Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2021 05:27:58 +0000 (UTC) From: Jonathan Subject: The Hospital - Chapter Two WARNING: This story is for adult men. It contains a graphic and fictional depiction of sex between college men. If sexual activity between consenting males is illegal where you are, or you find this material offensive or if you are under legal age, do not go any further and do not read this story. The characters are fictional and do not represent any real person, living or dead or any real events or happenings. The author claims all copyrights to this story and no duplication or publication of this story is allowed, except to the website to which it has been posted, without consent of the author. Your comments or suggestions are always welcome. Please direct them to Jonathan Perkins at tryitlikeit27@yahoo.com. All of us enjoy the stories posted here so please support Nifty. I appreciate you reading my stories and Nifty appreciates your support. https://donate.nifty.org/donate.html This is a story of a middle aged man and a teenage boy who have nasty encounter and then five years later meet again under totally different circumstances. This awakens some unfamiliar yet pleasurable feelings for both of them. This story is not just a 'we suck, we fuck, we do it again' story, although the sexual activity does increase as the story continues, but it also explores the developing relationship between the two of them and their sexual exploits. A Visit to the Hospital Chapter Two "You Can Never Go Home Again" I was home recovering nicely and catching up on all the foundation business that had been neglected while I was in the hospital. It took a couple of days but by the end of the third day I was sitting by myself eating supper when I realized just how lonely I was. Throwing myself into the charity work 10 - 12 hours a day since my wife passed had consumed most of my waking moments. But now it was different. The stay in the hospital made me face the reality of just how fragile life can be. And spending so much time with Lance and connecting with another human being every day left an emptiness in my soul now that he was seemingly out of my life. Was it loneliness or affection that made me miss him so much? I couldn't put a finger on it but tomorrow I was going to find out. I woke early and took care of any urgent foundation business so I could leave the house at 2:00 and stop at the hospital. On the way I stopped and got two big bouquets of flowers and a big box of assorted chocolates, a thank you to Nancy and to the floor nurses. Actually my excuse for going back to the hospital in hopes of a 'chance' encounter with Lance. Nancy wasn't in her office so I left a note with her flowers. "Thanks for all your help and good care. If you need anything, please call." Then I went to the floor I was on, looking for Lance at every corner. I got to the nurse's station without finding him anywhere. Probably in a room helping a patient in need. The nurses were all making a big deal over the flowers and the chocolates and had to call all of the nurses to the station to thank me for the gifts. "No, it is I who is thanking all of you. My stay here was comfortable and your care was top notch." "Lance was responsible for most of your care. He's the one you should thank." "Is he working today? I didn't see him on my way here." "He's probably down in the day room. He's been kind of off his game the last few days. Go see if you can find him there." I went down the hall to the day room, a nice well outfitted room with lots of windows and a great view of the city. Sure enough, there was Lance sitting and staring out the window. In a deep and authoritative voice I loudly said, "Excuse me, Mr. Winthrop, don't you have patients you should be taking care of?" He was startled and jumped up and turned around as he stammered, "Yes, of course . . . sorry sir . . . I'll get right . . " I started to laugh at his reaction. "Chris! I've missed you. What brings you back here? Are you okay?" "Yes, I'm fine. I just wanted to stop back and thank those who took care of me while I was here. I left flowers and chocolates and the nurse's station and they told me I could find you here. I couldn't leave without thanking you as well." "I'm so glad you did. I didn't think I'd ever run into you again." I wasn't sure how far I should take this or what exactly I was going to say to him. I hadn't thought this out very well, other than an excuse to get back to see him. "You're not getting rid of me that easy. You'll never know when or where I might show up." Then I winked at him. Damn, that was forward of me. It felt right but it also felt weird. Winking at a fifteen year old hunk. Wait, how did I just describe him? A hunk? Well he certainly is as I stand here looking at him. "So go back to the station, smell the flowers and have a chocolate." "I have a better idea, if you've got some free time. My mother is going to be at a meeting of donors all evening and I'll be eating dinner alone. Would you like to come home with me and have dinner at my house?" "That wold be wonderful. But instead, let me take you out to a nice restaurant instead. My treat." I was worried what his mother would think if she came home and found me in the house alone with her son. I assume she'd know it was cordial, but better safe then sorry. I only knew his mother superficially and didn't want to get the wrong idea. "Awesome! I'm done for the day so let's go. I'll stop at the locker room and get changed into my civilian clothes." I followed him to the elevator and down to the basement floor. He was so excited, h skipped out of the elevator and down the hall to the locker room. "Come on, keep up," he chastised me. We got to the locker room door and opened it and yelled in, "Man in the room!" Turning back to me, "It's a co-ed locker room but the lock is broken on the door. We just yell out and try and have someone guard the door until we're done. I don't shower here, just change my clothes." He held the door for me to enter before him and then closed it tight. Being alone with him when he was going to be undressing made my stomach jittery and my palms sweaty. I tried to tell myself there was no reason for this. I've been in plenty of lockers rooms with naked men before of all shapes and sizes with no issues. I stood by the door and Lance went over to his locker. He was still talking ninety miles per hour and I couldn't make out exactly what he was saying. I moved away from the entry way and into the locker room proper. From there I could watch the door and Lance as he undressed. He took off his hospital uniform and stood there with just a tight fitting pair of briefs. He folded his uniform and stowed it in his locker, glancing back to me as he chatted. His smile, his tussled blond hair from removing his shirt, his muscular arms and smooth chest. A bush of whispy blond hair in his arm pits blending into a covering a light hair over his upper body. Just below his navel a happy trail disappeared behind his waistband. His white jockey shorts were bulging with the package they were containing. He maybe only fifteen, but he certainly has an impressive manhood between his legs. Speaking of which, his legs were strong and toned. None of this magnificent body was evident underneath the baggy hospital uniform I was accustomed to seeing him wear. But no, standing there before me was the most perfect specimen of a teenage boy I've ever seen. "Chris, Earth to Chris. Are you listening?" he asked bringing me out of my stupor staring at him. "Of course I'm listening. World War Two ended in 1945." I replied off handedly. "What the hell has that got to do with supper? Have you been drinking already?" he laughed. No, just getting unusually horny and chubbed up looking at your body. Why, I don't know. I'm as straight as they come. I can appreciate good looks in another man but not to the point of getting horny, never mind getting hard. "Nothing at all." I joked. "What did you want to know?" "I'm not into fancy restaurants, but I know a really great pizza place. More upscale than most so its kind of a compromise. Okay?" "My new diet doesn't include a lot of cheese and processed meats, but what the heck, this is a special occasion. Sure, pizza it is." Lance had finish getting into his street clothes and walked past me to the door. "Yes, this is a special occasion alright," slapping my ass and grinning as he walked past me. "Last one to the car pays the tip!" he yelled and ran off. When I got out in the parking lot, Lance was looking around for my car but he didn't know what I was driving. I laughed at him and started running to the West end of the lot. He came running past me, looking left and right to see if he could identify my car. After I had given him a pretty good head start, I yelled after him, "Sucker!" and ran back to the preferred parking area to my car. He got to it just as I was unlocking the doors. . "Looks like you're paying the tip, Lance." "Sneaky bastard," he smirked. "That's why I love you," as he opened his door and climber in. I just stood there with a deer in the headlights look. Did he just say he loved me? As in he loved my company and enjoyed spending time with me? Or he loved me romantically? My palms got sweaty again and I felt my cock twitching. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all? "Come on old man, the pizza will be cold by the time we get there." I looked over at him and smiled. He smiled back and I swear his eyes twinkled like the movies with a quick flash of light that lit up the whole interior. It didn't really, but that was the feeling I had. I followed his directions to the pizza shop and parked the car. We went in and ordered then found some seats. For the next two hours we talked about everything and nothing. Our bill with the tip came to fifty dollars. When the waiter came back and said we had stayed too long in the booth, I looked around and saw no one waiting for a seat. I took out another fifty and gave it to him, explaining we might want something else. I know I sure did. We chatted another hour until Lance's phone interrupted us. "Hi Mom. I'm out having pizza with a friend. . . . I know I should have called but the opportunity came up rather sudden. . . . Yes, I have a ride. I'll be home in 20 minutes. . . . No, none of us have been drinking. . . . Love you too Mom, see you shortly." I thought it was interesting that he said he was out with a 'friend' and didn't mention my name. "A 'friend'? You didn't want to tell your mother you were having dinner with me?" "Why, are you and I friends?" "Yes, of course, but that's not the point. Would she have a problem with you and I spending time together?" "Of course not. The way she talks about you, you're a hero in her eyes. I just didn't want to get into it all over the phone in public. I'll tell her when I get home. Or even better, why don't you come to the door with me and I'll introduce my 'friend'" "If you don't think it's too late?" "Heck no, she'd enjoy seeing you again." Ok, so was this some type of set up to get his mother and I together and not he and I on a pizza date? No, it wasn't a date of any kind. Just a thank you for his care and attention. I'm going to have to tread very carefully here, no matter what happens. We got to his house and I parked the car and walked behind Lance to the front door. "Mom, I'm home. I want you to meet my friend." "I'm in the drawing room, you and Mr Gates come in here." We went through the front hall and into the drawing room. The Winthrop house was huge and built in the style of the early mansions of Newport. Paul had made a fortune and wanted to show off his success. "Mom, how did you know it was Mr. Gates?" "When you weren't home I called the hospital and they said you had left with him. I called his residence and there was no answer. When you told me you were dining with a friend, it was an easy conclusion." "Mrs. Winthrop, . . ." "Please, I'd prefer Alice." "Thank you, and I'm Chris to you if you don't mind." I explained about the presents for the nurses and Lance suggested we get dinner. "I should have made sure to call you and let you know, My apologies if it caused you any concern." "Once I called and was told he was with you, I knew he was in good company. I just wanted to know if I should wait up or go to bed. He's quite a mature young man, but a mother still worries." "He certainly is, but well you should worry. That's what parents do." His mother said good night and went up stairs. Lance walked me to the front door. "Thank you, Chris. This night was perfect. I can't remember the last time I've enjoyed myself so much." At that he grabbed me for a prolonged tight hug. I could almost swear I felt his cock against my cock. Or was it mine against his? Either way it was time to break off the hug. As I stepped back he leaned over for another kiss on the cheek, holding the other side of my head as he did. "Good night, best friend. I hope I see you again very soon." "I'll be around," I stammered as I turned to go and bumped into the door jamb. "Careful, you don't want to end up back in the hospital again, or do you?" I quickly got to my car and pulled out of the driveway. I got my house and sat in my car running the evening through my mind, over and over. The fascination with his near naked body in the locker room, his comment about loving me at the car, lost for hours in conversation with him at the pizza shop, and getting brought in to meet his mother. Some one I already knew but it was the dating ritual thing about it, having to meet the parents. I hope I'm over reacting to all of this due to my sudden bout of loneliness. I can't develop feeling for a minor child. Any scandal of that nature would ruin the Foundation and everything my family has worked so hard for. I went in the house and went straight to bed. As I lay there thinking about Lance's perfect body, my cock got totally erect. I grabbed it and stroked it, alternating my thoughts between the hand job Lance had given me, his hugs and pecks on the cheek and the vision of his body in the locker room. Before I knew it I was shooting the biggest and strongest load of cum I had released in a very long time. I kept myself busy with paperwork the next few days, trying to keep my mind off Lance. Not always successful, I might add. On the third day I got a call from Lance's mother asking me if I could stop over that afternoon. She wanted to have a talk with me about Lance. I immediately panicked. Did she see the kiss Lance had given me when I left the other night? Did Lance say anything to her about what he did in the hospital? No, I was just letting my imagination run wild with me. A told her I could be there at 2:00. When I arrived, she invited me into the drawing room and offered me a cup of coffee. "Thank you for coming, Chris." "My pleasure. I've been busy the last few days and spending the afternoon with a gracious lady is a welcome break." "You can skip the compliments, I'm not donating to your cause," she joked. "Ah, but it was you who invited me. So maybe I better stay seated on my wallet?" We both had a laugh, Then she turned serious. "The reason I invited you here was to ask you about your intentions towards my son." Panic again! What the hell did she mean, my intentions? I haven't been asked that since high school by an over protective father of a girl I was dating. "Excuse me?" I questioned her with a confused look on my face. "Lance has grown quite fond of you in the short time he has known you. He talks about you constantly." "And I'm quite fond of Lance. He is an amazing young man with a good heart. I would be proud to call him my son." "That's just it. You remember how out of control he was when his father died. After his grandfather passed Lance mourned the loss very privately. He asked me why all the men in his life left him. That's when he found volunteering at the hospital was his salvation." "He seems to have made that his new mission in life, helping others." "It has filled a big hole in his heart. But now he has taken you as his new male role model. You're a fine man and he couldn't have made a better choice." "Thank you." "But I not sure what your intentions are towards him. If you were to disappear from his life he would be devastated. I'm not sure what a third loss would do to him mentally." "I don't think it is as serious as you make it out to be. He and I have hit it off and enjoy one another's company but I'm sure he will broaden his horizons and find other friends his own age to associate with." "Oh, he has plenty of friends I'm sure. But he is at that age where he will be making decisions that will guide the rest of his life. With you to look up to and mentor him he will be making the right decisions." "I think you give me too much credit on my influence on Lance. He seems on the right track for a successful life, no matter where it takes him." "I don't mean to lay any burden or pressure on you. I just ask that if being a mentor to him is too much trouble to please let me know now so Lance wouldn't be hurt when you move on. I know you have a busy and full life now and may get tired very quickly of a teenage boy wanting you time." "I don't think I could ever get tired of your son. He sense of humor, his compassion for others and his enthusiasm for life have made me feel ten years younger in the time I've known him. I would never intentionally hurt him or not be there if he needed me." "Thank you so much. You must think I'm a crazy old helicopter mom trying to micro manage my sons life. It's just that Paul and I have always tried to shield Lance from people that would use him to try and get at our money. We've tried to teach him to be careful and chose his friends wisely. I'm not implying that you are doing that, just old habits are hard to break. No offense is intended by this conversation." "No, you're a caring and protective mother, as any parent should be. No offense taken. Its good to know that I mean that much to Lance and you both to allow me to mentor him." "I'm so glad you feel that way. Now, I have to impose on you one more time. At the end of every summer, Paul and I would take Lance to Lake George for Labor Day weekend. He always looked forward to that trip all summer. Lance asked me the other night if we could go to the lake again this year and maybe invite you along. I hope you will consider it." "Wow! I haven't taken a vacation of any kind in years. That would be wonderful. Thank you so much for the invitation. I will go home and pack my bags." I laughed. "I thought you might agree so I have already made reservations at the Lake George Hotel for the three of us. One room for me and one for you and Lance. If sharing a room with Lance is a problem, I can get another room of course." "No problem. I just hope he doesn't snore," laughing to her and thinking to myself if this was a set up of some kind. "You'll have to asked Lance about these arrangements?" "He'll be fine. Spending more time with you will make his day." We discussed the logistics of the trip and I left to go back home. As I was thinking about spending a weekend together with Lance, my cock stirred. I rearranged it to get comfortable and then realized what I was thinking. I have to stop thinking about him this way. When Lance invited me to meet his mother I thought he was trying to fix me up with her. Now it seems like his mother is trying to fix me up with him. Or maybe they're just really nice people and I'm being way too suspicious. I drove over to Lance's house Friday morning to get ready to leave. Lance met me at the door all excited about the trip. His mother was in the drawing room and asked us both to come in. "I haven't been feeling well all night. I think I may have the flu coming on. I don't want to be sick so far away from home or spoil the weekend for the two of you. I'm going to stay home and recuperate." A very dejected Lance spoke up, "If you sure you don't want to go, Chris and I will stay home as well. I don't want to leave you alone." "Yes Alice, this was to be a remembrance trip for you and Lance. It wouldn't be the same without you along," I added. "I'd just ruin it for everyone. You two go and I'll be along for next year's trip. We can make it an annual thing again." It was obvious no amount of persuasion was going to change her mind. I looked at Lance and he looked at me and we both nodded our heads at the same time. "I can give you the grand tour of Lake George Like you've never seen it before." "I've never seen it at all so it will all be new to me." Alice gave us all the paperwork for the hotel reservations, dinner reservations and some tours she had signed us up for. All were for three so I guess she wasn't setting up lance and I for a weekend alone. We packed the car and headed off for a four hour drive. The weather was good, traffic was unusually light for a holiday weekend. Lance chatted non stop about all the fun he had had and all the great memories of spending time with his dad. We arrived at the hotel, a grand establishment right on the edge of the lake. It had been a magnificent hotel in its day, but that day has past into history. As impressive as the structure of the building was, it was looking in need of some sprucing up. The front doors were massive but showed signs of wear and tear from luggage hitting the edges of them. The rug on the floor leading to the front desk had wear marks as did the cushions of the over stuffed furniture in the lobby. The desk clerk was an elderly man, very polite and very proper in his speech and mannerisms, wearing a black tuxedo with shiny spots on the sleeves from years of faithful service. The bell hop who was standing at the ready had frayed cuffs on his otherwise sharply pressed pants. The desk clerk informed us that Mrs. Winthrop had cancelled one of the rooms and the room available only had a single king sized bed, as he gave myself and Lance a questioning look. I explained the wrong room had been cancelled and we needed the other room. It was already filled. When asking for a rollaway bed he informed me there were none available. Lance tapped me on the shoulder and whispered, "It will be fine. It's a king size bed, plenty of room for both of us," and winked. "Come on, let's get unpacked and then I'll show you around the hotel." Not much I could do but resign myself to make the best of a potentially explosive situation. All the way up in the elevator Lance was rambling on about all the amenities of the hotel. "A huge pool with a diving board, an exercise room and a steam room, a laundry service, a gourmet restaurant, everything you could possibly want." I just smiled and nodded, not being able to get a word in edgewise over his enthusiastic verbal tour. After we unpacked, we changed into more appropriate semi formal clothes and headed down stairs to the restaurant hoping to beat the evening rush. No rush, no crowd and only one wait staff in the room. He seated us and then finished bussing the only other table that looked used that day. He came to take our order and when I asked for a menu, he informed us it was Friday so they were only serving fish and chips. Lance looked crest fallen that the restaurant was nothing like he remembered. "Hey, I haven't had a good fish and chip meal in a long time. This will be perfect." "I guess, but it's not the same." "Nothing ever is, but let's make the best of it." After we finished our meal, Lance commented, "Guess its going to be a while longer until you have a 'good' fish and chip meal, huh?" It was awful but I didn't want to dump on him so I tried to steer the conversation. "The company was great. That's all that rally matters" "Just wait until tomorrow night. Mom has made reservations at the Porter House. Best prime rib this side of the Mississippi." We left the restaurant and Lance gave me a tour of the rest of the amenities of the hotel, most just as disappointing as the meal. We headed back to our room, Lance just looking down at the floor most of the way. It had been a long drive so we decided to take showers and get to bed early for a busy day on the town the next day. Lance had the first shower, which lifted his spirits. He came out of the bathroom totally naked, drying his hair with his towel. While his had his head covered it gave me a chance to look at his naked body without him knowing. Or maybe he knew and that was his intention. There wasn't an ounce of fat on his lean body. Muscular arms, flat stomach and the peach fuzz hair covering his chest. A trail of hair down to his crotch where hung a semi hard perfect specimen of a male penis. Full and about 5" long with a mushroom shaped purple head at the end. A large set of balls hanging just behind his cock, full and swinging as he walked. Muscular legs to match his arms, in perfect proportion to the rest of him. He turned to gl back in the bathroom to get his clothes and showed off a tight bubble butt. As I was taking all this in and assessing the quality of this fine teenage body, I stopped to ask myself why I was so transfixed. This was not who I was. No, no attraction, just admiring the view. Yah, right. Then why was my cock filling up with blood and starting to bulge in my pants? Lance came back out of the bathroom, still naked and snapped his towel in my direction. "Come on old man, time for your shower. Or do I have to wash you again myself?" he smirked snapping the towel again. "You're a little light on clothes, aren't you?" "All I had in there was the dirty clothes I wore all day. No sense in putting them on after a nice shower. And then have to take them all off to get into bed." "I suppose." I mumbled as I got up and headed for my shower, not letting on that I appreciated the show. "You sure you don't want me to wash you again? You enjoyed it last time." "I was in invalid then. Now I'm healthy and can handle it myself." "Yes, you sure are healthy now," as he looked down at my bulging crotch. "If you cant' handle alone, let me know." He thrw his head back and laughed out loud, heading to the bed and laying on top of the covers. I took my shower, contemplating if I should rub one out to get rid of my stiff cock before going back into the room. Just as I was about to, the door opened and Lance announced his presence. "Just got to take a piss, be out of here in a minute." I heard the toilet flush and the door close behind him. If I was much longer he would know what I was doing so I rinsed off and got out. As I reach for a towel, I noticed my clothes were missing. I dried off and wrapped the towel around me to leave the bathroom. Lance was laying on top of the covers on the bed, naked with his hard cock sticking straight up in the air. "Hey, goofball, where are my clothes?" "Same, same, didn't want you to put on dirty clothes so I picked them up for you. You can take the towel off, I've seen everything you got before, remember?" "Yes, I remember, quite well, actually." I smiled at him. "Are you going to put something on or at least get under the covers?" "I always sleep naked, And it's too hot to get under the blankets. I'm fine this way." "I sleep naked as well. This is big bed, so keep on your side and we'll be just fine," as I pulled the covers up over me. "I'm not tired yet, mind if I watch some TV?" "No, it won't bother me at all." I could se his reflection in the mirror on the dresser. His cock was still standing straight up and he was giving it a few slow tugs now and then. He probably wanted to jerk off but didn't want to wake me or do it so close to me in bed. I dozed off and was woken up by his snoring. The TV was still on. I picked my head up and looked over at him. His cock was still stiff. It must be painful being this hard for so long. Do I dare? Am I stepping out of line? I knew better but my little head took over for my big hear. I cautiously moved over closer to him, reaching out to touch his cock. His body moved and his cock twitched but he kept snoring. I put my hand around him and slowly started to stroke him up and down. He was leaking a tremendous amount of precum. I kept stroking, not fast but steady, increasing the pressure of my grip. My heart was beating so hard and fast I could literally feel it in my chest. What would he think if he woke up? Would he be pleased I was jerking him off? Or would he be embarrassed or worse, pissed off. I knew I should stop by the felt so hard and warm in my hand. His precum was running down the side of his shaft and onto my fingers. I wanted to use my other hand on myself but didn't dare make too much movement in the bed. My cock was hard and aching for relief but it would have to wait. It was then I noticed he had stopped snoring and his breathing was getting faster. His cock got even harder, if that was possible, as he lifted his hips ever so slightly. I knew he was so close but if he climaxed he would have surely woke up. I felt a twitch and I pulled my hand back quickly. He let out a loud moan and shot his load all over himself. He sat up in bed and looked down at the mess he had made. "Ah, damn, not again!" I rolled over towards him and pretended to be coming out of a deep sleep. "What's the matter, Lance, something wrong?" knowing full well what had happened. "Nothing, just had a dream, that's all." "Hope it was a good one." "One of the best. Just wish I was awake to enjoy it." Normally that comment would not have made any sense but I knew exactly what he was talking about. I licked some cum of my fingers that had landed on me just as I was pulling away. Then off to sleep hoping maybe I'd have the same dream as Lance. Lance was up before me again the next morning. He had showered and then woke me up so we could start our big day on the town. Unfortunately the day was just as disappointing to him as the hotel restaurant the night before. The boat cruise around the lake was cut short due to engine problems. The amusement park had half of the rides closed due to mechanical issues or lack of help. The taffy pulling machine that Lance would spend hours walking in fascination as the arms turned inside one another pulling salt water taffy was still as the candy company had closed last year. We still had the Porter House to look forward to but alas, it had been bought out and was now an Italian eatery specializing in gourmet pizza. A far cry from prime rib. Lance was totally dejected and just wanted to return to the hotel. He didn't say a word as we walked back as much as I trued to make small talk with him. In the room, he stripped naked and crawled into bed, just uttering a feeble good night. I got undressed, turned off the lights and got in my side of the bed. All was quiet for a few minutes until I heard Lance softly whimpering. "Hey, are you ok?" "Ya," he answered feebly. "It's just that I wanted today to be special for us, just like it was with my dad years ago. It was a total failure." "Oh, not at all. I enjoyed myself, not because of what we saw and did, but because who I was with. You made my day special. You may not have been able to relive your memories with your day, but they're just that, memories. And they're special and you'll never loose them. But we made new memories that will stay special to us." Lance wiped his face and rolled over on my side of the bed. He embraced me and gave me his typical kiss on the cheek. "You're right. Today was special in its own way. And you are very special to me." He tightened his embrace and our naked bodies were locked in as one. His hands started running over my sides and then my back, I couldn't see much in the dark but I felt him move and the next thing I knew his warm moist lips were pressed against mine. It was a brief kiss but it took me so much by surprise I didn't know how to react. "I love you, Chris Gates. Please promise you won't leave me like my dad and my grandfather did." "I'll be here for you as long as is humanly possible." My heart was breaking knowing the feeling of loss he felt from loosing the two most important men in his family. I was still confused by his profession of loving me, if me meant like his father or in a more intimate way. Just then he leaned back in for another kiss, this one longer and opening his mouth to press his tongue against my lips. I obediently responded by opening my mouth and welcoming the invasion of his tongue. We made out and cuddled for what seemed like hours but was really only ten minutes or so. Amazingly, with the kissing and our naked bodies against one another, neither one of us got hard. As we broke our kiss, Lance spoke to me in a whisper. "I know you said to stay on my side of the bed, but can I please sleep right here with you tonight?" "I told you I'm here for you. Go to sleep and I'll see you in the morning." A last quick kiss and a hug and we fell asleep in each other's arms. A Visit to the Hospital Chapter Three "Saying Goodbye" I awoke first and Lance was still cuddled up next to me, his leg stretched out over mine. I could feel his hard cock pressing against my hip, which naturally caused mine to stiffen. He was still asleep and looked so peaceful with his head against my shoulder. I didn't want to disturb him but I really had to go take a piss. I tried to slither out from under him but he open his eyes and looked over at me and smiled. "Good morning. Where are you sneaking off to?" "Good morning to you as well. I have to go drain my bladder," as I got out of bed. Lance saw my cock sticking straight out and commented, "Looks like you're glad to see me." "Just a piss hardon, don't get all high on yourself," knowing full well it was more of a reaction to him being naked beside me in bed. . I stood in front of the toilet getting ready to relieve myself when I felt Lance come up behind me, putting his arms around me and pressing his cock against my ass. "Let me help you with that. It looks too big for one guy to handle," as he reached down and took my cock in his hand and rubbing my chest with the other. I put my head back against him and released a stream into the toilet. "Brush you teeth and I'll see you back in bed," he commanded once I had finished. I did as he told me and headed back to bed. He followed shortly. "Morning mouth is a real mood killer." He moved up next to me, took me in his arms and kissed me, a few quick pecks and then a deeper and more intimate kiss. Reaching down to take a hold of my cock again, "Guess it was more than a piss hardon," and proceeded to stroke it slowly and firmly. "You know, we really should get going," enjoying what was happening but not totally comfortable doing it. "We will but there is no rush. There's not really anything worth seeing anymore out there. But in here is a different story." He kept stroking my cock and kissing as I succumb to his advances. I reached down and took his cock in my hand and began to stroke him as well. He let out a moan and increased his speed, tightening his grip. "Now who's in a hurry?" I asked. "Complaining?" I just smiled and followed his lead. It wasn't too much longer and he shot his load. It took me a few more minutes before I covered his stomach with my cum. As we recovered, I felt a wave of guilt come over me. I really shouldn't be doing this with this underage boy. Especially not when his mother entrusted his care to me. Lance was also very quiet. Was he having seconds thoughts about what we just did? Turns out he was thinking about his mother as well. "I know we're supposed to spend the rest of the day here and head back tomorrow but would you be disappointed if we went home this morning? I'm worried about Mom. I thought she would have called by now. I hope she is alright." "That's fine. Let's get showered, grab some breakfast and then hit the road." "Sorry if I cut the weekend short." "I've had fun and we accomplished what we came here to do, we made some new memories." Lance smiled, gave me a quick kiss and headed to the shower. I wanted to follow him and join him in the shower but was hesitant. He hadn't invited me and I know he was thinking about his mother so I just stayed in bed until he came out. Drying his hair, I could see all of his naked body and this time he was flaccid. I'm glad I didn't push the issue and try to shower with him. I showered then we had some breakfast and headed home. We had been on the road for maybe an hour, mostly silence from his side of the car. He looked over at me with a sad expression on his face, "Thanks for this weekend. It didn't go as planned but it was special." "Yes it was." He leaned over and lay across the seat and put his head on my thigh. "I'm kind of tired. Do you mind?" "It's nice. It's been years since anyone fell asleep in my lap," thinking back to when my wife would do this on a long trip. He put his hand on my thigh just below his head, I put my hand on his shoulder, as he rubbed my leg I could feel my cock stiffen a little. Lance nuzzled his head around in my lap as he continued to massage my inner thigh. "This pillow had a lump in it, but I'm not complaining." I gave his shoulder a slap as he moved around a little more to get comfortable and in not time was snoring. We had been on the road for a couple of hours and had just crossed into Massachusetts, one more hour to home. My cell phone rang and the caller ID displayed Nancy Keane's number, the hospital administrator. Hello, Nancy?" "Oh, Chris, I'm glad I got you. I tried the hotel at the Lake but they said you had left hours ago. You cell just went to voice mail." "Yes, a bad area out here for reception until now. What's up, is anything wrong?" "Alice was admitted to the hospital on Saturday morning with heart failure. She didn't want us to call you and ruin your weekend. She's stable for now, but the doctors insisted I call. Are you and Lance headed home." "We're on the turnpike, should be there in about an hour. Traffic is light." "Ok, good. Break the news to Lance gently. I know he'll be worried." "I'll wait until were closer before I tell him. See you soon." Ass soon as I was off the call, I moved into the high speed lane and took it literally, high speed all the way. We had only gone about five miles when a state police cruiser pulled in behind me with his blue lights on. I looked down and saw I was going 105 mph. Damn it! I pulled over and got out my license and registration as he approached my car. I handed him my papers as soon as he got to the window. Lance woke up and sat up on his side of the front seat. "You were doing over 100 mph, sir. That is an arrestable offense." "I'm sorry officer, but a close friend has been taken to the hospital in serious condition. I'm anxious to get to her." "Sorry, not a good enough excuse. I'll have to ask you to get out of the car." I reached down for my wallet on the console and took out a business card and handed it to the trooper. "Just because you have a business card from the head of the state police doesn't mean anything to me." "Please just call the number on the back of the card. Please, quickly." A few years back the Gates Foundation had donated $500,000 dollars to the state police to buy equipment. The commander gave me his card with this private cell phone number on the back and told me to call him if I ever needed anything. I usually don't call in favors for a traffic stop, but time was of the essence. The trooper turned the card over and called the number." "Hello? Who am I speaking with? . . . Yes sir, this is Trooper Harris of Troop B, on the turnpike. . . . I pulled over a gentleman for excessive speed and he was insistent that I call you. . . . Yes sir, here he is." "Hello, Peter? Chris Gates here. I hated to bother you but," forgetting Lance was now awake and listening to everything, "Alice Winthrop is in the hospital and I have her son Lance with me. I'm anxious to get him to his mother as soon as I can. . . . Yes, sir, thank you sir. He wants to talk to you again," as I handed the phone back to the trooper. "Yes sir, of course sir, right away sir. Thank you sir." He hung up the call and handed me back my papers. "Let me see your phone so I can put my number in it for you. Once we get going, if you need me to slow down, just call. I've been ordered to give you an escort. What hospital?" I told him and he instructed me to follow him. We pulled back in the road and in no time we were back up to 100 mph as traffic would allow. In a few miles a second cruiser pulled up behind us and covered our rear. Lance had a horrified look on his face so I tried to calm his nerves. "This car is made for speed. No worries." "It's not the speed but what is going on with my mother and why didn't you tell me?" "She has a heart issue but is stable. She went in on Saturday but forbid anyone from calling us and ruining our weekend. Alice found out this morning and called me as soon as she could get through. I just found out myself." Lance was clenching his hands together and just watching the road with a worried look. When we were about ten minutes from the hospital I called Nancy to let her know. She met us at the emergency room entrance with an orderly to take my car. She saw the two state police cars and shook her head with a smile. "Chris Gates, you never do anything in a small way, do you.?" "Not where loved ones are concerned." At that comment, Lance looked over at me and smiled. Nancy told us what room Lance's mother was in and headed towards the elevators. "Wait, I know a quicker way to get to that room," Lance hollered as he ran off in the other direction. He led us to a service elevator around the corner that came out two rooms down from his mother when it got to her floor. "I've gotten to know my way around here pretty good in the last few years." Lance ran in the room first and broke down in tears at the sight of his mother in bed with all the wires and tubes connected to her. He ran to her bedside and hugged her. Her doctor was there waiting for us. "Lance, your mother has had a heart attack. She is stable right now but it has weakened her heart. We are monitoring her closely and doing everything we can." "Will she get better and be able to come home soon?" Lance asked fighting back his tears. "It's too early to tell right now. We'll see how it goes for the next few days." "I'm in the best of care, Lance. You shouldn't worry. Tell me about your weekend." "It was the worst of weekends and the best of weekends," he started. "Is this going to be a tale of two guys?" We all laughed, getting her reference to the novel 'A Tale of Two Cities'. "Nothing was the same as when you and Dad and I went. Everything has changed, and not for the better." "Nothing ever stays the same, honey. But how was it the best of weekends?" I was wondering what Lance was going to say now. He certainly couldn't tell the fun we had in bed here in front of everyone. "Chris and I got to know each other better and really enjoyed each other's company." "Yes, Alice, Lance was a great traveling companion. His trip didn't live up to his old memories but we made some new ones that he and I can look back on someday." His mother was in a suite that hospital had for celebrity patients, about three times the size of a regular room, with a sitting area in one end. Lance looked around the room and asked Nancy if another bed could be brought in as he wasn't going to leave his mother alone. He was staying until she was released/ "I'm sure we can work that out if it's alright with your mother and her doctor." "I'm just going to be her full time volunteer, that's all." Lance had stayed by his grandfather's bedside when he was dying and he had seen quite a few patients who had not survived heart attacks. He tried not to show it but he was scared for his mother and knew she might not come home. He pulled up a chair next to her bed and took her hand. "I'm here Mother, just let me know if you need anything. I'm not leaving until I can take you home" I was scared for Lance on what that trip would be like. She smiled and squeezed his hand and slowly closed her eyes. "Mom!" to which she quickly opened her eyes. "Just taking a little nap. I can relax now knowing you're here," as she drifted off to a quick nap. I came over and put my hand on his shoulder. He looked back at me and then up at the monitor she was connected to. He explained to me what all the number, squiggly line and the information it was gathering. "All her vitals look good right now," he assured me. "Should I call you Doctor Lance?" "I've seen enough of these monitors and asked the right questions to know when the numbers are good or if the patient need a nurse." "You're a remarkable young man, Lance Winthrop." He just smiled and put his free hand on my hand on his shoulder, giving it a quick rub. Then he moved his hand and turned his attention back to his mother. "I'll be back in a few minutes. I have something I have to attend to." "I'm all set, Chris, you can head home if you'd like." "No, I'm not leaving the hospital, not yet." I went down to the administrator's office and knocked on Nancy's door. "Come in? Oh, Chris, how is Mrs. Winthrop doing?" "She's still stable. Lance is sitting with her keeping watch. He promised not to leave her until he could take her home. I hope that will be in a wheel chair, and not . . ." "Yes, it will devastate him, losing the last relative he has." "I have two favors, if I may?" "Name it, you know you can have anything you want." "I know Lance Asked about getting another bed in the room Anyway you can have another bed brought up and put in her room?" "Of course. Her room is plenty large enough. Second favor?" "He's is going to need fresh clothes and I have no idea if I could get into his house or even what to bring if I could. His suitcase from the weekend is in my car but everything is dirty. Would it be possible to have the hospital laundry wash and dry his clothes so he has a change for tomorrow?" "Another easy request. Go get his suitcase and I'll take you down and introduce you to the foreman in the laundry room." "Fantastic! I'll be right back." I fetched Lance's suitcase and met Nancy at the elevators. The foreman was only too glad to help and told me he'd return the clothes to the room as soon as they were cleaned. I headed back up to the room just in time to see the maintenance worker roll a bed for Lance into the room. "What's this? Is this for me?" "Yes, this is a family room now. This is your bed so you can get a good night's sleep tonight, as for as long as you stay with your mom." The worker put the bed along the wall and said if we needed anything else, just call him. Lance got up and came over to me and gave me a tight hug, his eyes tearing up as he did. "Oh my God, Chris, you are so perfect. I don't know how I'd get through this if you weren't here for me." A kiss on the cheek as he broke the hug and returned to his mother's side. "I wasn't kidding when I said I would be here for you any time, any where for whatever you need." He looked back and smiled as a tear rolled down his cheek. In addition to getting his suitcase from my car, I also got my Kindle. I placed it on Lance's bed and told him it was there if he wanted to read or anything. "There are some books on it my secretary downloaded. Maybe not your taste so feel free to download any others you might like. You are probably better at that than I am," I laughed. "Ok, thanks. Maybe later." "I have another errand to run, I'll be back in an hour or so. Call me immediately if there is any change." "I certainly will. But don't try to get back here at 100 mph with a police escort. I don't want to be holding hands of two different patients," he smiled. Damn, it felt good to see his cute smile and the dimples in his cheeks. I'm hoping he can relax and not worry so much now that the initial shock has worn off. I went back to me house and got some clean clothes for myself. I left a note for my secretary to let her know where I could be reached and what was going on with Mrs. Winthrop. I would be working remotely for the foreseeable future. When I got back, I peeked in the room and Lance was still in his chair, holding his mother's hand. He looked up and saw me and smiled again and then looked back at her. I didn't want to disturb him so I went to the visitor's waiting area, found a comfortable chair and put my head back to take a nap. The high speed trip home had really done a job on me. I had no sooner dozed off that I felt someone shaking my arm. I jolted awake thinking it was Lance and something had happened with his mom. It was Nancy. "Relax, everything is ok. Don't you like your room?" I was still not fully awake, and had no idea what she was talking about. "I set you up in the next room. I assumed you'd be just as stubborn as Lance and staying here through all of this." "Nancy, you're an angel. Thank you. I pay for the room, of course." "Not for the room, Chris, but you will pay and pay and pay," she quipped with a grin. "Only you can be so sweet and considerate and so evil all at the same time," I shot back at her. 'You know me so well, Mr. Gates. I'm going to check on Alice and Lance and give him a name and number to call if he, or you, need anything." I went to the room she had set up for me and laid on the bed, exhausted but not sure if I could sleep. I was out cold in less than 5 minutes. I woke up when an orderly pushed open my door and told me my supper was in the next room. Lance wanted me to eat with them. As we ate, Lance and I chatted while his mother looked on and smiled often. Lance seemed more relaxed than he had been since we got back to the hospital. After supper we all watched TV for a while and then called it a day. The next morning we ate breakfast together again watching the morning news. While we were eating, Lance's clean clothes were brought to the room. "My clothes? How did this happen?" "I brought your suitcase in and got them washed so you'd have clean clothes." "You are just amazing, Chris. Thank you so much." We had barely finished eating we Alice's doctor came in to check on her. He had scheduled some more tests for her this morning. She was wheeled out of the room and would return in an hour or so. I suggested Lance take this opportunity to go take a shower in the locker room he had used before. "Yes, I could certainly use a shower and a change of clothes. Will you come with me? You could probably use a shower as well." He grabbed his clothes and we headed down to the locker room. Since the first time I had been there with Lance they had install a flippable sign on the door to indicate 'men' or 'women' were using the room. Lance flipped it to 'men' and we went in, got undressed and into the shower area. There were individual shower stalls with privacy curtains. As I was washing I heard Lance crying in the stall next to me. "Lance, are you alright?" No answer. "Lance, what's wrong?" I opened his curtain and saw him leaning against the front wall, sobbing and shaking. Not exactly sure what to do, I reached in and put my hand on his shoulder. "Lance, what's wrong?" He slowly turned around and looked at me. His eyes were red and swollen and had such a look of despair in them. "I'm going to be alone, all alone. My mother is dying and I'll be left all by myself," continuing to sob as he could barely get the words out. "Never! I'll be here for you, no matter what the outcome with your mother. You will never be alone." Lance came towards me and embraced me in a tight hug, his body still trembling as he sobbed. I rubbed his back and tried to console him as best I could. Our naked bodies were pressed against one another as the warm water from the shower cascaded over us. Under different circumstances this would have certainly resulted in a reaction from my crotch. But I was feeling Lance's pain and panic at the thought of his mother dying with no family left that there was no other emotion involved. Lance finally started to relax and released his tight hold on me. He stepped back and looked into my eyes, "Chris, I am so scared but if you really mean that, I know I can get through this, one way or another." Before I could respond, another one of the male volunteers had enter the locker room and heard Lance crying. He came into the shower area and saw the two of us in the same shower. "Lance, what's going on? Is everything ok?" "Oh, Justin, hi. Yes everything is fine. My emotions just got the better of me for a minute but I'm okay now." Justin looked at me with disdain, almost anger. "Who is this guy? And why is he in the shower with you? Are you sure everything is ok?" "Yes, Justin, this is my friend Chris. He was just helping me get through my panic attack. Nothing else." Justin continued to glare at me for another minute then walked back into the locker area. "I'm sorry, Chris. Justin is a good friend and was just looking out for me." "No problem, I understand. But remember, I'm here for you. Any time you need anything, no matter where or when, just call me and I'll be by your side any time you want me." As soon as I said that, I realized the way that sounded. But maybe Lance wouldn't take it the wrong way. He smiled at me, "Any time and any where I want you? How about here and now?" Lance smirked. Well, I had taken his mind of his troubles for a quick moment but not the way I had intended. Smiling back at him, "That's not exactly what I meant. Besides, Justin is still here and I'm sure he wouldn't approve." Lance giggled and pulled me in for another hug. This time we both reacted and we started to stiffen up as our cocks were pressed together. Lance gave me a quick kiss on the lips. "Another time and another place then?" "Maybe. Lets finish our showers and get back upstairs." I went back into my shower stall and turned the water to cold. I didn't want to walk out with my completely now stiff cock suggesting anything to Justin. We finished our showers, dried off and got dressed. "Chris, I'll see you back upstairs. I want to get going." "Sure, I'll be right along." As Lance was going out the door he saw Justin and said goodbye to him. Justin came over to where I was putting my gear in my bag. "Look, I don't know who you are, but Lance is my friend and if you do anything to hurt him, you'll answer to me, understand?" Justin was tall, standing at 6'1". He had a strong build and I'm sure would be a worthy adversary in a fight, not that I was anticipating one. "I'm Christopher Gates, a friend of Lance and his mother. Glad to make your acquaintance. I assure you, I am only trying to help Lance through this difficult time and want nothing but the best for him. I'm glad he has such a loyal friend." "What difficult time? Are you trying to bullshit me?" "Not at all. His mother is dealing with some potentially fatal heart issues. She is on the fifth floor with Lance by her side constantly. I'm here for emotional support for the both of them." "Oh, sorry I didn't know his mother was ill. But in any case, remember what I said." "Understood. And if you or anyone else was to hurt Lance they would answer to me as well." "Okay. Christopher Gates, huh? Wait, are you the guy Lance has been talking about, the guy from the incident five years ago? The guy the Gates wing is named for?" "One and the same." "I'm sorry, I thought you were just some old guy sucking up to Lance for his money or something." I would enjoy sucking Lance, up or down, but I must stop thinking that way. The thought of that made my cock react again. "No problem," as I reach out to shake his hand. When I got back to the room, Lance's mother wasn't' back yet. Lance was pacing around the room nervously. "I'm sorry I got so emotional back then. Kind of embarrassed right now. I guess it was the first time I had a chance to think what would happen to me if Mom didn't survive." "No worries. Don't ever be embarrassed by showing your emotions. When my wife died I cried for two days straight until I had no more tears to shed. My eyes were so swollen and red and had to get some medication to stop them from burning. But just as your mother was strong for you when your father passed, you must be strong for her and not break down when you're with her. She needs you're strength right now as much if not more than her medical care. But I meant what I said earlier. I'm here for you any time and anywhere." "I don't know what I'd do without you, Chris. You are a true friend," and reached out to shake my hand. I took his hand and to lighten the mood, I flippantly replied to him, "A hand shake instead of a kiss?" Again the mouth working before the brain. He giggled and leaned in to give me a kiss on the mouth. "Better?" "Much," as I rethought the appropriateness of kissing while waiting for his mother to return. But the smile on his face made it worthwhile. Just then his mother was wheeled back into the room, looking tired and sullen. "Just as you always told me, Mom, you had better have passed your test or there will be repercussions," Lance joked. "We'll see, Lance, we'll see. I'm going t rest a while now." Lance pulled his chair up to her bedside and took her hand. "You rest, Mom, I'll be right here." My mind was a total mess of emotions. I felt so sad because I'm sure Alice is slowly slipping away from us, my empathy for what Lance was going through and the pain he felt, and looking at him sitting there brought back the feeling I had holding him naked in the shower. "I'll be right back, Lance, you need anything before I go?" "No, I'm good. And thank you again for everything." I left the room and went to the nearest men's room. My thoughts of Lance had me hornier than I've been in a long time. I needed some relief. As I sat in the bathroom stall slowly jerking my cock, my mind also went back to the handshake with Justin. He was a tall, well-built good looking young man. The touch of his hand had sent a tingle through me. All these thoughts brought the build up on me suddenly as I shot a huge load of cum into the toilet I was sitting on. As my breathing was slowing I had a chance to think with a cleared head. Why was Lance, and Justin having such a pronounced effect on a middle aged heterosexual guy like myself? Was there more to me than I ever realized? Or were my emotions in hyperdrive because of the circumstances and my empathy for Lance. But that would not explain the reaction to Justin's handshake. Just as I was in the middle of trying to figure this all out I received a call from Nancy to please come to her office. I cleaned up and made my way to her office. "Hi Nancy, what's up?" "Not good news, I'm afraid. I just talked with Alice's doctor and he said her condition is deteriorating and there wasn't much more we could do for her other than make her comfortable. He discussed it with her and she decided she'd rather be at home with hospice care rather than in the hospital. He concurred it was the right decision. We'd like you to be in the room when she tells Lance. Can you do that?" "Ok course, anything for Lance and his mother. I'll head back there right now." "Thank you. I know this isn't easy for anyone but you being there for Lance will help." I made my way back to the room as quickly as I could, feeling guilty about taking the time for myself to jerk off in the bathroom. The doctor was waiting outside the room waiting for me to arrive. We went in together and approached her bedside. The doctor just stood by in case Lance had any questions as his mother broke the news to him. I could see Lance's body shudder as she told him but he was strong and didn't shed a tear. My heart was aching for the both of them, especially for Lance. They held each other's hands as the doctor explained the arrangements being made at home and that she would be transported later in the day. The doctor squeezed her arm and nodded for me to follow him as he left the room. "All the arrangements are being made for her at home. I trust you will still be a presence when she is moved?" "Of course I will. This is no time to leave them on their own." "Good, they'll both need a lot of support. Nancy told me you were a good friend and we could count on you to make the best of this situation." He shook my hand and walked off. I knew it may come to this but the finality of it was just sinking in. As I walked back into the room, Lance looked at me with an expressionless face. I gave him a small smile, a support smile if you will, an unspoken 'I'm here for you' smile. He returned the same and looked back at his mother. Alice was transported by ambulance to her home that afternoon. Lance wasn't allowed to ride in the ambulance with her so he rode with me. He just stared out the window and watched as the ambulance pulled into traffic. "Chris, I don't know if I can do this. I stayed with my grandfather in his room while he was dying, but fuck, this is my mother!" "Lance, listen to me, you'll have to keep up your courage for your mother's sake. You've done great so far but now she needs you the most. There will be time for your emotions later." At that, he looked at me when he realized what I meant. The tears started to flow and he wailed out loud, "Why God, why do you have to take everyone I love away from me!" "I'm still here, Lance." "Please, please say you always will be." "I will, I promise." He threw himself down in my lap, curled up in a fetal position on my front seat. I hugged his shoulder as best I could and just held him tight. By the time we arrived at Lance's house, he had calmed down. He sat up and looked me straight in the eyes. "If I have to be strong for my mother, then damn it, you have to be strong for me." I reached out and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him towards me. I leaned in and gave him a hard kiss on the mouth. "I'll be by your side and as strong as you need me to be." :Lance pulled back from the kiss, squeezed my thigh and smiled at me. "Thank you." We got out of the car and walked up to the house. They had already taken his mother into the house and up to her room. There were two nurses and her doctor there to meet us and make sure everything was in place and set up to give her the care she required. The doctor introduced us to the nurses and instructed all of us to call him any time night or day if we needed anything, anything at all. He checked Alice's IV, patted her hand and said he'd be back tomorrow morning. He went over to Lance and gave him a hug, then patted him on the back as we walked out of the room, motioning for me to follow. "Mr. Gates, is there anything you need before I go?" "No, I think the nurses have the situation under control." "I feel so much better with you being here. Will you be back tomorrow?" "Oh, I'm not leaving. Lance is moving his bed in next to his mother and I'm using the guest room. We'll both be keeping a vigil with her." "That's so wonderful of you. I know Lance will feel better." The housekeeper and the gardener came down the hallway pushing Lance bed. It was set to the side of his mother's bed so he could be as close as possible. "Lance, you and Chris don't have to make such a fuss over me. I'm just going to lie here and rest." "I know mother, and I will be resting with you." Lance smiled at her. It was a restless night with no one getting much sleep. Alice seemed to be in better spirits the next morning. Lance and I were a little groggy but awake. Alice sent Lance down to the kitchen to get some juice and toast for her. "I can get it for you," I offered. "No, please let Lance. I have to talk to you." Lance looked at her and then at me wondering what was up. I had no idea either. "Run along, Lance. Unless you plan on starving me to death," she smirked. Gallows humor from the lady who was dying. Lance giggled back to her, "Yes mother, I'm on my way." As soon as he had left the room, she called me to her bedside. "Chris, I have something very important to ask of you. I know I don't have the right to put this burden on you but I don't know what else to do." "I'll be glad to help in anyway I can. What do you need?" "It's not me, it's Lance. When I pass the only living relative he will have is Paul's brother, Uncle Walter out in Kansas. Walter and Paul never spoke to one another after Paul's success in the financial world. Lance has never met his Uncle and I don't think he'd take kindly to being tasked with taking care of Lance. I would like to ask you if you would consider being Lance's legal guardian. Give it some thought for a day or so and let me know." "Nothing to consider and no thought needed. It would be an honor to be Lance's guardian and mentor him on his journey to adulthood. You've already done a magnificent job raising him. Yes, I will most definitely be his legal guardian." "Are you sure? Because there is more to it than that. Lance will inherit my seat as chairperson on the board of directors for our family charity. He will also become the trustee of the fund that supports the charity and awards the money for the projects that are approved as well as trustee to the family fortune. Paul saw how you father had set up the Gates Foundation and set us his the same way. He, then me, and now Lance will have not only veto power over any funding but also sole discretion on what fund and how much are allocated to each request. But as he is only 15 and not able to legal hold these positions until he is 18, you will be named as the second trustee and have to make those decisions. I hope you'll still consider taking on this responsibility." "Again, it would be an honor and a privilege. Even though I would have the legal authority, I would ask that Lance work with me making these decisions so he can learn the ins and outs of charity work." "I knew you'd be a good man for the job." "Not a job, Alice, a labor of love. Have you asked Lance if he is okay with this arrangement?" "Not yet, I wanted to ask you first. But he speaks so fondly of you that I know he won't object. He has mentioned that he feels bad you're all alone since your wife passed. You'll be good for each other. There is one thing I must tell you, however. Lance has never said anything about it but I have a suspicion that Lance is gay. If he in fact is, that may have some bearing on your decision." "Not at all. Lance is a smart, compassionate and caring young man, committed to helping patients at the hospital. With this background the foundation will be in excellent hands and will continue to serve the needs of the community. That's is all that matters. His sexual orientation will make no difference to me or anyone else who truly knows Lance Winthrop." "Oh, thank you, Chris. This takes such a burden off my soul right now." I squeezed her hand and smiled. Little did she know I already had a pretty good idea Lance was gay. Or at least bi. But it was not my place to tell his mother. Lance came back into the room with a tray with some juice and toast. I knew Alice wanted to speak to him so I made an excuse to go to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. I had no sooner started making the coffee than I heard Lance yell out from upstairs. "HELL YES, MOTHER, OF COURSE!!" Lance came bounding down the stairs two at a time and almost slipped and fell when he made the corner into the kitchen. "Mother told me and you said yes!" "Of course I did, what was I going to say, no?" I grinned at him. "Oh thank you, thank you so much. You weren't kidding when you said you be here for me no matter what. Now I'll be officially yours." And he grabbed me, hugged me and kissed me hard and deep, tongue and all. I returned the kiss as what he said registered in my brain. 'He's now officially mine'? Lance ran back out of the kitchen and back up stairs, the happiest I've seen him since we got back from our weekend get away. I took my coffee and headed back upstairs. "As you heard, Lance has no objection to our plan," Alice noted. "My lawyer and a judge from family court will be here within the hour with all the papers that need to be signed to make it all legal and proper." Lance was alternating looking from his mother to me and back again with a big grin. I somehow managed to feel happy for him in the middle of his grief. The lawyer and the judge showed up and did their thing. I was officially Lance's legal guardian when Alice passed and control of the family fortune and the charity organization would go to Lance, with me as the secondary trustee until Lance became legal age and becomes the primary trustee. As the day wore on and evening was upon us, Alice was napping more and when she was awake she had a small smile on her face and a look of peace she hadn't had since we saw her in the hospital on Sunday. "I'm going to turn in Lance. Is there anything I can get you?" "No, I'm just going to sit here and spend these last quiet moments with Mom." He had the look of despair on his face and he knew that his mother was slipping away. "Do you want me to stay here with you tonight?" "No, I'm fine. You go get some rest. Tomorrow will be a long day." Lance had sat with his grandfather when he passed and had seen too many patients on their last hours not to know what was happening to his mother. I put my hand on his shoulder and gave it a squeeze, "Come get me if you need anything. I probably won't get much sleep anyway." Lance just looked at me and nodded. I looked back at him as I left the room. He was rubbing the back of his mother's hand and whispering to her quietly. My heart was aching for what that young man was going through. I went to my room, got undressed and got into bed. I tossed and turned and finally drifted off to an uneasy sleep. I was awoken a few hours later when Lance came into my room. "She's gone, Chris. I called the doctor and he said he'd be out in the morning at nine." "Oh Lance, I'm so sorry for you. For both of us. Your mother was a wonderful lady and I'm glad I got to know her. She will be missed by everyone whose lives she touched" "Thanks. May I sleep with you tonight?" "Of course, climb in." Lance stripped down to his boxer shorts and slid under the covers. I was glad I opted to wear my boxers to bed and not sleep naked as usual. Lance rolled over next to me and lay face down. He swung one leg over mine, ending up on top of my side. His left leg came to rest in my crotch and his right leg against my side. I was on my back with my left leg in his crotch and my right leg against him. He reached his left arm over my chest and pulled me tight to him. I was about to offer him some comforting words but I couldn't come up with anything that would make it all better for him. He let out a long and pronounced sigh, hugged me tight again and fell asleep. We bot5h had our legs in each other crotch but there was no arousal from either of us. I could feel his soft cock pressed against me and mine being squashed by his leg. But this intimate contact was just two people clinging to each other in a time of need with no sexual overtones. I awoke the next morning is basically the same position. Only now Lance's cock was hard as a rock and pressing into me. I moved slightly and he woke up as well. "Sorry about the hardon, just a morning piss hardon," he explained as he rolled out of bed and scurried off to the bathroom. Surprisingly, I wasn't upset by his stiff cock pressing into me. I actually found it quite enjoyable, I was nervous to admit. As he came back in the bedroom the doorbell rang. He looked at the clock and realized we had both slept late. It was nine o'clock and that must be the doctor with the people from the funeral home to pick up Lance's mother. "I'm going to take a shower, could you please deal with the doctor?" Lance asked. "Sure. Do you want to take your shower after he goes?" "No, I want to shower now. I really don't need to talk to him anyway." "They'll be taking your mother, in case you didn't know." "Yes, I understand. But I said my good byes last night. Thanks for handling this.". And off he went to the shower. I went downstairs and let the doctor in along with the men with the gurney. They went to Alice's bedroom and did what they had to do. "Is Lance available?" the doctor asked. "He went to take a shower. I don't think he wanted to see his mother's body leave the house." "I understand, how is he handling all this?" "As well as could be expected. I'm going to stay with him to give him the support he needs right now." They left and I went to see if Lance was done with his shower. He had just come out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist. I told him I was taking a shower now and went to the bathroom. I undressed, ran the water to the right temperature and stepped in. I felt so good with the warm water cascading over my body, washing away all the stress of the last new days. I was lost in thought when I heard the shower door slide open. "It's been a while since I gave you a sponge bath. Want me to wash your back?" Before I could answer, a naked Lance stepped in the shower with me. He picked up the soap and starting washing my back. Slow, methodical strokes up and down my back, one side then the other. Each time he switched sides he went further around to my side. His strong soapy hands gliding over my body were having an effect of my cock. I closed my eyes and just purred quietly. He moved closer and reached his hand in front of me to wash my chest. His hands ran up and down both sides of my chest, spending more time swirling his fingers around my nipples. My cock was now a full staff, hard and straight. He pressed against me and I could feel his cock had stiffened and was pressing against my ass crack. I wiggled my hips slowly and Lance was the one purring now. I put my arms at my side so I could reach back and put my hands on his thighs. We were a hot slippery mess, grinding against one another. Lance leaned in and kissed me on the neck, then nibbled at my ear. It tickled so I turned my head to the side. Lance turned to the other side and kissed me on the lips. I turned around to face him and we hugged and kissed passionately. I suggested we rinse off and get out of the shower before one of us loosing their balance and we fall. We dried one another, slowly and tenderly working each other's bodies with the soft bath towels, exchanging kisses as we did. We went back to my room and lay down on the bed. Lance looked deep in my eyes and smiled as he brought his lips to mine. As our lips made contact, his tongue assaulted my mouth, swirling and circling my tongue which did its best to keep up with him. As we both came up for air, Lance kissed my neck then started kissing in a trail down to one nipple then the other. I arched my back, put my hand on the back of his head and pulled him tight to me as I moaned in approval. He started moving lower on my body but I tried to hold his head and stop him from going where I knew he was going. He reached up and took a hold of my hands to stop my resisting him. Down my stomach, licking my navel. Releasing my hands he lowered his hands and put one on my twitching cock and one on my balls, massaging them in his fingers. His mouth came down and replaced his fingers on my sac, sucking in one ball and then the other. Running his tongue all over underneath my balls his mouth moved to the tip of my cock. His tongue licked the drop of precum leaking out, then in one smooth move, swallowed my cock to the root. He just held still, enjoying the fullness of his mouth as I was gripping the sheets on my side overcome by the feeling of his wet, warm mouth on my manhood. Slowly he started to lift up and then down letting my wet cock slide in and out of his mouth. I hadn't had a mouth on my cock since college and had almost forgot how fantastic it felt. He had only worked on me for a few minutes when I decided to go for broke. I swung my upper body around on the bed as I pulled Lance's lower body towards me. I so wanted to do to him what he was doing to me. We ended up lying side by side, Lance never letting my cock slip out of his mouth. I took hold of his throbbing cock and brought it to my face. I had never been this close another man's cock so I just gave it a real close look, taking in every detail. Lance had pulled almost all the way off my cock and then pushed back and took it all the way down, applying suction and tongue all at the same time. It was too much for me and I opened my mouth and for the first time in my life, took a cock. I tried to take it all but it was too big and I gagged. Lance cautioned me to take it slow but that advice feel on deaf ears. I kept trying to take him deeper on each attempt. But the gagging forced me to only take what I was comfortable with and work on his cock like he had been doing to mine. We fell into a comfortable rhythm sucking each other. I could feel him tense up and his breathing getting heavier. I reached behind him and grabbed his ass cheeks to pull him against me. If I was going to suck a cock I wanted to taste his cum as well. He mumbled what I guess was a warning he was about to cum but I held him tight. He let my cock slip from his mouth as he thrust his hips forward, shooting pulse after pulse of salty warm cum down my throat. H rolled on his back and tried to catch his breath. "Damn, that was awesome! You've done this before, right?" Lance asked. "Hell no, you're my first." "How did you learn to be so good at it?" "I just mimicked what you did to me." "Speaking of which, I better finish what I started," as he rolled back and took my cock back in his mouth. I rolled on my back and he lay over me working my cock with a fervor. My hands rubbing his back, the taste of his cum in my mouth and his pumping my cock with his mouth and it wasn't long before I shot my load. Lance picked his head up and moved up to kiss me, surprising me by still having my load of cum in his mouth. His tongue pushed his cum into my mouth and my tongue pushed back. After a few minutes of a cum covered tongue battle, we fell apart laughing and enjoying the moment. I was in heaven and in hell at the same time. It was the best blow job I've ever had and my first time giving one. But this was with the young man I'm supposed to be responsible for, not a minor I was using as a sex toy. We were both quiet and I was wondering what Lance was thinking but afraid to ask. Lance finally broke the silence. "So what do we do now?" "I would suggest we get cleaned up and get dressed?" "No, I mean how do we do this. You have a house, I have a house, you have a life and I have a life. How do we make this work?" "We will have to talk and make some decisions. You can move in with me or I can move in here, sort of your decision I guess." "If you move in here, you better understand I'm the man of the house now and you're nothing more than my bitch." I was totally taken aback at his comment. I looked at him with my mouth open not knowing how to respond. "I'm hungry so go get me some graham crackers, bitch." I just glared at him, ready to explode and unload on him in a verbal tirade when he burst out laughing. "I got you!" "You little bastard," I laughed back at him. "You did have me going." I gave him a push out of the bed and onto the floor. He jumped up still laughing and ran for the door. "I am hungry and I'm going for some breakfast, you coming?" Oh, I'm coming after you alright, I'm not done with you yet," as I jumped out of bed and chased after him. We ran down the stairs and headed for the kitchen. Lance slipped on a throw rug and went crashing onto the floor. "Are you okay?" as I caught up with him and knelt beside him. "I'm fine, help me up," as he extended his hand. I grabbed his hand but used it to push him over on his stomach. "No one calls me his bitch and gets away with it. Take you punishment like a man," as I proceeded to spank his ass. After several hard wallops I rolled him onto his back and started to tickle him. "Stop, stop, I hate being tickled, I'd rather be spanked." "Good to know." We got up off the floor and went to the kitchen to find something for breakfast. It suddenly dawned on me we were both naked. "Isn't Mildred, your housekeeper, going to be here soon?" "No, I texted her last night and told he about Mom and told her to take a few days off. We have the house to ourselves and do what we want. Including having a nude breakfast." Lance prepared some food and took it into the dining room. We sat at a huge antique dining table with high back ornate chairs. I couldn't help but snicker. "What's so funny?" "The visual of two people sitting in this exquisite formal dining room bare assed in these chairs with our balls and cock flopping around. Not what you expect to see in here." "Don't be too sure. When the house keeper has gone home and mother is off somewhere I enjoy roaming around the house naked. I've jerked off in every room on the house." "Why you little pervert, you," I smirked at him. "You say that like you enjoy it," winking at me. We finished breakfast with some small talk in between bites then cleaned up our mess. "Let's get dressed. I want to head over to my house and pick up a few things and check the mail. I'd like it if you'd go along with me." "Sure. I'll get to see where I'll be staying from now on." "Maybe, maybe not. That's entirely up to you. Just to get this straight right from the beginning. As you guardian your mother wanted me to mentor you and guide you as you grow up and mature. I don't plan on mico-managing your life or making major life decisions for you with out talking it through with you first. We need to talk about where you'd like to live, here at your home with all its memories and good times, or move into my house if its too painful to stay here. But that's not a decision we need to make today. Give it some time." "That's what I meant earlier when I asked what we do now, before it got goofy. I haven't really given it any thought." "Well, if it helps you make up your mind, there is no nudity allowed in my house, anywhere, ever. When you shower you'll have to wear a swim suit, no speedos, and when you go to bed, full pajamas and a night cap." "Guess I'm staying here then, without clothes and without you if I have to." Lance said with a straight face. "I told you I'm not leaving you so its looks like here it is, clothing optional." We both had a good laugh and headed up stairs to get dressed. I followed behind Lance and watching as his firm ass swung from side to side as he took the stairs two at a time. I had all I could do not to get hard but for once my self-control won out. We each went to our rooms and got dressed. Lance came in my room as I was finishing up and sat on the edge of the bed. "There is something I have to tell you. I suppose you should have know before you agreed to be my guardian but I don't think even my mother knew." I felt I knew where this was going but I just played dumb. Lance looked down at the floor and spoke quietly. "I'm gay, in case you haven't figured that out by now.." "Ok, so what is it I should have known before agreeing to be your guardian." He looked up at me with a confused look on his face. "Are you deaf? I said I'm gay." "Ya, I kind of thought that with our activities lately. By the way I'm not gay. I'm not exactly sure what I am right now. I've enjoyed the fun we've had but I'm very confused. But what was the big thing I need to know" "Quit screwing around. I'm gay! I like guys, and only guys. I like you. I like any hot guy with a dick between his legs. Got it?" "Yes, I get it. But that's not important to me. And it certainly doesn't define who you are as a person. Your Lance Winthrop, a kind, compassionate person. A loving and respectful son to his mother. A hard working volunteer for the patients at the hospital. A good looking, viral, strong young man. And the least of which, you're gay. It would not have changed a thing if you had come out to me before I agreed to be your guardian." "Did my mother hint at it at all? I'm not sure if she knew for sure but I think she had her suspicions." "She never said anything to me if she did. All she said was that she loved you and wanted to make sure you would be taken care of by someone who cared for you and who you cared for. And I'm the lucky guy" "I'm sure that will change the way you feel about me, maybe not want me around?" "Bull shit! If that was the case, I would have called the lawyer by now and had the whole deal cancelled. That's not going to happen. You stuck with me." I laughed. "it's Lance the person I like, not Lance the gay boy. Our sexual preference doesn't define who we are, it's our character and our core values. Sure, being gay will be a part of who you are but not everything. It's like baking a cake. The batter is made up of flour, eggs, shortening, spices, baking powder and water, all mixed together and then baked. All the ingredients are necessary for a delicious cake. Leave out an ingredient and the cake won't come out very well. You have all the ingredients to be a successful man and I'm here to make sure the baking goes as planned." "So you're saying I'm a delicious cake?" looking at me with a smirk. "Well, I like what I've had a chance to taste so far," punching him on the shoulder and heading for the door. "Just one more thing, you have to feel free to tell me anything you want. I want total honesty between us, about anything. I know you're not a party guy and I'm not sure if you drink or not but if you're ever out with friends and need a ride home for any reason, or if one of your friends with you needs a ride, no matter what the time of night or day or where you are, please call. I rather get out of bed to give you a ride then get out of bed to have to go to the police station, or worse, to the emergency room. Deal?" "I don't drink or do any recreational drugs. I've seen how that ends too many times at the hospital so I don't think that will ever happen. But thanks for the offer. I'll tuck it in the back of my wallet for safe keeping." Lance met me at the door and gave me a hug and a quick kiss on the lips. "Don't start this again or we'll never get out of the house." "Ok, ok. Rain check then. I have to work on you to figure out if your gay, bi or just a screwed up straight guy," he giggled. "Please let me know when you find out." On the drive over to my house Lance and I made small talk for a while. Then I asked him if had any plans for his life, any goals or ambitions he wanted to achieve. "Now you sound like my mother," with out giving me an answer. "I'm not your mother but I am the guy your mother entrusted to mentor you and help you achieve your dreams, what ever they may be." "I really enjoy helping patients at the hospital so maybe I'll be a nurse." "That can be a very rewarding career. You have the resources, the talent and the opportunity to be anything you want. You could be a nurse or even a doctor." I rather be a nurse. So many of the patients I help say I spend more time with them than their doctor does. They don't have the time to spend to get to know their patients. It's just diagnose them, treat them, bill them and move on to the next number of the charts." "That's a little cynical but you probably right. Well then you could even be a full time administrator of a charitable foundation that helps thousand of people every year." "You mean like my mother? Giving away money to have your name on a building or in the papers?" "Whoa there young man, that was not why your mother was so involved in the family foundation. She truly cared where her money went and how it helped. Anyone asking for a donation for a cause, she had two questions right up front. 'Who will benefit from this program and how many will benefit'. If she didn't feel comfortable with the answers she would politely turn them down." "Maybe you right. I never did get too involved in what she was doing. I prefer the one on one help I can offer." "And there is nothing wrong with that at all. But I would like you to get familiar with the foundation and the work that it does. After all, you are the primary beneficiary." "In name only. You are the one controlling everything until I turn legal age." "True, but that will come sooner than you think and then you'll be the one making decisions that will affect quite a few people. At least give it some thought." "Okay, but no promises." "Fair enough. I'm just here to guide you and offer advice, not control you. Unless of course you get out of hand. Then it's over my knee time again," I laughed at him. "You enjoyed that way too much, pervert," Lance shot back with his own laugh. We got to my house and went inside. I gave him the grand tour, as grand as it could be. My house was a much more humble abode than his. But it was comfortable, plenty roomy enough for two and well kept. After I gave him a tour, I told him to look around and make himself comfortable while I went and got some of my clothes and my suit for the funeral. I came back down and Lance was sitting on the living room couch, naked as the day he was born. "Ah, what's this," I asked as I entered the room. "You said make myself comfortable so I did. I want to see if it's as much fun to be naked in your house as it is in mine. I do plan on spending a lot of time this way, you understand, at whichever house we settle in. Would you care to join me?" "You know where that would lead if I did?" "I hope so," he smirked. "We should be getting back to your house, I've got everything I need." "I don't. Not until you join me. And besides, what's you hurry. No one is waiting for us. He did have a point. He also had a semi-hard cock. So did I by this time. I should have known better but I let the little head take control of the big head. I stripped out of my clothes and joined Lance on the couch. Just to tease him a little, I sat of the opposite end, leaving plenty of room between us. "What's the matter, afraid I'll bite?" "You didn't last time, very good lip control," giving him a wink. He got up and walked over to my end of the couch, spread his legs and straddled mine, sitting in my lap facing me. He scooted forward so his now stiff cock was pressing against mine. He was already leaking precum which left wet spots everywhere he touched me. He put his hands on my shoulders and leaned in for a kiss. I tilted my head to get a better angle for a deep tongue kiss. My hands went around his back and pulled him close to me. Lance reached down and grabbed both our cocks and pointed them straight up against our stomachs. He started humping back and forth, grinding our cocks together, both of them getting slippery from his precum. He leaned tighter to me and pressed my head into the back of the couch. One of my hands went to the back of his head to keep out mouths as tight together as possible. After what seemed like forever, he broke the kiss and leaned back. "Sorry, I had to come up for air." "Same here. "I've come up for air, now I'm going down for cock." With a shit eating grin on his face, he kissed and licked his way down my body as he slid back off my lap. He pushed my knees apart and positioned himself between my spread legs. Rubbing his hands against the inside of my thighs, his hands moved up to take my cock in one hand and my balls in the other. He looked up and smiled just before taking my balls in his mouth and rolling them around like marbles. He was slowly stroking my cock and he lifted my scrotum and kissed underneath. He took one hand off my cock and reach back to raise my legs and rest them on his shoulders. I was almost bent in half and felt very vulnerable, but highly aroused at the same time. He free hand went back to slowly stroking my cock as he kissed ever lower between my legs. Oh my God, is he headed where I think he is? I was starting to panic and was about to stop him when his tongue found its mark and licked my hole. Panic quickly faded to desire as I lifted my legs even higher to give him better access. No one had ever touched my ass before, at least not in a sexual way. The thought of it would have totally grossed me out but the feelings I was having overwhelmed any misgivings I had about this. I was moaning and writhing as he continued his assault on my ass. Now it was my cock that was leaking copious amounts of precum. Lance stopped stroking and used his fingers to wipe as much as he could off my cock. Then he raised his head from my ass. The disappointment I felt was short lived as his mouth came down on my cock and took it all in one swallow. As he was going up and down on my cock I felt his hand going back to my ass, the hand that had my precum on it. His finger massaged my hole and sent shivers up my spine. Slowly he applied pressure with his finger on my rosebud. No, no way I want anything pushed up my ass. Again, I was about to speak up and stop him. But just then his finger slid inside me. A slight pain at the first invasion of my cherry ass that quickly faded to pleasure. A pleasure I had never known before. He moved gently and soon had his finger buried as deep as it could go. As he started to wiggle it around he found the sweet spot I had heard of but never felt before. A small of amount of cum released from the tip of my cock as Lance moaned at the taste of it. He lifted his head and looked me in the eyes. "A little taste of what was to come . . . literally!" And went back to sucking my cock. The whole new experience had every nerve in my body tingling with excitement and anticipation. A few more minutes and I sensed the orgasm was on its way. I told Lance I was so close so get ready. He mumbled something and increased his speed and suction on my cock as he pushed deep and hard on my prostrate. I erupted in an orgasm more intense that I had ever had in my life. I released stream after stream of cum down Lance's throat as I held his head fast on my cock. When it had stopped, I lay back exhausted and let my legs slide of of his shoulders. "Not bad, old man." "Ya, it was okay, I suppose, for a young guy." Lance punched me in the leg and got up off the floor, sitting next to me on the couch. "Give me a few minutes to catch my breath and recuperate and I'll do you." "Your house, your pleasure, I can wait until later. My house, my pleasure" was his short answer. We snuggled on the couch for a while then got dressed and headed back to Lance's house. There was s message on the answering machine from the funeral home wanting to meet with us to go over the final details of the funeral. "Let's go now and get this over with," Lance suggested. "I don't know what they want to talk about. Mother said she had everything prearranged so I wouldn't have to deal with this." "I have no idea. Let's have some lunch and head over there. I'll call them and let them know we're coming." We had a light lunch and cleaned up. Lance was very quiet and hardly said two words. The message from the funeral home had brought him back to the reality he would be facing. Our naked romp at my house had taken his mind completely of his mother's death. I suppose I could justify my sexual activities with Lance as a sort of therapy for him and I was just doing my job. Some job! No, I was as much into what we did simply for my own pleasure. The side benefit was his enjoyment as well. On the drive to the funeral home Lance was still quiet, looking out the window with a blank expression on his face. I reached over and gently put my hand on his thigh, giving it a little squeeze. "I'm here for you, just remember that." He looked over at me, smiled and nodded his head. "You damn well better be," and put his hand on mind. We met with the funeral director in his office. Lance was right, his Mother had made all the arrangements, even down to the clothes she should be dressed in. Her death had made headlines in the local papers for several days, with several articles written about her charitable works. Her original plan was to have visiting hours in the afternoon and then again in the evening. The funeral director had been inundated with calls inquiring about the visiting hours so he was concerned about a large turn out. He suggested the unusual move of having visiting hours from 2:00 PM until 8:00 PM to accommodate more mourners. I was concerned about Lance having to endure six hours on his feet greeting people and thanking them for turning out. "That seems like an awfully long time, don't you think?" I inquired. "Lance nor you would have to be present the whole time. It would be an eminent citizen laying in state for a public viewing, similar to what they do in Washington for politicians. It would be a closed casket, of course." "Yes, and that is very impersonal and meaningless in my opinion. If we are going to do this, I want to be there in person to greet anyone who comes to honor my Mother's life and her legacy." Lance firmly announced. "Lance, six hours is a long time. Are you sure you want to do that?" I wasn't sure how he would hold up for that long. "My mother gave me 15 years of her life to raise me and give me a loving home. The least I can do to honor her is give her six hours of my life. And I want an open casket. People are coming to play their respects to her, not a wooden box." Lance had definitely come out of his slump. I wasn't sure it was the best idea, but he was adamant that this is how it would be. The funeral director grudgingly obliged. "I will notify the papers of the changes and make the necessary arrangements. One last thing. She stipulated that the funeral be private. She gave me a list of names that I am to notify to attend. She didn't want any collation after the funeral. She thought that might be too much for you to deal with." "May I see the list?" "Certainly," as he opened a folder and handed Lance sheet filled with names. He read it over quickly and added, "There are a few people I would like to add to this list, if that is alright." "What ever you want. Just write their names and contact information on the bottom of the list and I will see to it." "No, I'd rather contact these people myself. It will make the invitation more personal. No offense to you." "None taken. It's just part of what your Mother asked me to take care of." "She was very thorough like that. Do we get a credit on the cost of the funeral for doing this myself?" The funeral director looked stunned. No one had ever started negotiating the cost of a funeral during a mourning period, let alone a fifteen year old boy who had just lost his mother. Before he could think of something to say to Lance, Lance smiled at him and commented, "Just kidding. Thought I'd lighten the mood a little." Holy hell! Lance goes from being a sexual predator on me in the morning to taking control of his mother's funeral in a big way, taking on more responsibility than imaginable and then busting on the funeral director. Is he fifteen or fifty? I don't think I'd have the strength to behave this way if I were in his shoes. We finished up the details and left the funeral home. "Was I being too out of line? I know it's not really my place to dictate terms when my Mother had everything arranged but I felt it would be better this way." Lance said quietly, falling back into his sullen mood. "Oh my God no, Lance. I was so proud of you taking control of things in such a positive way. I think what you asked for is perfect. I think you're Mother just didn't want to put too much on you at a time like this. Are you sure you haven't taken on too much?" "I'm willing to bet when my Mother made these arrangements she had no idea you were going to be my guardian. If I didn't have you by my side, I would be a slobbering mess and just go along to get along. But with you at my side, I'm confident I handle just about anything life throws at me. Even you!" There was the smile I loved beaming back at me. "I'm supposed to be handling you, remember?" "That's later," he smirked his devilish grin at me. Who the hell am I dealing with here? Certainly not your typical teenager. Lol. "One question, though, what is a collation?" "It has been described in many way. It's a gathering, either at your house or a rented facility, where lights snacks and drinks are offered to mourners who attended the funeral. Some describe it as a celebration of life, others say it's an opportunity to personally offer condolences to the bereaved who didn't get a chance to at the funeral." "So, essentially, a chance for a bunch of freeloaders to get a free meal and scope out our house?" "Damn, are you seriously that cynical?" "No, just busting your balls this time. If we have one Mildred will want to set everything up and make the preparations. She is like part of the family so I don't want to lay that on her." "If you want to hold a collation, you can always hire a caterer to come in." "Or better yet, you can hire a caterer to handle that. I'm not sure how Mother felt but if it's tradition then we should do it." "Gotcha. I take care of the details. I'm also going to hire a private security firm to have the house guarded during the wake and the funeral. Thieves watch the papers for houses that might be empty at those times." "Good idea. I never would have thought of that." We got back to Lance's house and had a quick supper. Lance excused himself to go to his Mother's office and start making phone calls. I cleaned up from our meal and then quietly walked down the hall to stand outside the office door. What I heard was a mature young man making some very intimate phone calls. He asked for the person on the list, announced his reason for calling and then gave them the details of the arrangements. He made comment that each person meant something special to his Mother as she had personally made out the invitation list. By the third call I wanted so badly to run in and hug the breath out of him. Sincere, humble and showing no overt emotion. He sounded no less professional than someone from the funeral home. I went back to the living room and watched some television. Or rather I turned it on and my mind went somewhere else entirely. It had been a long and exhausting day. Lance came in about an hour later, told me he had finished all the calls and was going to turn in. I shut of the television and joined him heading up stairs. We used the bathroom and got ready for bed. "Are you sleeping in your room tonight and bunking in with me again?" "What do you think?" Lance replied as he gave me a gentle shove towards the door to my room. "How did the calls go?" I was curious to hear from him. "Good. Everyone I spoke to offered their condolences and said they would attend. The only one we will have a problem with is Mildred. When I told her about the collation and hiring a caterer she objected saying she could take care of all the drinks and refreshments. I explained to her that she was part of the family and I would allow her to work on the day of the funeral. I also told her I wanted her to take the following week off to relax. I think she thought I was letting her down easy and going to fire her. So I told her she would need her rest because when she came back there would be two men in the house to cook and clean for. She laughed at that and said she'd take the time off." "Good call." "Yes, a whole week with just the two of us in the house. Just us and no clothes," he grinned. "You horn dog! Let's get some sleep. We need to rest up as well." Lance was quiet and subdued the next few days leading up to the wake. I would give him a hug now and then to bolster his spirits. The morning of the wake he was still very quiet but he would occasionally look and me and offer a weak smile. He was trying really hard to hold it together. We arrived at the funeral home early to give Lance some private time with his Mother. A line was already forming at 1:30. This was going to be a long afternoon. Lance was doing a good job of greeting people and listening to their connections to his mother. That was until around 4:00 when an elderly man came up to shake Lance's hand. He was wearing a suit that looked like it was almost as old as he was, something he probably didn't wear too often. He stood slightly slumped forward for years of manual labor as his rough callused hands and ruddy complexion confirmed. "I want to extend my condolences to you, young man. Your Mother was an angel sent from heaven to save my family. My only son got mixed up with drugs when he was young and was surely going to be where your mother is now if it wasn't for her compassion. My son, Alfredo, had been in and out of rehab but nothing had worked. His drug habit was getting the best of him and was going to take his life. Your Mother had funded a rehab facility and when she heard about my son she made it her mission to get him enrolled and get him clean. The facility was full but she made them take my son. He stopped going after a few days, headed back to the drugs. But your Mother wouldn't let that happen. She personally came to our house every morning to pick up Alfredo and take him to the facility because I could not miss work and take him myself. The first few days she stayed there with him to make sure he didn't just walk out. By the time he was discharged he was clean and on the way to a new life. Today his is married has two children of his own and a very good job to support his family. None of this would have been possible without your mother. I owe her my son's life." At that the man broke down crying. Lance pulled him in for a hug. "Your son is the second boy who life she straightened out. Mine was her first." The old man looked at Lance, smiled and shuffled off. Lance looked at me as tears rolled down his cheeks. "Come on, Lance, let's take a break," as I led him towards the private lounge area. "Damn, I could use a cigarette right now." "Lance, you don't smoke. Do you?" "No, of course not but isn't that what people say at a time like this? Well then, I could use a stiff drink right now." "Er, you don't drink either, I hope." "No way. So I guess that leaves me with my only vice. Damn, I need to get laid right now, you game?" he giggled as he wiped his tears away. "I'm definitely game but not here and now, later." "Deal. Let's get back to the line." The rest of the wake went smoothly with lots of comments and handshaking. It was exhausting for me so I can only imagine what it was like for Lance. At the end of the evening Lance wanted a moment alone with his Mother before we left. I stood just outside the main room and heard him talking to the casket. I couldn't make out what he was saying but I knew it came from his heart. We got in the car and headed home. Lance lay across the front seat and put his head on my lap, placing his hand on my thigh. "Thank you for today. I never could have made it without you with me. You have no idea how much you mean to me, really." "About the same as how much you mean to me, Lance. I haven't felt this close to anyone since my wife died. I feel so blessed you have come into my life." We rode the rest of the way in silence. We hadn't had much to eat all day but weren't hungry enough to make any supper, just some quick snacks and off to bed. Lance climbed into bed with me and cuddled up close and tight. He brought his lips to mine and we kissed passionately and deeply. He rolled over and lay on top of me as we kissed and hugged each other. "I just need to be close to you right now. I don't necessarily want sex, unless you do." "This is just fine. Tonight wr are one being, brought together by fate and kept together by our love for each other." Did I just say 'love'? Yes, and I meant it. I do love Lance. But it's very confusing. I love him in a paternal sort of way but also as a lover, if that makes any sense. I don't think it is incestuous, it's a unique situation to be sure. But it feels right and I don't want to change anything about it. We woke the nest morning still entwined together. Lance looked at me and smiled, then went stone faced. "We better get up and get ready," he announced quietly. "Another long day ahead of us but we'll make it together." We had some breakfast and got dressed. The funeral home had sent a limo for us and took us to the church. We were ushered in the side door to meet briefly with Fr. Riley. Fr. Riley was the pastor at the cathedral. He was in his late seventies and was definitely old school. He was giving the eulogy himself because he didn't allow anyone on his alter but him. Even visiting clergy had to stand at the foot of the alter to speak. This cathedral caters to the rich and connected. They are also mostly old school and appreciate his strict manner. Fr. Riley went over the protocol he followed at a funeral, something was already familiar to us both, being members of this parish. "I haven't noticed either of you at Mass the last few weeks." "No, Father, we were traveling one weekend and then Mrs. Winthrop fell ill and you know the rest," I spoke up. "Has either of you been to confession recently?" "It's been a few months for me." "And me as well, Father," Lance admitted. "Then neither of you can take communion this morning. You will remain kneeling in your pew so as not to be embarrassed if I had to refuse you in front of everyone. All of this may be God's way of letting you know you should take your teaching more seriously, attend Mass regularly and go to confession in a timely manner." Trying to insinuate that Alice's death was God revenge for not attending his services? I was stunned. Lance on the other hand tightened his hands into fists and had a look on his face that scared me. His face was turning red and the veins in his neck were bulging. I locked arms with him and pulled him with me as I made a hasty retreat to our pew. "We had better get seated. Thank you, Father." We sat down and I quietly put my hand on Lance's. "Can you believe that miserable old son of a bitch? My mother's death was my fault? Our fault? I wanted to punch that pious bastard right in the mouth!" "I did too, but punching out a priest at your mother's funeral would be bad form. Let's wait until next Sunday and we can double team him when we go up for communion." My joke lightened the mood and made Lance snicker softly. "You're crazier than he is. Let's get back to the business at hand." Alice's casket was wheeled down the aisle followed by the priest and his entourage. The ceremony was a very nice one, including the eulogy. He may have been a miserable of so and so but he did perform a very comforting service. At the close, the pallbearers turned the casket to wheel it to the back of the church. The priest was to follow directly behind the casket but as it passed our pew, Lance scooted out and got between the casket and the priest. He got right up to the casket and laid both his hands on the back of it and walked along with it. The pallbearers noticed him and slowed their pace even slower than they were going. It was now the priest who was red faced with the veins about to burst in his neck. I followed along in the normal order of things. When we got to the back of the church, Lance let go of the casket and walked towards the door. Fr Riley called out to him as I approached the two of them. "Mr Winthrop, that stunt of yours was against all protocol!" I intercepted them before anyone could speak, "Yes, Father, and thank you for letting Lance walk down the aisle one more time with his mother. It was so respectful of you." Then I once again grabbed Lance's arm and pulled him out the door and down the steps towards the awaiting limo. Fr Riley came out and stood at the top of the stairs and watched as they loaded the casket into the hearse. When they closed the back door, Fr made the sign of the cross and turned and walked back into the church. "You know, we're both going to burn in hell for what we just did." "Maybe so, Lance but I told you I had your back, no matter what." Very inappropriately we both had a good hearty laugh as we headed to the cemetery. We sat in the limo while the pallbearers set the casket at the grave and prepared everything for the final graveside service. Everyone gathered around the grave and stood waiting for the priest to show up. And waited. And waited. Finally Lance looked at me and smirked. We had pissed off the priest so bad he wasn't going to show up to perform the service. Lance took out his phone and looked at it. Oh hell, I hope he is not going to call him? "I just got a text from Fr Riley's driver. They had a flat tire and can't get here for another thirty minutes. I can't ask you all to stand here and wait that long." To the astonishment of everyone, me included, Lance started right into this own graveside service. He was very polished and professional, following along what would be a normal service by a priest. He also included his own eulogy he had written a few days ago before he learned he wouldn't be able to speak at the funeral. When he concluded, we went to the casket, took one red rose from the bouquet on top, kissed his hand and placed it on his mother's casket and then threw a handful of dirt on the foot of the casket. "This concludes our graveside service. You are all invited back to a collation at our residence for some light refreshments and fellowship." There was not a dry eye anywhere to be found but then a spontaneous round of applause broke out. I have never in my life been to a funeral where the mourners applauded anyone. Lance put his hand on my shoulder and led me back to the limo. "Screw that old bastard. We didn't need him anyway." "Who the hell are you and what the fuck did you do with my little boy Lance that I'm supposed to guiding into manhood?" "I'm right here. You've done a pretty good job so far in the week we've been together." Another haughty laugh as we sped back to his house. Or is it our house? Whatever! The guests arrived and Lance was the consummate host, greeting everyone and circulating to take time to chat briefly with everyone. Listening intently at their stories and fond memories of his Mother. I knew may of the people invited and had a chance to chat with them as well. They knew I was a friend of the family so no one questioned why Lance and I were together at the wake and the funeral. It was no secret that I was his guardian but I wasn't going to bring it up if no one else did. The last of the guest left so Lance and I went into the living room to finally sit and relax. "We made it thought the day. We're both going to hell but it was worth it," Lance laughed. "Thanks for being there for me." "I have to say I've very impressed by your maturity and grace through this whole ordeal. Other than pissing off the most revered priest in the city, that is." At that moment Lance's phone rang. It was his friend Justin wanting to know if he and Kayla could stop by to give him some moral support. "Chris, Justin and Kayla want to stop by. Is that alright with you?" "It's your house, you don't have to ask permission." "I just wanted to be sure." They must have called from the driveway because there was a knock on the door a few minutes later. Lance introduced me to Kayla, Justin and I had already met at the hospital. We all went into the living room and I offered to order pizza if anyone was hungry. They all answered, 'of course'. When the pizza came, I took it into the living room and then left them to eat in peace while I went to clean up the kitchen. Justin came by and asked where the bathroom was. I directed him down the hall. Before he went, he thanked me for helping Lance get through everything the last few weeks. He said he had misjudged me and was glad Lance had someone like me to look out for him. I thanked him as he left the kitchen and then went to the living room to see if they needed anything else/ I came in the doorway and saw Lance and Kayla making out on the couch. Kayla's tongue was so far down Lance's throat, she must have been tickling his tonsils. I quietly backed away so as not to disturb them. I was still in the hallway when Justin came back so I greeted him loudly to alert Lance and Kayla. I went back into the kitchen and sat down to try and wrap my head around what I had just seen. Lance must be bi. Or had he just been leading me on and playing with me to be able to control me in a fashion? I was deep in thought when Kayla popped her head in and asked where the office was. Lance told her she could plug her phone in to charge it in there. I showed her the office and then passed the living room door as I headed back to the kitchen. I glanced in and now Lance was passionately making out with Justin! What the hell? Either this boy is a total slut or I'm a total fool, being played by this kid. I hollered back to Kayla to ask if she found the charger, which I knew she had, but again, wanted to alert Lance. I couldn't take anymore of this round robin play so I said my good nights and went up stairs to bed. Naturally I couldn't get to sleep so I was still awake when Lance came to bed several hours later. He undressed and slipped into bed, not knowing if I was awake or asleep. I just lay still. Lance shook me and asked me to wake up. "Chris, are you awake?" "I am now. What is it?" "Can we talk for a bit? I feel like shit and I really need to get it off my chest." "Ok, what's wrong.?" "Kayla and Justin are the two closest friends I have in the whole world, after you of course. Tonight when Justin went to the bathroom, Kayla jumped on me and started making out. She is a great friend and she has a thing for me, but I only like her as a friend, not a girlfriend. It took me by surprise and I didn't want to just push her away so I kissed her back. Then when she went to charge her phone, Justin came on to me. We almost had a thing together several months ago but again, I like him as a friend but he was starting to get too possessive so I stopped him. Tonight all those old feelings came rushing back and we kissed but I pushed him away knowing I didn't want to go there again. I shouldn't have returned the kiss to either of them and I'm afraid I may have led them on and will end up hurting them in the end. Am I a bad person?" "I don't think so. I think you should be honest with them and tell them how you really feel about them and the kisses were just a moment of weakness and nothing more." "Do you hate me for what I did?" "I have no reason to. It's between you and your friends." "But I feel like I've cheated on you in a sense. You and I have something special, even thought we've never really talked about it, I can tell we have real feeling towards each other." My mind is racing ninety miles an hour. Is he playing me? Or is he really telling me the truth. Looking back on earlier, I was more jealous than anything else, watching Lance making out with Kayla and Justin. Should I be jealous? Why? We're not lovers, or at least have not said as much to each other. Do I have feelings for him? Very much so! But are they as a parent figure or a lover? Can it be both? So many questions that my head is hurting. "It's late, let's get some sleep and we can talk about this in the morning." "Okay. Good night." Lance moved in close and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek then nuzzled his head against my shoulder. He was asleep in no time as I lay awake still trying to figure things out. If you enjoyed this story you may enjoy some of my other stories posted on Nifty. Feed back is always welcome to Jonathan at tryitlikeit27@yahoo.com. If you can't find them, from the main menu select "Authors". In the upper right hand corner, select "Search". Under keywords, enter "Jonathan Perkins" (be sure and put the name in quotation marks). Small Town Dilemma adult-youth 09-23-19 Uncomplicated Life beginnings 02-18-20 North Woods Adventure adult-youth 08-25-19 Pleasant Surprise beginnings 08-25-19 Enduring Friends high school 02-12-19 A Week in the Woods high school 06-07-20 camping Going to the Dogs adult-youth 01-11-19 The Slat Water Marsh adult-youth 02-13-20