Date: Thu, 9 May 2002 07:18:44 EDT From: Robert Cole Subject: Raymond parts 6 & 7 - The stories of Robert Cole RAYMOND part 6 HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS With the first semester under his belt, Ray was ready for some real time off. The Christmas break was only days away and he was looking forward to relaxing and spending time with his family and with Chris. Chris had been a regular campus visitor. He and Ray would have dinner then go to a hotel room that Chris had booked. They would make love and spend the night together. Chris would also be with Ray on the weekends or whenever Ray could come home. Ray's roommate Toby just could not afford to fly home for the break, so Ray had asked him to spend the vacation with him. Toby declined at first, not wanting to be an intruder in this family reunion. However, Ray kept at him and when his parents visited, they persuaded Toby to be their guest. Toby finally agreed. Ray wondered how he would explain his relationship with Chris to Toby, but decided to cross that bridge when he got there. Ray's first night home was as pleasant as he imagined it to be. Jackie had prepared his favorite meal and Toby was welcomed as a member of the family. Chris was invited and he and Toby seemed to hit it off right away. The Randall's condo, on the Upper Eastside, was a two-floor affair with bedrooms on the second level. Toby had his own room with a bath. He confided to Ray that he had never seen anything like it before! After dinner Toby announced that he wanted to do some reading, so said goodnight to the Randalls and went up to his room. Chris had already gone home. Ray and his parents went into the living room to "catch up." The living room had a large fireplace and Tom had lighted a fire before dinner. He now threw some more wood on and came over to sit by Ray. Jackie was sitting in her favorite chair across the room. Tom began the conversation: "Ray, mom and I want to ask you something very personal. Whatever your answer is please know that it's good with us. We love you and accept you just as you are. You're a wonderful son. We couldn't ask for any better." "Sure Dad, go ahead." Ray suspected what the question might be, but he trusted his parents so much that he didn't hesitate. Jackie walked over and sat next to Ray on the other side of the sofa. "Ray we've noticed that you are very close to Chris. We've also noticed that you don't date or talk about girls." Ray interrupted: "Mom, Dad, I've been wanting to tell you about this part of my life for a long time but no time seemed to be just right like now. I am gay, and Chris and I are very close. We have been for a long time." Without hesitating or questioning further, both Tom and Jackie put their arms around their son and hugged him closely. Tears of relief and gratitude welled up in Ray's eyes. "Tom continued. "Tell Chris that we welcome him into our family." The next couple of days were fun for both Ray and Toby. They did many things together including loads of shopping. Ray and Chris took him to all the tourist places in the area, then to lunch at Four Seasons, a special treat for Toby. He awed by this fabulous restaurant and a little intimidated by the attentive service and food he had never seen before, let alone, eaten! After lunch they walked through the Park and stopped at the Wollman Rink to watch the skaters. It was a chilly but sunny afternoon. Ray said to Toby, "I have a friend who lives off of Central Park West. I'd like you to meet him. If he's home, let's go over. I haven't seen him in a while. I think you'll like him." Ray grabbed his cell and dialed Rob's number. Rob was home and yes they should come on over. When Rob opened the door he and Ray hugged. Ray introduced Toby. Rob swallowed hard. Toby was beautiful. Immediately his eyes darted down to Toby's crotch. This was not lost on Ray. The three sat and talked and drank hot chocolate that Rob's mother made for them. She also had some cookies she had picked up and put a plate full out on the coffee table in the living room. Rob asked Ray about sports at NYU. Rob was already applying around and would be visiting NYU soon. After more refreshments and conversation, Rob suggested that the three of them go to the movies the next day. Ray had to back out. He had an intramural diving competition he had to be at. "How about you, Toby, would you like to go?" "Sure Rob, that would be great!" Rob told Toby that he would be by to pick him up around noon. A little dark cloud of worry passed over Ray's head. He didn't entirely trust Rob with a beautiful boy. But, Toby could take care of himself! The movie was fun and afterwards Rob asked Toby back to his apartment for a few beers. Rob knew that his mother would be out for the afternoon at a meeting. She sat on the board of MOMA. Toby was not a drinker, but what the hell! He was on vacation. Rob was enthralled by Toby. He wanted Toby's cock in his mouth, no matter what. When they arrived at the apartment, Rob invited Toby to get comfortable on the sofa. He turned on the TV to ESPN and a basketball game. Rob went into the kitchen to get the beers. He opened two bottles. He poured a quarter of the beer out of one of them and refilled the bottle with vodka. This one he handed to Toby. Toby thought it tasted a little strange, but he wasn't a drinker. After a second one, Toby got very drowsy and fell asleep. This was Rob's chance. He gingerly unzipped Toby's fly and eased his cock out of his boxers. Toby was big, even soft. Rob put the soft dick into his mouth and began to suck on it. To his surprise it got hard! He kept his eye on the boy who was snoring. Rob sucked hungrily, his own engorged cock pressing against his leg. Toby moaned and came in Rob's mouth. Rob swallowed hard and quickly put Toby's cock back into his pants. He then ran into the bathroom and jerked off into the sink. When Ray got home from the competition he asked his mother where Toby was. She told him that he hadn't come back from the movies yet. This worried Ray who immediately phoned Rob. They had been watching a basketball game after the movie and Rob was just about to drive Toby home. Ray was very suspicious that Rob might have tried to do something to the boy, but decided to keep his mouth shut. Toby arrived back at the condo in about half an hour after the phone conversation. Ray asked him how everything went. Ray confided that he and Rob had some beers and he had fallen asleep on the couch. He had the strangest dream, like he was having sex with his girlfriend. They had never done it, he assured Ray. And this is the first time that he ever dreamed doing it with her. He felt strange. Knowing Rob as he did, Ray suspected what probably had occurred! RAYMOND part 7 TOBY [Author's note: The Raymond stories are fiction, except for this "Toby" segment. The events described here are true. Although names and locations have been altered, and events telescoped, this part of the story was an actually lived experience.] The small, mid-western farming community where Toby was born and raised was characterized by softly rolling hills and acreage as far as the eye could see. The main crop was wheat and there were miles and miles of it. The town was small; you could walk through the main shopping area in about five minutes. There was a general store, a gas station and a brand new supermarket; a hardware store and a doctor. The "green," in the very center of the village, had a white, frame Protestant church at one end and the town hall at the other. The Catholic church, to which Toby and his family belonged, was about five miles outside of town. Toby's sex education didn't come from his parents, who were reluctant to discuss such subjects with their son. They were strict, practicing Catholics, who considered any discussion regarding sex to be morally questionable. Any sexual activity outside of marriage was considered sinful by them and even within marriage, highly suspect. Toby's mother was afraid of her son's sexuality. As he neared puberty she warned him that if he were to ever do anything to disgrace the family (she meant sexually) he would never be allowed to come home again! This was devastating to Toby. He never regarded his mother in the same way since. Toby learned about sex from his best friend Frank. Frank's family and Toby's were close. They came from the same neighborhood and were children together. Both boys were friends since they were toddlers. Frank was smart. He was good in math and often helped Toby with his homework. They hung out a lot together, especially down in Frank's basement. Frank was always doing science experiments or building stuff. Toby was in awe of his friend's ability to figure things out and solve problems. Toby was very curious about sex. He never remembered not being horny. As a kid he would play with his penis constantly. At night, in bed, he would turn over onto his stomach, make a fist with his right hand and massage his soft boy-cock until he got that special feeling and his penis throbbed. He always felt guilty after the throbbing stopped. . His mother had warned him that it was a sin to touch "down there!" One time he put a finger into his little ass hole as he was massaging his penis. It felt so good! From then on, Toby would rummage around until he found something smooth to stick up there. Pushing it in and out felt wonderful even when he wasn't masturbating. One day, when he was about seven, he was searching around in the bathroom cabinet. Under a pile of towels he came upon a box he had never seen before. He lifted the cover and discovered that it was an enema bag. There were several nozzles of various sizes. He was in heaven. He finally found something to stick up his ass that was made to go there. He swiped a nozzle that he liked and hid it away in a special place. Whenever he felt horny he would retrieve the nozzle and press it to his butthole and side it in. As it was going in the feeling was so great that his little cock would get hard. When Toby became a teenager, his horniness was intense. He had a hardon on the bus, he had one in class and he always had one when he came home from school. He masturbated at least three or four times in the bathroom when he got home. He finally figured out how to jerk off the right way, although he still did it the "old" way every once in a while. Well, he actually didn't figure it out all by himself. He asked Frank and Frank described the hand-on-dick-pump-up-and-down-until-you-cum method. Toby still had his "special" nozzle hidden away and used it every time he jerked off! He would lube it up with Vaseline and insert it into his asshole. When he would be about to cum he would push the nozzle in and out rapidly. Just before spurting his wad he would push it all the way in and hold it there. In time he figured out, again with Frank's help, that a stiff cock would feel much better up there, than any nozzle: but we're getting ahead of our story. In his first year of high school, Toby heard from his friend Charles that Frank had lured him into the woods and jerked him off. On another occasion he sucked his cock. Toby was incredulous! Frank was his best friend. He would do no such a thing. Charles told Toby about other things that Frank had done to him and to other boys. Suddenly Toby's attitude changed from not believing to wanting some of what Frank was offering. The next night, after supper and homework he went over to Frank's house They went down to the basement, as usual, and started to tinker with Franks current science project. Toby purposely had put on very tight jeans. He looked very sexy. He intended to seduce Frank. As Frank was working, Toby stood very close to him and cocked one leg, showing off the bulge in his jeans. Frank turned around and looked. He smiled and rubbed his leg against Toby's. Toby was thrilled. His cock immediately got rock hard. "C'mon" Frank said. "Let's go sit on the sofa." He and Toby walked over to the other end of the basement where there was a sofa, an end tables and a bookcase. Toby sat down. Frank got down on the floor and put his hand under the sofa and retrieved a magazine. He sat next to Toby. The magazine was a body building magazine. It showed glossy pictures of muscular men wearing skimpy bikini bathing suits, their cocks bulging way out in front. Frank opened to the center of the magazine that showed a picture of a particularly handsome young man in profile. His bulge was enormous. Toby noticed dried jiz all over the page. "Do you like this picture, Toby?" Frank whispered. "Yeah, it makes me want to jerk off." Toby replied. Frank reached out and felt between Toby's legs. Toby was hard! He rubbed Toby's erection. "I'm hard too." Frank volunteered. Toby touched Frank's boner and massaged it. They did this for a couple of minutes when they heard a noise upstairs. Frank's parents had come home. Frank quickly shoved the magazine back under the sofa and the boys resumed working on the science project. When Toby got home he ran upstairs and jerked off in the bathroom. He couldn't wait to see Frank again. Whenever the boys were alone together they felt each other up, but as yet, had not exposed any parts of their bodies. One afternoon Toby invited Frank over to his house. His parents were out. They went up to Toby's bedroom and laid side by side on his small twin bed. They fondled each other's cocks through their jeans. Finally, Toby got the courage to unzip his fly. Frank reached in and fondled his cock through his underwear. Toby unbuttoned his jeans and slid them down. He pulled down his underwear and his boner sprung out. There, it was done! Frank quickly undressed as Toby shed his clothes. They were very aroused. They lay side by side feeling each other's erections. Finally Frank got on top of Toby. Toby had never felt anything like this before: Frank's hot body on top of his: Frank's sizable erection pressing into his groin: his cock rubbing Frank's hot abdomen. Toby was beside himself. They rubbed on each other for a very long time. Finally Frank rolled off and each boy grabbed the other's cock and jerked each other off. One night after supper, Frank phoned Toby and asked him to come over. His folks would be out for the evening and he had something special to show him. When Toby got there they went down to the basement and over to the sofa. Again, Frank got down on the floor and reached under it; pulling out a thin box. He opened it. It was an 8mm film. "I found this under a pile in the attic. It must have been my father's and he forgot about it." Frank said. "What is it?" Toby asked "It's a movie, dummy." Frank retorted. Toby stared at it then blurted out, "How do get that into the VCR?" "They didn't have VCR's when this movie was made. You need a projector to show it, like in the movies," Frank retorted, with not a little condescension in his voice. "Where's the projector," Toby asked. "I hid it over there," Frank replied. He went into another part of the basement and retrieved it and set it up. "Do you know how to work it,?" Toby asked. "Yeah, I figured it out." Using duct tape, Frank fixed a rectangle of bed sheet onto the wall to use as a screen. He threaded the film and told Toby to turn off the lights. Then both boys sat on the sofa. Frank started the projector. It was a grainy black and white film called "The Three Pals." Two women and a man are in a bedroom. The women are naked and the man is taking his clothes off. He has a huge cock, which is now erect. The women, in turn, suck on it. Then one of them hands the man a condom and lays down on the bed. The man rolls the condom onto his cock. He gets on the bed, kneels between the woman's legs and enters her. The other woman gets in back of the man, scratches his back and feels his ass while he's fucking. "How come you can't hear them," Toby asked. "It's a silent movie. You're not too bright, you know! Quit talking and pay attention" Frank replied sarcastically. By and by the man withdraws his cock and removes the condom and reenters her. He smiles to the camera because she hasn't noticed him taking the rubber off. Up to this moment Toby had no idea of the mechanics of heterosexual sex. His cock is as hard as steel. Frank reaches over and begins to rub Toby's boner; he leans into Frank's hand. The movie ends and Frank turns off the projector and turns on the lights. He too has a raging hardon. He and Toby remove their clothes. Toby lays on the couch and Frank climbs on top. They rub against each other for a while. Then Frank asks Toby to turn over. Frank lowers himself down and puts his cock into the crack of Toby's ass and rubs off. This is a new experience for Toby; it feels wonderful for both of them! Just when Frank is ready to cum he stops. He tells Toby it's his turn now. Toby revels in the warmth and softness of Frank's ass crack. "Don't cum," Frank warns! At the edge of orgasm, Toby reluctantly stops. The boys lay on the floor using the sofa cushions as pillows. They jerk each other off. Frank and Toby usually got together for sex about twice a week. Sometimes, more. Both had their drivers licenses and would go for a drive, park in a secluded spot and masturbate each other. One night they went to a construction site and had sex in the unfinished basement of a house. The next time Toby went over to Frank's house, Frank thought it might be time to introduce him to the next level of male love, sucking cock. For Frank, there was nothing quite like sucking cock. Nothing smelled as good as an erect cock! Nothing tasted better than cock. Nothing felt as good inside one's mouth than someone else's hot erection. When sucking a cock, the taste and texture of pre-cum was thrilling! Giving someone the mind-blowing sensations that resulted in sucking their cock, the feeling of their hot cock throbbing in orgasm in your mouth and the taste and feel of their hot cum at the back of your throat came close to absolute ecstasy. As was, by now, a set routine, the boys went down the basement. As soon as the door closed behind them they started to grope each other. In no time they were naked. They fondled each other's erections and masturbated each other's cocks for a while. Then Frank suggested that they lay down on the sofa. Toby preferred to be on the bottom. Frank climbed on top and they rubbed off on each other. When their cocks got very wet Frank got off and asked Toby to sit up. He knelt on the floor in front of Toby and grasped his boner. He looked up at him and told him that he was going to suck his cock. "Don't cum in my mouth. Tell me before it's too late." Toby nodded. He was almost out of his mind with anticipation. He had heard about how wonderful blow jobs were. He was hoping that someday Frank would suck him off. Now, it was actually going to happen! Frank lowered his head. He could smell that delicious cock odor. He licked the tip of Toby's erection, tasting the pre-cum oozing out. Then he put his mouth over the head and sucked it in. Toby almost stopped breathing! The sensations were wild. His mind and his pulse were racing! Frank started to bob up and down on Toby's shaft in earnest. He held onto Toby's balls with his free hand and massaged them. Suddenly Toby felt that surge through his body. He was about to orgasm. "Stop, stop, Frank, I'm gonna cum!" Frank immediately withdrew his mouth and got up. He sat next to Toby. "Was that awesome or what?" he asked. Toby's cock was still twitching. "Man, I never felt anything like that before." Frank gave Toby's erection a quick feel and asked, "Will you do me now?" Toby nodded and got down in front of Frank. Toby had never had a cock in his mouth before. He often fantasized about sucking cock when jerking off. Now he was going to do the real thing! In imitation of what Frank did to him, Toby licked Frank's cock-head then took as much of the erection into his mouth as he could without gagging. He started going up and down on the shaft. He was so inexperienced that he didn't realize that his teeth were gouging Frank's penis. "Stop, stop, you're hurting me!" Frank yelled. "You're biting my dick!" Toby immediately lifted off and apologized. "Cover your teeth with your lips." Frank instructed. Toby tried again, this time a little more successfully. He did manage to bring Frank to the point of orgasm. Frank stopped him in time and they ended their session in the usual way. Cuming in the mouth would be the next lesson! Toby became addicted to the taste of Frank's cum. Every time they had sex Toby wanted to end in this new way. There was just one more thing left to learn: fucking. So the next time they got together, Frank introduced the idea. Toby was so in to all of this that he readily agreed. After all, he had been sticking things up his ass ever since he was a kid. When both boys had solid hardons and were at the peak of arousal, Frank told Toby that it was time to do it. There was a large pool table in Frank's basement. Frank instructed Toby to lay flat on it. Frank found a small tin of salve, which had a strong mint odor. It was used to heal weather-chapped skin. It felt slippery and Frank thought that it would do nicely as a lubrication for fucking. Frank got behind Toby and applied some of the salve to his dick and to Toby's asshole. He lowered himself and slowly entered Toby's ass. Toby sucked in his breath. He was in pain. He had never had anything that thick in there. However, he didn't want Frank to think he was a wimp so he kept quiet as Frank pumped away. Since Frank wanted to be in the mood when it was Toby's turn, he stopped short of cuming. He withdrew and handed Toby the tin of salve. "Was that OK?" "Awesome." Toby lied. With that, Frank plunked himself down on the pool table and Toby lubed up. He entered Frank slowly, but the hot and velvety feel of Franks ass sent him into orgasm immediately. Frank felt Toby pulsing in is ass. "Did you cum?" "No," Toby lied. "Yes you did, you little prick. Now we can't jerk each other off." "So, I'll jerk you off anyway," Toby announced. And so it went for their four years of high school. In the fall, after graduation, they would go their separate ways: Toby to NYU and Frank to a college in Ohio. These friends and sex-mates would never see each other again. Shortly after leaving for College, Frank's parents moved to Florida. Neither Frank nor Toby ever spoke again or wrote to each other. Years later, Toby learned that Frank had married. "Yikes," he thought; and that he had become a chiropractor! "Yikes," he thought, again! In the end, Toby was embarrassed over and ashamed of what he and Frank had done. He was afraid and ashamed of his homosexuality. Latter on, Ray would discover Toby's orientation and help him to be reconciled to it and even rejoice in it. Until then, Frank was the only one who knew he was gay. On NYU orientation day he had lied to Ray when he told him he had a girl friend back home. He never had a girl friend. He never even dated a girl. He needed people to think he was straight. His family would abandon him if they knew he was gay. His mother's threat was always ringing in his ears. That first day at NYU Toby was gripped with an awful loneliness. He could think of nothing except the intimacy he shared with Frank. He was happy to meet Ray and liked him right away. He was overjoyed that Ray was his roommate. However, he could not get Frank out of his mind. That first night Toby woke from a dead sleep. He was in strange surroundings, in a strange bed. He looked at his alarm clock. It was 1 a.m. He laid there, thoughts racing through his brain. He imaged sucking Frank's cock and became rock hard in an instant. The erection wouldn't go away and he couldn't get back to sleep. So he masturbated. Those were the sounds that Ray correctly identified that night!