Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:25:03 -0700 (PDT) From: Matthew Templar Subject: The Letter A letter to my best friend ever Thank you from Darrin patrick, 11 years old Dear you, I dont really know how to thank you. i know you think you got a lot from me and i really know that i had fun to-- no, it was more, it was -- special and exciting! I learned a lot! WOW! I STILL - oops, i still dont know how you got me to learn all that. i think it was because i wanted to learn it so much, learn it from you. You seemed to know stuff that, every time i asked a question you would answer just as fast. And, usually, well, the best times, you showed me the answer, not just tell me something, and that was cool. We talked to. Those were great times to. First it would start out with you telling me things, sometimes stories about you growing up or something like that. Then it got to be that we both told stories about our times together; the best parts and the funnest times. i wanted you. i think i always wanted you. i don't think i knew that i did until we'd been together a bunch. but maybe it was because you were too great and I did not believe it could happen. That's when just talking was so great, because i got to know who you were; are. You had a hard time getting to know me, huh. But it didn't seem to matter. You just tried harder. i keep stuff buried a lot, huh? i bet you did to when you was my age. i didn't mean to make it as hard as it was, i just was, well, afraid? No. scared? Yeah, lots. i see now that i didn't want to tell you that i had so much stuff wrong with me. Well, you know what i mean. Not wrong with me but wrong around me; okay, what i thought was wrong around me. i didn't even know some guys had places to go home to that were like they wanted to be there. i didn't know that it could be a safe place, even when i listened to those guys talk about going home after school gets out and doing stuff with their family. i could do stuff too but it didn't help with how I felt. It seemed like we were sposed to just sit and watch that dam tube or play games on the computers. i wanted to do the stuff they talked about during the commercials. Diznyland and even bowling at Smittys. i would have been happy with a game night. One of the guys told me about there game night- remember? It took me weeks to tell you that. Then, the next time we played that game you had. Oh yeah, the card game `Sorry'. WOW! HOW C sorry how could it be so fun with just you and me? i think it was because i was playing it with you. Even stuff like eating. i never wanted to go out. i was always eating stuff brought home. The whole fridge was filled with white cartons. Remember, i took a picture with the little throw-away camera you gave me and we looked at it on the computer. Then you said that you would change all that when we were together. the neat thing happened, you did do it like that for us; when we had our times. The coolest thing was you wanted me to take more pictures of stuff and tell you about the stuff using them. That was so great. How did you ever think of that? It made it alot easier to talk about stuff. Then it made talking about that other stuff easier too; you know, love and mushy stuff. One day you were just there. i didnt know you up to then. That was so scary. i dont know what happened but you just told me to trust you. Fat Chance. i heard stories and it didn't matter who it was, i wasn't supposed to let myself get in that kind of stuff. i couldnot help it. You spoke so different then i was used to. You spoke soft and kinda-- gentle like sort of. Not just your loudness, but your words, they were so neat. I felt good again, about me. From the first time, it was so hard to wait until we could talk again. i didn't know that there was more than just talking to do then. i would have freeked out if you tryed more right away. i know that. Hey! How did you know? i can't remember what snapped, why i all a sudden wanted to let you in. hehe! Wow! But that kind of `in' came much later. Wow! We talked about everything. It started out hard, like i did not want to say stuff, but soon it just ran out of me like your cu...well, you know what i mean - it was easier and easier. i have to thank you because i would not think this was even posibel. i had no idea someone could feel like this - this good. You know, if i see you and you're with someone else, like one of your older friends, even then i just want you by myself. i just want you more and more; to have those good feelings some more; lots more. And when you touched me the first time, i scared both of us, huh? i jumped and then you did. But you asked if i was allright. i didnot know what i was feeling. You must have felt weerd sometime when you knew it was time to give up, to give in, right? Well, like i finally told you, that was how it was for me. You touched me on my knee, well, we touched before, but i knew that that was different. It meaned more. when you touched me was like a shock or something the first time. We never even talked about it before, and only some after because i knew it meaned something different. Hey, i just said that. It is important to me. Later when i got to thinking about it somemore, it made me feel all weerd-like. when we got together next then i let you touch me again that way . i think i almost wet my pants or something. i did not like it. Did i ever tell you that? It was so . . . you know, weerd-like and alot, the feeling of it, that i thought something was wrong. But then you talked to me. And i really listened. And you told me what would happen maybe the next time like what i might feel and then you asked me if it was okay to do it again - just my leg. I dont know why but then I wanted you to touch me more. I really liked it i think it felt like that because you were allready meaning more to me than anyone before ever. You touched me again and i fell on you, didnt I? i was so scared i would looze it, but i so much wanted to please you and well, i had to know too. It was so worth it. The next time, you scooted your hand up my leg and touched 'it', you know, `it'.. Then i really jumped. Remember? i could feel your hand sliding. i knew where you were going but i didn't know there was a reason even to go there then. Boy, i sure do now. he he! Then that's all you did, you poop! He! i can remember almost skooting up to your hand to make you do more, but you backed off and that's when you kissed my cheek. i got another spark thing. Didn't i almost fall over after that? i don't remember now. i do remember that it was more than just a peck on my cheek - you know, night, night crap. Oops. sorry. That's when i decided i wanted to spend my whole life with you, i think. The next time i remember because that was the time i held your hand there. remember? i even moved you up so you did touch `it'on me, real good. Oh man. i thought that was way cool. i had no idea what was coming. He! Yea. Cuming. i liked our jokes about stuff like that. Kind of dirty stuff but not really. i liked it when you laughed alot. More then i ever heard someone laugh before. the next time you made me stand in front of you. i wanted to sit down, like on your lap, but you had a plan. You even told me you were going to pull my shorts and undies way down so you didn't have to go under them anymore. I got so nervous and excited like that i don't know how i could stand there. i think i stiffened all my muscles really hard to make me not fall. It worked, until you touched me in the palm part of your hand. It felt so good that i fell into you, didn't I? Your hands went to my bottom and squeezed it so nice. i love the feel of your big hands on me there, well, anywhere now. Then you stood me up and made me be straight again. You inspected me like my doctor did that time i told you about. He was gentel to but you were so different. i still think it was because it was you doing the feeling. i was making wimpering and moning noise all over the place. You told me those words when you laffed at me. i didn't care. i thought it was funny to. Of course, you didn't say anything until after so many times doing stuff. i was your moner. i hope i always am your moner. Then the next time, i got to find you with just underware on you. That was so special. We were so alone that i could do things to. That was neat. We didn't have to try to be quiet where we were. i sat on your legs and felt the hairs on them on my legs. It was the best kind of scratching there ever was. You also let me be naked. Everything. i guess i was getting into this touching and feeling and stuff big time. i liked everything about it and i still did not know half the stuff yet - Do i? i remember bumping into you, down there; your penis. Wow! I remember that name for `it'. You're so big too. i want to be that big. i still don't believe you when you say I will be bigger than you. I growed a lot but it only growed a little so I hope you are right and it grows real big. What will i do with him, throw him over my shoulder? He? A guy at school told me that one. You didn't even let me see yours then; not that time at least. But the next time was the biggy. It would have been the best day of my whole life, but there was so many after that to that i lost count. You said we should shaower and i said who goes first and you said, no, silly, us together! Wow! i can still feel your hands all over my soapy body. That was like really really way cool i don't know why you don't like hair on me but i like what you like so much that i would shave my head . . . you won't ask me to do that will you? He! Thank you for that shaower. The last part took so long you had me turn off the water and when we turned it back on again there was some hot still, because we did so much stuff in between times. That was so awsome. i could never tell you just how good i felt when you rubbed me and rubbed me. You said i can say cock and dick and pecker and stuff. You rubbed my cock so much i screamed. It felt that good. But then you dried me off finally and took me to bed and rubbed me with baby powder. i never liked it. Not until then anyway. Now it's one of my `us' smells. If they ever change that smell I will die. He! Not really. But i hope they never change it, really. Anyway, in bed you rubbed me all over but then you rubbed some more down there. It felt so good but that I didn't want you to stop but i thought i had to pee or something. But you said no, be brave and wait it out. It wasn't like that in the shaower because i was wet anyway, i think. i waited, oh did i wait. You made me feel better and better and even more better. Oh man! It was stronger than strong. I remember shaking like everything. Yeah! Then i think you had to wake me. i never, ever felt like that before. You told me it was an organ --something. i can never remember. i tried to look it up on the net but how do you look up something you don't know what it is and can't spell it? The next times were kind of like that to. i had to learn to be quiet because there was other people close to us sometimes. You finally figured out where to do it that was a good safe place. That was the best. That was when you said we were stepping it up a notch. i thought you were being like the guy on the TV show and had something cooking. He! Funny. You were finally naked with me. That was one of the best parts of being safe. That we could both be naked together at the same time, I mean. And the second time we were in the safe place you put your finger on me, back there, my pooper. You said it was my ana-something. By then i guess i was a little jerky when you did it, but i knew you had a plan. that is why i did not say no when you asked. It felt so good when you rubbed over me there. It made me all tingly all over and inside too. Wow! again. Then you told me you were going inside me. i squeezed so hard that you could not, remember? You told me afterwords what you did. You just kept rubbing me there and playing with my cock and balls over and over until you said i just opened up my house to you and I remember how good it felt and didn't want you to stop. He! i was sure glad i did - open up that is. Okay, so, I am writing this to thank you for tonight. It is not here yet and i cant wait. I am so scared but all excited to. It is like the time you said i could suck you this time. You said just stroke me - you know, stroke you up and down more and more. i love stroking you, especially when i get to use both hands, but to get to taste you and put my mouth on you like you did to me was beyond everything. It was another really good night specially that time we did each other at the same time. WOW! Sorry about the teeth but you said i could learn and i guess you are a swell teacher because you came that way. i had to pump and pump and you pulled my head off, but you said it was better than any other time. It was the best time for me too. I just hafta do that part again lots. Up to then i thought it was funny kind of that you wet your undies. i got to see everything that time. i really get to do that too - shoot i mean? i cannot wait. You said, when i did, you'd slurp it up like ice cream. It didn't smell like ice cream but i think i want to try some - yours i mean. If its yours then I know it got to be good. iwill get hair there to right? But if you don't want it in your teeth, wow! I will let you shave me there, okay? It will grow anyway later maybe. Who cares. I want it to be the way you likt it. But about tonight. You said i may never get to taste your stuff again because i won't be able to find it. i know. It wll be in me, wont it? Wow! i get all weak kneed and stuff just thinking about how it will be. Like I said before, I am all scared and nervous, but excited too. I can't wait to feel you stick your cock (I said it, he, he) in me and make me feel good for you. Make you feel good to. i specially like after you told me it won't make me have a baby neither. So, thank you, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. He! From the bottom of my bottom. That is where you are going and i cannot wait. i have really had the best times with you ever. Okay, I've played around with Jeffy, but he's too little to do any real stuff like us. He's only two years younger but, at 9, enough to make some difference. i know he wants to do more. i won't tell him but you have to promise me that you will some day. Okay? I love him to and i want him to love you like i get to. i cannot wait until they go to the movies and it is just you and me, naked, yea just you and me. Thanks, Dad. Your the best and i love you for it. You turned out pretty swell, if i do say so myself. He! Luv, Darrin * * * * * If you just happen to be walking next to the grade school and look down to see two folded pages of notebook paper torn from the spiral spine, I'm sure you'd pick it up and look at it like I did. Imagine what a find. Of course, all of the above is a figment of someone's imagination, isn't it? These things don't happen in real life, do they? But I do need to thank Dwight Wilson and Rick for helping me get this note to you. We decided not to edit it but leave it as I found it; that is, if it were real. But then why did it take them a week to get it back to me? In actuality, they were both a tremendous help. It is the shortest chapter and took the longest to write of any chapter I've written. I'd like to know what you think of it. My address is matemp1148@yahoo.com Thanks, Matt Templar