Date: Wed, 12 Mar 2003 22:50:06 -0800 (PST) From: randy nmorb Subject: The Day I Knew The usual disclaimers apply. If same sex stories upset you, click out now. The Day I Knew This story covers a multi-years time frame. It relates to what many of us have probably experienced. To describe myself, I don't think I was ever considered handsome, but far from ugly to be sure. I'm over 6', keep my weight from being considered fat (not the lean person I was when I was younger), but the one thing I have always going for me is that I was overly big in the cock area....even when I was just a kid after puberty. When I was just a kid, even if you realised that the sight of anothers prick was found to be exciting & interesting, you damm sure never voiced these feelings. If you were identified as being gay it was a life of hell. As I got older the worlds views changed of course, but even today it is'nt anything you just up and spit out.....where I live anyhow. I have gone through the periods of being sought out, in my early teens, by other men who simply wanted to caress and suck me off. Happened often in Mens Rooms at the theaters, malls, etc. Once I displayed my boy-meat I could often expect the sly look, the searching hand, the hungry lips to excite me to a cumm. Once I discovered a glory hole, I would find any excuse to be there. I never considered myself gay, but I couldn't deny how hot and excited I'd get for this to happen. It was at a glory hole that I finaly found myself on the recieving end of a hot cock that was primed to exploded..... it was an unexpected mouthfull. I had held other pricks before, jerked them off....even experimented by putting them into my mouth. It was very exciting, but I was still in denial before that unexpected experience. When the guy shot off in my mouth so quickly, when I swolled his load before I knew what was happening, the denial was gone forever. I was slightly stunned, but I was forced to admit to myself that I had enjoyed it so very much, that the taste of cumm wasn't that bad. Soon, I found myself motioning for the guy to put his prick through the hole to me, as well as sharing my man-meat with him. I felt it was only fair. I found, also, that I equally enjoyed having a guy go to his knees and put his cock and balls under the stall wall, so I could see it all, rub, hold, and suck. The next progressive step of course was to be joined in the booth, to have his pants to the floor, to feel the thrill of having him give me an exciting face-fuck, to feel his hands all over my head, rubbing my neck and shoulders while I sucked him dry. Denial was not even a memory any longer. But the day I knew without any doubt as to what I was meant for, was the day I realized fully the power I had to give such supreme joy to another. It came about like this....... I had stopped after work at a little park that I knew "things" could happen. It was a Mens Room under the music stand in the park. The place had three urinals on one wall, and on the other side of the room was an enclosed toilet. The door to this area was constructed of a lattace-slat type affair. Someone had removed several of the center-door slats, so as you sat on the stool you could get a good view of the urinals and the door. I had arrived when there was no one else in the mens room, so I immediately went into the toilet, closed the door, dropped my pants to the floor, and started to work my cock into a hardon. I knew if anyone was interested they would make it known. I'd had several guys in this fashion or got to watch some hot action at the urinals. I hadn't been there but maybe 10 minutes when I heard the door open and close. I usually ave them a few minutes before I'd check out the scene. When I did, I saw a kind of short, older, fellow standing at the urinal. I noticed he would peek over his shoulder towards my door every now and then. I've had some short guys who have had some nice big cocks, so I thought I'd see how this played out. Suddenly, I heard him flush the urinal, so I thought....guess there isn't any interest there. Wrong! I noticed I didn't hear him leaving out the door, and as I eased back for a peek through the slats I couldn't see him by the urinals. I noticed a slight shadow fall across the front of my door.... he must be just off to the side and peeking to see what I was doing. That was fair enough I thought, so I leaned back some so my throbbing 8" cock was fully exposed as I stroked it. The door had no lock to it, and I suddenly noticed it was being opened up for a better peek. The heck with that I thought, he must be very shy or scared, so I eased the door almost fully open and peeked around the edge. He was standing there, a flushed look on his face, slowly jerking himself off. Except the prick he had in his hand was not very hard, not all that big either. "Do you want to suck on my cock ?" I asked him. "I've never done it before, but I would really love to have you suck me", he replied. I told him, "I have no problem with that, but it doesn't look as if your much up to it. I want something I can suck to a cumm. I'm hot and horny my friend " "Oh please, please just do it.....I'll pay. I know I can get hard once you start on it". He was actually almost begging. That was the day I fully realized the power I had. I motioned him forward. As he stood before me, I had him remove his hand from his little prick, and as it hung limply there before my face, I slid my hands up and down the insides of his legs, caressed his little nut sack, over the bottom of his stomach. My tounge went to his cock head, and I slowly began to lick it all over, leaving wet track marks wherever my tounge went. I gently licked up one side of his cock shaft, then back down the other. When his cock and balls were wet with my licking, I slowly started to suck his cockhead into my hot mouth. I felt him give a slight shudder, his knees were slowly shaking now. I took more of his cock fully into my mouth, and I was encouraged to feel a slight hardening as he started to lengthen a little. he wasn't very big, so I soon had all of him in my mouth, and I just held it there, lovingly, as I made my throat muscle open and close, my tounge was searching. I began to ease his cock back out of my mouth, but never letting the cockhead free, and then I would slowly move back down on it until my nose was buried in his silken cock hairs. Another shudder (more pronounced), his cock was now starting to swell, as I now picked up the pace a little. My hands were rubbing him all over, everywhere, as my hot hungry mouth was now moving up and down his hardening, lengthening cock, and I could now hear his breathing getting louder, his kness were really shaking. Fully hard now, and really throbing, he was only about 4 1/2", but was he ever hot. I put my hands behind him, on his ass cheeks, and started to get him to move his ass in a fucking motion to my mouth. He was quick to responde to this, for when I ceased my head movement, he took over, in earnest, with his own exciting ass fucking motions. He began to dip at his knees to better provide his own upward thrusting motions, his hands were now rubbing all over my face and neck. He was up on his toes, his hips becoming a blured motion, as his hot cock was fucking my sucking mouth, as my tounge would be all over his thrusting cock shaft and head. Soon, his breathing became moans of joy, I could feel his nut sack going up tighter. "Oh God.....it's never been....never stop....I...I I'm going to do it... really do it. Ohhhh yes, here it comes.....oh please....oh please..... I'm cumming-g-g-g-", he was moaning loader. And my mouth suddenly felt his tremendous explosion of hot cumm, spurting forth with great gobs of his tasty love juices. I don't know when he last shot his load, but I was sure surprised ( and pleased) with the amount and force of this little guys load. It seemed endless, as rope after rope of his rich cumm filled my mouth, down my throat...... "suck, swollow, suck, slurp, suck, swollow.... what a load ! It was soon to end though, for with a few more shudders, shakes, and spurts, he sheepishly stood spent before me. His cock was once more simply hanging before me, as I licked and cleaned him off. "Oh God, I can't thank you enough", he was saying. "I wasn't sure, it's been so long, I was so hot, oh thank you", he continued. "I told him, "no, the thanks are mine. You are sure one cumm loaded fellow, hotter than a fire cracker. You sure surprised me. We will very definately have to do this a good many more times, if you'll let me" "No worries about that, you have given me more joy and release than you'll ever know. I'm a slave to that hungry mouth of yours, anytime, honest", he assured me. I asked him if he might one time give me a blow job, as I build up quite a "head" of juice meself when I do this type of thing. "Before this I would have said no, but after today, and if you'll be patient with me, I will at least try to return some of this pleasure for you". "Right now, I could at least give you a really good hand-job to ge your load off if you'd like". I told him, "no thanks, not this time, as I thought I would wait around here to see if I could catch some more cocks, or get a blow-job from someone". We will plan on having some more time together tho, where we can get naked, and where I can really show you a great time". We agreed to that, we did meet many more times at a better, safer location. And oh yes...... he did finaly try a blow job on me, he soon found he enjoyed it too, became very, very good at it. He could get me to "climb the walls". So that then was the experience, was the day I fully knew that I was one who enjoyed to the max, sucking anothers cock. Today, I look for no more than the chance to get a hot, hard cock into my mouth. Doesn't have to be any recipication, just let me do my thing. I love it......and if the other guy is also so inclined, well.....that's just the "icing" on the cake. Hope you enjoyed this true experience. Randy Can you relate ? Let me hear.