Date: Wed, 30 Mar 2016 18:02:29 +0000 (UTC) From: D One Subject: THE NEXT STEP Toby lay on his bed. He couldn't sleep. The argument with his father had been a loud one.Toby was at fault, he knew. But his father kept yelling at him to the point heyelled back. That made the argument worse and nearly ended in a fight. Toby hadbeen spanked with hand and belt over the years. It wasn't that type of fight.His father stood so close, the spittle sprayed Toby's red angry face. His fathercalled him names, names Toby had heard in school over the years so it didn'thave any real meaning, except deep down Toby knew some were true. It was hismother who stopped the encounter urging both of them to shut up and go to bed.Toby felt her hand on his arm and he moved away. Toby saw her expression. Ithurt him more than the fight. He lay onhis bed, heart still beating fast, his naked body steaming with its angerheated surface and for reasons Toby didn't understand, his erection was so hardit hurt. This wasn'tthe first conflict with the man. They argued about everything from high schoolgraduation, his part time job, going to City College, his friends, dinner,whenever Toby went somewhere. Just everything. Toby knewhis parents were stressed about his older brother in the Navy. He knew theyworried about his younger sister who had just started high school. There wassome argument about money he heard too. But this was about him and he didn'tknow what to do about it. Sounds ifhis parents talking loudly were clear. Toby knew it was about him. His sisterwas crying. There were no sounds from his brother's room, he was still overseassomewhere wearing a uniform. Heconsidered getting up and apologizing but the fight over the dented car wasactually about something unspoken perhaps not fully realized by his father orhim. School hadended. He finished the first year at City College. His part time job in thegarage offered low pay but an escape from many things and it left him satisfiedeach time he completed his car repair well. "You're ahot kid" the man's thick finger traced the dirt down his bare chest along theopened front of his overalls. It pushed the zipper open more and stopped justbelow his belly button. Toby probably would have let it go further, but hisboss appeared. "Everything ok Matt?" he called out. Matt removedhis finger. "Yea just telling the kid what a good job he did" the older mansaid patting Toby's shoulder. Toby felthis cock. He wondered what the man's hand would have done if his boss hadn't interrupted.He wanted the feeling of another hand on him. His breath became faster as herubbed the length of his penis. "Honey areyou ok?" His mother's voice outside his door stopped his masturbation. "Yea Mom, ok"he called out and added "sorry" "Sleep, we'lltalk about it tomorrow" She promised. Toby didn'twant to talk about it. It was Saturday which meant his father would be therethe next morning. He didn't want to see him, let along talk to him. The soundsof the house quieted. Toby couldn't sleep. He slid his hands over his smoothbody wanting to distract his mind from the encounter. But his mind didn'tcooperate. Dressed inhis tee shirt and gym shorts, carrying his tennis shoes, Toby climbed out thewindow of his bedroom and walked away. The feeling of the night cooled grassthrough his toes felt good. He sat onthe curb and put the shoes on. He would walk. There was nodestination in mind. He just wanted to walk, perhaps jog and eventually returnto go to sleep. But insteadhe kept walking. The quiet of the night was soothing. The cool air chilling butnice as it filled his lungs. His body cooled. His mind became blank, refusingto dwell further on the conflict. He was freeof it now. Peeling offhis shirt, Toby jogged wallowing in the cool air that flowed over his nakedtorso and legs. He wished he could take his shorts off too and swim through theair naked. His penis responded tenting his shorts. Nobody wasthere to see it, so he just let it be as hard as it wanted to be. The emptyresidential streets wound around, crossed each other and urged him to keeprunning. Toby turned and jogged across the ball field where he had played as akid. Beyond that was the park. It wassmall and surrounded by highways but for the time if felt like the wide openfield of some distant location ad he ran across the grass, past the picnictables, maintenance shed and public bathroom building. The highway'straffic was jarring, car horns sounding, perhaps signaling the sight of theyoung shirtless youth, or just partying. Toby didn'tknow what time it was. It didn't matter. He didn't have to be anywhere butwhere he was. CARLA MOTELsign flashed on and off, not because it was supposed to. It was broken. It hadbeen that way as long as Toby could remember. The coffeeshop was closed. There was no traffic. "Can I useyour bathroom?" he asked the clerk who sat behind the counter. The old manlooked up and pointed then winked and laughed. Toby walkedout the door where the man pointed. A walk way down the side of the buildingled him to a wooden gate. Opening it, he found himself by the motel pool. Dimlights illuminated. "Hey" Thelow voice made Toby turn. "Lookin forthe bathroom, the guy said I could.." Toby said to the silhouetted figure. "There" The dooropened and Toby lifted his shorts so his half hard penis could channel theurine his bladder begged to release. "You ok kid?"the voice greeted him as he exited. "Yes Sir,thank you" Toby said. "Let's swim"the man said. Toby felt the hand on the side of his bare torso. It didn't grabhim. It rested there warm and inviting. "Uh I'm notstaying here" Toby said "No worries,you're with me, Clyde knows me" The voice said. His hand was now gently guidingToby. "I guess itsok" Toby loved to swim. The figurewas a man, much like the customers he did car repair for. Tobyrealized the man was naked as he moved into the pool. Toby sat on the edge andlet his legs go into the water. "You don'tneed those shorts, nobody will see us" the man said, his hand slide up Toby'sthighs. The fingerspulled the cloth and Toby lifted him so the shorts would more easily be pulledoff his legs. He lifted his lefts next and his erection slapped his stomach. "There now"the man tossed the shorts from where they were. Toby didn'tmove allowing the hands to rest on his bare legs close to his erection. Thefingers touched it and Toby sighed. His mind quickly recalled the customer whosefingers traced down his body that day and he allowed his mind to realize whathe had wanted to happen then. "Nice" theman said then moved his hands back to Toby's thighs. "Come on in" Toby slidinto the water and the beginning of the life he had known would eventually behis. It was Carl, the son of the high school Principal who gave him the first hint. They both wrestled on the boys' bed enjoying the feeling of touching and holding eachother. Toby's erection was obvious as was Carl's. At first, Toby hid it and left his friend in a rush. But they wrestled many timesafterwards and both boys didn't try to hid nor acknowledge each other'sarousals. Tobymasturbated thinking about Carl, wondering what it would be like to wrestlenaked with him. It enabled many orgasms that left him worried and wondering. He began tolook at other boys in school a different way, noticing the shape of theirbodies, bulges and buttocks. The Internet told him things that eventually addedup to Toby realizing he was gay. Videos andpictures showed him what gays did sexually. He wasn't frightened, only arousedeven more with each he saw. Cynthia andhe were dating. More friends than high school lovers so his self-discovery wasn'ta problem. Then she was gone, Carl went to college and high school was over andToby was free to be what he knew he was. But the attractive men he saw aroundhim only replaced the high school boys. Visuals only. He swamunder water. The voice held him and tossed him like a young boy across thewater. Toby laughed and played with the man. Hands movedover him under the water. Toby felt the man too. And in a hug that he had neverexperienced before, the man's hands moving over his back and butt, his hands onthe man's hard cock, they kissed. Toby wasgay. He gasped asthe wet hand took him to a level of orgasm, Toby hadn't felt before. Hecollapsed on the man's chest holding on to the figure. "Shit kid,you ok?" the man's soothing voice said. Toby nodded.He didn't know what to say.. "Come on, webetter quiet down" Toby walkeddripping and naked his hand held by the man. The room was dark. The towel theman used to dry him off comforting. The bedcomfortable and the fingers that moved over him head to toe, enticing andarousing. "Ever beenfucked?" The voice asked. "No Sir"Toby said feeling the fingertip in his butthole. "Want to?"the voice asked politely encouraging Toby to agree. He nodded. The manhelped him torn over face down. The finger moved in him quite a bit and Tobyknew what was going to happen. More than one internet video had told him. It hurt abit. "Breathenormally and relax, it'll get better" Toby hadread that. He felt safe because the man said the same things and the cockentering him slid more easily as he exhaled. The sex didn'tlast long. Toby heard the man orgasm and felt the body lay on top of him. Itfelt good. "Your turn"the man said. Toby's penisresponded to the man's stroking hand. He fumbled a bit as the man lay on hisside instructing. It was warminside the man. The grip on his erection was harder than his hand. Toby workedhard moving and eventually his body took over. "Easy kid,enjoy it, don't rush" the man said Tobylistened and did as he was instructed. When he ejaculated it was exhaustingleaving him lying there until the man moved away releasing his cock. "There now,how was it?" The man asked. Toby neverwanted to put on clothes again. He wanted to keep having sex with the man. The feelingof his arm across his shoulder felt good as it pulled Toby close. "I have allweekend, if you can stay" Toby awokefinding the bed empty. His discarded gym shorts and shirt had been retrievedand lay on a nearby chair. The man wasnowhere to be seen. But Toby, seeing the man's belongings still in the roomrelaxed. He stoodunder the spray of hot water trying not to think about going home. He had gonesomewhere his body wanted him to go the night before..It was like being in anew world a new life. "Good" theglass door opened. The man stood there naked. He was tall, older then Toby butnot as old as his father. His hair chest looked ok a gold ring dangled from onenipple. His thighs were thick and his cock seemed to be getting hard. "Want me towash your back?" he smiled and moved into the shower stall before Toby couldrespond. They huggedand kissed. Toby fell away from his thoughts into some limbo area of existence asthe man took his body, washing, hugging, stroking and loving him. "I gotbreakfast" he said as he turned the spray off. Toby dried the man and enjoyedthe man drying him. Theyremained naked. The breakfast was on a tray. "Thanks"Toby said as he reached. "You likejam?" The man asked and Toby nodded. He stared as the man scooped jam from thebowl and spread it over his erection and balls. Toby kneltand learned how to suck cock...practicing at it for hours afterwards. "I'm gonnafuck you a different way" the man instructed. Toby didn'tobject, looking up at the man as his hands held ankles high. It was notjust one "different way". Toby let his body be moved, twisted, fucked again andagain. His balls were held tight, this butthole opened and stretches, his cockmilked. Each timewas an education. He learned to relax while the man's cock slid deeper down histhroat. He sat over the man riding the cock that was inside him. He lay backas the man's finger rubbed inside him while the older man's lips gripped hiscock. Almost eachtime, Toby recalled pictures and videos he had seen on the internet and in hisown head while jacking off over the years. He criedwith pain and orgasm while being spanked once too, throwing out his brainrecalling his father spanking him years ago..replacing his image with the man whowas educating him. It was darkagain as they finally left the room. The pool had others in it this time. Tobykept his gym shorts on this time. They swam, playedand even kissed as the man's hands moved underwater down the back of Toby'sshorts. Nobodyseemed to mind. Toby realized everyone there were males, some older and someeven younger then Toby. "One morebit of fun kid" The man said. Toby saw him wiggle his finger and a guy who wasin the pool followed them. He was older then Toby but not as old as the man. As soon asthey entered the room, the new kid stripped naked. The man stripped Toby andthen himself. "This iscalled a threeway" the man said Toby waskissed, touched, finger fucked and soon sucking the kid while the man fuckedhim. The three moved about in different positions and combinations. Again Tobyrecalled videos he had seen. It was exciting that he was now doing what he hadseen done. His mouth, butt, balls and cock were treated to sensations he hadonly imagined. The other boyleft and Toby lay on the bed, his head resting on the man's hair chest. The man'shand pet his bare butt. "Kid you'rea natural lover" The man kissed him. Toby dozed, content, satisfied and happierthen he had been in years. "So you, kid,coming back?" The clerk asked as Toby and the Man stood. "Me?" Tobyasked "Yes, I knowBarney will be back. He comes every weekend" the clerk laughed at his own joke.Barney laughed but Toby didn't understand at first. "Ok thistime, but next time, remember I get a cut" the clerk said. Barney, theman laughed "He's not working Saul, believe it or not he's a virgin, or was" The clerklooked surprised "Shit I thought...well kid, if you want to work, come back, justremember..." "He gets acut" Barney said "I'll explain it" Barney offered Toby a ride. Toby was chilledthis time by the night air and agreed. During the ride Barney explained thatother young guys at the motel were a hustler that's what the Motel Clerkthought he was doing there. Toby "I'mnot, I mean" Barneylaughed "I know kid, I know, it's ok even if you were. You're a hot lover" Hishand moved under Toby's shorts and played. "Shit" Tobysaid feeling his cock grow hard in the man's hand as they drove. "Just let ithappen" the stroking didn't take long as Toby's body exploded again. Toby wipedthe sperm on his legs. "I'm sorry sir, just not used to..." "Sex withmen, I know kid, its ok. Like Saul said, I usually go to that place on Fridays,so if you want to come back, let me know" He gave Toby his business card. The card hadthe man's name on it and a phone number. "Just be discreet when you call, mywife knows about me but well just say my car is ready or something so I know it'syou" Toby saw thecar drive away. He asked the man to let him out at a nearby corner, not wantingto go home not yet, if ever. He had come too far to go back. Instead,Toby walked a few blocks in the other direction. He found the familiar address,approached it and rang the bell. "Hi, is uhCarl home?" he asked. "I think he's on spring break, right?" "He just gotback. He's in his bedroom" Carl's mother said. Toby remembered her. Toby steppedinto the familiar house. He knew it was time to take the next step.