The Pervert And The Virgin – Part Twenty-Two

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My housekeeper called me to say she was at the co-op doing some shopping and asked if I needed anything. I told her about the miso soup with baby Bok Choy. She agreed to wait for me and let me help her get the groceries home. My housekeeper made us each a smoothie to tide us over until Morgan and Dylan got home. We had a vegetable stir-fry for lunch. I told the three of them about the walking skeleton fund but didn't mention kissing the lad. The boys said they would ask Alice how much of a donation would be needed to cover his herbs for a week and each give toward the fund. My housekeeper said she'd cover a week and with gifts from the rest of the gang he'd be well supplied. My housekeeper told me she was glad I'd let him pay for his herbs and hadn't insisted on buying everything.

When Tracy came home with Adam she told me we'd have an extra guest for dinner tonight, Thursday and Monday night . Dylan would finish school early on Thursday and Morgan on Monday. Since the boys had their homework under control I headed to the spare room for an hour of meditation. Tracy reminded me about the early dinner. I asked her to knock on the door in an hour so we wouldn't be late.

“What the heck let's make this a special dinner.” I said to Tracy when we entered the kitchen. “Nobody has told me anything about what you've been up to but it involves Adam and a special guest and that is worthy of celebrating. Why don't you have a look in the fridge and see what we have for dinner, Tracy?”

Steak, mash, broccoli in a cheese sauce, peas, carrots sweetened with maple syrup and apple pie will be a nice little dinner for everybody and won't take too long. Let's start with the apple pies. The boys heard me say broccoli and cheese sauce so they came into the kitchen to thank me.

“Before I accept your thanks and allow you to grope my butt I have to tell you it isn't a spicy cheese sauce.” I warned them. “Our theme is Mediterranean so lots of herbs without the spice.”

“That's okay, Dad.” Adam said. “I'll be providing the spice and bite after dinner.”

Tracy made them pick up the pace or else there wouldn't be time for more than a bite before bedtime she warned. There is a curfew Tracy told us. My housekeeper stepped in to pry the boys off me and add her support to Tracy's declaration of a curfew. I know I need help with this or I'd be up all night with you boys so I'm going along with whatever hours they set us I told the boys. They agreed it helped ease the pain to know I'd be going to sleep at the same time.

“Are you at a point where you can take a break?” Juliet asked after she recovered from the shock of seeing the slimmed down version of me. “Thank you for keeping an eye on the dinner, Leslie. We will be quick. I need Tracy and Adam to come upstairs with us.”

Juliet had me strip and slowly walked around me. Tracy got Dr. Phyllis on the line and they chatted briefly.

“Contrary to what people think a professional Dominatrix is not always a man hater.” Juliet said looking me straight in the eye. “Tomorrow night you are joining me for drinks after dinner. Good idea, Tracy. I will join you for dinner so he doesn't escape and we will got out for drinks afterward. I want to understand what made you do this to yourself before I form an opinion or scold you.

Adam, I know this is a reward and you've explained the reason behind it but it is my suggestion you wait a week for this old geezer to put more flesh on his bones. Rohan is an expert on administering spankings so we will ask him for his opinion before you make your decision. Have you seen how you look from all angles Rohan? That's the first thing we need to do.”

“Let's go to the bedroom.” Adam suggested. “There is a video camera there we can connect to the TV so Rohan can get a look at himself.”

“You trust him to give you an honest assessment, Juliet?” Tracy asked. “This involves something that Adam really wants and I think Rohan might be more inclined to grant the gift out of love if for no other reason.”

“This involves the boys and Rohan wouldn't lie. That would be setting a very bad example and too dishonorable for him.” Juliet said.

“She's right, Tracy.” I said quietly. The sight of how my body was a sobering experience. Now I knew why people were so startled when they saw me. Although I had no regrets about paying this price I felt a sharp pain at what I knew I had to do now.

“Thanks, Dad.” Adam said slipping under my extended arm. “No I'm not crying because I'm disappointed. I'm crying because you can't. Even I can see the pain in your face.”

“We may have to wait longer than a week.” I said as I brushed at my eyes. “I won't leave for Poland until you have had this experience. This is the only regret I have about the mantra experience. Honestly I wouldn't want this as your first experience. Sorry, Son.”

“Don't be sorry, Dad.” Adam said squeezing me tighter. “I suspected Juliet might feel this way when she saw you. You wouldn't have listened to me so I thought it best to see how things unfolded. There's just one thing troubling me about your decision.”

“What's that?” I asked him.

“How do I reward you for making it?” Adam asked. “Let's be honest. You would have allowed me to spank you if Juliet hadn't been here. When asked to give your honest opinion there was only one possible answer.”

“I'm sorry, Rohan.” Tracy said stepping behind me to hug the two of us. “Damn, I'd never have believed I'd be sorry because a dad couldn't get spanked by his son. We'd better get back to relieve Leslie.”

“May I join you in the kitchen for a round?” Adam asked quietly. “Tracy, you can see the pain in his eyes. I need a drink because my reward is hurting him more now than the spanking will. This is hurting him much more than it will hurt us boys. Morgan and Dylan won't mind waiting until he gets back. We knew this was likely to happen.”

Dylan, Morgan and Leslie were waiting in the kitchen. The boys had shared what was happening with Leslie to prepare her. Even unprepared I couldn't have hidden the pain from her and after a round with all the boys joining in she took me back upstairs. Nobody said anything when she came back in one of my housekeeper's spare shirts and I was wearing a different shirt. This time it was just us four adults in the kitchen. I used the bell mantra to lighten things within me as I prepared the apple pies. Leslie had told me since the reason for us having an early dinner didn't apply it didn't matter if we took another thirty minutes.

“You know Adam has a plan B prepared don't you?” Juliet asked me.

“Yes, it is no surprise if the boys were discussing this possibility.” I answered. “I'm glad I don't know what it is.”

“Aren't you glad your honesty spared you more pain?” Leslie asked me as she refilled my glass.

“What other pain?” Tracy asked. “I think he's in quite enough pain as it is.”

“This is just a guess but the look of relief on the other boys' faces when we told them Adam would have to wait suggests Adam wasn't going to spank me.” I said.

“You're right.” Juliet said. “Adam shared this with me while you were in the waiting area, Tracy. Have another drink on me.”

“Thanks, I will. They keep doing this to me.” Tracy said refilling her glass. “The the”

“Scurvy knave.” I suggested. “The other one? Miscreant?”

“Yes, miscreant.” Tracy said. “That sneaky miscreant placed himself at the risk of being hurt just to get you to acknowledge what the three of them already knew. What do you mean there was no risk, Leslie? Adam would have been really hurt if he'd had to say no to Rohan.”

“There was never any chance of that happening.” Leslie said calmly. “The boys knew once Rohan got a good look at himself he'd be sensible. Tracy you know Rohan has gotten himself into trouble with the boys by refusing to tell even a half-truth or white lie when it involves them. This is a really big event in Adam's life.”

“As big as when we made love for the first time.” Adam said stepping into the kitchen. “I had to know if you and Leslie are wearing different shirts while the others dry? Good. We don't need as much time after dinner but I'd appreciate it if you served dinner soon because I'm starving. Hold still Leslie while I thank you for helping Dad.”

“While the others get the table in order and the rest of our gang seated you and me are going to spend a few minutes on the couch together.” Tracy told Adam as she took his hand. “My nerves will feel better after I've tickled you for a few minutes. Dinner will be at least another five minutes won't it, Rohan?”

“My guess would be six minutes by the time everybody has gotten a refill.” I said.

“The two of us were in on it as well.” I heard Dylan say. “That means we deserve some of the punishment. I mean we ought to help with healing your nerves. Fortunately six divides equally into three. Mom will keep time.”

“Tracy we're the three fucketeers so we have to share the tickling.” Morgan explained. “It's part of our code of dishonor.”

“Fucketeers? Code of dishonor? I don't want to know.” Juliet said with a smile. “Yes, I'm quite certain I don't want that explained to me. Thank you, Rohan.”

We were all seated at the table when Sophie called time and the tickling ended. I thanked Juliet for being brave enough to join us for dinner. Tracy told her she was really brave to commit to two meals without trying the food first. Juliet said if so many people kept coming back to the table there was little reason for concern. Then she caused me to blush by saying I was the bravest person sitting at the table.

“Adam told me about this tradition earlier.” Juliet said as she kissed my cheek. “Never mind two meals you might have trouble keeping me away.”

“We will expect you to invite yourself from now on whenever you want.” Dylan told her. “Even during the trip to Poland I think we will be gathering here. I think I will need it more during those nine or ten days.”

“Text me when you feel like joining us and short notice or no notice is fine as well. Rohan usually cooks enough for three extra guests regardless.” my housekeeper said.

“You boys will need to find time for some cooking lessons before I leave.” I said. “Leslie will be with us. We need to plan menus so Ivan can prepare the meat. I'd like to give my housekeeper a hand with groceries before we leave. Yes, J, I will be baking lots of pies.

Juliet we will be having conference calls and this seems like the best place for people to gather for them. You are welcome to join the gang. I'm not certain what the time difference is but eight or nine in the evening here seems like a good time. You're joining us tomorrow, Thursday and Monday so we will let you know.”

“Do you know where you are going for your date, Juliet?” Dylan asked. “Us boys will need to know so we can make certain he's properly dressed. Smart casual for drinks is enough for us to work on. We will consult with our fashion expert to make certain he doesn't embarrass you.”

“Speaking of clothing I will need clothes for our trip.” Tracy said. “Leslie, I'd love to go shopping with you on the weekend.”

The boys cleared the table and brought out dessert. Adam chatted with my housekeeper and glanced at the clock before saying there was time to watch a murder mystery. Juliet seemed a little uncertain but Adam led her to the couch and sat himself on her lap which took care of any doubts. The boys told her I wasn't old enough to watch the violent films that thirteen-year-old kids got to see. I told them they'd get to endure a violent hour with a feather. Dylan asked if I'd forgive him if he ate an extra spinach leaf with breakfast. I upped it to two spinach leaves just to show him who was boss. Morgan said he needed more time to decide because that was an awful lot of spinach. Adam told me he'd let me decide if an hour of feather play was what I'd like for my reward tonight. I said I'd need some time to think about it.

While we were saying goodnight Tracy answered a call from Sanne. Tracy told us all we could chat with Sanne tomorrow after dinner if we wanted an update on the kitchen renovations and the memorial garden. I told Juliet it would help if went on our date after the chat with Sanne. Juliet told me she'd trust my judgment. Tracy told Dylan we'd have to wait to see about the video. Lawrence was busy creating a memorial blog and a website for the monastery. I asked Tracy to give Lawrence a call tomorrow to see about at least sending us the video. This will explain a lot for Juliet I told her. Tracy said she'd call Lawrence around midday for a status update and ask for a copy of the video.

Dylan told his mom he would tell her his plans when they were safely outside. I soon found myself alone with Adam. You have complete control and total freedom I told him. Adam hugged me when I said that included using a feather if he wanted. The only restriction was the curfew imposed on us by my housekeepers. I told him not to rush or ruin things because of time pressure. They will understand if you genuinely tried to get done on time. Adam told me it was nice for a boy his age to know the adults around him really trusted him. He led me up to the bedroom after a few kisses on the couch.

“Slowly, please.” Adam said as we started undressing each other at the foot of the bed. “I want to make love to you.”

“You are very sweet and very brave.” I said.

“Brave?” Adam asked.

“Urging me to go slow.” I said between kisses.

We lay on the bed facing each other and let our hands roam freely while we kissed. Adam slid closer and gently pressed against my shoulder. When I rolled on my back he moved his slips slowly down my neck. While he teased my nipples he stroked my cock slowly. I relaxed beneath him. Breathing softly and deeply I entered a very relaxed, submissive state of mind. Adam smiled up at me when he felt the shift in the energy. Then he worked his way lower. Laying a trail of kisses down to my cock.

Then began one of the most sensual blowjobs I would ever receive. Adam began by placing kisses all around my cock. He kissed my stomach and my inner thighs before placing tender kisses on my balls. Then he laid a trail of equally light kisses up the underside of my shaft. Reaching the top he pressed the flat of his tongues against the head. The feel of his hot breath was incredible. There was no mistaking my pleasure. I would gasp or twitch beneath him. The teasing went on for several delicious, toe-curling minutes. Then Adam slid his mouth over my cock.

Adam knew not to try to take too much into his mouth. Using his thumb and middle finger to encircle my shaft he stroked as his mouth sucked on the head of my cock. Reaching down with his left hand he let his fingers rub softly over the area between my balls and my ass. Looking down at him I saw him smile as my cheeks clenched and unclenched the moment he touched me down there. Feeling my gaze upon him Adam looked up at me and smiled even more around my cock. What a hot sight he made with his mouth full of cock and his hand working my shaft.

“Oh, Adam, that feels so good. So fucking good.” I moaned. “I'm not going to hold back. Please, Son, I need to cum. Please.”

“Whenever you want, Dad.” Adam said lifting his mouth from my cock. “This is your reward.”

When he engulfed me again I thought I'd cum right away but I held on. Let him work a little more I thought. Still I made no attempt to stop the rising of my balls minutes later. I allowed myself to feel all the pleasure my young son was giving me. The look of concentration of his face was so sweet as he let the flat of his tongue stimulate my head and a little of my shaft.

“Adam, oh fuck! Soon, Son. Soon.” I groaned with my hips twitching.

He rolled me on my side and placed his tongue right in front of my opening. My cum struck the surface hard and ricocheted off his tongue. After the first wave of intense feelings and cum had passed I pressed my cock deeper into his mouth. Cum dribbled from it as it rested in his mouth a little longer. Adam drew his head back and gave my cock one last kiss before smiling up at me.

“I'd be ruined if the others found out how much I enjoyed taking my time.” Adam said as he slid up to kiss me.

“You could buy my silence.” I said reaching down to fondle his ass. “You'll have to figure out how on your own.”

“Hopefully I won't get it right the first time.” Adam said. “Or the second or the third.”

Moments later I was lying on my stomach being fucked with long, even strokes. Adam set a pace he could hold for a while as he fucked me back to life again. I could feel my cock hardening as he fucked me tenderly. Who would have thought disappointing him would lead to such wonderful lovemaking. I could feel his love washing over me in waves. The feel of his cock sliding in and out of my ass was something I wanted to continue forever.

“Thanks, Dad.” Adam said as he reached beneath us and discovered I was rock hard again.

“My pleasure.” I said.

“And mine.” he said.

His pace quickened. Now he rode me with a force I'd come to expect from him. Adam told me not to cum. I told him he better fill me soon. Serves you right for being such a good teacher he said just before he came. Gasping and twitching he held himself firmly against my ass. I felt his cum striking the inside of my bowels. Lots and lots of it filling my ass. The boy is growing up I thought in delight as he ground himself against me in the throes of his pleasure.

“Well done, Dad.” Adam said helping me up from the bed. “There's somebody waiting for that load.”

There were two naked young boys waiting for me in the living room. Morgan and Dylan were lying with their arms wrapped around each other. Looking down at Adam I smiled evilly. This was too good an opportunity to miss. Adam smiled at me when I whispered my instructions. While he went to the kitchen I very gently rolled the boys on their stomachs. They stirred a little but didn't wake. Then Adam returned and placed the bowl on the coffee table. I wouldn't have much time once I woke them so I got things started before the double team.

Spreading Morgan's cheeks apart I quickly slipped two ice cubes into his ass. Then a couple slid into Dylan. The cold caused the boys to start waking so I slipped quickly underneath them and took them both into my mouth. The more familiar feel of the warmth of my mouth on their cocks slowed down their wakening. Adam pushed the bowl closer to my hand. This time I placed three cubes in each hand. I didn't think I'd get to place any more inside of them. Two cursing boys proved me right.

“What the fuck!” Morgan exclaimed as the cold spread inside his ass.

“Fucking Hell!” Dylan cursed.

Adam was literally rolling on the floor in laughter. I sucked hard on their cocks and balls getting heat and pleasure to rise as the cold spread. The results were spectacular. The boys hadn't finished cursing when they were jettisoning streams of cum into my hungry maw. Quickly sliding out from under them I straddled Dylan and plugged his mouth with my cock. Reaching down I lifted Morgan up and kissed him. I kept kissing him as Dylan blew me.

“Thanks, boys. That was fun.” I said calmly as I drew my limp cock out of Dylan's mouth.

“Fun for who?” Dylan asked. “I'll need a spanking just to thaw my ass.”

“I'll take care of that in the shower.” I promised.

The boys promised Adam they'd pay him back when I was in Poland. Morgan said they'd need two weeks to come up with something extra special. I smiled at their banter as I washed the three of them. Dylan and Morgan took a trip across my bent leg for twelve strokes. Dylan told me I was quite right in saying it was the least I could do.

“How late is it?” Dylan asked sleepily when we were all in bed. “Did we make curfew.”

“Curfew is as well blown as I am.” I said. “Never mind our housekeepers will understand. We'll have to make certain we are ready when they arrive.”

The next morning the boys settled for a oral sex so we could do something special for our housekeepers. I sucked the tree of them and Morgan swallowed my load. Dylan raced to the Co-Op and bought two roses. We had the table set and breakfast waiting when our housekeepers arrived.

“Before you ruin it by saying what you are thinking hear me out.” I said after we'd hugged and kissed. “Last night was a very special night. Adam insisted on making love to me. He was amazing, gentle and incredibly loving. I told him to relax and take as long as he needed. Trust me when I say we went to sleep as soon as we possibly could. We didn't dawdle in the shower. I didn't spend an hour fondling and drying them.

All of us, including me, know we need help getting enough rest. This breakfast is a token of our appreciation for you ladies working on this while we've been distracted. Now I'm going to trust you ladies to respond appropriately and with understanding because I am asking you to trust I am doing my best when it comes to the curfew.”

My housekeeper set the perfect tone by kneeling down and giving the boys a group hug. Tracy took the boys to the couch for a special kiss lesson. While the boys were having their lesson my housekeeper helped me prepare three Irish coffees. Before we left the kitchen my housekeeper thanked me and told me this was a beautiful surprise. The boys were cleaning their dishes when Amanda, Sophie and J arrived. When Tracy explained the candles and table linens the boys got a kiss from all the new arrivals. Leslie and Abby arrived in time to kiss them as well. Dylan thanked Leslie for coming over to make certain I had my session. Abby joked we were having it here for the safety of Leslie's other clients. That's all she would say so the boys left for school mystified. Little did we know the mystery wouldn't last long.

Leslie told me we could go to her office or have my session in the apartment because I was her first client for the day. I suggested we have it in my apartment and if I needed to see Lao I'd walk over with them. Tracy told me she'd give Lawrence a call as I headed upstairs with Leslie.

The session started off covering the simple stuff. I explained to Leslie about the memorial garden the boys had taken on as a thank you for Genta. Leslie asked me how I was feeling about Genta and wondered if I really would choose sadness. My meditation this morning had proven very healing I told Leslie. Whatever arose in response to Genta's passing would do so without any conscious choice on my part. I'd let feelings, emotions and my response arise spontaneously.

“You originally asked to have these sessions to help you get a firm grip on your path to recovery.” Leslie said. “Last night you saw the results of your retreat for the first time. We really should have shown you this earlier but it took the boys and Juliet to realize you hadn't. I guess you are even more determined to work on the healing now. You have a promise to keep to Adam.”

“Yes I am more determined which is leading to more frustration.” I confessed. “Lao won't let me use chi for anything but healing. He says we do not know what toll my retreat placed on my organs. The blood tests and other tests can only show so much. How much stress they endured cannot be measured by any test yet. This is the hidden danger. The reason why we are paying so much attention to every physical response to my workouts. Tracy tells me the teas I am drinking are healing and strengthening teas. Working at this natural organic pace is driving me crazy. You know how I like to do things quickly and move on to something else. Now I have to sit here and wait while my body recovers at its own pace.”

“You told a handsome lad it is all about choices.” Leslie reminded me. “Why do you think you are choosing this frustration? Yes, it is an image just like the role of absent-minded professor. Rohan letting go of that role created a void inside of you. A void you filled with Poland, MAD Rohan's vegetables and to a lesser degree the retreat. Now you have a new image and this image says you must feel frustrated so you do. Use one of those fancy new mantras of yours and go within for me. Connect with the sunlight on the lake surface. Let that image fill you. Now let an image of you appear on the surface. Yes like the image of your father did. What are you feeling now?”

“Peace, joy and a lot of compassion.” I said as I sat with my eyes closed. “No there isn't any frustration. Leslie I could sit with these feelings all day for weeks. How did you know?”

“I didn't but Daizan did.” Leslie said. “He joined Genta in the kitchen Monday for some Polish mineral water and they chatted about you. When we chatted about you I asked what the next step after the mantras was. Lao said the mantras and the chi work would help you clear away the remaining dust and debris of life. Eventually you would uncover the part of you that was beyond roles. The part that encompasses these sub-personalities as Lao called them.

Daizan told me it would be good for you to start seeking to connect with this part of you. The connection would grow deeper the longer you worked with the mantras. The illusions around us are merely one set. The sub-personalities or roles are another. Emotions are a third set Daizan told me. The image you just saw is the part of you that not only won't feel frustration but will allow you to heal and recover at an increased pace. Lao said it had to do with offering less resistance because frustration, anger, grief all constrict the flow of chi or Light within you.

Now I don't pretend to know much about it. Lao mentioned it connects to the layers you are so attached to. This is the information they gave me and I am hoping you will work with it and translate it for me. I am as eager for you to get on with it as you are even though I suspect in getting on with it the eagerness will dissolve. Now I sound like Daizan. Yes it would be good for you to see Lao this morning. Let me give him a quick call to see what time he has open and we'll continue our session in a moment.”

“I am glad he can see me.” I said a few minutes later. “Leslie I am still putting it together but I honestly believe the retreat has shown me a way to help Adam with his healing. Tonight I will need to speak about it with Juliet because it's connected with sub-space. I introduced Dylan to it. He intuitively knew what it was. All I did was suggest he seek it out while I spanked him. The boy is quite remarkable.

Leslie you know I will do my best to make this experience as easy on Adam as possible. I don't see any way to avoid some pain and he may need a couple of days to recover. We are going to Poland so I won't do anything soon. I want him to enjoy your wedding. When you get back from your honeymoon we will most likely do it. Before we leave for Poland I will explain my thoughts to Lao and ask him to do what he can with the boys.”

“There is something else that might help.” Leslie said. “You cannot help Adam heal if you haven't healed your relationship with your dad and your cousin. Rohan you will have to make peace with the monastery and everything connected to it. I think I will schedule you in to do this while I am on my honeymoon. There is little doubt in my mind you will be able to do this with Lao, Daizan and Mu to help you. I appreciate you wanting to share it with me but Adam turns thirteen soon. You have a fortieth birthday approaching as well. Our trip to Poland will be very insightful.

You have your homework. Hang out with this new aspect of your self in your meditations while working with the mantras. Do the chi sequences Lao shows you. Let Catherine, Theresa and Dr. Phyllis do their thing. Drink every smoothie and tea Tracy tells you. Take a thrashing from Adam before we leave. Enjoy your holiday in London and Poland.”

“Sanne leaves next Wednesday I believe.” I said as we headed downstairs. “They will stay in Lisbon Thursday and Friday. They may stay there Saturday as well. Then they'll head to Switzerland. On Monday they will start visiting farms. They will arrive back in Katowice a day or two before us depending on how much time they need looking at the farms. I've told them not to rush but it would be nice if they had time to assess the land and animal farms before we arrive.”

“We may need to leave a couple of days earlier.” Leslie told me. “Somebody is insisting on a surprise for you. Don't panic. I think you made remarkable progress today in adjusting your attitude so the recovery will pick up speed. Adam will thrash you before we leave. Trust me.”

Tracy started to panic when I said she should choose something for dinner she could prepare. I gave her a very long and sound kiss to help her regain her focus. Then I explained I was visiting Lao and didn't know what would happen. This is merely a precaution I told her. I have to serve dinner early tonight because of my date with Juliet so if you can help that will be wonderful. Tracy told me Lawrence asked her to call him back around twelve or one to check on the progress. Looks like the blog will be up this afternoon Tracy told us. My housekeeper took Tracy by the arm and said they would go shopping for dinner now.

Abby and Leslie walked with me to Lao's studio. I asked Lao if there were any chi sequences he could teach me that would help me reconnect with the new side of myself I'd seen in my meditations this morning. Lao said there was a series of three different sequences. He said he would show me the next one in five days and the third five days later. All depending on how my practice with the sequence went. I promised to go slowly to avoid any meltdown. Using the mantra along with the chi work could be more powerful than we know he told me. Before I headed home I stopped in to pay my respects to his mom.

Lamb, spinach and feta burgers with sweet potato fries and salad had been Tracy's choice for lunch my housekeeper told me. Was I feeling up to cooking some chicken for dinner Tracy asked me. I told her I could make chicken and dumplings. Tracy promised to give me a hand. We called Lawrence on Skype so we could all chat with him. I said we'd wait to see the blog and video with the others. He finished by saying we should tell the boys he'd be ready for their call at five.

“Rohan, it seems you've run around behind our backs and kissed another boy.” Morgan said loudly when they wheeled their bikes through the door.

“Really?” Tracy asked. “How did he manage that? I've been with him most of the time except when I was studying with Lao yesterday.”

“That's what happens when you leave Dad alone for a moment.” Dylan said. “I hope you cooked extra burgers and fries. Clifton is joining us for lunch.”

“Clifton?” I asked.

“The boy you taught Tracy's special kiss to.” Adam said with a grin. “Come on in Clifton.”

“Hello, Rohan.” Clifton said shyly as he entered the apartment and blushed when my housekeepers hugged and kissed him. “You were right, Dylan. They are very pretty.”

The boys told me they'd update me while we ate. They knew I'd saved some room to join them for lunch.

When the boys were parking their bikes this morning they saw a group of new boys giving Clifton a hard time. Morgan spotted the flask so they went over to help Clifton. Before they got there Morgan's cousin and his friends intercepted them and asked my sons to let them take care of it. Morgan had calmly taken Clifton by the hand and led him away. The new boys had made a move towards Morgan but his cousin stepped between them. Dylan told me there hadn't been a fight. Morgan's cousin had spoken earnestly to the new boys and they let themselves be led away.

Clifton said he'd rather not say why the boys were giving him hard time. Adam asked me to let them take care of it. I told them I would if the three of them agreed to grant me one sexual favor of my choice when, where and how I wanted. Dylan told me they'd agree if I made it four and settled up two of them this afternoon. Whoever has the least amount of homework better make himself available at four. Tracy we will finish by five and while we cook the boys can call Lawrence. From his comment at Leslie's office I knew Clifton was ten or eleven years old. He'd be the youngest boy I'd ever had if he went through with it.

Clifton told me his sister was on her own tonight and had suggested they go out for dinner. He'd called her earlier and given her my address. She was happy to hear he was making friends and quickly agreed to him spending some time with the boys if he got his homework done. Clifton told me he'd gotten most of it done during recess and would only need a half-hour to finish up. I told them I'd take care of the dishes while they took care of their homework. My housekeeper helped me. Twenty-minutes later Dylan told me they were ready to settle up their part of the bill.

“You drive a hard bargain.” Dylan said as he led me upstairs.

“Thankfully that isn't the only hard thing he drives.” Adam remarked without looking up from his books. Tracy laughed and kissed the top of his head.

“Don't worry Dad if you're planning on making a meal of us I'll make a meal of you. Why yes it will cost you.” Dylan said.

“Nicely played, Dylan.” Morgan called out after us. He laughed when I said there were a few tunes I'd be playing on his ass soon. Poor Clifton was trying not to laugh and blushing at the same time.

“Yes, Clifton, he will spank Morgan soon.” Dylan told him. “That's why Morgan said it. Tonight Dad has a date so it will most likely be tomorrow morning.”

When we entered the bedroom Dylan told Clifton I would start with Dylan. Whatever I did to Dylan is what I'd do to Clifton unless Clifton asked me not to do some of the things. Or all of them I told Clifton. You don't have to go through with it yet I told him kneeling down to look him straight in the eye. This is something you can settle up when you want or not at all. Nobody here will think badly of you or stop being your friend if you go back downstairs now Dylan added.

“You can also watch for as long as you like and then leave.” I said. “I hate to rush you into a decision but we do have a busy afternoon and evening. Watch me with Dylan and then you can decide. You only get one first time and you want to make it special. Better to wait if there is any doubt.”

“Everybody downstairs will know?” Clifton asked.

“They will know we had sex but not the specifics unless you tell them.” Dylan said. “Even if I tell them what I did unless you gave me permission I wouldn't say a word about what I saw you and my dad doing.”

“They don't mind?” Clifton asked in surprise.

“No. Sometimes they encourage it.” Dylan said. “They arrange early dinners when they know us boys want some time to beat, suck or fuck Rohan.”

“I'll just watch first.” Clifton said looking around.

“Lie on the bed.” I suggested as I began lifting Dylan's shirt over his head. “I'll start with Dylan here and bend him over the foot of the bed when I eat his er back.”

“Backside that is, Clifton.” Dylan said with a smile as I opened the front of his pants. “Ass, bum, bottom, derrière. There's a bottle of lubricant in the drawer next to you. Please throw it my way. Thank you.”

The hardest part of eating Dylan from head to toe was keeping my mind focused on him. Dylan knew of my struggle as he smiled wickedly at me throughout. Clifton gave a startled gasp when I buried my face between Dylan's cheeks to eat his ass. I made certain Dylan was lying with his back to Clifton when I took Dylan's cock in my mouth. Slowly I slid my finger over his hole as I spread the lubricant. Then I slowed up even more as I slid my finger inside him. I only used one finger because I didn't want to frighten Clifton.

Rising up on my knees I rolled Dylan on his back without releasing his cock from my mouth. Sweat glistened on Dylan's smooth body as I worked to get him off as hard as I could. Judging by his cries of pleasure one finger with a hard sucking of his cock and balls was enough. Remembering the incredible ending Adam chose last night I did the same and relished his cum being deflected from my tongue. Dylan lay their limp and gasping for breath. I leaned over to kiss him.

“Thanks, Dad. Almost good enough to make me forgive you for the ice cubes last night.” Dylan said still not moving.

“Ice cubes?” Clifton asked.

“I feel asleep and Dad woke me by sucking my cock and shoving ice cubes inside my ass.” Dylan said. “You have no idea how cold it is. When he sucks you at the same time you have such extreme contrasts it's mind-blowing. What a rush. Don't tell him how much we loved it. Morgan got the same treatment.”

“Are you ready Clifton?” I asked. “You're sure? There's nothing you don't want me to do? Yes, it will be just like I did to Dylan except I'll use a smaller finger.”

“Am I too small for that finger?” Clifton asked curiously.

“No, it will just be more uncomfortable getting it inside you.” I said as he made his way towards us.

“Sometimes he puts three fingers inside me.” Dylan said. “The bigger the finger or fingers the more pleasure you'll feel.”

“I want it the same as Dylan.” Clifton told us. “Everything. You don't mind that I can't...”

“Cum. No I don't mind. You can still experience pleasure.” I said kissing him softly on the lips.

Dylan gave me a hand undressing Clifton. We even took turns kissing his sweet lips. So slender and light I thought as my hands roamed lightly over his flesh. I hadn't seen his back and decided it would be best if I waited. Fuck I was on the verge of exploding already. Dylan was standing on the bed behind Clifton so he could look down on him.

“You're beautiful, Clifton.” Dylan said. “How many times Dad?”

“Three.” I admitted when I saw him smiling.”When I took you into my mouth. When I finger fucked you. When you came.”

“Damn, I haven't been able to stop thinking of him doing all sorts of things.” Dylan said leaning over Clifton to kiss me. “Must be the mantras. We're talking of how many times he thought of you while he was pleasuring me. Yes how many times he wondered what it would be like if you were in my place. Thank you for being so brave and making my dad very happy.”

“I think he's going to make me very happy.” Clifton said as I took a nipple in my mouth.

There was an incredible innocence in the subdued cries of pleasure that Clifton uttered. He was too shy to cry out uninhibitedly. The soft mewling sounds were so hot. Looking up at him from behind he looked so fragile. Pressing my face into the cleft of that small bubble butt I inhaled his scent deeply. Then I got my first taste of his ass. Letting my tongue barely touch his puckered hole I circled the opening. Working up more saliva I let the tip of my tongue slide into him. Wetting him nicely and maybe enough to lubricate him but I wanted to play with his hole some more. Now my finger spread lube around his opening while my tongue still probed and licked that very small, tight opening. Drawing my head back I watched as my smallest finger slipped into him.

Dylan was giving me short kisses but seemed as mesmerized by the finger-fucking as me. He paused between kisses to watch me work on Clifton's ass. Mindful of the time yet not wanting to hurt him I had to work quicker than I'd prefer. The sensations of pleasure from rimming him had allowed him to relax. Now my longest finger was probing, stretching and filling his bum. Clifton's entire body jerked when I found his sweet spot.

Pulling my finger back a little I let these sensations subside. I wanted him to experience them one at a time. Shifting my head around to the front I stared at his cute boner. All clean and with the sweetest little nuggets. My tongue lapped at him. A long lick from the bottom of his balls up to the top of his shift. The fourth time my tongue traced this path I opened my mouth and slid it over his cock. Our first suck was a deep forceful one. Clifton's ass immediately clamped down on my finger. The volume of his cries rose sharply. Alternating sucking with finger-fucking I brought him to his first dry orgasm in a headlong rush. Draping my arm over him as he writhed in his orgasm I held him on the bed.

“We still have some time.” I said as he returned to the room. “Would you like another? Dylan's taking his sweet time getting me off.”

Clifton asked if he could watch so I lay him down at the edge of the bed where he could see Dylan's mouth sliding up and down my cock. I kissed Clifton's cock to make certain it wasn't too sensitive before engulfing him again. Damn it was so arousing to bring pleasure to a boy this young. The cries. Squirming in my grasp. He was so light and small I felt I could lift him in one hand. My one hand covered his entire ass. Never mind fucking that tight hole I wondered what it would be like to spank him. I'd better do it while buried balls deep in another boy's ass. The wonderful images of my fantasy proved too much. I couldn't hold back and unloaded. While I was pumping cum down Dylan's throat Clifton experienced his second dry orgasm inside my mouth.

“Don't bother getting dressed.” Dylan told Clifton. “Dad insists we take a shower and this time I'd be concerned if he didn't.”

“Why this time?” Clifton said climbing off the bed.

“I'd be worried if Dad passed up the chance to wash a boy as beautiful as you.” Dylan said and kissed him.

Morgan and Adam came up in place of Tracy. Clifton giggled when they said Tracy was waiting for me in the kitchen with a wooden spoon in hand. Dylan told her it was because I was running late and not for anything we'd done. I kissed Clifton and told him what we shared was worth any amount of spankings. He promised not to tell Tracy that if I agreed to suck him again one day. Dylan told me he learned quickly. They led Clifton wrapped in a towel to the bedroom. Dylan promised to join them there because they needed to call Lawrence. Adam ran downstairs to grab a laptop. I met him on the stairs and stopped to kiss him. Then sauntered on to the kitchen.

I placed a finger over my lips and smiled at my housekeeper. We both stood at the kitchen door watching Tracy cutting vegetables and mumbling about her boss taking his time with a handsome boy instead of being in the kitchen cooking. Then it was how I'd be late for my date and embarrass her.

“Dylan was right when he said she's very pretty.” I said to my housekeeper. “I'd say beautiful.”

“Especially when she blushes like that or is angry.” my housekeeper agreed calmly as Tracy spun around.

“She makes me wish I was six months younger.” I said with a sigh.

“You don't need to be six days younger.” Tracy said then quickly spun around when she realized what she'd said.

“Let me.” my housekeeper suggested. “Go fix us a drink. A G&T sounds perfect.”

I used the bar in the living room and then returned to the kitchen. Setting both our drinks down I hugged her from behind and told her that was the best compliment I'd ever received. Now are you going to make a liar out of Morgan or will you give me a dozen swats I asked. Okay I will wait until you've regained your composure.

“To a lovely meal cooked with a lovely lady.” I said as we clinked glasses together.

Later when I heard the boys coming downstairs I asked Tracy if she'd regained enough of her composure. She said yes and promptly laid in to me. The boys dragged Clifton over to enjoy the show. Then they gave me a thank you kiss for waiting. There was a knock on the door. Before we could answer it we heard Leslie urging our visitor to open the door and go on in. No need to knock because the sex usually takes place upstairs Leslie told her. The food is worth the few times you walk in on something we heard Abby say.

“Tammy.” Clifton said running to hug his sister around the legs. The boys seized their chance and made it a group hug. My housekeeper told Tammy if you kissed their cheek they'd usually release you. Usually but you're very pretty Dylan told her without any embarrassment. I'm thinking two and I'm gay Adam added. Leslie laughed and said that was quite a compliment. She kissed one of his cheeks while Tammy kissed the other.

My housekeeper invited her in and introduced everybody. Tammy accepted a drink and told Clifton he could play a computer game or two with the boys when he told her he'd finished his homework. When Tracy invited her to join us for dinner Tammy explained about her date with Clifton but if Clifton chose this restaurant then she'd gladly stay. Clifton did choose and ran over to hug her. My housekeeper held the boys off with threats of a feather. Clifton said he'd rather be spanked like Rohan than tickled with a feather. Tracy told Tammy it was a reward for a compliment I'd paid her.

Things got quiet when Tammy asked Clifton about his day at school. I suggested to Leslie she go upstairs with Clifton and Tammy for that chat. Clifton asked the boys if they'd join them. When we heard them coming down the stairs my housekeeper got another round of drinks started. Tammy walked right past her and came over to hug and kiss me. I wasn't there I protested. The boys deserve that kiss. They got theirs upstairs Leslie told me. That's for raising such wonderful boys Tammy said accepting her drink from Leslie. I noticed she was still looking at me intently but I was soon distracted by Tracy asking how to season the chicken stew.

The boys rushed Juliet the moment Juliet set foot in the door. Tammy told Leslie if she ever had another boy she couldn't get to open up all she had to do was bring him over here. Clifton had joined in the group hug much to her surprise. When he waited for his kiss before letting go Tammy went looking for another drink. Juliet only had time for a quick hello before the boys took her upstairs to see the outfit they'd chosen for me. They apologized for it being a little out-of-date but told me they had plans to update my wardrobe this weekend.

“Lawrence wouldn't be visiting Patricia this weekend would he?” I asked my housekeeper.

“Yes he is and he has set aside two hours to take you shopping for a new wardrobe.” she said. “I wouldn't miss this trip for the world.”

“I'm going shopping with Leslie in the morning so we can tag along as well.” Tracy said. “Lawrence and Richard will be joining us for lunch. Then we'll go get you some new clothes. You can't go to Europe without updating your wardrobe.”

“The boys will enjoy it.” Tammy said.

“That's reason enough and the only reason I'm doing it.” I said. “What else do they have up their sleeve?”

“We couldn't possibly ruin the surprise.” Tracy told me. “I think four cobblers are enough for one dinner. You can stop now boss.” Swat!

Tracy told the boys to stay downstairs while I got dressed because there wasn't time for a shower. Juliet had given her approval to my outfit which I didn't think looked too outdated to me. I had to admit I hardly paid any attention to the latest fashions. My housekeeper gave Clifton a smaller bowl on a smaller plate so he could follow the other boys' lead and surround his chicken and dumplings with spinach salad. Tammy gave her a grateful smile.

Abby asked Morgan if he'd decided between the feather or two spinach leaves. Morgan said he'd go with the feather as he raised a forkful of spinach to his mouth. Can you believe Rohan wouldn't even drop to one-and-a-half leaves he asked Abby. Dylan praised him for not giving in to my exorbitant price for forgiveness. Adam told Dylan it was easy for him to say since he'd chosen to eat the spinach leaves. Adam did agree Dylan had no reason to rush into another meeting with the feather. The boys promised to fill Juliet in on the details but they told her it was the gentlest hour ever with stocks that had one hole. Juliet nodded and told me we'd discuss this over drinks as well.

Dylan told Morgan I might be home in time to give him his spanking before school but it would be close with all we were discussing. Morgan agreed it seemed like we'd have a lot to discuss but he'd promise Juliet some kisses for returning me to the apartment no later than five a.m.. He nearly swooned when Juliet said she had a cane that would love to kiss his cute derrière and asked how many kisses he wanted. They settled on twelve. Morgan told Tracy it would help pass the time while we were away. There's only so much pining my lover will put up with Morgan told her.

Clifton followed the boys lead and had more salad with seconds. Tammy declared the boys needed another kiss before she left tonight. The boys got out of their seats right away and walked over to her. Adam told her they didn't want her to have time to forget. She laughed and kissed them. I told Tammy I thought Clifton might want his own cobbler which is why I baked four instead of three. Clifton agreed with Tammy that he could share some of it with his friends since it was almost as big as him. This got Clifton a round of kisses from the boys. He squirmed but held his composure enough to surprise Tammy and Leslie. We could barely see Clifton's head over the mound of cobbler and ice-cream Tracy placed in front of him. Clifton said this was his favorite restaurant ever. Tammy told us she liked the price of a meal here. Abby told her that was good because it looked like Clifton was planning on being a frequent visitor. Tammy said if we didn't mind she'd make certain he returned soon. Dylan told her to get in as many visits as she could before the chef left for Poland.

The boys talked Tammy into staying a little longer to see the memorial garden blog. I suggested we have a Skype call with Sanne and Bram at the same time so we could ask them questions. The video started with Genta sitting in the garden. I agreed the cup in his hand most likely held Polish mineral water. Sanne told us Leif had been a big help in getting the garden finished. He had even threatened to take up the paddle to encourage any monks who slacked off. Petersen and Mu had also been threatened with a trip to a distant building for a spanking if the food wasn't sufficiently fortifying to keep the monks hard at work all day. Sanne said I was right in guessing Leif had worked harder than anybody else. Leif is very emotional I told the boys and hearing what you were doing would have touched his heart. Juliet said it must have touched him deeply to make a true submissive threaten to spank others. Adam said he owed Leif a sound spanking as a reward as well. Morgan told him if anybody else got added to that list he might lose his submissive label.

“I'm also spanking Rohan as a reward.” Adam said to Tammy. “He let us pay for the extra cost involved in putting this garden together. You have no idea how hard it is for him to sit on his checkbook at times.”

“Yes, I do.” Tammy said. “That's why I'll give him another kiss for letting Clifton pay for his herbs.”

My housekeeper told her they needed to have a chat about that before she left this evening. There was a close-up of the plant that Sanne said reminded her of Genta. Bram had built an amazing bench and told the boys he hadn't had to pay anything for it. The owner of the salvage shop had given him a discount because it was for the monastery. The boys suggested he spend the $20 on a bottle of wine in Portugal to celebrate their anniversary.

“Genta must be very special to you.” Juliet said wiping my eyes with a tissue my housekeeper handed her.

“Everything I get right when it comes to being a dad I learned from Genta.” I said. “When I mess up it's because I am not following his example.”

“Have you told him that?” Juliet asked.

“That's not the sort of thing I can tell him at this age.” I said quietly. “Way too unmanly unless we were very drunk and he's body is too weak to get that drunk. Juliet I could get three times as drunk as that thinking of his passing alone.”

“Don't worry, Dad.” Dylan said. “Us boys will tell him for you.”

“He has to know, Rohan.” Tracy insisted. My housekeeper promised he'd know. Tracy gave her a long look but said nothing.

Sanne told us Genta had loved it. He spent a lot of time on the bench eating cheese, olives and bread. Bram told they boys they'd guessed right when they said he spread the cheese and bread directly on the bench. Sanne had bought him a ceramic jar with a cork stopper to decant his vodka into so he could enjoy it outdoors. She told the boys he was waiting for their next visit so he could keep his promise to walk around the garden with them. Bram asked them not to take too long. My housekeeper promised to keep in constant contact with Mu about Genta's health. Juliet took me by the hand and asked the others to excuse us.

“Rohan needs to have a little too much to drink.” Juliet explained as we got up.

“Where are you going for drinks?” Tracy asked her. “Give me a minute before you leave.”

Tracy returned from the balcony a few minutes later and told Juliet the bartender would charge Tracy's debit card. The one I'd given her for household expenses. Leslie told Juliet she could buy one or two rounds but there was no way the alcohol would touch me through my pain. Abby said it was something she had to experience and be glad there was a backup plan in place in case Leslie was right. Dylan shouted out a warning so I could turn and catch Clifton in my arms. He hugged and kissed my cheek as I knelt. I thanked him for visiting and being brave enough to eat Tracy's cooking. Clifton warned me I might get another spanking for saying that and agreed I'd better leave quickly. Before we left I stood up and deposited him in Juliet's arms for a hug and a kiss. He stood at the door and waited for us to get into the elevator before going back inside.

“Do you mind?” Juliet asked as she draped my arm over her shoulders.

“No I don't.” I said enjoying her presence against me.

The bar she had chosen was in a hotel just three blocks from the apartment. I told the bartender I was Rohan and he told me he'd guessed from Tracy's description. He said I guessed right when I told him she had described us as a walking skeleton with a very gorgeous lady. Juliet agreed we might as well make it a gin and tonic night since we'd started with those at the apartment. There's no point in drinking a lot if it isn't going to get me drunk I told her so I'd rather savor a few of them and focus on our conversation.

Briefly I mentioned the boys teasing me for my squeamishness last night. I explained about introducing Dylan to sub-space and how I was curious to see if Morgan could enter it through the pleasure of the feather. He'd expressed an interest in chatting with Dylan about his experience. No I don't know if they've chatted. Yes I would wait until after she'd chatted to Dylan tomorrow and we could chat about my plans some more. Juliet went back to the bar to get us a refill before I chatted about Genta.

“I joke and banter a lot with Genta now but that wasn't always how we were.” I said quietly. “When I arrived at the monastery I had left home because my dad was dealing drugs among other reasons. Daizan and Mu did a lot of healing work just to get me to the point where I would consider going into the kitchen. Genta broke the ice by getting me drunk the first day I showed up to become his assistant. Enough to get me past my nervousness but not enough to get me totally smashed.

Through his patience he got me to open up to him. I began to trust him as the months past. Daizan would join us to keep his hand in with the cooking and to check on me although he never said this. Genta always complained because he maintained being drunk when Daizan visited was the easiest way to put up with him but out of respect for the abbot he wouldn't get drunk. We'd have a little to drink before he showed up just to ease the pain as Genta described it.

I came out to Genta and took my first lover because of his support. Somehow he knew I would one day leave the monastery and we spent a lot of time discussing the dynamics of human behavior and the principles he felt were fading. Genta wasn't shy about teaching the highest of spiritual paths. He had unshakable faith that everybody could live the greatest of spiritual truths. He also knew a lot about these higher spiritual paths and shared them with me. I once overheard Daizan scolding him for sharing what was meant to be secret information for monks.

Once when we were on our way back from town he spotted a drunk settling into a doorway. Genta asked if he'd share the space with us for the night. The two of them talked all night. The next day Genta took him back to the monastery with us. The drunk spent the day with us in a robe because his clothes needed washing. The next morning Daizan gave him enough money for a bus ticket back home. Genta had convinced the man he'd make a really good grandfather. Genta got a Christmas card from the man for the next ten years. On the eleventh Christmas one of the grandchildren sent a card with a letter of thanks for giving her ten years with her grandfather. The man stayed clean and sober all that time and died peacefully in his sleep in a warm comfortable room.

Daizan and Genta worked in tandem. Daizan would teach me the spiritual texts and orthodox principles. Genta would help me interpret them into the practical application of the principles. All the while Mu was teaching me biology and healing. I'm too squeamish to be a healer but I am able to help others once they've been patched up. One day I will grow a medicinal garden so the boys can learn what Mu taught me.”

“You teach the boys these higher paths and principles to honor Genta.” Juliet said. “He looked far too wise to have taught you anything to make you waste away like you did. I'll let you get us another round before you explain.”

We sipped our drinks as I told her about the hurt and anger inside Adam. I explained my plan about submitting to a spanking from him so he could release it before it caused him serious health issues. The reason I held back was because when he sees what he's done to me afterward he'll feel really bad. Even though us adults can understand my reasoning and how it is a small price to pay I couldn't see Adam understanding. Juliet agreed and told me finding a solution was a challenge. The one thought I'd had recently was to consider if emotional pain could be used to move somebody into sub-space and allow them to process it without too much hurt. Juliet said it was an interesting use of the sub-space but would have to think about it more before answering me. I told her I would be grateful if she'd ask other Dominatrix or Masters for insight. I explained I'd like to help Adam through this in about six weeks.

“The only other option I could think of involved applying an unimaginable amount of compassion to the wound within Adam.” I continued when she said that didn't explain the mantras. “All my reading and re-reading of spiritual texts and commentaries through countless nights hadn't provided me with the insight I needed. They helped me with a lot of stuff but not with finding a way to heal Adam. Logically I knew one or more of the sages through time and mystery schools had the answer. What I needed was a tool to help me interpret and apply this wisdom.”

“Hence the mantras.” Juliet said. “Adam says they warned you that most stop after six days. A few complete nine days after many more years of spiritual growth. Even fewer do the nine days at the first attempt. Didn't a monk say it was almost beyond belief to see you walking?”

“Yes and you don't want to know what he said when I fucked him two days later.” I said with a smile. “I guess you would. The monk, Devon, was my first lover. He told me to get it up the spirit of a Bodhisattva was filling me and we were experiencing a miracle.”

“Adam told me you had a feeling that a meltdown was imminent just before it happened.” Juliet said when she finished laughing. “I know you trust Lao, Leslie, Daizan and Mu even more than they might be comfortable with but why go ahead?”

“And how would I have faced myself in the morning when I woke and wondered what if I'd gone through with it instead of stopping?” I asked her quietly. “A large part of my motivation was the boys. Dylan has hurts to heal as well. Genta had faith in me to live the highest spiritual path. How could I face myself knowing I'd quit? That all the love people have for me wasn't enough to get me through? I couldn't live in a reality like that.”

“Doesn't it scare you to know how close you came to going insane and never seeing the boys again?” Juliet asked me quietly reaching out to hold my hand.

“Every time I think of it I want to cry in relief. This is the price I pay for my sanity.” I said as quietly. “Living with the knowledge of how close I came to losing them. There are rewards like knowing how precious each touch, kiss and hug is. When the memory shakes me to the core I remind myself it will all be worthwhile when I guide the boys in finding healing and freedom from these scars. Lao showed me how to recharge my physical form through a spiritual death. The meltdown showed me the mental equivalent. Unfortunately it takes longer to recover from the mental meltdown.”

“Before I decide if you deserve a scolding I'll need to think about what you've shared. Do you mind if I speak to Leslie and share this with her?” Juliet asked.

“You're part of my healing team so you can share whatever I tell you with any other member of my healing team, the boys or my housekeepers.” I told her. “Saves me from having to repeat a lot of stuff.”

I told her the boys' curfew had passed and they needed their rest so we might as well stay here a little longer if she didn't mind.

“I'd like to stay. Do you mind if we snuggle?” Juliet asked. “Good. I'll get us a refill so our snuggling isn't interrupted.”

The bartender brought us another round so we didn't have to get up. Juliet taught me about the jazz music the lady was playing. We'd timed it perfectly because at the end of our hour they started closing. Juliet went over to tip the musician while I took care of the drinks.

“Go ahead and add a fifty per cent tip to the total.” I was telling the bartender when Juliet came up to me. “Sign it with an x. I don't need to see the bill. I just waited to make certain the charge went through. Thank you for your kindness and service. I will most likely be back soon. The musician is very talented. Good night.”

I insisted on walking Juliet home since she wouldn't let me pay for a cab. We kissed and hugged on her doorstep. Then I went home and quietly slipped into bed with the boys. I lay awake for a long time reliving every moment of my time with Clifton. Hopefully he'll allow me to keep my promise of that sucking I thought as I closed my eyes.

“Roll over towards me, Dad.” Dylan said while I was shaking the sleep from my eyes.

“Good morning, Son.” I mumbled before his cock filled my mouth.

While Dylan fed me the other two scurvy knaves assaulted my ass. I allowed them to have their way with me. Then I rolled the other way to allow Dylan to fuck my ass. When they assured me their day had gotten off to a really good start I climbed on my knees and pulled Morgan face down in front of me for his promised spanking. Thirty-six firm blows later I slung him over my shoulder and carried him to the shower. Ignoring the other two I set about fucking Morgan but they had plans of their own.

Two hard boy cocks right at the level of my mouth was too irresistible and from their smiles they knew it. They didn't have to wait long before I got the oral double-team going. I took some solace in slapping their cute asses while I milked them and got milked by Morgan's ass. I had them wash me before I washed the three of them. Standing over them as they sprawled on the shower floor I smiled and casually stepped out of the shower. The boys watched curiously as I dried myself.

“Good timing, Tracy.” I said as she reached the top of the stairs just as I stepped out of the bathroom. “They're all yours.”

I was cooking breakfast when they finally came downstairs. The boys acted as if nothing untoward had taken place but just before they rode off to school Dylan told me I'd turned the tables on them very nicely. Today I got a massage after my workout. Juliet told me she'd met up with Leslie for breakfast and shared our conversation. I told her the workout went well and Teresa seemed to think I was getting stronger at a pretty good pace. Today and tomorrow are all about relaxing I told her. Juliet request chicken curry for dinner and told me she had no clients after Dylan so she might be over early. When I told her I was planning to take the boys to the apothecary she said she'd definitely be over to join the excursion.

My housekeeper told me she'd had a quiet word with Tammy about their plan to give a little towards Clifton's herbs. Tammy had settled up the thank you kisses with everybody before she left. Juliet and me were the only ones left for her to kiss. I agreed the fact I wasn't contributing was unlikely to spare me. Tracy had a class with Lao this morning before she fetched Dylan for his massage. J was giving them a lift because he had a bike rack on his car. We went shopping for lunch and dinner. I made some vegetarian pizzas for lunch. J said he'd love to join us for lunch if I took him upstairs for a quickie in the shower. My housekeeper said she could keep an eye on the pizzas in the oven and to get done before the boys arrived or we'd lose our pizza.

Dylan and Morgan enjoyed being able to comment on me getting a “pizza ass” and a “pizza cock”. J tickled Adam while I tickled Morgan which soon brought an end to the teasing. My housekeeper told us to keep tickling them because it left her alone with all this lovely fresh pizza. We called a truce and headed back to the table within seconds. J left before Dylan arrived but the rest of us enjoyed joining them for more pizza. I told Dylan he could take care of his homework after our trip to the apothecary.

“Don't bother to keep count because nobody here plans on remembering how many kisses we settled up.” I instructed the boys as we entered the store. “You get to kiss anybody who works here. Alice is the chief conspirator. That's her hiding behind the counter.”

Alice bravely stepped out from behind the counter to face the charge of the three boys. She pointed out the other staff members to them. While the boys hunted them down my housekeeper added the gang's donation to the walking skeleton account. One of Alice's Facebook friends had come up with a business card for the fund showing a skeleton striding along in a monk's robe with his hood down and a pole with a bundle of possessions over his shoulder. There was a short explanation on the back. I was glad to see it included the words “inspired by Clifton”. The boys asked if they could have some printed to keep on them and to hand out. Alice said there were small flyers posted at co-ops and health food stores around the city. Morgan suggested they approach gyms as well. My housekeeper agreed that Catherine would gladly say a little about the effectiveness of herbs in physical training since she'd seen them work with me. She's a certified personal trainer I told Alice which will help get more of the mainstream folk on board. Alice gave Morgan a kiss for his suggestion.

The boys were happily dispensing kisses to some of the customers as well regardless of age or sex. When we finally left the energy in the store felt a lot lighter and brighter. We walked behind the boys as they helped an elderly lady get her groceries back home from the apothecary. She thanked them when we got to her apartment and said she could manage her cart from here. There's just the elevator and straight out to my apartment she told them. They asked her to give the tip she offered them to the walking skeleton fund. Adam told her that her apartment had been on our way home so it was hardly any trouble.

Tracy tickled the boys lightly as we walked the rest of the way home. They didn't try too hard to escape. I told Juliet this was a very healing time for me. While I started dinner with Tracy the boys showed her my movie collection. I admitted to closing my eyes when they show a murder victim in some of the scenes and have the boys describe it to me. Juliet told me that was very sweet. The boys dragged her off for some computer games.

After dinner Leslie took me upstairs. She told me Tammy had been to see her for one of her regular sessions and had spent the hour asking questions about me. On her way out at the end of the session she had told Leslie to let me know whatever happened between Clifton and me would be fine with her. Leslie explained Tammy knew Clifton was having a hard time because his older brother was decidedly homophobic. She hoped that being around us would help balance things and give him the confidence to decide for himself how to express his sexuality. Dylan and Morgan's interest in both girls and boys would help Clifton a lot Leslie told me. She explained he would be around a boy who was gay and two boys were bisexual. I thanked her for her support. She smiled and reminded me of her comment about fruit from the family tree ripening.

We made curfew that night and were ready with breakfast when the others started arriving Friday morning. I spent my day meditating, drinking the teas and smoothies Tracy made for me without complaint and doing some sketching. Saturday morning I got up early to make breakfast and bake some cakes. My baking got interrupted by the boys hauling me back upstairs for some rough and unready fucking. Sneaking downstairs before satisfying them was not allowed Morgan told me as he spanked me. Adam said they could call it very sweet of me to let them sleep in an extra hour but then they'd have no reason to spank me. I agreed they certainly chose to view it in a way that led to more fun for us all. Dylan told me since it was the weekend I'd have plenty of time to thank them.

Frederick and Sally agreed the memorial garden was a wonderful blend of vegetables, fruits and flowers. Frederick became the fourth team member for some computer games, My housekeeper thanked him for keeping the boys out of trouble. Tracy was in the kitchen trying to talk me out of making profiteroles when Leslie and Ivan arrived. Leslie told Ivan this was the typical chaos she had come to know and love. Tracy chose to give up convincing me we had enough desserts and join them in an Irish coffee.

Lawrence held a finger over his lips as he sneaked in to the apartment. Richard and Patricia followed right behind him. They crept silently over to where they boys were sitting and placed their hands over the boys' eyes. Frederick claimed his victory in the computer game while the boys dispensed hugs and kisses. Lawrence got dragged upstairs to see my wardrobe. Dylan returned shortly afterward to drag my housekeepers upstairs. Tracy returned to tell me I might want to bake another cake to help calm my nerves when I saw what the boys and Lawrence had done. Another surprise guest was Juliet who wanted to see what the boys were up to in Poland.

“No, Juliet, we're not evicting Dad.” Dylan said dragging a huge suitcase towards the door. “We're evicting his wardrobe. A pity we can't get rid of what he's wearing now.”

“Adam I don't think you want to drag him shopping in a bathrobe.” Juliet said with a smile. “Drop this outfit off at a charity shop on your way home.”

Lawrence told Tracy an Irish coffee would help him get over the shock of my wardrobe. When he told me it looked like my clothing was five years out of fashion my housekeeper told him he'd got it right. She told me I hadn't gone shopping for clothes since she started working here. Lawrence told me I'd need two wardrobes. The first would be to see me through until I had regained some weight. This will be a small wardrobe you will give away in a couple of weeks he told me. Dylan told me to think of the lucky person I'd help by giving away these clothes. Lawrence told Tracy he'd show her how to take my measurements and next weekend she'd measure me for my new clothes which he would order online and have delivered before I left. Leslie told him we were leaving a couple of days earlier. My housekeeper told him if the clothes arrived Tuesday she could get the cleaned and ready by Wednesday night when our flight left.

Our itinerary became the focal point of conversation during breakfast. Christopher and Garth, the owners of Trafalgar Bed and Breakfast, would be looking after us while we were in London. I theatrically dropped my head into my hands and groaned. Leslie grinned and admitted she was sacrificing me for free accommodation. She admitted they were planning the surprise she'd mentioned earlier. Tracy told me she'd seen their Facebook page and they made a very handsome couple. She agreed to show everybody after breakfast. Patricia told me I should get used to accepting gifts in return for the kindness I showed others because there were a lot of people waiting for the chance to thank me.

“The only surprise is how many teens Christopher and Garth will foist upon me.” I told everybody. “They'll want me to get the training of another submissive or two started or finished.”

“Wow! Dad you make your sons so proud of you.” Adam said coming over to hug me. “Helping cute young boys all across the world live a healthy life of depravity is such a noble undertaking. Please take lots of er um holiday pics.”

“And videos.” Dylan added. “Dad we need to learn as well. Videos are wonderful training aids. We can snuggle on the couch and you can explain why you did this or that. Then when it gets too hot we can pop upstairs and practice what we learned.”

“What a dad.” Juliet said trying hard not to laugh. “Parents night at school will be a blast. I'll have to tag along.”

“Along with everybody else.” J said. “Rohan we don't want to miss seeing the boys embarrass you in front of their teachers and classmates.”

“Don't forget show and tell day.” Patricia added. “The genital stocks will be a big hit. No pun intended.”

Leslie told us we'd arrive in Katowice on Sunday and be there for a week. Ivan said his family were looking forward to taking the train to London. We would leave London late in the afternoon on Monday and arrive home Tuesday morning. On their return Ivan's family would spend a few more days in London. Tomek was so excited at the thought of seeing America and England he had a countdown clock on his new computer.

We were busy preparing more coffee to go with the cakes when Sanne called to ask if we were ready for a conference call. She'd already been chatting with our Polish friends. Now we would be joined by Ivan's family and Kazimierz. Natalia and Wincenty from the new property. All of us were eager to see the new investment and exchanged greetings while we settled down. Natalia gave us a tour of their home. She included the areas in need of repair. Then she showed us the home from the outside and gave us a tour of the barn. Bram said she'd arranged for an engineer to go out to check the buildings with a local contractor and architect. He told Dylan he wanted an engineer to conduct tests because sometimes a weakness wasn't visible on the surface and it was cheaper to pay the engineer than fly back to Poland. He also added it would be a shame to get it looking nice only to have to tear it apart again. Being on top of a hill gave amazing views and allowed for a wind turbine which was another reason for the engineer to visit.

Kazimierz said they would arrive in Switzerland early Sunday morning and would fetch Sanne and Bram from the station when they arrived. Sanne agreed it would be nice not to have to try find their own way to the hotel. There were the expected protests that the hotel was too nice. Tracy stepped in and told them to get used to it or else she'd let me take over the renovations of their home to teach them a lesson. Eliasz told them if this happened they'd never be comfortable in their own home. Kazimierz turned pale when Sanne told him to imagine something three times as luxurious as the hotel. They boys promised to keep me distracted if they accepted the hotel. Natalia thanked them and laughed when the boys said they would collect kisses for their services.

The boys settled back to listen while Wincenty, Frederick and Sanne discussed how things would be shared. They listened attentively while I wandered around refilling coffee mugs and serving cake. I was so lost in the joy of this simple task it took Dylan a few tugs on my arm to get my attention. Juliet helped by swatting my ass causing Tomek to giggle.

“They're acting like my staff.” Lawrence told me by way of explanation.

“How many farms are there Wincenty?” I asked. “Six. Sanne is there a percentage mark up on the vegetables when you sell them. That varies depending on the vegetable. Can you calculate an average cost per pound or kilogram? Wonderful. The farmers and their family will get paid an hourly wage for their work on the vegetable farm. Yes every hour on the land whether it is for their animals, family or harvesting the excess to sell. We will deduct this amount from the cost of the vegetables they use for their animals and whatever they use in their home. Naturally the cost of the vegetables will be before any mark-up.

Each farmer will earn seven-and-a-half percent of the profits from the vegetable farm. Kazimierz will get fifteen per cent and the boys will get the remaining forty percent. In return for agreeing to this we will let Kazimierz and Wincenty decide on what percentage to tithe. Sanne can explain this to you.

Is that what you needed me for, Dylan? Good. Glad that's settled.”

“Thank you, Rohan but it seems Wincenty is still not happy.” Sanne told me.

“The farmers don't want any profit-sharing.” Wincenty told me. “They are grateful to the boys for saving their farm and want them to make as much as possible.”

“Are you boys happy with forty-percent?” I asked them. “I'll take those grins to mean yes. Wincenty if the farmers work for nothing then it is the same as having slave labor. They can use the money they make from the vegetable farm to educate their children, improve their own farms and livestock, help others in the community, buy more land to farm or to invest in other businesses. I don't care what they do with the money but they will be given it. They will work a fair amount of hours for an above average income and prosper along with us. We will not prosper at their expense.

Eliasz will help them put their money to good use. Let them know they can hire Bram and Sanne as consultants to make improvements to their farms. There is no reason they cannot have a smaller scale vegetable farm on their own land. I will be out there soon and they can complain to me all they want. No, Wincenty, it won't make any difference.

Kazimierz and Natalia are you happy with fifteen percent? You are right we won't reduce it but we would increase it.”

“Us boys would be happy with thirty percent.” Adam told them. “So if you want twenty-five percent it is yours.”

“Eliasz you were right.” Kazimierz said. “The boys are as bad as Rohan. Obviously they are not drinking enough vodka.”

“You are paying us an above average salary, giving us a home to live in at no cost and offering us fifteen percent of the profits. We won't take any more.” Natalia declared. “Thank you boys for your kindness. The farmers will grumble but they will adjust.”

“Good. I'm glad that's settled.” Eliasz said. “Tracy, I know you are sensible enough to have some vodka at hand. Please join us in a toast to seal the deal. Wincenty unless you want to lose the farms these negotiations are over. The farmers can spend their money on therapists to help them adjust if they have to. Even Tomek can tell you will only irritate Rohan by pushing the issue further. You saved the farms and negotiated to the smallest profit-sharing our friends will accept. Kazimierz, Feliks and myself will assure the farmers you pushed as far as you could and did everything possible to reduce their income. What we have learned today is you negotiate with Sanne and accept what Rohan decides. Dylan made a smart move by bringing in Rohan.”

“I'm curious.” Feliks said. “How did you know to bring in Rohan? He has always left the figures and money to others. They are challenging enough to negotiate with but Rohan is ruthless.”

“Monopoly.” Dylan said calmly. “Dad can keep track of how much everybody has even while he is fondling a cute butt or two. He doesn't like to negotiate because he believes we will think he is too generous. Today I think he came up with a very fair arrangement. I think if we asked we will discover he had these percentages worked out long ago but wanted us to work it out on our own if we could.”

“I think it is a very fair deal.” Leslie added. “Is it true you had these figures worked out a while ago?”

“A rough idea but I didn't know the number of farms.” I answered. “I worked on about a third for the boys, fifteen to twenty percent for Kazimierz and fifty to the farmers. Give or take a percentage here and there. This is what felt right to me. I'm lucky to have such generous boys who give me the leeway I need to go along with my feelings.”

“Wincenty, I know the farmers wish to thank Rohan for saving their farms but it is unfair to think Rohan will accept the gift of servitude.” Feliks said. “You know how generous and fair he has been with us. I think if you really want to offer Rohan a gift of thanks he can accept then let us all prepare a meal for him and his friends when they visit. The good news is we get to prepare a second one when he brings the boys to visit.”

“Thank you, Feliks. That is a gift I can accept if Wincenty and the farmers wish to offer it.” I agreed. “You know when I will be there and I'd appreciate it if you would make it for the middle of my visit.”

“We will accept it as well if you offer it to us.” Adam told them. “We have kisses to collect from Natalia.”

“And Kazimierz.” Morgan added. “He's as handsome as Natalia is pretty. I'll say it before the toast so you can't blame it on the drink.”

“Then I will let Tracy know the date and time for our feast.” Wincenty said. “I know the farmers will be happy to celebrate and if you join us that will be even better. You even got Eliasz to open a bottle of the good vodka so I owe you even more.”

“I think we can get six kisses out of him for that.” Adam said. “What do you boys think?”

“Six and a squeeze.” Morgan declared.

“I agree with Morgan.” Dylan said. “You owe us six kisses and a squeeze each Wincenty. Three of us are in favor which is a majority. You can tell us how you would have voted when we collect our payment.”

“The boys sound more excited about collecting kisses than the business part of things.” Natalia said with a smile.

“We are because it means a trip to Poland.” Dylan confessed. “We won't have any trouble accepting our share of the profits though.”

“What are we going to call this business?” Frederick asked looking up from his paperwork. “Morgan the parent company will be MAD Rohan's Vegetables but to make it easier for our friends in the Polish government I think it will be best to have a trading as name.”

“MAD Rohan's Vegetables trading as...” Dylan began and a round of suggestions got put forward.

“What is the Polish for healthy goodness?” Adam asked.

“Zdrowy dobroci” Ivan answered. “pronounced z-drovy do-brochi. Yes you have it. A little more practice with Tomek when he stops laughing will help.”

“Don't spank him for being rude Judyta.” Morgan said. “I want to spank him. You are very kind to your guests.”

“Frederick we are selling the vegetables in Poland so we need to have a Polish name.” Adam explained. “It's only two words. We'll pay you with lots of kisses to learn how to say it.”

“Are we all agreed then?” Frederick asked blushing. “That's all the paperwork on my side. I will speak to Eliasz in the week about the paperwork needed for our agreement with the farmers.”

“Eliasz will you and Frederick find a way to make this a binding agreement?” Dylan asked. “The other big agricultural business may try to buy the farms to get back at us. I also want the farmers to know we mean to support them and won't sell. I know they will trust us but this way nobody can put doubts in their mind.”

“The other benefit is it will stop them from even trying if they know neither party nor their heirs can sell.” I added. “Let's make this a five or seven generation agreement with the boys having first option if any of the farmers or their children want to sell. That way we can appoint a farm manager and keep our meat supply.”

Wincenty told us the farmers would readily agree to those terms. He said he would confirm everything on Tuesday. I told him that would be perfect. We would have everything wrapped up before Sanne left. Tracy said this sounded like a great time for a toast. I agreed Wincenty had been kept waiting long enough to sample some of Eliasz' good vodka. After the first toast Dylan stood on his toes and whispered in my ear.

“Eliasz I think you should know Sanne and Bram will celebrate their twentieth wedding anniversary later this week in Lisbon.” I said. “I think it would be rude if we didn’t allow you the opportunity to toast them.”

“You just want to give Wincenty another reason to drink my good vodka.” Eliasz said with a smile. “Sanne you didn't think we'd have any of this bottle left tomorrow did you? Congratulations!”

The boys were happy to join in the second toast as well. Frederick got a round of kisses from them for coming over to help. I sent him off with a chocolate cake for later. Sally made some suggestions involving the chocolate cake that made Frederick blush even more. Sanne and Bram promised to call us to say goodbye before their flight left. Bram said it would be in addition to the Tuesday call. Lawrence told us he couldn't stand being near my old clothes a moment longer and we had to go get me some new clothes. J said he'd get rid of the clothes for us while running errands with Sophie. Dylan told them he'd keep them posted about lunch so they could join us.

Lawrence made me strip in the change booth and showed Tracy what measurements he'd need. Richard said I didn't need to concern myself with how many outfits or what clothes I'd need because my friends would take care of those details for me. All I had to do was wear them and dazzle people Patricia added. They bought me four outfits plus some shorts and a few T-shirts. Tracy told Lawrence the details of our trip which got Richard excited for some reason. The boys led me to the change booth to put on a new outfit so my old clothes could be given away.

I agreed to make vegetable pasties and fries for lunch if the boys allowed me a couple of milkshakes. Juliet told me she only had time for one milkshake before her afternoon clients. She took her milkshake over to the other booth and leaned in for a whispered conversation with Lawrence. Leslie huddled with them for a few minutes. I got really worried when Tracy went over and left with a wicked smile. The boys smiled as they handed me my second shake. This one was on them because it looked like I needed it. Yes all those people conspiring were reason enough to make a person nervous. Dylan told me the milkshake was also a token of their thanks for my help this morning. Sanne had texted the boys to let them know that thirty percent would give them a conservative income of $3000 each per month once the first harvest was in. The figure was staggering to all of us because we didn't realize we had bought that much land. The boys would have been happy with a third of that.

Sophie and J joined us for lunch. This proved fortuitous because we were all invited to join Lawrence, Richard and Patricia for a meeting with city officials at their warehouse. Morgan's dad, Henry, joked he only got to see his son on official business now. Their architect had brought along a model of what it would look like when finished. All going well it would be done in three or four months. Lawrence commented he'd be happy if it got finished in six months. Patricia said she'd rather be working for her ridiculously large stipend. Richard reminded her she would be busy enough getting a head start on her studies. Henry assured Lawrence there would be a number of inspections to make certain the building was safe. He could join the inspectors for the first walk through now. One inspector commented it was the first time in thirty years anybody had asked him to look closer at the building. He told Lawrence he had five children of his own and understood his concern. In fact he found it very encouraging considering there would be fifty to sixty children housed here. Lawrence's smile when he heard that number lit up the entire warehouse. Richard had me give Lawrence a special kiss when they got back to bring him back to earth.

The warehouse was right next to the river so there were plans for a dock with sailboats and rowboats. Part of the addition would extend out over the water. Patricia was still in shock at the cost of it all. The boys suggested she consider some home businesses to run here to help provide funding so she wouldn't need as much from Lawrence. Grow some herbs and medicinal plants for the apothecary I suggested. I told them how chatting to Juliet had reminded me of my promise to Genta to share this knowledge with the boys and we'd love to do it here if you don't mind. Patricia took us outside to see where we would build it. The fact that it was getting off the ground still overwhelmed Patricia when she was at the warehouse. Sophie told her that was only natural because her good fortune in finding me had led to her finding J and a father for her son which proved overwhelming three or four times a week. All from a simple breakfast Patricia kept repeating. You never can tell what miracle will spring from a seemingly ordinary event my housekeeper agreed.

We enjoyed a quiet weekend with a couple more visits from Lawrence. Richard had booked a massage for Lawrence with Juliet because he was so excited at the thought of the work starting on Monday. Lawrence kissed me when I said I'd bake some cakes for the crew as a thank you gift. The boys spent all Sunday in the kitchen baking with me. Even with J's help they had to make three trips to deliver all the cakes on Monday morning. I had to go over to the site on the last trip so they could thank me. They insisted I bring the boys over one afternoon so they could thank them. Lawrence insisted on it being this afternoon and brought them over straight from school. They picked up burgers on the way for lunch. The owner of the construction company was reluctant to let the boys help fetch and carry stuff until I drew him aside and told him I promised not to sue if they got hurt. Tracy told him she'd be a witness to this promise if needed. The boys took turns fetching stuff with the forklift.

One of the crew told his boss it seemed right to have unpaid child labor building an orphanage. Morgan asked his boss if he wanted the boys to take the wise guy out back for a spanking and some kisses. We let the boys help for a couple of hours before taking them home to do their homework. I made some savory pies for British night. Leslie had requested trifle for dessert. Juliet joined us despite Morgan switching his massage to Wednesday so he could visit the construction site. She agreed it would be nice to join us the day the farm was officially in place as well so we'd be stuck with her for three consecutive dinners.

Frederick came over mid-morning to take the call from Poland with us. Sophie, Amanda and Lucille were there to represent their sons. Teresa and Catherine stayed after my early morning workout. Beatka had sent Frederick the forms for me to sign because she could get all the information needed through the consulate. She would see they got filed and authorized in Poland for us and copies sent to Eliasz for distribution. Wincenty told me he was happy to return to the quiet of his farm now he no longer had to represent the farmers. Another round or two of vodka sealed the deal officially. Tracy told me I had picked the right country to do business with. I told her to thank Leslie for choosing Ivan. Sophie told her that would no doubt need another toast. Tracy asked J to give her a lift to the store to replenish my vodka supply. Seems I was down to my last twelve bottles. My housekeeper and I agreed our supplies wouldn't be this bad if I hadn't dragged her to a monastery to meet a wise old monk or had her studying some strange religious stuff with another lovable old man. J told me I deserved my punishment of a lingering kiss from Tracy much to Tomek's amusement. Tracy told Tomek she planned on giving him a lot of kisses when she visited. Judyta told him all his friends would be impressed to see such a pretty girl kissing him.

Pick up some meat from Ivan and something special from the liquor store to cook it in I told Tracy as she headed out. You'll know what to get I told her. Tracy warned me not to mention the word feel. No I won't call ahead and have the order ready for you I told her. This is for the boys, Ivan and Leslie. We're going to pick up a few things as well and we'll need all the time you can give me to cook it. My housekeeper told Catherine the chocolate would help fatten me up. Catherine said she'd resist going to the chocolate shop with us so she'd feel better about eating dessert tonight. I purchased a half-dozen slabs of chocolate split equally between chocolate with some spice and some that was rich and milky to tone down the bite a little. Then I rushed home to experiment before Tracy returned.

“No you can't see what's in that pot.” I said. “What's this about a challenge?”

“Ivan wanted to know if you could prepare a pork dish that screams Poland.” Tracy said. “There's no charge for the meat because he wanted to contribute to dinner.”

J drove my housekeepers to the store with the shopping list. Tracy told me she'd stop at the spice store and pick up my order. My housekeeper texted me when they were in the elevator on the way up. Tracy asked me if I had something kinky in mind when I insisted on blindfolding her at the door. I told her I needed an expert opinion and led her to the table where a small Tipsy tart with chocolate waited. There were three other bowls on the table but we all waited while Tracy took the first bite. My housekeeper told me when a lady asked when you are marrying her it means she approves of the dessert. After his first bite J told me if Tracy left me standing at the altar he'd marry me. Tracy told him I wouldn't be standing for very long.

The boys found me flat on my back beneath Tracy in the living room. My housekeeper divided the other mini Tipsy into three servings for them to enjoy while they watched the show. Tracy let me go when the boys promised what they were going to do to me was best done in the shower. They rotated through the blowjob they gave me. I was fed a load of cum from each of them. Morgan was lucky enough to have his mouth on my cock when I exploded. They dressed me and sent me down to cook with Tracy. When they told my housekeeper they'd all brushed their teeth before coming down she kissed them thank you.

“Tracy we're trying something new.” I shared when she asked how I was approaching the challenge. “We'll the other vegetables as late as possible. I want the pork and beets to cook and reduce together. Your choice of a honey vodka was genius.”

Tracy remarked the caramelized onions matched the spices in color. They all have a smoky brown reddish shade to them she told me. Now if we get the mix right they will permeate the vegetables and meat I told her. Then the honey vodka will add a sweet note to balance it out. This is a pretty basic dish. We'll turn into something special with some of that Polish bread and our variation on Tipsy Tart. Juliet said she'd never seen a chef so intent on intent on infusing his will on a dish.

“Twenty-three minutes this stretch.” Tracy said when Juliet asked how long I'd been at it. “Twelve, thirteen and sixteen were the previous stretches. I'm really curious. Never seen him this invested before. I hardly think he needs to worry from the smell.”

“I think it's a man thing.” my housekeeper said explaining about the challenge Ivan had issued. “The smell from the living room area is the bread. Rohan likes to torment us.”

“Carrots, Tracy.” I said absently. “Potatoes. Peas later. Then we start dessert. Any honey vodka left?”

“Only the remaining eleven bottles.” Tracy told me pouring us a round from what was left in the open bottle. “Will that do?”

“Tracy asked when they were getting married after she sampled it.” J said. “The boys took Rohan upstairs for a shower and a blowjob after they tried it Juliet.”

“He'd already adopted us or we'd have adopted him as our dad.” Dylan explained. “We were careful to replace what we took out of him.”

“Our hope is he'll overlook the salad tonight in return for our kindness.” Adam added loudly. “Deaf to our pleas. You'd think with the effort we put into getting it out of him he's ears would have opened. Maybe we'll have success next time.”

“Good of you not to let this failure get you down.” Juliet told him.

“Rohan was the only one got down.” Morgan said with a grin. “You're right Juliet we were quite flat when we left the shower as well.”

“Scram the lot of you!” Tracy said firmly. “This is top-secret and requires my full attention. Yes, Dylan, it is a secret religious rite. Another peep out of you and you'll be led straight to the feather. Sophie you are just in time. Stand here with your back to the door and promise not to peek. Nobody lingers where they can see into the kitchen or interrupts us. Keep them moving into the dining room. You get to share our honey vodka for your trouble. One quick kiss J. Quicker! Now scram. Phew.”

“Take another shot to settle you.” I suggested. Somebody in the gang said one more shot and she'd settle into bed. Dylan said one more spoonful of dessert and he'd be able to guess who she was in bed with. “You'll have your revenge later Tracy.”

Nothing but the best for Tipsy I told Tracy as she scrutinized the ingredients. Only the best Dutch cocoa powder. The chocolate makers had earned the approval of a European royal family. Tracy kissed me when I started weighing the chocolate to get the blend just right. Sophie agreed me using a scale deserved a kiss. Leslie and Abby got rushed into the dining area. Dr. Phyllis, Teresa, Catherine and her boyfriend were also urged to move right along. Dr. Phyllis made me promise to give blood before dinner. Dylan told her he hoped she wasn't testing my blood alcohol level. Sophie instructed Ivan and Sarah not to even take a breath as they passed the kitchen doorway.

“Go get your blood drawn while I guard the kitchen. I'll throw a spinach salad together especially for Adam. No trouble at all Adam. That's what we do for the one's we love.” Tracy said. “Thanks Sophie for your hard work. Go find J and help yourself to a fondle or six.”

Tracy turned me away from the kitchen when I returned. No more hovering allowed she declared. You have thirty seconds to check on the dish then move along. We will go get Ivan's opinion on our honey vodka. The potency of the vodka shook Sarah. Six or seven I think Tracy told her when Sarah asked how many she'd had. Dr. Phyllis agreed with Dylan it was a good thing she wasn't checking my alcohol levels when she tried a shot.

After a short speech where I confirmed all the paperwork complete, licenses purchased and the six farmers signatures on our contract we sat down for dinner. Tracy, Sophie and Amanda insisted I sit. Abby remarked she'd never seen me this nervous around food. Dylan told her I was trying something new. The simplicity has him flummoxed Adam added. I even said a short blessing. Then we all waited while Ivan took the first spoonful.

“Seeing Ivan walk over to kiss Dad is all the confirmation I need.” Adam declared. “Ivan while you're up give him a kiss for me. Thank you.”

“Rohan you nailed Poland with a hint of Russia.” Juliet said. “I visited Goniadz a few years ago, Ivan. There is a national park nearby. I forget the name.”

“Biebrza” Ivan told her. “We used to rent a cabin there for holidays from time to time. Bie-br-za, Dylan. When I have recovered from this meal we ought to get you boys a language course. You have lots of people to practice with now. You are right Juliet. I remember a visit to Belarus where we enjoyed a meal with a similar taste. Rohan if you aren't Polish then you must have been in one of your recent past lives.”

“Tracy's honey vodka is the key ingredient.” I said.

“Letting the beets and pork cook together didn't hurt either, Boss.” Tracy said. “You know if I married you I'd have to get myself a boyfriend because you'd be in the kitchen all the time.”

“She has a point.” Abby said. “You say the dessert is just as special if not more special.”

“Wait until he has all the time he wants to prepare a dish.” Dylan said. “This is something Dad just threw together in a couple of hours. I heard him complaining about being rushed earlier, Mom. There was enough time for it to come together for my liking. A good thing Dad doesn't make us have salad with thirds or I'd run out of room for dessert. Thanks J for dishing it up. Ease up a spoonful please. I'm watching my figure.”

“Amazing restraint.” Adam said. “I envy your self-control, Dylan. This has to qualify as child abuse. My dad has me so stuffed with food I think a break before dessert would be sensible but dessert is so delicious I can't wait.”

“The custard isn't made so you'll have a seven minute break.” I said.

“I'll never survive seven minutes of this torment.” Adam declared.

“We'll spend five of those minutes cleaning dishes.” Morgan reminded him. “That should help.”

Tracy gave me a hand with the custard which had a liberal splash or two of honey vodka in it. The boys cleaned up around us. My housekeeper replaced the candles on the dining table. J got everybody a refill. Adam patiently waited an extra three minutes for the puddings to warm enough for my liking.

“Tipsy does chocolate.” Tracy announced as she set the desserts on the table with a huge smile.

“Rohan I know the feast in Poland is to thank you but could you wander around and tweak some of the dishes?” Ivan asked. “Tracy has to teach them to make Tipsy.”

“Isn't it treason for you to admit a foreigner cooks better Polish food than the locals?” Leslie asked him with a smile.

“That's why I didn't say it.” Ivan told her and gave her a quick kiss. “I've just grown accustomed to the way Rohan spices food and his bread recipe that's all.”

“And the desserts.” Adam added. “Dr. Phyllis do you think I'll put on more than an ounce if I have seconds?”

“I was trying to forget how fattening this is but in my professional opinion I'd say seconds will add three ounces to us.” Dr. Phyllis said holding her bowl out to J.

“The good news is there will be an extra three ounces for my lovers to play with tonight.” Adam declared receiving his second helping.

“That might be three ounces per spoonful.” Abby said but she also accepted a second helping.

Juliet remarked it was wise of me to have Dylan between Tracy and me. He'll still end up getting laid Dylan promised her. Morgan promised to sleep over at Adam's apartment to show him he really didn't mind Adam putting on three more ounces. Adam said he'd need a lot of convincing. My housekeeper warned them they'd both lose more than three ounces if they were up after curfew. Nobody objected to just relaxing and watching a movie. Juliet got to see me close my eyes a couple of times. How you manage to spank anybody is beyond me she told me with a smile and a kiss.

Sanne and Bram called the boys from the airport just before their departure. They thanked me once again for the gift of some time in Lisbon. They would give us a Skype call tomorrow night to show us the hotel room. Tracy told the boys she'd show them pictures on the hotel website. Earlier in the day I had chatted to Lao about the boys emotional wounds and he promised me he'd work on them while I was away. He agreed it was best to let the boys enjoy the wedding. I told him I knew Leslie would want to help them so no intense healing would be done before she returned from her honeymoon. Tracy told Lao I had most of Thursday open. Lao said he'd visit for my workout. Tracy asked him to join us for breakfast because the boys would love to see him.

I woke early to get breakfast started before going upstairs for my morning sex with Dylan and Adam. Morgan joined us in the shower and got a blowjob from me. The boys were happy to have breakfast with Lao so we rushed the drying and dressing. My housekeepers arrived with Lao and Dr. Phyllis in tow. The boys snuggled for a bit with Lao on the couch before I served breakfast. When Amanda, Sophie and J arrived I sent the moms over to join Lao and the boys. Leslie headed over to join them while Abby, J and Tracy helped me get breakfast finished and on the table. Oatmeal, sausage, waffles, eggs, green smoothie and sautéed greens. I overheard Lao chatting with the boys and their moms about taking their chi and healing to a slightly deeper level. He reassured Leslie this would only be to prepare them for the deeper healing I would do after her honeymoon. Leslie kissed him for being so thoughtful. Lao had to point out I had already decided to wait which led to me being kissed as well.

Before my workout Lao asked if he could have some time to show Tracy how to take pulses and do a body scan. Dr. Phyllis also had some blood test results to share with us. Lao told Teresa he'd like to combine these results with her assessment before my workout and show Tracy how it all came together. Tracy grabbed herself a fresh notebook while I slipped into my workout shorts. Lao had Tracy begin with her assessment. Towards the end of her scan he asked her specifically about my kidneys. Tracy said they felt strong but slightly deflated. Definitely not fully rounded.

Lao explained how my request for an electrolyte tea at the monastery showed I was low in kidney energy. Dr. Phyllis added my initial blood tests showed lower levels of electrolytes. She pointed it out on a report for Tracy. Leslie told the others I had recently told her of my commitment to doing whatever it took to regain my strength before I left for Poland. Lao told us being more decisive showed my kidney chi was rebuilding itself. Tracy shared how I'd settled the profit-sharing issues on Saturday.

The latest blood tests showed that although I was in the lower range of normal they were all back in normal range. Lao gave Tracy a list of herbs and how they would help. He told Tracy she'd spend most of the next week brewing lots of tea. The focus would be on getting my kidneys healthy on all levels. Going through customs with a lot of strange herbs would be challenging so Lao asked Tracy to go online to find stores in London and Poland where we could buy what we needed. Leslie suggested she give Garth and Christopher a call. Our hosts in London Tracy told Lao. He told her how much we would need so she could email them the names and quantities. Leslie was happy to hear that with all the tea I'd be drinking the last round of blood tests before we left would be in the mid to upper range of normal.

Teresa did her measurements and told Lao my muscle density was increasing surprisingly quickly. Lao told her that the smoothies I drank were to help me gain muscle mass quicker. My body fat percentage was almost back up to eight percent. Dr. Phyllis said the chocolate Tipsy was responsible for that increase. Tracy promised to give her a taste before she left. Somehow one of the tarts had survived for two days. That's our teatime snack for today I told them. Leslie told Lao he couldn't leave without trying it. Tracy insisted he take some back to his mom as well. Using the scanner Tracy made copies of the test results and Dr. Phyllis' notes to combine with the information she got from Lao and Teresa. Lao asked Tracy to set aside some time Monday morning to chat with him about the case study she was doing. I promised to check with Beatka to see what time they should call her. Thanks to the time difference she could call Poland before she chatted with Lao.

While I was doing my exercises Lao told me to let the image of my body appear spontaneously on the surface of the lake. I told him the lake had taken on the shape of my body. Yes I could see how far the sunlight was penetrating. Let the healing chi flow to the same depth inside your physical body Lao instructed. No further than the sunlight in the image. The moment I did my form smoothed out and my body felt physically stronger. I achieved new personal bests in all the exercises during my recovery. There was still a long way to go before I could reach the numbers of my gym workouts.

Catherine said she had several workouts that did essentially the same as the one I'd been doing for the past two weeks. Because I was leaving soon she would make a point to come around and take me through a different routine each morning until I left. Leslie expressed concern about me working out every day while my levels were still in the lower range of normal. Catherine backed up Lao when he told her the exercise wasn't taxing or putting a lot of stress on me at this pace. Provided I combined the lake image with my chi work all would be well. I told her the chi was certainly making it easier. Teresa said my form was smoother. No shaking at all Catherine added. He shook like a leaf in a gale when he began his recovery workouts Tracy told Leslie. Tracy got a kiss from her when I told her Tracy had kept this from her because she insisted only one of you needed to cry for me. Teresa told her I started at seven percent of my usual push up tally. Easy to calculate it when it drops from one hundred to seven Catherine shared which got me a promise of a scolding tomorrow. The other exercises were in a range of five to nine percent with sit-ups being the highest. Teresa promised to let her know my current range while we had tea.

Tracy told me she'd make the custard and warm chocolate Tipsy while I showered. I assured them I could manage on my own even though I'd just done the most reps in the past two weeks. Lao told them I would get exponentially stronger now I had passed the tipping point in regaining my health. He wanted to reassure them if I suddenly did twenty more reps in one day it didn't mean I was pushing myself too far. Catherine told them they could trust me to follow Lao's guidance with the lake image. I'd followed his instructions to the letter for two weeks despite the frustration. Think how hard it must have been for Rohan when it took him every ounce of strength and willpower to do seven push-ups she suggested. Tracy said thinking of it would make her cry so she'd get on with tea. A good breakfast blend please I told her as I headed for the shower.

“You knew didn't you?” Tracy accused me with a smile as she set a cup in front of me. “Don't play coy with me. You knew there were two chocolate Tipsy tarts in the fridge.”

“Yes, I did. There are always people dropping in and I'd hate to embarrass you by only having a sliver for each guest.” I said reaching for the teapot. “Thank you for the tea.”

Teresa told us I'd passed my tipping point sometime in the past week. From week one to week two I'd increased from a maximum of nine to seventeen percent. Now I was ranging from forty-three to forty-eight percent. I told Leslie this wasn't as big a jump as it seemed because all I had to do was increase by an average of thirty reps to make it seem like a large jump. She reminded me this might have been easy for the Rohan before my retreat but it was very impressive for the current Rohan. Lao asked Dr. Phyllis to double-check her test results because this dessert added eight percent body fat with a single spoonful. Tracy grinned and reminded him there was more.

Tracy headed back to the spare room to do some studying when our guests left. My housekeeper took me to the Co-Op to do some shopping. She wanted a nice meatloaf with the traditional sides for dinner. The boys won't believe it she told me when I decided on mac and cheese instead of a salad. Chocolate mousse with whipped cream for dessert I added for good measure. Vegetarian pizzas for lunch. Somehow the boys must have sensed the upcoming dinner surprise because they brought Clifton home with them and told me Tammy would join us for dinner. My housekeeper told him I'd be happy to have him for lunch, dinner, breakfast and for my tea time treats. The boys told me I'd have to settle for just the afternoon tea time treat today.

“And dinner.” Clifton told me. “This is my favorite restaurant. What's for dessert?”

“That's a surprise.” I said.

“My sister is joining us for dinner so please make lots of dessert.” Clifton said.

“Rohan always makes plenty of dessert.” my housekeeper assured him. “The sooner you get your homework done the sooner he can enjoy his treat and start cooking. I'll go warn Tracy.”

“Wow! Pizza for lunch and dessert with dinner. You boys are really lucky.” Clifton said.

“Yes we are.” Dylan said kissing my cheek.

Adam had the least homework so he headed upstairs with Clifton and me. I had them each slung over my shoulder. Tracy made me pause for a moment while she lightly spanked the two of them. Clifton giggled and join in when Adam started spanking me. I assured Clifton he would always be able to ask for what he wanted with us as I undressed him. Adam got a kiss from him by agreeing to let him watch while I fucked him.

Afternoon sex was always a rush. Between homework and cooking we didn't have much time and it literally became a tea time break. The boys were happy and using their asses to get off was better than using my hand. I did get to give Adam some lingering, hot kisses while I lubed him. Clifton had slid around behind Adam to watch and gasped when I added and second finger. Adam wasn't shy about begging for my cock as I slid three fingers in and out of him with no sign of moving things along. I was suckling at his breast when I decided he'd been teased enough.

“Want to play a game of horse with Adam and me?” I asked Clifton.

“Is Adam the horse?” Clifton asked.

“I'll be a fucking peacock if it gets me ridden.” Adam declared bending over the foot of the bed.

“Yes, Clifton, he will be the horse.” I said sitting him on Adam's lower back.

“You'll be fucking a horse.” Clifton said laughing.

“Are you saying my butt is as big as a horse?” Adam asked.

“A very small horse.” Clifton said quickly.

“That's okay then.” Adam said. “Clifton has my dad fallen asleep? Then please remind him how the game works.”

I impaled Adam slowly so Clifton could enjoy more of a show. The first several strokes were also slow. When I settled into a pleasant tempo I reached out to fondle Clifton. A few minutes later I had him standing on Adam's back looking down at me sucking him and fucking Adam. When he had climaxed he settled on the bed resting his chin on the top of Adam's cheeks watching the fucking. I paced myself so that I could get my lips around his two-inch boner before I finished with Adam.

Before taking him in my mouth a second time I flipped Adam over. Adam breathed a sigh of relief because he knew the signal that things would soon cum to an end. Laying Clifton a little further from us I told him to watch closely as Adam's balls rose in their sacks. I jacked Adam off through my orgasm inside him. Clifton gasped and said “Wow” several times as he watched cum spurt from Adam. I told him it was okay if he didn't want to taste cum. He said I obviously liked it as I cleaned Adam quickly.

We scurried quickly to the bathroom. Clifton thought it exciting to run down the passageway naked.

“Dry Adam.” I said to Tracy. “I think I missed a spot on Clifton.”

“No you didn't.” Clifton said with a smile as I turned him around to soap his ass again.

“How many times has he washed you?” Tracy asked.

“Twice.” I declared.

“Four times.” Clifton said with Adam confirming it.

“That's two times twice.” I said.

“Nice try, Rohan.” Tracy said relieving me of Clifton. “Go get dressed and we'll follow.”

Adam promised Clifton he'd warm up the PlayStation while Tracy got him dressed. The others were busy putting their books in their bags when we returned. We played horse Adam told them. Nothing like a little bestiality before dinner to stimulate the appetite Morgan said calmly giving Adam a kiss. My housekeeper herded them towards the PlayStation console before they got too carried away. The boys teased Clifton gently about being too old to play horse. Adam told him they rode Rohan when ever they could.

My housekeeper watched from the kitchen doorway as I prepared dinner with Tracy. Never mind the boys being disbelieving Tracy kept waiting for me to spring the salad on her. She even offered to put something together with the leftover lettuces and spinach in the fridge. I told her we'd use the fresh herbs in the mac and cheese. We'd picked up three different cheeses at the Co-Op for the mac and cheese. The glaze for the meatloaf had to contain bourbon. I'd prepared the mousse earlier so it only needed a little decorating with whipped cream and chocolate shavings.

“Tammy, do you like garlic bread?” I asked when she entered the apartment.

“Yes, I do. Quite a bit actually.” Tammy said over the heads of the boys who were group hugging her. “Of course I'll kiss boys who leave a computer game to come say hello. That's very flattering.”

Thanks to Tammy I got to whip up some garlic soda bread to go with dinner. Tracy made some herb and garlic butter. I even had time to mingle and greet the others. Tammy enjoyed watching their surprised looks. Several asked if we were going out for dinner or if I'd ordered take out. They told her about how I hovered over the Polish meal I made Tuesday night. She let Leslie lead her to the balcony for a quick check in. Tracy told us because of the time difference Sanne and Bram would call tomorrow morning at around seven-thirty to show the boys their hotel room. After dinner tonight we'd look at the hotel website to see some pictures.

“Mom, I will need something stronger than iced tea with my dinner tonight.” Adam declared when I told him dinner was what he had on his plate. He even lifted his plate up to check the salad wasn't underneath it.

“Rohan there's enough vegetables on his plate for me so don't apologize for not making a salad.” Tammy said. “Clifton's eaten more vegetables here in two meals than he has in weeks.”

“That tends to happen to kids who join us for meals.” Abby said. “Maybe we ought to post a warning on the door.”

“Tracy you helped prepare dinner.” Dylan said. “There really isn't a salad is there? Wow! What a treat. Thanks Dad.”

My housekeeper apologized for the cordon bleu version of the mac and cheese. She said it was impossible for me to resist taking any meal up a notch or two. Tammy said she'd overlook it because this was one of her favorite comfort-food meals. The fact it was delicious helped a little she admitted under questioning from Tracy. My housekeeper told the boys they had Tammy to thank for the garlic bread. J joined them in thanking Tammy with a kiss. I explained to the boys this was one meal I didn't feel you served with a salad. Some times you just have to go without a salad. You boys had plenty of vegetables with lunch.

Clifton told Tammy he'd had pizza for lunch. He didn't mind the vegetables because it was pizza. There was lots of cheese and tomato sauce and basil and spinach and other good stuff. Olives Morgan added. Tammy said he sure enjoyed his veggies here. He told her it was because the restaurant made them so tasty. My housekeeper asked the other boys why it had taken Clifton two visits to admit what it had taken them almost two months to admit. Clifton doesn't need to practice teasing Rohan like we do Morgan told her. They had to have seconds of a meal without salad. My housekeeper smiled and deliberately added an extra spoonful of vegetables to their plates. Clifton got a spoonful less for being so good about eating them.

“There will be a slight delay before we serve dessert while I spank the chef in the kitchen.” Tracy announced. “Yes, Clifton, again.”

“Every time I visit Rohan gets spanked by Tracy.” Clifton said. “He'll think it's my fault.”

“Around here getting spanked is a good thing so he'll keep inviting you back.” Adam explained.

“Maybe you should promise Tracy some kisses if she keeps spanking him when you visit.” Tammy suggested.

Tracy started the spanking before the laughter had died down. I heard Dylan telling Clifton that did sound like a firm spanking. He must have done something very sweet and nice Adam told him. Morgan said they had to work really hard for a spanking like that. Finally Tracy let me up and brought the mousse out to the table.

“I'll take that.” Tracy said as she lifted the bowl from my hands.

“I don't want to delay dessert any longer but would you like a kiss or a spanking as a reward, Rohan?” Tammy asked when she saw what I'd written in cream on the mousse.

“Both.” the boys chorused offering to accept it on my behalf. Tammy turned the bowl around so they could read what I'd written. They said it was sweet and true. I'd written “For Tammy and Clifton our two new friends. With love.”

Tracy told her about the special room upstairs for granting me a special thank you. Tammy insisted it was my reward and she didn't mind if I accepted both but it would be a while before she finished with dessert. The boys were smiling at me over their bowls of dessert. Dylan told me he was glad to see me being so nicely thanked for a meal with no salad. Adam suggested I serve more such meals considering it had brought me two spankings and several kisses. Amanda complimented him for his quick thinking but said it wouldn't work.

The boys insisted Tammy take care of my thank you before we looked at pictures of the hotel Sanne was staying in. She said she'd love a brandy and soda when she returned. Adam told her to make use of any of our implements but he recommended the heavy wooden hairbrush or tawes. Tammy thanked him for his suggestion and told him she was partial to the hairbrush. Dylan told me it sounded as if I'd be getting a very good thank you. She proved him right.

Tammy was very businesslike. My pants stayed up but she told me this would be a thank you for both the dessert and for being so kind to Clifton. After she'd kissed me she took me over her knees and pinned my legs beneath her right leg. The first blow was as firm as the last blow. I felt the sting. The burn provided a nice afterglow. I sensed she was a little disappointed by the lack of any struggling on my part.

Adam sensed something amiss the moment we returned. He led Tammy to the balcony. Then he returned and told me to go back upstairs to the playroom. Dylan came up and helped me get undressed. He hung up my clothes as I took them off. Moments after he'd finished lubing my ass we heard footsteps on the stairs. Tracy, Tammy, Morgan, Adam and Juliet entered the room.

“I hope you're ready to collect your reward from Adam.” Juliet told me as she gazed at me appraisingly.

“Only if he is ready to give it to me.” I told her.

“Yes, I am.” Adam said resolutely.

“Than I am ready.” I said placing my hand on his shoulders and kissing him on his lips. “I want you to know if this goes further it won't be unexpected. There will be no blame.”

“Oh, fuck I'd forgotten.” Adam said going white. “Can you help me Dad? I don't want to do that.”

“Dylan take the others into the bedroom and explain to them please.” I said. “Tracy when you get into the room set out a web from the bedroom to this room. Don't come in here before it settles. You will know.”

“Leslie will nail your hide to the wall and I'll hand her the skinning knife if this goes awry.” Tracy warned. “No Tammy it isn't your fault. You could provide Rohan and Adam with a gift beyond imagining. Like anything containing a lot of good there is a lot of shadow.”

“I'll go fetch Leslie and bring her to the bedroom. That will give Tracy time to weave her web.” Morgan said. “Rohan even if it goes well if Leslie isn't told and given the chance to join us you will be skinned. Who will bake bread for the wedding then?”

“I'm sorry Juliet.” Adam said with tears forming. “Honestly I completely forgot. I was so excited to reward Dad.”

“That's okay.” Juliet said hugging him hard. “I believe you. You'll have me and Rohan looking out for you. Once I know what to look for I won't let it slip past me. Leslie and Rohan will take care of the healing side and I'll keep an eye on the spanking part. This reward sounds like it will be even more spectacular. We may have to get drunk at Leslie's wedding to celebrate what happens here tonight.”

“Adam are you already working on getting a pretty lady drunk at my wedding?” Leslie asked. “I don't mind in the least. She'll be quite safe with you. Now let's leave the two of them to prepare while Dylan explains things.”

Adam grounded himself just like Lao had taught him. I led him through my understanding of creating a web of chi. Imagine it spreading out to the bedroom. Lay it on top of Tracy's web. They won't merge because yours will be at a slightly different frequency.

“Ready Tracy?” I called out.

“Of course I'm not ready.” Tracy said. “No wonder the boys complain. Get on with it Rohan. Cast your pebble.”

“Adam when you feel the energy flow from me into your hands I want you to let your awareness follow it.” I said earnestly. “Let your awareness rest on the front edge of the sensation. Like a surfer riding a wave up your arms and down into your dan tien. That's right here. That's where I want you to remain until the reward is done. You'll feel a little strange and a slight sense of dislocation.”

Mantra eight got the energy flowing. I could tell by the widening of his eyes when Adam felt the energy enter him. Then his smile told me he'd ridden it. I smiled at him and told him to let the next flow of energy wrap around him in whatever fashion it wanted. Mantra nine would hopefully provide a seal and keep the hatred from touching him.

“You know Adam I could have sworn that moments ago Tracy was complaining of me taking my time.” I said as I kissed him. “Now she leaves me here stark naked and likely to catch a chill while she drags her feet.”

“Such behavior in front of guests deserves nothing less than an increase in pay.” Adam said. Tracy tickled him gently and warned him to expect more if I raised her salary by a single penny. “The tawes, please, Juliet.”

“Use the warm up to see if it's holding.” I instructed and kissed him once more before bending over and placing my hands on the seat of the chair.

“What about the warm up?” Tammy asked when the first blow landed. Morgan and Dylan each took her by the hand.

“That's pretty gentle but it's his first spanking.” Dylan said. “He'll work it up.”

The blows did increase. Following subtle hand signals from Juliet he varied his target area and the force. Juliet had him increase the blows for a while then ease off. She guided him masterfully for a good fifteen minutes then left him to set his own rhythm. Leslie was standing in front of me watching me and Adam. Juliet's focus was split between me and Adam but she was more curious about how I was responding to the spanking physically. She knew leslie would react to any emotional danger to Adam.

Although the spanking was good and hard it felt right. There was a lot of love behind each blow. Tammy grew pale but was in too far to leave now. Dylan had explained the danger to Adam and me. She simply had to bear witness to his courage. How was Rohan able to stand under that onslaught without flinching she wondered. Even when the blows softened I displayed no physical reaction.

What Tammy didn't know was I made certain to work on being grounded and exhaling completely just before the tawes landed. The fire in my ass had spread to the front and I was rock hard. Everybody present had seen an aroused man so I felt no embarrassment. I was also paying attention to the blows to see if I could detect any sign of emotional turmoil in Adam. After a while I began to run through the mantras. This desire arose spontaneously and took me by surprise but I let them ring through me. When the speed at which I was reciting them picked up I paid attention.

The sounds seemed to drop into a chasm within me. Glancing up I noticed Leslie tensing slightly. Trusting the teaching I dived into the chasm. Unknown to me I silently mouthed “Wait!” at Leslie. Leslie surprised Juliet by motioning for her to stand still. Adam looked like he was under some pressure. All this tension built while a sound welled up within me. A soft sound of such fullness and kindness tears of joy flowed from my eyes. Before Leslie could react to what she thought were tears of pain I let this sound flow out of me. A sound that rang out much cleaner and sweeter than any tone I'd struck during my bell mantra. When I was allowing it to flow from me for the third time I noticed Adam's sneakers next to the chair.

“So Dad how did I do for my first spanking?” Adam asked. I looked up to see him smiling. There was still a lingering tension but it was easing.

“Juliet's the expert. Why don't we let her judge since she can see your handiwork.” I said holding my place but lifting my head. Adam kissed me.

“A lot of your influence must have rubbed off.” Juliet said calmly. “I've seen people with years of experience not deliver such a pretty spanking. What did you think?”

“I think when he learns to relax his wrist and add a little snap he will get me close to shifting my weight from one foot to the other.” I answered. “He was very brave to hold his ground. You and leslie were very brave as well. Thank you.”

“We'll leave the two of you alone for a few minutes.” Juliet said. “I need a brandy and soda. Tammy would you like to join me for a brandy? This rounds on Adam.”

“Since Adam's buying I'll have a double.” Tammy said as the two boys drew her to the door.

Adam politely pressed himself against me to cover my erection when Leslie kissed me. I told her of course we'd speak tomorrow. Tracy scolded me for mucking up her web of energy again. Adam said the energy in the room felt wonderful after I'd said that magic word. That was the problem Tracy told him. She couldn't pronounce the word. I confessed I couldn't either. The sound just flowed from me three times and then it stopped. Adam told me it had strengthened the seal which had begun crumbling. He told me he had begun to panic and this caused the seal to weaken quicker. Then the sound flowed from me and it was like an extra layer had settled over the seal. He just knew it would hold. That's when he had ended the spanking. Tracy said he web felt exactly the same. Just as light but unbreakable she told us. You can sink all the energy you want and it won't break she declared. Adam told her not to challenge me and reminded her of Ivan's challenge. Tracy said she wasn't concerned because she could always get him to spank me if I went too far.

“Thanks for covering him up for us.” Tracy said kissing the top of Adam's head.

“Dad's fine with it but the truth is I was covering myself up.” Adam said with a blush.

“Stick with Tracy's version.” I said and Tracy said we'd do that.

“Tracy we may even catch up with you on the stairs.” Adam said. “Another sixty seconds and I won't need to drop my pants. She left a lot faster than she approached.”

“I have that effect on all the ladies Son.” I admitted. “That's why I like playing with boys.”

“Glad it wasn't something I said.” Adam told me unbuttoning the front of his pants.

Adam wasn't kidding about cumming quickly. He got me to climax with his mouth. A hasty shower and we headed downstairs. I knew Tammy and Clifton needed to get home soon. Tracy handed me a brandy and soda. Adam was given an iced tea. I pretended not to notice his eyes widen at the first sip or the wink Tracy gave him. My housekeeper and his mom took him aside for a brief whispered conversation. They both came over to hug and kiss me. Tammy asked me about the sound.

“When I heard it I felt such peace.” Tammy said. “Just before I heard it I had been about to walk out of the room Adam was blistering your butt so hard. How can a sound make me go from feeling so uncomfortable to completely at peace.”

“This is how I understand it from my study of the different scriptures.” I said. “One day you must visit when Daizan is here and he will be able to offer a better explanation. You have experienced how music can bring you a feeling of peace or lift up your spirits. Classical music and the Gregorian chants are the best two examples I know of music that alters our physiology.

The Bible tells us in the beginning there was the word. I think there are some sounds that are are so primordial they literally shape chi. The can cause chi to assume form or change the frequency of existing chi. Like being in the ocean with a wave breaking over you there is no way for you not to changed by the wave. This just happens and you accept it. We tend to forget how powerful sounds can be. Get it just right and there is no limit to want can be done. We have forgotten a lot of stuff as a species. I couldn't repeat that sound for you now if you asked me to.

Did it arise from deep inside of me or from somewhere else and drawn to me because of my need? Maybe it was a wave from the quantum soup or ocean of chi. I don't know. One moment I was enjoying being spanked and the next moment I was reciting the mantras. They picked up speed just before the sound rose up within me. That's when I noticed Leslie tensing a little. I uttered the sound three times and then it was gone.”

“So abracadabra works?” Clifton asked nicely breaking the ice.

“I'm not sure what it does so I tend not to use it.” I said with a smile. “What word would I suggest? Aum or shanti are good words. Well if your sister will give us ten minutes I will gladly take you upstairs and teach you how to say them.”

He bought us the ten minutes with two kisses. I carried him upstairs while Tracy showed the others the hotel website. When he returned carrying his meditation cushion Tammy said she thought I needed it more than him. I told her we keep lots around. Tracy said it was because of all the spankings that happened here. She tickled Clifton while he was captive in my arm. Clifton kissed us both goodnight. When he left with Tammy it sparked a mass exodus. We were close to our curfew. Adam assured everybody he would be fine in his own bed with Morgan.

When everybody else had left Dylan had me reassure him that Adam hadn't opened the wound inside him. He agreed with me that if it had opened even a fraction my ass would be in far worse shape than it is now. Dylan told me he really needed release after watching the spanking. When I offered my mouth or my ass he chose my ass. Even with a delay for him to put cream on my butt we went to sleep thirty minutes before our curfew.

The next morning I woke Dylan early and took care of his first two orgasms of the day before he was fully wake. Still a little sleepy he staggered to the bathroom with me.

“Yes I know Adam and Morgan will want to inspect my ass along with several others which is why we need to get those breakfast casseroles done early.” I said. “Sanne and Bram are calling at seven-thirty. Tomorrow I am sleeping in until six-thirty.”

“What ungodly hour is it now?” Dylan mumbled. “You are so lucky I can see what a fine spanking Adam gave you last night. I can't believe I am standing in the shower before six.”

“Only a few minutes before.” I said washing him.

“Yes, but I've already been blown and wonderfully fucked.” Dylan said with a kiss or two. “That means you woke me around five-thirty.”

Dylan told me to stay in the shower. Five minutes later Morgan and Adam entered the bathroom. They dried me off and inspected the damage. Better check for internal injuries they decided. We have these special probes Adam told me. Morgan insisted on checking with his probe because you can never be too careful with internal injuries. They were applying cream when Dylan came upstairs and told me to stay in the bathroom.

“Will I ever get out of here?” I asked the heavens.

“Who are you trying to get out of?” my housekeeper asked me.

“We checked for internal injuries with our special probes and are happy to say we found none.” Adam said on his way back from the bedroom.

“Cream has already been applied.” Morgan told them. “Must dash. Green smoothies to make. Rohan you'd better pick up the pace or breakfast won't be ready in time. Sanne will be calling soon.”

“I'll pick up the pace with a tawes in hand for you scurvy knaves.” I warned. “Yes Adam did a fine job. Now that you've had a look can I go get breakfast started? Any more interruptions and you'll have buttered toast with green smoothies today. The lot of you.”

“Even your sautéed greens on toast doesn't sound too appealing.” my housekeeper told me. “Let's get you dressed and into the kitchen.”

“Out!” I said entering the kitchen.

My sensible sons kissed me and left the kitchen mid-smoothie. The appointed themselves greeters to protect people who thought to enter the kitchen.

“What's up with Rohan?” Tray asked.

“I've got a bad case of mollycoddling.” I said. “The boys are keeping everybody safe by keeping them out of the kitchen. Yes everybody. I'll bring the coffee out when it's brewed. The whiskey will follow when I've added a splash to my coffee.”

I let them know there was more coffee brewing and my housekeeper could bring it out when it was ready. Nobody else goes into the kitchen for any reason including a fire I told them. Then I headed upstairs for fifteen minutes of meditation. I rang the bell mantra for thirteen of those fifteen minutes. The other two minutes I spent running through all nine. I'd allowed myself five minutes to get another cup of coffee between my meditation and Sanne's call. Leslie gave me a quick kiss on the lips just as Tracy answered Sanne's call.

“The two of you can wait a few minutes before showing us the room.” Abby said before they could even say hello. “About time the real Rohan showed up. Rohan I intend to stoke the fire a little more. This was a kiss I promised I'd deliver before I met Trevor and like you I don't give a damn.”

Abby gave me a long, passionate kiss with her entire body pressed firmly against the length of my body. I met her passion with an equal amount of passion. There was no way anybody was going to boss me around a second longer today. Abby surprised me by smiling at me. I gave her a quick kiss on the lips and draped an arm over her shoulder as we turned to face the TV screen.

“Carry on, Sanne.” I said. “Abby just realized things are shifting here and it seems she approves.”

“You bet your sweet ass I do.” Abby said. “Now let's see your home from home.”

Sanne began by thanking Tracy for choosing such a wonderful hotel for them. The hotel was close to downtown in the historic Alfama district of Lisbon. Bram carried their laptop out on the balcony and showed us the magnificent view of the river. There was a table and chairs on the balcony where they enjoyed most of their meals. Sanne said she loved going shopping in the market and coming back to prepare sandwiches. Leslie asked me if this was the standard of accommodation I'd like for us on our trip. I told her it would be perfect. Tracy said she was glad she didn't have to change our travel plans.

Bram told us they had decided to leave early the next morning for Madrid. This would make it a lot easier for them to take the train to Geneva. I told them we'd book them a room in Madrid and asked if they needed us to book them on a flight to Madrid. Bram told us they were making the journey a day trip and traveling with some other guests from their hotel. Sanne was looking forward to the drive. We agreed it would be more comfortable than a bus. They would leave around ten and arrive at around five. Maybe a little earlier depending on the how long they stopped along the way.

They told us they'd taken lots of pictures which they would email to Lawrence who was creating yet another blog. We thanked them for showing us the room and updating us. Sanne said she'd love to chat with us tomorrow from Madrid. Tracy promised to check for an email from them letting us know when they'd call. My housekeeper had slipped away and set out the breakfast casseroles I'd made. Amanda smiled as she placed a generous serving of greens on Adam's plate. The boys were quiet throughout breakfast and glanced at me nervously. When they had finished eating I asked J to go on ahead and get the car started while I spoke to them upstairs.

“You've done nothing wrong.” I said. “Something has been building within me for a while and it showed up this morning. We've been a little distracted so I hadn't noticed it sneaking up on us. I've planned another session with Leslie this morning and she will know how to explain it. Adam we haven't had any time alone since last night so this afternoon I'm taking you out on a date to the milkshake bar. Keep that in mind when you plan your homework.”

I walked them down to the car and helped load their bikes on the rack. Tracy gave me a long look as she placed the first dose of tea in front of me. I pulled her on my lap and tickled her. Then I set her on her feet and swatted her butt. Bemused but with a much lighter energy she headed off for her lesson with Lao. She promised to give him a kiss from each of us. Leslie showed me a picture Tammy had texted her of Clifton sitting on his meditation cushion reciting his mantras before school today. She promised to stop by the photo store and get a couple of prints made of the picture.

“This makes twice in one week when you have asked for a session and needed it.” Leslie said as we settled in our chairs. “Whatever you did last night even shifted the energy in this room.”

“The shift is more noticeable on the upper level. I think it will settle into the main living areas but Lao is more knowledgeable on this matter.” I told her. “Tracy might return with an answer about the energy. I think she will be grilling Lao about my strange action this morning.”

“Or raising a glass in celebration.” Tracy said cryptically. “Tell me what you think this change is all about? Rohan it is important for you to hear yourself saying it. I can provide confirmation but ultimately it's you saying it out loud that is more likely to make it stick.”

“I told the boys I hoped you'd be able to translate so I'll make a stab and you can polish it up and correct me if I'm wrong.” I said. “This morning I think I finally shed the last remnants of the absent-minded professor. In the past I needed my housekeepers to watch over me. I had slipped into the role so well I did forget a lot of stuff or completely overlook things. From the time I decided to shed the role there were a lot of things I knew I needed to do to free me on a physical and energy level. The cabin was an important step. Then we met Sanne and things rose from that meeting. Adopting the boys was another big event. Then it was the workouts with Lao and Catherine. Daizan entering my life again with the idea of the mantra retreat. All of this is wonderful stuff but it did place a lid over the issue of the role I'd shed. One I'd embraced for a few years.

This morning all the mollycoddling just wasn't acceptable. I didn't mind Adam wanting to see how I looked and he did a better job applying the cream than I would have done. These were things I understood as being necessary. Constructive. The rest of it irked me. Really got under my skin. There is no need to double-check on things. My word and my assessment on things should be enough. When I say Adam is fine then people ought to accept that judgment. I'm not going to lie about something so important. When there is any doubt in my mind I will call on you or Lao or Daizan. Despite my dislike for modern medicine I respect and admire Dr. Phyllis so I won't hesitate to call her if any of the boys need healing.

What I don't know is how to express this in a gentle, caring and grateful way. This morning I thought it best just to sit and meditate on my own and wait for us to chat. There was also the chance I might have been completely off the mark. When I took the boys aside it was to reassure them I wasn't mad at them. I made a milkshake date with Adam this afternoon. I'll have to plan dinner to accommodate it.”

“Dinner is easy. Tracy, Dylan, Morgan and your housekeeper can take care of it. I'll ask for chicken in a herb and wine sauce.” Leslie said calmly. “You and Adam can go have a few too many milkshakes. The other issues is just as easy. You simply say I'll take care of this or that's my decision but I'd value some input on how to make it work. Another approach is to express your appreciation and then say you have it under control. We'll work on this together over the next few weeks if you want my help.”

“I'd like that if you are willing to do it discretely. Thank you.” I said and got up to give her a hug.

“Yes this is the day.” Leslie told my housekeeper when we returned to the living room.

“Well done Rohan.” my housekeeper said giving me a hug and a kiss. “Excuse me there's something I have to do.”

Tracy returned sooner than I expected. She told me to ask my housekeeper to explain the three bottles of champagne. Lao can explain his presence here Tracy told me as she handed me a bottle to open. He asked us to excuse him for a few minutes while he went upstairs to the playroom. My housekeeper told me the champagne was to celebrate no longer needing to baby me or drag me around by the ear or set a curfew. In effect she said she was glad I had finally chosen to grow up and become a responsible adult.

“You can bet a second spanking from Adam that I'll be staying if you want me to.” my housekeeper said. “I want to spend some time enjoying the company of the man I've been waiting to emerge from within you. When things settle down a bit in about six weeks from now we will need to compare notes on the spy network. I'll set up a time if you still want Tracy as your personal assistant.”

“Yes, I do but we will be chatting more about my schedule.” I told them both. “Tracy you can still plan surprises like the one in London but I'm not giving up all my time. There are things I want to do while I'm there. We can chat and you can let those two hooligans know what time I have free. They can fill some of it with a surprise. Let's start them off at a third of my free time. Once I know more about it I will decide how much if any extra time I'll give them.

This afternoon I'm going on a milkshake date with Adam. I'd like you, Dylan, Morgan and my housekeeper to take care of dinner. Leslie has requested chicken in a herb and wine sauce. Ask her questions before she leaves. Two vegetable sides and a salad please. Before we leave on our date I'll have Adam help me prepare dessert. We'll pop it in the oven when we get back. I'll need about three pounds of apples and a few other things but I'll be going shopping this morning with one of you.”

“Rohan, please share with me whatever you remember about the sound you made.” Lao said upon his return.

“That's as close as I can get.” I said after capturing some of the feeling in the sound. Lao breathed deeply then intoned a sound that felt exactly like the one from last night.

“Tracy just because we use chi more than sound does not mean we don't use sound at all.” Lao explained. “Sound is a form of chi. These sounds are very powerful. That one is for healing. Rohan healed the fear inside Adam which repaired the seal he'd placed. What he saw as a layer was the wave of the sound he'd uttered. This wave pattern hovered over you web. A lovely web. You are much further from embarrassing me than Rohan ever was.”

“That may have been true a few days ago but he's made a lot of progress recently.” my housekeeper said coming to my defense.

“In the last week Rohan has made huge strides forward.” Lao agreed. “This champagne is good to have because we must celebrate. I no longer worry about Rohan embarrassing me. Now I worry about how he will surprise me.”

“That I will gladly drink to.” my housekeeper said raising her glass.

“Leslie there are six primordial sounds in the school of teaching I am now leading.” Lao said after the toast. “Yes, Rohan, you could say one for each day of creation. That is one of those surprises I am expecting from you. The connections you make that add a depth to Western religion and philosophy. I will think more about that comment.

You are right in saying I may have to move Rohan's studies up to the next level. He certainly did more of an initiation than most with the chi and mantras. We will have to sit down and discuss his schedule one day soon.”

“Leave how many hours you will need with Tracy. I will also need to know how many hours you want me to work out at the gym with Catherine.” I said topping up Lao's glass. “You will also need to include visits from Dr. Phyllis and sessions with Tracy. Leslie will let Tracy know how many sessions she wants with me on my own and how many with my sons.

We'll all get together here one morning about four weeks from now. I'll have the moms join us as well. Leslie if you could leave me with a proposed schedule for the boys schoolwork I'd appreciate it. Lao please let Leslie know how often you want the boys to attend your class. I intend the chi to play a big part in their studies. We will also be visiting the monastery at least once a month so they can study with Daizan. Please give me the boys transition plan before we leave on Wednesday if possible, Leslie.”

“The principal said she'd have her transition plan ready on Monday morning. I've freed up a couple of hours Monday afternoon to go over it.” Leslie told me. “I can have a proposal all typed up for you Tuesday.”

“Good. We'll need five copies in total.” I said. “The more free time you can give the boys the better.”

Lao asked for two hours of my time next week before I left. He told me Monday from ten until noon worked well for him. I had Tracy place it in my schedule. I told Tracy sometime this weekend she'd need to visit that cellphone shop Leslie took us to and get us both some phones that will work overseas. I want to use them to organize my week. Lots of storage space, long battery life and very fast are all I need and if you need any more specifics William will absolutely swoon if you called him for help. Tracy said she'd just ask him to share his dream phone with her and get us two of them. Another round of champagne finished the second bottle. The third went into the fridge because we were all headed out in a few minutes. Leslie gave Tracy some suggestions for dinner.

A vegetarian pasta dish for lunch to go with the leftover garlic bread I decided. Tracy swatted my butt when I took two of her bottles of wine and set them with the lunch ingredients. I kissed her and tickled her lightly. One is for the sauce and one is for the three of us to enjoy with lunch. My housekeeper handed her three bottles to replace the two I'd taken. We didn't need much time for shopping. I suggested a cab ride home because we had a lot of groceries and because I wanted to get ready for my date with Adam.

“Leslie promised to explain it all to you before dinner tonight.” I said to the boys as we embraced downstairs.

The two scurvy knaves loved the thought of helping Tracy with dinner. They spent the elevator ride trying to convince her that she'd have to take over my role and fondle them. The compromise was random kisses from her. We ate lunch quickly. Adam had a wonderful time with the apple peeler and corer I'd bought. Apple tarts with too much apples I called them as we set the four of them in the oven. They'll be finished by the time your chicken has marinaded I told her. I would have baked them later if they were pies I explained. Tarts cannot sit out as long I explained. I set the timer for her and rushed upstairs to dress.

Adam told me Juliet had coached him so well there was little lingering after effect. His main worry was opening the wound but I'd stopped that from happening. Adam said being a submissive would always be his main choice but it was good if he could surprise a lover with a spanking. He said it was like being gay but still enjoying a hug and a kiss from Tracy or Elaine. I told him I thought he'd explained it perfectly. He could share more when we spent some alone time next week before I left. My plan was to spend a couple of hours alone with them on Monday and Tuesday afternoon.

“We've still got over an hour before we need to return to chat with Leslie.” I told him. “What do you say to surprising the chef's assistants with a PlayStation game? Is there any one in particular you guys want?”

“There's one we're saving up for.” Adam told me. “The extra costs for the garden meant we had to put off buying it. Dad it's a series of games and we'd each have to invest about a $100.”

“Let's grab a shake to take with us on our quest.” I told him. “There isn't too much graphic violence is there. Oh, it's more of a quest and role play type game. Good.”

While we were at the store I bought a couple of games that were suitable for Clifton. I told the shop assistant my son wasn't joking about me finally having a game I could play. Adam was speechless when I told him I'd consider playing the quest with them when I got back from my trip. We stopped for a third shake on the way home. I told him to hide the quest game in his room until tomorrow morning. I wanted us to spend as much time as possible with the gang before our trip.

Tracy was celebrating the end of the cooking with a very passionate kiss for the boys. She blushed deeply when I applauded. Adam and my housekeeper joined me in applauding them. Tracy wasn't buying my explanation that the applause was for doing such a good job on dinner. Leslie chose to enter at that moment but Tracy declined requests for an encore. Abby pointed out there was space on one of my tarts for another sixteenth of an apple slice. She got tickled for her impertinence and Trevor got a kiss on the cheek. The boys headed off to chat with Leslie. Abby told me she wasn't leaving Trevor alone with me on the balcony. Tracy decided the four of us ought to finish the last bottle of champagne on the balcony. We headed back inside when the others started arriving.

Leslie complimented the cooks on doing a great job. The others told them they thought I'd done the cooking. Tracy didn't know how to respond to such praise so she hid behind her glass. Her assistants each kissed her on the cheek. Rohan and Adam made these tarts she was quick to let the others know. Leslie agreed there was only so much praise a girl could take and stay humble. Adam announced we were all going to enjoy taking part in some PlayStation gaming. The others laughed when he brought out the games we'd bought for Clifton. They teased me about using Clifton as an excuse for buying games for myself. Naturally the most teasing came from the boys. The others gave them a hard time when I won a few games against them. Tracy suggested they get Clifton to coach them up so they could beat me.

Everybody had loads of fun and the evening passed surprisingly quickly. Considering how the day had started it was a very pleasant way to end the day. When the others had left I got some oatmeal started in the slow cooker. The special oatmeal with maple syrup and cinnamon. I made love to Dylan before we went to sleep. The other two scurvy knaves came up and made love to me the ext morning. The four of us lounged in bed for a couple of hours. There was a lot of tenderness shared in kisses, touches, random sucking and gentle fucking. How wonderful it was to share our bodies with each other so freely.