Chapter 10

We heard the ringing of the special phone and stopped where we were and headed inside to answer it. As I half expected, it was my boss on the other end.

“Good morning Admiral, how may we help you today?”

“We have a mission for the two of you. Father and son, as usual, we need several things. The man is holding a hostage, one of ours, our guy needs to be rescued of course, but all of your targets information needs to be retrieved, and then he needs to be removed. He is gay and has a taste for the young ones, hence the reason we need you Josh. I have already sent your package with all the information. Please let me know in one hours time if you are willing to take on this assignment.”

“Will do Sir.”

We disconnected and then opened the file that had been sent. We read through it all and I told Josh it had to be his decision.

“You think I'm ready for this?”

“Absolutely.”

“Then we should probably call back and say we'll take it.”

So I did, and he was happy. Told us to be there for the following morning. We packed up all that we would be needing, deciding on a good way to allow Josh to gain entrance. He was dressed in ratty clothes, had a ratty backpack filled with everything that he would be needing, and then we headed out. It is a four hour flight in the jet to make it there, so we loaded up and headed out pretty much right away. When we landed, and we landed at one of our bases, I borrowed the use of one our surveillance vans, and we headed out. We wanted to scope the area around the mans house. It is way out in the back woods, so we needed to get a good eye on the place. I really do not like sending one of my recruits into somewhere without knowing anything. I already have satellite images of the property, I have the original blueprints of the house, as well as all information that my bosses were able to gain access to on the house and the person behind it all. The problem, though, is what has the guy changed, who does he have working for or with him, is there anyone or anything else on the property that could get Josh dead. Those are the things that we are currently checking out.

We had pretty good cover to creep closer to the house, so we checked out everything that we could see. We staked it out for a good four hours, until it was getting dark, then left to go to our hotel for the night.

“So, what do you think?” I asked Josh.

“Well, we didn't see anything that'd be of any real concern. The problem, though, is that we really didn't see anything. If this guy is into all that they say he's into, he's gotta have body guards, employees, people there, we saw nothing of the sort. That worries me. I know getting in will be easy, I'm just walking right up and knocking on the door, it's the getting out part I don't like the looks of right now. Would be nice if we had some form of contact with our guy in there, but there isn't. Hell, we don't even know he's there or even alive still. I guess that's what I get to find out tomorrow morning. For now though, I need a fresh diaper and a good fuck.”

So, I gave him what he wanted and needed, and though I knew that Josh was nervous, because this time he knew he was walking into a very dangerous situation, he tried hard not to show it. The funny thing is though, the more nervous Josh is, the more animalistic he is in bed, and I really enjoyed what he put me through. If it had not been for my extensive training, I am certain I would have passed out.

We woke up at our normal time and had breakfast together after a short, yet intense, fuck fest and changing each others diapers, then we got Josh ready to go. We made sure that he looked dirty and ragged, and then I dropped him off where we had agreed was the best place. We checked our communications one final time, then I took off to go hide somewhere.

Josh continued the walk to the house, into the belly of the beast, cool as a cucumber, whispering things to me as he went, things that he could see now that we would not have been able to see before, things that the satellite images failed to capture. There was nothing of any major concern, but the more we both knew of everything, the better it would be in the end. He got to the front door and knocked, then waited for someone to answer. A man in his mid forties answered only a minute later.

“Um, hi, my name's Andy, I'm sorta lost, can you tell me which way to get to the nearest city please?” Josh asked quietly, sounding as if he were choking up.

“You're an awful long way from anywhere buddy, how'd you end up out here all alone?” He asked, and even I could hear the hunger in his voice.

“I'm defective, my parents hate me, so I ran away.”

“Oh really now. What makes you defective?”

“You don't wanna know, if you know, then you'll just send me away with no answer.” He said, adding in a choking sob for effect.

“Na, I'd never send away a fine young man such as yourself, you can trust me.”

“Fine, I have no bladder control, I have to wear diapers, but they found out I'm gay, and it really started to get bad. It was already bad enough I have to wear diapers, that they couldn't handle, so I ran away.”

“And no one knows you're here?”

“No one, I'm all alone, and I bet they never even bothered to call me in as missing either, they're probably glad I'm gone.”

“Well, that's too bad. On foot, it's nearly three hours walk to the nearest city, but I happen to be going there tomorrow morning, so, if you'd like, you can stay with me for the day, get cleaned up and fed, and then tomorrow I'll take you into town.”

“You mean it, you're not gonna throw me away because I'm faulty?”

“No, never. I'm gay too, so I know where you're coming from.”

“Really, you mean it, and you'd let me stay the night here. Thanks. I don't have any way to pay you though.”

“That's okay, a hot little gay boy like you, I'm sure we can come to some sort of mutual agreement that'll benefit us both.”

“Like what, I'm too young to do anything.”

“Why don't you come in and we can talk about it.”

“Thanks.”

Josh entered and set his pack down and followed the man to the living room. They sat down.

“So, name's Arnold, and if you'd like, you can stay here for as long as you'd like, if you'd like to learn a few things from me.”

“What kinda things?”

“Well, sex things.”

“Oh, I know all about sex, my babysitter's been fucking me since I was five, him and lotsa his friends. I can take two of their cocks in my gay baby boy pussy at the same time.” He said proudly.

“Oh really now. Then I think we'll get along just fine. You stay with me, have sex with me, and you can stay here as long as you like. All I ask is that you don't go downstairs. I'm a scientist and I work down there, but lots of the stuff down there'd be incredibly dangerous, so you haveta promise not to go down there.”

“Okay, I can agree to that.”

“Would you like to strip down to your diaper, I'd love to see you in just your diaper. I've never fucked a diaper boy before.”

“Sure.” Josh said and started stripping right away.

Arnold groaned as Josh revealed his soggy diaper and just how truly gorgeous he was.

“My god boy, you're hot. Mind if I fuck you now?”

“No, not at all, it's been days since I was fucked last, but I did fist fuck myself this morning after waking up.”

“You can fist fuck yourself, that's impressive?”

“Thanks.”

Josh poked the hole right in the seat of his own diaper, then got down on his hands and knees and wiggled his bum to his soon to be prisoner. Well, Arnold could only take so much enticing, and Josh was the hottest boy he had ever seen. He had never had a willing boy, someone so young that knew what he wanted was going to be amazing. Josh was disappointed though when he rammed his entire cock inside him, he was tiny, Cole had been larger, by more than a little bit, but that did not stop Josh from moaning out deeply, only I knew that it was fake.

“Mmm yeah, that's it, you have such a big cock, mmm yeah, you're filling me up so nicely. Fuck me, cum in me, piss in me, piss fuck me 'til you can't cum any more, make me pass out like the little gay baby boy slut I am.”

As josh talked, it only made Arnold more and more hot, and he came in only a minute. Josh urged him to continue fucking him through his huge load of cum, which was as pitiful as his dick is. Arnold even had no holding power whatsoever, he fucked Josh hard and fast, cumming five times in only thirty minutes, and he did stop and piss inside Josh during that time. Finally Arnold did pass out, while Josh did not.

“God, he's horrible.” He whispered to me.

“Yeah, you never even came, even though I doubt he realized you were faking it those four times.” I had to laugh.

“Yeah, wish you could fuck me properly. The best thing was his piss load. I'm gonna dose him with a double shot of Viagra, to ensure he's super horny when he wakes up.”

“Have fun, but remember to be careful.”

“I will, I'm gonna check for weapons first and disable them all.”

“Good thinking.”

It was a nice simple insertion, and so far Josh was in next to no danger. So far so good, but the hardest part is yet to come. Josh grabbed his pack and gave Arnold two of the pills, making him swallow in his sleep easily. He knew the man was out for at least an hour, maybe more, but he stayed close to ensure that he was close by if needed. He did add a second diaper to his ruined diaper though and wandered around, searching through everything.

Josh found two hand guns, so he removed the firing pins from them, and one rifle, which he did the same to as well. Unless they were inspected first, they would be hardly missed. He did make sure they were well hidden, deep inside the cracks in the couch where untold amounts of things always go missing. No one would think to look there but him, so he had access to weapons if he needed them. I laughed, telling him that was brilliant.

Josh then did a sweep of the main level, learning everything that he could and telling me everything that he was able to, once more, so that we both knew everything that could be known.

Almost two hours later, Josh's guest of honour started coming to and Josh was there to greet him.

“Wow, you slept way longer than even I did, I musta worn you out lots.” He giggled cutely, almost too innocently.

“Fuck, you're amazing. You could work a whore house and make a killing.”

“What's a whore house?”

“A place where people go to fuck other people for money. I'm not giving you up though, no way no how.”

“Oh, I'd like that though, I'd get to get fucked lots, I love getting fucked. My baby sitter used to call me his little gay baby slut all the time. I really think I am a slut too.”

“I think so too.”

“Yeah, you're really hard again, wanna fuck me some more?”

“Not sure how I could be so fucking hard, I still hurt, you wore me out so much, but fuck yeah, I'd love to fuck you again.”

“Goody, fuck me through my double baby diaper now then.”

“I thought your diaper was thicker than before. You really are a diaper lover, aren't you?”

“Oh yeah. I'd love to get you in diapers so that you can feel it, and then really diaper fuck me. It's what I really like.”

“Sorry, not gonna happen. I love seeing you in diapers, but I'm not gonna wear too.”

“Too bad, I'd really love to let you fuck me too.” He pouted.

“You won't let me fuck you unless I'm diapered?”

“No, I will, but I won't enjoy it as much.”

“Oh, well, if you stay here a while and you're a really good baby boy, then maybe, okay.”

“Okay.” He said brightly.

Arnold proceeded to fuck Josh hard and fast again, he came twice, and then claimed that he was done, but he was still hard. Josh easily pushed him onto his back, saying he wasn't done until he was soft, and he was still very hard, so he was not done yet. Once Arnold was on his back, Josh hopped back on and continued to ride the poor man until he came a further three times. Arnold was squealing like a stuck pig the entire time, clawing at Josh, trying to throw him, but he just did not have the strength. Finally Arnold passed out, he did not even reach a final orgasm before he did, and he went totally soft.

“Wow, you were brutal to him.” I laughed.

“Thanks. Now, do you think I should tie him up now, or should I torture him for a day or two first. I might be able to get everything I need from him now, but I haven't quite wore him out totally yet, and it might be easier to do so once I get him to that stage.”

“It's really up to you Baby, this is all you. You're probably right though, he's probably not nearly ready for what you wanna put him through yet. I'd dose him again, and ride him a couple more times throughout the day and really start pumping him for information.”

“Yeah, that's my thoughts as well.”

It took almost three hours for Arnold to wake up this time, and when he did, he looked like a wreck, a train wreck and a plane wreck all at the same time. Surprisingly enough, at least to him, he was still hard. So, Josh knocked him back without saying hardly anything, and sat on his dick once more.

“Fuck no, I can't take any more.”

“Why not, you're hard, a hard man wants to fuck, doesn't he?”

“Yes, no, not right now. I have no idea how the fuck I'm even hard at all.”

“I must make you super horny.”

“Oh yeah, you're the hottest boy I've ever fucked.”

“You've fucked other boys before. Were they as big a sluts as I am?”

“No, most of them didn't even want me to fuck them.”

“Why not, to feel your cock in their pussies, it feels so fucking good, they should've been begging for it?”

“Tell me about it, but some of them fought me.”

“Who were they?”

“Who knows, who cares, they were street rats and thugs.”

“What happened to them?”

“You don't wanna know?”

“Why, did you kill them or something 'cause they didn't like your cock. I could understand, I'd wanna too, fucking is the best.”

“Oh yeah, most of em are buried here.”

“That's awesome. Maybe you could bring me home a couple boys to fuck and teach, and if they don't learn, then maybe you'd let me kill them.”

“Oh fuck, that'd be so hot to watch, especially if you diaper the little whores first.”

“What else do you do here?”

“I really am a scientist, I do experiments and shit, invent things.”

“What kinda things?”

“Things to make people do things, but mostly different poisons and stuff that I sell to people.”

“That's awesome. I'd love to poison my parents. Actually no, I'd love to make them just like me, make them gay and need diapers, could you do that?”

“I doubt it Andy, might just be better to poison them though, but I could make them suffer so bad, I could take you there, then we could give it to them and then watch them suffer horribly as they die. The one I'm working on right now, it melts them from the inside out, it's excruciatingly painful.”

“How do you test that sorta thing out though?”

“Mostly on animals.”

“Mostly?” Josh said.

“Yeah, occasionally I get a test subject who doesn't like to play.”

“Oh, I get it. So, would you have done the same to me then, had I not enjoyed this?”

“Wouldn't you have done so in my place. Admit it, you're a dirty sick little fucker too, you have a mean streak in you, and you're a right slut too.”

“Fuck yeah, I'd love to, especially to my parents.”

And with that, he came again.

“Mmm, that felt so good.”

“I doubt I had anything to give you, this is burning so fucking much.”

“Yeah, well, if you don't fuck me as much as I want, maybe I'll find your poisons and see how well they work.” He grinned brightly.

“Fuck, I bet you'd just love to, wouldn't you.”

“Absolutely. I used to play with animals to see how much pain they could take before they died. I'm surprised no one ever found out.”

“Yeah, I did the same, even to a couple of the bullies who taunted me. They never told a soul what I did to them, I promised if they did, that they'd never stop screaming.”

“I wish I coulda' done that, they were so mean to me. They all teased me for being a baby. Yeah, well, a couple boys shit their pants at school, well, who was the baby then. I put so much of my moms Ex-Lax in their hot chocolate that they didn't even make it outta the classroom before they shit their pants. They never pinned it on me either. But I sure did tease them for it, even offered them some of my diapers. Boy were they pissed at me.”

“That's brilliant.”

And then he screeched, came, and passed out yet again.

“I feel so dirty, I've never lied so much in my life.” Josh spat as he hopped off.

“Fuck you're convincing though. Even damn near had me believing you.”

“Yeah, well, I did actually do the Ex-Lax one, but to one boy. I did get caught though, but I got away with it. The principal was trying not to laugh. He said he should be suspending me and telling the boy who did it to him, but he knew what I was going through, so kept my secret. I did tease the little asshole though, offered him some diapers the next day and everything. He nearly killed me. Was worth it though.” He giggled.

“Oh. Well, I would'a done the same thing if it were me, so I can't blame you.”

Three more times throughout the day Josh did the exact same thing to Arnold, and though he pretended to cum dozens of times throughout the day, he actually only came three times. This was the only reason that he had managed to last. When Finally Arnold fell asleep that night, thankfully in bed, Josh stepped up his game plans.

“Okay, bring me the handcuffs and chains please, oh and diapers too?”

“Be right there Baby.”

I went and delivered the requested items and then headed back out to continue watching and listening. We didn't want anyone getting the wrong idea should they come knocking.

Josh headed right to where Arnold was and started by chaining the man firmly to his bed, and then proceeded to diaper him up as well. He dosed him with another dose of Viagra, just for good measure, and then went to the basement door and tried it. As suspected, it was locked. This was one of the many things that Josh had learned anyway, and he had his lock pick set in his pack, so he went about picking the lock to open it. He had it in less than thirty seconds.

“You'd think if someone really wanted to hide something, they'd use a better bloody lock. Cheap shit, even a moron could have picked that in a couple minutes.”

“Just be thankful it wasn't that good a one, some of them can't be picked.”

“No, but I'm reasonably certain the universal lock pick you gave me would have taken care of it.”

“Yes, a gun usually will, but talk about overkill.”

“Maybe, but I'm not above using a flamethrower to kill a spider.” He giggled, because some people probably would.

He went down the stairs, telling me everything that he was seeing as he went. The smell though, truly sickened him.

“There's death down here, lots of death. The smell is almost overpowering.”

“When you get down there, find any and all windows and open them up, get some air moving down there, that's not healthy.”

“Don't worry, I planned on it.”

As soon as he made it down there, that was what he did too, but he was also searching everywhere, trying to find the prisoner that we hoped was still there.

“There's no one here, I'll have to check all the rooms upstairs, but I'm starting to feel as if he might not be alive?”

“No, and sadly that may be the case.”

“Why was he here in the first place?”

“Probably the same thing we are, to take him out. It's not important though, so all we can do is find him if he's there.”

“Will do. I've opened all the windows, I'm gonna head upstairs and let this air out.”

“Make sure and close the door to the basement though, so as not to make the rest of the house stink too. Then you should probably be heading to bed pretty soon yourself, you've had a long day.”

“Maybe, but I still have a couple hours left in me, and I seriously have to eat something. I haven't eaten since this morning.”

“Oh yeah, you probably should then.”

He went and searched all the bedrooms upstairs, there are eight of them, and he found the man they were looking for, though he seemed to be drugged, because he was asleep and had an IV line in his arm. Josh removed it and cleaned up the area, but left him secured to the bed for now.

“Well, that's at least a relief, and he seems to be alive still, so that's good. I wonder why he's up here and not downstairs?”

“Hard to say, but maybe your guest was trying to get information from him as to why he was there, so on and so forth. No point in killing someone 'til you know all their secrets. Are you gonna be okay when it comes time to remove him?”

“Yes, he's a monster. I wanna find where all the kids are buried and how many more he's killed, but when the time's right, you bet, he's mine.” He said with serious bite.

He, like me, had serious problems with kid killers, and he had no qualms about killing one. In the end it is faster, cheaper and cleaner than just sending him to jail.

Josh went down to the kitchen and found some food to eat and made himself a good filling dinner, then went and watched TV for a bit before heading up to bed.

When morning came, Josh went upstairs to check on the two guests. The prisoner was awake, so Josh went in to talk to him.

“I'm sorry to have left you secured to the bed, I didn't wanna let you loose without knowing who and what I was first. My name's Agent Joshua Black, I'm here to rescue you and take out your abductor. Do you have any idea what, if anything that he's given to you?”

“Fuck you're young. I don't blame you for leaving me as is either, I would've done the same thing. I don't know what he's given me, but some of the stuff caused excruciating pain.”

“Have you spilled any of your secrets yet?”

“No, though I admit I've come close, but he's not the type to let a guy go once his secrets are spilled. He would've continued to torture me anyway, because he's a monster. So, I figured I may as well just continue holding my tongue, better dead painfully without spilling anything than having done so.”

“I agree. Now, without knowing what he's given you, I can't let you up yet, he told me that he's made things that could make people do things, and I don't want you on the loose if something like that's in your system. You need food and cleaning, so I will take care of both right now.”

He cleaned the man up and then went and got him some food and drink.

“Thanks. Go deal with him, then set me free.”

“I will, no worries there, and my orders are to take him out. How did he get you anyway?”

“I met him at a gay bar, pretended to like him, he offered to bring me home for the night to blow my mind, so I agreed. He must've slipped me something, but I don't remember even having a drink.”

“Are you sure he didn't just inject you with something?”

“He could've, but I have no idea.”

“Doesn't much matter. I basically got in the same way, only I never gave him a chance to even get anything, I wore him out so much.” He grinned.

“Fuck, you're gay?”

“Yep, and a diaper lover too, hence the reason I'm in only a diaper.”

He looked down and confirmed that, because Josh kept so close to the bed for the most part that he had not even seen that, and he had been looking straight up when Josh entered and exited the room.

“Oh, you hadn't noticed.”

“No, but you're hot like that. I'm a diaper lover too, I was recruited at not much older than you, and I'm willing to bet that we have the same recruiter. You're using the same communicator as I did too when I was a kid, so hi Adam, I'm glad you trained Josh so well, it's me, Michael.”

“Tell him hi and we're glad to be of service.” I said.

“He says hi and glad to be of service. Now, I can hear our guest of honour rattling his chains, so it's time to go pump him for information. Would you like a diaper before I go though?”

“Yes please.”

Josh diapered him up real quickly and Michael sighed deeply, then peed it.

“You're welcome.” Josh grinned and said before Michael could thank him.

Josh skipped from the room and over to Arnold's.

“Why do you have me chained to the bed?”

“Because violent animals need to be chained. Now, your cock looks really hard inside your soggy baby diaper, so I'm gonna ride you some more and ask you a few questions.” He said as he was poking a hole in the front of it.

“No, you can't ride me any more, you're killing me.”

“I can and I will, besides, I thought you enjoyed fucking little gay baby boy pussies.”

“I do, but you're killing me.”

“Nah, just making you pliable.” He grinned as he hopped on and started riding.

“Who do you work for?”

“Can't tell you that, but it's me to ask all the questions and you who are going to answer them. Now, what have you given to your other prisoner so that I know if it's safe to release him or not?”

“I'll never tell.”

“Oh, never, really. My orders are to kill you, what happens between now and then is entirely up to you. I can kill you fast or slow, it really doesn't matter to me. Right now I'm using what I lovingly refer to as a humane torture, everyone loves sex, but you don't wanna know me once I start pulling out your toe nails or piercing your sack with rusty needles. I'm not gonna do anything to your cock yet, I still have use for it, even though it's shockingly small and gross looking. Now, answer my questions and you die quickly and easily.”

“You can't do that, I know the laws, torturing prisoners isn't allowed.”

“And kids can't do this job either, can they?”

“Right.” He stumbled.

“Trust me, I can do anything to you I want now that the order for you to die has been signed. Before that happens though, everything, and I do mean everything that you've done bad in your life, you're gonna tell me. The faster and more detailed you do so, the easier your death will be, the less, well, you get the picture I'm sure.”

As he was talking, Josh was riding his prisoner slowly, really working him hard, pumping him for information.

“Fine, so far I've only given him pain inducers to cause pain so that I knew who he was working for and what he knows. He wasn't talking though, so I was gonna have to move to the next step and start slowly melting his insides.”

“So, you did plan to kill him too.”

“Yes. Please get off me, I can't take any more.”

“Nope, not gonna happen. Now, names, ages, and locations of burial every person you've killed?”

“I don't know.”

“Bullshit, a monster like you knows every last detail, every last scream. You probably even have it written down somewhere. I will be searching as well.”

“I do.” He whimpered. “In my desk drawer in my journal.”

“Good boy. Is there anyone else here at the moment?”

“No.”

“I'm gonna have the entire property searched, if I find you're lying to me, then you'll take days, or even weeks to die, do you understand me?”

“Yes.”

“Good. Adam, please come rescue Michael and the two of you can start searching. I'm gonna keep pumping our prisoner for details.”

“Okay.” I said.

“You can't, I told you everything.”

“Oh, if only that was all I needed to know. No, you still have hours of torture left before I'm done with you. By the way, as soon as my partner arrives, we have something that's gonna keep you awake, and I'll be giving that to you to ensure you don't pass out on me again. You have no staying power at all, and I love to fuck long and slow.”

“Please don't, I'll tell you anything.”

“I know you will, but I'm having fun, so we're not stopping yet. By the way, I lied to you yesterday, I'm not a monster like you, and my name's Josh. There, god I hate lying, I always feel so dirty.”

“And you don't feel dirty torturing me like this?” He gasped.

“Nah, this is just good clean fun. Everyone loves my methods.” He grinned so brightly I could hear it.

“And you call me a monster.”

“Yeah, well, I have a hard job to do.” He said, and he must have squeezed his ass hard to emphasize this, because Arnold squealed.

“Fuck, don't do that, this is bad enough as it is without you doing that.”

“What, this.” He said and did it again.

“Yeah.”

“Yeah, do it again, okay.” He said, and then do so.

“Fuck me, stop doing that.”

“What, this.” He said and did it again.

He screeched so loud it hurt even my ears.

“Okay, now for some really hard answers. Who do you sell your poisons and mixes to?”

“Whoever wants to buy them, whoever has the money.”

“How do they get a hold of you?”

“Anonymous email.”

“I need names!”

“I can't give you what I never ask for. No names, no faces, just emails and drop offs.”

“Then how are you paid?”

“Cash, drop offs as well, again, no names, no faces.”

“Bullshit, you know more than you're letting on.”

“I'm telling the truth, just kill me now, I don't know anything more.”

“No, you die when I say it's time. Not a second before. I can and will torture you for weeks if I have to. After today though, we go onto other methods. I'll make you so fucking horny, but I won't allow you to cum. The first two days won't be too bad, because you'll still be recovering from this, but after that, you'll have to, then you'll sing even more. Granted, if you just stop holding your tongue, tell me what I need to know, then your death will be that much easier.”

“I don't know anything.” He screamed.

“Okay, let's say I believe you, then how do I find all your victims, how do I let their families know who was responsible, how do we avenge their deaths.”

“You can't, my poisons are undetectable.”

“Nothing is perfect, there has to be something, an anomaly the pathologists would have found?”

“Never, I'm too good. They simply look like they had a heart attack or a severe allergic reaction, sometimes a brain aneurysm, depending on what the client wants?”

“That's just a little too vague for my people, so, I guess I just keep pumping you for more information.”

“You can't, I don't know anything.”

“I can, and you can't stop me.”

Just then I walked into the room. I had went and released Michael first. We hugged and greeted each other, and then went to greet Josh.

“Hi there Baby, having fun?”

“Oh yeah, and he's making this so much better for me, not talking. I can go for hours. Can I get you to give him the most powerful stimulant we've got, I want him to stay awake.”

“Okay, I already have it ready.”

I went and rammed the needle into his arm and filled him up. I know, I didn't clean the area first, now he can get an infection and die, oh me oh my, whatever shall I do.

“I must say, your new recruit sure seems to know his job. Better than I ever was.” Michael said.

“He's been my best find, and I had many great finds, and you're amongst my greatest as well.”

“So, how old are you Michael, you're pretty hot?” Josh asked, not stopping at all.”

“Just turned twenty. Left Adam almost exactly six years ago now. Been all over the world and removed several pieces of scum like him. I hope I'll be allowed to dish out a little of his punishment!”

“I'm sure something could be arranged. In a couple hours I'll be pretty tired, then you could probably take my place for a bit and pump him for more information.”

“What, no, you can't, I'm already fucking burning up here?” Arnold screeched again.

“Who's gonna stop us?” All three if us asked at the same time.

“I have friends, someone will stop by, they'll rescue me?”

“Oh really, I'm guessing these are friends we'd really like to meet too. So, I guess we'll just have to be ready for them. Now, are you lying to us, or will someone come and check up on you, what do we have to do to prevent that?”

“If I don't call before the end of the day today, someone will likely come wondering why.”

“Why wouldn't they call first?” Josh asked, really gripping tight to ensure maximum discomfort.

“They don't know my number.”

“And they know where you live. I think you're a liar. No, someone like you has no friends, no one will miss you, no one will search for you, and if by chance someone does come looking, I'm willing to bet that they're as bad as you are anyway, so we'd probably question them too and then go from there. I almost hope that someone does come, maybe someone else will be more willing to answer my questions.”

“Fine, no one will be coming. I have no friends.”

“That's probably closer to the truth. You probably kill people who think they're your friends. How many people are buried on your property?”

“Dozens, maybe fifty or sixty now.”

“How many are kids?”

“Half.”

“And you raped them all too, didn't you?”

“Yes, sometimes for months before they were useless. Everyone is useless, no one wants to work with me, I thought you were like me, I wanted you to join me.” He spat out.

“How'd you get them all?”

“Picked them up in the city, they were all just street trash, no one ever missed them. Of all the men and boys I've picked up, only three have ever been searched for.”

“That's possibly the sickest thing I've heard all day. So, you prey on the weakest and torture them.”

“Yes.”

“Ever any girls?”

“No, never, I leave the girls to the others.”

“There's more like you?”

“More than you'll ever know, and no, I don't know who they are, we all belong to an anonymous group, we never meet.”

“We'll be searching your computer, don't you worry.”

“You'll never find anything.”

“Oh, I think my skills are far better than yours are, and our hackers in the office are even better than I am, so don't you worry, if you ever had a secret on your computer, we'll know about it soon enough. Every last person that you ever talked to, bragged to, sold to, or anything we'll know about them soon enough.”

“Won't be good enough, I'm too good. Without my passwords, you'll never even get in.”

“Oh don't you worry your pretty little head about that. I'll get your passwords from you. Everything you know will soon be mine.”

“No, they won't. You're gonna have to kill me.”

“Oh, don't worry, we will, but when and how depends solely on you.”

For the next hour, as Michael and I watched, Josh rode Arnold, grilling him, but he refused to tell the rest of the information. He knew he was going to die anyway, I guess he figured it was better to not rat out friends before that happened. I suppose I can understand his line of thinking, we are the same. Only we train really hard not to crack, eventually he is going to.

Josh finally got too tired to continue, so Michael hopped on and used his very talented ass to continue the torturing of Arnold. Josh came and stood next to me and cuddled up for a few moments.

“I need a fresh diaper and some food, then I need a rest. Three hours of solid fucking will wear a guy out, and that's on top of yesterday.”

“Here, let me diaper you, then I'll go get us all some food. I'm sure Michael won't mind eating while riding, he's done it before.”

“Nope, not at all, and I could use more food.”

I changed Josh and then went and got us all some food. We all ate, then I force fed Arnold, then stepped forth and pinched his nose, to ensure that he would drink, then pulled down the front of my diaper and fed him my dick.

“Drink, and if you even think of biting, I'll pull out every last tooth from your face, while you're awake, and I will play with each one as they're coming out. If you pass out, I will wake you up and continue.”

He never even thought of biting, and even though, technically speaking, we were not strictly allowed to do such a thing, the order to kill had already been given, so really, no one would ever know, because he would be cremated before anyone even knew what had happened to him, so no one would ever know. Kid killers I am not above making pay with everything they have to offer, and then some.

“Ah, much better, good boy. I bet you even enjoyed that. Can't blame you actually. I love Josh pissing in my mouth after he has a nice hot baby boygasm.”

“You didn't give me much choice.”

“No, you always had a choice. Same as what you're going through now. You have a choice as to when and how it ends. Yes, it ends in your death, there's no denying that, but does it have to be slow and painful, no, that's up to you. It would be a shame to have to kill you fast though, a monster like you should be made to suffer for months on end before he's finally killed. Usually the day after your mind turns to complete and total mush from the torturing. A strong adult male can last up to three months before his brain completely dies, even though he lives, you'd be a complete and total vegetable, I'd love nothing more than to do that to you now for all the pain and suffering that you caused in all those boys, and even the men too. No one should be made to suffer the way you made them suffer. They were just kids, you raped them, you hurt them, and then you killed them. Now I want you to suffer every bit as much as they did.”

“But you're not allowed to torture prisoners.” He whimpered.

“Who's to know. We were told to extract all information from you, then you are to disappear. Once you're dead, you go right into a cremation furnace, where every scrap of your useless body will be turned to ash. By the way, I once killed a guy by putting him in there alive, he knew what was going to happen. I assure you, he screamed for several minutes before he died. I'm told burning alive is one of the worst ways to go. I don't agree though, I can come up with many more ways that'd last way longer, and the pain will last way longer too, until your brain turns to mush like I said. How long do you think you can last for?”

“I keep telling you, I know nothing.”

“I don't believe you. I know you know nothing of how to be a decent human being, you know nothing of how to properly treat a boy, and there's probably a million other things you don't know, but the questions we're asking, I know you know. You just haven't received the proper convincing yet.”

“I'm not lying. You gotta believe me. Just stop, please, I can't take any more.”

“We'll be the judge of that. Once you finally pass out, even though you're full of stimulants powerful enough to keep an elephant awake for forty eight hours, then we'll know you've had enough. I'm probably gonna have to dose you once or twice more with Viagra just to keep you hard. Michael probably has another hour or two before he's ready to quit, and then Josh will be more than happy to hop back on and continue riding you.”

“That sounds about right. Too bad his cock is so small. I've had thirteen year olds with bigger meat than he has. And they're much more vigorous and know how to really fuck, so their smaller size doesn't matter. Not him though, he's not even trying any more.”

“What do you expect, I can't keep fucking.” He screeched.

“Well, I don't know what I expected, but I sure hoped for a man cock, not a boys cock on a mans body. No wonder you had to force fuck boys, even they'd want something more to please them.”

“I sure did.” Josh piped up.

“Yeah, and no wonder you had to kill the men you had sex with, what'd they do, laugh as soon as they saw it?”

“They deserved to die.”

“How many of the young teens laughed at you because they were larger than you?”

“So many.”

“It's no wonder you turned into a monster, always feeling inadequate, I bet you even became a scientist to try and make your baby cock grow.”

“I did, I've searched and searched, but nothing works.”

“Your mother was a drugged and drunken whore, wasn't she. Small cock is a sure sign of fetal alcohol and drug syndrome.”

“Yes, she was the first person I killed.”

“Let me guess, you just kept feeding her the heroine that she fucked up your life with?”

“Yes, she had to die. She was useless, an ugly fucking useless female, they should all die.”

“And so should anyone who laughs at you?”

“Every last fucking one of them.”

“How many kids at school had weird accidents?”

“Dozen, maybe more.”

“Poisoned?”

“No, well, a couple. One fell down the stairs, one drowned in his pool, a couple died while hiking and fell off a cliff, and a couple died from poisoning. No one ever saw it coming, they all deserved to die, so I made sure they did.”

“Knowing you seems to be bad for peoples health.”

“I haven't killed every person I've met. Unfortunately. Most of them deserve it.”

“Yeah, but your idea of deserves is slightly twisted. No, you deserve to die, they deserved to live. So what if you were teased, that doesn't give you the right to kill someone.”

“What gives you the right to kill me?”

“We were given the order to do so. We do what has to be done to protect those that can't protect themselves. If you hadn't have captured Michael, you would've just been brought in, but when you take one of our own, then you lose the choice.” I said.

“Actually, I was sent in with orders to remove as well, he's already killed one of ours, I was just here to find out who else and where he was buried.”

“Oh, really.”

“That's right.”

“Why didn't the local police come and question him?” Josh asked curiously.

“They did, they snooped around, they asked a few questions, but I'm very convincing.”

“So, in other words, you paid them a lot of money to go away and never to bother you again, or did you threaten their families somehow?”

“Both.”

“What'd you do?”

“Told the head of the local police department that his son would become a guest of some very mean friends if he ever showed up around here ever again.”

“Oh, so that's why we were called then.”

“Yeah, and the kid's now buried here somewhere too, and his father killed himself, at least that's what it looked like.” He smiled.

“That makes you happy. You really are sick.”

“He didn't listen, they both deserved to die.”

“How long did you torture his poor son before he died?”

“Three weeks, he was eight years old, he screamed so much. I sent the copies to his dad and told him that this is what happens to those who fuck with me. What he didn't know though was that the disc was coated in poison, it caused him to go mad and slit his throat. It also eats through the coating on the surface of the DVD once it hits oxygen, so within half an hour, it was useless.”

“I'm gonna enjoy ending your life.” Josh said venomously.

“You're gonna be the one to kill me?”

“Oh yes, it's me and me alone that gets to decide when you die, and how. I am the last agent assigned to this case, so it's my call. So, unless they have to send someone else, it's gonna be a ten year old that ends your pitiful life.”

“And you guys think I'm a monster, you're monsters, making a kid kill someone.”

“Oh, they're not making me. I was trained to do so, but if I asked one of them to do so for me, they'd do it in a heartbeat. But no, not for you. I wanna be the one to end your horrid existence. You will suffer too, I guarantee you that.”

“I'm already suffering, so just end it now.”

“Oh, you haven't even begun to know what suffering means. Every scream that you've caused, made by every person you've ever killed, you will pay back ten fold. This is only the beginning, I can and will do so much more to you. This is just the most fun.”

“You find this fun?”

“Hell yeah.” All three of us said as one.

For the next three hours before our guest passed out, Josh and Michael kept on riding him. We kept grilling him for information, and while he revealed a lot, he still would not tell us names or other vital information. Josh changed Arnold's diaper, then the three of us changed each others diapers, and headed to go get more food.

“So, let's go crack his computer and see what we can find?” Josh said once we were finished eating.

Josh went and booted up the computer, and then when it got to the password page, he tried everything that he could think of, then Michael tried, and finally I tried.

“Hmm, he is pretty good. It's been a long time since I came across something I couldn't get past, even without using my password cracker.”

“Let me try one other thing real quick. Give me the memory stick with your cracker program.” Josh said.

I handed over the stick and he shut down the system and then turned it back on. He forced it into safe mode and was able to gain access to some basic information there. From there he started working, and we all gave input as to what else to try, and finally, after working at it for more than an hour more, we got the passwords to everything. It had taken longer than normal to gain access, but he was a pretty good programmer it turned out.

Josh rebooted it back to the main system and started going through everything. As he was doing that, I grabbed the journal from the desk, and, as suspected, it was blank. I did notice though that it looked as if it had been written in, so I held up a page to the light and saw that there had been impressions made on the pages, but no ink was visible. I took it to the kitchen and tried all the tricks I knew of to reveal invisible ink, but nothing seemed to work. I tried for more than an hour.

“Whatever invisible ink he uses, I can't reveal it. Have you had any more luck?” I said as I came back.

“No, nothing. It's like he said, everything he does is anonymously. Given enough time and man power, we could probably trace some sort of trail, but it appears to be routed through more than a hundred channels before it ever reaches the intended targets, so, just one target could take months just to track down. We'll have to give it to tech and have them do it, because this is beyond me. There is some good information still, so it's not a total loss, we have all the formulas for all the concoctions that he's made, what they do, and all the detailed information on them. Also, knowing his passwords, we've at least been able to access the sites where he bragged, so we probably have a pretty good idea of who all he's killed, just not necessarily where they're buried. This whole property, and all the surrounding woods, though, could hide hundreds of bodies if he's telling the truth. There's simply no telling how long he's been killing for, at least here. We know he killed his mom when he was seven, and the killing didn't stop there.”

“It's truly amazing he was never caught.” I said.

“Clearly he's incredibly smart and knew, even from a young age, that you had to be careful, hide your tracks, make it look like accidents, or, even better yet, natural. Clearly though someone did start to notice an awful lot of accidents and started snooping around, hence the reason we're here.” Michael said.

“My thoughts exactly.” Josh added.

“Yeah, but he's well into his forties, no one's that good for that long to not be caught. I have to wonder just how long it's really gone on for and how many he's killed. Now, I don't know about you two, but I could really stand to go to bed, it's been a long day, and we have an even longer few days ahead of us if I'm not mistaken.”

“Sounds good to me.” Both Josh and Michael said together.

We all went and changed our diapers and then headed to bed for a good sleep. Even I myself had a hard time falling asleep thinking of all that the monster in the next room had done. Many times during my training, my trainer told me that monsters do exist, but they always come in a form you do not expect. This is amongst the biggest of the monsters I have ever encountered, and I had encountered some truly terrifyingly monstrous people in all my years. Finally we did all fall asleep, and we even slept in a bit the following morning.

“Well guys, another day, and hopefully today will be better than yesterday.”

“No kidding. I'm not riding him all day today though, fuck, my back and thighs are still burning.” Josh said, a very slight groan escaping him.

“No worries Baby, you choose how to go next anyway, and I know you have many ideas as to where to go from here, so I'm sure you'll enjoy, yet not burn yourself out any more.”

“Oh, I will. Do you by chance happen to have an air horn with you?”

“Yes, I do, you know I always have one with me somewhere.” I laughed.

“Good, let's go have breakfast, then I wanna go wake up our guest.”

As soon as we were finished breakfast, I went and grabbed a few things from the van that we would likely need, and then Josh happily grabbed the air horn and skipped to the bedroom. Placing the air horn scarce centimeters from Arnold's ear, he pushed the button and held it until Arnold stopped screaming and thrashing, some two minutes later.

“Are you awake yet?” Josh said far too happily for the situation.

“You ugly cunt licking useless fuckwad, if I ever get out of this bed, you better hope you're far away, I'll kill you, painfully, slowly, and I will enjoy every scream you make.”

“Ew, cunt licking, that's disgusting. I guess it's a good thing for me though that you're never getting out of this bed. Now, how's baby's diaper, it sounded like you filled it rather full there?”

“Like you wouldn't have, you scared the shit outta me.”

“Been there, done that, got the diaper rash.”

Josh went about cleaning him up, though he spent no time in making sure he was completely clean, only wiped up as much as he could with the diaper itself, then grabbed one of the bigger butt plugs, showed it to Arnold, then grinned as Arnold started saying no, that he doesn't like being penetrated. Well, without any lube or care, Josh started slipping the plug firmly inside Arnold. Josh was being cruel though, he pushed it all in, then he slowly pulled it out, then sharply pushed it back in again, then repeated. He did this for more than half an hour. By that time it was sliding in and out easily, and Arnold finally stopped screaming out obscenities.

“See, all gay guys love being fucked, it just takes time. Now, you're gay, of that there's simply no denying, but to never take is almost as bad as being what you are. So, from here on out, you always take as well. If we need a hole to fill, you're to offer up one.”

“Fuck you.”

“No, fuck you, didn't you hear what I said. You really are stupid. Now, here's your cock cage,” He said, holding up said cock cage, then installing it, “And here's more Viagra and more stimulants,” he said, showing them, and the proceeded to give them to his prisoner, “And now, we wait. After yesterday, I doubt that the Viagra will really start to work for a while, but it will, don't you worry about that. Now for your fresh diaper.” He said and then taped it up.

“There you go, nice and thickly diapered, just the way you like it.”

“I hate it, what are you talking about.”

“You do, then why do you keep peeing and pooping it then.”

“Fuck you.”

“No, fuck you.” Josh said, and then reached inside the diaper and removed and then shoved back in the butt plug a few times.

“Oh god, stop doing that.”

“Nope, by the end of the day, you're gonna love being fucked, and we're gonna fuck you and fill you up as well. We're gonna cum in you and piss in you, we're gonna use dildos, and maybe even our fists on you, you're gonna love it.” Josh smiled far too sweetly.

“Just kill me now.”

“Oh no, not yet. You haven't outlived your usefulness, and we hate you enough to make sure you suffer well and truly before we do kill you. Don't you worry your pretty little head about that.”

“You'll never get anything from me.”

“You really are stupid. Aren't you. You're encryption to your computer, childish, I hacked the fucking thing in only ten minutes, I hardly even had to try, the two men didn't even have to help. We're now sifting through everything to see what all we can find. There's been lots so far, but we've barely scratched the surface.”

“You're a liar, there's no way you could've accessed my computer.”

“I'm many things, but I'm not a liar. I have to tell tall tales from time to time in my line of work, but when I don't have to, I don't. Would one of you go grab our guests computer and show him please.”

I happily went and grabbed the computer. I even grabbed the paper we had all the passwords written on. I came back and showed Arnold everything.

“See, everything you hid we now have access to. Admittedly, you were right about one thing. You did everything anonymously and then scattered it in the wind, so to say, so that's making it tricky. Not impossible though. We sent a copy of your hard drive to our tech department already and they emailed back already saying that they've found three people so far. They didn't say who, so we don't know, at least not yet, but your entire network is now starting to unravel. You kept meticulous records though, so everyone you sold something to to kill someone else, we now know it, and the police will be knocking on several doors by the end of today. Just from what we saw, we're gonna be able to bring down at least twenty killers today alone, and I'm sure we didn't catch them all, did we. No, we hardly skimmed the information as we saw that many, they're gonna dig now until every secret you had is unearthed. That's both physically and digitally, in case you missed that. The excavation crew will be here probably tomorrow or the next day, they're gonna dig up everywhere they have to. They're bringing in all sorts of ground penetrating radar and sonar equipment, even specially trained dogs, everyone that's buried will soon be dug up and examined. We'll try and find their families and lay their fears to rest.”

“How, no one can penetrate my passwords?”

“It was easier than penetrating your asshole.” Josh giggled.

“Fuck you.”

“No no, we're gonna fuck you. I keep telling you that, but you won't learn. Now, you killed your mom when you were seven, we know you killed others in your teen years, but not how many. I'm sure we can find it, but why not save the hassle and tell us. You kept meticulous records, as I said, so I'm sure the information we seek is there to find. The sooner you tell us, the sooner you get to go to sleep. The more you tell us, the more like just simply going to sleep it'll be. We all know that we're gonna kill you in the end, but how much more pain and suffering you have to go through in the meantime is entirely up to you.”

“Fine. Before I killed my useless mother, I made her tell me who my father was, he was my first. I broke into his house, he was passed out on the couch, drunk, my mother said he was a useless drunk, yeah, that's funny, she was more useless than even he was. I tied him up and waited for him to come sober and wake up. When he did, I was sitting there watching him. As soon as he came to, he saw me, and he recognized me. He asked me what I was doing, and I told him he was a useless father, that he deserved to die. He cried and said I was right, that he was nothing to me, and that he was ashamed every day that he couldn't be the father I deserved. He was pathetic, he said if I asked him to, that he'd go to rehab and he'd try his best to be the father I deserved, but that he was addicted, and that it wasn't gonna be easy. I asked him if he honestly thought I wanted a useless piece of shit for a father and that I was only there to kill him, to remove him from the picture entirely. He was shocked, asked me if I knew what I was saying. Of course I knew, I had planned it so carefully, first I broke both his knees, with a baseball bat, that I found at his place, I stuffed his dirty underwear in his mouth to stifle his screams. Then I broke both his arms, then both his feet, then I got right up to him and whispered that I was gonna beat his useless head in now and that I hope he suffered every bit as much as I did. It only took two hits before he was dead, his brains spilling out. I felt so powerful, I felt so good. I ransacked the place, to make it look like he was tortured for information and that someone was looking for someone. The police never even suspected me, when they talked to me, I cried, I made it look good, told them how he hung out with bad men with large tattoos and leather jackets all the time, and how he was always bragging about stealing stuff from those bad men. They bought it all, and then that was it, he was gone. They never even knew that that day was the first day I met him, they thought I was the perfect son.”

“At seven you brutally murdered your own father because he was an alcoholic?” Michael said.

“He wasn't just an alcoholic, he was useless. Everyone who is useless to me has to die.”

“God, you really are a monster, aren't you.”

“No, they were for not raising me properly. They deserved to die.”

“Clearly you were severely damaged in the head. So, your mom was next?”

“No, next was my big sister, she was always bragging about how she was getting fucked by those older boys, she was only eleven and was as big a slut as our mother. Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen years old, it didn't matter, one or two or three of them, it didn't matter, our mom knew, she stood and watched, applauded her for going out and making her way in the world, told her she was so much like herself it was uncanny. It was disgusting. One of her boyfriends raped me, he saw me, liked what he saw, so he raped me, so, the next time he was over, the bitch was already passed out on the couch, and after he fucked her raw, and then made her pass out, he came to my room, only I had a surprise for him. I'd found out about a drug that causes people to go crazy, as soon as he walked in my door, I injected him with it, and then held a knife up to his throat, and told him to go back to my sisters room and fuck her hard and long, even though passed out. I told him if he did that, that I'd let him live. He asked me what I'd injected into him, and I told him it was my mothers drugs, so he was gonna get nice and high, that' he'd love it. I went and watched, and then it kicked in and he went into a rage and started beating and beating her, and then I shot him when I knew she had to be dead. I went and overdosed my mother and then called 911, and then sat on the ground by the phone and pretended I was in shock. I cried, I stuttered, I made it so believable, they bought it all. How I caught my sisters boyfriend beating her up, how I shot him, that I tried to wake my mom up, but she wouldn't wake up, and how I called them. I was shipped off to foster care the next day. I was so happy, I was finally rid of them all. They were so useless.”

“How many more are there after them?”

“Too many to count. Ten throughout high school alone, every last one of them was a terrible accident, no one had a clue it was I that orchestrated their deaths. Then I started working on chemistry and realized my passion, making poisons. For several years I worked on that and perfected it on animals and a few street rats that I stole from the streets. Of course I fucked them first, had some fun with them, until I started testing on them. Once I had them perfected, and I knew that no one could possibly trace it to me, because it always looked so natural, well, then I had some serious fun. I traveled the world a bit, enjoyed boys and young men from the streets as much as I could, and then they seemed to have heart attacks and were found in alleys. I bought this place on the proceeds of a few people wanting to buy my stuff, so I started advertising and selling it. I sold to almost a hundred people, and I've killed more than that. Are you happy now?”

“No, where is everyone buried here?”

“I burn them, they're nothing but ashes that fertilize the fields and the trees.”

“Figures. What are their names?”

“I didn't give a damn about names, they didn't either, everyone was simply interested in a weekend of fun at my farm. The street rats were more interested in the money and or the food and hot showers I offered.”

“So, they were all nameless?”

“Most, but even when I did get a name, I forgot it, because it wasn't real anyway. Do you have any idea how many Joe's I had. They were all like that, Joe or John or the occasional Timmy. ”

“Yeah, figures. Do you guys have any other questions?” Josh asked.

Both Michael and I asked more and more questions, and for the next several hours, we got more and more information. As far as we could tell, he did not lie or withhold the truth once, but maybe he felt that it was just better to tell us a convincing lie and die easily. Honestly, I really did not care. When it was time, Arnold was asked which of his poisons that he wanted to take, and he told us which one, so Josh did the honours, and injected him. He died in only ten minutes, and it did seem a nice easy passing.

“Well guys, one more monster gone. Sadly we cannot give many families the closure they deserve, but at least they have been avenged in some measure. How you holding up Josh?” I asked, going and hugging him.

“I wish that I could say that I regretted what I did, but I don't, he deserved to die, he certainly deserved to die in a lot more pain, he deserved to be tortured for days and weeks and months, but then that'd make us almost as bad as him. No, this is what was needed, and I don't think we ever went overboard either. I suppose it could be considered some as torture, but really, it wasn't. I don't feel good about what we had to do, but I do feel satisfied that I helped all those boys to finally move on properly.”

“That's good Baby. Now, let's call it all in and have the cleaners come do what they need to do. The entire property will be searched as well. Michael, seeing as how you were the first on the case, would you mind wrapping it up, I'd like to get Josh home.”

“Absolutely. It was really good seeing you again Adam, and it was really good meeting you josh. You are one very lucky little gay baby boy. I wish so often that I could go back and do it all over again. While the start of training was hard, it was the best three years of my life living there.”

“Thanks, and I am enjoying it as well, even though the first few months were incredibly hard. Thanks for your help here as well, and I'm glad we got to you in time.”

“And it was really good seeing you again as well Michael. Hopefully the next time we meet won't be under similar circumstances, but in our line of work, it's a very real possibility.”

“Yeah, but this was the closest to dying I've ever came, even with being shot once.”

“Know how you feel. Well, goodbye.”

We all hugged, and then Josh and I grabbed everything that was ours that we would be needing, and headed out. We went to the base, dropped off our van, hopped into the jet and took off as soon as we were cleared to do so. The flight home was pretty quiet and subdued.

I knew Josh was taking it harder than he had said he was, even though he had not lied. In the heat of the moment, taking a life is easy, not so easy after maybe, but doing so in the way we did, when there was no way for our target to fight back, that is hard on a person. As soon as we landed, we refueled, cleaned it up, and then headed inside.

We were both soggy and in need of the hot tub, so I steered us right to there. We stripped, cleaned and then hopped in the hot tub. I pulled Josh right to me, and it only took a few seconds for him to start crying. I held Josh and said nothing, there was nothing I could say to make what he did better, we both knew that. It would get easier, but even for me it's still not easy, and I hope it never becomes so. It's the fact that we act strong when needed and then go home and cry it out that keeps us good. We all know we have a hard job, but it is necessary. We removed a rather large monster, for that we can never feel bad, but we are still human, and for humans taking a life should be hard.

****Well, there you have it. Probably not the ending you were expecting, but that's how it is. Should anyone care to add another chapter or more to the story, please feel free to do so. I may in the future as well, you never know. All I ask is that you email it to me first so that I can go over it. So, if you enjoyed the story, or wish to leave a comment, feel free to email me at erich5748 at ymail.com.****