Date: Fri, 24 Sep 2021 10:45:11 +0200 From: Scott Subject: SECRETS OF A YOUNG SURFER - Volume 1 Chapter 1 - The Walkway To get to one of my favourite surf spots, I have to walk along a public pathway in a cove, joining one beach with another. The path follows the coast by the water for 2 kilometres. I do this walk almost every morning before school. The path has some seats and a public toilet block halfway along. It's mainly used daily by joggers, walkers and bicycle riders. After surfing, I would often walk past this man in the opposite direction, and I would sometimes give him half a smile as we passed. I did this with most people but this guy was different. He was about 30 years old. It was hard to tell as everyone looked older than me. He was tanned and very fit looking. He had a rugged, handsome look. Years later, I would see him on television. He became pretty famous around the world. The thing I noticed about him was his brief swimwear. Every time I saw him, he wore the same speedo style swimmers and tank top or t-shirt. He carried a towel over one shoulder and a small back pack type bag in his hand. What used to catch my eye was the massive bulge in the front of his swimmers. I've never seen anyone with such a big bulge, and I couldn't help staring at it. It was mesmerising, and sometimes he'd catch me looking. I'd look up nervously and smile, then quicken my walking pace in case he got upset. Maybe he had something stuffed down his speedo to attract girls; I'd debate this to myself often. One morning as he walked towards me, he held out his hand for me to stop. He said, "Hey" I stopped, and he continued looking around to make sure he wasn't overheard. Finally, he said, "I see you looking at my cock. Are you a fag or what" I embarrassingly looked away and said, "No, I just... um... I've never seen um...that...a big bulge like that before - I'm sorry?" I tried to walk away, keeping my surfboard between us in case he got upset. He stopped me again; looking around, he said, "do you want to see it? I started blushing. I suddenly got more nervous and said, "Um...no...ummm...well maybe...I guess," he said, "come over to that toilet block, leave your board around the back. I'll be in the end stall". He walked off toward the toilet block and disappeared and inside. My heart was racing like never before. I should bail out now while I can but what if he sees me again? He'll be pissed. I was so nervous and excited at the same time. What should I do? I want to do this but what if he gets violent and rapes me or something? Oh should I risk it? yes...no, I want to see his cock but I hope he doesn't hurt me. There are so many psychos around these days. Fuck, I'll risk it. I'm going in. I went around the back of the toilet block, put my board down behind a tree and made sure no one saw me walk in. There was only natural light, and I could smell the urine and cleaning disinfectants. The end stall door was closed. I made a dragging sound with my feet enough so he could hear me walk in. The narrow stall door squeaked open. He said, "Come in, sit down" I moved around him and sat down on the closed toilet lid. Now I'm trapped. I couldn't change my mind even if I wanted to now; I had to go through with this. He untied his swimmer briefs and slid them halfway down his legs to reveal this huge cock. I was shocked and gasped loudly. It wasn't even hard, but it was thick and long. It was dark pink and a light brown color and had lots of visible veins running across it. His knob had a dark purple outline around where it joined the shaft and it almost looked like it had small scales on it. I was on awe looking at it. "Touch it, " he said. I nervously looked up, and he said in a louder, more aggressive as if I was wasting his time. "Touch It". I reached out and took it in my hand. The first thing I noticed was how heavy it was. He said, "Open your mouth" I looked up again, and he looked angrier and said, "SUCK IT". It was cold and dark sitting on the toilet in the end stall of four public restrooms when I sucked my first man cock. I'd previously messed around with some guys in camp over the years, but this was the real thing, a big man cock. I opened my mouth and took the monster's head in; he grabbed the back of my head and pushed it in further. I felt trapped, abused. I gagged, nearly vomited. It used to happen a lot when a man would grab the back of my head and make me deep throat his cock. Now I love it. I love sucking cocks and swallowing cum. I love giving pleasure and creating memories for men, any man who wants me. This was the start of my cock addiction which I didn't realize at the time. His cock knob literally filled my mouth and his shaft went down my throat, and there was almost no space for my tongue. I could immediately taste a slightly salty flavor mixed with urine which faded after a few seconds. I was gagging and pulled back to relieve the pain could smell his ball sweat, and his swimming trunks were new or freshly washed with a light perfume. Toilet and body odors use to put me off like most people but I am getting quite turned on by his sweaty balls. I would sometimes masturbate while sniffing my underwear, pretending it was someone else's. Now it's his smell and I was hard as a rock. He kept trying to push his cock farther and farther down my throat, and I was on the verge of gagging again. Finally, he said, "You little cock sucker, you have to learn to deep throat, make this your first lesson" I started stroking the shaft of his cock as it slid in and out of my mouth. Saliva was running out the side of my mouth and onto my hand. I moved my tongue around his knob. "Yes!, use that tongue" That's when I knew he was enjoying it, and I had some sort of power over him. Here I was, a schoolboy holding this power in my hand...and the mouth of this grown man. I was very horny, and my small cock, compared to his, was now hard as a rock. This situation was something I had dreamed about many times while jerking off but I didn't think it would be in a public toilet block. He was moaning louder now, and I could taste his salty pre-cum. His hand was pushing my head harder onto his cock then he said, "Swallow my cum, you little bitch" he pulled back, then thrust his cock into my mouth and let out a sigh. Immediately my mouth and throat were filled with this warm salty fluid, and it kept coming and coming. I opened my mouth wide and swallowed a huge load, but before I could breathe, he kept pumping more and more into my mouth. I just swallowed what seemed like a whole cup of cum. Finally, he took his cock and started stroking it, dripping more cum in to my mouth. He said, "Clean it up, lick it". By now I had cum around my mouth, running down my chin and on my hand. I licked off as much as I could until he was satisfied. He tilted my head up so I was looking at him. I was feeling all sorts of things but I knew I was fragile, even feeling slightly abused. "Same time Friday, don't be late" He said. Then pulled up his speedo and tucked in his now damp, purple monster, turned and walked away. I sat on the toilet for what seemed like 15 minutes in shock. I'd just sucked my first big man cock and swallowed his load. I left the stall, washed up and went home to get ready for school. It was Tuesday, Physical education was my first class of the day . I already felt like I'd worked out enough. I needed to lay down and process what had just happened. All day, all I could think about was Friday. Chapter 2 - The Second Cumming My mouth and jaw have never been so sore from having to open so wide to take his big cock. I felt like I'd been at the Dentist every day getting tooth fillings. The pain was real. Three days had passed, and all I could think about was the next meeting. Will he show up? What will it be like this time? I kept thinking about his cock. That giant piece of man meat felt so heavy and spongy like a hard piece of clay... but warm. Where is this going...what the fuck am I doing. All I know is that I wanted more. Strangely, I liked the abuse. His control over me was intense and all I could do was give in and give it up to him. I woke up early and looked out the window as the sun rose. No wind...great. That meant smooth quality waves. There had been a nice southerly swell recently, so I knew my surf spot would be good. My cock was stiff so I gave it a light stroke and wondered if my man would ever be interested in sucking it or did he just want to fuck me...did I really care? I just wanted that excitement and the power. That incredible intense fear and excitement I get when I have his cock in my mouth. I knew it was coming and I would get hard again in that toilet stall if he showed up again. However, I wanted to surf. I needed to distract myself and clear my mind. I quickly dressed, grabbed my board and ran down the road that joined the path along the water. As I entered the path about halfway along the 2-kilometer stretch, I could see the waves were excellent and a few surfers already out. However, I knew I'd have to cut my session short to be in the toilet block by 7.50am to be on time. I caught a few waves but was too focused on my meeting to enjoy the surfing, and I kept checking my watch. It was time. I paddled around the point to the beach and took a shower near the path. I picked up my towel, which I had dropped earlier, and started walking from the beach shower area toward the path. My heart was racing and I kept telling myself "it's okay if he doesn't turn up" trying to manage any disappointment ahead of time. My brain was insane I thought. I was consistently thinking about whether he would turn up and if he did what it would be like, what would he do to me?. I walked a few meters onto the path, I saw a recognizable shape in the distance walking from the other direction about 300 meters away. I couldn't quite make him out, was it him? It looked like him. He's walked towards me so many times this year. It's him, isn't it? The person stopped and looked at me before stepping into the toilet block. It was him...Oh my god it's on...again. I was apprehensive. I was going to get mouth fucked by a rugged, super-fit 30+-year-old with a huge cock before school. I could already smell the sweet sweat from his balls. My cock started to tingle and grew in my shorts as my heart raced. I was super nervous and freaking out at the same time. I stored my board and walked straight to the end stall. I knocked lightly, and it opened. "You showed up," he said. "I thought I might have scared you off last time," a sheepish smile came over his face. "Today, we're doing things differently. "I looked up from the toilet seat, and he said, "Take off your shorts" "What, why?" I said "Because I said so, now take off your freaking shorts" His tone scared me. He sounded like my father when he was pissed at me. I nervously and slowly unsnapped the button and dropped them to the floor. "Also, your speedo too" I looked at him shyly. "don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you" he said. I dropped my speedo to reveal my cock. He reached out and cupped my balls "not much hair yet, ha", he said. "It's there, I'm blonde" I was embarrassed as he turned me around "let me take a look at your ass" "oh fuck yeah, "he said, "that's a beautiful tight little ass" he gave it a slight slap, and I turned and sat back down. He reached into his pocket and took out a tube of lubricant "what that" I said" "this will make my fingers slide easier into your asshole" "what!" I said, "It's time for expansion," he said, laughing "now stand up and suck my cock. I'm going to finger fuck you today". Now I am nervous and I could feel my body shaking. I had previously only put carrots and cucumbers up my ass and I liked it a lot, especially a big smooth cucumber. "You can't fuck me; your cock won't fit", I said. He smiled ", maybe not today, but soon it will". What the hell did he mean by that? Now I was freaking out and feeling incredibly trapped and vulnerable. Within seconds I had a mouthful of his big cock. He pulled my hips slightly around to one side and opened the cheeks of my ass. He smeared the lube between my crack. It was cold and sticky. Then, he immediately started to draw circles around the outside of my hole and lightly pushed one finger further and further in. It felt amazing. I was tight, but he kept opening me with in and out and side to side motions. His big cock was lining the back of my throat, and I sucked harder as he lightly moaned. I slid my hand along the shaft as I sucked down on him, getting it more friction and I could see he liked that. The harder I sucked, the harder he finger fucked me. "I want to hit your spot, so let me finger you from the front" I came off his cock and said, "What!...what do you want me to do" Honestly, I had no idea what he was saying. Still, he moved my hips around, and he lifted up my balls and stabbed my ass again with his finger, this time from the front. He pushed in deep and moved his finger forward and backwards instead of in and out. I could feel this pressure, almost like I was constipated. Finally, he slid out one finger and pushed two back in. My hole was stretched, and there was some pain, but I thought I'll take the pain for you, my sexy, dirty new teacher. His forward, backward movement gave me this incredible pressure like I was about to explode and cum everywhere. I lifted my head off his cock and let out a sigh, then drew in a deep breath."Yeah, that's the spot, you little bitch", and he started laughing. "You love that...I can tell now...get back on that cock... it's not going to suck itself" He was laughing and moaning at the same time. He was loving it, thrusting his huge man meat into my aching mouth. I can't help it, I love it. I was so horny that he could do anything to me. I'd never had anyone finger me, and I didn't know I had a `spot' that created this incredible feeling of `explosion'. I looked between my legs, and my cock had cum dripping from it. The pressure was unbelievable, forcing a constant low-level ejaculation. I've never cum without touching my cock. I guess this is an awake `wet' dream of something. All I know is that he was driving me crazy with this brand-new experience. "I'm about to cum...yeah...here we go...take my load now...ahhh" he let out a long muffled moan and shot a massive load of creamy warm cum into my mouth and down my throat. Salty...again I thought...and it kept coming...and coming. Was this normal for him, or did he save a few days worth of cum just for me? I swallowed and swallowed then licked the excess off the shaft of his cock and cleaned up his knob. "I want to fuck your hole one day soon" "You can't, I said, you're too big" "We'll keep working it open, and you'll take it one day, ha", he kept laughing to himself. It was kind of creepy but hot. "Monday same time, alright", he said in a demanding way. "No, wait, I can't. Can you come at 12.30? "Lunchtime? I said, "Yes" "umm...I only get an hour...um...Okay, I guess I can. See you Monday" he looked at me with this `I own you, stare and I knew right then he did. I was hooked, and I know I'll be tripping about our next meeting all weekend. I sat on the toilet and masturbated, licking my lips, still tasting his cum as I shot my load. It was an incredibly long and intense orgasm. My head was spinning...what is happening? Chapter 3 - It's My Size Now! My school wasn't too far from the toilet block, but to maximize my time there I had to ride my bike. I could use my watch and time the ride to make sure I left early enough to get back for the start of class. I knew if I was in the middle of sucking his cock there is no way he'd let me go, not that I'd want to. I really love his smell and that man cock in my mouth. Even though he is a bit rough, the way he strokes my head just after he cum in my mouth sends tingles to my cock. I just want more and more of that and whatever else he has planned for me. Here I go again I thought, freaking myself out. The lunchtime bell rang, and I rushed downstairs out to the side of the main building where the bicycles were parked. I rode as fast as I could to the block. Unfortunately, it took around four minutes with some downhill sections, so I needed to add a few minutes to the ride back up to make the start class. I hate the hills on my bike but it will be worth it, I hope. I parked my bike around the back of the toilet block and walked in. There was a man at the basin washing his hands, so I went to the urinals and pretended to pee. Once the man left, I coughed loudly to see if my man would say something. Sure enough, I heard, "Is that my dirty little schoolboy" I'm still getting used to the name- calling, "Yeah," I said, "well, come on, get in here" I walked to the end stall and opened the door. "Oh fuck yeah! Look at you. I know your school, and I love that uniform. Leave your shirt, tie and shoes on and just drop your sexy little shorts" sexy little shorts, I thought...now he's being a dick. I unzipped, dropped my shorts and underwear to the floor and removed them from my feet and put them off to the side. "Look at your cock; you've got a bit of a stiffy, you dirty little boy. I thought all those boys in your private school were good little boys...guess not" I blushed and sat down on the toilet. "I want to cum on your asshole today" "what," I said. "I won't hurt you, hahaha. Just before I cum, I want you to take my cock out of your mouth and bend over. Don't worry, I'll lift up your shirt and cum in your ass. I'll finger fuck you first, okay" What! this is not the place I wanted to experience this. A cramped toilet stall. This toilet space is fine to sit and suck his cock but to do anything else I thought, it's too small here. I was freaking out at this point, thinking this could get messy, and I had to go back to school. "Okay, but please be careful with my clothing," I said "turn around and let me lube that tight little ass... fuck that's so hot" I learned quickly from him that I was, in fact, `fuckin hot' as he put it. I had a very sexy shaped ass. He said it's because I'm a surfer and a bike rider...whatever I thought. I've never considered myself as `hot' I know I'm just like every other blonde surfer boy I hang with at the beach. The difference is I'm what they still call a fag and a cock sucker, and they would beat me badly if they found out. Government around the world have legislated LGBTQ+ but it hasn't changed the way many think. Fuck them, I thought, this is my secret, and I can't help myself. It's what I think about all the time now. I don't have to 'come out' fuck those rainbow flag fags. 'I giggled to myself. I'm so homophobic at times. But I love it. I have never felt so special and wanted. I have something to give and it's 'hot' to some people. He opened my ass cheeks and pasted lube on the outside of my hole. He put lube on one finger and inserted it inside. Lining my ass tunnel as he slid it in and out. I was wet all the way inside and for some reason I felt ready. He turned my head around and fed his huge cock in to my mouth. My jaw has been hurting since we met. I hope I get used to it soon. I'm definitely getting better at sucking his cock. "Fuck, you are getting good at this. You're my little cocksucker" he chuckled to himself "yeah, suck the end of my knob, that's it" His big hands were pulling my ass cheeks apart as he continued to push his finger into me. I have to admit, my asshole was getting looser the more he finger fucked me but I know if he ever tried to put that huge cock inside me, especially at the moment, I'd be in a world of pain. His cock is way bigger than a couple of fingers he fucks me with I thought. I could taste his salty pre-cum which made me hornier. "Cup my balls with your hand" I reached under and held his big hairy ball sack. "Lift them and roll them around," he said. "Gently!" Lift them and roll them around; what the hell does that mean? I'll make it up as we go, I guess. "Hey...gentle". I know I have the power to make him happy, and I loved that. I felt like he was `training' me for something much bigger, so to speak. His balls felt like cupping the underside of a billiard table pocket with two balls inside. He had a rough hairy sack and huge balls. By now, he'd pushed two fingers deep inside me and was pressing up against my spot. The pressure was intense, and it drove me crazy. As my mouth slid back down the shaft of his cock to his knob, I let out a sight. "Oh...you like that, don't you, my little schoolboy slut" I grunted a muffled "yeees, sir". I looked down at my cock, and there was cum dripping out again. I was in a trance like state getting finger fucked and sucking this beautiful big cock. Saliva was running out of the side of my mouth and dripping onto the toilet floor. Sliding up and down, filling my mouth with his warm hard cock. "Watch your teeth" I opened up as his hand on the back of my head guided me down on to this incredible cock. There is nowhere on earth I would rather be right now than here sucking this beautiful cock. I had completely shut out the world and this is all that mattered to me. His moans were getting louder and faster, and I could tell he was close to cumming. He was now pushing the back of my head with one hand while he finger fucked my ass. Honestly, I could hardly feel if he had two or more fingers in me. I was stretched wide open for his big plan of shooting his load in to my hole. What's it going to feel like? I'll find out soon I thought. Without warning, he pulled out his cock and spun me around "bend over...bend over he said with a stern, almost desperate voice. He spread my ass cheeks and started stroking his cock between them. Moaning louder, "fuck I'm close" then I could feel the knob of his huge cock nudging into the entrance of my hole. My asshole was tingling from his stretching and finger fucking me and I wanted more. Fuck I'm so horny. I couldn't believe what was happening. I was in a public restroom, bent over a toilet with this man's huge cock sliding between my ass cheeks and all I wanted was to feel it inside but I was as scared as hell. He was stroking and pushing it in a little at a time. I was freaking, but I wanted it. I wanted more and pushed slightly back on him. I do that a lot to let the guy behind me know I'm ripe and ready to be fucked hard. My cock was dripping cum, and this huge cock was at the entrance of my ass...what's happening, I want it so badly, but he can't fuck me with that huge cock; he'll split me in two. He shifted his position slightly. He grabbed my hips then let out a "fuckkkkk", and all of a sudden, I felt this pain and pressure I've never experienced before, came through my whole body. I grabbed onto the toilet flusher. Am I going to pass out? I let out an "ohhhh fuckkkk', and I knew he was inside me. How much of his cock I couldn't tell, but I was full, completely. He pulled back, then thrust his monster cock back into me. The pressure was so intense that I picked up my shorts and underwear with one hand and screamed into them to muffle the sound. "Fuck yeah, my little schoolboy, that's it take it, take this cock...farrrrkkkkk, I'm cumming", and he thrust into me faster and faster...I could feel this solid pain as he shot what felt like huge amounts of his cum inside me. I pulled forward to try to relieve the pressure, but he had my hips pinned where he wanted them. He pulled back and he shot another load on my lower back. I could feel his warm cum spill out of my hole and run down the back of my leg and back. My legs were shaking and the pain was so intense. I thought for sure I was bleeding as so much liquid was coming out of my asshole. He pulled his cock fully out and just stood behind me, spanking my ass with it. "Fuck yeah...phew...that was fuckin hot...look at how stretched open that asshole is?. It's my size now, hahaha...I want more of this...maybe on a bed...hahaha...you up for that schoolie?" I couldn't talk, I was exhausted, sore as hell, and I was dripping his cum onto my shoes. Finally, I grunted a soft "yeah", turned around and sat on the toilet. I think I was in shock. I felt utterly disconnected from my body except the pain. It was like I was removed from the whole experience and watching myself. My body felt this new pain in places never and I guess I'm processing it. "Clean me up," he said, pushing his cock into my mouth. I could taste the lube mixed with his salty cum. I licked the shaft and knob; he pulled back and said, "take it easy. It's sensitive" "sorry", I said, then finished licking him before he tucked it away. "This is where I live, can you come over Saturday around 4.00 pm? He handed me a piece of paper with his address. "I guess," I said, "I might have a friend or two over" "what...no...I'm not..." "not what," he said ", you know... I'm um...I'm comfortable with you, but I'm not sure about others..." I mumbled "you'll be fine. Make sure you clean out your asshole and have it lubed before you arrive, okay?, okay," he repeated "okay", I said, "I want you to take a shit and then hose out your hole" "what?" Now I am really uncomfortable. "I want you to squat in the shower at home. You have one of those, right? "Yes", I said, "and I want you to get the shower head and hose out your insides and have it clean before we meet again. Get some of this lube from the Pharmacy smear some around the outside of your hole. Insert the tube into your hole and squeeze. I want your asshole to be lubed all the way inside". "Okay, okay", I was so embarrassed. I've never had a conversation like this with anyone before. This guy was so intense...he knew a lot about fucking. I felt like I was in `fuck school', and I was. He smiled and left. What the fuck have I got myself into. I sat on the toilet, and I could feel his warm cum dripping out of my hole. I'm so new to this I really should just jump into the sea and have a quick wash, but I don't have a towel. I have sticky cum down my leg, inside me and on my socks and shoes...what a mess. "Shit, what's the time," I shouted. I looked at my watch, phew! I still have 16 minutes before class starts. I was exhausted and shocked. I'd just lost my virginity with a huge man cock, and my asshole was sore, sticky and throbbing. I sat on the toilet and played with my cock. I stroked it, thinking about what had just happened. Did it happen, or was it a dream...I can smell him, his warm breath on the back of my neck as he came in my ass. I shot my load. It was another solid extended orgasm. Now I am satisfied. Will my asshole recover by Saturday, will it ever recover...and what the hell was going to happen Saturday...with his friends? How am I going to ride my bike now... Chapter 4 - Quite Frankly. After my last session, I sat in class with cum wet shorts as his load dripped out of my ass. I was so nervous that someone might see. Another rookie mistake, I thought. I had to tie my sweater around my waist, go down to the school toilets and dry my shorts the best I could. I lined my underwear with toilet paper, then got home and put everything in the washing machine before my Mother saw the mess. I won't make that mistake again. My ass had recovered faster than I thought. It was still a little sensitive, but I wanted to see my big man again today. Earlier that day, I went surfing with some friends, and we talked about girls. They want me to try and fuck this girl from the Catholic school not far from where we hang out at the beach. She likes me, so her friend said. My friends were egging me to go and talk to her. The girls hang together not far from where we hang up the beach in a small group of about 5 or 6. So my friends made fun of me, telling me I should fuck her this weekend and report back to them. All I could do was think about my man's monster cock and how he was going to punish me with it in a few hours. "So what do you expect me to tell you? How does her pussy taste? I said. They laughed, "fuck yeah...bring back her panties for us to smell" "yeah, whatever, man... I'm out of here, catch you tomorrow". I said. They all laughed. My cock was getting tingly just thinking about how my man smells. Is that crazy? I loved it when his big hairy balls slapped my chin when he pushed his cock down my throat. I'm sure he's going to fuck me today. I hope he takes it slowly, at least. It was five minutes to four o clock as I nervously walked the final flight of stairs to his apartment. Finally, I reached the door and could hear music and some muffled voices. I'm so nervous. I knocked on the door, and seconds later, it opened. "Here he is. You made it. I kinda thought you might," he chuckled. "Come in" I moved inside, and he walked me down a narrow hallway then pushed open a side door. "You wait in here, okay," he said "um, okay, but...um... don't leave me here alone. If you want me to be with your friend, you have to be here in the room, okay" I said. "yeah, sure, don't worry, little man, you'll have a great time. Get undressed but leave your underwear on, okay" he said with a big smile on his face walking away. A side window dimly lit the room. It had large wooden floors and high ceilings. In the middle was a king-size bed, and off to one side was a bathroom. I went into the bathroom and removed my clothing. I took down my underwear, lifted one leg up on the bath and opened my hole. I smeared on some lube and pushed the tube in just enough for some to go inside as he instructed a few days ago. I pulled my underwear back up, walked out, and sat on the end of the bed. I was horny but nervous. I know he is going to fuck me, but I'm not sure what else he expects. The room lit up as the door opened. Standing in the doorway was a strange man. He was in his late 20's tanned skin with short dark hair. "Hi, I'm Frank. Jeff said it was okay for me to come in" "Jeff?" I questioned, "didn't he tell you his name...ha... he's like that. A man of few words and a big cock" I was slightly shocked at his comment but smiled and felt some mild jealousy. "Is he coming in now?" I said, "soon", he said. "Is Jeff your...you know...umm...your boyfriend? I asked. He laughed "we have a little history, but no". I felt a little relieved but still uncomfortable. "Can I come over and sit," he said. I looked down at the bed and slid over to one side "sure". He came into the room and closed the door behind him. He sat next to me "what's your name?" "Scotty," I said, "and how old are you, Scotty?" "I'm 16; how old are you?" He laughed, "older than you. You're a sexy young boy, aren't you?" I blushed. He put his hand on my thigh, looking down between my legs at my underwear. "What do we have here?" he reached over and ran his hand over the outside of my underwear. "Nice! can I have a look?" I blushed slightly, then lifted my ass off the bed and rolled my underwear down to my knees. Immediately he stroked my stomach, moving his hand down. "Wow, I love that silky little blonde patch you have, sweet. Nice little cock too". He grabbed my hand and placed it between his legs "feel that... you're getting me very horny, Scotty" I gave half a nervous smile. He pulled my arm around and said, "kneel in front of me" I positioned myself between his legs as he unsnapped his shorts, pulled down his zipper and took them off. "Take it out... it's okay, touch it" I rolled down his underwear and revealed his big uncut cock. My father has an uncut cock, but this is the first time I've seen one this close. I reached over and took it in my hand. It was warm and a little sticky. I moved my hand over it, moving it up and down until I got a comfortable grip. I pulled down the foreskin to expose his big shiny knob. He wasn't as big as Jeff, but he was big, and I knew if he were going to fuck me, it wouldn't hurt as much as Jeff did the other day. At least I hope it doesn't. I massaged his beautiful shaft for a minute, then he lay back on the bed and pulled my head into his crotch. His sweaty warm body odor rose from his balls as he fed his cock into my mouth. A salty, sweaty pissy taste for a few seconds faded quickly to a salty-sour flavor. "Fuck, you are good at this little boy," he said as I felt this slight sense of pride come over me. Wow, he complimented me for being a good cock sucker. Not something I could brag about, I thought. "Come up on the bed and turn around... that's it, get on top...I want to look at that tight little asshole" I threw my leg over his body and exposed my hole to him. I've never done the sixty-nine position before, but I can see how it will make sucking his cock easier for me. "Fuuucckkk that is nice little Scotty," he said. Then I felt his unshaven face between the inner parts of both legs, which made me jump. "it's okay, I want to eat this sweet little starfish". His tongue darted in and out of my hole. It was driving me crazy. I lifted my head off his cock to let out a loud sigh all the time as I could hardly concentrate. Frank started nibbling the inside of the ass cheeks and pulling them apart as he drove his face into me. "I want to fuck you so badly now" he said. I could feel his saliva running down my legs as he rolled me off him and said, "get on your knees". Now I am nervous. I'm going to get fucked again. I want it. I'm so horny I can hardly control myself. A group of men could come in and fuck me now, and I would gladly give it up. But, what the fuck was happening to me? I'm a cock whore, and I have no control. I was facing towards the head of the bed with a pillow just in front of me. I knew if it got to much, I could scream into it. Frank positioned himself behind me "fuck yeah...you are hot little man...let me open this hole" He pulled my cheeks apart and put his big cock between them. He started slowing fucking the outside of my hole, drawing circles and lining up his target. Here we go, I thought. The pain came on slowly as he eased the knob of his big cock into me.I picked up the pillow with one hand and repositioned myself to lessen the pain. He pushed his hard cock inside me without saying another word, then quickly pulled it out and back in. He slowed the pace and mumbled, "fuccckkkk yeahhhh!" He moved in and out of me, getting faster and faster. His hands were rubbing my lower back, and he reached around and stroked my cock and balls. He then grabbed my hips pulled me back towards him, and thrust into me. I let out a scream into the pillow, and I could hear him laugh to himself, "where did Jeff find you...farrrkkk...this feels amazing...you are so tight" He pumped me in and out harder and harder the whole bed was moving. My asshole was loose and wet, my head was spinning, and the pain sent me into this trance state again. That feeling of almost exploding, the pain from the size of his cock. I was getting transported to a place I had never been before. It was indescribable, and I felt I was outside of my body all at the same time. My asshole was wet and throbbing. It was hot, literally. I clung to the pillow as I screamed with pleasure and pain. I had lost control of my body. Frank was fucking me deep and hard, and he kept going and going. "Oh...I...going...to shoot my load into...you...fuckkkk" he was panting loudly and let out a huge moan "fuuccckkk I'm cumming". He grabbed both my hips and pulled me into him. His body was hard up against my ass. He was as deep as he could go. He pumped his massive load of cum into me. I could feel it dripping over my balls and onto the bed. He spanked the cheek of my ass as he kept pumping, "little Scotty...take my load, you hot little fucker... I lay on the bed exhausted. I was sweaty and sticky and still horny. Frank was in the bathroom when the door opened. It was Jeff "look at you... you've been fucking you naughty little boy" Frank came out of the toilet. Jeff gave him a little kiss on the cheek as he stroked his cock and said, "did you warm him up for me? hahaha" they both laughed. Jeff took off his shirt and dropped his shorts. "get over here and make me hard" I crawled across the bed on my hands and knees, still panting from the punishment Frank just gave me. Before I could move my body to sit on the end of the bed, Jeff had grabbed me by the head and pushed my face into his underwear. Oh, that smell. That's the smell I recognize. I rolled down his underwear with one hand, and his huge cock popped out. I took it with my right hand and fed it in to my mouth. "I'm fuckin horny boy and, I...(pump)...want...(pump)...some...(pump)... of...(pump)... that...(pump)... tight...(pump)... little...(pump)... hole...(pump)...of yours...(pump)..." he said I was gagging on his big cock and he didn't care. I knew he was going to give me a serving I'd never forget. "Get on your back and put that pillow under your ass. "Yeah, that's it. Now open your legs wide, hahaha, I can see Frankie had some fun" Some of Frank's cum was still running out of my ass. "sloppy seconds...I love that..." he positioned himself between my legs, lifted them, grabbing under my thigh just past my knee. "Now I'm driving this" he put some more lube on the knob of his cock and circled the outside of my hole, making sure it was ready. I was going crazy, I'm horny as hell, and I want to give it up to Jeff. I looked up and said, "come on and fuck me, please" he looked down and smiled, "Frankie has whipped you into a creamy horny mess...I love it you've become the little fuck whore..." I'm getting used to the verbal abuse, but I didn't care. I just wanted that big cock to hit my spot. Jeff pushed his cock slowly into me. It felt like it was going on forever. Deeper and deeper, he filled me up. Finally, he pulled back "fuck Scotty, your little hole is perfect for my punishment." I was moaning, and he teased me, "you like that, don't you...oh yeah, let me...fuck yeah" I was panting, my mouth was dry, and he was driving me nuts. "Pleaassseee Jeff...fuck...oh...fuuucckkk me" He pushed in deeper and harder. Faster and faster. I couldn't help it. Finally, I wrapped my legs around him and lifted my ass as his body came down on top of me. I whispered and panted in his ear, "fuck me...fuck me, Jeff..." my mouth was at his ear lobe. I instinctively started nibbling it and darting my tongue in to his ear. "Oh, this feels...soo...fuckin...good," he said. My cock was pressed up against his body as he hit my spot. Sweat was running off his back as he thrashed my asshole like never. The numbing pressure blocked the pain he was putting on my g-spot. It was so intense, and I wanted to let go. It felt if I did, I would let go of any control of my bodily functions, and it freaked me out, but I wanted to do it. I want to let it go and see what will happen. "Jeff...oh...this is...faaarrrkk...sooo..good..." I could handily speak. His huge cock was pulsing inside me like a machine, pounding and pounding. I felt incredible, like I was drugged and about to explode. Finally, I let out a huge breath and let go entirely of my body. The trance like state, the pain, the pleasure was like being in a state of ecstasy. Was this what the gurus talk about when they describe nirvana? "Jeff, I'm...I'm cumming" "me too, little man...fuck yeah soon...me too," he said. I let go of Jeff's body and threw my arms back over my head. I looked into his eyes as I releasedÑmy whole body shuttered. "Oooohhhhhhh...uuuuhhhh" I was having an orgasm as I have never felt before. I had lost control of my entire body. Jeff had this slight, intense smile, he knew what was happening to me, but he was too focused on himself. "I'm cumming....Oooohhhhhh..fuuuucccckkkk..." I felt the pulses of his huge cock pump the first load into me. He quickly pulled out his cock, and I looked down as he shot a second lace over my cock and balls. "Fuuuccckk yeah....come up...here..." I sat up as he drove his cock into my mouth and kept pumping his cum into me. His hands were around the back of my head "fuck you, little cum boy, take it" I was getting used to the name-calling; it's funny. 'Cum boy', I thought, that was a new one. I was 'cum boy' today for sure. My body was covered in cum, and my mouth was full of his creamy warm juice. I fell back onto the sweat-soaked sheets and panted. My heart was racing, and I was exhausted. I didn't care. I had cum running out of my asshole, all over my cock and balls and around my mouth. Jeff rolled over next to me and gave me a little slap on the thigh. "little Scotty, that was a hot session" He rolled back off the bed, got up and went into the bathroom. I could hear the shower running. I have never experienced such contentment. So confused, pleased and laying in a bed of cum. Exhausted but looking forward to the next session. Chapter 5 - A Round On the Golf Course Saturday was a completely new experience. I felt incredible and used at the same time, extraordinary. I love getting fucked; I just thought it might be more relaxing or something. Instead, it is slightly abusive and forceful. Maybe that is normal for these older guys. They like to call me names when they are fucking me, or when I'm sucking their cocks, but I can tell they like it. Their bodies give it away. For the first time, I understand some of those girls my friends call 'sluts'. I've never fucked any of them, but I have seen a few of them around, and they fuck a lot of boys in my area. I know why they do it. I now know the power you have when a guy has his cock in your mouth or hole, and the feeling is incredible. I bet they feel the same. Am I a 'boy slut'? I guess so. I'm good as long as my friends at school and down the beach don't find out. The last four days were dull. It's now summer vacation, and there are no waves. I jerk off every morning thinking about that insane session with Frank and Jeff. During the day, I ride my skateboard along the beach and hang out with some friends. I want to surf and get some cock. Should I knock on Jeff's door? Probably not. It's Tuesday, and I'm heading home along the coast. I just missed the main bus, so I had to hitchhike. It's pretty safe where I live, and I've been doing it for a few years without any problems. I skate a bit, then walk over the uneven paving. I started hitching along a strip of road with a few factories on one side and a jungle-like swamp on the other near the beach. It's a pretty quiet part of the main road. Pretty soon, this big long square car pulled over. I was shocked as it was a Rolls Royce, an older one and honestly, I wasn't sure it had stopped for me. Within seconds an arm stuck out from the passenger window and waved me over. I jogged over and went to the window and from a slight distance back looked in "where you headed" the man said "up the road a bit near the Golf course" I said "Jump in" he said. I looked through the window, and I could see this large, well-groomed Doberman Pinscher dog. "he's harmless, he won't hurt you unless..." he laughed..."it's fine, don't worry" I opened the door and slid into the passengers' seat looking at the dog the whole time. I turned and looked at the man. He was older, probably 50 plus and no very handsome, but he had a friendly smile. He was slim and pale with well-kept hair. "What's the dog's name? " I asked. "Chopper", he said, laughing. "Fuck really..." I said under my breath. "he's a good boy, hahaha" I couldn't help thinking as we were driving along, this guy wasn't telling me the whole truth about 'Chopper'. We rounded a curve in the road, and he said, "surely a hot little boy like you has a girlfriend" at the same time, he lightly slapped my thigh with one of his hands, leaving it on my leg for a second or two. Then he said, "Is it okay if I leave my hand there?" I was shocked. In all the times I have ridden in stranger's cars, this has never happened to me. Moreover, now that I was finally sexually active sucking and fucking, a man came onto me. Am I now giving off a 'come fuck me vibe?' I paused in shock for a few seconds and said, 'It's okay". "Nice," he said as he gave my leg a slight slap and rested his hand on my upper thigh. I wasn't sure where this was going, but I figured if he wanted me to blow him, I could suck his cock in the car. He was lightly squeezing my thigh and moving his hand around. He looked down between my legs and brushed his hand lightly over the mound in my shorts, saying, "what do we have here? " I blushed. He kept rubbing across the top of the outside of my board shorts, "open them for me, okay?" Without saying a word, I repositioned myself and unsnapped the stud and opened the velcro. I had a pair of white briefs on, and I could hear his "gasp, wow look at that, you are a sexy boy, aren't you" I gave a muffled uncomfortable laugh. Within seconds, he pulled down my shorts and underwear, and they fell to the floor. "Oh my God," he said as he stroked my pubic hair and took my cock in his hand. "You like this. I can tell as he smiled, you are getting nice and hard. I bet you like to suck some cock, don't you?" "I guess," I said. He took my hand and placed it between his legs. "rub my cock, little man, that's it, take it out" he was wearing track pants, and I pulled down the front to reveal his hard cock. He was a good size, not huge, but a mouthful for me. "get down on that", he said, "you want me to suck you while you drive?" I said, "just a taste, and we'll pull over up the side road where the Golf course is, okay" "the dog is alright with me touching you?" I said, "yes...come on, get on this" It was a bit awkward, but I moved over the centre console and took his cock and started sucking the head. I could taste he had some pre-cum, or he had already cum earlier. It was very salty, but I loved it. I drove that cock into my mouth, and I could hear him going crazy "fuck yeah...oh my...you are a dirty little cock sucker...how many cocks have you sucked?...fuck this is incredible" I was getting good at this. I took his shaft down my throat and slid the palm of my hand alone as my head came up. Stroking all along the entire length of his cock and suck his knob hard. "fuck we have to stop...I want to look at you," he said. He drove up the dimply lit road with the Golf course on one side and the beach on the other, and he pulled up under a tree where it was dark. Chopper got to his feet as we stopped "is he alright" I said. "Yes, he's fine, let's look at you" He moved his seat back to give him more space between the steering wheels. "Sit on the console and put one leg up on the dash above the wheel. Put your other leg on the floor in the back" I manoeuvred my body around, naked from the waist down. It was quite a stretch. My legs were wide open, and Chopper started licking my leg. "Sure, Chopper's okay with me doing this", I said "yes, yes, don't worry about him," he said. I got the feeling he'd had a few others in this position before and already had plans for me. The cabin was quite extensive, and with the seats pushed back, there was a lot more space than I thought. My asshole was pointing straight at him, and he looked excited. Without saying anything, he buried his face in between my legs and started biting around my hole, licking and poking his tongue. The sensation was so intense that I was bouncing around a bit, but he held my legs in place and ate my ass like a meal. His beard was scratching the insides of my ass, and I was dripping in his saliva. My cock was rock hard. He was driving me fucking crazy. "I want your little boy load down my throat," he said, and face planted my cock, driving it deep in to his throat. "fuckkk...oh yeah...sir...that's..." His thumb pushed in to my asshole as he sucked hard on my cock. I lay back on my seat, moving my body towards him. It wasn't very comfortable, but I felt incredible. Another stranger had taken down my underwear and was enjoying himself on my body. I was about to cum. "I'm cumming soooon...ohhh..." I stuttered. He grabbed both the tops of my thighs and slammed his head down onto my cock taking it in and sucking it like a vacuum cleaner. I let out a huge moan and shot my load into his mouth. My body let out a shutter, and I shivered through a super-strong orgasm. Panting heavily, I looked up to see him spit my cum into the palm of his hand. With the other hand, he smeared it onto my asshole. "My turn now, little man, I'm going to slam that pretty little hole of yours" I wasn't in any position to move or argue. He maneuvered my body over into a doggie position. I was halfway into the back and one knee on the console. My ass cheeks were getting pulled apart just from my body position. He moved into place as the dog started licking the side of my leg again. "Here, boy," Chopper was standing right behind my left leg, looking at his Master guide his cock in to my asshole. The dog just looked as he started fucking me hard, sliding in and out lubricated by my cum and his spit. I have to admit it was quite a turn on having the dog there watching. My hole was opening up as he pumped his cock into me while the dog kept licking the back of my leg. I was getting another big pounding from a stranger, and I loved it. He pushed and pushed deeper and deeper into me. He was hitting my spot every time, and I was drifting in and out of this weird trance state. I felt this rough scrape against my ball sack and cock, and I realized Chopper was licking underneath me "your dog is licking my balls", I said. He laughed "he's just having some fun too," he said. I felt incredible getting fucked, but the course tongue from Chopper drove shock waves through me. My cock was dripping cum again. I could feel the dog getting very restless, and he moved around behind me as he watched his master fuck me. "I'm cumming...oh...fuck...I want to shoot inside you...oh...fuck" He grabbed my waist harder and drove his cock into me, letting out massive moans and groans. Finally, he pulled out and shot on my left ass cheek, and the dog started licking it off me. "move around" he pulled my upper body around and pushed his cock into my mouth. Immediately I felt Chopper licking my asshole and eating the cum his Master pumped into me. I was conflicted. I didn't want to stop sucking this beautiful cock, but his dog eating my asshole made me feel like I was a disgusting person, but I couldn't help myself. It was exciting at the same time. I sucked the rest of the cum out of his cock. "That's my beautiful boy...you lick that asshole..good boy." He said to Chopper. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and got some wet towels from his glove compartment. I cleaned myself up. I couldn't look him in the eyes. I was feeling very freaked out and quite disgusted with myself. "That's was very weird for me, sir" "Hahaha yeah, I guess, but it's hot too, right," he said. "Tuesday's is my cruising night. If you want it again, be around here at 10.00 pm again. I promise I'll control Chopper hahaha now you can get out here" "Here," I said, "you said you wanted to go to the Golf course" "Okay..." I picked up my skateboard and got out of the car. He drove off, and I sat on the side of the road on my board and couldn't believe I had cum licked from my asshole and balls by a dog while the owner fucked my mouth. Hell, what was happening to me? I'm living my life on the edge now, and I can't stop. I'm addicted to my heart racing, that feeling of danger and excitement of not knowing what will happen. My mouth was dry before he filled it up with his cum. I can taste the sticky, salty flavor I crave. I think I will be here next week. Chapter 6 - Those Salty Dunes I felt strange and sick in my stomach after the Golf course session in the Rolls Royce car with that weird guy and his dog. I tried not to think about it, but I've been waking up each morning after it happened with it stuck in my head. It feels surreal, but at the same time, disgustingly hot. It was crazy how wide my legs were spread over the console in that car and that dog eating his Masters cum from my asshole. I wasn't going to mention it to Jeff. He'd freak out and probably call me all sorts of names or something. I don't know, but I had a lot of shame about it. I loved the way the weird guy fucked me, forcing my ass cheeks wide open. I admit that was freaking hot, but when his dog started licking me, it all got weird. In a little over three weeks, I have been fucked by three different men, sucked their cocks and swallowed some of their cum and had them shoot into me. I loved it, and honestly, it didn't bother me that the weird guy was pretty ugly. I loved the way I got him off, and that's what I was craving more cocks to suck and fuck me. I'm sure I'm the only boy at school doing grown men, and I can't even brag about it. The waves were perfect in the middle of the northern beach today, where I go when the wind blows west north-west. Not many people visit this part of the beach because it's pretty hard to get to and has soft sand hills in a wooded area behind it. The wooded area for about four kilometers are some public car parks with toilet and shower facilities and sandy tracks to the beach. I often see people, mostly older men sun baking naked in the dunes as I walk down the tracks. They are out of sight from the public, but sometimes I take a shortcut over the dunes to the surf spots and see them. Occasionally I might see a guy jerking off, but I have never stopped. I walked out of the surf and felt good. I got some nice waves, and I was surfing as good as ever. I dried off on the sand and took a small trail over the first dune down into a sand valley. The course continued along the valley before heading over the second dune into the wooded area. It's not the main path, but it's walked a few times by others, and there were footprints in the sand. I knew I was going to end up on a path to the car park eventually. As I reached the tree line, I spotted a very tanned, lean man with light blue brief speedo swimwear standing with his hands on his hips looking at me. We were only about 30 meters apart on the same dune. I stopped and turned back towards the surf, pretending to look at the waves. I took a quick look sideways, and he gestured at me by rubbing his hand over his cock. I quickly turned back to the surf, but I couldn't help myself, I turned back to him, and he nodded towards the thick scrubs for me to go over and meet him. My heart started racing, and my mouth was drying up. I was nervous and excited at the same time, now my usual reaction to the 'not knowing. It suddenly dawned on me that if I look for a cock, I will find it. It wasn't that I was now attracting more of it. It was those few seconds that I now notice and take advantage of the opportunity. Usually, I'd be in the car park facilities having a quick shower before walking out onto the road and into town. Today I stopped, and within that few seconds looking at this man, I have told him, not in so many words, that I was interested. I nervously walked down the sand track thinking about what will happen. I don't have any lube, but I can suck his cock. That would be nice. What if he fingers my hole and wants to fuck me? Maybe he has lube. Stop, stop! These thoughts were driving me crazy. I'll just put my board down and see what happens. I had my towel wrapped around me, and my speedo and board shorts were in my small backpack. I was naked under my towel, which was pretty standard after a surf. I reached the wooded area, and I could see his blue speedo through the shrubs. I pushed my board and backpack into some thick bushes and hid them, taking note of where they were so I could collect them after. I could hear the crackle of twigs as he moved into a small open area. I ducked under a bush, then another and suddenly, I was in the open space with him. It gave me a bit of a fright when I looked up and saw him. He was smiling when he said, "well, look at you, you little surfie boy" - surfie boy, what the hell. "Hi," I said. He didn't waste any time and moved over to me, feeling the front of my towel and grabbing my cock. "Nice!" he said, then with his other hand, reached around and dropped my towel to the ground. "Wow, I didn't expect that. You are ready to go," he said. "I always wear nothing under the towel after a surf so I can shower and get the salt off," I said. "Oh yeah," he said as he turned me around ", fuck yeah, that's a hot tight little ass you have" He dropped his speedo to the ground, and he was big. Long, fat and half stiff. "get on your knees", he said, and he grabbed the back of my head and pulled it towards his crutch. He lifted his cock and said, "Lick my balls" He was clean-shaven. This was the first time I had seen this. I liked it. "Fuck yeah, that's it. You've done this before. You little cock sucker surfie...hahaha" as he laughed. He pulled my head back, turned around and bent over and said, "eat my ass and lick my balls" he reached around and pulled my head into his ass. I licked around the outside of his hole, and reached around and started masturbating him. He was moaning and grinding his ass back into my face. My tongue darted in and out of his hole, and he was going crazy. "fuckkkkk, this is hot," he said as he quickly turned around and stuck his big cock into my mouth. I gagged..."Yeah, take that surfie boy" I could taste salt. He'd been swimming in the sea and had pre-cum on the outside of his cock. His body was sweaty, and he smelt manly, like Jeff. Oh, no, Jeff. I can't mention this to him, or can I. I heard some twigs crack close by, and I glanced up and saw this man looking at me. He had his cock in his hand and was wanking. He slowly moved closer and closer, but it took about a minute. He was moving in slow motion, trying to figure out if it is okay for him to come over. "Okay", I heard the guy I was sucking say, and he gestured the other guy over. Soon he was behind me, and he reached down and started rubbing my ass cheeks, squeezing them and saying under his breath, "Oh yeah...fuck yeah..." It felt great, and I lost a little concentration getting into this man playing with my ass. " Stand up," he said, and he guided my hips up, so I was standing. "Open your legs wider," he said. My head was still on the other guy's cock, but now my asshole was pointing right at him. I could feel the cool air between my cheeks, so I knew he had a front-on view. It made me so horny, and I was excited because I wasn't sure when he'd do something, but I knew I would be getting my hole fucked soon. I sucked harder, and my man pushed and guided my head on his cock "Oh yeah...fuckin suck that cock" I heard the man behind spit, and then I felt his finger enter the crack of my cheek and circle my asshole. I was panting and moaning. This was driving me crazy. I have never had two men on me at the same time, and the sensation was wild. I felt his beard over the back of my cheeks and then his tongue licking around my crack. I was squirming and moving. I sucked harder and harder and had saliva dripping out of the sides of my mouth and down my chin. I was so horny, and my cock was rock hard. I was going into one of my outer body trances. His head lifted from behind me, and he drove two fingers in. He was finger fucking me and opening my asshole as wide as he could. I wanted his cock or anyone's cock inside me. My heart was pounding, and I knew I would be done by these two men soon. Before I know it, the guy pulled my head off his cock and said, 'suck his cock' as he twisted me around to face the other guy. I got straight down on this other man's cock. It was smaller but still fat and uncut. I pulled his foreskin back as my hand went down his shaft, and he pushed my head farther onto it. "Open' is all the guy behind said to me, and I parted my legs. I felt his hand rub some lube on me, then the head of his cock punctured my hole. "Ohhh...ouch...slowly...please...ohhhh" is all I could say as he drove his big cock into me. I had lifted my head off the other guys ' cock and was balancing myself on his hips. I needed a few seconds to get used to this big cock driving in and out of my hole. My heart was pounding, and so was the man behind me. He was fucking me deep and fast.."fuck..oh...oh...fuck yeah little surfie...I love...your..ass," he said. "I'm going to shoot in your mouth...swallow okay," said the other guy. I gave a "Ummm....kaay..." and he pushed my head down and let out a huge moan "ohhhhhhh....suckkkkkk..." as my mouth filled with his huge warm load. He thrust his cock harder and harder into my mouth, and his cream was dripping out of the sides "swallow my fuckin load" I pulled off his cock, swallowed, went back on and sucked more and more cum into my mouth. Finally, he pulled his cock out and gave me a few slaps on the face and turned around and walked to the end of the clearing where two other men had been watching. The man behind me moved my body sideways while he was still inside me, and I grabbed the trunk of a tree to hold myself up. He gave the other two men a side view of him fucking me, and I looked over, and they were jerking each other off. With one hand, I wiped off some of the cum on my chin, and I felt the guy behind me reach around and grab my cock. "you like..me...fucking you...don't you. You dirty little boy..." "Yes," I said. His thumb rolled over the head of my cock, and he felt the pre-cum "oh, let's get that juice out" He was pumping my asshole "take this...fuckin take my big cock", he whispered into my ear. I loved this. I had become a cock addict, and there was nothing I could do about it except to go with it. The difference between me and those sluts girls at the beach is no one knows I am a slut, yet. However, I now understand why they are sluts. They love the cock just like me. I was close to cumming as he jerked me off and fucked me at the same time. The two other men were now next to us, and one was rubbing my chest and squeezing my nipple. No one has done that before, and it shot a strange electric shock through my body. He pulled my head around and pushed his cock into my mouth. "little slut...that's what we have here...I love it...suck my cock..baby boy...you know you love it" I was getting it again from both ends, and the third guy was rubbing his cock over my head and across my face. I came off one cock and onto the other and shocked the guy. He wasn't expecting that. "woohoo...yeeeeaaah nice" I bounced from one to the other, sucking them and driving them crazy. The third guy got on his knees and moved under me, and started sucking my cock. For the first time, I was getting some real attention. I was close already. "I'm cumming", said the guy fucking my ass, and he thrust hard into me, letting out a huge moan "ohhhhhhhh" he pounded harder and faster. It hurt, but I loved it. I could feel his cum running out of my hole and down the back of my legs. I felt relief from his huge cock but only for a few seconds, and there was another cock fucking me. This guy was fast. He grabbed my hip and fucked me like a dirty horny dog. My whole body was moving, and I came off the other guys ' cock. It was confusing, I was horny as hell, and I wasn't sure what was happening. The guy who was sucking me moved in behind me and was now fucking me. Without saying anything, I had another mouthful of warm creamy cum. He pulled out and shot on my face and in my hair, then pushed it back into my mouth. More and more cum filled my mouth. My body was jarring and moving. Cum was dripping off my face and out of my mouth. Finally, I came off the guys cock and said in a wavy voice, "now you suck me...please" he looked at me and dropped to his knees, and as soon as I put my cock into his mouth, I said, "I'm close...I'm, yeah..oh fuck..I'm cumming" "me too," said the voice behind me, and we came together. I held onto the tree again to keep my balance, and it was like my eyes rolled back into my head, and my whole body shuttered and vibrated. I had just had the strongest orgasm of my life in front of two strange old men as I fell to the ground. The men cleaned themselves up. One tapped my ass, "thanks for that, come back soon. We are always here" then he walked off into the thicker wooded area. I just lay on the sand and tree leaves. I could feel the warm cum running out of my hole across my cheek and dripping onto the ground. I had been fucked, thoroughly fucked by four strange men, and I was exhausted. My mouth was sticky with cum, my jaw was sore, and I was in a trance state. I felt satisfied and again shocked at my behavior. What had just happened? I picked up my towel, wrapped it around myself, got my bag and board and walked back to the beach. I walked to the edge of the water, dropped my towel. Then, standing naked, I washed away another fantastic experience. I was fully cock addicted. I must have more. Chapter 7 - Please, Drop The Soap. I told Jeff what had happened down the beach the other day, but I didn't tell him there were four men. "I got a little action down the north side beach the other day in the dunes," I said. "You little slut, hahaha, how was it? "It was fun". "I've been blown a few times over the years in the toilet block. The one rite at the far end, gets most of the action," he said. I made a mental note of that. "Come here and suck my cock...I have to go to work soon". I dropped to my knees in front of him as he unzipped and pulled out his monster. I am still shocked every time I see it. It's thick and long, and when it's hard, it's like a giant sausage that only just fits in my mouth. I get a saw jaw if he goes too long. Jeff grabbed my hair and pushed the back of my head onto his cock, and I put it in my mouth. "fuck yeah...that's it...I'm not going to last long today if you keep that up...yeah...suck that thing..." I love this man's cock and the way he treats me. He's slightly abusive, but I can tell he likes me...and when I'm with him, I want to be the best I can be and give him the most amount of pleasure...after all, it all started with him. His cock slid in and out of my mouth, hitting the back of my throat every time, making me gag. "oh yeah...I'm close...fuck...suck...that's it...keep doing that," he said. He was driving me crazy. I was so horny my cock was pressing up against my boardshorts, stretching them out in front of me. I moved my body over and rubbed it against his leg. "oh, you dirty little dog, you love sucking this cock don't you" he said, laughing. I could taste his pre-cum, salty and a little sweet. He drinks his lime and lemon juice which gives his cum a sweet flavor. I lifted my head off his cock for a second, and he said, "I'm cumming...get on it," and pushed my head down as he thrust into me, shooting a long pearl lace of cum down my throat. I gagged and pulled back to take it then my mouth filled with more warm cum. I swallowed to make room for more. "fuccckkkkkk...that..is..so..good...jeeeezzzzzz...." he said as he pumped more and more cum into me. "my dirty little surfer is getting to be a very, excellent cock sucker" He rested his cock in my mouth. I looked up, and his eyes were closed, and he was breathing heavily. He had this look of relief on his face. I had done my job, but what about me. I want to cum too. Jeff went off to work, and I couldn't help thinking about the public toilet block at the end of the north side beach. I'm so horny. Should I jerk off, or maybe there is someone in the toilet block now who I could have me? So I got my bike, backpack and towel and rode down the road towards where I thought the car park with the toilets was. I arrived at the car park with the toilet block. I'd been here before after surfing and quickly showered and didn't hang around. Back then, I wasn't experienced and didn't know about these activities in public toilets until Jeff took me to the one near my surf break and stuck his big cock in my mouth. I have seen men in these toilets before, but I didn't think much about it. Today, I think I'll have a little fun if there's anyone there. I'll head down to the beach and have a quick swim, then shower in the toilet block and see what happens. I removed my speedo under my towel after a swim and got down into a squatting position. I took the lube out of my pack, inserted the head in to my asshole and squeezed a reasonable amount. I now know if I press the tube in to my hole, it goes right inside. Jeff said I have the juiciest pussy of all the girls he's fucked. "You feel like a wet little girl," he said. I don't mind him calling me his man bitch; I guess I am, and I love it. Today I'm going cock hunting, and I'm nervous. It's like the feeling I have when I'm about to go out for a surf in huge waves. I'm excited and scared. My heart races, and it could be dangerous. I walked down the sandy track to the open car park with my towel wrapped around me and my backpack. The toilet block is on the left side of the car park, surrounded by a grassy area with more trails leading into the woods and dunes. I had my bike locked up against the fence just outside. The toilet block was smelly, dimly lit and had four toilet stalls and a long urinal with some washbasins. As I walked in, I could see the showers area on the left; there were two cold water open showers for beach goers to rinse off the salt and sand before they drove home. All the stall doors were closed, and two of them had beach towels over the doors. I turned on the shower, which was facing back toward the central part of the toilet. There was a shiny strip of metal covering the pipes from the shower nozzle to the tap. The local government put the plates there to protect the water lines from vandals. The benefit for me is the metal strip acted like a mirror, and I could see behind me. I removed a small bar of soap and towel from my pack, and hung it on the rack next to the showers. I started showering naked. Within seconds I could hear noises behind me, and in the reflection, I could see two men were peering over the stalls at me. I think I'll have a bit of fun. I soaped up my hands and ran them over my body. I was washing my body slowly, spending time cleaning my ass crack, clenching my cheeks and opening them slightly to keep as much lube inside as I could. I was getting super horny as I could now see another head pop up in the end stall watching me. Now there are three. I took the soap and dropped it on the floor. I bent over from my hips with only slightly bent my knees; this made my ass go into the air, and my cheeks open up as I parted my legs. The men looking had a perfect view of my asshole and balls, and I could hear them let out sighs "oh...." and some muffled noises. As I came back up, I could tell I had given them a bit of a treat. I knew if I looked around, I would be in big trouble. That would be a sign to them that I was fair game and ready for action. I wasn't quite prepared for that yet. I wanted to have more fun. I continued to wash and erotically rub my body, again spending an extended time washing my cock and balls and rubbing my hand between my cheeks. My cock was rock hard. I was ready for whatever they had for me. I decided to turn around and show them my cock. I knew as soon as this happened, it would be on. I turned my body and had the water splashing on my head and shoulders, and with one hand, I cupped my balls and brushed them over my cock. It was on. I was so horny, and my asshole was tingling. I so wanted to be fucked, and it was about to happen. I stood facing the stalls completely naked with a stiff cock standing up like a calling card. I heard voices and stall locks unlatching. I turned off the shower and grabbed my towel. Just as I did that, I felt a hand on my arm. It startled me. These guys move quickly. One guy pulled me into the stall and took my towel, threw it over the door. He immediately pushed my head down onto his cock. "You little tease. I know you want it. Suck my cock and let me play with that beautiful asshole" I could see two more pairs of feet come into the stall. It was getting a little crowded. The end stalls closest to the showers had slightly more space than the others. One guy moved behind me and parted my leg, and opened my ass cheeks. "Fuck yeah, you have a fuckin hot ass little boy. How old are you?" "17", I lied. I'm 16, but they didn't need to know that, and right now, I'm sure they didn't care. "A dirty little surfie slut", he said as he started fingering me. He crouched down behind me and pushed his face into me, and started sniffing my hole and nibbling around the outside, taking tiny bites. He'd bite, then lick, then bite and lick. It was driving me crazy, and I sucked harder and harder. I didn't even see the other two guys faces; I had no idea how old they were; I just knew they were moving fast. These toilet block men have to be quick in case they get caught. This cock was thrusting in to my mouth, and I loved it. I could taste his cum and smell his balls and body odor. He was sweaty and manly and had a good sized cock. "I want to fuck you..you are so fuckin hot..." and with both hands, he pulled my head off his cock and turned me around. "Put one foot up on the toilet and bend over," he said. I open my leg and put one foot on the toilet seat. This position opened me right up, and my balls were hanging down, and my asshole was open. I know this is an excellent position to take a big cock that was about to come. He spat on his fingers, rub them into my asshole, and then spanked me with his hard cock. He then pushed the head of it into me. "Oh yeah, I want to fuck you slowly, you dirty little slut. Suck his cock" he pushed my head down onto one of the other guys who had an uncut cock. It wasn't long, but it was thick and filled up my mouth. The guy behind me was slowly working his cock into me, then decided to give me a considerable thrust, and his whole cock filled my hole in a second. I let out a painful sigh. "that hurt," I said "come on, you know you want it, little man," and he started pumping me harder and harder. I could hardly keep my head down, and it was painful. He pulled back, spat and then pushed back in. His saliva relieved the pain a bit, and the lube that I had put in earlier helped, but he was fucking me as if he hated me. That nice cock was thrashing my asshole. This guy was fucking me harder than anyone had fucked me before. The other guy was holding my head down on his cock, and every time I wanted to get up, he pushed me back down. It freaked me out a little. I was in a situation I couldn't get out of if I wanted to. I had two big cocks thrusting into both ends of me. I held the shaft of his cock and pulled his foreskin down as he drove it in to my mouth. I could taste piss and pre-cum, and this guy wasn't very clean. He smelt like he'd been jerking off all day, but this is what I wanted, the unknown, this is why I came here, this was a significant risk, and I was young and not as strong as these grown men but as long as I gave them what they wanted I was safe. The third guy took my hand and was guiding it under his balls "rub then and play with my asshole," he said. It was hard to balance, with my freehand. I held onto the railing bolted to the side of the stall. The guy behind me lent over me and said, "I'm going to fill you up now, you little slut. I bet you haven't been fucked like this before" he was hitting my spot. I said in a broken, breathless voice, "no...you...are...so...good...please fuck me" "oh you little slut...fuck...yeah", and as he held my hips, he let out a huge release "oooohhhhhhhh" and shot his load into my asshole. He kept slamming me as I sucked as hard as I could on the other guys cock. "give me a go in that sloppy hole" he pulled my head off his cock and moved behind me as the first guy slid sideways, cleaning himself up. "Slops...fuck yeah, I love it..." he said. He crouched down and looked into my hole, "open and ready", he then stood up, pushed his thick cock into my already throbbing hole. "That hurts, wait...let me adjust" I maneuvered my body around, so he was straight on, which relieved the pain, and he immediately started pounding me. "Take my fat cock, you little slut", and he said, "yeees...har..har..fuck me" I could hardly speak, and my cock was dripping cum onto the floor. "stand up a bit," the third guy said, and he bent over and took my cock in to his mouth "ummmm...cum...nice..." he said as he tasted my cock which was half in his mouth. "that...feels...hur...so...good...I'm..not..going...to...last long," I said. I reached back and touched the hip of the guy fucking me "slow a bit...please" His cock was thick, and he filled me up like Jeff. Big cocks only feel good if they hit my spot, which they mostly do. Sometimes, like right now, I feel like I'm going to explode. It's like being constipated for days and passing a huge poop. There's the pain as you hold your breath, and then it passes. Getting fucked by a big cock, for me, is like that. That's why it's so important for me to be empty and flushed out and full of lube. If I get fucked too hard with a big cock the pain is so great my cock goes soft, and I have this feeling of total release. It took me a while to learn to take it and relax and release. For a while there, I thought if I let go completely, I was going to shit everywhere, but that didn't happen. Finally, I shot my load and had a full-body orgasm. Only a few men will ever feel that great release and pleasure, and I was one of them, and at 16 years old, I was grateful to my teacher Jeff. He slowed the pace down and let me enjoy it more. "how's that?" he said "it's...great...I can take it for you," I said breathlessly "you are so fuckin hot little boy...you take this big cock for me...hahaha..." Honestly, I loved this, and I can't imagine how incredible it would be if these men passed me around and fucked me on a bed. Taking a big cock is a lot easier when I have my lower back elevated, and I spread my legs in the air. There a lot to be said for the missionary position. I can get fucked deep and hard and take it on my back. It's also the way I like to cum too. I shoot lines of cum onto my stomach as I'm getting fucked. It's my favorite thing in the world, better than surfing. "I'm cumming...fuucccckk.." I said, and I shot into the third guy's mouth. His mouth dove down and took my whole cock. He has this incredible technique where he'd open his mouth wide as he goes down, then clamp his mouth around the shaft and suck and drag back up and over the head of my cock. I'm going to try that on Jeff next time. "I'm cumming too," said the guy fucking me, and he pushed my back into a bent-over position and with both hands open up my cheeks as wide as he could "fucckkk look at that," he said, "that's so hot...ummmmmm...fuuucckkkk..I'm cumming...ohhhhh.." as he thrust into me and shot his load. He filled me up so much the pressure got stronger as there was no more room inside me. He pulled back, and a big dollop of cum spilled out onto the floor. Then he pushed back and shot more into me. This guy is freaking hot. Both these guys are. The first guy was rough and fucked me hard, which I liked, but these two have some technique and like me. The third guy whispered, "can I fuck you now" I was exhausted but said, "sure...yeah" "let's go outside into the bush so we can relax a bit and take our time", he said. "Um...okay...I guess". I wasn't happy to move, but it might give me a break. "Can I take a quick shower? "sure, go ahead" I moved out of the stall with cum running down my legs. I quickly showered and cleaned up. I got my pack, wrapped the towel around me and walked outside. Chapter 8 - Gent-lee. I walked out of the toilet block with a towel around me, my bag in my hand and a throbbing asshole that had just been pounded by two strangers. A third man sucked my cock and let me cum in his mouth. Now, that same guy wants to fuck me outside in the woods near the dunes. I had a huge full-body orgasm, so I feel I owe it to him in a way. He is younger but still about my father's age. It's kind of weird; I don't look at my father's friends and think anything sexual about them. It never occurs to me the age of a man when I'm in the dune or a toilet block. I'm usually bent over or have a cock in my mouth. It's the cock that I love, not so much the age, although I do notice when they are a lot older than me. I'm just not looking at them as a partner, just a fuck. I looked over at the path, and he gave me a wave, then turned and walked up the track. I followed about ten meters behind, looking around to see if there was anyone else. He turned off the trail onto a narrow path into thicker bushes. After about 20 seconds of walking, I came to a small clearing with a flattened cardboard box and enough room for about ten people to stand in. "is this alright" he said. After a quick scan, I said, "yeah, I guess". "What's your name?" he said. No one cares about names, I thought. So I was a little shocked when he asked `Scotty," I said. "I heard you say you were 17 to those other guys; you look a little younger." "Yeah, I'm 16, but it's cool; I've done this before." I said nervously. "How are you feeling? Those other guys fucked you good," he said. "I'm okay". "Take your towel off and lay it on that cardboard". I moved over and arranged my towel so that none of the sand would bother me when I lay down. He took off his shorts and shirt and was standing completely naked in front of me. "Don't worry, it's safe here" He had a very athletic body and a medium-size uncut cock. "Get on your knees on the towel he said as he walked his cock straight into my mouth. He pushed my head down and said, "I'll be a little gentler than those other guys but suck my cock and get me hard. I want to fuck you." Kneeling naked in the bushes at the beach with a cock in my mouth, I was getting horny again. I reached around with both hands grabbing his ass cheeks and pulling his body towards me. His cock pushing further into my mouth. "Oh, you are a great little cock sucker," he said. I pulled back his foreskin as his cock went down my throat. I clamped down on the shaft on the way out as he did with me. "Fuck, that is so fuckin nice...I don't want to come too quickly" little did he know I'd just learned that cock sucking technique recently. He pushed his cock into my mouth a few more times, then pulled out with a "fucccckkkkk... I'm so horny...lay down on the towel", he said. I love being fucked on my back this way, I thought. I can manoeuvre my body to take all of his beautiful cock without much pain. I pulled my bag under me to give me some elevation, and I lay down. My legs were half-open, and my hard cock was lying across my body. My ass was throbbing as he pulled out some lube and stroked it over his cock. `Fuck, you look so hot...that ass of yours is beautiful. I want to fuck it long and slow," he said. Beautiful ass? I thought, I guess that's what they like the most about me. Whatever, I thought. I'm cool with that, just as long as I get fucked. "What's your name," I asked. "Lee," he said as he knelt in front of me. "Lift your legs," he said, and I lifted my feet off the ground. As I did, he pulled my ass cheeks apart. "Wow...you are still open from that last pounding you took...fuck, that is hot!!!" he pushed his cock over my balls and ran it along the side in between my legs, teasing me. Finally, he positioned it at the entrance of my hole and pulled back his foreskin, and pushed the knob into me. "Ohhhhhh..." I said, "nicccceeee...you like that, don't you" he was drawing circles around the outside of my hole then darting in and out, pushing a little deeper each time. I reached over and grabbed my shirt. I put it over my mouth. "Mmmmm....oooooohoohhhhh" I let out a muffled sound every time he pushed deeper and deeper into my asshole. He was gentle the way he held my legs, and he moved into me. Slower than anyone else had before...innnnnnnn...ooouuuuuutttttÉ it was driving me crazy. He had filled me up with his cock, which I didn't think he would, but he was so horny I saw the veins bulging along the side. It was bigger than what I was sucking minutes ago. He lent over and lifted my head. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he whispered in my ear, "How is that?" I moved the t-shirt from my mouth and said in a desperate and breathless voice, "ah...ah..great thank you...please...please keep fucking me." He smiled as he cupped my head with both hands. Then, looking into my eyes, he pushed his cock so deep into my hole and said, "I will, and I want to give you my whole load." I couldn't help myself; I wrapped my legs around his body and pushed onto his cock. As he pumped, I pushed. He was as deep as he could get. I felt like I was being fucked by a baseball bat. He was hitting my spot, that special spot a man never discovers unless they have a prostate massage or get their ass fucked like me. My cock drips cum when they hit it, and I can have these `out of body type of trance like experiences... it's even difficult to explain, but I can't imagine how incredible a woman must feel when a cock slams that `G-spot' they have. I guess this is my `G-spot' who cares what it's called, it drives me crazy, and I can't help myself. I want it pounded all the time now. I was panting harder and harder, and our heads were beside each other. I could feel his warm breath over my neck. In that moment of being fucked slowly and rhythmically, this stranger was transporting me somewhere I'd never been before. My whole body was pulsing. I was desperate for it to continue. I was quieting my painful pleasure with my shirt over my mouth as he pumped his cock into me. His big balls and sack were slapping against my ass, and my cock was rock hard and dripping. Finally, I lifted my head slightly, removed the T-shirt from my mouth and, in a desperate youthful voice, said, "Ohhhh Lee...fuck me...fuck me... don't... please don't stop..." The sun was going down, and we were losing the light. I looked up from my cardboard mat, and Lee was dripping sweat as he held my legs open and fucked my ass like never. If anything, this guy has some techniques I've never seen before. Every man who has fucked me seems to want to punish me like I'm a naughty little boy or something. Lee was fucking me as if he appreciated me, and I was in heaven or somewhere close. "I'm cumming soon...fuuccckkk little Scotty, you are so fucking hot...I want to fuck you every day. Oooohhhh...fuck I'm close. Can I shoot in your mouth? He said, "Yes", I said, panting. I had cum on my stomach from my continual discharge. He was pounding me faster, and I was getting ready to crunch up and take his load in my mouth. "Fuuuuccckkk... I'm cumming" he quickly pulled out as I bent up to take it in the mouth. He shot on my face, almost right between my eyes. He pulled my face in and buried his cock in my mouth. He pumped another load into my mouth, and it kept cumming. I swallowed as much as I could as he pushed me back down on the mat with his cock still in my mouth. His legs were straddling me, and his balls were slapping my chin. "Stick your finger up my ass," he said. I was a little shocked. I wiped some of the cum running down my face onto one finger and pushed it slowly in to his asshole. He let out an "Oooohhhh Fuuuccckkk" and pumped another pulse of cum into my mouth. I kept swallowing as much as I could, but it was leaking out of the side of my mouth. His cum tasted so sweet and salty. I ate it all. I licked the shaft and cleaned the remaining cum from his cock while he stood over me. "Clean that cum off my asshole," he said as he pushed his cheeks in to my face. Next, I licked around the outside of his ass, something I haven't done much of, and it felt a little strange, but I liked it. Finally, he stood up, stretched his body out and raised his arms into the air "fuuuucccckkk little Scotty; you are a killer fuck. I want to fuck you again soon, is that alright? Wiping the cum off my face and chin, I said to Lee, "Sure, yes, I would like you to fuck me again sometime. I need to clean up now" "I'll come with you," he said, and we both walked through the dunes onto the beach. I dropped my towel and bag close to the waterline and quickly ran naked into the water to clean up. I felt the sting of soreness from the saltwater as it reminded me of the pounded I took today. I cleaned up in a bit of pain and thought there is no way I can ride my bike. My ass is way too sore. I'll leave it locked up in the car park where it is and walk the beach home. "Bye Lee...I might see you around," I said. "I'm here most days after 4.00; you know the spot. If I'm not here, I'll be in the toilets. I usually come back to that area before I go home", he said. I'll be there waiting for you one day soon, I said, and I walked off down the beach towards my home. Chapter 9 - Worth Two in the Bush. My friends at the beach want me to fuck this girl called Kylie. She has made it obvious she likes me, and they've been joking about it for a few weeks. I occasionally pretend to like a girl, so my friends don't find out I love sucking and getting fucked by cock. I've had to fuck a few over the past year. I don't like it at all, but I know they tell their girlfriends, and the guys at the beach don't question me. It's not cool being a fag, especially in the surfing scene. The industry acts all-accepting, but individually, most don't. I hear the reactions when they see someone in a tight, tiny speedo. I know there are others like me, but no one admits it. Gay-bashing is still a real thing and probably always will be, no matter how much the media tries to make it acceptable. It's okay. I know how to hide it, and having to fuck a girl occasionally is how I do it. I always tell the few I hook up with that I'm just hanging out and not into anything serious. Most are cool; some want a more serious relationship, but I deflect that. I go for the ones who want a `hookup' from time to time. My friends are continually talking about pussy and chasing it. If I'm with a girl, I'm always thinking it's a man sucking my cock. So when I have to eat their pussy I lick around their asshole too. It freaks some of them out, but it makes it easier for my cock to stay hard. Around the headland, there is a trail to a clearing where the bushes have grown down to the rocks. There are a lot of different paths and clearings used by people to get stoned or fuck. It's pretty steep land, but there is enough room to make out and fuck in the first area off the main path. Some old porn mags, beer cans, and condom wrappers in some spots. So if you take a girl there, she knows she's going to get some action. The path clearing isn't far from the toilet block where Jeff stuck his big cock in my mouth, and I swallowed my first load of cum. I think about that morning, and it always gets me hard. It seems so innocent and almost surreal now. I had no idea what I was doing, and it was a huge risk when I think back on it. I could have copped a bad beating if Jeff was straight. But, lucky for me, he wasn't. "Hi Kylie, how's it going. I said. "Good, thanks," she said. you want to hang out, take a walk or something? I said, "Sure, where are we going?" "Oh...maybe just down the end of the beach and hang around the rocks or something". She walked towards me and said, "Sure, is this okay to wear?" She had a tiny bikini swimsuit, which showed off her slim tight body and a towel over her left shoulder. I had my boardshorts, a t-shirt and a small backpack: my usual beach kit and a secret inside pocket with a small tube of lube. Jeff told me to carry it always . I'm glad he did. I've needed it a few times unexpectedly, I thought with a smile on my face. Kylie was 17 and a half and one grade higher than me at School. A lot of guys want to fuck her, but I heard she doesn't give it up easily, which suited me. Maybe we'll make out, and she'll suck my cock. Either way, it has to be done. I need to do this and brag a little to avoid suspicion. "You can wear your flip-flops," I said as we walked down the sand to the southern headland. I'm always nervous and uncomfortable on this walk, and Kylie was too, I could tell. Climbing over a few smaller rocks, we reached a rocky dirt path which led up over the headland to the top car park. It's a shortcut for surfers to an area used for jumping off the rocks into the water when the waves are big. Several tracks run off the main trail to a few cleared places. "I've never been up here before, but I've heard about it," she said with a smile. "Me neither, let's check it out", I lied. I'd taken this slut called Therese there once, and she sucked my cock, another necessary evil to avoid my friend thinking I was a fag. Finally, we reached the clearing off the main path. This was used as another trail further up the headland but since the surf was small I figured there'd be no traffic today. Plus it was about 10 meters from the main trail and pretty dense bush. Kylie picked up an old porn mag someone had been jerking off with. "Oh my God," she said, throwing it back on the ground. As she turned around, I grabbed her and pulled her into me, and I kissed her. I wanted to get this done as quickly as possible. She moved into me, so I knew she was okay with it. "Let's sit." I took out a small towel from my backpack, and she put hers next to mine. We both sat in the clearing. I kissed her and ran my hands through her hair and over her back. She was breathing heavily, so I knew she was into it. After a few minutes of making out and rubbing and lightly squeezing her titties, I looked between her legs. I could see a wet patch had formed on the outside of her bikini around her pussy. Oh, to be able to do that, I thought with a smile. Natural lube. I moved one hand down the inside of her leg, which made her next few breaths a little louder. I knew she was horny. I'm not sure how many times she's been fucked. She did have a boyfriend for a year or so, a few months back. I bet he got some pussy time. Her bikini bottom was tied at the sides, and I undid the right side, then the left. I peeled the front down to reveal this perfectly shaped pussy with a thin shiny blonde patch running into a small slit. "Fuck... you're hot", I whispered in her ear. She immediately responded by moving her hand in to my crotch and rubbing my cock over my board shorts. I wasn't sure what to do next. I don't want to fuck her, not in the pussy at least, and I'm not sure her tight little ass can take a cock. I call myself a `necessa-sexual'. I need to do the necessary things to maintain my fake hetro surfer identity, like occasionally being with a female, not something I want to do. I unsnapped my board short button and opened the velcro. My cock popped out. I heard her breath out deeply when she took it in her hand. I did what Jeff and most men do to me. I guided her head onto my cock. She resisted for a split-second, then relaxed her head and put it in her mouth. I could tell she had some experience at this, but some quick coaching was necessary. "Watch your teeth...yeah that's it...open wider...suck on the end...yeah...oh fuck... that's nice" Her body was across mine, and the only way to her pussy was from behind. I looked down on her tight little round ass between her legs, and I could see these two small moist flaps. I pushed my hand sideways between the cheeks of her ass, stopping on her asshole and pushing down on it slightly. "ummmm...huuuuurrrrr," she moaned, then I brushed over her flaps. She opened her legs to give me better access. With my index finger, I pushed on the outside of her flaps, and my finger disappeared into a slimy warm crevice. "Fuckkkk," I said. So this is what it feels like when my lubed ass gets fingered. Her pussy felt amazing, she was dripping wet, and I immediately pulled my finger out and wiped some juice onto her asshole. I circled it and then fingered her slot driving her crazy. She's occasionally come off my cock and moan and squirmed, just like I do when my asshole is getting pounded. Fuck I am so horny, and all I want is Jeff's big cock in my mouth. I lay back down and pulled her body on top of mine in a 69 position. She had a perfect shaped small pussy and a tiny asshole, and I buried my face into it. Her pussy smell was subtle. I've only smelt a few before, and they were like a fish market. A lot stronger, It made me sick. Kylie's pussy juice had a sweet fishy smell, and she had a beautiful pink starfish-shaped asshole. She'd been swimming only minutes earlier, so I knew she was clean, but I didn't care. I took small bites around her flaps and darted my tongue in to her slot. I drew circles around her asshole, which made her wiggle and moan. She moaned louder when I ate her ass. Wow, I thought, she wants me to spend more time eating her asshole and not her pussy. I'll gladly do that, I thought with a smile. I started using a technique Lee used on my hole. He's hold each ass cheek and have a thumb on either side just at the opening of my hole. He'd massage his thumb in a circular motion pressing them in and every few seconds and open up my hole. It felt amazing, especially when he'd put his mouth in and I could feel his beard rubbing the insides of my cheeks. It drove me crazy and I know Kylie will like it too. I had two fingers buried in her pussy, and I was stroking her clit. At the same time, I had my thumb inside her asshole. Like holding a bowling ball, I laughed to myself. She was going crazy, squirming and sucking down hard on my cock. I lifted her head "lick my balls and ass", I said, and I pushed her deeper between my legs. I raised my ass and opened my legs like I was about to get fucked, and down she went. "Ohhhhhh...fuuucccckkkk..that is greeeeaaat," I said as he licked my ass and balls. Kylie has a reputation as being a quiet, shy but sexy girl. None of my friends had fucked her, but they all wanted to. Right now, she was sucking my cock, eating my ass and balls like a professional. I thought about Lee as I ate her ass. I lifted my hips higher to give her a signal to eat me deeper. She knew exactly what I wanted and started finger fucking my ass and eating my balls. I was rubbing her ass with as much pussy juice as I could. "I want to fuck you in the ass," I said. I heard and muffled reply, "Ummm...ohhh...ummmmm...ookkkkaayy." She came out from between my legs and said, "I've never done that before" It's okay, I'll be slow, I said. So I thought as I heard myself say that to her. I've been told that before too. The sun blazed down on usÑboth naked, sweaty and super horny in a small clearing on the headland at the beach. We had no idea what the rest of the world was doing. It felt like time had stopped. I twisted my body out from under Kylie, and she stayed on her hands and knees in a doggy position, panting and breathing heavily. I'd been fingering her ass and lubing it with her pussy juice. Finally, I might have a shot at pushing the head of my cock in and hopefully unloading into her ass. I was taking lessons from Jeff and the way he fucked my ass the first time. Nothing would please me more than having my ass fucked right now. Again, Lee came in to my head as I looked down into her beautiful asshole as it begged me to stab it with my cock. I opened her ass cheeks, and her beautiful little asshole was pulsing open and then closing. I could tell she was nervous and tense. "Relax, I'll be gentle" I positioned my cock at the entrance and slowly pushed in. She yelped, "Ouch...go slow please, Scotty" I was rubbing her clit and getting more juice around her asshole. She was crazy horny and ready. I pushed deeper and pulled out...innnnnn...ouuuttt, just like the way Lee had fucked me a few days earlier - that man had technique. I wanted to fuck her hard, but I resisted. She was wiggling her body and moving it so she could take my cock without too much pain, exactly the way I do. I pushed, I was in, and I slowly pumped in and out. She was moaning as I lent over and grabbed her hair. I gave it a light tug, so her head came up. I started nibbling on her ear, and she was moaning and panting. "Ohhhh Scotty...fuck me...fuck me..." I was biting on her neck, and she was going wild "I want to cum inside you", I said. `Ohhhh, um...yesss okay", she panted. I was close, and she surprised me by pushing back on my cock and taking it all. I was ass fucking her for the first time, and not only did that tight little asshole take my whole cock, but she also loved it. "I'm cumming soon," she said. I pumped harder and deeper, and she was wailing and moaning and squealing and making all sorts of noises. Finally, she lifted her head and let out an "Ohhhhhhhhhh...fuck me... I'm cumming" I pumped harder and harder, and she was moaning, and her body shook. I pulled her ass cheeks open wider and I could see her pussy was dripping wet and pulsing. Not something I see everyday I thought. She was ready like I was. I was going crazy, then I exploded inside her asshole, a giant pulse, and my body shivered. I pulled back and shot a second pulse in to her ass cheeks. Her hand came around, and she guided my cock back in. "Keep going" she wanted me to keep fucking. I pushed back into a cum coated asshole. Wow, so this is how it feels. The men that fuck me must go crazy when they cum inside me. "I'm cumming again...fuck...Scotty, fuck me," she desperately said. I'd much rather be on the receiving end of a cock, but it is fun seeing it from another perspective. She reminds me of me, or does everyone act so desperate when they're uncontrollably horny with a cock inside them? I unloaded a massive load in and around her asshole. She stayed in the doggy position, now with her head dropped down. She was panting and breathing heavily as my cum ran out of her open asshole. Wow, I thought we'd fucked each other good. Not what I prefer, but precisely what I wanted to achieve to throw off any suspicion of my sexual preference. I'm a fag, as they say, undercover cock man. So I thought it's okay, it's who I am, but I was surprised at how much I was into Kylie's asshole. I rolled over and lay on the ground. Kylie lay for a minute, then rolled over and put her bikini back on. "I need to take a swim and clean up", she sheepishly said, "Sure, I said. "Please don't tell anyone what we did. You can say we made out but nothing else. Is that okay," she said. "Yeah, sure... don't worry, but the boys will ask whether you sucked my cock, what should I say? I said as I looked into her eyes. She seemed embarrassed about what had happened. "It's okay; you can tell them that but nothing else, okay"? She said, half looking up. "That was hot," I said. "It was? She asked, "Yeah, it was, "I said. "I'll see you back at the beach later. I'm heading out the top way home" Okay, bye, she blushed, waved and walked off. I sat in the clearing for a minute. Finally, I got that out of the way I thought. I'll tell the guys she sucked my cock, and I ate her pussy. I know they'll want details, so I'll let them know that. They'll love it if I say I came in her mouth. I know these guys. They'll make up the rest, I thought with a smile. My ass was still tingling, and I almost felt unsatisfied by Kylie working it. I'm super happy I came for sure but leaving me like this is not how it usually ends. I know it must have freaked her out having so much ass play. I loved it, and was glad I didn't have to fuck her pussy. Not that I'm sure it wouldn't feel good. I'm just not into it, and I could cum in her ass. However, there is no freaking way I would cum inside her pussy. Getting a girl pregnant would be my worst nightmare. Sitting in this clearing naked I felt a bit exposed and I regretted I didn't have a vegetable to fuck my ass. I sometimes carry them now and use them when I jerk off. Since Lee and Jeff my asshole has been sore. It sometimes stings when I shower so I know they have slightly torn the outside. I have a cream that helps heal it fast so I can back up a day or two after a big session. Also using a veggie keeps me looser and helps but I also like to fuck myself with one. I can hit the spot easily and make my cock drip cum. I usually fuck with the veggie in one hand and hold the other under to collect the cum that drips from my cock. I eat my cum as I collect it. I rub it over my lips and lick it like I do if it was someone else's. It was weird the first few times but doing it got me used to swallowing strangers loads. I love cum now so I guess in a way it was the way I trained myself to like it. I'll hang here in the clearing and fingered myself for a while. Jeff taught me how to do it by moving two fingers from the front to back and hitting the spot every time. It's so good and feels amazing but not as good as the real thing I thought. I squat down, lube up and insert two fingers. I start opening up my hole and moving my fingers back and forward. I'm quite aggressive with this technique and collect the cum in my hand quickly. I feel like I'm exploding and look down to see the small cum collection in my palm and running from the head of my cock. Oh farrrk...this is so good. "Shit" I said as I heard a noise. I quickly pulled out my fingers and turned around to see a shape about 5 meters away watching me... Chapter 10 - A New Clearing The twigs crackled again and I spotted an older guy looking over at me. I was still naked as he made his way over to me. What the fuck I thought. "Man, you looked like you punished her asshole, now your own. I can help you with that, " he said. "Fuck man, what do you want? I'm naked here," I said with a slightly angry tone. "It's cool, man, don't stress. I haven't seen you here before. It's usually just men cruising here, he said. "I've only been here a few times during the day. My friends and I use this area during the day". I said, "There's a better spot just over there, off the trail a bit further. It's much more private," he said. "Yeah, cool, thanks," I said as I stole a quick look at his crotch. He was wearing a speedo type swimsuit and a t-shirt with a baseball hat and flip-flops. He had a backpack. "Oh, I saw that" "What," I said. "You like some cock, do you?" he said in a sleazy tone. "What?" I snapped back at him, thinking, who the fuck is this guy. "I saw you eat and fuck that little girl's asshole. I could tell you loved it more than her pussy", he said. "Fuck man, you were watching the whole time," I said. "The whole time, man, I saw you both walk in through the bushes over there" He pointed across the path. I looked over at him, and he was rubbing his cock. "You want some of this?" he said, now standing right in front of me as I sat. I couldn't help thinking how risky his and my, behavior is when we do this sort of shit with strangers in bush land. My head was spinning. How is this happening? I've just fucked Kylie, and now this guy wants to fuck me minutes after her. "What the fuck, man," I said. "Look at you. You're still here talking to me. Does this turn you on?" he said, taking his cock from his speedo that has a wet patch at the front. He was jerking off watching Kylie and me, I thought. He gave it a shake and put it back in to his speedo. I looked down the path then moved my body around to face him. Without a word, I slowly lent sideways to collect my clothing. He could see my naked ass. "Not here," I said as I lay back on the ground and opened my legs in front of him. "Fuck yeah, let's move to this area over there," he said gesturing to the area he mentioned earlier. "I want to fuck you, little surfie boy". I'm so glad we moved into this new area as I saw a few people walk past the place where Kylie and I had just fucked. Now we were far enough away where no one could see us, and it wasn't an obvious pathway, so I knew we wouldn't be disturbed. "See, it's much safer here," he said. I unfolded my towel and bent over to get my lube from my backpack. His hands ran over my ass, and he fingered my crack. I love it when I am taken from behind. There is nothing quite like a hand sliding down the back of my underwear or shorts and a finger or two brushing the outside of my asshole. The first time I was taken from behind unexpectedly was in a toilet block at the beach. I had turned around to reposition myself and with one hand he held me in a position where I couldn't easily turn around. He lifted my shirt and ran one of his hands down my lower back and in to my underwear. I immediately felt helpless and vulnerable. He completely depowered me and 'took me' I had no control over what happened. It's a feeling I try and set up sometime when I deliberately turn around in situations at the beach or bush land. Hoping I'll be taken from behind. The second time it happened in a park at night in the woodland with large trees. I was facing the tree when a man came from behind and pushed me gently into the tree. He said "Hold on to the tree trunk while I fuck you slut". He slid one hand down the back of my underwear and in to my pre lubed asshole. He whispered as he fingered me "Oh, this feels like a wet cunt" and before I knew it, he'd taken out his cock and fucked me hard against the tree. I didn't even see his face or body. It was so hot, I was taken, used and left. I was deeply satisfied. The thing is a lot of my experiences are met with a pang of shame and guilt hours, even days after the event. Some I even try to forget but can't. I often remember the same situation with a thought 'of fuck not that' or 'oh fuck that was so hot'. My head is very confusing but I do know my behavior is super risky, especially for my age. "Wait," I said as I positioned myself on the towel. He straddled my upper body and fed his cock into my mouth. He was salty and had either just come or had pre-cum on the end of it. He had a sweaty, pissy smell like most guys I meet in the bushes at the beach or in the toilet blocks. I'm used to it now, but the taste is bitter and strong in the first few seconds I start sucking. I love it. I love giving myself up. I don't know how to explain it but allowing myself to be abused and used sexually excites me like nothing I have ever felt before. When I'm on my knees, and a man is thrusting his cock into my mouth, I don't care. I don't care who he is, what he looks like, even where we are. I'm just in the moment of pure pleasure. Just knowing I am a good cocksucker and able to work a man up to explode with great pleasure in my mouth, even for a few seconds makes me feel special. It rewards me with a feeling of being wanted, appreciated and for those moments I'm the most important thing in that man's life. Its my purpose to serve, even anonymously. I'm addicted. This guy was a bit rough and what we call in our group `a dirty old cunt', I thought. He desperately wanted to fuck me and was spitting all sorts of cheap words. "Oh, you dirty little surfie boy. You love this, I can tell. I bet you've sucked a lot of cocks in your time," he said as he pushed my head down onto his cock. "Stand up but keep sucking. I want to play with your ass". So I stood up still bent over with his cock in my mouth. He reached over my back and with both hands opened my ass cheeks to display my asshole. I gasped as I knew he was going to pound me, and probably good and hard. Kylie had eaten and lightly fingered my ass only minutes ago and he had caught me fingering myself so I was ready. This man opened me and pushed one finger in. "I want to eat your ass like your dirty little bitch did, " he said. Who was I to argue? Again, I could help thinking how strange my life was. Does everyone have this type of secret sex life? He pulled my head off his cock and said, "hold onto the tree trunk, I want to get behind you" I have been fucked holding onto trees a lot before, so it was a position I knew well. "Part your leg and push back a bit", he instructed. I was tingling as he parted my cheeks, and with a "Yeah", he buried his face into my ass. The scratching of the beard gets me every time, but I have learned to take the un- comfortability short term because the good stuff is on the way. He was licking around the outside and poking his tongue in and around my hole. He was sucking on my ass and taking a small bite on the side, which made me flex. "Relax, my little surfie slut", he smirked, then buried his face back into my hole. He came off my ass and fingered me, pushing one, then two fingers in. "Fuck, you are so hot," he said. I want to pound your little boy hole but let me suck your balls. He grabbed my ball sack and stretched it back, and went down on one of my balls. I always have this apprehension there will be pain, and sometimes there is, but this guy knew what he was doing. Deep in the bushes at my local beach with a stranger sucking and licking my balls. I am so horny, I grab my hard cock, and it is dripping cum. "Please, sir, can you fuck me." my voice was shaking, and my heart was racing. I am so ready for this man. Oh, you dirty little boy, I'll do more than that, he said from between my legs. He pulled back and opened his bag. I was still holding onto the tree and turned my head to see this large silicon type of dildo. Oh, I'm going to get punished here, I thought. The last time I was fucked with something other than a cock was a coke bottle at north beach bushes off the dunes. This guy pushed his cock right down my throat and fingered me hard, then lubed up the bottle and fucked me with it. It was strange as another man crouched down about five meters away and watched. He jacked off as the guy fucked me with the bottle. It wasn't so good for me, but I enjoyed how those two men got off on it. "I want you to lay on your back on your towel and put each foot into one of these" he said "What are those?" "You can get out of them easily but I want to use them and tie them to each of those trees so I can open your legs up wide and hold them up with these cords off the ground" he said looking at me like I was a puzzle he needed to work out. Faaaaark, this is a freaky guy, how can I get out of these I thought. "Um, I'm not too comfortable with this" I said "hey, don't worry, you are safe, I promise. If we do it this way I can get between your legs and fuck you with my cock and take turns with the dildo, you'll love it" Done this before? I thought. "Arr okay then. I squatted down and pushed up the tube of lube into my hole to make sure I was nice and wet for this. He has his own lube for the toy. Honestly, I was nervous as hell but excited at the same time. "When you're ready, lay down and put your foot into each one". He said. I did as he asked and he hoisted each leg up like I was on a hospital bed. I'm lying on my back on my towel, my feet in these stirrups, raising my legs and holding my legs open. My hole is open and exposed, and I feel completely valuable, and my body is shaking with excitement and fear. I still get confused about how my body reacts. I know this is insane. A stranger has me tied up and is playing out some fantasy, and he could be a psycho, and there is nothing I can do about it. All I can hope for is he fucks me and uses my body for his sexual pleasure, which is what I'm hoping. He has already watched the way I ate and fucked Kylie's ass. Then he saw me finger myself, so he knows I'm into having my ass punished. I watch as he lubes up the dildo and kneels between my legs. Here we go, I thought. He slid the dildo between my ass cheeks, which feels fantastic, then slowly pushing the head into my hole. "Oh, that feels great", I said. "You like that, you dirty little surfie boy. I'm going to fuck you with this and fuck your face at the same time." He slides the dildo into my hole and pulls and pushes it in and out, deeper each time. It feels incredible, this silicon cock. It's softer like a real cock and has imitation veins along the side, making it feel more real than some vegetables I use to fuck myself. I love it. He stops and raises both my legs even higher, and my body is pointing upside down. I feel like an animal strung up in a slaughterhouse. He starts fucking me with the dildo again, like holding onto a pole and pushing it into the ground. It's driving me crazy. My cock is dripping cum onto my chest. In and out, long deep strokes. I'm sure he is playing out some fantasy. I didn't care. He was hitting me perfectly, and I was zoning out into my world trance. Surrounded by think dense bushland, I was naked with my legs tied to trees, getting fucked by a dirty old man. He pulled out the dildo and buried his head between my legs. I could feel his whiskers against the sides of my legs, but my hole was almost numb. He had truly fucked me stupid. I know he was eating my ass, and he was making groaning noises. He came out from between my legs and said, "I've gotta fuck that now, hold this", and he handed me the dildo and positioned himself behind me. It was humid and sticky, and he dripped sweat down onto my chest and face as he held both my upper legs and pounded me. His cock was hard, harder than the dildo, and I knew he was enjoying himself. He reached down and started jerking me off. "Oh, you have cum all over you" It's true, I thought. I have been dripping since he started with the dildo. He wiped his hand over my cum and put it into his mouth. "Fuck, that is so tasty", he said in a sleazy voice as he fucked me and ate my cum. This man knew how too fuck. He was pushing into me as deep as he could and slowly pulling out with the tip of his cock just at the opening, then pushed back deep. I was close. "I'm going to cum", I said as he jerked my cock faster. I was biting down on the side of the dildo to keep from screaming as he pounded my hole and thrashed my cock. "OhÉoh I'mÉumÉcumming" as I thrust my body and shot laces of pearl cum all over my chest and stomach. He caught some in his hand and wiped it around his mouth like some exotic TV commercial. "Me tooÉ" he said as he grabbed both the upper sides of my legs and let out a muffled long moan, closed his eyes and looked upward to the sky. I knew it was a big orgasm for him. He released his squeeze on my upper legs and slowed the pace of his fucking to almost a complete stop. Still looking up into the sky, he let out a deep breath, smiled and looked down at me. Honestly, I was exhausted. I had cum and sweat everywhere. My hole was throbbing, and my feet were sore from the ties around my feet. All I could think about was, wow, what the fuck. How did this happen? I came into this bushland to evade suspicion of being gay and ended up tied up and fucked stupid by a dirty old man. "Hey surfie slut, that was something else. I want to fuck you a lot more, okay" he said 'Yeah, sure", I said. After telling one guy once, I had learned to agree with anything these beat guys say that I wasn't sure about. He got agitated, saying, "What? Wasn't I good enough for you," and it scared me as I backtracked by saying, "No, it was great and yes, let's meet again soon"? So now, when they say they want more, I agree enthusiastically. He untied me, packed up and said goodbye. I got my gear together, put the towel around me, trying not to get too much cum on it. I walked down to the water and found a secluded space between two large rocks and soaked and washed myself off. This has become a ritual for me when I fuck at the beach, most of the time. I let the saltwater wash away my shame, guilt and clean my body. Then I'm ready for the next experience. Chapter 11 - Able To Take The Cane Walking to Jeff's place thinking about how exactly a week earlier I had fucked a girl called Kylie in the ass around the headland. Then got fucked almost immediately after by a dirty older man. It was a big day, I thought. I'm not into women, but I need to fuck a few or at least get with them, so no one suspects I prefer cock, especially the crew at the beach. It's all about waves, pussy and music, some smoke weed, but I prefer the high of the unexpected and big waves. There is no feeling like it when I'm in the dune at north beach. It's my new drug, that feeling that something might happen when you spot someone, move closer and position yourself in a more secluded place, making sure they can see where you are. My heart races, my mouth goes dry. Finally, you meet, nothing is said, they creep forward and put out their hand - they usually touch the outsides of the front of my shorts or towel to feel my semi-hard cock. They know I'm ready, and they typically push my head down towards their crotch, or I drop to my knees, open their pants and take out their cock and put it in my mouth. That usually drives them crazy when I make the first moves. I start sucking, and they usually either rub my hair or push my head further onto their cock. If they want to be blown, then they cum in my mouth. If they're going to fuck me, then it gets more fun for me. They usually turn me around and slam my ass, cum and leave. There's nothing human about these meeting places. I'm beginning to find out. Everyone is there to meet some need, and I seem to be getting popular. I hope Jeff is in the mood to fuck me today. Of course, I have to tell him about Kylie first - I know he'll find it funny. Well, I hope so... "How's my little surfer whore? ", he said, answering the door. "really...you have to call me names all the time," I said, "well, look who's all fucking sensitive, get in here". I walked into the hall, and he closed the door behind us. He grabbed my head with one hand and pulled me closer to him. "So what's up, little buddy? "I fucked a girl in the ass last week," I said "hahaha, you what...are you serious? he said. "Yep," I said, moving down the hall. "Fuck me, tell me about it" "well, I have to do this, so the guys at the beach don't get suspicious," I said "hahaha. That's so funny, tell me about her", gesturing by grabbing his crotch. "I took her up to the headland at the beach, and we did a 69. Then", he interrupted. "What? you ate her pussy?. "Yes, and her ass," I said, "hahaha. Go, Scotty! he said. Then what" "I didn't want to fuck her in the pussy, so I asked her if I could fuck her asshole. She was so horny she said Yes," Jeff couldn't stop laughing. "How'd the pussy taste? he asked. "A bit fishy," I said "hahahahahahahaha" Jeff kept laughing. "Oh fuck, that's so funny...are you going to fuck her again," he said. "Not sure", he unzipped ", But you're here for this, aren't you" as he took out his monster cock, leading me into the bedroom. As much as I love the way Lee fucks me, there's nothing quite like the manly and rugged looks and technique of Jeff. He's all man. I always feel submissive and depowered around him. He can tell me to do anything, and I'd do it. He has complete power over me, and I think he knows it. I can't let on. I have to talk back sometimes, so he knows when I'm pissed off. "I'm so fuckin horny, and I want to fuck that beautiful tight hole of yours. You prepared and ready, right" "yes," I said. Being prepared meant hosing out my asshole and lubing it, so there's no mess. "Take off your clothes and sit on the end of the bed. I need to piss" he went into the bathroom, and I undressed. I wonder how many boys like me he's had on this bed?. Who cares? I'm going to be the best. That's my mission today. Jeff walked back into the bedroom in his underwear. The outline of his semi-hard cock was quite overwhelming. That's the look that drives me crazy, the look that made me stop him that morning and shyly ask about it. That morning when everything changed for me. "What's that in your hand?" "It's a cane used in boys Schools in the '60's and 70's. The Teachers would punish bad boys by bending them over the desk and caning their ass. So I'm going to punish you for fucking that bitch" he said. "Wait...what... you're kidding, right," I said nervously. "No, I'm not kidding - get on your hands and knees...now!" he said sternly. "Jeff, come on, man, I had to fuck her, you know that...otherwise..." I said, freaking out. "Well, maybe, but you should have asked me, and we could have planned it together, now get up on your knees, you bad little fucking boy" I moved into position on the bed. Before I could say another word, Jeff grabbed my hair with one hand and said, "You dirty little boy, you don't touch anyone else without me knowing first understood...UNDERSTOOD!!!" "Yeeeesss, I understand, "I said. "I'm going to gag you," he said. I swung around and said, "No... I'll be good...I promise Jeff, don't" He pushed me hard onto the bed and wrapped a small white piece of cotton material across my mouth. I was getting terrified - I hope this is just a game or something, and he's not some psycho, I thought. Then without saying anything *CRACK*, he brought the cane down hard across my ass. "Fuuuucccckkkkk, Jeff tha....ohhhh... that hurt", I moaned into the gag as the pain across my ass cheeks went from a severe sting to a burning sensation. "You're MY little whore....you fuck me and my friends, you never, ever do anything without my permission" *CRACK* he caned me again. "Oh fuck", I moaned and squalled on the bed. The pain was intense, and I felt utterly helpless and vulnerable. I felt like I deserved it and accepted this is what he wanted. It didn't stop the fierce stinging, but I controlled my breathing and let out a muffled sigh, and this feeling of acceptance washed over me. My role with Jeff is now clear. I was the one who started the relationship, I brought this on myself, and now he's dominating me the way it should be. I felt more like a helpless sex slave but a willing one, willing to take whatever he wanted me to take to please him. What the fuck was happening to me? Jeff dribbled some liquid onto my ass cheek, then he rubbed one hand over my cheeks, burring one finger between my cheeks, fingering lightly over my asshole. He moved in circles, occasionally diving in between my cheeks and driving his finger further in to my asshole. He was driving me crazy, but I was still in pain. He took my ball sack between two fingers and pulled it down, releasing some of the pain. Then *CRACK* the cane came across my lower cheeks right near my hole, sending a sharp pain right through my body "ummmmmm...aaaaaaaahhhhhh...." I screamed a muffled noise into the pillow as I dropped my head. "Don't you ever forget what I have told you, my little hot surfer whore...okay...OKAY" "yyyeeeaaaahhhh," I said "all right then," he said. I was holding back tears of pain, but I had completely relaxed my body and fell sideways on the bed. I hope this is over. It's much easier taking his huge cock in my ass, a different pain but right now a lot easier than this thrashing he is giving me. As I lay sideways on the bed, Jeff opened the drawer next to the left side and took out a dildo. He looked over at me, and his eyes ran over my body. "You're dripping on my bed," he said. I was surprised to look between my legs and see some cum dripping from my cock. "What the fuck..." I mumbled to myself, "you like a little paddle on the ass, you dirty boy. I'm going to fuck your ass hard with this, and you're going to swallow my cock. Okay!, Okay!" I nodded. He removed the gag "fuckkkk that hurt Jeff", I said, "yes maybe, but you deserved it", he said, lubing up this big dildo "open your mouth and suck my cock, dirty boy" he pushed his monster into my mouth hard, and I gagged. I pulled back and worked on the first 3 inches as he drew circles around my hole with the dildo "you're going to like this", he said as he started inserting it. I lifted my head off his cock and let out a huge "ohhhhhhh" as he pushed four or so inches into my hole, I couldn't tell, but it was enough. "Yeah, little Scotty looks like your asshole gobble up my toy, fuck yeah," he said, pushing in and out. I went back down in his cock, sucking and rolling my tongue across his knob. I was so addicted to this cock. Not only was it big, but he never got rock hard, so it was bendable and almost spongy. Unlike this thing, he is fucking me with now. Honestly, I'm not sure what all the fuss is about with huge cocks. They freaking hurt a lot. Lee probably has a perfect size. It's thick but not too long. He hits my spot, and I can still enjoy it. Jeff's cock neatly splits me in two, and I feel like exploding. I get the pleasure of being used, being his fuck boy, his cock sucker, his whatever... Jeff was holding the back of my head with one of his hands like he always does, guiding me down onto his cock. I was cupping his hairy ball sack and rolling his balls lightly in my hand like two marbles. He was panting, and I could taste his salty pre-cum. "I'm close...fuck, work that cock", he said. He focused so hard on me sucking his cock that he stopped fucking me with the toy but left it inside me. "It's slipping out," I said, coming off his cock for a few seconds. He took the toy, which had almost fallen completely out, and said, "I want to fuck that beautiful hole of yours, rollover, "and he flipped me over. I immediately felt the pain from the spanking he'd given me earlier and had to get into a more comfortable position. He pushed a pillow under my lower back which meant he was going 'deep', so I prepared for the pain. "Lift your legs and open. Yeah, that toy did the trick, open sesame, hahaha," he said, laughing and lubing his cock. He moved in between my legs, and he looked at me like he liked me, not the way he usually looks at me, more like 'I own you and here is more punishment'. I braced myself, then relaxed. Here it comes. I love being fucked on my back. I feel helpless and somehow in control at the same time. Jeff opened my legs wide and held my calves just below the back of my knees as he pushed slowly into me. Will this get any easier? His cock is so fat it fills me and stretches me as far as I can stand. This is not the fun part. Hit the spot soon, please. "Oh....fuuuucccckkkkk Jeff. Your cock kills me..." "I'll take it, slow little buddy, hahaha", he said. I knew he was joking. I'm in for a pounding. His cock was driving me crazy. He was hitting the spot, and I was totally in the moment, In and out, long-drawn out strokes. He'd take it out entirely for a split-second, then guide it back in with his hand. I was in one of my trances, and I had completely surrendered to him. The feeling of being filled and almost exploding simultaneously, this immense pleasure of him hitting the spot. I wrapped my legs around him and had my hands on his ass cheeks. I moved my head up to his "Jeff...please keep fucking me...please don't stop..." I wanted to kiss him, but I haven't kissed a man before. I was in the position that if he wished to, he could. I was panting in his ear, and he knew I was all his. He could do anything to me right now. He could call in his friends, and they could all fuck me and cum in me. I don't care. I was insanely horny as he pounded my hole, hitting my spot with each stroke. I moaned. "You like this, don't you? You're a little whore aren't you" he said. 'Yeessss, yesss I am, please keep fucking me, I'm going to cum soon", I said. "I'm close, but I want to keep fucking you for a bit more... you're so fuckin tight," he said. I'm sure he says that to everyone. With a cock that size, I can't imagine who wouldn't be tight around that thing. My cock was dripping cum, and I had a small puddle on my stomach. He picked up speed, in and out and deeper and deeper. He was sweating all over me, and I could hardly breathe. The feeling was incredible. I was in my out of body experience type thing. It's hard to explain the trance like state of being. I had my body wrapped around his "Jeff...fuck... I'm cumming, oh... please...keep...fucking" I let out a huge moan and dropped back down on the bed as he pulled out and shot a load over my chest and face. "Come on to this," he said in a stern tone. I raised my head, and he thrust his cock into my mouth and loaded me with another pulse of cum. I sucked and suck and swallowed. I love this...I have only been fucking for a short time, and it is now the best thing I have ever done in my short life. I do two things well, I surf, and I suck and fuck cock, and I'm so, privately proud of both. I was covered in cum. I could taste his sweet and salty load in my mouth. As it dried around my lips it got sticky. I licked it. I wanted to keep this feeling as long as I could. The End Love yourself Scott T Taken from `Volumes from a bent world' Ð Private Publications 2021 Note from the writer. Thank you for reading my adventures. They are all true stories I experienced growing up. The English used is British English as I am not an American but have spent a lot of time surfing (and fucking) there over the past two decades. Covid has allowed me to restructure the writing, spell check it and try and lay it out for you as professionally as possible as there is no publishing house willing to publish my works. I hope you enjoy it and if you have any suggestions please feel free to email me. strictlyabottom@zoho.com Don't forget to support Nifty. Their service runs on donations.