Date: Fri, 5 Jul 2002 23:01:14 EDT From: ErastesTouch@aol.com Subject: Throw Away Kid - chapter 13 Legal Notice: The following story may contain descriptions of graphic sexual acts. These acts may be between boys or between a man and a boy. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. The author, or his designee, retains copyright to this story. There may be no reproducing or distribution of this story without expressed written consent. * * * * * * * * Throw Away Kid - by Erastes Copyright 2000 by Erastes Chapter 13 - The boiling point. April 2002 I was nervous when I arrived home, but I had decided on what I was going to tell Bryce. I wasn't going to exactly lie to him, but I was going to try to word the truth so it wouldn't sound so bad. I hoped I could pull this off, so he wouldn't see through the deception, but I wasn't sure of my acting ability. As soon as the car stopped, Bryce was standing beside my door. He was smiling at me, so I smiled back. I took my time getting out of the car, pretending I was gathering up some things, but Bryce had opened the door and was trying to speed me up. "Hurry up, Uncle Kyle. I want to know what the lawyer said. Can I live here with you?" Damn, he wasn't wasting any time getting to the point, was he? Now I had to perform my part of the charade. "Slow down, little man, give me a chance to get settled. We'll go over that soon enough." "Can't you just tell me now?" "It's not that easy and I want to do this right, so please be patient." "You're always telling me that." "Well, patience is a virtue, and it wouldn't hurt you to learn that." "But it takes too long!" "That's just my point. Not everything can be done in thirty seconds or less." "Why not?" "Because some things just take longer, but not all because of the same reasons. That's just how it is." He didn't look satisfied with my answer, but he just let it drop, and he walked with me to the house, carrying a few of my things for me. He didn't leave my side, waiting for me to tell him what happened, so I hurriedly put everything in order, and then turned to face him. "Let's go to the kitchen and get a drink, and then I'll fill you in." He agreed, and I walked to the kitchen and got us both a can of soda. I walked over to the breakfast counter and sat on one of the stools, thinking he'd sit on the stool next to me, but he came over and sat on my lap, looking directly into my face. I sat my soda down on the counter, so he followed suit, and then I took a deep breath, hoping that would clear my head, before I began. "Bryce, the lawyer told me that DSS is doing everything it can to locate the boys who ran away." "Well, we thought they would do that, but can I live here with you?" I just looked at him, realizing the things I told him earlier still hadn't registered. "No decision has been made about that yet," I told him, stretching the truth a bit, but no official decision HAD been reached. "When will we know then?" I could see he was anxious about this. "Bryce, the lawyer is working on that and it might take some time before we learn anything." "How much time?" "We're not sure. That's why you have to be patient." "There's the word again." He looked exasperated now. "Bryce, it will do no good worrying about this or trying to push it along, because it will happen when it happens, and not before. Can you understand that?" "I guess so, but I still don't like it." He made a face at me as he said that. "Well, it's the best we can do for now, and I won't let them say 'no' without a fight." "Do you mean that? Would you really fight for me?" "Of course I would. You know I love you, and I don't want to lose you, so I'll do whatever it takes to try to keep you here with me." "Oh, Uncle Kyle. I love you sooooo much." Now he swiveled on my lap, threw his arms around my neck, and planted a sloppy, wet kiss on my lips. He was trying to get me to open my mouth, to let him inside, but I resisted his efforts, instead giving him a fatherly kiss. "Can't I give you a good kiss this time? Just this once?" He was pleading with me now, and I could tell from his actions that it was important to him. I thought about it for a minute, thinking this might distract him from asking more questions or wondering about his future, so I gave in. "Okay, but just this time, and only because I know you're so happy." He flashed me this huge grin, opened his mouth, and planted it firmly over mine. I parted my lips slightly, and his tongue flicked past them before I could bat an eye, and now it snaked around the inside of my mouth, exploring this previously unexplored territory. He sighed when our tongues touched, making it sound as if he'd reached Nirvana, and his arms began to run all over my back, as his tongue played with my teeth. Man, he was a hot kisser for being so young, and I could feel my manhood rise beneath him. I knew he could feel it too, as he wiggled his butt over it, trying to stir it to even greater heights. He was bouncing around on my lap even more now, and he pivoted slightly, so he could wrap his legs around my waist. This position spread his butt cheeks a bit, and now they nestled around the length of my dick. His kiss was becoming even more aggressive, and he was rubbing his hands over my chest now, while sliding his butt along my straining cock. At first I was too overwhelmed with feelings to see what he was doing, but then I began to feel the fires igniting in my loin, so I knew I had to stop this before we went over the edge. I pushed him back, causing our lips to separate and his butt to slide back toward my knees, and he looked at me with the saddest hurt expression I'd ever seen. "Don't you like that?" he asked me. "I didn't say that, but you know how I feel about going further." "But I could tell you liked what I was doing, cuz you got hard, so why did you stop me?" "You know why. We've talked about this enough times before." "Doesn't it feel good to you?" "It feels great, and that's part of the problem." "What would be part of the problem?" "That I'd be feeling good by taking advantage of you, and that's just not right." "Uncle Kyle, I don't care." "But I do, so we have to stop." There were tears streaming down his cheeks now, and I knew I had hurt his feelings, but I couldn't let my hormones overrule my brain about this. "I thought you loved me," he sobbed. "Oh, Bryce, I do. More than life itself, and that's why I had to stop that." He looked up at me, his eyes peering through the watery accumulation, not sure if he understood what I had just told him. He lifted his arm and wiped the moisture from both of his eyes, and then he opened his mouth to speak. "Uncle Kyle, I don't know what you mean by that." Now a puzzled expression covered his entire face. "Let me see if I can explain this to you. If I didn't love you, it would be easy for me to do those things to you and take advantage of you like that, but because I love you, I don't want to hurt you. That's why I think we should wait." Now he looked even more puzzled. "I still don't understand," he told me. "You mean that if you didn't love me, you could make love to me, but because you do love me, you can't?" "That's not exactly the correct interpretation of what I meant. It's more like, if I didn't love you I could fuck you, but not make love to you. Do you see the difference now?" "I guess, but isn't that the same thing?" "The physical act is the same, it's the emotional attachment that is different. Fucking is just sticking your penis in, and jamming it back and forth until you have an orgasm. You can do that without any emotional attachment to the person you are doing it to, but making love is more than that. Making love is where you care about a person and do that act to show how much you really love about them." "So, you told me you loved me, so we'd be making love." "Only if I felt you were capable of consenting. It's not that you don't understand about sex, it's just that I'm not sure you understand about why you want to do it. I think all those other guys messed up your ability to think things through, at least where sex is concerned. You've been conditioned to just do it, and get what enjoyment you can from it, but that's not how it's supposed to work. That's why I can't make love to you, at least not just yet." "Uncle Kyle, I still don't understand what you just said." "And until you do understand that difference, we'll just have to wait." Bryce still looked confused, but I think that discussion gave him enough to think about for now, so I told him to get ready and we'd go out to eat. He did that without asking any more questions, so I let him choose where we'd eat tonight. He was in the mood for Italian food, so that's where we went, to an Italian restaurant. He was fairly quiet throughout the entire meal, though he would glance up at me occasionally and just stare at my face. I wasn't sure why he was doing this, but I thought it best to let sleeping dogs lie, so I didn't question him about it. We ate our meal, mostly in silence, and then I paid the bill and we left. On the way home he began to open up a little, and I let him have his say. "Uncle Kyle, I'm not always sure about what you mean, but I do know I love you and I do know I want to do things with you. I think you want to do those same things with me too, cuz I can tell you get excited. I just don't understand why you keep saying 'no'. Sometimes it makes me think you don't love me like you say you do, but then I can tell that you really do. It's just so confusing." "I know it is, sport, and I'm sorry about that, but life is not always easy to understand. I think one day we'll both figure this out, but you'll just have to wait until then. In the meantime, I'll hug you, I'll have fun with you, and I'll even kiss you, but not the open mouth type kiss we did earlier. Do you think you can be happy with just that?" "Yeah, I like all those things too, but." I knew where he was heading, so I cut him off. "No buts. If you can be happy with doing those things, then we can both be happy. Otherwise, we may have to cool it for a while." "No! I'll be happy with just those. I promise I will, cuz I know I couldn't stand it if I couldn't sit on your lap, kiss you, or I had to sleep in my own room." "Okay, little man, I'll take your word for that, but we'll make it official when we get home." "What do you mean by that, Uncle Kyle?" "I mean, I won't consider it a real deal unless we seal it with a great big hug. Okay?" He smiled at me now. "Yeah, that's real okay." After we arrived home, we exchanged a huge hug to cement our deal, and then I began to ask him about his studies. He seemed quite surprised that I did this, even though I had warned him I would, and he told me all about the things he had seen and done earlier in the day. I questioned him about most of the things he mentioned, and I even quizzed him in depth about some of them, but he did fine. After I finished checking on his work habits in this manner, he had a comment for me. "Man, this is harder than real school, cuz I have to answer ALL the questions here." "Yes, and I hope you'll learn more that way." "Just my luck. I fall in love with a guy who doesn't want to hurt me, but he doesn't mind torturing me." He grinned after he said that, and I thought his comment was pretty clever, making his point on both issues. Man, I really do love this kid. If only it weren't so complicated. The next couple of weeks went about the same, and even though I got periodic reports from my lawyer, there were no other new developments. We were now rapidly approaching summer vacation, when all the kids would be out of school and Bryce could move about a bit more freely during the day. I also found out his birth date, which was September 7th, so he was a few months away from actually turning thirteen. He did ask if he'd have to keep studying over the summer, and I told him only until noon, to make up for the time he'd missed before he came to live with me, but that would mean he'd have to be up by 8:00 a.m. Otherwise, he would have to spend four hours from the time he started his class work. He groaned and called me a slave driver, so I told him that's exactly what my employees said, but then he gave me a dirty look and just walked away. The next time I heard from my lawyer, it definitely wasn't good news. He called me at my office, so I knew it must be fairly important. "Kyle, DSS has been trying to get me to divulge what I know about Bryce, but I've resisted up to now, claiming attorney-client privilege. However, they're turning up the heat." "How so?" I had worried about this since he first told me about the DSS position concerning the boys from his last foster home. "They're going to subpoena me, threatening contempt of court charges, if I don't cooperate." "So what are you going to tell them?" "I'm going to resist their efforts to get the information, even if I have to take it all the way to the Supreme Court. They just can't threaten lawyers to get them to break privilege." "Well, I guess I hired the right lawyer then." "I'm glad you feel that way, but that's not all. They suspect that my client would be from the local area, so they are concentrating their search around here for now, to see if they can locate Bryce on their own. That means that you'll have to keep him out of sight for a while." "Do you have any other good news for me?" "Well, I hate to break this to you, but they also know it's definitely Bryce who is here, not one of the other boys. I happened to mention his name to my friend from DSS, and somehow he let the name slip out too, while trying to learn more about the situation for me." "Oh, great! Not only do they know where, they also know who! Now what do you suggest?" "Personally, I'd get him out of the area, if you can do that. Do you know anyone who could watch over him for you?" "Not really. I do have brothers and sisters, but I'm not sure they'd understand why I'd be asking them to take in a strange boy." "What about you just taking him out of the area for a while? Do you have someone who could cover for you at work until then?" "Not really. My secretary can do some things, but there are other aspects of my job she hasn't a clue about. What if I just keep him hidden at the house for the time being?" "Well, that might work for the time being, if he is never seen outside of your home. The problem is, if they discover whom I'm working for or if they get the courts to uphold their charges, then that won't do you any good. If he isn't in the area, we could have told them that he just took off on his own again, not like he hasn't done that before." "Well, if they're putting up that much of an effort to find him, I don't think you should be calling my office any more, to keep them from locating him that way. In the meantime, I'll find an untraceable way to call you in the future, so they can't connect us easily." "Good idea, but keep in touch. When you call, I'll keep you informed about any breaking news or an other information I discover during that period." "Great. Thanks for all of your help." I hung up the phone, but now I had to find a way to explain this to Bryce, in terms that he'd understand and not cause him to panic. I was afraid that once he learned he'd be under house arrest, so to speak, he'd have a tough time dealing with everything. I had to keep him optimistic and calm, at least until this thing was settled, hoping that he could understand and live with whatever arrangement we could work out with DSS. When I got home that evening, I waited until after dinner to explain things to him. As we started to clean the table off, I knew I had to tell him what was going on and what he'd have to do in the meantime. After that was done, then I would have to brace myself to answer all the questions I knew he'd have about why he had to do this and when it would take place? "Uncle Kyle, why are they still looking for me? Aren't they going to let me live with you?" "Bryce, as of now you are still a ward of the state, and for some reason they really want you back. Once they have you, then they will decide what they will do with you next." "Does that include coming to live with you?" "It might, and that's what we're trying for." "But until this happens, I won't be able to leave the house at all? No more going out to eat and no more bike rides with you?" "Not until this is over, sport." "Then how will I get any exercise?" I think he thought he had me stumped now. "We can still swim, can't we?" When I mentioned this, he gave me a big grin "I guess I can live with that." For the next couple of weeks, Bryce didn't leave the house. I bought plenty of groceries, so he'd have plenty to eat for breakfast and lunch, and then I'd pick up dinner on my way home. That would generally consist of take out from one of the local restaurants or diners we had frequented, giving him a little variation and maybe a sense of our old routine. He was really quite a trooper about all of this, but I knew he missed the things we used to do together, especially on the weekends. To make up for this, I would spend as much time with him as possible. We'd watch television together, I'd play games with him, or we'd spend a great deal of time enjoying ourselves in the pool. Doing those things together seemed to help make this time bearable for him, even though he tried to convince me that he didn't really mind not being able to go out at all. Occasionally he would slip and admit that he missed some of the things we used to do together, but then he'd try to cover it up by telling me that after having to live and hide out in the factory, this was much better. I could understand where he was coming from and what he was trying to do, but I still felt bad that he had to be confined like this. During this confinement, I would call the lawyer every other day, from a different pay phone each time. Having to do this made me begin to feel as if I were part of some grade-B spy movie, doing whatever it took to remain hidden from the law or from being accosted by some sleazy looking foreign agents. Unfortunately his discovery would have even more dire consequences than the movie characters face, as they just faced losing their lives, but in real life the fate of a young boy lay in the balance. During one of these calls, my lawyer told me that he had won the first round in court, as the judge decided that he was bound by attorney-client privilege, and therefore couldn't divulge his source. However, DSS had filed to appeal his decision, and that meant this case would now be moved to a higher court. He also told me that he thought he was being followed by a private investigator, so there was no way he could meet with me in person, and I told him that wouldn't be necessary, at least for now. He told me to be careful, and to make sure Bryce remained out of sight, and he'd let me know when the heat was off. I thanked him, and then hung up, wondering just how long that was going to take. A couple of days later, I called my attorney again, but this time his mood was more somber. "Kyle, I don't know how to tell you this, but I think somehow the DSS got copies of my phone records, so they know who called me and whom I've called. I'm not sure how long it will take them to figure anything out, but are you sure you can't get Bryce away from here, at least for a few days?" "I could, but will that really do any good?" "Well, if they're looking for you, we could just have your secretary tell them you're out of town on a business trip." "Yes, but how would that explain why a single guy is calling a family court lawyer?" "Maybe we could say that you were gathering information to help one of your brothers or sisters with one of their children." "And what if they asked to contact them, to verify the information?" "That is always a possibility. Do you think you could get them to cover for you?" "And just how would I explain this to them? I'm not sure they'd understand why I was trying to help some runaway I hardly knew, especially if it could get me in trouble with the law." "Well, I'm not so sure I understand that either." "It's because the system has been worse for him than his being on his own, and I want to try to give him a fresh start. I haven't taken advantage of him in any way, even he'd tell you that, and we have done nothing illegal. I just feel the kid needs someone to put his best interests first, and DSS has proved they aren't the ones who can do that." "I'll take your word on that, and I agree with your logic, so I'll do whatever I can to assist. Just try to get him away until the dust settles." "I will. I'll let you know what happens." I went back to work and began to discuss things with my secretary. I was telling her that I would need to take my nephew away for a while and I needed her to handle things for me during that time. She promised me she would take care of everything, so we looked at what was planned for the next few days, so I could fill her in about the things she was unfamiliar with. I began to tell her about suppliers and how to determine what we would need to order from them, and then I told her which of the store managers to use as support, seeing he had helped to cover for me in the past. While we were going over more items, the phone rang, so she answered it. A second later she was telling me my lawyer was on the line for me. "My lawyer? For me?" I couldn't tell her that he had promised not to call me at the office, so I knew I had to take this quick. "I'll get it in my office," I told her. I went into my office and picked up the receiver. "This is Kyle, but I thought we agreed you wouldn't call me here for now." "We did, but this is an emergency. A contact of mine just informed me that a search warrant has been issued for your home." "What? How can they do that?" "They have probable cause. It seems one of the investigators staked out your place and took a picture or pictures of Bryce through your windows. They're heading over there right now, I don't know what you'll be able to do now." "Well, I'm heading to the house right after I hang up. Will you meet me there?" "Certainly, I'll be there as soon as I can." I raced out of the office and told my secretary I had to leave and didn't know when I'd be back. She just accepted that, telling me to take whatever time I needed, and I went down to the car and sped for home. What I didn't realize was that DSS and the police had arrived at my home even before my lawyer had called me, and they were already inside. I guess Bryce had been on the computer when they arrived, doing his class work, but he had left the television on downstairs after watching one of those educational programs I assigned to him. He didn't hear the vehicles pull into the driveway, but he did hear them banging on the door, before someone yelled, "Police, open up, we have a warrant." Hearing this, Bryce jumped up and looked out the window, and saw the police cars in the driveway. He was just beginning to get scared when he heard them smash the front door in with the weighted battering ram they carried with them. When he heard this he panicked and pulled a typical kid move, he dove under the bed to hide. He had no idea what was happening, though he just assumed the police were after him, so he felt he had to hide, and this was the best he could do on such short notice. He could hear people moving about the house, yelling words like 'clear' every so often, and then he heard them come upstairs. He saw a pair of black boots move past the bed, and over to the computer, which was still on, and then the guy moved to the other side of the bed, knelt down, and discovered Bryce underneath. The man reached under to grab him, and Bryce slid out on the other side, before he got up and raced for the stairs. When Bryce did that, the guy stood up and came around the bed after him. Bryce thought he might be able to race down the stairs and get out of the house before they could catch him, and then he could find some place to hide in the neighborhood for a while. He thought maybe he could even make his way to the factory and stay there until things died down. Unfortunately the DSS man was in the hallway, and he reached out and grabbed ahold of Bryce's shirt as he sped past, slowing him down when he did so. This caused Bryce to panic even more, as he tried to pull free of this guy's grip. Bryce wasn't that far away from the top of the stairs, so if he could get free he could race down them and probably get out of the house before anyone else could stop him. Not knowing what else to do, he swung one of his arms down across the piece of his shirt the guy was holding, causing him to lose his grip on it. The problem was, this also caused Bryce to lose his balance, and the next thing he knew, he was falling toward the stairs...and then down them. Bryce fell very hard, cracking his head in the process. The sound of his head striking the floor was a sickening dull 'thud', and then he tumbled all the way down the staircase. His body looked like that of a rag doll, as it rolled from stair to stair, with his arms and legs flopping limply as he somersaulted down the entire flight. When his small body hit the landing at the bottom, he was battered, bruised, and his body was lying in a very contorted position. I happened to arrive home just as that was happening, and I burst through the door and saw him lying at the bottom of the stairway like that. I went to move to help him, but I was stopped by two police officers as I did so, preventing me from reaching him. "Let me go! I need to help him." "The other officers will see to the boy," one of the cops advised me. "and you'd be better off trying to help yourself, at this point." "What the hell are you talking about?" "You've been hiding a runaway minor, aiding and abetting his efforts, so you're in a major legal mess right now. You'd be best to consider what you're going to do about that." "The hell with that shit right now! We have to get this kid to the hospital. Has anyone called 911 or radioed in for help?" "We've radioed for an ambulance, and one is on the way." "How the hell did this happen?" One of the officers gave me an abbreviated version of what took place, pointing out the DSS man who had grabbed Bryce's shirt before he fell. The DSS man heard the cop telling me this, so I guess that's why he walked forward to confront me. "Do you realize this is all your fault?" he asked me. "My fault? How the hell do you figure this is my fault?" "Well, if you'd turned him over to us when you first ran across him, nothing like this would have ever happened." "No, he'd probably be dead by now. When he was under your care, he was taken advantage of, physically abused, and sexually molested." "I don't believe a word of that, and your allegations are totally unfounded." "Are they? I have detailed notes about what Bryce endured during his time in foster care, and I've documented neglect, physical beatings, and his being forced into prostituting himself by one of his so-called foster parents." "That's nonsense." "It's not nonsense and we have statements and other materials to prove it, but this isn't the time or the place to discuss this. We have to get the boy medical attention. Where the hell is that ambulance?" About that time we heard the rescue squad's siren in the distance, so I knew it was getting close. Just before the ambulance crew rushed in to attend to Bryce, my lawyer walked past the broken door. He had the officers release me, so we could move to the side and talk, and he advised me about what to do and how to act from this point on. However, I was trying to see what was up with Bryce, trying to listen to the EMTs instead of my attorney, and that's when I heard the DSS guy tell them to take Bryce to the county hospital. "No way!" I screamed out. "He's not going to that overworked slum hospital. You have him taken to St. Luke's Hospital." "The county will not pay for that," the DSS rep told me. "He will get just as good care at county." "Like hell. I wouldn't even go there for minor treatment, let alone anything this serious. You have him taken to St. Luke's and I'll cover the bill." "We can't allow that." "Listen, you bureaucratic mental midget. Not only will you do it, but you'll be happy to do so. I'm telling you right now, if anything happens to that kid, my lawyer, and my friend who holds all that information about how Bryce has been handled by DSS and their representatives, will turn all the information to the press. But mark my words, it won't be the local paper either. We will start with someone big, like the New York Times, and we'll also give it to Time and Newsweek. By the time the dust settles from that exposure, not only won't you and your superiors be able to get a job in THIS state, you'll be lucky to be able to get a job in your field in ANY state." "You're bluffing." "Try me, asshole. I didn't build my business from the ground up and make my fortune by bluffing and then not be able to follow through on it. It you think it's a bluff, call me on, but you'll be the one to suffer from the fallout, not me." The guy glared at me, and you could tell he just hated me and didn't want to give in, but he knew I had him by the balls. After a slight delay he turned to the ambulance crew and spoke. "Take him to St. Luke's then, but make sure the bill goes in this guy's name and not the county's. I'll clear it later with my superiors." Having made that announcement and having had to back down in public, the guy was red-faced by now, so he spun and took off, having one of the policemen drive him back to the office. One of the other officers then announced I was under arrest, and began to read me my rights, and that's when my attorney stepped in to assist me. He told them that I'd cooperate fully, once the boy was out of danger, and he'd guarantee that I'd turn myself in, after the boy had recovered. The officer wasn't sure he could do this, so he radioed the station to discuss this with his Sgt. I guess he must have authorized our plan, but only if I'd come to the station at my earliest possible convenience to be fingerprinted and booked, and again my lawyer promised he would see that I did that. Once this was settled, they allowed my lawyer to drive me in his car to the hospital, following the ambulance. Finally we were headed toward St. Luke's, to get Bryce the treatment he needed. * * * * * * * * Positive emails may be sent to ErastesTouch@aol.com