Date: Fri, 11 May 2001 13:09:50 +0800 From: Kay Chin Subject: Swimming Laps This is a true story, my first sexual experience with a man when I was 14. I lived in Singapore alone since 12, when my folks sent me there alone to study in high school. I soon discovered the pleasure of masturbation, and one of my fantasies during the masturbation was having sex with man. The first time I have a real life experience was in a public swimming pool changing room cubicle on a hot Saturday afternoon. I have just bought a pair of bright red swimming trunk and went to the pool alone. I have always been a loner, was the top student in school, but only had a few friends. After swimming a few laps, a guy in his early 30s with a tan and slim body came next to me. He struck up a conversation and offer to teach me a few ways to improve my swimming. He was positioning me and used his hand to touch me all over. I felt good and just let him manipulate my body. Then he was holding and rubbing my crotch underwater when I was kicking some water. I got a hard on! After a short while, he got out of the water, and invited me to join him get a snack. While eating, he asked me to wait for him in one of the cubicle in the changing room. I obliged, did not know what to expect, but my heart was pounding fast. I waited in an empty cubicle for a short while, and he turned up and went into the same cubicle with me. Unlike cubicle in the US, where there is ample gap, these cubicles are divided by solid brick wall, and the door gap is small. He undid my tight swimming trunk, and went down to suck my cock. It was a sensation I never had, and my young cock sprang into attention. He was pinching my nipples too, but I did not like it at first because it was painful. He kind of sensed it, and moved his fingers to play with my asshole. All the while, I was light headed and enjoying the warm and watery mouth sucking on my cock. After a short while, he stood up and asked me to undo his swimming trunk, I untied the knot, and immediately out sprang a cock. I have never seen a grown up cock before this, I have only seen my roommate's and some of my classmates cock while we were teasing each other, and showering together. He moved behind me, and put his cock against my asshole, but did not attempt to enter it. I guess I was not ready for that, so he used his hand to jerk me, while poking outside my asshole. It only took me a short while before my leg buckled because of the intense pleasure, and shot my cum. He sucked my cock after I cum till it was clean. I rushed back home after that, feeling remorseful about it. This has become my pattern of behavior for my next few encounters, feeling horny before, feeling excited and a rush of ecstasy just before and during, then feeling remorseful after. I only get out of this pattern after I am 25. My next sexual experience did not happen until four years later, when I was in college, and my messed up feeling has cost me one of the most beautiful thing that can happen to an adolescent. oikomgna@hotmail.com