind," he managed to gasp out. "You're not ALWAYS gentle." "Oh, you don't think so?" I asked, while continuing to give him my tickle torture. I gave him a few more seconds of that treatment, and then I bent forward and kissed him on the forehead. "Sorry," I told him, "but I just couldn't let that comment pass unchallenged." "That's okay," he countered, while placing both hands behind my neck and pulling my head down, so he could place a kiss on my lips. Soon I felt his lips parting and his tongue snaking its way against mine, as he prodded to gain entry into my oral cavity. Willingly, I opened my mouth slightly, allowing his tongue to slip between my parted lips, and now I felt it roaming the moist interior. Soon we were taking turns sucking on each other's tongues, but soon it became apparent that Jared wanted more. As soon as we finished removing the remainder of our clothing, Jared slowly climbed on top of me and began grinding his body against mine. He was now letting his rock hard penis rub vigorously against my own, while we continued our passionate kiss, and the friction he was creating was astounding. The little guy was dry humping me like a rabbit in heat, thrusting his hips into my groin and allowing our erect masts to slide against each other between our bodies. With the energy he was expending, it didn't take very long before his body stiffened and he was shooting warm jets of semen between us, but he continued his grinding, until his body fluids began to become just a sticky film coating our abdomens. Now he just lay on top of me, letting himself enjoy the intense orgasm he had just experienced, and when he came down from his high, he continued to stay where he was, and he began kissing me again. "I love you so much," he told me, but I have never doubted that for even one minute. He had a way of letting me know that, without having to speak the words. Now he looked at the mess between us, and he realized something else. "You didn't shoot, did you?" he wanted to know. "No, but that's okay," I told him. "No it's not," he insisted, as he slid down my body and began stroking my penis back to life. Within seconds it had responded to his gentle touch, and then he took it into his mouth, making it obvious that he felt obliged to return the favor. Now he began to nod up and down on my shaft, with the same eagerness and energy he had used for his own release earlier. Within a couple of minutes I was spewing my own load, and Jared was swallowing it as quickly as he could, but some of my love juice managed to escape and glide down his chin and onto my body. Once he had drained me of my fluids, he lifted his head and smiled at me, so I pulled him forward, giving me a chance to clean off his face. Now I licked the extra cum off his chin and neck, causing him to giggle a little, and when I had finished that, I pulled him against me, holding him in my protective embrace. "This is nice," he told me, in a low purr. I knew what he meant, because I was enjoying this too. We continued to enjoy this moment together, while stroking and kissing each other, as we continued to share our love. Eventually we fell asleep in each other's arms, and we ended up spending most of the night in that position. When we awoke the next morning, we had a hard crusty film coating our stomachs, so we quickly showered together, making sure to clean each other off and remove the traces of last night's love making session. I knew I cared far more for Jared than what I used to consider safe, but at this point there was no turning back. We had no sooner stepped out of the shower when the phone rang, and I had a feeling I knew who was calling, even before I picked up the receiver. "Hello," I answered. "What time do you want to pick us up?" the familiar voice wanted to know. "Good morning, Josh. Can't you at least say hello first when you call?" "Sure, hello, Bob. When are you going to pick us up?" Even though he took my hint, I'm not sure if he caught on to the meaning of what I was trying to teach him. Realizing this, I decided to answer him nonetheless. "Well, Josh, it's 8:00 now, so how about around 10:00. That will give us time to have breakfast, load up the Tahoe, and then pick you and your mother up. We'll be at the park early enough to eat our picnic lunch there, go for a boat ride or do a little fishing, and then maybe catch a movie later. How does that sound to you?" "Great! I can't wait for you to get here." "We'll be there in a couple of hours then. See you." "Kay. Bye." Jared wanted to know what that was all about, so I told him, and then I went and fixed us both some breakfast. After we ate, we went and loaded up all the things we would need for today, putting a cooler of drinks in the back, tossing the fishing gear in behind that, and then we strapped the boat down on the roof rack. Once we had everything in place, we drove to Jared's house to pick up his mother and brother. Quickly we helped load their things into the SUV too, including the picnic lunch his mother had fixed for all of us. Once everything was loaded up, we headed off toward the lake. When we arrived there, we decided to go out and do a little fishing first, and after that we would come in to eat. The boys helped me take the rowboat off the Tahoe and put it in the water, and then loaded our fishing gear in the boat and helped Sherry to her seat. We planned to fish about an hour or so, making the most of what was left of the morning. I know this isn't the best time to fish, but that wasn't my only intent here. This activity was designed to allow us to spend time with the boys, as well as to give them a chance to enjoy this newly discovered experience. We didn't have a great deal of luck with the fishing part, but we did manage to catch a couple of fish before we rowed back to shore to grab a bite to eat. The thing that gave us the most fun during that trip to the lake was Boo-Boo. At first the pup was content to lie on the floor of the boat, watch us, and occasionally nudge us to pet him from time to time. However, after an hour or so of this repetitious activity, the dog decided it wanted a little more action than we were giving him, so he began to look for something else to do. At this point Boo-Boo put his front paws up on the side of the boat, so he could watch Jared and Josh cast their hooks into the water. After watching them do this several times, he decided the bobbers looked like little balls they were throwing out in the water for him to fetch. All of the sudden the pup leaped over the side of the boat, in the direction of the object in the water, and the boys screamed out, concerned about his safety. Seeing they had never had Boo-Boo around water before, neither boy was sure if Boo-Boo could swim, but soon they relaxed, as they saw him doggy-paddle toward the bobber. Soon the puppy scooped the bobber into its mouth, turned and swam back toward the boat, triumphantly carrying his prize back to his master. As he swam up beside the boat, Jared bent over and scooped him up, lifting his pet into the boat and setting him down. Immediately after being placed back in the rowboat, Boo-Boo began to shake the accumulation of moisture from his fur, covering the rest of us in a spray of doggy water. The boys roared with laughter when this happened, especially after seeing the shocked look on their mother's face as she received more than her share of the droplets. After everyone settled down from that little episode, I had the boys help me row the boat back to shore, so we could unload our gear and prepare for our noon meal. We went to the restrooms first, so we could wash up before lunch, and then we unloaded Sherry's cooler, which contained all the food. Sherry insisted on setting everything out for us, and this lunch was a little different than the last. This time she had packed crackers, cheese, grapes, raisin bread, cold fried chicken, raw vegetables (celery, broccoli, cauliflower), and dip. In addition to all that, she had packed both banana pudding and cantaloupes for dessert. It was a wonderful meal, and a nice change of pace, but I think Sherry was trying to let us all know that we should be eating better than we usually did, by including more fruits and vegetables in our diet. After we had all eaten our fill, we decided to take a walk around the lake, before going back out in the boat to fish some more. It was a beautiful sunny day, and Boo-Boo was happy to run about and stretch his legs. The boys would run ahead of us from time to time, or go off in another direction with the puppy, to give him a bit more exercise. Seeing they had more energy than we did, Sherry and I happily let them do as they pleased, while we talked and walked along the shore. We covered a variety of topics in our discussion, from current events to local situations, before she finally added her thoughts about the changes she had noticed in her boys, as of late. She told me she thought I'd been a wonderful influence on both of them, and she thanked me for all I'd done for them, and then she added that she hoped I'd remain in their lives for quite a while to come. I assured her that I had no plans to move from the area, and as long as she and the boys wanted me in their lives, I'd be there for them. She thanked me once more, before the boys came back extremely excited and carrying a small skull. "Look what Boo-Boo dug up!" Jared exclaimed. I took it from him and examined it. "It appears to be a rabbit's skull," I told them. "It probably died of natural causes or was killed by a predator, and then the body decayed and got covered over. Boo-Boo's keen sense of smell probably alerted him to its presence, so he dug it up." "You should have seen him. He was digging like crazy, throwing dirt all over the place." "Yes, dogs do like to dig," I advised him. At that point Jared decided he wanted to take the skull home with him, which didn't thrill his mother, but she was pretty good at accepting the types of things boys like to do. Finally she agreed to let him keep it, but only if she could boil it in water when they got home, to kill any germs or anything else it might still be attached to it. Jared quickly agreed to this, knowing it was most likely the only way his mother would give in. After storing the skull safely in a bag in the SUV, we took the boat out once again, so we could do a little more fishing before we had to call it a day. It was still too early to catch much, but I wanted to take everyone to a movie later, so it was now or never. This time the boys kept a closer eye on Boo-Boo, so he wouldn't have a chance to jump overboard again, and even though we didn't catch much, we all had a good time out in the boat. As it got later in the day, we rowed back in to shore, packed everything in the Tahoe, and strapped the boat back on the roof rack. Once that was done, I took everyone home, so we could clean up a bit, before I picked them up to go to the theater. The boys wanted to see a comedy that was playing, so Sherry and I agreed that would be acceptable, and we headed for the local complex. I bought drinks and popcorn for everyone, and then we sat in the back, at my insistence, and waited for the movie to begin. Although the film was geared toward the younger crowd, Sherry and I still found parts of it funny, although the two boys thought it was absolutely hilarious. I don't think I've ever heard the two of them laugh so frequently or so loudly, and I was glad they enjoyed themselves like that. When the movie was over, I took them all out for some ice cream, before I drove them back home. When I dropped them off at their door, everyone thanked me, and then I helped them carry their things into their place. I could tell Jared wanted to go home with me, but seeing he had school the next day, he knew better than to ask. I watched them all enter their house, and then I drove back to mine, exhausted and ready for some much needed sleep. Once I was in the house and ready for bed, I suddenly realized how lonely the place seemed again. Having the boys around had livened things up for me, but now it made it seem even lonelier when they weren't here. With school back in session now, I knew I'd better get used to being alone, as the boys would most likely only be around on the weekends. I was just getting ready to get into bed when the phone rang. I had no idea who could be calling me at this hour or for what reason, so I hurried to the phone and picked it up. "Hello." "Hey, Dad. I just thought I'd call to say good night." "Jared, thank you and that's sweet, but how did you know I wasn't sleeping already?" "Just figured you wouldn't be yet." "Well, I almost was. I was just getting ready to hop into bed when the phone rang." "See, I knew you'd still be up." He giggled after he said that. "Well, I guess your heart was in the right place," I told him. "Does your mother know you're calling me?" There was a hesitation on the other end of the line. "Not exactly," he admitted, timidly. "She and Josh went to bed, so I sneaked down to use the phone." "Well, I thank you for that, but now you'd better get to bed too. I'll see you next weekend." "Night, Dad." "Night, my boy, and sweet dreams." "You too, Dad. I love you." "I love you too, sport." I hung up the phone and thought about how special it was that a teenage boy would think to call me, just to wish me a good night. I knew I loved this kid, but he just kept proving to me how special he was in so many different ways. However, I would have to speak to him about being careful about doing things like this, as I wouldn't want him to throw up any red flags that might make his mother suspicious about our relationship or cause her to question what was going on between us. The next morning I awoke early and walked down to the road to collect my paper, just as their bus was passing by. I saw Jared and Josh both wave at me through the bus windows and thought it was neat they didn't let peer pressure keep them from acknowledging me in that manner. I waved back before they disappeared from sight, and then I went back into the house, to focus on my writing. The rest of that week went by fairly quickly, and before I knew it, it was Friday afternoon. I didn't even realize how late it was when my front door opened and Josh and Jared walked in, carrying their overnight bags. Even though they had clothes and things at my place, they always brought their homework and anything else they thought they might need, so we wouldn't have to keep running back and forth, between their place and mine. They would stay tonight and all day Saturday, returning home on Sunday, so they could spend the day with their mother. It was almost as if I were a divorced dad, getting my kids on the weekends. The boys were in a good mood when they arrived, and because the weather was still fairly warm, they wanted to go swimming the minute they got there. I had no problem with that, and it sounded like a good idea to me too, so we all put on our trunks and hopped into the pool. The boys wanted to race right off the bat, and I decided it was best to do that now, before I got all tired out, so I agreed. We had three or four races before I bowed out, and then the boys raced a couple more times on their own, before we decided to get out and rest for a while. As we relaxed, the boys filled me in about their week at school, telling me the things they'd done, and embellishing the details of things they wanted to impress me about. That included things people had done in their classes, assignments they had had to do, and things that happened in general. They were comical as they imitated others in their classes or their teachers, and I thoroughly enjoyed their filling me in on their week. When they finished, I decided it was time for us to clean up and go out to eat, and I figured we'd stop by the diner, so Sherry could see the boys too. We'd wait for her break, so she could join us, and then we'd eat together. Sherry was surprised, but pleased to see us, and we only had to wait ten or fifteen minutes before she was able to finish up with her current customers. However, that gave us time to decide what we were going to order. By the time she sat down at the table with us, we knew what we wanted, and we all told our waitress, one of Sherry's coworkers. As we waited for our meals to arrive, the boys began to relate some of the same stories to Sherry, and soon they had her laughing at their tales. This continued until our food was delivered, but then they calmed down a bit while we ate. After having our dessert, we said good-bye to their mother and made our way back to my place. The rest of that evening and all of Saturday was spent doing a variety of things, and the boys and I had a really good time. Friday night the boys slept in the room across the hall from mine, but Saturday night they both asked if they could sleep with me. After considering their request for a brief time, and talking to Jared in private, I finally agreed. Nothing sexual happened that night, and I think both boys just wanted to be close, as they cuddled up on either side of me throughout the entire night. Sunday morning I got up, fixed them breakfast, and then took them home, sorry to see them have to leave again. The rest of Sunday and during the following week, I got a lot done on my new story, and by Thursday afternoon I was already looking forward to seeing the boys again. When my doorbell rang unexpectedly, I couldn't imagine who might be there, so I opened the door, only to discover two uniformed officers standing there. "Robert Cox?" the larger one asked. "Yes," I responded timidly, uncertain as to why they were here. "We have a warrant for your arrest," he stated, holding up a piece of paper. "You are under arrest for sexual abuse and having sexual contact with a minor. You have the right to remain silent." The officer's voice droned on, but I don't remember hearing anything he said beyond that point. Once he had finished reading me my rights, the other officer slapped a pair of handcuffs on me, patted me down, guided me over to their patrol car, and guided me into the back seat. The rest of that time was a blur, as we drove down to the police station and they took me inside, but I knew my life had now been changed forever. * * * * * * * * Positive emails may be sent to ErastesTouch@aol.com