Date: Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:49:52 +0000
From: Dean Hargreaves <deanwaltham@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: The Wood Again  M/t MM/t

I was back the the woods again, walking around Thatchers Copse. I had been
here before. I had been sucked off in the bushes and had sucked off a
couple of men. I had also been raped here and allowed another man to fuck
me. I was 14, well half way to 15, and I had hated what had happened
before, but I had come back yet again. It was a fourteen mile ride from my
home to Thatchers Copse, and it was not that warm in the late February half
term holiday. My mum was at work so I had the whole day, but it had taken
90 minutes to get there and it was eleven o'clock now. When I had arrived I
could see some cars in the car park, they might have been dog walkers but
there were two groups. The ones near the path most likely were dog walkers,
but those parked at the far end of the car park were more likely to be
after sex. The men were old, well anybody over 30 was old to me I guess,
but a lot of these were like 50 or 60 or maybe older. I had never seen
anybody even near my age there.

I had found the place by accident, going into the bushes for a pee when I
was 13 and seeing a guy sucking another guy through the bushes I was hiding
in to have my pee. I had watched but done nothing that day. Like a couple
of months later I went back again and ended up having my cock sucked off by
some old guy. It was an awesome feeling. Three weeks later I went back and
had my cock sucked but was made to suck his too. He came in my mouth and
over my face and I felt disgusting and dirty after and didn't like
myself. I still went back again though and the same thing happened again,
and again I hated myself and felt dirty and disgusting. A week after I went
again and the guy wanted to fuck me, but I said no. He asked to lick my bum
and I said yes - stupid or what. He raped me!  He didn't make me cum and he
laughed at me as I was lying on the ground crying cos it hurt so bad. My
screaming and yelling had only got him more horny. He said I would always
want it from now on, but I knew different. I scrubbed myself in the shower
that night until I was almost bleeding. I felt dirty, abused, disgusting
and I hated myself for going to the copse and for being so stupid. I knew i
was never going there again. Six weeks later my cock beat my brain and I
went back to the wood. This time the guy asked if he could fuck me and I
agreed rather than get raped. It hurt again, a lot and I yelled and
squirmed. He was as gentle as he could be but once he had started I knew he
would not stop. He did suck me off after he had cum, but it took him a bit
to get me hard again cos it had hurt so much. At least they both had used a
condom.

I was determined not to go there again, but hormones and the urge got the
better of me. It was like a drug user, I could not stop having sex with
older men. I had wanked off every day to try to keep under control, but
every time I did it was the idea of an much older guy, a dominant rough
guy. I hated myself. I hated what I was doing; but I could not stop.

I hid my bike in the bushes like usual, well locked up. I never used the
car park I always sort of came in the back way. I wandered into the bushes
along the paths that I knew men would walk when they were looking for sex.I
had worn jeans but no pants, and also a rugby shirt. Because I had ridden
there I kept warm on my bike, but it was now a bit cold. At least I was out
of the wind in the bushes.

A guy, old guy I guess over 50, came towards me and I put my right hand in
my pocket and rubbed my cock some. He stopped, he looked really surprised
to see me, but he looked at my cock and then rubbed his outside of his
trousers. I took my hand out of my pocket and copied him. I had learnt the
things to do, the signals to send out. He came towards me and said:

"My I never thought to see somebody as young as you here"

He spoke in a camp effeminate way and I was turned off big time. He reached
out to touch my cock but I said:

"No way", and walked on. I hate camp guys or wimps or queens.

I saw a couple of other guys but they looked like a bit dirty and so I gave
no signals. After I had been there nearly an hour I was starting to think
that nothing was going to happen. Once before I had gone there and done
nothing because there were too many men around to feel safe, but that was
only one time. I had never found it this quiet.

I was walking along a path near the top of the copse, I didn't remember
seeing it before today, but I had not walked everywhere before. I stopped
and sat on a stump of a tree. My nipples were hard through the cold and my
cock was still like half hard from before when I had rubbed it. Walking and
feeling it rubbing in my jeans had felt horny too. I heard somebody walking
near. They always made a noise, breaking twigs and stuff. I could walk like
almost silent. I moved towards where I had heard the sound and saw through
the bushes a guy well over 50, quite fat, in some sort of work uniform. He
looked clean. My cock got a bit harder and I crossed onto the path he was
on and walked towards him. I kept my hands by my side and he walked slowly
past me in the opposite direction. I walked a couple of paces and stopped
thinking he had gone on. I was going to turn round when I felt a hand on my
cock over my jeans.

"Interesting lump you got there kid"

i jumped and turned round and he was right there in front of me. He reached
out again and grabbed my cock hard through my jeans. I froze.

"Not moving away kid, you like the feeling, well I do too"

He took my hand and pushed it on the bulge in his pants.

"Go on, give it a rub"

I was like numb and like in a daze and did what he said. I felt his cock
grow and he felt really big to me. He put his other hand up my rugby shirt
and felt my tits

"Hard, nice, you must be really hot for it"

"No actually I'm cold" I heard my self say.

He laughed and gave one of my tits a real hard pinch. Jezz it hurt but at
the same time it sent like an electric shock right through me and into my
cock.

"Liked that did yah? We are going to have some fun then"

He led my by the cock along the path, through a gap and into a small hidden
clearing. He held on to my cock with one had and undid his pants with the
other, letting the fly drop open. He pushed his boxers down and pulled out
an awesome cock. It was long, I guess maybe 23cm, but it was also real
thick, thicker than my wrist. He did not have a foreskin like me and the
knob end was very fat and purple/red and shiny and wet. It also was much
fatter at the base, like nearly a cm wider than the cock shaft underneath
it. I couldn't take my eyes off it.

"Get your out"

I undid my belt and zip and opened my fly.

"You dirty little pervert, you got nothing on underneath. You must be
desperate for it. Now drop those jeans to your ankles."

I did what he said, feeling disgusted by what he was saying to me, but
getting hard all the time. It almost hurt it was so hard.

I felt his hands on my shoulders and he pushed me to the ground, on my
knees. He said nothing, just pushed his angry looking cock at my mouth. He
had a hand behind my head now and I knew what he wanted, what I had to
do. This guy was in control so I opened my mouth and allowed him to put
that fat knob end into me. I closed my lips over the shaft with difficulty
cos his cock was so fat.

"Oh sweet, I love a slutty kids mouth on my cock only one thing better, now
get me really hard kid, get those sweet rosy lips of yours working on my
shaft".

I did what he said, but it was difficult. I sucked as much as I could and
every now and then he would push a bit more in to me, getting that knob end
in my throat. I choked some when he did and I heard him laugh. Then he
pushed more and the head went right into my throat and I gagged.

"Quit that kid, just swallow. I don't want you spit over my pants".

I tried to do what he said and as I did the cock went even further into my
throat. I was not sucking him now, he was fucking my mouth and I could
hardly breathe. I thought I was going to pass out, but then he pulled back
and I gulped some air into me. I heard him laugh again.

"You kids think you're some good at it and then panic when a real mad
starts using you. If you go around teasing men with you body, wearing no
underwear, then you gotta come through. Now come on, take some more and
breather through you nose on the out stroke"

I hated him talking to me like that. I was not a tease, but I did try to do
what he had said, and he really started to fuck my mouth. I tried to
breathe through my nose like he said, each time he pulled out, but every
breath was a bit less than I wanted and I was starting to feel faint. As
last he pulled his cock out and I fell forward, grabbing his legs and
gasping for air.

"Hey don't worry you'r going to get it back again, no need to grab at me
like that" he said with a laugh.

I looked up and he was rolling a condom on his cock. He finished and I
started to tell him I didn't do fucking (I had guessed what he was going to
try) but as I opened my mouth to speak he rammed his cock deep into my
throat. The condom tasted horrible. It was rubbery and had something on it,
but there was nothing I could do as he plugged my throat deep with his
massive cock. I was starting to get real scared.

After a couple of minutes he grabbed one of my tits and pulled his cock
out. He pulled me up by my tit, jezz it hurt, and he spun me round. I knew
now was my chance to tell him no fucking, not with something that big.

"Mister I don't do f......"

I never finished as he spun me round and grabbed my balls hard. My voice
trailed off, getting higher and higher. It was like it had not broken. He
pulled my balls up between my legs and I could do nothing but bend
over. Every time I tried to say anything he just squeezed my balls
tighter. I felt that enormous head press against my bum.

I had not been fucked for like two months and had only been fucked two
times before that so I knew i was going to be really tight. He pushed hard,
pulling my balls back at the same time.

"Best you push out and let me in kid, or it going to rip you apart. Don't
say anything just push your bum lips out to kiss my cock as it enters you.
You tease men with that cute little arse of your and they will take it, it
is your fault"

I pushed as he said, only to try to make the pain less, but that didn't
work. Oh his cock went in to me but it was like having a red hot pole
pushed into me, burning my insides. I was screaming and yelling and trying
to pull away. I was close to passing out as I felt my bum like snap close
once the fat head was in me.

"I love that noise you just made kid. Now we got that done what was it you
wanted to say to me kid?"

"I don't want to be fucked. I on't do that and you are too big and it
hurts".

"Oh sorry kid you should have said"

he started to pull out but now my bum was being ripped open from the
inside, and the base of his knob end was much more blunt that the tip. It
hurt like hell and I screamed.  "What's the matter now, you asked me to
pull out"

"Stop, don't it hurts too much, please"

"You horny kids, you can't make up your mind can you. Well if you don't
want me to pull out I will go in"

With that he pushed hard and I felt even more of his cock go into me. I
could hear a high pitched wailing noise, and then realised it was me.

"Of nipper, you sing beautiful. I knew you would like it, nearly as much as
I would. Now look you better keep quiet or you ill be heard and that will
attract more guys who will want this sweet tight arse of your, although it
might not be that tight by the time I finished."

I bit my lip as he pulled back and then pushed forward, getting more into
me, but I could not stop the tears and the crying. He pulled back once more
and then shoved a third time and more went in to me. It felt like it was in
my belly, maybe my throat.

"You beauty to take all of it. Please don't stop crying, I love the
noise. Still I don't want to be disturbed so I am going to give you
something to sniff. It isn't drugs but it will help a bit".

He handed me a small brown bottle with the top off.

"Hold it to your nostril, close the other one with your finger and take a
real deep sniff, then do the same with the other nostril".

I did what he said and my head spun. Then all feeling in my body seemed to
move and concentrate in my bum, the pain seemed much less, and he started
to fuck me slowly but using really long thrust. He pulled back slowly and
then pushed in hard, each time knocking me forward a bit. I was crying, but
also moaning. He lent round and grabbed one of my tits and twisted and
pinched it. I yelled, but it felt good as the shock went into my bum and
cock. He kept pumping, slowly getting faster.

"Fuck kid you got such a sweet tight arse, I don't remember ever fucking
anything as good as this. Never knew I'd find a little kid here looking for
sex. This has got to be my lucky day. You real lucky to have a nice cock in
your ares yeah?"

I moaned, tears still falling. It hurt like hell but somehow it was also so
hot. My cock had gone totally soft but it didn't seem to matter, all my
feelings were in my bum and tits. Then I heard the snapping of sticks and
saw a pair of trousers and shoes.

"Oh you'r lucky, he turned me down"

It was that camp guy from earlier.

"I don't let them turn me down. If they flaunt what they got then I take
what I want because I know it is what they want really, just scared to ask
for it. Tell you what, why not give him your cock to suck, I know he wants
it"

The camp guy had his cock out in no time and pushed towards my mouth. He
had it in me in no time. It was a lot smaller than the big guy and I sucked
him before I knew what I was doing. I could hear them talking about me over
my back.

"He is a sweet fuck, so tight. Made a great noise as I went in. Pretended
he didn't want it but when I went to pulled out he begged me not to. Right
dirty little slut".

"Well he sucks good too. I'd love to fuck him but didn't bring the
protection. He got such a sweet mouth and arse. I wonder how old he is"

"Dunno, 14 maybe, but his arse is the arse of a 12 year old, and that
tight, or it was till I got in it. Gonna take some time for it to tighten
up again. He have this on me"

I heard something being handed over above me and the gut in my bum started
moving faster and harder. Every time he rammed into me I ended up with the
other cock deep in my throat. It wasn't as long or as fat, but it still
went into my throat. Harder and harder he fucked me, it was getting painful
again as the stuff I had sniffed seemed to be wearing off. Then he gave a
great yell and rammed like hell, almost knocked me and the other guy
over. He froze deep in me and I felt his cock twitch. I knew he had cum. He
took a gasp of air, pulled back and rammed in hard again. Once more his
cock twitched and I knew he had cum some more. He did this three more times
and then fell over my back.

"Oh fuck kid, that was fantastic. I not cum like that for years"

After a few minutes he pulled out and I started to rise. I felt his hand on
my back.

"No stay there you not finished, you owe this guy"

"Oh yes" I heard the camp guy say and he pulled out of my mouth.

There was the sound or rustling foil and then I felt a cock slide into
me. It sort of hurt a tiny bit, but nothing much. The guy pumped in and out
and real quick he seemed to cum. He pulled out and I fell to the ground.

"He kid look up"

I looked up and as I did the big guy emptied the condom over my face and in
my hair.

"That's yours, enjoy it. I would love to have cum in you but a little slut
like you, got to be safe"

I was really hurt and disgusted now. I was not like he was saying. I
started to cry again.

"Look at that, crying cos it's all over and he got no cock in his
arse. Kets go and see if we can find somebody to fill him up again. Be
beaut to see some really big fat cock ploughing that little white arse"

The two guys dressed and walked out of the clearing. Now I was really
scared. I got dressed as quick as I could and got away from the clearing
and made my way back to my bike. I unlocked it and pushed it out of the
bushes. My bum was on fire. It hurt so bad, and yet felt empty. I had not
cum and my jaw was hurting. I had cum in my hair but wiped off my face with
my hanky. I then walked back to the road to ride home.

When I got to the road I got on my bike. I got back of it straight away, it
was too painful to sit on the saddle. I had a narrow saddle and it pushed
right into my bum and just hurt too much. I started to walk home. I had
walked for nearly 20 minutes, cars passing me all the time, then another
car came along and I heard it slow down before passing me. As it pulled
alongside me the driver shouted through the open window.

"Anytime you want some more kid just come back I am often there this time
of day if it fits in with my work. Maybe next time you will cum too"

I heard him laughing as he drove on.

I walked for a couple of hours and realise I was not going to get home
before my mum did. I got on the bike and rode as best I could, standing,
not sitting on the saddle. I eventually got home 30 minutes before mum was
due in. I quickly washed the cum off my face and out of my hair. I wiped my
bum and put my briefs on under my jeans. I sat on the sofa, on the softest
part. Mum came in and when I walked to the kitchen to help her she said
that I was walking funny.

"I went for a big ride today and I am really sore, that's all"

"Well you be careful, don't take on more than you can handle. I know you
always pushing yourself to do more"

That night in bed I felt so sore. I put cream on my tender bum. It felt
puffy and tender. I lay in bed and remembered what had happened. I was
never going back there again, this time was just too much. I was abused and
insulted. Those two guys just took what they wanted and never thought about
me. I was made to sniff god knows what. Even my tits were sore and
tender. Never again, that was for sure/ But my cock was hard and I was
wanking like crazy. Who was I kidding. I would go back, I was hooked on
being used and abused by older guys. I was 15 years old, gay and a pervert
for rough sex with older guys, who was I kidding thinking I could beat that
feeling.

It has happened again, I have been back. I am now 16 and still like older
dominant guys. I hope you like what I have written. I have enjoyed the
stories on Nifty since I was 13 and so I am trying to pay back for all the
exciting wanks I have had reading the stories on here and in ASSGM.

Deanwaltham@hotmail.co.uk