Date: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 23:22:29 +0000
From: marianasdeep5@hushmail.com
Subject: The Tails of Tim

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	If you peruse my stories, you'll see that I write from the
bottom's perspective, the bottom often times none too pleased about
the events.  Over the years, several dear readers have suggested I
write a story from a top's perspective.  Another gave me a real
sound piece of advice:  please write in 1st person, 3rd is too flat,
and the "personal experience" of 1st person is what makes for an
exciting and erotic story.  I've been writing in 1st ever since, and
will add that you need to have the personal experience to write the
"personal experience" well.  I do not have the top's
perspective, and with respect to boys, I must insist you never have as
well.  I doubt that a relationship between a boy and an adult can ever
rise above anything sexual.  The commitment and tolerance of the
maturity gap that it would take to maintain the relationship as it
evolves just isn't there for one, the other, or both.   And
otherwise it can definitely destroy lives, as the conclusion of this
story will tragically reveal.  Part of reading and writing is dealing
with the past and its ramifications, including the desires that may
end up instilled in the boy.  Boys are beautiful creatures, but hands
off.  If this story helps you deal with your desire, by all means
read.  If anything else, please leave it, go away, and get some help.
There's finally a discussion taking place and support group for
people who recognize the beauty of boys and their desire for them, but
are committed to staying away.

	http://www.thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/522/tarred-and-feathered?act=2


	In writing this story, I took feedback from several "tops" over
the years to try to get in their head a bit, including one named Tim,
though not the main character in this story.  I thank them for their
input.  I decided to invert the perspective of one of my previous
stories.  One can infer from the bottom narrating the story that the
top was a bit insensitive.  I thus discovered and hereby admit I
couldn't make the top character much more than a deluded (as well as
dilated and diluted) asshole.  I find his "compassion" is nothing
more than "justification."  It takes a top to bottom, we love you
guys, and so I apologize up front to the tops.  This story will be
told in about four installments.
	The Tails of Tim
	Chapter 1:  Turning Ricky
	OK, reading Nifty I ran across Ricky's whine about his first time
getting spanked and fucked at summer camp and I just had to respond.
My name is Tim, Ricky's counselor, and I'm the one that gave Ricky
that first spanking on his bare behind and that first fuck up that
tight little ass of his. I'm quite satisfied about it too, teaching
him discipline and showing him how to satisfy his man, his new role.
Actually his first bare butt spanking was really just a little
prelude, a little humiliation before seducing him and claiming his
nice ass.  As a counselor at camp, it was always a high to introduce a
young boy to his first cock, and I've introduced a lot of boys to
mine.  Usually it takes a couple of sessions to fully seduce a boy, a
couple times before you can get your cock in his mouth, let alone up
his butt.  But what an introduction for Ricky.  He's such a randy
little bugger, all it took was one encounter and my cock made quite a
splash.  All in one session, Ricky got spanked, swallowed the first
cum down his throat, relinquished his first cum as I drained his balls
too, and accepted the first cum up his ass.  By his own admission, he
was previously experienced with his friends back home, and I'm
convinced was even previously experienced with some fellow campers at
camp, but mine was his first sex where cum was exchanged.  He
consented to all of it.  Now, he doesn't like to admit that to
himself, so he whines to Nifty.  But he'll soon cum around again,
looking to get butt fucked by somebody.  They always do.
	I'm not going to recount all of the details of the spanking or the
grinding.  Ricky described all the goings-on pretty well already, and
you can read them here.
	http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/adult-youth/i-got-my-first/
	But I will add my perspective to the events as well as answer his
question why.  His recounting of the events seems to be his coming to
terms with being turned and learning to accept his new role.  He seems
to be asking, "Why me?  I'm a good boy," and that kinda crap.
That's a diversion from his real issue at hand, and a blaming whine.
 I'll acquiesce and answer his question, but along the way, I'll use
him as an example to speak specifically about turning bottoms, and
more generally about the joy of fucking boys.  He may not want to hear
that yet, what he has to accept in himself.
	Two things right off the bat:

	One, his account of events is whining.  It's been my experience,
and believe me Ricky's not my first, that bottom boys are whiners.
It's one of the ways you can identify bottoms for singling them out.
 You can suck any boy's cock, usually all you have to do is offer,
they're more than willing to receive that, but if you want to fuck a
willing one, you've got to find either a bottom, or a firster naïve
enough to discover new things by letting them just happen to him.
Ricky was in both categories.  As you can see from Ricky, a bottom's
complaining makes them a victim of everything so they don't have to
take responsibility for wanting the new things they discover and
experience.  They're looking for sex like anyone else, but they
can't ask for it, can't fathom initiating it, and being seduced is
a great way to get what they want—they want to get fucked--and put
the responsibility onto someone else, their top.  It's not like they
don't end up with issues afterwards, I'll admit.  They have to
admit and accept some things about themselves.  What is Ricky whining
about in his story?  He got turned.  There's quite a bit of disgrace
in that for a boy, and now he has to deal with it.  But eventually
they accept their new role and learn to enjoy it.  Then they crave it.
 They always cum around.
	Two, notice that he's got "first" right in the title of his
story.  In other words, his emphasis, though he doesn't even realize
it and certainly doesn't say it, is that he's had plenty more
fucks up that little ass of his since.  In other words the turning
took.  He owes it to me then for getting him started, teaching him his
role, and showing him his place in the sexual hierarchy, from fuckers
on down to the fucked.  He's now among the fucked and has to live
with that, and part of that is him admitting and coming to terms with
the fact that he enjoyed it, obviously enough to seek it out and
repeat the pleasures.  What remains to be seen is if he ever fucks,
either girls or boys, or if he just continues to take it up the ass
the rest of his life.  I'm pretty sure he's going to be a
committed bottom, which leaves only the question of how often and with
how many.  In other words, is he also going to be a committed
boyfriend too, or is he going to be a little slut, a bottom boy who
can't get enough different kinds of cum up his chute.
	Now his friend Tom?  I can tell he's been fucked, probably at home,
so he's among the fucked as well, but not willingly (which means not
by me), and he's angry about it, so though he's a little down on
the totem pole of fuckers versus fucked, he's on his way to being a
confirmed fucker.  The only question that remains for him then is
whether he's going to fuck girls or boys or both.  A lot of fuckers
that have been fucked become boy fuckers because of it.  They have
something they have to prove.  Me?  I'm highest on the totem pole:
I fuck women, I've never been fucked, and I enjoy fucking boys when
I get the chance.  I like boning a boy's butt if I can, especially if
I'm the first one to claim his ass.  But it's not because I have
anything to prove like someone who's been fucked, I just enjoy
giving boys what they need, what they want, but that also involves
putting them in their place sexually.  So yeah, there's a hierarchy
aspect to the sex.
	Now after reading his account, you've got me pegged as a fucker.
Didn't I just tell you that I am!  LOL.  I know, I know, OK, you mean
fucker as bad old counselor and boy molester, just out to get their
ass.  Let's remove the monster myth.  I care for these boys, console
their crying when they're homesick, break up their fights, counsel
them to make wise decisions, teach them, and all that ... I'm a
counselor.  But that includes discipline.  Sometimes that leads to
sex, but I don't use force or threat.  The boys are complicit,
experienced, horny little buggers, so it's not rape.  Ricky thinks
he's a victim, but that's his ploy, like all bottom boys that have
been seduced but not raped.  They may have the court on their side
with the "age of consent" laws, but the reality of that is that it
conveniently removes from them their responsibility for the sex.  If
you don't think eleven year old boys are consenting horny little
buggers, you need to read this:
	http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/young-friends/kids-of-indian-spring/
	I just channel their sexual energy into giving up their ass, that's
all.  A discipline avenue works, but it is not the only path I take.
It was the path for Ricky, so we'll discuss it.  For that, boys
might confront a choice between a deserved punishment—and yeah,
I'm in charge—versus a fun, sexual way out they'd rather take,
but I use no force or threat.  So yeah, there's an authority aspect
to the sex.
	Part of submitting to the authority is becoming nude.  Whether he's
going to be spanked or have sex, at some point there's a moment of
truth, the point where his clothes are going to come off, or at least
his pants are going to be pulled down.  I don't know which is
better, their actual disrobing or the look on their face when they
first realize they have to either go for the belt, snap, and zipper
themselves, or have it done for them.  Boys are always embarrassed by
it, even if they're randy and ready.  I think it's because
they're cocks are small and their butts are vulnerable, and they
grow accustomed to keeping them private.  They invariably turn red.
If a spanking is in the mix, the spanking only serves to "redden"
them a little more.  It's all humiliating, so yeah, there's a
humiliation aspect to the sex.
	Though they may not know it, these boys are willing by their curious
and lascivious choices, and they are thus complicit in sex, thus
consenting to it.  Tom only got spanked.  By grabbing my hands when I
fingered his ass crack, oh and I might add, fondled his cock and
balls—all of which by the way is a customary part of my
post-spanking inspections—Tom let me know right away he wasn't
going to suck cock or take it up the ass.  He even threw a punch.  He
wasn't even going along with the groping and fondling, let alone
sucking cock or getting fucked.  I got a piece of him with that feel,
but he didn't get penetrated, not even by a finger. He later took a
blowjob from Ricky, one I'm convinced he was angling for.  Trust me,
Tom's a top.  Ricky on the other hand let his body be explored,
abiding one surprise after another—the dude abides—so after he got
spanked and fondled, he first learned the fine art of sucking cock,
and then he got his little ass plowed nice and creamy. You might say,
"Well that's because Tom was streetwise whereas Ricky comes from a
sheltered upbringing."  Now look, Tom may have had more experience
making his choices, but Ricky wasn't inexperienced.  In his story,
he talks about having sucked the cocks of some of his friends AT HOME.
 Ricky asked Tom later, on the campout, why he told the counselor
(that would be me) that he had sucked a friend, Danny, AT CAMP.  Ricky
was basically accusing Tom of lying to me about him blowing Danny,
insinuating that Tom had betrayed him, and asking Tom why.  But I
think Ricky really did give Danny that blowjob.  He wanted to know why
Tom betrayed him, but he wasn't about to admit at that point that he
had been giving out blowjobs.  Tom for his part lied back to Ricky,
saying that he didn't tell me about it.  More on that later.  Tom
was angling for his own blowjob from Ricky, and by the end of
Ricky's story, he was successful at it!!  So Ricky was giving
blowjobs to his friends at home, was giving blowjobs to his fellow
campers, well o.k., so we only know of one, Danny, but he later gave a
blowjob to Tom. The point is Ricky got around and was experienced with
sex, even if a little naïve about fucking.  I was just another
blowjob for him, and he took on the assignment well.  So yeah,
there's an experienced boy, looking for a little more experience,
aspect to the sex.
	Naivety is one thing, but going along with the complete sexual
conquest of your body, one exploit after another, not resisting other
than by characteristic whining, is quite another:  curious,
lascivious, experience seeking.  Maybe he went along to get along to
prevent from getting spanked, but that ultimately led to him getting
butt fucked now, didn't it?  Was it worth surrendering his ass, and
with it, his manhood for evermore?  Apparently for him it was.  I told
him what I was planning on doing at least three times.  He says he was
a little confused about what "fucking" meant, but that's part of
the seduction in all of this, I'll admit.  How else do you show them
anything new?  Seduction is enticing him into something new, but
it's also staking a claim.  His ass was claimed by me as he was
emasculated and fucked in his ass.  Whatever sexuality he identifies
with later in life, from now on he has to assimilate the fact that he
was seduced, dominated, and fucked like a little girl, even younger
than the age most girls get fucked.  And there's no denying it
either; he's got my sperm up his butt to prove it.  Even if he
didn't know what sexual consummations were going to come next as I
staked my claim, he unwittingly enjoyed them all, one after another,
all the way down the line.  Yes, he enjoyed it.  May not have known it
at the time.  But I got him to cum twice, once sucking him off, and
once again while fucking his ass.  He has to factor that reality into
his sexual identity as well:  he was excited enough getting fucked up
his ass that he had a second orgasm.  Granted, I'm good at it.  I
always get my boys to cum during sex, wet if they're pubescent or
dry if they're pre.  I want them to enjoy themselves.  But I'm not
only being a consummate gentleman or something, I want them to
remember the fuck.  There's nothing like your own orgasm to magnify
an event in your mind, especially if it's your first fuck.  I even
get a lot of them off when just spanking them.  Makes boys remember
spankings too.  So yeah, there's a seduction aspect to the sex.
	Stay tuned for the next chapters.  Comments and feedback welcomed:
marianasdeep5@hushmail.com
	Now about that characteristic whining during sex, including
Ricky's.  I agree "no" means no and "stop" means stop.  But
"stop, it hurts" or "get off" means change positions.  I'm
careful, and if I can get them around the pain, I will, and they
inevitably become aroused and want to continue, if only signaling it
by allowing it.  And I kinda ignore all protests, even squirming, when
I'm first penetrating a boy, especially if I'm his first fuck.  A
first timer has to be opened first, then penetrated slowly.  I take
great care in lubing up a boy's asshole and opening him up with a
finger or two, but if it's his first fuck, he usually doesn't know
what's coming, doesn't know my cock is gonna be following those
fingers, and he certainly doesn't know I'm gonna be fucking him.  So
let's face it, it's mostly surprise he's expressing when my cock
first enters his ass.  I'll admit the boy's a little uncomfortable
too.  Even after some finger opening, his first cock penetration is
going to pop him a bit, and even after entry, he's going to get opened
even more, stretched as my cock pushes up inside his ass.  I have an
8-incher and considerably thick, so he's being penetrated pretty
deep and opened pretty wide, especially for a boy.  But that moment of
first penetration ... the naïve surprise, the gasping as his little
sphincter stretches to wrap around my thick shaft, then the moaning as
it slides in, as he's getting stuffed with more and more cock...hmm,
besides actually delivering the goods up his butt, it's the best
part of fucking a boy, taking his cherry.  So yeah, there's a
deflowering aspect to the sex.
	After the vocalizations of that first penetration, the pain of
sphincter stretching lessens and you can settle in.  Once your cock
has settled into place and the boy gets used to having cock up his ass
balls deep, you can start a little in-out, fucking him just a little,
slowly at first.  His emotional resistance lessens too as he begins to
realize his butt has already been conquered, so he begins to accept
his fucking.  That's when I start thrusting.  They have to get used
to that too, which leads to a related protest to overcome.  I hear it
all the time.  And I love this one. "It's so big!" or "It's
too big!" usually followed by "Take it out!"  It's always
accompanied by more gasping and moaning, though this time there's a
rhythm to it.  Hey, like I said, I'm hung, especially compared to a
boy's small bottom, so I pretty much ignore that protest too.  A
boy's butt is pretty pliant and eventually it will yield and stay
open for cock, even my cock.  At that point, after all the resistance
is broken and the cock goes sliding up rather than pushing apart and
up, he tends to go along with the rest of the fuck, then starts to
enjoy it.  And that's when the real fucking can begin.  I can even
get some of these virgin boys open enough to long dick them, which is
saying a lot.  Did I mention I'm hung?  Ricky got long dicked, which
I have to admit was probably going a little bit overboard on an eleven
year old's small rear end taking cock for the first time.  But I
really had him lubed up and open enough, and I really wanted to take
him down a notch or two.  Ricky needed to surrender that rich boy
pride and overly perfect life of his, and there's nothing like a cock
entering your ass and giving you an unexpected hard fuck to diminish
your male ego, especially following a humiliating spanking.  Yeah,
it's about conquest, I do the fucking, the conquering, and the
boy's butt does the receiving, the surrendering.  Ricky did quite a
bit of receiving that night, surrendered to quite a bit of jack going
up his ass.  So yeah, there's a conquest aspect to the sex.
	So far we've covered the hierarchy, authority, humiliation,
experienced boy, seduction, deflowering, and conquest aspects of the
sex.  Most of those topics objectify the boy, I'll admit.  So I feel
once again I need to dispel the monster myth.  Look, I care for these
boys and truly feel I'm doing them a favor.  I have compassion for
them and they feel cared for.  Even Ricky, who was complaining in his
story about being turned, wrote this in his recounting of the events:

	"We lay in the contentment of our orgasms.  He was rubbing my back,
embracing me to his chest.  Still confused and fucked, I now felt
affection, snug and warm, safe in the strength of his arms, and
confident in his appreciation.  I think we both fell asleep for a
while."
	Ricky is a beautiful boy, I would never want to hurt him, just
satiate my desire for him and his in him.  What about the desire
aspect of the sex?  We haven't discussed that yet.  Obviously it all
starts with desire, so we'll save that for its own chapter, the
next, as well as how to angle that desire towards an encounter.