Date: Sat, 27 Jul 2013 09:15:44 -0700 From: Mark James Subject: Recognition 4 by Mark James Recognition 4 by Mark James Jack asked me, "How did you know I would want to suck your cock?" I laughed and said, "I didn't really but I had seen you in the woods having sex with an older guy so I figured you were gay. Of course that didn't mean I was your type, but nothing ventured nothing gained. When did you figure out you were gay?" "I don't know that I am. My dad started making me suck his cock and fucked me when I was 12 until I was 14, so gay sex is pretty much all I have ever engaged in. Although it started out as involuntary, after a while I started enjoying it so when he stopped coming to my room at night I looked else where for sex partners." "Jesus man, your dad? What did your mother say? "She knew what he was doing but didn't stop him. But she did divorce him when I was 14 after he had stopped using me." "Fuck man, I'm sorry. If you don't want to talk about it I understand." "You are the first person I have ever told about it. Actually if you don't mind listening I would like to talk about it. Maybe getting it off my chest would do me good." "Go ahead." "On my 12th birthday, my father came in to my bedroom without knocking and caught me masturbating. I thought he would be mad, but all he did was lie down beside me, take out his own cock and we masturbated together. After that he was in my room about every other night. It evolved from us jacking off together to me jacking him off. I jacked him off in all sorts of positions, but the position he liked best was him straddling my chest with his cock in my face as I jacked him off, and him giving me a facial. Of course he eventually forced me to open my mouth and he would unload in my mouth and eventually made me swallow his cum. Of course you can guess what happened next. Then he made me suck his cock, to learn how to deep throat him and to have him blow his load down my throat. He would never touch my cock or suck on it, but he would enjoy watching me jack off when he was finished with me. He'd come into my room at night with his erect cock sticking out and tell me to, "Suck it." I had become accustomed to sucking his dick and of course my cock instantly got hard. He let me suck on it a while then he became rough and made me suck it and deep throat him. I really didn't have any comparison. I thought that was what sex was supposed to be like. He liked to make me lie on my back with my head hanging over the edge of the bed and he mouth fucked me deep and roughly. He loved to make me gag on his cock and to always be in control. He knew I loved it and frequently would take his cock away and make me beg him to let me suck his cock some more. He would slap my face and make me beg some more. Then he would turn around and sit his asshole on my mouth and make me rim him before he would skull fuck me some more. Frequently this was all he wanted. He would eventually shoot off in my mouth and command me to jack off while he filled my mouth with his come. Some time he would make me swing my legs over my head and attempt to suck my own cock and then make me come in my own mouth and swallow my own cum before he would let me swallow his cum. At other times he would straddle my chest and skull fuck me from above, making me beg for his cock and to swallow his cum. I was really his bitch, but I didn't even know what that meant at the time. He really had me trained and brainwashed and to make it worse I wanted his cock and was grateful when I got it." "Jesus Jack, I don't know whether to be envious or to feel sorry for you. Why don't we stop here for a drink of water? Look at that view. How do you feel?" Do you feel that you have been royally screwed and your life ruined?" "Well I have been royally screwed although I haven't gotten to that part of the story yet. Maybe I am gay or queer or whatever the current affectation is, but I like sucking cock and getting fucked and I found out that I like doing it to other guys also. I like being submissive, but I also like being dominant when the opportunity presents itself. I don't know what it would be like to have sex with a girl because I never have. I've never had a date with a girl. If my mother is any example I would rather not. Although she did get did of my father and took him for every dime that he had or would get, she didn't do it for me. He was through with me by the time she filed for divorce although she did use the statutory rape and incest as possible charges if he didn't do what she wanted. 2 more years and I will be 18. If I don't get my share of what she got from my father I still have statutory rape and incest as accessory charges is she gives me trouble. I have realized that sex is not love. Nobody has ever loved me. I would like to find somebody who loves me and whom I love." I said, "I guess that is what everybody wants whether one is straight or gay. Look at that guy coming up the trail. Boy I would like to get in his pants. Where did I put my binoculars? Shit where did he go?" "He walked off the trail to the right about 50 feet and is sitting on that tree stump." "Oh yeah, I see him. Damn he's hot, 30 something, well built, good looking, two day beard, short hair. I'm always surprised about who turns me on. As soon as I settle on a type somebody else of another type shows up and rings my bell. Jesus, look at that other guy. He is just as hot as the first guy, muscular, lightly hairy with a grown in beard and moustache, not an ounce of extra weight on him anywhere and what a beautiful long, cut cock He is completely naked with a hard on. Christ his cock is 9 inches long. Here use the binoculars. They must have planned to meet up there. Nobody would be walking around in a state park totally naked with a hard on otherwise. And he surely wouldn't just walk up to a stranger and just stand there. If he wasn't gay he would probably call the cops or try to beat the shit out of him." "Oh Christ look at him go down on him and suck his cock. Christ have I ever got a boner on. Let's move over behind those trees, I'm gonna have to jack off." Look at him gobble up that cock. He loves it. Jack eyes were glued to the binoculars. I walked up behind him, reached around him, undid his jeans and pulled them and his briefs down to his ankles. His hard cock jutted out at attention. I moved away and let my own pants fall to the ground and stroked my cock. "Oh yeah man, hold his head and fuck his mouth," I muttered as I watched the action. "Suck his dick, eat him, oh God damn I wish that was me sucking his cock." "Oh fuck yeah man," I said, as the naked guy bent over and the other guy spread his cheeks and went in and rimmed his asshole. I pushed my ass back and bent over just pretending that he was licking my ass. Jack handed me the binoculars and moved behind me. I felt him sliding his cock up and down the crack of my ass. I looked through the binoculars and saw the guy was making a meal out of his buddy's ass. Then suddenly he turned around, dropped to his knees and went down on his buddy's cock, while his buddy took off his shirt. Now they were both completely naked. They were completely oblivious to anything but each other but they had better hope that no other hikers came by until they were finished. "Oh God Jack, please eat my ass." His cock ceased running up and down my crack and I felt his hot tongue in my crack licking on my asshole. "Oh fuck man." I looked back through the binoculars. The guy had quit sucking his buddy's cock and was now getting fucked by him bareback. They were going at it hot and heavy. I heard Jack ask, "Do you get fucked?" "Not in a year. Do you have any condoms or lube?" He chuckled, "I've never been a boy scout, but I am always prepared." I handed him the binoculars. "Look at those guys fucking." "Jesus, I'm torn between watching them and fucking you." "Well let me know what you decide," I said as I bent over, deep throated his cock and sucked on it." He pulled away and said, "Alright guy, you do that and you won't get fucked." He pulled on a condom, took out a tube of lubricant, lubed his cock and my ass and asked, "How do you want it?" "Nice and easy please. You can rape my mouth but my ass hasn't had the experience my mouth has had." I took the binoculars back and checked out what they were doing. They had swapped places but were still fucking energetically. I bent over, spread my cheeks and Jack pushed at my asshole with the head of his cock. It didn't want to go in at first and I gritted my teeth as my asshole widened and then I felt his cock enter and felt a warm pleasurable feeling as he pushed his dick all the way up my ass. He stopped and asked, "How are you doing?" "Feels great, you can go as fast as you want to as long as you don't have to pull out and go back in again." He went faster and occasionally rammed his cock in me attempting I thought to force his cock out of my throat, but I had long ago decided that I liked rough so I just grunted. "You have a tight asshole. This is great. Do you want me to shoot in the condom in your ass? "No, I'd rather suck you off when you are almost ready." I used the binoculars again and found that they had finished. They had both shot their loads on each others stomachs. Jack said he was about to come, pulled out and I leaned over, gave his cock a couple of deep sucks and captured his cum in my mouth and swallowed it down. "That was great. Now I'll suck you off or you can skull fuck me or ass fuck me, your choice." "Hey man we'll do it however you want." "If I lie on my back with my legs in the air will you fuck me hard and fast in the ass? "If that's what you want." "Then long before you feel you are going to cum move up my torso keeping my legs pinned under you and fuck me in the mouth until you shoot your load." "That's very specific?" "That's the way my father used to use me and I grew used to it. I haven't found anybody to do that since he left. So, if you don't mind." "Fuck no man, I understand. Whatever turns you on?" So he positioned himself and I pushed my cock right up his ass. He had been fucked enough that he did not have a tight ass and my cock wasn't big enough to cause him any pain. I got both feet under me, leaned over him and fucked him with long slow strokes. He wanted more and faster so I obliged. It was fucking fun. Then I pulled out, removed the condom, held his legs with my legs, forced them back and slid my cock all the way down his throat and held it there until his eyes started tearing up. Then I pulled back and mouth fucked him for a while. Then I pulled back and my cock started to soften. "Please let me have your cock. Please give me your cum." I pushed my cock back in his mouth and let him suck on it until it got hard again and then I fucked his mouth until I shot off in it with no warning. He swallowed and I shot again then I fucked him until my cock softened, backed off and got up. I gave him my hand and pulled him up. He said, "You got that just right, Thanks. You are a really nice guy you know." "I aim to please." "I don't usually do this but would you mind if I kissed you." "No I don't mind," and he was softly kissing me. "I guess we better get on the road again." So we got dressed, got all of our equipment on and got back on the trail. "Damn that was hot. Is it like this all of the time up here?" "I don't know. I've never been here except with adults. I certainly never saw anything like that then. This is the first time I have ever been anywhere with another guy I knew was gay. It certainly is nice not to have to pretend." "I take it that you are still in the closet?" "Yeah." "I don't know whether I am or not. I don't go around telling people I'm gay but I don't hide it either. I've had sex with everybody on the football team except Dennis. He is just not interested in even casual sex with guys. I would have included you on the list but I think we have gone beyond that now. Everybody on the team thinks you are like Dennis because you don't stick around in the locker room where a lot of sex takes place and you don't attend team stag events." "I have been afraid I couldn't stop myself from having an erection all of the time if I hung around in the locker room and even if I am gay I didn't want everybody to know it." I felt the same way and I didn't do anything sexual in the locker room. Then Wayne had a stag party at his house where 7 members of the team showed up. That was everybody except you and Dennis. Even though nobody was of drinking age Wayne had beer and everybody got a little drunk. Then somebody decided they wanted to have a dick size comparison contest so eventually everybody was standing around with a hard on. I was sitting on the sofa next to Grant, who was standing up when he said, "Damn I would sure like a blowjob. Does anybody want to suck me?" That just got a lot of lewd comments from everybody else, but I was beside myself with all of the hard cocks staring me I the face and I said, "I'll suck it," leaned forward, went down on him and sucked his cock. The room suddenly got quiet and then Grant said, "Oh yeah man suck my dick," and all sorts of comments came. "Eat him, blow him man, here suck mine, suck him off, Jesus. I don't believe it, etc." It didn't take long and he came. He tried to pull away but I grabbed his butt and pulled so that he couldn't get away and he came in my mouth. "God, Jack, I didn't mean to do that." But by that time I didn't care because somebody else's cock was in my mouth and I sucked them off and swallowed their load. I lay back on the sofa and somebody else who was stark naked, got up, straddled my chest and face fucked me until they blew their load. I turned around, lay with my legs over the back of the couch with me head hanging over the front. Somebody got on their knees, stuck their cock in my mouth and face fucked me. Somebody said, "Let me," and there was a new cock in my mouth and then somebody else's and then somebody else yet again. I didn't know it but the guys I had sucked off had left and that only left 4 guys. They made in into a round robin so that everybody kept face fucking me but nobody stayed long enough to cum. Somebody said, "Let's fuck him," and I was picked up, disrobed and laid across the back of the sofa. "I don't want to fuck him; I want him to suck me off." "Well stick your cock in his mouth while I fuck him." I felt a cock slide up my ass and I was being fucked. Somebody else, got up on the sofa, hunched down, stuck their dick in my mouth and started mouth fucking me. It wasn't long before they blew their load down my throat and somebody else took their place and gave me their load. In the meantime the first guy fucking me shot off and somebody else took there place and fucked me until they came. I heard somebody say, "I'm out of here." Somebody else said, "Me too," and then "Wait for me." Somebody was using a wet towel on my ass and then I was laid on the couch and I saw Wayne as he looked down and cleaned the cum off of my face. He looked down at me and there were tears in his eyes as he said, "Jesus Jack, I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen. Are you all right? Should I call an ambulance? Do you want to call the police?" I reached up and rubbed his cheek with my hand. "I'm all right Wayne. It was just sex. Unless somebody had an STD there is no problem. I'm not going to ruin anybody's life. Just let me finish jacking off and I will get out of your hair. I think I am the only one who hasn't cum yet." Then he really started crying. He gathered me in his arms and kissed me. "I've wanted to do that for a long time." I started jacking my erection. Wayne said, "Let me," and he leaned over my crotch, went down on me and sucked me off. Then he said, "We better get dressed before my parents come home." He was very self conscious then and almost couldn't wait for me to leave. I showed up for practice the next day. Dennis was suited up and out the door to the field and hadn't even noticed anything was out of the ordinary. That just left us 8 guys who were at the party in the room. The silence in the locker room was deafening. I got naked, turned around and said, "That was a great party last night guys, let's do it again some time. Maybe next time I can get somebody to suck my dick." The room erupted in ribald comments, towel snapping and a general lessening of tension. Tom walked over to me, dropped to his knees and sucked on my cock for a minute. He got up and said, "Well, I probably should have done that last night but you were having so much fun I didn't want to break your rhythm." 2 other guys came over and gave me a brief suck. One guy came over and ran my hard cock up and down the crack of his ass. I think they had all called each other the night before and determined how to make the potential rape problem go away. I had enjoyed it so it wasn't a problem for me. "Fuck guys, now I'm horny as hell but we've got to get on to the field before the coach comes looking for us." So we all got dressed out and went to practice. But that broke the ice and there was no problem with having sex with any of them after that. I really enjoy having sex with the guys who are straight. So if you want to have sex with the football teak I don't think there would be a problem. "Jesus, I didn't realize what I had been missing. You had more sex in one night that I have had in my whole life." "It's not too late." We talked about other things and in 20 minutes arrived at the lake. There wasn't anyone else there. We had brought bathing suits but we just walked around the lake to a secluded area and went skinny dipping. That didn't last long through because the water was COLD!! We quickly got out and dried each other off with the towels from our back packs. Of course we both got erections and it wasn't long before we were lying on the grass doing a 69. We didn't stretch it out because we didn't know when somebody else would show up but it was fun and the most spontaneous sex I had had in a long time. We went back in the water, cleaned up and got dressed. Then we sat around, drank some water and ate some trail mix and started back to our car. It was an hour and a half hike. There wasn't much conversation on the way back, the afternoon was getting on and the temperature was going down. We got back to the car and drove home. Jack went to sleep on the way home. I dropped him off at his house, got home in time for dinner and went to bed about 9:00 I wasn't used to hiking for 3 hours and driving for 2 hours. But being able to do what you wanted was what summer was all about wasn't it?