Date: Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:16:52 EDT From: EddyRiha@aol.com Subject: voice in the shadows The usual disclaimers apply. This is a work of fiction, and those folks who are prevented from reading such fictional works either by age, by moral preference, or by law should not read any further. All of the characters presented here are fictional representations, including the narrator. I do not recommend actually doing any of the things described here. It's just a story. All stunts were performed by professionals. Do not attempt these at home. Voice in the Shadows by eddyriha "Mister, what do you want?" the voice repeated. The boy who said those words was hidden by the shadows on the dark side of the 7-Eleven, with only occasional gestures from his long, thin, tanned fingers breaking into the slanting light from the parking lot. "Whatever you think I want," I replied, playing along. I had caught the boy casting several glances at me as I picked up 20 oz. Mountain Dew inside. He had been standing by the ice cream freezer, seeming to give serious contemplation to choosing between a Good Humor cone and a popsicle, but the whole time his dark eyes, peering through the thick dark hair that cascaded over his forehead, were following me around the store. He was so casual about it that I only figured it out because, well, at ten o'clock on a Friday night in June, I'm keeping my senses attuned to any possible interest in the people around me. In a brief moments, I had sized him up, a slender boy in his mid-teens, dressed in a baggy Red Sox t-shirt and black jeans. Normally, the baggy clothes would be a turnoff, since I like to have a better idea of what I'm getting, if I say yes. But there was something about this boy that said, "I'm the real deal." He seemed surprised by my answer, as if he expected me to say something crude, so he would have the opportunity of laughing it off and calling me something rude as he vanished in the night. I'd encountered the type before, queer boys who are afraid of their own feelings, so they bait men, playing with fire without being fully aware of the potential danger if they lead along the wrong guy. Now I don't play that game, and if I find a boy is going to do so, I'm the one who walks away. But this boy--he seemed to be wanting something more than a game. And if he wanted that something more, I was ready to give it to him. "I'm not sure you have what I want," he replied, that voice from the shadows that was husky, like he had recently dropped from his little boy's voice into what would become, in time, his man's voice. "If I didn't have what you want, then why were you staring at me all the way around the store?" He didn't have an answer for that. I thought at first he might have slipped away into the darkness, but then his right hand swung up through the light as he pushed his hair out of his eyes, a common automatic nervous response to an uncomfortable situation. "Look," I said gently, "I'm not going to hurt you or do anything you don't want to do. Why don't we go somewhere where we can see what we both want." It wasn't the kind of polished speech I might give if I were in the one in control, the one seducing. It was clear that, at least at this point, the boy was in control, the one exciting me, instead of the other way around. My cock was already stretching inside my boxers, yearning for freedom. And that meant that I had to lead the conversation somewhere, quickly. "That sounds OK." "So where do you think we should go?" Normally, I'd be fine if he said he wanted to go to my car, but to do that we'd have to cross the parking lot in full view of everyone in the store. And that wasn't necessarily a good idea. Besides, I had a lot of camping junk on the back seat. And I wasn't that familiar with this town, so I didn't know any good places where we could park and be undisturbed for an hour or more. "I dunno," he replied. "Your place?" "I don't live around here," I said. "It would be a long drive to get to my house." "We could go to my house," he suggested. "Aren't your folks home?" "Yeah, but they never come into my room. And we can get to my room from the back, so we don't have to go past them." I shrugged. "Sounds like a plan. Lead on." At first, it was difficult to tell which direction he started walking, but when he emerged into the dimly lit alley behind the store, I had my bearings and set off after him. He kept a good pace, not looking back at me, not speaking, as if he were afraid to stop and look, as if he were afraid. Or maybe he was just confident, knowing I would come along behind him if I were really serious. As we walked, I wondered how many times this boy had made this trip from the store, how many men had he taken to his room. The thought excited me even more, and I found myself almost unable to keep up with him. It's not easy to walk quickly when you've got a raging boner trapped in your boxers, under your denim shorts. After a few minutes' walk, moving in and out of shadows, crossing between buildings, hearing the occasional passing conversation in nearby living rooms or bedrooms, we reached the back door of a house, the yard surrounding the door bathed in shadow. The boy reached up, and I saw the shadow of his right hand as it turned the knob slowly. "Be quiet," he whispered. "My mom's home, but she never leaves the front room until her programs are done on the TV." I nodded, then realized he couldn't see that response, so I whispered back, "OK." He pulled the door open silently, slowly. I had the distinct impression he'd become an expert at this, and the thought that maybe many men had preceded me through this back door made me even harder than before. I could see down the narrow hallway toward the front of the house, because some light was falling through a doorway to the right, just inside the front entryway. The noise of one of those primetime network game shows was emanating from a TV. In the hallway, all I could see of the boy were glints of light off his dark hair and his resonant brown eyes. I'd have followed those eyes anywhere, into any danger, and I'm sure the boy knew that. He turned and started up the back stairs. On the third step, just as I began to follow, the board creaked loudly. Both of us froze in place, as from the front room a woman's voice called out, "David, is that you?" "Yeah, Ma," he replied. "You in for the night?" "Yeah, Ma." "Make sure the door's locked then." "Already done, Ma." I had heard him click the lock behind me as he had closed the door. He touched my shoulder and motioned upstairs, and together we began to walk quietly. I did my best to match him step by step, so it would sound like only one person on the stairs, if his mother was listening. From her responses to the game show, it was clearly she was having some beef with how Howie Mandel was handling the current contestant, so I could probably have fucked her boy in the hallway, and she would probably never have noticed. He opened a door just off the upstairs hallway, and I followed him in. It was a small, dark room, with peeling paint on the windowsill and on the back wall. Here and there were posters of various popular rock musicians and actors, all male, most with suggestive poses and bare chests. Likely his mother didn't know what that meant, but it wouldn't take a genius to see what this boy wanted: men, men, men, men. . . . After he locked the bedroom door behind me, he motioned toward the bed. "I'm sorry there isn't much to sit on, just the bed and the desk chair." He sat on the edge of that object, a cheap metal folding chair. "You want to watch anything on the TV?" he motioned toward the small color set that sat next to his laptop on the desk, one of those old-fashioned rolltops like the one I had as a kid. "Nah," I replied. "If I want to watch anything, I'll watch you." He giggled. "Whatcha want me to do, strip?" He stood up and started to pull up his baggy t-shirt. "Nah, let me." I leaned forward and pulled the boy toward me. I lifted the front of his Red Sox tee and inhaled the warm scent of boy underneath. He smelled of a warm summer evening's sweat, playing stickball or basketball with some buddies, drinking some Mountain Dew and spilling a little on his skin, that kind of thing. His skin was soft and tanned, and he seemed a little ticklish as I ran my hand up his hairless chest. The shirt slid up and over his head, then off his arms, without any resistance. There he stood before me, his slim frame, his smooth tanned skin, his large dark nipples inviting my lips, my teeth, as I sucked them into my mouth one at a time. He sighed, then moaned as he felt the pressure on his nips. I licked my way across his chest, between his nipples, then down to his navel. His hands were in my hair, holding me gently to his chest, his belly. I could see him close his eyes, throw his head back a little, revealing the slim lines of his lower jaw. I moved my lips up him, over his budding Adam's apple, along the edge of his jaw, across his cheek onto his lips. He opened them as if in surprise, and our tongues met tentatively, then slid along the length of each other, like they were intimate friends. Yes, David had been with men before, he knew how to make a lover feel welcome to his body, his mouth, his bed. While we kissed, I unbuttoned his black Levi's button fly jeans and they fell easily to the floor, revealing a pair of black cotton boxers which, to my fingers, revealed the boy's hardon, as well as the shape of his taut, boyish ass. The boxers fell to the floor as we kissed, but whether from my hands or his or both, I don't know. I stepped back from the kiss to look, for the first time, at the boy's naked body. He stood a little nervously, a little self-consciously, as I ran my eyes and my hands over his whole body, touching, feeling, tasting, saving his dark four-inch prick for last. Like most American boys, he was cut, which is fine by me: a cock is a cock. I ran my fingers along the underside of his cock, which was firm and already leaking precum, and his whole body trembled with pleasure. His eyes were still closed, and he seemed to wait for me to make the next move. Which I did when I sucked his cock into my mouth and massaged the sensitive underskin with my tongue. I pushed my face in and breathed the musky scent of his pubic hair, which clustered around the base of his shaft, but nowhere else. He gasped and moaned quietly, and in a moment or two he whispered, "I'm gonna cum!" He may have expected me to remove my mouth, but I stayed in place and swallowed the wads of cum he fired into me. With his cum still on my tongue, I slipped off his cock and pulled his face down to me. I kissed him again, mixing his cum with our saliva in our mouths. When we were done kissing, I said to him, "You taste awesome." He giggled again. "Thanks, mister." Then he seemed at a loss for how to proceed. It seemed this was the usual pattern for the men who visited his room: they would remove his clothes, then suck him off. But what followed next was always different, and he wasn't sure what I wanted. I had kind of expected him to tell me right up front what he would or wouldn't do. Some boys, especially the experienced ones, lay down the rules before they agree to anything. But David seemed almost willing to do anything. Or maybe no one had yet pushed him beyond a line he didn't know that he didn't want to cross. Boys who have those rules sometimes seem spoilsports, but they have learned from experience that some men will exploit any advantage they find. "Strip me," I said as I stood. He fumbled a moment with my t-shirt, but then got into a rhythm as he removed my shirt, my denim shorts, my blue knit boxers, my white socks, my hightops. When he finished, he could see my full body, not as slender and taut has his, certainly with more hair, more muscular, with my five-and-half-inch cock and large balls dwarfing his own package. He gently touched my chest, running his thin fingers through my hair, then running them down across my navel, heading toward his goal: my cock. His fingers surrounded my shaft, gripping tightly, but gently, as he felt the pulse of my heartbeat as blood surged into my cock in response to his touch. I almost blew my load right there, but I've worked too hard at maintaining self-control to give in so easily. He looked up at me, his dark eyes screened by the dark hair across his forehead. "What would you like, mister?" he asked in a whisper. "What do you want to do?" He shrugged. "Whatever you want." "Anything?" "Anything for you." He smiled, a delicate, sensitive smile. I could see his lips longing for a taste of my cock, but I wasn't in the mood for a suck right then. "OK, if you really mean anything," and I paused to give him the opportunity to express any hesitations, "then I want to fuck your tight ass." He continued looking up at me. "If that's what you want." I pulled him to me and kissed him on the lips. Then I picked him up-he was a lightweight as he looked-and I laid him down gently on his back on the bedspread. He still had his jeans and boxers around his ankles, since I hadn't removed his sneakers and socks, but I pulled those off and with them the wadded up jeans and boxers. I pulled his legs up, pushing his knees against his chest and holding his feet in my hands. He had feet the same color as the rest of his skin, delicate, firm feet with suckable toes. And so I did, tasting the stale sweat of boyish feet and breathing deep his aroma. He closed his eyes and relaxed, the touch of my mouth and my fingers on his feet giving him pleasure. Then I held his feet with my left hand, while my right took the tube of KY I had brought with me and squirted some into his exposed hole. I could see a small gap in the center, and I knew this wasn't his first time. He probably had been penetrated by larger, thicker cocks than mine, and the very thought made me even harder yet. I ran a finger inside, pushing the lube around to coat the sphincter and the inside passage. Then a second finger, then a third. I began to wonder if I could put my whole fist inside the boy before he complained. He just kept his eyes closed and smiled the whole time, especially when I rubbed his prostate. He was already leaking precum again, and I had a feeling this boy would cum as often as I let him. Some boys are like that: a continual orgasm machine. When he was lubed, I knelt on the bed between his legs, aimed my cock at his open hole, and pushed in, all the way, without resistance or hesitation. "Ohhhhh," the boy gasped. "Fuck me, mister, please fuck me hard!" I pulled back, then began pushing forward, driving the boy into the bed with each thrust of my hips. As I leaned into him, I licked his nipples, kissed and nibbled them, kissed and nibbled his neck, his cheeks, his lips. He was so sweet, so tasty, so boy. I closed my eyes and in a rush of feeling I unloaded my balls into his waiting hole, thrust after thrust of cum soaking deep into him. When I had regained my breath and my cock had slipped out, I found myself staring into David's dark eyes, my lips against his lips, his arms wrapped around me, his feet touching together over my back. "That was wonderful," he whispered. "You really know how to fuck." "Thanks, David," I whispered back. Now it was my turn to be unsure of the next step. Did he expect me to stay the night? To leave? Would he want me to come back again? Or was this a one night stand, nothing more? "Hey, you want to do it again?" he asked. "You sure?" He nodded and kissed my lips. "I've got all night. . . ."