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For a complete list of Series and Short Stories Available, Visit http://tomcup.iscool.net ************************************************************************ The Innocents By Richard Dean Part 1 Chapter 6 A sad difficult day Paulo left us to go to work. Toninho and I decided we would walk about, window shop, and talk about our united future. With my reassuring hand on his shoulder we strolled down the Rua Visconde de Piraja, an elite shopping area, and looked in a few windows which garnered our interest. When stopped Toninho would move in front of me and press his body backward into mine which allowed me to cross my arms in front of him to enfold him. It was not an unusual sight to see parents do this to their children whether male or female, so it evoked no upturned noses in haughty sneers by the upper and middle class citizens of an enlightened Rio de Janeiro. Earlier I took Toninho to my barber and had his hair styled as was mine. He could easily pass for a "Yanqui" now, which made him feel more involved and closer to me than ever. As I am of Scandinavian heritage and his a mixture of Latin blood, we could never pass for parent and child, but I could certainly pass as a loving relative out enjoying the sights with my favorite nephew. And so it was, that we allowed our comportment to be displayed. We stopped in at a record shop and purchased several CDs that Toninho wanted ("I must have this, Pae!") of the "PetShopBoys" and Rita Lee of the "Os Mutantes." I expounded to Toninho an interesting sidenote: Rita Lee (Jones) is a descendant of one of the original group of settlers who arrived in Brazil in 1865 and onward to escape the debaucherous rape and scurrilous pillage, illegal theft of property and acreage that were among the atrocities committed by the Carpetbaggers and Freedmen Bureau, who took over the ravaged and decimated Southern States after the Civil War during the so-called Reconstruction Period. They became known in Brazil as Os Confederantes. Approximately 2,000 to 10,000 Confederates self-exiled themselves, fleeing from Federal Troops who were sent to block them from escape, into Mexico, Cuba and on to Brazil where the Emporer Dom Pedro II met many of them dockside with a warm welcome, as he knew Brazil needed the expertise of the improved farming implements and techniques they had gained in the agriculture of cotton and tobacco. Many of these ex-patriots were medical and dental Doctors. Descendants of those doctors today, still retain the prominent names of their forebears in the same fields if one only looked into the phone book. The largest contingent of the exiled settled in the State of Sao Paulo about 90 kilometres from the city of Sao Paulo and formed a community which split into two becoming known then as well as today, Americana (approximately 100,000 people) and Vila Santa Barbara, now known as Santa Barbara d'Oeste. Through the ensuing years many of those settlers retained the language and writing nuances of the Southern style and tradition. Flying the battle flag of the Confederacy at the cemetery where most of those confederates were buried. They had to establish their own cemetery as the Catholic Church denied anyone burial in one of their cemeteries that were not true members of the faith. Because of the intolerance of the Church, they started their own churches with Protestant affiliations with the Methodist and Episcopal churches of the United States. They established their own schools for their children and also built Universities that became the cornerstone of the excellent Federal University system of modern day Brazil today. From 1900 onward the descendants married and became integrated totally within the Brazilian social structure. As I explained this to Toninho, he was thrilled to hear that Rita Lee (Jones) spoke both Portuguese and English and that her roots were established from Norte Americano heritage. "Pae, you know so much. Why aren't you a teacher rather than a seismologist? You wouldn't have to go away so much." "Toninho, we are all teachers. Every man, woman and child. When we speak we instruct. That is the essence of teaching. The use and command of the words that we know come from our teachers who have taught us to also to read and write. There, too, the word has importance. Without teachers we could neither speak nor read. Without speech or reading and writing, how could I tell you how much I love you? How would you know? Without the word, I could not write you to tell you how deeply you have affected me, how completely you've enhanced my life. How could I tell you how appreciative I am for your blind faith in me? And how could I tell you that you've got a cute ass, too?" "Lets go home now, Pae. Lets go home and do it. I'm so hard it hurts me." "We'll go home, Ton, after we've met with Paulo, who is expecting us. We can't disappoint him now can we?" "Nooo, but he would understand, Pae. I know that he would." "I suspect he would if it were another time, Ton. He wants to share something special with us. That wouldn't be fair to our friend and brother." "Lets go then," he said with urgency in his tone. Arriving at the restaurant, we saw Paulo who waved to us to be seated at our special table, which allowed our view of the beach across the way and the athletic prowess displayed by bronzed and golden young men and women as they played futvollei (volleyball) or frisbee among other games and sports. Further past the shoreline we could see countless number of surfboarders and some few sailboards too. "Pae, don't look, look at me. You pee me off today." He said inserting new English words that he had picked up. "Sorry, honey. I will always look, but you don't have to worry about me doing anything with any of those young men. I have all I can handle and ever want at home, sweetheart." Paulo arrived laden with dishes of various kinds of seafood, grilled, broiled, and fried, which he presented to us with evident pride of accomplishment. "You're going away dinner, Ricardo. Toninho and I thought you would like to remember this meal for the length of time you are away from us, correct Toninho?" Toninho nodded with a conspiratorial smile beaming from his face. "It's wonderful, guys, but it's too much. We'll never be able to eat all of this." "I'll package the remainder and take it home for us. Toninho and I can make short work on this tomorrow, eh, buddy?" "Of course", rejoined Toninho We lit in with aggressive appetites and soon had completed our fill. Sated and settling back in our chairs while sipping after dinner cafezinhos, we chatted amiably back and forth until Paulo joined us and gathered up what remained of the dinner, wrapped it and we walked together to our little home. Paulo asked if he had permission to take "Herbie" to Niteroi to visit a friend. I gave him my instant approval, but insisted he come back to take me to the airport by 10 pm as my flight to the northern state of Ceara was scheduled to leave at 11 pm. Finished with packing my suitcase, I started to undress to take my shower. Toninho slipped his clothes off at the same time. I said nothing about this to him. I went into the bathroom and started the shower and held my hand waiting for the hot water to course through the pipes before entering the stall. Toninho was directly behind me giving me a bit of a push, so he could follow me in. It was a bit of a tight fit, but it seemed snug enough and we could wash ourselves without poking each other. We washed one another with playful glee, giggling and teasing each other with pulls and jabs. Getting out, we dried ourselves and walked hand in hand to our bedroom, whereupon we lay upon the bed and wrapped ourselves together until we seemed as one. In tight embrace we kissed and licked each other. This evening's romantic interlude was much like that of the previous night, except it wasn't filled with the uneasiness of animal lust or excess. We were confident, assured, and had nothing to prove; nor did we need to test each other's limitations. Toninho's ejaculations numbered twice that of mine, as we switched positions in all types of manner, some that I had never thought of before. It was a learning experience for us both. Once again, sexually sated, we lay supine to each other and napped, while wrapped together arms enjoined locking us together. If one moved the other would know it. I cannot recall being more satisfied, and drained, as I was that night. We awoke at about 8:30 and showered once again and readied our dress, so we were available to join Paulo when he arrived to take us to the airport. We looked out from our balcony into the starry clear night. We were sad that we would have to be apart for such a long time, but the sobs and tears didn't flow as they had the night before. Toninho reminded me to write him everyday. I could only promise that I would write for certain, every other day. He said he would have Paulo write me as he instructed by dictating to him what to say of the events as they happened. Toninho assured me he would apply himself to work on his studies and household chores as he had promised. I told him I had no doubt about that. I knew once he promised me to do something, he would be honor bound to follow it through, even though it might be a task. He would do it. He reminded me we could break no rules of our family. I assured him I understood clearly and even smiled at his veiled hint that when out of town, the cat might play. We promised each other, so there would be none of that, other than self-manipulation. No touching of others inappropriate to our demands. I called Varig (VAH-ra-gee) to confirm my reservations. All was in order. Paulo arrived well before the deadline, and we took off for Aeroporto Galeao the main domestic and international airport of Rio. The other and smaller of the two, Aeroporto Santos Dumont, usually took care of the shuttle flights to Sao Paulo and the Capital city of Brasilia. We arrived at the airport with 1 and ½ hours to spare, found parking for "Herbie" and walked to the terminal a short distance away. Toninho, with manly affirmation, offered to carry my bag. My "little man" was my protector and bodyguard, it seemed. As the minutes ticked off, I noticed Toninho starting to sniffle a bit, but was valiantly holding it within himself. I was tentatively fearful of my own breakdown when it was time to leave, but played the bravado act myself. Paulo could see our concern from where he stood, watching us with studied concentration. "First Class Passengers, may now board Flight #431 to Fortaleza, through door # 1" came the announcement. I took a deep breath, and gave Paulo a hug and handshake saying to him: "Take care of my boy, babe. He is so important to me, eh?" "Of course, Good flight, Godspeed. Write us, OK?" I nodded unable to speak. Turning to Toninho, I saw him rush into my arms, copious tears flowing, blubbering "Please don't go, Pae. Two months is too long to be away from me." Another passenger passing by us remarked to her companion, "Isn't that touching, that young man doesn't want his Pae to leave. Ohhhhh." Her companion nodded in silent agreement. Rubbing his back and kissing the top of his head, barely able to speak coherently, I said, "Toninho I must. We've talked this out before. I love you Son, I'll be back in two months straight away. You and I will write each other. I've got to go, Son. Please release me, Toninho!" Paulo came up behind Toninho and pulled us apart, holding him securely as Toninho turned and wept openly into Paulo's chest, while Paulo rubbed his back and "Shushed" him, trying to soothe the fear and loss away. Paulo indicated to me by his right hand to "Go...don't make things worse by staying, board your flight". I understood his gestures. I turned, handed the ground agent my ticket, and with guilt-ridden steps, tears streaming down my face, I boarded my flight. I dared not turn around to glance at my two despairing souls, fearing I would walk back and never look back on my work, again. ***** I received the first letter within the week: Dear Ricardo: Since you left it's been gloomy and sodden with tears around this place. Toninho does his work, and tries to study, but his heart isn't in it. If I allowed him to do it, he would go into your room and lie on the bed with your pillow stuffed beneath his face. His appetite has left him. I've had to threaten him in order to get him to eat something. He seems lost, and walks around touching everything that is yours. In the evening we do sit on the balcony and he will sit next to me and hold me with tears and light conversation. During the day, when I go to work, I leave him at the computer, while he tries to write you a letter, typing one letter at a time, and often referring to a dictionary so he won't mis-spell a word. He thinks you will not approve if he makes a mistake. I told him to write as you would talk. Those are the words you want to read. I tell him. He will sit by the phone for hours, waiting for it to ring, in case you decide to call. Frankly Ricardo, I am getting sick over this. When I ask him to assist me in locating his Grandmother, he shows no interest. I did manage to drag him from the apartment and we took "Herbie" to the favela to see if we could locate some of his previous neighbors who might have a clue. We had no success in that, but his interest did not merit the trip. We'll of course, I'll hang in on this end, waiting for your first letter or phone call. With warmest and deepest regards, I am Your friend, Paulo I had written religiously every other day, but mail pickup from the Research Vessel to which I am assigned is a weekly event. It would take well over a week until the first batch of letters start arriving in Rio. So I decided I would make a ship to shore radiotelephone call home. The only problem with that was that anyone on the same wavelength could hear the transmission. That did not suit me, but I had to call to let them know, I understood and cared that they were feeling such remorse. The first transmission didn't go through. On the second try the Ship to Shore operator connected to my number. It rang once, and was instantly answered by Toninho. "Alo Pae? Pae?" "This is the Ship to Shore operator do you wish to accept a radio transmitted telephone call from Ricardo Dean?" "Operator, operator", I yelled, "please speak in Portuguese, he doesn't understand much English." "Yes sir, thank you," the operator answered and then to Toninho in Portuguese, "Isto o Navio e Tosquiou o operador voce deseja aceitar um radio transmitido telefonema de Ricardo Dean?" Toninho was ecstatic and answered, "Sim, sim, lhe, operador, Agradecem. Pae? Voce esta la, Pae?" Onde voce esta? Eu tenho esperado para ter noticias algo de voce. Voce prometeu que voce escreveria. Nos nao recebemos nada, Pae." -- "Yes, yes, thank you Operator. Dad? Is that you Dad? Where are you? I've been waiting for a letter from you. You promised that you would write. We've received nothing, Dad." "I know Son, I've written you every other day as I promised, but the mail does not get picked up from our ship but once each week. So it's going to take several more days for my letters to start arriving in Rio. I thought I had best call you, when I got the letter Paulo sent to me. He is worried about you my boy. He claims you will only eat when he insists on it. He told me he was proud that you were doing all the work in the apartment, and studying too, but did not seem to have your heart in it. Listen to me, Toninho. I will not have you causing Paulo any problems where it makes him sick to think that you are so sad that you cannot do the things you must do to adjust to my absence. Things will get easier for you, once our letters get sorted out through the mails, OK? I promise you that all will be fine. If I hear anymore about you not cooperating with him, when I get home, I shall take you over my knee and spank you soundly, do you hear me, boy?" "Yes sir, I promise. Daddy, I missed you so much it makes me sick to my stomach. I can't eat when it feels that way. Daddy, Paulo got me peed off at him the other day, too. I was doing the wash and I couldn't find one of your socks. I asked Paulo to help me find it. I looked throughout our apartment. I don't know where it is. Daddy if I lost it, I'm so sorry. I'll buy you another one, OK? Don't be peed at me Daddy!" That's when I heard him crying. "Toninho, I am not peed at you. Hell Son, its only a sock. They seem to disappear for no apparent reason anyway. I don't expect you to be a perfect boy. I am not a perfect man. Paulo is not a perfect man. I love you and am proud of you, OK?" "Yes, Dad." "Is Paulo there, Ton? I would like to talk to him for a couple of minutes, then he will give the phone back to you, so we can say our goodbyes. This is costing me much money, Son. It's nearly $10.00 US for each minute. Please call him to the phone, OK?" "He's in his room. I'll call him. Don't hang up Dad, please don't hang up!" "Paulo", he yelled loudly into the mouthpiece, "Paulo its Pae, he wants to talk to you. Hurry you're costing him money." "Thanks, Ton, hello, Ricardo. Thank God you called. This kid of yours is driving me crazy. This is the first I've seen him smile since you left. Jesus, you've got to straighten him out. I sure as hell, can't." "Serves you right," I said laughing, "He tells me you yelled at him the other day and peed him off." "Yelled at him? Oh, yeah, he must be talking about that goddamned sock. You know he couldn't find one of your socks and was tearing the place apart trying to find the damned thing. I told him to let it stay lost. He started getting excited with worry that you would blame him for losing your damned sock. I told him to shut up about the fuckin' sock. I would buy you a pair of socks, when you got back. He wouldn't hear about it. Everything has to be perfect to him, because you told him so. That's when I really lost it. I told him to forget about the sock, and get out of my sight until he calmed down about it. Well, I have to tell you Ricardo when he lost it I lost it. It was a genuine catfight without the scratching and biting. We sounded like two old women arguing about whose lottery ticket won the 100 Reals prize. Shit it's funny now, but at the time I wanted to punch him out, he wouldn't stop his worrying about that fuckin' sock! What does he mean about I'm costing you money? Is he still carping about that damned sock? How much do I owe you for a pair of socks, Ricardo?" I couldn't stop laughing about the sock incident. Then Paulo started laughing about it too. "Oh Mother of God, now he thinks we're laughing about him, and he's starting to cry. Toninho, we weren't laughing at you, we were laughing about a crazy old sock that managed to get itself lost. Maybe your Dad packed it away with his stuff that he took with him. I promise you, Ton, we are not laughing at you. You are much too important to us to do that to you, OK? Ricardo, I'm hugging him now, and he wants the phone back so he can talk to his Pae. Thanks for calling Pal I do appreciate it. Maybe things can get back to normal now. Did you get our letter?" "I did, thanks. I'm sorry I burdened you with this, Paulo. You're the only one I could trust to do this for me. By the way, you owe me $100 for my sock. Let me say goodbye to Toninho, please." "Take it out in trade. Here he is, thanks Ricardo, and I mean THANKS!" "Toninho, I need to cut this conversation as soon as possible. You mind your manners with Paulo and mind what he asks of you. Don't take things so seriously, Son. I know of only two things in my life that hold any value to me. That's you and Paulo. Remember that. I love you, Son. Your letters should be coming to you tomorrow or the next day, OK?" I'll remember what you say to me. I love you too, Pae. Hurry home, I miss you." "I'll do that Ton. Give Paulo a kiss and a hug, before you go to bed every night, so he'll know it's from both of us. You are my most favorite Son. Goodbye my love." "Pae, I'm your only son, you know that. OK, goodbye." I hung up with satisfaction that all was now well at home. I could concentrate on my work and allow the clock to tick off its' minutes until I returned to my family. *********************************************************************** Send comments to: richard@boystories.zzn.com To support this and other stories by Richard Dean, visit http://www.eroscities.com or http://tompcup.iscool.net Your Support is Always Appreciated! ***********************************************************************