Date: Sun, 8 Apr 2018 17:16:20 +0000 (UTC) From: Tague Micheals Subject: Teenage Confusion V Resolution "Mom I really need a favor," I started. She heard the urgency in my voice so stopped what she was doing. "What is it honey, is everything alright, are you okay?" I nodded my head. "It's not me mom, it's Alex. He's going to be home for weeks and he needs help with almost everything including going to the bathroom and bathing. His mom is the only one that can really do it and he's not happy with the idea of her seeing him naked and touching his stuff. I was thinking, since you're a nurse and everything, what about if he stayed here? I could help him with most stuff, I did it at his house tonight, you know, helping him to the bathroom and stuff. And even if you had to see him naked at least it's not his mom. He's not happy about any ladies seeing him naked or touching him but at least it's your job." My mom actually smiled at that. "Yes, I can understand how a boy your age might not enjoy being looked at and touched, especially if it was his mother." Then she surprised me a little. "Too there is the distinct possibility of the gallant reflex which would be even more embarrassing." "What," I said, not understanding. "What gallant reflex?" "An erection Brian, getting an erection. No boy wants his mother to see that." I was sure I turned red, even though she and I had talked about such stuff and she was a nurse after all. "Yeah, exactly. That already happened at the hospital when a nurse bathed him. He said it was a guy nurse so it wasn't too much of a big deal but jeez, his own mother." I was shaking my head. My mother had actually seen my hard cock once before when I was 13. It was an accident but I had been mortified just the same especially since sperm was leaking out of me because I'd just jacked off. I was in the shower and got so excited and hotted up as I was cumming, you know how it is when you're standing, that I slipped and ripped the curtain down as I felt out of the tub onto the floor. Mom came busting in the door and there I was, laying out stark naked with a full on hard boner leaking sperm out all over the fucking place. "The nurse guy told Alex it was no big deal it happened to men and boys all the time." "That's true sweetie, it does happen to men as well as boys. I think your idea has merit Brian and I think that having you help him would be better than even me helping him unless of course it becomes necessary for me. How about if I call his mother and suggest it?" "Oh man that would be great mom." I went right to her and hugged her tight. "Thanks mom, you're the best." She called Alex's mom, spent a good 10 minutes on the phone with her and when she hung up said that his parents had agreed. His mom had explained the insurance thing so mom would be getting paid some serious coin for doing full time in home care. And so it was that Alex was moved to our house and my bed. My mom decided to take a week off work because she said she needed it and being home with Alex wasn't quite like work. Besides, the insurance company of the truck that crashed into the bus was paying for everything including tutors, one of which turned out to be me. Alex being at my house was also how my mom found out I was gay. My mom understood Alex wanting me to wash him and do the other stuff with him. She knew it was embarrassing for him to have a woman seeing and touching his boy stuff and equally embarrassed that he would have popped a boner if and when she did touch him. Plus my mom is smoking hot. Seriously, more than a few of my friends had said that too me. So, being a woman and a seriously hot one, a boy didn't stand a chance of not getting a boner if she saw his stuff let alone touched it. So, she showed me how to help him to the bathroom, to move on the bed, get up, wash him and even wipe his butt after he took a dump and she was able to do it without her seeing his cock and balls. I didn't like butt wiping part much and neither did he but I figured out a way around it within a few days. What we did was put a towel on the edge of the bathtub then Alex sat on it with just his butt hole hanging out inside the tub. Then I used the detachable shower head and simply washed his butt hole. It worked like a rather primitive bidet but at least I didn't have to get my hand in there. Of course we both knew how that was gonna feel cuz we'd both used that kind of shower head before. That was what got us to decide to leave his balls on the inside to see how that went. How that went was Alex got way hard way fast, the spray on the sensitive underside of his smooth fat balls driving him crazy. He stayed sitting on the edge of the tub while I got between his legs and sucked him off, his sperms blasting into my mouth pretty quickly. Alex and I played sexy with each other every chance we got, which was a lot. We each swallowed a quart of each other's sperm, we sucked a mile of each other's cock and we must have wore down the tip of our tongues from kissing so much. The first time I licked out Alex's butt hole I discovered just how fucking great it felt being on that end of the experience and after that we did it frequently. After he had been with us for like four days our lives both changed, and somewhat dramatically. We had just washed his bottom out and dried it and were headed back into the bedroom to finish off his rock hard cock. I asked him if he could lay face down on the edge of my bed and he said he could, and did. I got to my knees and looked him over, admiring his slender tight little ass and his balls hanging free between his pale thighs. I peeled open his cheeks, causing him to ask what I was going to do and by way of an answer, I licked at the puckered pink muscle. "Oh fuuuuck B that feels good when you do that," he groaned out. It felt good doin it too. I closed my eyes and licked and slurped all over the area, on the muscle and all around it. I discovered I loved lick a butt hole almost as much as I liked having it done to me. I tried to force my tongue inside Alex's hole causing him to moan even louder. Alex's hard cock was pushed down between his legs too so I got down in there and licked on the underside of the swollen head along with his balls. He was almost begging me to keep doing it, pushing his cute butt out farther to help me do a better job. My own cock was rock hard and I had to stand up before the thing broke off in my jeans. "Oh man B that was so hot," Alex moaned as he lay there on the bed. "Do you think you could get your cock in my butt Brian?" he asked me. I had wondered the same thing from time to time, just hadn't mentioned it. "I think so Alex but is that what you want?" "Oh man yeah I do. Just like wanting to suck on your cock I been dreaming about you going inside me, of you fucking me." His eyes were half closed and his voice was sort of deep, just like me when I was in a fog of hotness and wanted to cum. If I trusted Alex, and I did, then I knew he was serious about me fucking him cuz I would have been. In all honesty, after Scott had fucked me I had wanted Alex to fuck me too. His cock was smaller than Scott's so I knew that it wouldn't hurt quite as much as when Scott fucked me. Besides there was the emotional attachment between Alex and me. Yeah, I liked Scott, I like him a lot, but he wasn't boyfriend material. He wouldn't be able to hang out with me and do stuff like go to games and just doing stuff teenagers did. I figured that having some strong feelings about another boy would somehow make getting fucked by him feel better, hurt less. "Okay," I told him and went to the bathroom and got the intensive care lotion. Back in my room I stripped my clothes off, freeing up my throbbing teenage boy cock. "I'm gonna do it," I thought to myself, "I'm really gonna fuck him." I told him I was gonna use my finger first to sort of get him in the mood. He said he was already in the mood but to go ahead if it would make me feel better. I slathered my finger while Alex moved back on the bed a little bit. It was tough for him so I got my desk chair for him to rest his casted leg on. I held his other leg up out of the way and slipped my finger inside his tight little hole causing him to moan out. I started to finger fuck him and about the third time going in I hit a small bump and Alex cried out. "Oh fuck B that spot is so sensitive," he moaned. I wondered if that was the same spot that I had found inside my own butt, figured that it was, so I sorta knew the feelings that Alex was going through. I found it again and rubbed on it a few time, driving my darling cute blonde boyfriend-funny that I thought about Alex that way- crazy and to the point of begging me to fuck him. "Oh god, stop B or I'm gonna cum. Get your cock inside me right now, hurry up and fuck me." I slathered my pulsing cock from head to balls, added a little more to Alex's asshole then stepped up to the plate. I knew right off that it was going to be difficult because of his cast so grabbed my t- shirt and put it on my shoulder then lifted the casted leg up and rested it there. Holding the other leg up and back with one hand, I used the other hand to direct my cock to the tight puckered pink hole. It was tight, hard to get into but I pushed and in a flash I was inside of him, my cock head buried in Alex's tight hole. And fucking goddamn hell it felt good. "Go ahead B put it all in me." I did as he asked and watched as I slowly pushed all six and half inches of rock hard teenage cock up inside my friend's butt until my pubes touched his skin. I pulled back out just as slowly, my eyes glued downward on the action. I was totally amazed that I was doing what I was doing, shoving my hard cock in and out of a hole, just like it was supposed to do. I kept my eyes glued to what I was doing. The sight of my hard cock sliding in and out of a hole, in and out of Alex, was amazing. It drove me higher up into a fog of hotness, almost higher than I had ever been. The feelings on my cock were incredible too, the tightness and the warmth the best feelings I had ever had. Alex thought so too. "God that feels so good B. Fuck me a little harder ok?" once again, I followed my friend's direction and picked up speed, pulling almost all the way out before burying myself deep inside of him. I got a nice steady rhythm going, pulling out almost all the way then sliding back inside of him. I wanted to stay there forever, never have to leave. I let my eyes go from Alex's hole to his face. His eyes were mostly closed, even when they were open. I knew that look, I'd seen it before in my mirror. I could hardly keep my eyes open when I got that hot. I felt my heart skip some beats looking at him, his smooth pale face, his killer lips. And then there was his body. Alex was pretty ripped for a 14 year old boy. I wished my body would look as good. And then I felt something else. It seemed to start in the pit of my stomach then moved up. And then it was in my chest, in my heart. I was confused for a moment then I got it. I loved Alex. Yeah, I know, it sounds silly, but I knew then and there that I loved him. I knew I would do anything for him and I knew that I didn't want him to go back home when he healed. I wanted to be with him. "Oh god I'm gonna cum B," he groaned out, bringing me back to the room, and I watched as his cock started spewing out sperm, the first jet hitting between his nipples. His butt hole twitched on my cock and that was all it took for me to cum too. "Fuck me harder Brian, ram your cock into me, I'm cumming, I'm, cumming," he groaned out. In retrospect I guess that was as good a time, and as good a way, as any for my mom to find out I was gay. I wasn't sure just how much she heard but I'd guessed that, at the very least, she heard Alex talk and then my own response of, "I'm cumming too Alex, oooooh fuuuuuck," as I rammed faster and harder into his tight butt, moaning loudly as I did so. I fucked him hard. I pressed into him and moved my tender little butt around then went back to fucking him. I watched his cock shoot 5 or 6 globs of sperm, splattering his chest in white goo. I felt my own cock give up at least that many squirts, loading my friend's ass with my sperms. Obviously we had been too busy and focused to hear my bedroom door open. "OhmyGod," I heard my mother gasp from behind me. I glanced over my shoulder to see her back as she went back out of my room closing the door behind me. You'd a thought that I would have gone limp right on the spot or that I would have hauled my cock out of Alex's ass but I didn't. Don't ask me why cuz I don't know. I just kept on fucking him. I guess somewhere in my brain I figured that stopping wasn't going to help in any way. Too, I was in the middle of a sperming. Alex had heard her gasp as well so I told him what happened. "My mom just caught us. She's gone now but I don't know how long she was standing behind us or what she heard us say." I kept on moving, kept on fucking him although I did begin to slow down finally. The intense feeling from my sperming eventually died away but I didn't take my cock out of Alex, remembering how I had felt when Scott left me so soon after cumming. "What are we gonna do B?" he asked me, the hand of his partially casted arm rubbing my forearm. I shrugged my shoulders, although the one with his leg on it didn't shrug all that much. "I dunno. I mean, we're busted. It's not like we can tell her we were doing something else, especially if she heard what we both had said," I told him, reminding him of the dialog that had taken place just before I discovered that she was there. My cock finally softened and I pulled away from Alex, disconnecting from him. I went to the bathroom, got a wet washcloth then went back and cleaned his bottom for him then pulled his boxers back on before cleaning myself off. That done I got him all the way back onto the bed and reasonably comfy. "Well," I said with a sigh, "I guess I better go talk to her." "Kiss me first Brian," he said. I leaned over and kissed him on the mouth. As I started to pull back he stopped me. "This is gonna sound crazy B, but I love you." I looked into his eyes, mesmerized by their color. "I know Alex. Me too I think." I kissed him again, gently rubbed his cheek then pulled on some briefs and a t-shirt and headed out of the room. I won't go into the entire conversation because it's not that important or interesting. Needless to say the question of my sexuality was a major topic and I told her that I'd been bothered by the "am I or am I not" debate for over a year and had just recently realized that I was in fact a gay boy, that girls simply didn't make me excited and that was that. Of course she wanted to know if Scott had anything to do with that or if he had "done anything" with me and of course I lied. She hugged me and told me she loved me but was still sad and I asked her why. "Well Brian it's just that I know how difficult life is likely to be for you as a gay man; all the hatred, misunderstanding and prejudice, as well as the health issues. And I can't help being sad that you won't be giving me grandbabies but you know, I suppose if you find a life partner you can adopt." She asked how Alex fit into things and I almost blurted out that he hadn't yet but that would only be a matter of time; hours if I had anything to say about it. "Well I can't say exactly mom, you should ask him about it I guess but I can tell you that I really like him alot." I don't know what prompted my response but I was grateful for it none-the-less as it was the beginning of my stance about not talking about other people's beliefs and behaviors and things. "I should go to him though mom. He's been alone in there all this time and probably wondering what's going on." My mother agreed and we both went back to my bedroom where Alex was waiting patiently, although his eyes went wide when he saw my mom with me. Alex ended up telling her that he was pretty sure that he was gay too and that he liked me a lot. He also apologized for doing what we did and said he would understand if she wanted him to go back to his own home. My mom got all teary eyes again and hugged him. "No sweetie I don't want you to go back home. You need to be here and you don't need to apologize for your behavior any more than Brian does. I do need to caution you boys on some things though and this might be a little embarrassing but that's the way it goes." From that point she launched into a safe sex lecture that didn't have a thing to do with condoms but with anal sex. She told us about needing to make sure we were clean, that we washed carefully before doing anything in that area and afterwards as well. She said that we both needed to take care in keeping our penis's clean after anal sex and that if Alex were uncircumcised he would need to extra care with his foreskin. She cautioned us about getting involved with guys more than a few years older than we were and requested me especially not to have sex with anyone over eighteen. "I know how important sex is to boys your age and I know you're most likely going to want to try all kinds of things and I'm not going to try and stop you Brian. I am going to ask that you both try to think with your big heads and not your little ones at least part of the time." Both Alex and I blushed at that, and she went on. "And not place your self in dangerous situations," and here she focused on Alex, "which mean for you young man to avoid any serious contortion exercises." Neither of us needed any further explanation about that. "I'm also going to ask you Brian, and you Alex as long as you're going to be Brian's boyfriend, "even we hadn't considered that yet, "that you keep your sexual escapades behind closed doors so Brian, I'd like this door kept open while Alex is here unless you guys are being sexually active. For my part I will not walk in on you ever again sweetie, okay?" I gave her a hug and agreed with everything, as did Alex. And that was that. Throughout my teenage years my mother was fully supportive of my sexuality. When I was seventeen, and a junior in high school, she met and married Jim Stein, a doctor at the hospital where she worked. He too was fully supportive of me, he having had a sister who was gay, and I grew to love him as I would have a biological father. That same night of the day that I'd fucked him, Alex fucked me for the first time. It was wonderful. We had gone into the living room to watch a movie with my mom, sitting close to each other on the sofa and holding hands, not feeling embarrassed in the least about showing our feelings for each other. We'd gone up to bed and ended up playing around of course. I had taken a shower and cleaned myself well. Back in the bedroom we played around, my sucking on Alex's cock but he wanted to do more stuff instead of just lying there and having things done to him. I laid on the edge of the bed and Alex stood at the edge so that he didn't have to move around a whole lot. He sucked my cock till I was ready to cum then told me he wanted to lick my butt hole as I had done to him earlier in the day. I didn't have any problem with that. I rolled onto my belly, turning sideways in the process and putting my feet on the floor. Because Alex only had one workable hand, and even that was only partially usable, I reached behind me and pulled a butt cheek open. In seconds I felt his tongue touch my hole and seconds later I was transported into seventh heaven. I really loved having my butt hole licked, rimming I found out later it was called, and pushed my butt backwards to give him better access. Alex seemed to like it too cuz once he did a half dozen swipes with his tongue he seemed to really get into it, even moaning as bathed my tight little hole. Alex didn't stay just there either. My hot young lover licked down along that little seam of flesh to my sagging balls and licked all over the underside of the eggs. I knew that area was sensitive but not that sensitive. Fuck, it felt so good. Alex made a couple of trips from my hole to my balls and back up again and I was in the stratosphere of hotness. My rock hard cock was pressed into the edge of the bed and I found myself grinding against it which also helped get my heat level up. I was becoming delirious from the intense pleasure that was raging through my teenage body so it wasn't long before I was asking him to fuck me, which of course Alex was more than willing to do. I got up, melted into his arms, sort of, and kissed him deeply. Our tongues battled furiously, our breathing became labored and our soft moans echoed in the room. I finally stopped and got the lube stuff, smeared my butt hole and Alex's cock and of course I had to give it a couple of extra strokes. "Oh man B you do that one more time and I'll cum before I get a chance to go inside you." I laughed and lay back down on the bed, electing to have him fuck me in the same position that I fucked him, the difference being that I held my legs back for him. He got into position, standing between my spread out legs, and in one moment I felt the touch of his cock head against my hole. I felt him exert pressure and still met resistance. "Fuck Brian, you're so tight it won't let me in," Alex groaned. "Go ahead Alex, push hard, it's okay," I said, my voice husky with lust. Alex did just that and in the next moment the initial pain of him breaking through and being inside of me took over. I groaned out for him to stop and he did, reveling I'm sure, in the amazement of having his cock inside a tight warm place. Alex's cock didn't cause nearly as much pain as Scott's had and in less than a minute I was telling him to go ahead and put his cock all the way inside of me, which he wasted no time in doing. I felt my muscle stretching to fit him and somehow it seemed like my cock got a little harder too. "How are you doing Brian," he asked, once he was deep inside of me. "It's great Alex, it's fucking great," I told him it was fine and boy was it ever. When I thought back on it, Alex's teenage cock wasn't all that much smaller than Scott's, so it must have been that I really liked Alex a lot. Maybe it was because he had gotten me into a fog of hotness, maybe I was used to it now that my cherry had been popped, I don't know, but his fucking me felt good almost from the very beginning, and fuck me he did. Alex started slowly, just like I had done with him, his eyes watching that first act of nature that all boys yearn for, amazed that he was actually doing it. Once again I stared at his face and once again I felt my heart lurch at the thought of him. At one point Alex looked at me too and, stupid as it sounds, I could see his love for me reflected there. Then he really got into it, managing to hold my legs back, using his casts behind my thighs and allowing him better access. It allowed him to go deeper too. I could feel his balls gently smacking my butt as he fucked and I found that I liked that feeling. "Oh man Alex that feels so, so good," I moaned, which spurred him on to fuck me faster. Alex picked up speed and added more force to his ass as he plunged his long thick hard cock into mine. Every few seconds he would hit that spot in there and I would go crazy. "Oh Jesus Alex fuck me harder, make me cum," I said in a breaking whisper. "Fuck I'm gonna squirt my sperm in you B," he finally groaned out and began hammering into me, his fat balls whacking against my butt with each drive forward. "Fuck me harder Alex fuck me harder," I cried out as I started to cum. I reached down and began jacking myself off and when I came, the first squirt landed in my hair, just above my eyebrows. I was astounded by that but didn't dwell on it as Alex was moaning and groaning and I felt his cock harden and his cum shoot out inside of me. He slammed into me, ground his little butt around in circles and stuff which was pretty hot cuz it caused different pressures inside of me, and as I would find out myself later, different pressures on his cock too. "Fuck I love you Brian, I love you so much," Alex groaned. Well shit oh dear and I felt like I started cumming again. As an adult I would learn about the rare multiple male orgasm and to have had my first one at age 14 was beyond amazing. As usual the great part of sperming was soon over and as Alex started to pull out of me I told him to stop. "Not yet Alex, don't go out yet. It feels so good having you inside of me so I want you to keep your cock in me a little while. Is that okay?" He said it was so he stayed there and told me how great it was doing that and it was great when I fucked him too so he didn't know which one he liked the best. I agreed with him cuz I felt the same way. "I love you Alex," I finally said after a short period of silence. He got a tear in his eye at the same time that his cock softened up a little more and squished out of my butt. He moved back a little bit and I stood up and kissed him, he kissing me back with as much force as I was giving to him. "I love you too Brian," he said after breaking the kiss. I been thinking about it for a couple of days and I wanted to say something but I didn't. I can't imagine living without you. You're so awesome a boy and I want to be with you forever." I told Alex about Scott and I didn't leave anything out. I wasn't sure how he'd react to Scott having fucked me but as it turned out he didn't care. He was surprised when I told him how big Scott's cock was and wondered out loud if he'd ever get a chance to see it. Alex wasn't upset at all that Scott had fucked me either in fact he wondered if Scott would fuck him, that is if I didn't mind. I had to think about that one, so I put it back on Alex and asked how he would he feel about Scott fucking me again. Alex thought about that for a moment. "If you did it behind my back I would be really hurt. I would wonder why you would want to let him fuck you if we're boy friends but I think it's the same reason I would let him, or want him, to fuck me. Just something about a big huge cock I guess. And maybe it isn't about letting him fuck me. Maybe it would just be cool to suck on it or something. I can't explain it except to say that it isn't about Scott, it's about a cock, a new cock, a big cock. It just happens that Scott owns it. Does that make sense?" I nodded my head because it did make sense. "How about if we were both with Scott at the same time, that is if he'd be okay with it, and we go along with whatever happens?" Alex didn't have to give that very much thought but simply that might be fun. That brought up our being with other boys, like we had done with John. Would we just do jacking off stuff or cock sucking and maybe fucking. "I mean, you know, if it comes up. I know plenty of boys that think all that other stuff is just gay but there are plenty of boys that don't think that. I know we're gay but I think lots of boys just want to get off and don't mind if it's another boy helping them do that." Alex was correct on that. I had heard stuff about other boys too. So we agreed that I would mention it to Scott during the same conversation that I would have to have telling him about Alex. As it would turn out, Scott was intrigued about the idea of being with both of us at the same time. He was also very supportive of me and Alex as boyfriends. That day was the beginning of a relationship that lasted until we were juniors in high school and ended only when Alex's family moved to San Francisco. We stayed in touch, professing our love for each other while allowing each other to date other boys. Needless to say we each found new boyfriends but Alex and I continue to remain close friends, staying in touch with each other and getting together at least twice a year. As for the rest of three years we spent together, well, there were plenty of adventures both together and with other boys as three, four and sometimes more-somes, a practice that we continue to enjoy as adults when we get together. Perhaps I'll tell some of the stories about our teenage adventures, along with how things went with Scott. My mom's husband's two children from his previous relationship would eventually provide her with the grandbabies she wanted, plus they got pregnant and I ended up with a little brother, whom I adore. I would eventually find a woman who would accept my doctor implanted sperm and bear me twins, a boy and a girl. But that's a long, long way in the future.