INSTALLMENT FOUR

 

Meeting a Star

 

from

 

 

THE FATHER CONTRACT

 

 

By Arthur J. Arrington

 

Edited by Paul K. Scott

A.J. and I normally publish a new installment every two weeks, but because of the last installment's delay, our savvy readers have been asking for a quicker turnaround for Four. OK, but please remember that Nifty needs your donations to keep us up and running. They're a wonderful resource, and we don't want to lose them!

 

 Chapter Nine: Meeting a Star

            By the time Walter arrived to pick him up, PJ had been waiting in the lobby for half an hour, rehearsing what he planned to say when he met Jack Canon. He was beginning to feel a little nervous when the young lawyer came in through the revolving glass doors.

 

            "You all ready, PJ?" Walter was looking at his watch.

 

            Nodding, PJ grabbed his bag. After his lawyer had taken care of the hotel bill, PJ followed him outside, expecting to see the limo. But the vehicle parked at the curb was a flashy, metallic silver sedan. "I figured we'd use my car," Walter explained. "I can leave it overnight at the airport and have it handy for some errands when I get back."

 

            The car smelled new. PJ thought it was pretty nice even if it wasn't a limo, and there was plenty of power because when Walter shifted into gear and hit the gas, PJ felt as if an invisible hand had shoved him back against his seat. "I had an interesting talk with Mr. Canon when we set this up yesterday," Walter said. "Quite a guy. He's shoehorning us into a busy weekend. He and his agent are off on some business trip tomorrow, but he said to come down and spend the night. I've arranged for a charter to take us down and back."

 

            "Cool," PJ answered, not sure what else to say. He would've liked to hear more about Walter's talk with Jack Canon, but the young lawyer appeared too busy driving and not interested in conversation. Mostly, he wished that they were going to stay longer at Jack's, that his idol didn't have to leave so soon on any stupid business trip, and he sure didn't want to return to school any earlier than he had to, but what could he do? PJ tried to relax in his seat, peering out the window at the huge midtown buildings.

 

            Only a few other cars were in the city streets. "Wish it was like this all the time," Walter muttered as they headed downtown on Broadway. When they drove through Times Square, PJ was struck by how different it looked with just a scattering of people on the sidewalk instead of the thousands the day before. He was about to say something when he remembered that he was supposed to have been at a friend's house for Thanksgiving--so he kept his mouth shut.

 

            Soon they were through the Holland Tunnel and into New Jersey. PJ turned to look back across the Hudson at the Manhattan skyscrapers gleaming in the morning sun and wondered when he would be able to visit New York again.

 

            They got to Newark Airport by eight o'clock. After parking the car in the private lot, Walter checked his watch, remarking, "If we hurry, we've got time for breakfast." He strode off so fast that PJ had to trot to keep up. Entering the terminal, they stopped in at a "24-hour" snack bar, where the young lawyer had a couple of bagels with some coffee, while PJ wolfed down a bacon-egg-cheese muffin and a glass of milk. Then it was a "Let's get moving." When they hustled to the far end of the building, PJ saw two familiar faces waiting for him.

 

            "Hi, PJ!" It was the same aircrew who had flown him from Pennsylvania. "You guys all set?" Captain Richards grinned when Walter and PJ both told him yes, and the pilot gestured for them to follow. "Let's do it!" He led them down a flight of stairs out onto the ramp, where PJ recognized the red and white Citation. Mr. Don, his co-pilot friend, escorted the two passengers up into the plane, while Captain Richards talked on a telephone mounted by the ramp door. Then he came on board as well. Fifteen minutes later they were airborne, heading south for Florida.

 

            PJ had even more fun on this flight than the one from Gordonsville. Once again he was allowed to sit in the copilot's seat, and this time Captain Richards let him program waypoints into the navigation computer. When it was time to change altitudes going from one airway to another, he watched while PJ did it all by himself. On top of that, throughout the flight Mr. Don kept a map by PJ in the cockpit so they could both follow their progress, picking out landmarks on the ground. The flight took three hours, but PJ would've been happy if it'd taken twice as long!

 

When they arrived at Fort Myers Beach just before noon, the sunny weather felt pleasantly warm after the cold, gloomy weather in New York. Walter had arranged a rental car, and after they'd gotten in, handed PJ a piece of paper. "Those are directions to Jack Canon's house," he explained, maneuvering the car out of the parking lot. "Read 'em over and then you navigate for me, okay?"

 

            PJ studied the paper. In the excitement of the plane ride, he'd forgotten how nervous he'd been about this meeting, but now the butterflies in his gut started up again. It was just the way he felt right before a football game or a swimming race, all tense and keyed up--and maybe just a tiny bit scared, too. He couldn't help asking himself, What if Jack doesn't like me?

 

            PJ gritted his teeth, concentrating on the written directions. Stay on the ball, he told himself. Try not to be a jerk. Get Walter to Jack's house without messing up.

 

            Eventually they found themselves driving through a quiet neighborhood with big, low, rambling houses and wide lawns. Palm trees lined the street and grew in all the yards. Walter checked the numbers on the mailboxes, slowing as they came to a house that was even bigger than the others. "I guess this is it." He pulled into the driveway and parked behind some other cars.

 

            PJ felt like every butterfly in the world was flapping in his stomach. He'd never been so nervous in his life!

Getting out of the car, he and Walter stood together in the sunny driveway, uncertain of what to do. The big yard was empty. From the front, the house looked deserted. "I guess we just ring the doorbell," the lawyer said, looking around. He sounded as nervous as PJ felt. 

 

            >From somewhere in the back, PJ heard childish voices followed by laughter. Suddenly, a girl about PJ's age burst around the far corner of the house, closely followed by an older boy  chasing her. Both had on swimsuits and wore sunglasses. At the sight of the two strangers, they stopped, staring, then ran back around the corner. PJ heard the boy shout, "Hey Jack, that kid's here!"

 

            Dropping his bag, PJ started to walk across the lawn and then stopped. A tall, rangy man wearing a ragged cut-off sweatshirt and bright-red shorts came around from the back of the house. Dark sunglasses concealed his eyes. He wasn't wearing a Boston Red Sox uniform, but PJ knew him immediately! He broke into a trot, remembered his manners, took a deep breath, and slowed to a walk, feeling the same sense of unreality he'd experienced the day before in Central Park. The man took off his sunglasses, smiled, and held out a hand. "Hi." The voice was warm and friendly.  "I'm Jack Canon."

 

            PJ placed his small hand in the man's large one. Real! This was real! It wasn't a poster, it wasn't an image on TV; Jack Canon was real and he was shaking hands with him! PJ tried to launch into his prepared speech, but he was so nervous that all that came out was a stammered "M-M-Mister C-Canon. . ."

 

            With a wink that somehow conveyed total understanding, Jack got down on one knee and gave him an encouraging nod. It was just like the picture taped over PJ's desk at Gordonsville, the one with Jack kneeling down to sign an autograph for the young boy PJ had so often imagined himself to be. And now it was all real. It was all happening for real! In that instance, PJ knew—he just knew—that everything he had believed about Jack Canon was true. He tried again with his speech, and this time got the words out. "Mr. Canon, My name's PJ. Thank you very much for inviting me. You're my favorite baseball player and I've always wanted to meet you."

 

            Jack Canon's smile widened into a grin. "Thanks, PJ. Hope I don't disappoint you." He gave PJ's hand an extra squeeze, got up, and looked over at the lawyer. "Who's this you got with you?"

 

            In a happy daze, PJ introduced Jack to Walter Harris, and while they were conversing, a group of other adults and children came around the house and joined them. "You guy's got bags or something?" Jack asked. PJ pointed to his overnight bag. "Well, let's get you settled. Then we can all eat lunch." Jack beckoned to the older boy whom PJ had seen chasing the girl. "Jason, you and the others show PJ where to park his stuff. Give him a bunk in your room. PJ, you got a swimsuit?" PJ shook his head. When he had left Gordonsville two days ago, the last thing he'd anticipated needing was a swimsuit. "No problem," Jack said. "Charlie," he pointed to another boy who looked to be PJ's age, "go get one of yours for PJ to use." Charlie scampered off across the lawn towards the house next door. "Come on, Walter," Jack said. "Let me introduce you to all these folks."

 

            Jack, Mr. Harris, and the other adults walked back around the house while Jason took charge of PJ and led him inside. They were accompanied by the other kids, and PJ was a little confused at first, but eventually he got all the names and relationships straight. Jason was the son of Jack Canon's agent. His sister Lauren was the girl he'd been running after when PJ first saw him. Both their father and mother were spending Thanksgiving weekend there. The parents of the other children were friends of Jack's who lived in Vero Beach. Tyler and his sister Michelle were ten-year-old twins, and their younger brother Andy was eight. Charlie, the boy who had run off to get PJ a swimsuit, was Jack's next-door neighbor. He came back while Jason was showing PJ the upper bunk he'd be using in the guest room.

 

            "Here, PJ." Charlie handed over a baggy pair of swim shorts. "We're about the same size. These should fit." Then he turned, herding the girls and younger boys out of the room. "Go on, you queers!" he yelled. "Give the guy a little privacy. He wants to change." Michele turned around, tossed her head, and gave a sniff as if she smelled something good outside. "Come on, Lauren," she told the other girl, "let's see if the hamburgers are ready yet." The four children disappeared into the hallway.

 

            "Girls!" Charlie exclaimed in disgust. He and Jason stood, looking at PJ curiously, and Charlie asked, "So is it true? You came all the way from New York just to see Jack?"

 

            PJ's heart thumped at that question. He didn't want to seem like a hero-worshipping jerk to these other kids. Thinking fast he said, "Oh, no. Nothing like that. We were here on vacation and well, you know . . . ah-h . . . Walter Harris, he like . . . knows someone who knows Jack, you know? So he set it up so I could meet him."

 

            "That's not what Jack said," Charlie declared, shaking his head.

 

            Jason was staring at PJ like he was some strange specimen in a jar. "My dad says you own the Red Sox," he finally blurted. "Is that true?"

 

            PJ gave a nervous laugh. "No, nothing like that."

 

            Jason kept staring at him. "Well, my dad says you do."

 

            "Jack says you're an orphan," Charlie declared suddenly. "He says your parents got killed in a car wreck or something."

 

            Jason whirled on him. "He also said we weren't supposed to talk to him about that, big mouth!"

 

            Charlie's face went beet red. "Oh . . . yeah."  He gave PJ a quick glance, and dropped his eyes. "Sorry, PJ."

 

            "That's okay," PJ told him. "But I'd rather not talk about it."

 

            "Sure." Jason gave Charlie another withering glance. "Do you play baseball, PJ?"

 

            "Sure."

 

            "We're havin' a game out back. Come out as soon as you've changed. Let's go, Charlie." As the two boys went down the hallway, PJ heard Jason say, "God, Charlie, how could you be such an ass?"  "Hey, I forgot, okay? Charlie whined.

 

            After shutting the door, PJ got undressed. As fast as he could! He was in such a hurry to get back outside to see Jack, he almost fell flat on his face trying to get his right foot into the wrong leg hole of the shorts. Finally, he got the darn things straightened out, pulled them on, and rushed down the hallway looking for an exit.

 

           He passed a couple of bedrooms, noticing unmade beds and clothes strewn all around. When he came into a big living area, he saw books and more clothes thrown on the furniture. Sections of a newspaper littered the floor. Jack's house isn't very neat, he thought. For some reason, he felt disappointed in him.

 

            Big sliding glass doors on the far wall of the living room opened onto a concrete patio. An enormous backyard sloped down into a canal. PJ stepped out, looking around. On one side, Jack and the other adults were all sitting and talking by two big barbecue grills. Farther down the lawn, Charlie and Jason and the other kids were playing tag. On the other side, screened by bushes, a huge outdoor pool glittered in the sunlight. PJ thought it must be at least five lanes wide and either twenty or twenty-five yards long.

 

            "Hey, PJ," Jack called. PJ turned to look and saw that two more men had joined the group around the grills. Jack was beckoning for him to come on over. "PJ, these guys are from the team public relations office. They want to get some pictures of us together. Ya don't mind, do ya?"

 

            PJ looked at his lawyer. After getting a nod from Walter, he said, "It's okay."

 

            One of the men produced a Boston Red Sox tee shirt and cap from a bag. "Put these on for us, buddy." PJ slipped the shirt over his head and because the cap was adjustable, realigned the plastic tabs so that it would fit him. The man stepped back for a moment, studying the effect, then reset it on his head so the visor was farther up, explaining, "We want to be able to see your face." While he was doing all that, the other man was setting up both a camera and a small tin reflector that sat on the ground. He moved Jack and PJ to different spots on the lawn while he adjusted the reflector. At last he was satisfied.

 

            By this time, Jason, Charlie, Michelle, and all the other kids had come over to watch. PJ felt totally embarrassed. "Try to loosen the kid up, will ya, Jack," the man by the camera called. "He's all tense."

 

Jack looked down at PJ with a grin, shaking his head ruefully. Leaning down, he whispered, "Don't let this stuff get to ya, PJ. I have to do this all the time. Just wear your biggest smile and don't flip 'em the finger!"

 

            PJ sputtered, choking back a laugh, and after that felt much more relaxed. The men posed him shaking hands with Jack, then asked him to hand Jack a baseball. They took dozens of shots. One of the men grabbed Charlie's baseball bat and they took a dozen more pictures of PJ handing the bat to the big baseball icon. Finally, they announced that they were done. With a smile, Jack gave PJ a quick pat on the shoulder. "Good job, Tiger. I guess we didn't break the camera. I see Charlie fixed you up with swim trunks." PJ nodded, grinning back at the man, not feeling nervous or embarrassed at all anymore. Jack Canon had called him "Tiger!" It was all just as he had hoped! He stood there looking up, proud and happy, forgetful of the messy house, aware only that in person Jack was everything he had dreamed he would be!

 

            "Charlie's a good kid," Jack went on. "Made top team in Little League last summer. I've worked with him a lot on and off. Taught him a curveball. Get him to show it to you." He looked questioningly at PJ. "I guess you play some ball, don't you, kiddo?"

 

            "Y -Yes," stammered PJ. He wanted to go on and tell Jack how he was better at football and swimming, but that baseball was his favorite sport, and that he played on his house team, and knew everything about baseball history that you could know, and. . .

 

            But before he could, before he could get the words out, Jack was saying, "The shirt and hat are yours to keep, Tiger. Hey, go get yourself a hamburger or something before they're all gone." Then he was walking away, calling to the two photographers, asking if they wanted something to eat. But the photographers yelled something about catching a deadline, and left.

 

            PJ ran into the house with his new cap and shirt. He sure didn't want to spill ketchup or mustard on them! That would be stupid, he thought. This cap may not be a fitted one, but it's sure nice just the same. The shirt is almost as neat as the jerseys in the ESPN store. And Jack gave me these! He carefully placed the items in his overnight bag. After that, he ran back outside so he could grab a hamburger, to which he applied ketchup but no mustard or relish. He didn't see any pickles. He liked pickles on a hamburger, but not relish. And he never used mustard on his hamburger. Mustard was for hotdogs. PJ was nothing if not particular about what he ate!

 

            As he bit into his hamburger, he heard Jason's mother say, "Jack, you need to get some sun block on that boy or he's going to lobster out!"

 

            "I don't know where any of that stuff is, Marilyn," Jack called from the grill. "I don't even think I've got any."

 

"I've got some," said another lady. "Michelle, hand me my purse."

 

            "I'm eating!" complained Michelle loudly from the picnic table. The woman, who PJ decided had to be Michelle and Tyler's mother, got up and retrieved her purse from under a chair. "Come over here, PJ." She smeared some kind of clear stuff all over him, saying, "I guess you don't get too much sun up in New York."

 

            "I don't live in New York," PJ tried to explain, but it didn't seem as if the woman heard him.

 

            Charlie tapped PJ on the shoulder. "Come on, PJ. We're gonna play ball!"

 

            PJ started to run after him, but Walter caught him up first. "PJ," he whispered. "Hey, sorry about those pictures. They were sort of the price I had to pay to get us down here, you know? Hope you didn't mind."

 

            "No," PJ told him. "I didn't mind. It was kinda cool."

 

            "PJ!" yelled Charlie. "Come on!"

 

            "Can I get one of the pictures, Walter?" PJ asked.

 

            "I'll get you some copies," the lawyer promised. PJ ran off to the end of the yard where the other boys were waiting.

 

            "We're playing `dead ball,'" Jason told him. PJ had never heard of it. "What's that?" he asked.

 

            Charlie showed him a baseball-sized object wrapped in layers of black tape. "I found this old baseball in the water by the channel. It must've been there for at least a year. It was all mushy. I taped it up so we could use it in the yard."

 

            "If you hit it," said Jason, "it doesn't go too far."

 

            "Yeah," said Charlie. "Even Jack's backyard is too small to play real hardball. And his is the biggest around here."

 

            "You can catch this ball without a glove," said Jason.

 

            "But watch out for bent fingers," Tyler added, holding up an index one that was swollen.

 

            "Yeah," echoed little Andy. "Bent fingers!"

 

            They spent some time playing catch so PJ could get used to the ball, and he saw immediately that Charlie was a good player. Everything he did appeared effortless; every catch looked easy, all his throws were on line. PJ had seen kids like him at Gordonsville; his roommate Erik was one. Coach Lewis called them "natural athletes." PJ suspected he could practice baseball for the next ten years straight and still never be as good as Charlie was right then.

 

              Jason was a good player, too; not as talented as Charlie, but strong enough to throw hard, plus he liked to show off. PJ watched enviously, knowing he could throw just as hard but not as accurately.  To keep the ball in line, he had to throw softly. After PJ, Tyler was next best, but he was afraid of the ball, and Jason kept teasing him by faking a hard throw to make him flinch. Little Andy was still learning, so Tyler, PJ, Charlie, and even Jason were all patient with him, lobbing the ball or throwing underhand so he could practice catching.

 

            Eventually, Charlie ran to get his bat so they could take turns pitching to each other. Charlie's hitting was as good as everything else he did. He had a classic swing and could make contact on any pitch. When PJ got a turn to hit, he was determined not to embarrass himself. Hitting was the best part of his game because he was strong enough to turn on the ball. His problem was strikeouts. He tended to "whiff" a lot, and to his complete mortification he proceeded to do just that, missing pitches twice in a row. "Stop using your curve on me, Charlie," he complained.

Charlie grinned, threw him one right down the middle, and PJ made contact with a solid "Wop!"  The dilapidated old ball flew straight to the bottom of the yard. "Hey, nice one!" Charlie called.

 

            PJ looked around to see if Jack might have been watching, but all the adults were still sitting around the barbecue grills talking.

 

            The boys batted around a few more times, PJ got some other good hits, but Jack never was looking their way.

After Jason and Tyler had worked with Andy to make sure he got one last hit, Charlie sang out, "Wall-Bal-l-!"

"Yeah!" Tyler whooped.

 

            PJ had no idea what they were talking about. He followed the boys as they ran to the side of the yard where a big concrete block wall decorated with a peeling Red Sox logo had been built along the edge of the property. Tyler picked up a tennis ball that was lying in the grass and threw it against the wall. Charlie fielded the ricochet, threw the ball back against the wall, and Jason fielded, bouncing the ball to PJ. Quickly catching on to the game, PJ bounced to Andy, and then Andy bounced to Tyler again.

 

            They kept this up for a few rounds, and then began a complicated game Charlie and Tyler had invented that awarded points for spectacular plays, subtracted for misses, and counted double scores for extended runs without a miss. PJ enjoyed this new game, even though his fielding was nowhere near as good as Charlie's or even Jason's. He had fun just doing his best, trying to improve his score. As usual, his worst trouble was keeping his hands down on what he thought of as "skittery" ground balls. He had just blown another one, allowing the ball to go right between his legs, when he looked up--and there was Jack standing close by, watching. PJ's mouth opened in dismay. Red with embarrassment, he scrambled away as quickly as possible, chasing after the ball. Why now? he thought in frustration. Why did Jack have to come over and see that? Jack must think I'm a total klutz!

 

            But when he trotted back with the ball, Jack seemed very understanding and even had some advice for him. "Learning to stay down on ground balls is tough, PJ," he said. "I know. I have trouble with it sometimes myself." He took PJ aside and showed him different ways to position himself so he could stop the ball. "Give those a try. They helped me a lot. Here," he added, "watch the way Charlie does it and you'll see what I mean."

 

            Jack flipped the tennis ball against the wall, making Charlie field to his right, then his left, then in front of his body. Each time, Charlie smoothly scooped the ball, flicking it back to Jack. It was like watching a machine.

"See, PJ?" Jack asked. "See how he positions himself?"

 

            "I see," PJ answered, somewhat chagrined.

 

            "It takes practice, but once you get it you won't miss many." He tossed the ball to PJ and gave Charlie a pat on the shoulder. "Lookin' good, Tiger."

 

            Charlie grinned, nodding, and Jack walked off toward the house.

 

            PJ's heart sank right into his feet. Tiger! Jack called Charlie "Tiger." When Jack called me that I thought it was his special name for me. But he probably calls every kid that! And Jack stood right over there and watched me make an idiot out of myself with my dumb fielding. Jack now knows that I'm a complete spazz! PJ thought how stupid he'd been to think that he could meet Jack and somehow impress him, make friends with him. Jack already had a friend. His name was Charlie, and he lived right next door.

 

            With a sigh, PJ went over to hand Charlie the tennis ball. "I wish I could field like you do. I guess Jack coaches you a lot, huh?"

 

            "Nah," the blond boy shook his head. "Just a little sometimes is all. He's really not here that much."

 

            "What do ya mean?"

 

            Charlie shrugged. "He travels around a lot. An' for most of the year, he's playin' baseball."

 

            "Oh." PJ thought about that. "I just figured . . . well, he seems to like you."

 

            "Oh yeah, he does," Charlie agreed. "I think it's `cause I knew his son."

 

            PJ decided to play dumb. "His son?"

 

            Jason joined in. "Jack used to be married," he said in an authoritative tone. "That's when he built this house. Jack, his wife, and his son all used to live here."

 

            "And his son and I used to play together all the time," Charlie added. "Jack built this baseball wall for us to use. See, he built it right on the line between our properties so we could use it in both our yards."

 

            "What happened?" asked PJ, although he knew the answer perfectly well.

 

            Jason glanced back over his shoulder, then lowered his voice to announce dramatically, "His wife and little boy got killed in a plane crash."

 

            "Five years ago," Charlie whispered, also looking around. "His son was the same age as me. He would have been eleven now. So I think Jack likes to coach me and stuff 'cause it, like, reminds him of his son and stuff like that," Charlie concluded.

 

            "Oh." PJ nodded. He tried to look as sad as he could to hide the jealousy he felt, because he would've given anything to take Charley's place. . . . "It's gettin' hot," complained Tyler, who'd been bored by all this. "Let's go in the pool."

 

            "Good idea!" Jason grinned at them. "Last one in's a rotten egg!"

 

            The boys raced across the yard, ducked through the bushes, and dove into the water yelling and whooping. The two girls, Michelle and Lauren, were already there, and soon all seven children were splashing around, chasing each other and playing tag.

 

            Once the play area switched to the pool, PJ's spirit began to revive. Charlie and Jason may have been better at baseball, but in the water PJ was supreme! Of course, the Florida kids all knew how to swim, but PJ was a trained competitor. Compared to them, he was a shark among minnows, plus he was in far better physical condition. Effortlessly he led the way in every game; no one could catch him at tag, he swam the farthest underwater, held his breath the longest, and dove the farthest. He could tell that Charlie and Jason were impressed, even though they didn't say anything. When he did a fast lap of the butterfly, they tried to imitate him and could manage no more than a few strokes.

 

            "Man, that is hard!" Charlie cried.

 

            PJ loved doing butterfly. It was a difficult stroke requiring not only a lot of strength in the shoulders, but also mastery of the special dolphin kick needed to keep the body on top of the water. Even most competitive swimmers couldn't do it well. PJ was very proud of the fact that his was the second fastest butterfly in all the Middle School at Gordonsville. It was something he enjoyed showing off at.

 

            All five boys and both girls stayed in the pool for the rest of the afternoon. They followed games of tag with monkey-in-the-middle, shark-attack, and splash-war. In those, Jason and Lauren used water mats, luring the others to play attack-the-mat. Then Charlie got a basketball for a game of water hoops that was sorta like water polo. PJ was the center of everything. By far the best swimmer, he kept dashing about in the water, hoping all the time that Jack would come over to watch, the way he'd done when they were playing baseball. But for a long time, the adults remained on the patio, sitting around in chairs, talking among themselves.

 

            At last, late in the afternoon, his wish was granted. First Tyler's parents, then the rest--Jack, Walter, Jason's parents--came walking across the lawn to take their seats poolside. PJ, trying not to be obvious, switched to full "show-off" mode. He used his butterfly whenever he had a chance. Other times, he would escape from kids trying to catch him by using his freestyle and charging to the pool wall for a racing turn. He kept trying to see if Jack was looking, but it was impossible to tell if Jack noticed or not.

             Suddenly, to his immense delight, Walter, Jack, and Tyler's father all got into the water, playing along with them. They had a huge splash war. Then PJ looked up and saw Jack letting Charlie climb on his shoulders. Jack pushed off the bottom of the pool, propelling Charlie high into the air so that he could crash back into the water like a cannonball. "Me, me!" PJ begged, as jealous as he could be. "Let me do that!" He swam over and climbed on Jack's back.

 

Jack seemed a bit annoyed that PJ hadn't asked first, but he said, cheerfully, "Okay. Here you go." He held PJ's hands so PJ could get up and stand on his shoulders. Then he catapulted PJ into the air.  PJ went way up high, not into a cannonball, but into a perfect forward flip, dropping cleanly back into the water. Jack didn't say a word, but he acted impressed.

 

            Everybody wanted to try a dive after that. Soon Jack, Tyler's dad, even Walter all began throwing kids into the air. But PJ wanted only Jack to throw him. Over and over, he kept coming back, begging, "Again, again." He got Jack to help him devise a new trick, too. He'd curl himself into a ball so Jack would toss him as high as he could. Then opening up into a back flip, he'd drop into the water like an arrow. PJ thought he'd never had such a wonderful time in his life. He  never wanted it to end! When Jack headed for the side as if to get out, he climbed on his back, wrapping arms around his neck. "One more, Jack," he begged, "just one more."

 

            "You havin' fun, PJ?" Jack asked.

 

            "Oh yeah!" PJ laid his cheek against the back of Jack's neck, hugging, hoping Jack would notice.

 

            "Okay," Jack said, laughing. "One more time. But this has to be the last one!" PJ wiggled around to Jack's front, curled up, and felt Jack's strong hands grasp his body, hurling it up into the air with a mighty push. At the top of the arc, PJ snapped open, rotated back in a perfect layout, and dropped into the pool without a splash, experiencing a thrill of joy so intense it was almost painful. In a mere second he'd rocketed to the bottom of the pool, his outstretched fingers jamming against the concrete.

 

            He hovered for a while on his back in the underwater silence, staring up at the rippling surface far above, letting his open mouth fill with water, vaguely toying with the idea of staying down forever, holding that joy within himself. He would never have to return to the other world above the glittering surface, or feel sad ever again. He visualized his body floating in the depths, silky hair waving in the current, open staring eyes fixed on infinity. . . . But Jack was up above . . . waiting? The thought of remaining below faded, and slowly, very slowly, without moving arms or legs, PJ let himself drift back to the top.

 

            After catching his breath, he looked around and saw that Jack had gotten out of the water. He hadn't even wondered what PJ was doing. Instead, he was standing behind the chairs, laughing and talking to a man and a woman PJ hadn't seen before. PJ was disappointed he'd been ignored.

 

            Then he heard Charlie say, "Crud! I bet I have to leave now." Sure enough, the woman Jack was talking with called to Charlie, beckoning. "Are those your parents?" PJ asked. But Charlie was already swimming to the side so he could climb out. He went over to the woman, appeared to argue, but she shook her head and said something. Charlie yelled out, "See ya' tomorrow, PJ!" and waved. PJ waved back, and all three of them walked out of the yard.

 

            "Were those Charlie's parents?" PJ asked Jason.

 

            The older boy nodded. "Yeah."

 

            PJ was relieved to know that Charlie almost certainly had his own father. He felt so good that he swam two fast laps of freestyle in his best form, using a quick racing turn at the far wall.

 

            It was getting dark when the adults drifted back toward the patio. Soon Tyler's parents were calling for him to bring his brother and sister. After they'd left, only PJ, Jason, and Jason's sister Lauren remained. Over at the grills, someone was obviously broiling steaks because the delicious aroma was drifting over the lawn.

 

            "You wanna see Jack's trophy room?" Jason asked.

 

            "Yeah, sure!" excitedly exclaimed PJ.

 

            The three children went inside through the patio doors where the living room was still as messy as it had been earlier. PJ still felt oddly embarrassed by it. Jason led them down a hallway to a big room and switched on the lights. PJ gasped in amazement!

 

            This room was just as messy as the others. A long desk was piled with papers, magazines were tossed everywhere, and stacks of folders overflowed onto the floor. But PJ hardly noticed either the clutter or the framed sports pictures hanging on the wood-paneled walls. At the far side, extending across an entire end, were glass cases filled with huge glittering trophies of gold and crystal. Also dozens more smaller ones, plus an array of cups and plaques, and scattered among everything else on the glass shelves, autographed balls, bats, team jerseys, and baseball caps. In one corner there was even a pair of baseball cleats mounted on a wooden stand. PJ had never seen anything like it. Not even the display cases in the Gordonsville field house lobby had so much stuff!

 

            Jason pointed to a big trophy in the center. "That's his Rookie of the Year award. Over here are his MVP trophies. These are his batting title trophies." He went on and on. PJ couldn't keep track of it all.  He stared at a baseball that had "First Major League Hit" inked on it with magic marker, along with a date. "This is incredible," he softly whispered.

 

            "You can bet he'll win more stuff, too," Jason said confidently. "My dad says this year could be his best ever."

 

"Wow!" PJ tried to visualize it. "He'll have to buy more shelves. He doesn't have room for any more stuff." Then he added, "Wouldn't it be awesome if he and the Red Sox could win the World Series?"

 

            "I don't know about that," Jason said dubiously. "Dad says there's a good chance Jack won't even be playing with the Red Sox next season."

             Lauren had been silent during all this. Now she finally spoke up. "You shouldn't talk about that, Jason. You're gonna get in trouble."

 

            "Only if you tell on me, Miss Sneaky-Pants."

 

            PJ was so shocked by Jason's statement that for a moment he was speechless. Jack Canon not play for the Red Sox? It was unthinkable. "But-t-t . . . Jack always plays for the Red Sox," he finally stammered.

 

            Jason shrugged. "Not next year, he won't. Not unless they give him a better contract. Dad says they could, but they don't want to."

 

            PJ thought about that. "Why doesn't he just play for them anyway and win the World Series? Then they'll have to give him a really good contract."

 

            Jason shrugged again. "What if they don't give him one? Or, what if they don't win the World Series? Then what? My dad says Jack has to get what he can now while he's still playing his best. Besides, what if his old injury comes back and he can't play anymore?"

 

            PJ had never thought of any of those things. He could see Jason's point, even though he was still confused. "But, Jack already has plenty of money from playing baseball."

 

            Jason shook his head, glanced around quickly, and whispered, "Jack's broke."

 

            "What?" PJ was stunned. "What do you mean?"

 

            "Geez, what do you think I mean?" Jason asked. "Broke. Busted. Outta' gas. No dough. That's the other reason he needs the new contract. I don't know exactly how much, but Jack owes people. That's the reason we have to leave here tomorrow. Dad and him have to attend some sort of business meeting." And with that comment, PJ suddenly realized why Jack had only invited them to stay for one night.

 

            But he focused instead on Jason's revelation about Jack's finances. "How can that be?" he asked doubtfully. "He makes a lot."

 

            "I don't think Jack's too careful about money," Jason answered. "Anyway, my father says he isn't."

 

            "Can't the Red Sox help him out?"

 

            "I don't know. You're the owner, why don't you tell them to."

 

            "I don't really own the Red Sox," PJ said in exasperation.

 

            Jason shrugged once more. "Whatever you say. But I know one thing. You better not plan on seeing Jack Canon in a Red Sox uniform next summer."

 

            Lauren was getting bored with the discussion. "Let's go," she said turning away. "I wanna see a movie. Jack has `Jurassic Park--The Lost World.'"

 

            "Hey, I'd go for "Golden Eye," said PJ. "I saw that too."

 

            "That's boys' stuff," objected Lauren.

 

            "How `bout a compromise like 'Lady in Red?'" chimed in Jason.

 

            Jack Cannon in the red, thought PJ. The wheels in his mind were turning. . .


 

Chapter Ten: The Invitation

 

When PJ woke up early the next morning, his first thought was about Jack Canon and the Red Sox. He couldn't imagine Jack not playing on the team. Without Jack, it would be like . . . like . . .

 

. . . PJ refused to think about it. Jack would never let it happen. Something would work out. Peering around the dark bedroom from his perch in the upper bunk, he noticed sunlight showing around the edges of the closed window blinds. He was patting his bedclothes to be certain they were dry when an urgent though struck him. They would be leaving today! He and Walter would be flying back to New York! Jack would be going on his business trip! If he wanted to invite Jack to Gordonsville, he was running out of time! Below in the lower bunk, Jason was still fast asleep, his head buried under the covers. PJ climbed down without waking him and went in to use the bathroom. Afterwards, he closed the door because he wanted to look at himself in the mirror.

 

He dropped his shorts and began examining his naked body. He'd been amazed at how tanned the Florida kids were from being out in the sun so much, and was suddenly very self-conscious of his own pale whiteness. Even though he was only an average height for his age--well, maybe just a bit smaller than some other eleven-year-olds like Erik --he had breadth through the chest and shoulders from his swimming. His nipples were small and flat, not grossly humongous like on some of the fatter boys, and he couldn't resist rubbing a finger over one to feel how smooth it was. He didn't have baby fat around his stomach, either, like many of his fellow teammates. He pinched his lean sides with pride. He did indeed have a belly button, which he'd once worried about not having, neatly tucked in instead of sticking out like some kids he knew. His penis might be little, with its scar at the tip to show he'd been circumcised, and he didn't have any hair down there, which he wasn't sure he wanted anyway, though it was supposed to be a sign of manhood, but whatever, nobody but his friends back at school were going to see him stripped if he could help it. His arm muscles and thighs were all sharply defined, his feet big and sinewy. I bet I'm just as strong as Jason, he said to himself. And Jason's older. I bet I'm stronger than Charlie, too. He made a muscle with each arm in sideways poses looking like he meant serious business! He guessed he looked pretty good after all, tan or no tan. He just hoped Jack had thought so.

 

He put the shorts back on, left the bathroom, tiptoed out of the guest room, and decided to go look in the kitchen to see if he could find anything to eat. The house was absolutely still. He thought he must be the only person awake.

 

But he wasn't.

 

When he walked into the kitchen, Jack was standing by the refrigerator pouring himself a small glass of orange juice. He was wearing a tight swim suit and had a towel over his shoulder. It looked like he was getting ready to go to the pool. PJ stared, tongue-tied. At least a million times he'd visualized being alone with Jack Canon, and now that it'd happened, he couldn't think of a thing to say!

 

Jack gulped the orange juice, eyeing him thoughtfully. "Morning, Tiger. Hey, you're a pretty good swimmer." Jack had noticed! PJ was so thrilled he had trouble answering. "I . . . I'm on my Middle School team . . . an' I go to a swim camp every summer."

 

"Wanna do a workout with me?"

 

"Sure!"

 

"Better get a towel," Jack said, putting his empty glass down.

 

PJ raced back to his room. He couldn't believe his luck! He'd slept in Charlie's swim shorts, so there was no need to change. He grabbed a towel, pulled on the New York souvenir sweatshirt for Jack to see, and reached into his bag for the new Red Sox cap. Putting it on, he ran back to the kitchen and followed Jack out of the house and across the lawn to the pool. PJ waited for him to notice what he was wearing. But Jack didn't say a thing.

 

Studying him from the back, PJ thought Jack looked in really good shape. He had a thick chest and big arm muscles. His forearms were as thick as PJ's legs. Like PJ, he had almost no fat on his body, and there were ridges of muscle in his taut stomach. But when they reached the pool and Jack turned, PJ also saw that his left knee and hip were covered with operation scars. He couldn't help wondering how physically fit his hero really was. . . .

 

Jack threw his towel on a chair and stood looking at the water, while PJ took off his sweatshirt, folded it neatly, laid it with his cap on another chair, and carefully covered both with his towel so they wouldn't get wet. "I try to work an hour in the water every day in the off-season," Jack said. "That's why I had this pool put in." He turned and looked at PJ. "Usually I just swim for an hour straight. What kinda workouts does your school team do, PJ?"

 

"Uh, well, . . . right now we're doing interval training."

 

Jack shook his head. "I have no idea what that is, but I'm bored stiff with my own routine. Think you can come up with an hour's-worth of one of yours?"

 

"Sure," PJ replied. "I think so."

 

"Get us started. I'll try to hang with you."

 

After PJ had run through a kick, pull, and swim warm-up, he began interval sets, using Jack's wristwatch for a clock. Since Jack used a crawl stroke, PJ did too, although every once in awhile he went with his butterfly, partly to show off and partly to see if Jack could keep up. Jack's freestyle wasn't polished, but his chest and arms were so powerful, he could haul himself through the water with speed, and PJ was pleasantly surprised to discover that he and Jack were a pretty good match for each other. He guessed that whatever injuries Jack had suffered in the past were no longer bothering him.

 

They worked through sets of eight laps, six and then four, until nearly an hour was gone and it was time for a big finish. PJ chose a grueling up-and-down pyramid of sprints that had them competing head-to-head, with PJ beating Jack to the wall by a stroke on the very last one. He wasn't sure, but he thought Jack had let him win. Gasping for air, they both hauled themselves up and sat on the side of the pool, unable to do much more except catch their breaths.

 

"Thanks PJ," Jack finally said. "That's a lot tougher than what I usually do. You guys do that every day?"

 

"We do more than just the swimming," PJ said. "We usually work on the weights every day, too."

 

"Yeah. Weights are really important. I do two hours on `em three or four times a week for strength training. Less, of course, during the season."

 

PJ nodded without saying anything, feeling very comfortable just being alone with his hero.

 

"I do a lotta swimming because of my leg," Jack went on. "I can't run any long distances. It won't take the pounding. Swimming's perfect. I keep up my wind and strengthen the leg at the same time." He looked away for a moment and then, rubbing his thigh, added, "After I had the operations, I swim for months. Day after day. Took forever to get the leg strong enough to use again."

 

"That was four years ago," PJ said.

 

"Yeah."

PJ stared down at the water. "Four years ago swimming helped me a lot. Swimming and football and baseball . . . and my violin," he added softly.

 

"Helped you do what?" Jack asked.

 

"Get over bad things . . . ." PJ stared into the water and didn't say anything else.

 

Jack frowned. "How old are you, Tiger?"

 

"Eleven." PJ remained absolutely still, waiting for Jack's reply.

 

"Same age as Charlie," Jack said, after a pause.

 

Same age as your son, PJ wanted to tell him. But he didn't dare.

 

"You play baseball, too, huh?"

 

"Uh-huh." Suddenly PJ found himself telling Jack everything, all the stuff he'd wanted to say the day before. It was like a dam breaking inside him. The words poured out! "I'm kinda like better at football and swimming, but baseball's just the best. I don't know, I just like playin' it better than anything. Like you saw yesterday I don't field so good an' don't throw so good an' like sometimes I miss balls, but lotsa times I hit farther than anybody, an' I like know all the great players an' the history cause like I read all these books, an' I do fantasy baseball on my computer, an' I know every statistic of yours, Jack--.320 your rookie year, then .399, closest anyone's ever been to Ted Williams, an' the forty-three game hitting streak, an' the triple crowns, an'. . ."

 

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Laughing, Jack reached over and ruffled PJ's hair. "I believe you!"

 

Keeping his hand on the boy's head he smiled and went on, "PJ, I think maybe you play just like I do. My best thing is hitting; and I don't field so good either. And I love the game same as you!"

 

PJ held absolutely still, not daring to move, afraid to break the spell. Jack was so exactly like how he'd imagined him! He felt like jumping up and giving him a hug, but of course he didn't because Jack would think he was crazy. To control his excitement, PJ straightened his legs out over the water and ran his hands over the bunched muscles in his thighs. Now has to be the right time, he thought. There couldn't be a better time to ask than this! It has to be now! He's leaving today! I won't get another chance! He tensed his legs, tightening the muscles as hard as he could to keep his voice from trembling. Summoning all his courage, he started, "Jack . . . can I . . . can I . . ."

 

"What is it, Tiger?" Jack asked, smiling.

 

"Well . . . I . . ." PJ swallowed and started again. "I was wondering . . ."

 

There was a sudden, loud beeping noise from the chair where Jack had left his towel. "Wait a sec' Tiger." Jack went over and picked up a cellular phone that had been hidden under his towel. "Hello . . ." He listened for a bit then said, "Right. I've got those papers in the house. Hang on a minute." He grabbed his towel and headed across the lawn, telling PJ over his shoulder, "Gotta take this call, Tiger. I'll get with you later." After a few more steps, he turned once more and called, "Thanks for the workout."

 

PJ scrambled to his feet, watching in dismay. He opened his mouth to call, but Jack was striding off with the phone to his ear. He didn't know what to do. Everything had finally been going as he had imagined and hoped--and then in an instant, it was all ruined--his one chance gone! How could he ask Jack to come to his swim meets now? He'd never get another opportunity. He and Walter Harris would be leaving in a few hours.

 

Tears welled up. Instantly PJ crouched down into a ball, burying his face in his hands. But no! He couldn't cry now. Anyone might see him, Jason or his sister, even Mr. Harris could come out any second. He willed the tears to stop and made himself think. Okay, he thought desperately, that chance didn't work out. Find another. There's still a little time!

 

Slowly he got to his feet. He picked up his towel, looking ruefully at his sweatshirt and cap. Jack hadn't even noticed them. He dried his hair carefully before putting on the cap, and carried the sweatshirt and towel back to the house. When he entered, everyone was up getting breakfast, so he went to his room, put his things away, and walked back to the kitchen intending to look for Jack. But then Walter grabbed him. "We need to leave around eleven, PJ. Try to be packed up and ready by then." Next, Jason and Lauren were calling, "Come on, PJ! We're going next door to Charlie's," followed by Jason's mother asking, "Do you want some eggs for breakfast, PJ?" PJ felt trapped.

 

"Yes, please," he answered, and yelled after Jason, "I'm gonna eat. After I talk to Jack I'll come over and find you guys." He didn't really want to leave the property, of course, but he thought he oughta stall for time. After downing some eggs and toast, he went hunting for Jack and found him in his office. Unfortunately, he was still talking on the phone, so PJ slipped away without being seen. Back in the kitchen, he helped clean up and wash the breakfast things to kill time, and afterwards checked to see if Jack was still busy. The door was closed and PJ could hear voices. It sounded like Jack and Jason's father. Once again, he left in disappointment.

 

For the next few hours, PJ tried to stay out of sight. He went to his room, changed back to his regular clothes, carefully packed his bag, and then made his top bunk. After picking up all of Jason's scattered clothes on the floor and folding them, he made Jason's bunk too. A trip down the hall showed that the office door remained closed, so he came back to the living room and looked through the open glass doors. Mr. Harris was in the pool, Jason's mother was sitting on the patio reading the paper, and he thought he heard either Jason or Charlie shout something in the distance, though none of the kids were in sight.

 

Jason's mother looked up, saw him, and beckoned him over. "We met yesterday, PJ. I'm Mrs. Kirkland. Here's something that might interest you. She handed over part of the paper with a page folded back. PJ looked at it. In the top corner, covering four columns, was a big picture of himself with Jack. It was one of the shots the two photographers had taken the day before. Below it there was a two-column headline: "Baseball's Youngest Owner Meets His Star." PJ turned red with embarrassment--and almost as fast, went white with fear. Things about me and Jack! Everyone at school will know! In a panic, he read every word of the article beneath the headline. Buried in the fine print was a brief explanation of the controlling interest his trust had in the Red Sox team.

 

But most of the article was about Jack's contract dispute, confirming what Jason had said the night before. PJ's name was used only one other time, near the end of the article: "A spokesman for Jack Canon was quoted as saying, `PJ is just one of millions of Jack's younger fans who want to see him lead Boston to a world championship next season.'" The very end of the article quoted the team general manager as stating that contract talks continued and that he was confident Jack Canon would be in a Red Sox uniform at spring training. PJ's brain buzzed with relief. His first horrible fear, that somehow his most secret thoughts and feelings about Jack had been reported, vanished. Except for the picture, there was almost nothing about himself in the article. He decided that the whole thing must have been another part of the "price" Mr. Harris had paid to get their invitation. With a quick assessment, he concluded that instead of hurting him at school, the article might even help. Instead of being the poor-little-rich-kid-orphan, he would be the kid-who-knows-a-famous ball player--perhaps a net gain.

 

Mrs. Kirkland interrupted his thoughts. "Most boys would be excited to have their picture with Jack in the national news, PJ. Aren't you pleased?"

 

"Sure!" Making an effort to sound excited, PJ handed the paper back. Mrs. Kirkland seemed nice enough, and he saw no reason to disappoint her if he could help it.

 

She looked at him in an odd way. "Do you want me to save the article for you?"

 

PJ could see that she was beginning to think he was weird. "Gee, thanks," he said hastily. "That would be great. I'd really appreciate it."

 

The woman smiled at him. "Let's find some scissors." She cut the article out on the kitchen table and PJ made a show of holding it like it was some precious relic or something. "I'm gonna put this in my bag right now so it won't get messed up." His plan had been to toss the article as soon as he was out of Mrs. Kirkland's sight. The report had frightened him and he wasn't sure he wanted it. But in his room he looked at it again and changed his mind. He ended up tucking it between the pages of his book so it wouldn't get wrinkled.

 

When he came back out, Jason's mom had gone to the pool. PJ checked the office door yet again, found it still closed, and started feeling a bit desperate because he was running out of time. He paced nervously around the living room, gathering all the clothes and other stuff off the chairs and the floor. He folded the clothes and stacked them neatly on the table. He put away the other stuff as best he could and straightened all the furniture. In the meantime, the office door never budged, he was no longer sure if Jack was even in there. Maybe he'd already left. He began to panic!

PJ ran around outside the house to peek in the office window, but the blinds were down. He looked several times toward the pool to see if Walter was getting ready to leave, but the young lawyer didn't seem to be in any hurry because he and Charlie's mother Mrs. Thomas were sitting in lawn chairs, chatting. When he ran down to the end of the backyard just to be sure Jack hadn't gone out there, he saw Jason, Charlie, and Lauren running towards the pool and ducked behind the baseball wall until they'd passed by. At least he didn't have to worry anymore about Jason's invitation. Yet all the time he knew his last chance to talk to Jack, if Jack was even still there, was slipping by! He snuck back inside the house.

 

Soon, Walter, Mrs. Thomas, and Mrs. Kirkland came walking in, laughing and talking. When PJ heard Mrs. Kirkland say something about "digging those two out of the office" and saw her go down the hallway, he drew a huge sigh of relief. Whew! Jack is still here! Then Walter was beckoning to him. "You're not in a big hurry to get back to school, are you, PJ?" He gave PJ a wink and a smile.

The only thing PJ was in a hurry to do was talk to Jack, and now here was Walter bugging him- -

 

"Listen," Walter continued, "you know Charlie's parents, the Thomas's? They've invited us to stay an extra day. You'd like that, right? You and Charlie could have some fun."

 

"Sure. . ." PJ's eyes kept shifting back to the hallway. "But I gotta talk to Jack before he leaves!"

 

"Great!" Walter gave PJ a playful punch on the shoulder. "Hey, this trip is really turning out pretty good, huh? I'll switch our charter flight. Take your stuff over to the Thomas's whenever you're ready."

 

Mrs. Kirkland came back accompanied by both her husband and Jack, and she was scolding them. "You guys have been talking business long enough. Come out here and be sociable!"

 

PJ's spirits soared! Here was the opportunity to corner Jack that he was looking for! But just then Jason, Charlie, and Lauren came running in demanding that all the adults join them in an assault on a plate of delicious-looking turkey sandwiches that the Kirklands had provided. PJ slid into a seat across from Jack and grabbed a sandwich for himself. But when he took a bite, he was so nervous he couldn't even taste it. He'd just about decided to come right out and ask Jack if he could talk to him alone. When the doorbell rang.

 

Jack went to answer it and came back waving a bulky manila envelope. "Here's some stuff for you, PJ! Walter, you too."

 

With the other kids crammed around wanting to see what the envelope held, Jack sat down at the table grinning at PJ and took out a big glossy picture. It was one from the batch that had been taken the day before, but not the one used in the paper. In this photo, PJ was standing next to Jack, who was kneeling with one arm around his shoulder. They were both looking right at the camera wearing big smiles. Jack took a black felt-tip pen from his pocket and wrote something on the picture. Then he signed it and handed it to PJ. Across the bottom corner Jack had printed, "For my good friend PJ, with best wishes. Thanks for that workout!"

Despite all his anxiety PJ couldn't help the proud, wonderful feeling that welled up as he looked at what Jack had written. It was so perfect, so exactly what he'd hoped for! He looked up.

 

"Thanks, Jack."

 

Jack's eyes twinkled. "Got another thing for you, too. But first. . ."

 

From the big envelope, Jack came out with a smaller, white envelope that he handed to Mr. Harris. Inside was a signed Jack Canon Topps card from the previous season. The lawyer showed it to PJ and said happily, "I told you, PJ!" He turned to Jack and shook his hand. "I can't thank you enough, Mr. Cannon. You know what I mean."

 

"No problem," Jack said with a smile.

 

There was still a big, bulky something in the manila envelope. Jack took it out slowly. It was a cardboard box, which he gave to PJ. PJ slipped off the cover. Inside was a complete set of Jack Canon baseball cards, each card protected by a thin plastic slipcover. All the cards were included: one for every season, the All-Star cards, and his rookie card. Every card was personally autographed.

 

"Oh, man," Charlie breathed as he looked over PJ's shoulder. "You lucky dog!"

 

PJ's thoughts whirled. The cards were fantastic! But weren't they also a parting gift? Jack was saying goodbye. There is no more time. I will never see him again! Jack doesn't understand how I feel! Speechless with panic, PJ stared at Jack wide-eyed.

 

Jack laughed and reached across to ruffle his hair. "You like 'em, don't you! I thought you would." He stood up. "PJ, Walter . . . it's been great having you here. I hope you had fun."

 

Everybody got up now and started saying goodbye. Walter and Jack were laughing together and shaking hands. "Say goodbye, PJ," Walter was saying. "Jack's gotta leave."

 

Frantically, PJ tried to think of something, anything! Think! Think! he told himself. For lack of anything better, he blurted out, "Jack, please show me your trophies before you go!"

 

Jason gave him a funny look. PJ prayed he would keep his big mouth shut.

 

"Sure, Tiger," Jack said. "Come with me!"

 

Walter said, I'll be at the Thomas's, PJ. Don't hold up Jack for too long." Mr. Kirkland called, "I'll put our bags in the car, Jack." PJ and Jack walked briskly back through the house to the study, just the two of them. I've done it! PJ's whole body shook with anticipation. He was so tense he felt like throwing up. Balling his fists as hard as he could, he fought to keep himself together. I have one last chance after all!

 

Jack took PJ over to the trophy cases. "That big one is the MVP . . ." he started to explain.

 

PJ was thinking so hard about how to ask his question, he didn't even hear him. That morning, when they were together at the pool, it'd been different. He'd felt so comfortable with Jack, like he could say anything to him. Now it was as if they were strangers again.

 

Jack kept talking about the trophies, and PJ had no idea what to do. He was tongue-tied. He had to say something now!

 

Jack knelt down and pointed at a small trophy on the lowest shelf. "See this one, PJ? This is my first Little League trophy. I guess in some ways it means more to me than any of the others." He turned to see if PJ was looking at it.

 

"Jack," PJ said. "Jack, please . . . can I ask you something?"

 

"Sure, PJ."

 

"Jack. . . ." PJ swallowed hard and tried again. "Jack, please let me ask you for a favor."

 

Jack stared hard at him for a moment and PJ could tell he was surprised. A little suspicious, too. "What did you have in mind, PJ?"

 

For an instant PJ remained tongue-tied. There was just no simple way to explain what he wanted. Why didn't I practice this before? Finally, he just blurted out his story.

 

"Jack, have you ever been to a swim meet?"

 

"A what?" Jack sat back on his heels, staring.

 

"A swim meet," PJ went on, anxious not to let Jack have a chance to stop him until he'd finished. "It's when two swim teams get together an' have a bunch of different races for points to see which team is better. I'm on the team at school, not the Varsity or the JV--that's the Upper School--I'm on the Middle School team. We swim against other middle schools that have teams. An' lots of people come to see the meets, like parents an' friends an' stuff, an' they cheer for us an' everything. I mean, not all the parents come all the time, but almost all the kids have someone who comes once, except . . ."--he stopped for a second and looked desperately into Jack's eyes--". . . Jack, if I tell you something, will you swear you won't tell anybody? Please?"

 

Jack had been listening to him with an odd look on his face. Now he nodded solemnly. "I swear, PJ."

 

"Okay," PJ said. "I hate talking about this. But I guess I don't mind telling you, Jack. You see, everybody else has someone that comes to watch them race except me. No one ever comes to watch me. And it's kind of a pain, see, 'cause kids ask questions, you know. An' I always have to think up excuses, an' sometimes they're not very good ones. An' . . . well, we have two meets this December an' one's close to Christmas an' they'll be a lot of friends an' parents there an' well . . . I thought, maybe, in return for you inviting me down here to visit you, if I invite you to come see me race, that you'd come to the two meets an', if you want, you could cheer for my races and everything, an' I wouldn't have to make any dumb excuses, an' then we'd be even for you inviting me here, so . . . would you come to my meets next month? Please?"

 

PJ paused and took a breath. Then before Jack could say anything, he added lamely, "I think you'd have fun. Everybody does."

 

Jack looked a bit stunned. He cleared his throat. "Let me get this straight, PJ. You want me to come to these two swim meet things next month, and you're inviting me so that you won't be the only kid who doesn't have anyone there to see him?"

 

PJ nodded, staring at Jack with wide eyes.

 

"Didn't your parents ever come to watch?"

 

PJ shook his head.

 

"There must be someone you can ask," Jack said. "Don't you have any relatives?"

 

PJ shook his head again.

 

"Uncles, aunts, sisters, brothers?"

PJ kept shaking his head. "I don't have anyone."

 

"What about this Walter guy?"

 

"I don't know anything about him. He's just a lawyer I met two days ago."

 

Jack sighed and looked at the floor. "Look . . . I mean, I don't know. . . ."

 

"It wouldn't be any trouble for you," PJ interrupted hastily. "The meets only last a few hours. You wouldn't have to stick around after if you didn't want to. An' you'd have a good time. It's not boring. Lots of the races are exciting. I know we'll win one meet, but the other one is gonna be close. I . . . I know you'll like it," he anxiously concluded.

 

Jack kept studying the floor. "Where is this school you go to, PJ."

 

"Pennsylvania."

 

Jack whistled. "Hey look, PJ, that's kinda far away."

 

"It won't be any problem, Jack," PJ anxiously reassured him. "I'll ask Mr. Harris to send a plane for you. It won't cost you anything. I'll pay for a taxi to get you at the airport, an' there's a really nice inn where all the parents stay. I can get you a room there. It only takes a few hours to fly up. You can do it real easy. You can use our pool for your workout so you won't miss it. We even have a weight room. Please come, Jack!"

 

"You've been thinking pretty hard about this, haven't you?"

 

PJ nodded vigorously.

 

Jack sighed and got up. He walked to the desk and opened a small, leather-bound book. "Give me those two dates again, PJ."

 

PJ told him.

 

Jack flipped the pages of the book, studied it, and got a pen to write something. He turned and gave PJ a smile. "Okay, Tiger. You talked me into it. I'll be there for your swim meets."

 

The tidal wave of relief that flooded over PJ made his knees suddenly weak. For a moment his vision blurred. Jack was saying something, but it was just a buzz to him. PJ wanted to laugh, to cry, to run around the room yelling, to turn a cartwheel! But of course he couldn't do anything like that. He didn't want Jack to think he was crazy. Instead, he sat still, closed his eyes, and told himself over and over, I did it! I did it! I did it! I did it!

 

Then he opened his eyes. He turned to look at Jack and said simply, "Thanks. Thanks, Jack."

 

"Sure thing, Tiger." Jack smiled at him. "Now I'd better get going. My agent must be wondering what's happened to me."

 

"Jack?" PJ said as they went into the hall. "I'm not gonna tell anyone you're coming. I want it to be a surprise."

 

The man laughed and ruffled his hair. "Okay, PJ. This will be our thing."

 

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CONCLUSION OF INSTALLMENT FOUR

 

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