Date: Mon, 11 Mar 2013 10:48:48 -0700 From: Mark James Subject: Reminiscences 9 by Mark James Reminiscences 9 by Mark James Brian said, You know I think what having a car did allow us to go where there were other people like us. Let's face it most people are not gay and trying to have gay sex with guys who really weren't into it was a sure way to be outed. I remember one cold fall Saturday soon after my sixteenth birthday, I said I was going to the library and instead drove across town to a park where I had been told a guy could get a blow job or find some guy to blow. When I arrived there were just a couple of cars. I looked at the guys in the other cars as I drove by. They were both old guys. One guy was fat and bald and from my perspective really old. I realized later that he was probably around 50 but that was really old to me considering that I was 16. The other guy was younger, probably about my father's age and looked tough. He had on so many clothes it was hard to tell what his body looked like. I could feel my cock becoming erect in my shorts. I didn't have enough sexual experience to know that that meant that one of the types of guys I was going to be attracted to would be those who were tough looking, not necessarily dominant but not the pretty boy types. I pulled in to a space a couple of car lengths from him and just sat there with the engine running. I had never done anything like this before and I was scared. I shivered and not from the cold. The old guy drove off and then there was just us in the parking lot. I suddenly had to take a piss. I put the car in gear, drove over to the edge of the parking lot, pulled up so that the car was between me and the other guy's car got out and started pissing. Then I lit a cigarette and leaned against the car fender to smoke my cigarette. The other guy drove up next to me and asked, "You want to take a ride." I said, "Sure," locked my car and got in the passenger seat. Today I don't think I would be so trusting, but this was in 1955, we had never heard of serial killers or Amber alerts and child molesters, except for Jack the ripper and that was in another country. We both knew we were looking for sex. I guess legally he was a child molester, but from my viewpoint he was somebody who wanted to suck my dick and maybe I wanted to suck his, age, for me, didn't figure in. We went down the road and he turned off on a steep side road that went to the top of a bluff covered in trees. He parked the car facing the road do we could see if anybody else cane up it. I just sat there smoking my cigarette; He unzipped his jacket and unbuttoned his shirt. He had a well defined, firmly muscular torso and I could feel my cock stirring. He unzipped his pants and took out his erect 6" cut cock and stroked it while he looked at me sitting there smoking. He reached over and unzipped my jacket and ran his hand over my chest and stomach. "Nice," he said. Then his hand went to my crotch and found my half hard 7" cut cock and stroked it through my pants. He then unzipped my pants and freed my cock. It popped up fully erect and stood there as he wrapped his hand around it and stroked it. I was the picture of insouciance as he played with my cock until he took my hank and led it over to his cock and insisted that I stroke it. It was a beautiful cock with a large well defined head which I massaged with the palm of my hand. I had no experience so I didn't know the protocol in this type of situation. Were we just going to jack each other off? Did he really want to suck my cock or was he just waiting for me to suck his? I was just on the verge of leaning over and sucking on his beautiful cock head when he acted. "Fuck this shit; I've got to suck on that cock." He stepped over into the passenger well, got to his knees and took my cock in his mouth. "Oh fuck," I said. He actually surprised the hell out of me. I figured he would just lean across the seat and suck me from the driver's seat. I never expected him to get between my legs. At the time I didn't even know what "deep throat" meant so it didn't upset me that he never did it to me. He sucked very energetically on the first 4 inches of my cock for about 5 minutes before he came up for air. "Damn, I love your cock," he said as he stroked it. Then he went back to sucking it again. I started flexing my hips and driving my cock in his mouth each time he went down on it. Then he just held his head still and let me fuck his mouth. I guess the vernacular is now "face fucking," but I didn't know that at the time. My hips seemed to act on their own and I couldn't get enough of his hot, wet mouth around my cock. He stopped for air again and said, "You like that?" "Fuck yeah man that's fantastic." "Good," he said and went back to sucking me again. He just sucked my dick, he didn't play with my balls, stroke my body, or suck on my balls, and he just wanted to get me off. Looking back on sex in the fifties from the perspective of my 75 years I realize that that is what most guys did. They just sucked the other guy off. All of the foreplay, during play and after play that shows up in the gay videos was generally absent in the 1950's. I think it was all invented by the gay movie industry to fill the screen time and to make gay porn more interesting and it may have changed the mating habits of millions of gay around the world. I enjoyed having him suck my dick, but I wasn't coming, so eventually we opened the door and we got out of the car. I stood up and he got on his knees to suck on my cock. It must have been the position that made the difference, because he now routinely took the whole length of my cock in his mouth. That really got me going. He sucked me for a while and then I face fucked him for a while. All the while the erotic sensations caused by his mouth had brought me to the edge of orgasm. I was ohing and awing, moaning and groaning as I tried to extend the sensation. Finally his mouth overwhelmed my ability to resist and my cum rushed up my cock and exploded against the back of his mouth. He moaned as he kept his mouth locked around my stalk and I filled his mouth with my jism and he swallowed it down. My cock softened and I turned away as I said, "I've got to pee." "Please don't waste it. Let me have it. Piss in my mouth." I was a little shocked. I had never heard of anything like that (but what did I know I was only 16), But I turned around to his open mouth and filled his mouth with piss until it spilled out and ran down his chest. I felt my gorge rising and I had to swallow convulsively to keep from throwing up. I quickly stepped aside and pulled up my pants, and tucked in my shirt as he knelt there and masturbated. Then he drove me back to my car. Interestingly that wasn't the last time somebody asked me to pee in their mouth or all over them. After a while it didn't bother me like the first time. Larry said, Well, I didn't have a car when I had my first experience with car sex, but I knew the park where all of the queers went to cruise each other. I was a tall gangly, normal looking kid. I guess I was twink, although nobody had coined that term in those days. I had gotten blow jobs from a couple of guys in school but I had never sucked anybody. I was strongly attracted to guys but figured since I hadn't sucked anybody's cock I wasn't homosexual. You guys know what it was like in the 1950's, nobody talked about sex and if you were gay and not attracted to girls you wondered what was the matter with you, but you knew what would happen if anybody found you sucking cock. My father would have killed me, literally. If I was caught having my cock sucked he would probably have said something like, "Well, that's what cock suckers are for, to take care of the needs of us men." At any rate I rode my bike to the park and I took to hanging out near the parking lot in there. I saw a couple of guys I knew and a lot of others get out of one car and get in another and drive off. I was too scared of what might happen to drive off with somebody. I noticed that some guys parked and opened the driver's side door and just sat there. Al least that is what I thought until I got up closer one day and saw that they had their hard cocks out and they were masturbating. One day I saw a guy walk up the door of one of those cars and take out his cock. The guy in the car leaned over and sucked him off. It took about 5 minutes. God, I had never been so sexually excited before. I didn't even know what a voyeur or voyeurism was at the time. I took my cock out and found that my briefs were soaked with pre cum and my cock head was smeared with it. It provided a convenient lubricant and after stroking it for about 10 strokes I shot my wad. I rode off on my bike. A half an hour later I was back. I couldn't get the picture of the guy walking up to the car door and getting a blow job out of my mind. I even had another erection. Getting erections was not a problem for me in hose days, not like it is now. A guy came into the lot, drove down and parked his car with the driver's side door facing me about 50 feet away from me I saw a swarthy guy, wearing a sleeveless t-shirt and a yellow ball cap which he wore backwards. He appeared to be a well built 30 year old who looked like many construction workers I had seen around. He didn't look like the kind of guy who would be out looking for cock to suck, maybe to get sucked though. . He sat in his car and I just stood where I was. He kept glancing my way and my cock having a mind of its own was reacting and was creating a bulge in my jeans. I unconsciously reached down and stroked myself. He happened to have been looking at me at just that moment. The driver's door swung open and there he was his shorts open and his cock sticking up in the air. He looked at me stroked his erection and licked his lips. I was beside myself with excitement and didn't know whether to get on my bike and ride away, to just stand there or to walk over to the car door. I stood there paralyzed with indecision for a few minutes and then he looked my way, opened his mouth wide and wiggled his tongue at me. That action plus the fact that my cock desperately wanted out of my pants set me in action. I sauntered over to the car, conscious all the time of the large bulge in the front of my jeans and the thought of "What if this wasn't the invitation it seemed." As I walked over I saw he wasn't looking at me but at my crotch. I walked up to the car and stopped with the bulge in my pants not an inch from his face. He gave a little cry and buried his face in my crotch and then gnawed at my cock through the denim over its whole length. He moaned and groaned, as he ran his hand up my leg and massaged my ass. While he was doing that I reached down undid my jeans, pulled my cock out of my briefs and hung my balls over the elastic band of my jeans. "Oh fuck, what a great cock," he said as he went down on me. He sucked, licked and occasionally deep throated my cock. I was in heaven, never having experienced such sensations in my crotch before. This beat jacking off hands down. I started face fucking his mouth. He stopped sucking long enough to ask me, "Are you about to cum?" "Yes." "Shoot in my mouth please: don't pull away. Give me your load," and went back to sucking on my cock more rapidly. He obviously didn't need an answer. I grabbed the roof of the car to steady myself as my orgasm built. It felt so good I never wanted to come but his mouth overwhelmed my ability to resist, my orgasm reached its crescendo and I blew my load. He immediately went all the way down on me, grabbed my ass and pulled me toward his face as I shot, and shot and shot. He massaged my ass, and as I shot off in his mouth he swallowed convulsively to keep up with the flood of cum into his mouth. Finally my cock softened and I pulled in out of his mouth, pulled out my handkerchief and wiped off my cock. "That was fucking fantastic, man. Are you her very often?" "Yeah, sometimes on Saturdays." As he shut the door and backed up he said, "Maybe we can do this again. Thanks." Gene said, Sometimes a car was just a relatively safe place to have sex. My wrestling coach used to pick me up in his car and we would go somewhere out-of sight and he would suck me off. It all started when I walked in on the coach on his knees sucking Tommy Willis's cock in his office one afternoon. Boy, were they surprised. "I thought that door was locked." "No, it wasn't. I can come back later." Tommy had turned white and looked like he was going to faint and he lost his erection. He quickly put his cock away and left. He got up off the floor and loomed over me. "What do you want, Josh?" I don't know. You told me to come see you at 4:00. "Fuck, I sure did. Well what are you gonna do." "About what?" "About me being a queer exploiting the students." "That's between you and Tommy, I don't see that it's anybody else's business." "Bullshit, you are just going to walk away like it never happened?" "Coach, I admire and respect you and I have no intention of ruining you life and the lives of a lot of other kids by running to the principal and yelling, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling coach Andrews is a queer" to enforce a stupid age of consent law. I have no idea how many kids you have had sex with but it is no secret that you are a homosexual or that it is purely voluntary on the part of your partners. You are no more a pervert than Reverend Smyth and he is as queer as they come." I didn't realize I was stroking the bulge in my pants until coach's eyes flicked down to my crotch. "But, I see it gave you a hard-on." "You know teenagers coach we have a hard-on from the time we get up to the time we go to bed and then we have wet dreams." "You want me to take care of that for you?" "You don't have to do that, I've already said I'm not going to tell anybody." "It's not that, I've wanted to suck your cock since the day you joined the team, but like you noticed it has to be voluntary with me and you never showed any interest." I shoved my shorts and jock strap down to my ankles and my 7 inch cut cock stood straight out in front of me. "Oh god, that's beautiful," he said as he started to kneel in front of me." "Maybe you better lock the door this time." He blushed. "I guess I better," he said as he stepped over and locked it. Then he was on his knees and sucking on my cock. I was horny and primed and in 5 minutes I had shot my load down his throat. That was the first time but not the last blowjob he gave me in his office, but one day he said, "I think this is too dangerous why don't I pick you up in my car at 4:00 on Willow and Thomas and we can find a better place for this. So I met him at the appointed time and place and he drove out into the country and stopped in a secluded spot. In no time at all I had my pants pushed down and was waiting there with a hard cock for hi to suck. He leaned over licked up the bottom of my cock and then went down on me. He couldn't get my whole cock in his mouth so he usually sucked up and down on the top half which was certainly enough to get me off, occasionally he would go down a little further and back up. After he did this about 5 times he would be deep throating me. He couldn't do this very long, but it didn't take very long for me to yell, "I'm cumming," after the fifth down stroke. He didn't break stride in his sucking as I shot my wad in his mouth. He didn't let my cock out of his mouth until it had completely softened. This became a weekly thing for along time. How and when he seduced me into sucking his cock and then started fucking my ass is another story for another time. Angelo said, "Well, if you want another car story, I have one." There was an answered mutters of, "Yeah, go, ahead, great, go for it," from the group so he continued. I was raised in the country on a farm. I've been driving farm equipment, trucks and cars since I was 12 and could reach the pedals. When I was 15 I was driving a load of hay 100 miles away to Thompsonville and stopped and picked up a shirtless hitchhiker wearing dungarees. I was shirtless also because it was the height of summer. "Thanks for the lift." "You're welcome. I couldn't just leave you by the side of the road, where are you headed?" "I'm going to Hollywood, CA, I'm gonna be a movie star, I hope. "I don't doubt it, you are the most beautiful man I have every seen. "You aren't so bad looking yourself you know." "No. I don't. I've never seen myself except in my tiny little shaving mirror." He was slumped on the seat which made his groin prominent and it had a big bulge. I kept turning my head to look at it. "Why do you keep looking at me?" "Mainly because you are so beautiful and I keep wondering what you have hidden in your pants there." "You want to see?" "I'd be obliged." He undid his pants and pushed them and his shorts to his knees and his nice looking 7 inch long, 4 inch round, cut cock popped up and stood there. "Gawd, that's pretty. Do you always have a hard-on?" "Only when I'm around somebody as good looking and well built as you are who is trying to get into my pants." "I'm not sure what that means, but I just wanted to see if that part of you was as pretty as the rest of you and it is." "You mean you don't want to suck my cock?" "Oh, no, I would die to suck your cock, but that isn't a polite thing to ask of a stranger. I always thought a cock was a rooster, but you are using the word differently." He moved closer to me on the seat and asked, "Do you want to stroke me." I reached over and stroked his erection with my hand. "That's mighty fine." "Have you every sucked anybody's cock?" "Only Billy-Joes's mainly, and Sam's and Pete's. Let me see. Hiram, Moses, Ted, Bobby and oh yeah Amos. Pretty much every boy I know except Hezekaih; he won't ever get naked in front of anybody much less let anybody see his dick. "Damn you keep pretty busy, don't you?" "Well there is not much else to do for entertainment around here and if we don't get rid of that white fluid, it keeps coming out at night and makes a real mess in our pants. In the wintertime we almost never take our clothes off or bathe because it's too cold and that stuff really makes a mess. You don't want to be naked when it is 35 below outside and not much above freezing inside. When the first spring day shows up Ma always shoos everybody out of the house, makes us strip down, take a bath and put on clean clothes. She always says she should burn our old clothes but she is too thrifty for that. The first thing all we boys would do is meet in the woods and everybody sucked everybody else-it was like we were starved for cock. We beat each other off even in winter we just do it with our clothes on. We have to take our dicks out to pee so taking them out to jack off is no problem. If you ever smelled what we smelled like in the winter you would never ask why we didn't suck during that time. The worse part of winter is always when you have to shit. Sitting in the outhouse with your ass, dick and balls exposed when it is 35 below is something you don't want to experience. Billy-Joe and I started off beating our meat and then to beating each other's meat and that evolved into sucking-at least in the summertime. I got the idea to suck dick when I saw my uncle and my dad in the barn with Al, the hired hand sucking each other's dicks. It turned out to be great fun. I don't think ma and pa have sex any more. Neither one will even talk about sex. Ma's big on bathing when it's warm even if it is in only warm water. She made me take a bath this morning saying, "If you are going visiting you got to be presentable." I protested saying, "I'm only delivering hay I'm not visiting." As far as I know ma has never been anywhere except to town or another close by farm so her visiting is anytime she leaves the farm and that applies to me too." "God, I had no idea. Glad I wasn't raised on a farm." "As far as I can tell it is dangerous, back breaking, unceasing work for a very small or no return if it doesn't result in a loss. My folks go further in debt every year. I can hardly wait to reach 18 and be drafted so I can get off the farm." "I hear you. You want to pull off the road somewhere and suck my cock." "Why that's purely nice of you to invite me to do that. I do and I will just let me find a side road. My ma would be so proud of me for waiting till you invited me to suck your dick and for not being pushy. She is big on "Not being pushy." "You know this is the strangest conversation I have ever had. You don't meet many strangers do you?" "Come to think of it you are the only stranger I have ever met. Ma always says, "Be kind to strangers" which is why I picked you up. I was kind to you and you are going to let me suck you off so I guess I have already been rewarded for my kindness." I had turned onto a side dirt road and finally pulled off the road and went into a stand of trees where we were invisible from the road. But were in the middle of nowhere and there was not likely to be anyone in the area. "Is this all right?" "Perfect." He took off his boots and slid his pants off. He was totally naked except for his socks. He turned sideways, laid back, put one leg over the seat back and the other over the steering wheel. I slid my hands under legs and brought them up on his stomach and my tongue reached out and licked at the large head of his cock, caressing his piss slit and working its way around its circumference. "I ain't ever seen such a beautiful cock and it's so big. None of the dicks I'm used too is so big." I slid my lips around his cock head and licked at it from inside my mouth. "You smell of soap. You had a bath this morning also didn't you?" "The folks I stayed with last night let me use their bath this morning before I set out." "That was nice of them and lucky for me." I commenced sliding my wet lips up and down his shaft and it wasn't long before his breathing became heavier and I could feel his stomach muscles tense under my hands which were stroking them. "I'm gonna come," he grunted. I redoubled my efforts and suddenly I could feel and taste his jizz as it splattered against the back of my mouth. I swallowed it down, made sure to lick up the residue and wiped off his cock with a clean rag. "Damn that was a fine suck. Thank you for letting me suck you off. I appreciate it." "You are welcome Do you want to fuck me?" "I'm not sure what you mean." "Do you want to stick your cock up my ass and fuck me like a woman until you come?" "I've never fucked a woman but I've seem plenty of animals going at it, so I reckon I know what you mean, but I don't think they were fucking the other animals in the ass. I don't think I want to get shit all over my dick, but thank you for the offer." "I have a condom you can use and I made sure I had a clean ass when I was bathing this morning." "I don't know what a condom is." "It is a rubber sheath that men use to cover their cock when they have sex with a woman so that she doesn't get pregnant. The guy comes in the rubber sheath instead of in the woman's body. It is also used in anal sex with women or other men." "Okay, I get the picture, but wouldn't it hurt like hell to have me stick my cock up your ass? I don't want to hurt you. I sure wouldn't want you to stick your cock up my ass." "Taking a cock up your ass is a learned skill. I've been fucked by enough guys so that it is not a problem for me. You are right though the first time it hurt like hell, but it such a great feeling to be fucked that it is worth learning how to be fucked. Have you ever had anybody lick your ass before?" "No I can't say I have." "You have a clean asshole don't you?" "Yeah." "Then come over her and sit your ass on my mouth and let me lick your ass for you." So I wiggled out of my jeans and my briefs, He scooted down further on the truck seat, I straddled his chest and sat down and my cock was lying across his face. "I think you have to turn around if I am going to reach your asshole, but while you are here...," and he opened his mouth and my cock sank into his mouth and down his throat to my pubic hair. "Oh God," I whispered as he slid his mouth up and down my cock. Nobody had ever sucked my cock like he did. He was like a vacuum cleaner. I didn't have a chance to stop him before I came and no choice but to loose my load right down his throat when I ejaculated. He seemed to enjoy sucking me as much I had enjoyed sucking him. "Well there went my chance of getting fucked." "Not really I can probably do that a couple of more times before I need a rest to recharge." "Oh fuck I just know I've died and gone to heaven. You still want me to lick your ass?" "Sure." So I turned around, spread my cheeks and sat my ass down right on his mouth. I felt his tongue probe my asshole and then slobber all over it. It was a different, wonderful feeling as he worked his tongue in and out of my anal canal. "Oh fuck man that feels so great." He didn't need much encouragement, since he seemed to enjoy what he was doing and he made love to my asshole for 10 minutes and my cock got as hard as a rock again. "You still want me to fuck your ass?" "Hell yeah. Turn around and let me put the condom on your cock." He did and then he sucked on my cock with the condom on to get it lubricated. I moved back between his legs and he turned over and got on his knees with his ass sticking up in the air. "Spit on my asshole to give me some lubricant," he said as he spread his cheeks with his hands. I figured, what the hell turn about was fair play, and instead stuck my face between his cheeks and licked and sucked on his asshole for a couple of minutes. "Oh fuck man, you didn't have to do that, but thanks." Finally I figured it was wet enough and lined my dick up with his asshole which I still thought was a mighty small opening to push my cock through. He leaned forward and my cock followed. "Hold still and let me back on to your dick." He backed up and I watched my dick be slowly swallowed by his asshole until all 7 inches was up his ass. Then I watched as he pulled his ass down my dick and then back a couple of times. "OK, your turn. Fuck me as hard, fast or as slow as you want. When you are ready to come I would prefer than you pull out and come in my mouth, but you can do anything you want." I was still afraid I was going to hurt him so I went in and out of his ass very gingerly. "Oh fuck, man fuck me like you mean it. Make me moan and yell." So I threw caution to the winds and fucked him fast and rough. He did yell and scream, which only seemed to egg me on until finally I was on the verge of coming. I pulled out, and while I stripped off the condom the turned around and I stuck my cock in his mouth, took a couple of strokes and blew my second load down his throat. After he had swallowed it all down he said, "Thanks that was great. Now I've got a hard-on again. You want to do a 69?" I got on the top and we went at it for the third time. This time it took about 20 minutes and we had to shift positions 3 or 4 times and we took time out along the way to lick each others assholes a couple of times. We were both ready to come again, I came first and then he came. We lay there sucking each others cock and licking up the last bits of cum until out cocks softened, Then we shifted to lie side by side and he taught me how to French kiss. Finally we got back on the road. What with frequent stops along the way it took us twice as long to get to where I was headed. He decided to ride back with me so it took just as long to get back. He had a hell of a time stopping me from abandoning the truck and hitch hiking to California with him. I have regretted all my life not going with him especially when he would show up on a movie screen or TV I know it was the right decision though because he wouldn'thave stayed with me. I would have only held him back.