Date: Tue, 17 Dec 2013 10:28:28 +0000 (GMT) From: penny cox Subject: Schoolboy Desires All schoolboys keep secrets, from Mothers, relations and school friends. I was no different. As a young boy, Mum allowed me to dress up in her clothes and I'd mince around the house in a skirt and blouse, clip-clopping on her high-heels. I loved it and Mum didn't mind. Then one day she found me going through her underwear draw. I'd been trying on her panties for ages, but now had been caught and she told me to stop, but I didn't and often went to bed with a bra and panties under my pajamas. I had my first climax into a pair of her panties. At the big all-boys school, I couldn't tell any of my new wanking friends about my love of feminine wear. I loved all that mutual wanking that went on in the toilets and changing rooms, and some quite openly in the showers, in front of other boys. I didn't seem to mind other boys crowding round as another boy wanked me off. In the toilets, however, it was more private, locked in a cubicle with another boy. Although I enjoyed mutual wanking, I preferred them to do it to me, and just stand or sit as they wanked me off to a lovely spunky conclusion. I had my first boy to boy kiss in a school toilet with a much older boy. I liked it and went with him often. The kisses became French kisses, and I began to want to do the wanking, feeling his cock as I worked my fingers up and down his cock. He was about 16 and I was only 12. I couldn't tell my class mates about my older boyfriend. And I certainly couldn't tell anyone about Bill. He was a retired batchelor with a little dog. He'd say hello as he passed by, and soon we were chatting, then I was asked if I'd like to go for a dog-walk with him. Mum thought I was out with my friends, so I said yes. We'd walk across the park and through the woods for an hour. When we were out of sight, Bill would take hold of my hand. It felt nice. We'd stop and sit on a bench by the lake. He's put his arm around me and cuddle me to him. That felt nice as well. This went on for weeks and months. My friends would ask me about my walks with Bill. I couldn't tell them that I fancied him, but I did. I was always glancing down into his lap, and wondering what was hiding there, and wanting him to kiss me like the boy in the toilets did. Feeling bolder, I began to wear my Mums underwear out on these walks as a sign to him that wanted more, if he'd notice. One day, as we sat on the bench, I undid a couple of buttons on my shirt, as I leant against him. My bra was clearly on show, he must see it I thought. "You are a lovely boy Simon" he said "Or are you a girl"? I looked around to make sure no-one was around and whispered "I wish I was girl, because I could wear nice frilly clothes all the time, and get kissed by the boys" I felt a little peck on the cheek. "What like that"? he asked. "No" I said, lifting my head upwards at an angle towards him. Stubbly lips were pressed to mine for a second or two. "What like that"?. I nodded and looked around, he did the same, then those lips were coming towards me again. Another kiss, only it lasted 3 or 4 seconds this time, enough time for me to slip an arm around his back, and rest my other hand on his tummy. We both looked down at my hand, as it undid a button and slid inside his shirt. "OH Simon, this is wrong" he whispered, but I still got another kiss, even longer this time. I was able to run my fingers through the hair on his chubby tummy. "Simon, we shouldn't" he whispered. "Think of me as a girl, your girl" I said, looking round, and fumbling with his belt buckle. It came undone, as did the fastening of his trousers. I lifted my head and received another nice long kiss, as I struggled to unzip his fly. As the kiss ended, his zip was down and I glanced into Bills' lap. I could see the Y on the front of his pants. I looked up at him. "We can't tell anyone about this Simon"? he wheezed, before pressing those stubbly lips to mine again. I felt his tongue against my lips, and opened my mouth to let him in. The kiss went on and on, with his tongue searching the inside of my mouth. I slid my fingertips down under the waistband of his y-fronts. Oh, I felt curly hair, then warm flesh. I felt his shudder, but the kiss continued. I wrapped my fingers around his semi-hard cock, and squeezed him gently. It felt so lovely to be fondling a mans' cock instead of a schoolboys'. As the kiss ended he gasped "Simon, this must be kept a secret, we cant tell anyone" I gave him another squeeze and whispered "I'm not going to tell anyone...........because I want to be your girlfriend, your proper girlfriend" The squeezes turned into a slow wanking movement inside his pants. We both looked down and then smiled at each other. Another long kiss, then "We cant do this here Simon. Can you come round to my place on a Saturday morning"? I mouthed "Yes" to him and accepted another kiss. Before I did his trousers up for him, I pulled the waistband out quite a way, and looked down inside. I made a sort of moan in my throat as I looked down at his stiff cock. "Is that what you're after"? he asked. I nodded and did his trousers up. We walked back, hand in hand, talking about keeping secrets, and I got another kiss before we left the park. "I'm going to call you Simonne from now on" he said. "And you are my boyfriend Bill" I asked. He nodded On Saturday morning Mum went off to work. I had a shower and selected some nice underwear. A bra, panties, suspenders and stockings, and pulled on my "Normal" clothes. Ten minutes later I was knocking Bills door. "Hello Simonne" he whispered "Come on in" I stepped in, he closed the door and then pressed me to it, pressing his lips to mine. A nice long French kiss, Then "Lets go upstairs" he whispered. I followed him up the stairs, looking up at his bottom and the outline of his pants, knowing that I'd soon be seeing him take them off. At the bedroom door he kissed me again, and whispered "Are you still my girlfriend Simonne, and wearing nice sexy underwear to excite me"? His hands slid up my back, found my bra clasp and twanged it loudly. "Yes, and are you still going to be my boyfriend, and treat me as a real girl"? He nodded and stepped away from me. I looked round, a double bed, mirrored wardrobes, beside cabinet with a box of tissues, and a jar of Vaseline. "Ok Simonne darling" he whispered "Let me see that lovely feminine underwear. As he sat on the bed, I started with my socks and shoes, then my shirt, which I dropped on the floor. "Nice bra" he said as I undid my jeans. They dropped to my ankles...."Oh Simonne, you're beautiful". He stood up and started to undress as I watched. There was that hairy, podgy belly, and then those bulging y-fronts. The shoes and socks came off and he stood there in just his pants. "How do I look"? he said. "Gorgeous" I blurted out and walked over to him. My arms slid around his waist, his around my shoulders. I lifted my head and our lips met. As the kiss went on and on, my fingers slipped down the back of his pants, pulling them down a bit. I caressed his nice big bottom cheeks, pulling them apart, and slipping my hand underneath them, between his legs. It was so warm there, I wanted to kiss him everywhere, and let him do anything he wanted. I slowly slid my hands round the waistband to the front, then pushed it down inside his pants. Soon my fingers were once again wrapped around his cock. He shuddered and kissed me again as I started to wank him. "You can't tell anyone about us Simmone. We'll both get into trouble" he whispered. As the kiss ended we looked into the long mirror on the wardrobe. The front of Bills pants were moving nicely as I continued to wank him. "I'm not going to tell anyone" I said "I just want to be your secret girlfriend, and have this" I said loudly as I squeezed his cock two or three times. He moaned. "It's all yours darling" he sighed. I pulled his pants down with my free hand and looked at his cock in the mirror, with my fingers still around it. "Do you mean it Bill, this is all mine"? I asked, looking down. "Yes darling Simmone, it's all yours" Another kiss, with his tongue deep in my mouth, so deep that I was able to suck on it. Oh, I'd heard all about cock sucking at school, and I was hoping that this would give him a hint, about what I really wanted. "Will you love me Bill"? I asked softly "Love me properly, like a man"? Another long kiss, and I felt his hand on my bottom, sliding down the back of my panties. My cheeks were being prised apart, and a fingertip touched my boy-hole. I shuddered with pleasure. "Oh darling" I moaned as it slipped inside my bottom. In and out it slid, sending waves of lovely sensations of pleasure all over me. "Do you want my cock in here"? he whispered in my ear, pushing his finger further into me. "Yes Bill" I blurted out "I'm your girlfriend, I want it. Oh Bill I want it so much" "A proper Girlfriend will take cock in the mouth as well. You know that"!!! he said after a kiss. I looked down at his cock, then up at his face "I know Bill, I want it everywhere, but I haven't done anything before, so you'll have to teach me". "Ok darling, kneel down" I sank to my knees, pulling his pants down as I did so. His lovely stiff cock was pointing at my face. I took hold of it and leant forward a little, kissing the tip two or three times. The clear juices were ouzing out, and tasted quite nice. I licked the helmet all over, and ran my tongue round under the rim. I looked up. He was smiling down at me, then he whispered "Slip your lips over the end, but keep your teeth away" he warned. I opened my mouth and eased my lips right over his helmet. It seemed so big when it was in my mouth, but so gorgeous. Kneeling there with Bills' cock in my mouth seemed so normal. A completely natural thing to be doing, I thought. I glanced sideways into the mirror. Wow, what a lovely sight. Me as Simmone, kneeling down, dressed in beautiful feminine, sexy underwear, with my boyfriends' cock in my mouth. I still had one hand on his shaft, but I slipped the other between his legs and started to fondle those lovely soft balls. "Oh, that feels lovely Simmone" he wheezed. "Now let me make love to your mouth" His hands clasped the sides of my head and I saw his hips move, and felt his cock slip further into my mouth. I took my hand away and ran it round onto his bottom cheeks. His cock started to slip in and out a little, but his helmet always stayed in my mouth. Each time he thrust forward, his cock slipped a little further into my mouth. I looked up, he was smiling "That's lovely darling, now you take over. Just bob your head up and down, and wank me off, just with your lips. His hands released my head, and I began to bob, just an inch to start with. It felt so beautiful and natural to have a mans' cock in my mouth. I kept on bobbing, looking up at him and glancing in the mirror. I was a girl, doing girlie things with a man in private. It all felt so right. I now hand one hand on the base of his cock and one playing with his bottom cheeks. My eyes were wide open, watching the mass of grey curly hair, looking up at his face and into the mirror. I wondered what my Mum would say if she could see what her son was doing. Her goodie little boy.....Oh what a wonderful secret to keep from everybody. My thoughts were interrupted. "Darling I'm going to cum. Let me pull it out, you don't want cum in your mouth this first time" I was confused but just stayed kneeling there. I watched as he took half a step back and felt the nice stiff cock slip out over my lips. His hand gripped his own cock and started to furiously wank himself off. His cock was still pointing at me, my eyes were still wide open, when I saw the first of 3 or 4 powerful spurts of cum erupt from Bills' cock and land on my face. Some went into my eye because I couldn't see too well out of one eye, one strand was over my nose and cheek, and more across my lips. When the spurts stopped I watched as dribbles of cum slowly ouzed out. I cupped my hand over the end of his cock and rubbed them up and down his shaft. "Stay just like that" Bill said and turned and walked over to the bedside cabinet. He returned in seconds with a small digital camera. "My cum all over your face Simmone. I must have a picture" He took several snaps of my face, then said "Have a look in the mirror" I got up and walked closer to the full-length mirror. There were the three strands of cum, one across one eye, a big one across a cheek, and a smaller one right over my mouth. "Now you really are my girlfriend Simmone" he said as he came up beside me and put an arm around my shoulder. I put a hand on his bottom cheeks and looked down at his cock, slowly subsiding. "Let me wipe you clean" he said, reaching down for his underpants. With gentle movements, he slowly wiped his cum from my face, but I managed to poke my tongue out and taste the strand across my lips, before he wiped it all up. "Oh, I just had to taste my boyfriends cum" I said with a smile. "And it's nice Bill, very nice" Bill took me in his arms and kissed me. "I won't be able to cum again darling" he whispered "But you must." Bill got onto the bed and laid on his back. "Take your panties off and get ontop of me. I stood by the bed and slipped my panties off. We both looked at my boy-cock, with no hair around it, and with a birthday the next week, I'll be 13. I climbed up and knelt astride my lover. I could feel his soft cock touching my bottom cheeks. It felt so nice, and nicer still if it was hard. Bills' fingers took hold of my cock and began to wank me off. I pulled my cheeks apart and got bills helmet to ease in between them, it felt lovely. "We'll soon have it inside you darling, in a few weeks. Is that where you want it"? I nodded. "Do you want me to cum deep inside you darling, fill you up with your boyfriends spunk"? Oh Yes, Yes, Yes" I said out loud as I started to spurt my boy-cum. I got off and laid beside him. We cuddled and kissed just like normal lovers. "Do you love your boyfriend"? he whispered in my ear. I took hold of his cock and answered. "Yes Bill, Simmone loves you very much" I said tugging at his cock. "I can't wait till next Saturday" End of Part One